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              “  you’re   still not   listening.   i   would   rather   have   to   share   a   bed   with   both   my   siblings   ,   in   a   cold   and   empty   room   than   have   to   create   an   excuse   on   why   my   dad   couldn’t   SHOW   UP   for   me   ever.   i’d   rather   be   drowning   in   debt   and   bills   than   having   to   forge   your   signature   for   school   trips   because   you   were   too   busy   in   meetings.   i’d   rather   have   the   lights   and   water   off   in   our   home   than   have   to   learn   how   to   cook   because   you   and   mom   were   always   off   doing   other   things   ,   with   other   people.   it’s   like   you   PRIORITIZE   everything   other   than   your   kids.   really   ,   though   ,   this   is   one   BIG   life   lesson   ,   huh   ?   don’t   have   kids   ,   you   don’t   have   time   for   them.   you   will   regret   it   in   the   end   ,   and   leave   them   clinging   onto   the   spare   crumbs   you   gave   us.   i   don’t   want   your   SECURITY.   all   i   ever   wanted   was   love   and   attention.   all   i   ever   wanted   you   to   do   was   show   up.   on   time.   with   no   phone   or   assistant   near   you.   why   can’t   you   understand   that   ?   ”   a   sigh   ,   a   timeless   battle   that   never   seems   to   conclude.   “   your   idea   of   bending   over   backwards   for   us   is   giving   us   money.   i   don’t   want   your   money   ,   all   i   ever   wanted   to   hear   was   ‘   i’m   so   proud   of   you   ,   kid.   ’   and   instead   ,   you   write   us   off   with   money   and   expect   us   to   love   you   back.   ”

      james   rolled   his   eyes,     "   yeah,   no   i'm   pretty   sure   i   do,   emma,   at   this   point   i   just   feel   like   i'm   bothering   you   by   trying   to   be   your   dad.   "     he   ran   a   hand   through   his   face,     "   how   much   do   you   like   your   school,   huh,   emma   ?   the   house   that's   apparently   so   cold   ?   you   know   when   i   went   to   school   i   had   so   much   law   school   debt   for   a   while   there   three   steps   separated   the   door   from   the   bed,   from   the   bathroom,   from   the   kitchen.   that's   it.   took   me   ten   years   to   pay   it   all   off.   you,   on   the   other   hand,   get   to   go   to   college   and   change   your   mind   about   three   times,   before   you   have   to   ask   me   to   add   something   to   your   college   fund.   and   you   know   that   if   you   ask,   i   will.   you   got   security,   emma,   you   all   do.   that's   what   i   am   giving   you.   you   think   your   life   would   be   that   much   better   if   we   had   game   nights   and   you   didn't   know   whether   the   lights   would   be   on   next   month   ?   "     he   shook   his   head,     "   for   all   the   fighting   you   and   your   mom   do,   you   two   are   just   the   same.   no   matter   what   i   do,   it's   never   enough,   i   bend   over   backwards   and   forwards   and   it's   not   enough.   i'm   trying,   kid.   "  

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              “  you’re   so   out   of   touch   with   reality   ,   huh   ?   "   head   tilt   ,   deep   sigh   .   .   .   a   moment   of   psychoanalyzing   remains   unsaid.   “   so   you’re   saying   .   .   .   everyone   SECRETLY   hates   you   ,   you're   practically   polluting   an   entire   nation   ,   and   people   are   lying   to   you.   see   ,   maybe   i’m   wrong   but   none   of   that   screams   well.   ”

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   "   what   makes   you   think   i'm   not   well   ?   "     maybe   the   eyebags,   the   permanent   perfume   of   whiskey   that   seemed   to   stain   all   of   his   clothes   these   days,   the   distant,   glassy   gaze,     "   i'm   wonderful,   my   life   is   great,   i'm   the   face   of   american   exceptionalism.   i   have   a   super   yacht,   alright   ?   people   dream   of   having   a   super   yacht.   everyone   wants   to   be   me.   "      

