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Andrew Cranston (British, 1969), By the time I got to Findhorn, 2020. Oil and varnish on hardback book cover, 21 x 15.9 cm.

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thoughts. end of semester..

have been feeling immense, overwhelming self disgust and shame bc i have two final projects that are a 1.) four days and 2.) two weeks late respectively. and i’ve yet to finish. wondering if i am just fundamentally dysfunctional and too undisciplined to become anything. why do i continue to hurt myself by avoiding responsibilities over and over, being negligent, lazy

but also. accepting that i have nothing to do but push forward. these are habits, not who i am or have to be. not who i WANT to be. if i can get these done by the end of the day tomorrow i will have 2 weeks to breathe and recenter

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John Kelly (b.1965) - Dobell’s Cow - Aerial View. 1992. Oil on board.

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Shalom Harlow photographed by Victor Alfaro, W Magazine, 1996.

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northern hemisphere babes we made it to the longest night of the year. we made it. for the next 6 months, every day will give us a little more daylight than the last. let's go. take my hand. climb out of the darkness with me

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hey, I was just at "things got better" island and everyone there is talking about how excited they are to meet you

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Random comment on pasta recipe with more emotional impact than the 1000's of novel length intro to recipies

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Debbie Harry on the set of the film Unmade Beds, by photographer Fernando Natalici.

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James A. Pearson

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I saw a deer on my walk<3 and fell once…

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The answer to your problems is self-discipline

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CHALLENGERS (2024) dir. luca guadagnino

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truly do not comprehend people on dating apps who are like “together we could bully each other”.… like i’ve genuinely never desired anything less

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Joan Baez in London, England. May 1967.

Photographed by Jeff Hochberg and George W. Hales.

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“Canarina’s Gaze” by René Lalique, 1928.