technopathicredhead

[technopathicredhead]

Motivation // What or who motivates them to act the way they do? Could that motivator convince them to change? Who or what else could change their ways?

For the most part - passion, with a bit of trauma and kindness.

She can be a bit awkward when meeting new people, doesn't wear her heart on her sleeve as much as she used to, due to past relationships.

But mostly her motivation is internal, from her own passions, doing stuff because she likes or cares about something. for the most part yeah, her passions and shifting interests have pushed her to change, and get out of her shell since everything. (except maybe when it comes to romance)

Manipulation could change her motivations, if she believes she's doing something to help a friend, she could probably do some not so nice stuff.

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How would you describe your aesthetic?

"I don't know kinda cute and girly I guess. Clothing wise, yeah it's pinks and ruffles on blouse collars and fuzzy sweaters. Decoration wise, probably similar. Pink, ruffles. lighter wood tones, fake flowers and fairy lights. Lots of plushies for hugging. My tech stuff is either black or pink. Tower and screens are black. But mouse and keyboard, headset. All pink. " Ruby said with a small shrug, as she balled her hands up in the sleeves of the fuzzy pink sweater. something to stim with as she tried to describe how she'd decorated her room - the one space she felt she had full control.

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I follow you because you have a very interesting muse, and even tho we don't talk much, you've always been kind and seem like a very nice mun.

// Aww thanks. IRL and other interest stuff has been keeping me pretty busy so not been the most active here. But I do my best to treat people with kindness, because it can be scary as heck to approach someone new to write with.

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Please tell me anonymously or not why you follow me. I could use some positive messages

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open to anyone

Whatever spirit was in charge of Ruby's luck, really needed to take a day off. Or maybe put whatever dice they were rolling in time out for a while. Because it just seemed to be one of those days. No - one of those weeks where everything went just a bit wrong. And she just needed a break from it.

But she seemed to not be the only one going through it today

"Bad day?" She asked, turning her attention to the other.

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please don’t take my sunshine away … sentence starters

tw for mentions of cheating, break ups, injury, and death

“It’s too late to apologize.”

“No, I can’t lose you, I can’t!”

“All of your stuff is on the front lawn.”

“We were never meant for do or die.”

“Don’t die… Don’t die on me. Please…”

“We were always meant to say goodbye.”

“You don’t want me, baby, please don’t lie.”

“’Sorry’ in your voice doesn’t mean a thing.”

“I just don’t think we’re working out anymore.”

“Give me one more chance. Just one. Please.”

“I didn’t make the choice to give us up. You did.”

“You say you love me. And I think you did… once.”

“We were supposed to be perfect for each other…”

“Look at this godforsaken mess that you made me.”

“Please don’t make this any harder than it has to be.”

“No, please don’t… please, don’t leave me. I love you.”

“Please, fight this. You have to fight it. You have to live.”

“Don’t touch me. Haven’t you hurt me enough, already?”

“I know my love should be celebrated, but you tolerate it.”

“I had all and then most of you, some and now none of you.”

“People like you always want back the love they gave away.”

“You know that I love you so. I love you enough to let you go.”

“You can make it through this. I know you can. Y-you have to…”

“No. Oh, no. No no no. This can’t happen. No. You can’t die—!”

“It wasn’t anything either of us did. I think we just ran our course.”

“I kept giving you chances, and you kept wasting them. I’m done.”

“I don’t know how to word this, but I just… don’t love you anymore.”

“I loved you. I gave you everything. And you go and break my heart.”

“God, no, just stay awake, please! Don’t let go… I need you. I need you!”

“What, did you think I’d never find out? You think I’m that naive? Get out.”

“All these memories, and you went and threw it away… for what? I hope it was worth it.”

“I made you my temple, my mural, my sky… now I’m begging for footnotes in the story of your life.”

“And I want you to know, you couldn’t have loved me better, But I want you to move on, so I’m already gone.”

“You tell me that you love me more than anything you’ve ever known. So, why, then do you find it so easy to break me?”

[technopathicredhead]

She'd missed the flinch, and some of the other more subtle body language things. but the words and the way he spoke - that was obvious enough for her to pick up on. Best guess was either they were gone, or might as well be, and probably for the best not to dig further on that topic and risk touching that nerve again.

"Understandable on the pet thing. If you really need animal therapy time, there is always cat cafes, or friends like me who have pets" Ruby commented with a small nod, despite working there she was IT and didn't have to travel too much for her job at least so far, so keeping her apartment and her cat was less of an issue.

"Favourite place you've been in your travels?" She asked figuring this topic was probably easier to answer

He grins, listening intently. He liked how easy this felt. He couldn't remember the last time he connected with someone that wasn't about work. Something genuine. Even if it was just surface level talking.

When she asked him about his personal life, however he tensed. A quick flinch. Barely noticeable, but there on the edges of his mouth that retained a smile but somewhat faltered. His eyes travel away from her face and off into the distance, as if trying to pull a very distant memory. "I-I " He manages a light chuckle but it's stiff. "No. No family. And I love animals but they wouldn't last in my care I'm afraid. I travel too much." He runs a hand through his hair and clears his throat.

