teensytinyrina

[teensytinyrina]

i was so against edtwt but i have now become an edtwt girlie

[teensytinyrina]

where my moots at

i missed you guys🥺🥺

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it’s been a tough couple months, i’ve def been gaining cause i’ve been moving and it’s so bad💀 i don’t have a treadmill or a gym either and it’s not safe to run in my neighborhood

i’m actually dead over this like how will i burn cals??? fr gunna go back to yt ab workouts atp

hey guys been a bit

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hey guys been a bit

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REBLOG IF ITS OKAY TO TALK TO YOU.

Please.

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having a joke boyfriend who moonlights as my best friend is getting really fucking exhausting

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apparently my bones are concerning

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you think you’re faking this? ok. prove it.

delete tumblr. delete myfitnesspal. delete any and all calorie tracking apps. go into your kitchen. right now. get up and walk into your kitchen. now make a pot of pasta or spaghetti. or make a salad with chicken or a smoothie. or make a few eggs with some potatoes. or heat up the leftovers in the fridge. don’t count it. don’t measure it. don’t look up the calories. then sit down and eat the whole thing. don’t cut it up small, don’t wait until a certain time, don’t stare at it for forever before you eat it. cook it, put it on a plate, and eat it. maybe scroll through instagram or watch a tv show while you eat. like a post on your explore page about loving pizza without thinking of the calories or feeling fat. when you’re done eating, don’t go to the mirror, don’t go to the scale, don’t go to the toilet to throw up. then go on with your life without thinking about what you just ate or when you’ll eat next. now do that every time you first feel hungry every single day for the rest of your life.

if you can do that, fine. i’ll believe you. you’re “faking it”.

but if even one step of that sounds like your own personal hell, shut up because you’re absolutely not fake and your problems are beyond valid and you deserve to recover right now right where you are.

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my best friend ( i’m in love w him) just fell asleep on facetime so help me god if i do not marry this boy~

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is it better to fast for days or to eat<500cal every day

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anddd we're back to 2 day fasts yay

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i’m relapsing yay i can be gorgeous again

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damn i was badass 6 months ago

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is this toxic or no

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ugh i have a crush on this hot dude but he’s normal and i’m not… lovely

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losing weight like a healthy person is fucking hard

[teensytinyrina]

i’m literally so stupid i’ll never succeed in life