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              “  i   don’t   think   you   want   the   answer   to   that.   i   think   ,   YOU   THINK   ,   you   want   the   answer   because   it   will   magically   make   things   make   more   sense   to   you   but   ,   i   don’t   think   you’re   ready   for   it.   also   ,   i   think   you’re   asking   the   wrong   person.   i   mean   ,   i’m   sure   mom   would   have   a   more   graceful   answer.   i   think   it’s   time   you   be   honest   with   YOURSELF   though.   have   you   been   really   working   hard   ?   because   the   way   i   see   it   ,   it’s   all   surface   level.   it’s   a   good   show.   you   work   hard   ,   people   at   your   job   respect   you   ,   and   you   seem   .   .   .   admirable.   but   at   the   end   of   the   day   ,   all   your   coworkers   go   home   to   their   loving   ,   warm   families   .   .   .   and   where   do   you   go   ?   who   do   you   have   ,   really   ?   ”

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              "   be   honest   with   me   for   a   second   here,   is   there   any   version   of   the   world   where   you   don't   hate   me   ?   because,   honestly,   i   feel   like,   i   have   working   really   hard   for   a   really   long   time   and   no   matter   what,   it   makes   no   difference   what   so   ever.   "          

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              “   you   mean   that   mouth   that   you   FANTASIZE   about   ?   ”   a   snicker   ,   “   you   wish   i   was   jealous   ,   i’m   just   speaking   facts.   ”   a   simple   nod   ,   refusing   to   show   any   reactions   .   .   .   green   was   never   his   strong   suit   ,   they   reign   TRUTH   and   yet   ,   features   remain   neutral.   “   it’s   like   you   think   i   won’t.   i   have   no   problem   bending   you   over   the   table.   just   say   the   words   .   .   .   give   me   a   ‘   please   ’   and   i’ll   show   everyone   who   you   REALLY   belong   to.   ”

“ it’s like you know me so well, davis. i never give in to you, especially after you open that mouth of yours. ” they’re remarking, shaking their head, noticing how he’s copied their eyeroll. “ awwww, is someone jealous? you know, green was never your strong suit. secondly, i would love to see you try & do something drastic like that at dinner. see what happens, yeah? seems really pathetic that you would say something & not actually do it. ”

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                 annoyance   wears   heavy   on   features   however   ,   internal   temptation   is   building.   “   you   little   shit   ,   ”   is   all   she   can   mumble.   arms   slug   across   her   chest   and   hues   glare   back   at   him   ,   the   little   green   -   eyed   monster   growing.   “   that’s   so   fucked   up.   if   you   get   on   your   knees   for   ANYONE   ELSE   ,   i   will   genuinely   never   talk   to   you   again.   ”   all   she   can   do   now   is   not   meet   his   glance   ,   knowing   she   revealed   more   than   intended.   “   actually   ,   nevermind.   go   ahead.   see   if   i   care.   ”

“ right. stay lying to yourself, it’s sooo attractive. ” brandon muses, rolling his eyes, knowing that she’s melting, he can tell. he always can, if anything. “ mm, see, that would be more believable if it came from someone else, but it didn’t, so i really don’t believe you. i mean, maybe i will! maybe someone will appreciate me getting on my knees for them. ”

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What's the kinkiest thing you are into?

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              “  really   disgusting   or   too   hard   for   your   ego   to   take   ?   fine   ,   sit   down.   come   here   and   grind   against   my   lap.   let   me   feel   how   wet   you   get.   i’ll   FIGURE   out   another   way   to   get   your   secrets.   ”

" the way you have to think about it is really disgusting. either let me sit down or i'll find someone else who can shut their mouth & let me enjoy simple pleasures in life. "

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              “  i   didn’t   mean   that.   i   just   meant   like   .   .   .   this   is   A   LOT   to   process.   ”   inhales   deep   ,   needing   air   to   fill   his   lungs.   his   thoughts   are   spinning   rapidly   ,   “   you’ve   really   had   a   crush   on   ME   ?   god   ,   you’re   so   out   of   my   league.   and   not   to   mention   ,   your   brother   .   .   .   but   i   can’t   resist   you.   i   could   never   tell   you   no   so   ,   fine.   let’s   do   it.   but   at   least   ,   let   me   take   you   out   for   dinner   first.   trust   me   ,   you’re   gonna   need   the   energy.   ”   a   pathetic   attempt   at   a   joke.

