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Otoya will never be appealing to me for the sole reason that he seems like the type of guy to ask his partner to open up their relationship and become angry when they start laying down more than he does

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very eager to hear what that sae circumstance would be!!! 👀

I think Sae has a troubling habit of hurting those closest to him in a consistently oblivious way. He just thinks his emotions should be second-nature to them, just because of how their feelings and emotions become so easily discernible to him. With that being said, I don’t imagine straight infidelity with him, but I picture him doing something very disloyal that has somewhat of the same effect. And this would probably have to be someone he’s been attached to since his adolescence. A sort of on-off relationship, never fully committing but doing things that would make someone think otherwise. He asks you to move in with him and be next to him all the time when u spend some time together drinking at his place when he’s back in Japan for a bit then goes and sleeps with some random model he met at a fashion show. Lol.

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The first time u and Rin have sex and u undress for him he just turns completely red and can’t stop saying thank you for some reason

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May Sarton, The House by the Sea

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What is especially funny is that I feel like I can think of several hq boys who’d cheat on their partner (under very specific circumstances don’t crucify me!!) which is so funny given the vast difference between these mangas

I want to write something with cheating in it but I genuinely can’t put a finger on any bllk boy (other than Otoya and Oliver obviously…) who would ever cheat on their partner.

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I want to write something with cheating in it but I genuinely can’t put a finger on any bllk boy (other than Otoya and Oliver obviously…) who would ever cheat on their partner.

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TOWF TAEHA SUPREMACY ‼️ that man is so sexy 😮‍💨

He’s so….

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Is anyone else reading Tears on a Withered Flower…,,… 🤧

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I try very hard to be normal at work but they know..

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Stephanie Foo, What My Bones Know: A Memoir of Healing from Complex Trauma

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James Baldwin, Giovanni's Room

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LUNA MY LOVEEEEEEE hows life treating you??? 🤧🤧

Haha life has been weird. A lot of ups and downs happened every month in a strangely compact format. I’m excited to go back to school in the Summer which is something I never thought I’d say and am looking forward to 2025 :)

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If u would've continued glide how wld it have gone lol? missing cw rinnnnn

It became way more dramatic than I’d intended it to be and I blame my reading Norwegian Wood a month before glide’s conception. I’m just a sponge 🧽. The last thing I wrote was Rin angrily jacking himself off in a house party (hosted by the patrons of a boy’s hostel) to the thought of you in his winter coat ???

Anyway I went back to it recently and I Think it has potential. I hope I’ll stop being dramatic one day and drop it in the summer when I am unemployed for a while and back in school. But rather than it being 3 parts with each part being around 30k words, I’ll divide it into like… 10-15 chapters… lol. Idk!

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my goal for 2025 is small simple and clear: change my whole entire life

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I think Rin would get into a fwb situation with like. A childhood friend (with commitment issues and issues in general) which whom he’s had an unresolved + unrequited crush/obsession/infatuation with for like a decade. I think that’s the only exception.

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May Sarton, The House by the Sea

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Life is so funny for putting me on tumblr. But it makes sense