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" quit being so stubborn and get into BED! " (from Daisy ) @acourtcfmuses

"Did Simmons send you?" Ruby said, as she had been caught getting out of bed to dig through her bag where she could have sworn she'd last seen the charger for her tablet. Trying to get work done despite the fact that she'd almost died and should be resting.

But Ruby had energy and she was nothing if not stubborn - so here she was trying to work, but if she didn't listen to Daisy, Coulson or May would probably follow and she wasn't sure which would be worse.

"Have you seen the charger for my tablet?"

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" they're with me. " (from Pietro ) @acourtcfmuses

Ruby hadn't wanted to come out tonight, her friends had thought it would be good for her to get out of her own head. But they'd gone off to do their own thing, leaving her on her own, an easy target for someone who didn't seem to take the hint that she wanted to be left alone.

Looking up when she'd restated she was here with her friends when a male voice interjected. The technopath looked up, as the other stranger seemed to back off.

"Thanks for that" She said, not quite able to meet his gaze. "But you didn't have to do that"

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for those who feel like a monster … sentence starters

“You’re still human.”

“You’re not a monster.”

“I don’t see you as a monster.”

“You’re not what they say you are.”

“You are not what has been done to you.”

“Don’t listen to them. They don’t know you.”

“You’re better than you tell yourself you are.”

“The mistakes you’ve made don’t define you.”

“No matter what you are, you deserve to be loved.”

“No matter what you are, you deserve to be protected.”

“I know it’s hard to see past the guilt, but you’re a good person.”

“You look at yourself and see a monster… I see someone beautiful.”

“I’m not scared of you. And its sad that you seem scared of yourself.”

“When I look in your eyes, I don’t see a monster. I see someone in pain.”

“They’re scared of you… because they can’t see past what makes you different.”

“You might not be human anymore, but that doesn’t mean you’re any less of a person.”

“Is this why you don’t want to let anyone close? You’re afraid they’ll see you like some kind of monster?”

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Ruby would use her phone or tablet to speak for her when things got this bad and she couldn't speak - but both of those weren't in reach right now, she had so much she wanted to say, if this had happened even a week before she probably would have still been lost for words and crying just from being overwhelmed with joy - rather than it mixed with all the fear, and frustration and sadness that came with having to go through this fight again.

She nodded at his words, to let him make her the happiest woman alive, speaking was still a little tough right now, so that was the best she could do. She pulled back and carefully held out her hand to accept the ring.

If she could have spoken she would have suggested they go down to the courthouse, so they could just be married. Do the full on wedding thing when she was better as she didn't know how much time she had. But that thought would have to wait for now.

"I love you, and I want nothing more than for you to be my wife." Anthony told her as he was still certain of that fact. The fact that she was sick wasn't going to change that. Anthony wanted to be by her side and to support her every step of the way. All that Ruby had to do was say the word and he'd do anything for her. It was something that he had known for a long time. Something he just wanted to make official.

At her words, he pulled the ring back out of his pocket. He'd put it away and this whole time it had felt like a thousand pounds in there. Anthony felt that it belonged on her finger and he was glad that she seemed to be coming around to that fact now. "Please let me make you the happiest woman alive."

Anthony took her hand gently, and rubbing his thumb along hers. He waited for her permission to slide the ring onto her delicate fingers. His stomach was doing flips as he thought about everything that had lead up to this moment.

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apologized to … sentence starters

“I accept your apology.”

“It’s okay. I forgive you.”

“I want to forgive you. I want to.”

“What? That’s it? Just ‘I’m sorry’?”

“You say sorry, but you keep doing it…”

“I don’t owe you my forgiveness. Stop asking.”

“I know you’re sorry. It doesn’t change anything.”

“You hurt me. An apology isn’t going to change that.”

“You don’t have to apologize. It’s not that big a deal.”

“Okay. Just… give me time. Give me time to forgive you.”

“Why would you hurt me in the first place? I don’t understand.”

“I don’t think you’re actually sorry. I think you’re just saying that.”

“I don’t need you to apologize to me. I just need you to do better.”

“Whether or not you meant to hurt me isn’t the point. You still did it.”

“Are you really sorry? If you are, okay. I’ll forgive you. But, are you?”

“Thank you for apologizing. But, it might take me a while to trust you, again.”

“I know you apologized. And I forgive you. But, I still don’t want to be around you for a while.”

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“I think you’d better take a break.” (from Coulson ) @acourtcfmuses

She'd been at this for hours now, and she'd hardly moved. Hyperfocus was something and when combined with her powers, it wasn't unlikely for her to over extend herself. She'd been so focused, she'd jumped when she finally realized he was there. Pulling off her headphones before answering

"Is that an order?" She asked, looking from her boss back to the collection of screens.

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“I wouldn’t drink that, it’s probably poisoned” (from Agatha ) @acourtcfmuses

"Well that's one way to say the punch has been spiked" Ruby said as she set down the plastic cup, she was in Westview at this party, mostly as support for her girlfriend, Tess, who'd begged her to come, but was also off somewhere she didn't know at the moment. So why not talk to this person.