he may be laughing, but she's serious. as anyone can tell by the look on her face, in fact. " so, you're saying i shouldn't trust you? carson, i . . i have never been confident that i want you to do it. & i won't regret it. i mean . . i've had a crush on you for a while. "

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              “  i   would   NOT.   ”   hues   roll   ,   a   cover   -   up.   as   if   she’s   totally   not   already   on   the   verge   of   melting   .   .   .   “   when   are   you   gonna   get   it   through   that   THICK   HEAD   of   yours   that   i   feel   nothing   for   you   ?   so   ,   save   your   dirty   talk   for   someone   else.   ”

“ right, right. you seem really confident about that, but we know that you’ll melt as soon as i mention eating you out. ”

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              “   always   gotta   be   a   brat   ,   huh   ?   can’t   just   give   me   a   simple   answer.   ”   a   ‘   tsk   ’   follows   ,   hues   mirroring   their   eyeroll.   “   first   of   all   ,   don’t   mention   your   PERSON.   they   mean   shit   and   we   both   know   it.   secondly   ,   if   you   don’t   behave   ,   i’ll   give   my   step   father   something   to   hear.   let’s   see   you   try   to   keep   a   straight   face   while   i   finger   you   under   the   table.   dripping   all   wet   for   me   .   .   .   while   talking   to   our   parents.   now   that’s   a   sight   to   see.   ”   

“ & if i don’t behave – what’ll happen, hm? seems a bit brash to say these things when you just come in out of the blue, davis. ” cue an eye roll. “ to be more specific, you only appear when i’m either sleeping or when my . . person leaves. & trust me, i doubt your step father, would even hear us at this point. ”

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             𝐂𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐄𝐃    /   @untouchedmythos​   !

               “   you   listen   here   ,   bailey   ,   you’re   gonna   be   good   for   me   tonight.   you’re   gonna   BEHAVE   ,   you’re   not   gonna   make   any   stupid   jokes   and   you’re   not   gonna   let   daddy   dearest   know   that   i’m   sleeping   in   your   bed   every   damn   night.   ”

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            𝐂𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐄𝐃    /   @untouchedmythos​    !

               “   i   don’t   know   what   silly   little   game   you’re   playing   but   ,   i   cannot   be   seduced.   stop   trying   so   hard.   ”

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                  “   hmm   ,   tempting   .   .   .   but   what’s   in   it   for   me   ,   huh   ?   got   some   terrible   secrets   to   hide   ,   honey   ?   ”

" how about this, alright? i'll sit on your lap, grind on your pretty little thighs & we call it a night. no secrets. "

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                  bewilderness   takes   over   ,   practically   shifting   nervous   laughter   into   a   full   cough.   “   well   ,   i   trust   my   MOTHER   too   but   ,   i   wouldn’t   ask   her   to   .   .   .   y’know.   i   don’t   know   ,   ana   ,   what   if   you   end   up   regretting   it   ?   or   what   if   i’m   too   rough   with   you   ?   ”

hum leaves her lips, nodding her head. " yeah, i mean . . i trust you, more than anything. why wouldn't i want you to . . & don't worry about my brother, i'll deal with him. so -- do you want to or not? "

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                  hues   practically   boggle   out   ,   “   your   virginity   ?   …   i   think   your   brother   would   slice   and   dice   my   dick   if   i   EVEN   breathe   towards   you   wrong.   ”

" i know you're my best friend's brother -- but would you take my virginity if i asked? "

open to men !!

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               “   sit   away   ,   blondie.   however   ,   this   means   you   gotta   tell   me   all   your   dirty   secrets.   ”

" i do not care who you are, your lap is my seat for tonight. "

open to women & men !!