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Silently and slightly going insane i paciently wait to hear a car door slam and to hear my dogs go crazy barking as the doorbell goes off. So i can run up the stairs or down the hall to body slam into the door to awnser it. To open it and see You standing there waiting for me to jump into your arms and hug you so tight you cant breathe. But You never come. You bairly talk to me any more. Your to tired. Because your job is so much work. You work and sleep. Its all you do now. Theres no time for me. Theres no time to love me, to take care of me, to spend time with me. Theres no time. Theres no time for me to be waiting for You either. But i do any way because i like you. Its to soon to know if we actually Love each other. But I sit silently and slightly going insane paciently waiting for You to come and hold me once again.

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“ I Love You”

Your eyes watch me ,

they follow every little movement.

i feel trapped in your eyes.

Questioning you and trying to escape you stay silent and smile at me.

I cant help but smile out of feeling nervous.

there is no escaping your stare.

Your eyes are stuck on me you cant look away.

Even when i stare back trying to figure out whats going on in your head.

You cover your face all but your eyes. 

Curling up close to you just to feel your arms around me for one last time before you have to leave for a while. I don’t want to say good bye.

You don’t want to either. You hold on to me. 

i am Silent in sadness because of finely getting to see you and your having to leave again. 

We both admit we gonna miss the other, my eyes are tired and fighting tears. I surprise my self in how well i keep my self together.

When you leave I curl up in your hoodie that smells so strong of your calone and fall asleep waiting to hear from you. 

When i do you say “ I love you” for the first time. 

i fall to the floor in tears all the tears i held back when i was with you. 

i didn’t know how to say it in that moment. 

But “I Love you Too, ”

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Wanna figuer out how to get my writings back to the top

Same Sky

No matter how far away we may be, we both live under the same amazing sky, look up each night and see the stars, and know i can see the same ones. we aren’t as far as it seems.

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Yay! Cam got us a back pack carrier! (Thank you!!) Marsh Loves! I mean Loves it! Can't wait to go on more adventures using this! 💙

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I actually cried a lil bit of how damn cute he is!!! Those pants are so cute 💙💙💙💙💙💙

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Your soul sees what your eyes do not remember- let it speak, let it lead, let it dance you home... throw down the mask that keeps you hidden in its shadow, and follow your soul as the wave follows the moon.

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Necklace and bracelet holders... made them my self haha

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Because I will Love you forever and always no matter what, you will always be in my heart , always be mine , till the end of time. I will hold you tiny heart in mine, and treasure every moment. Watch you grow and teach you. My only wish is that you turn out to be the best version of your self. Be the kindest, gentlest man , to treat others right and love with all your heart. No words can describe how much I love you . 💙

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An in the end, We are all just Humans, Drunk on the idea That love, Only love, Could heal Our brokenness.

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My cat is so needy ! 🙄

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Maybe the earth Knew us well Becuz our shadows Constantly Told secrets to The ground

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Well since the best way for marsh to get use to his room and crib is to be in or around it as much as possible... I just moved my bed to his room. I mean he never gonna get use to his room if he's sleeping in my room. Once he's use to his room I can move rooms instead of him moving rooms. Plus it's roomier.

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Now we can listen to music properly! 4$ for something that should be like 20$ and they work just as good as new.. I'm happy. Who what's to join the dance party lol 😂

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My lil blue eyed monster 💙

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Well we stuck at the store for an hour... I guess we will have a snack and chill outside listening to birds

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Well some ones figuered out how to take his diaper off on his own... Lol his face tho!! Oh well atleast I have hard floor so..

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My heart 💙