"See who did it?" She asked,

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As an Roleplayer in the Tumblr community, I’m fine with other muses commenting on posts my muse makes or reblogging asks I’ve been sent with their own take on what was posted about. In fact, I LIKE IT! It’s fun! But I’m not sure who else wants that interaction on their RP blog like this- so if you reblog this I’ll know it’s okay to interact with your character this way.

(Just remember don’t re-blog RolePlay threads that aren’t yours! Usually those are between specific people, and outside people reblogging them makes it difficult to keep track of when their partner has responded. But re-blogging general posts and asks with in-character shenanigans? Do it! Let’s have some fun!!!)

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CARING FOR THE SICK PROMPTS.

i found this list and kinda fed into it each time i got the flu or a migraine, and u know what, it's just me revealing just how much i love the caring threads and the soft threads and the fondly exasperated "let me help you" threads! use at your pleasure, DO NOT ADD TO THE LIST NOR EDIT IT! i will be changing it accordingly!

" i found you passed out in the kitchen. you wanna stop working yourself so hard? or do i need to keep hitting the gym to carry you to bed every day? "

" you're burning up. "

" your neighbour called me and said you could use a nurse. looks like they were right, too. "

" you were told to take it easy, so... yeah. this is kinda on you. "

" you took a sick day. you NEVER take a sick day. so yeah, i got worried, and i figured i'd come over and keep an eye on you. "

" you texted me a long and incoherent text that held about 90% of the emoji list and about four different languages. figured it wouldn't hurt to drop by and see how you were doing. "

" how long have you been sick for? and don't lie. "

" you look like hell. "

" i brought you some soup; let me heat some up for you? "

" okay. it's time you went to the hospital. "

" hey… hello there, sleeping beauty. you gave me a bit of a scare yesterday. how are you feeling? "

" i swear, if you even think of getting out of that bed… "

" you know when i said to call if it's an emergency? a fever is most DEFINITELY considered an emergency! "

" if you think you're going to work like this, you better think again. "

" don't worry. my family swears by this remedy; just let it work its magic and you'll feel good as new in no time. "

" I don't care about getting sick. i'm not leaving you until you're back to full health. "

" you didn't stop to think that this might happen when you're burning the candle at both ends? "

" yeah, I can play the role of nurse AND say "I told you so" at the same time, actually. "

" you better drink every last drop of this tea, no matter how disgusting it is. "

" i told my boss it was an emergency so they've given me a full week to look after you. "

" quit being so stubborn and get into BED! "

" what part of doctor's orders hasn't sunk in yet? bed rest! for the WEEK! "

" right, where do you keep your saucepans? i'm going to make you my famous noodle soup. it's a cure-all, i'm telling you! "

" hey, unless you're going to the bathroom or the sofa, I don't want to see you out of that bed. got it? "

" when are you gonna start letting people look after you, huh? "

" i know, i know, i turned off all the lights once i figured you had the migraine. you want some tea? water? "

" don't be mad, but i saw your fridge, and... it frightened me. so i've taken you back to my place, and i'm gonna get deliveroo to bring some groceries to your place tomorrow. okay? "

" i know your appetite is a little off, so i ordered in a whole tonne of options. just try a little bit of something, please? for me? "

" i've brought half a pharmacy, enough movies and boardgames to last us a decade, and every single snack i could fit into the basket at the grocery store. so sit your butt down, eat your soup, and try and make the most of your bed rest for the next week, will you? "

ACTION PROMPTS ( SEND THE FULL LINE! and feel free to reverse if u wish! ):

[ TOUCH ]: sender gently rests a hand against the receiver's forehead to check their temperature.

[ DAMP ]: sender presses a cool cloth against the receiver's face, neck and forehead to try and lower their fever.

[ BLANKET ]: sender wraps another blanket around the receiver to try and stop them from shivering.

[ SPOON ]: sender gently coaxes spoons of soup into the receiver's mouth to build up their strength after an illness.

[ CARRY ]: sender, finding the receiver weakened/unconscious on the floor, immediately lifts them up and carries them back to bed.

[ AROUND ]: sender keeps a protective arm around the receiver to help them walk without the risk of stumbling or collapsing.

[ STAY ]: sender decides to stay by the receiver's bedside after learning that they're sick.

[ HAIR ]: sender smooths back the receiver's hair in a soothing gesture to try and help them go back to sleep.

[ TILT ]: sender tips a bottle of water up for the receiver to sip from.

[ HUM ]: sender hums/sings to soothe a sick receiver back to sleep.

[ BACK ]: sender gently rubs the receiver's back, either to soothe them or warm them while they're unwell.

[ SHARE ]: sender climbs into the receiver's sickbed with them, wrapping their arms around them to offer warmth and comfort.

[ SHOWER ]: sender, learning the receiver has a high fever, takes a cold shower with them in order to lower their temperature.

[ WAKEN ]: the receiver wakes up in bed, having been found unconscious by the sender and carried into the bed from the floor.

[ QUARANTINE ]: the sender and receiver, both being sick, decide to quarantine together and spend the recovery period with each other.