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Jeppe Hein | Mirror Labyrinth

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Water Lilies, by Claude Monet  (1907)

Water Lilies, by Claude Monet  (1915)

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Tbilisi, Georgia - November 2023

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let’s start counting. 28 days? or more

i dont think i’m hot enough for him. i constantly feel like i can’t be sexy enough or say the right words. the lack of sec always makes me feel less worthy and when he talks about kids i think (in a passive aggressive tone) well you’re gonna have to have sex with me in order for that to happen. i constantly think about the times he’s had to get a plan b bc of her. like he came in her twice (that i know of) and he manages to pull out every time for me.

i don’t know why the lack of sex always makes me feel ugly or not good enough.

i’m tired of having to hint or ask him to be physical with me.

i usually get passive aggressive and make remarks about the lack of sex.

this time i’m choosing to stay silent and see how long that lasts.

i fear that one day we’ll fight and he’ll say “we don’t even have sex”

and that’s gonna hurt bc it’s not me denying him

it’s him not making any moves.

i understand it might be predictable for him which creates this lack of desire. but why doesn’t he try and make it spicier or different.

there’s no chase and i feel ugly. :/

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i dont think i’m hot enough for him. i constantly feel like i can’t be sexy enough or say the right words. the lack of sec always makes me feel less worthy and when he talks about kids i think (in a passive aggressive tone) well you’re gonna have to have sex with me in order for that to happen. i constantly think about the times he’s had to get a plan b bc of her. like he came in her twice (that i know of) and he manages to pull out every time for me.

i don’t know why the lack of sex always makes me feel ugly or not good enough.

i’m tired of having to hint or ask him to be physical with me.

i usually get passive aggressive and make remarks about the lack of sex.

this time i’m choosing to stay silent and see how long that lasts.

i fear that one day we’ll fight and he’ll say “we don’t even have sex”

and that’s gonna hurt bc it’s not me denying him

it’s him not making any moves.

i understand it might be predictable for him which creates this lack of desire. but why doesn’t he try and make it spicier or different.

there’s no chase and i feel ugly. :/

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Mount Rainier by Lazgrapher.

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by alexbeckett_

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Random Acts Of Violets

Watercolor On Black Cotton Paper

2023, 22"x 30"

Viola odorata, Sweet Violets

Private Collection

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by photo.by.dania

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by Mikhailov

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Painting by Thomas Zhuang

Street scene in NYC

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