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I love when my bff tells me that she takes me seriously

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I love the days i used to laugh while seeing you laughing, that smile on my face was real and I’m grateful for those moments

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yall ever just yearn? ever get filled with the most profound sense of longing for something you cant understand? yall ever crave? ever have an unexplainable ache?

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how to express emotions infront of people without feeling terribly ashamed of yourself tutorial

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i literally have to lay down after every minor task. going to the supermarket is a herculean effort. how am i supposed to live a life like this

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泣きそう

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“why are you tired? you haven’t done anything all day” the simple fact that i exist drains me. hope this helps

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“what have you been up to lately?” i don’t leave the house

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True isolation is when everyone else is talking about their vibrant teenage experience and you’re like. I was just trying to survive

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＂あの頃のまま心の中にある、太陽のような君の笑顔が

こんなにも私のこと強くする♪＂

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桜がまた咲く

あなたに会いたい

懐かしいその光が今までも辛いけど

たくさん泣いたよ

何度も読んだよ

愛した上げた日々を忘れたりしないから

春はもう..そこにあるよ

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Am i a able to live , live a normal life

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“i was thinking about how i don’t actually have anything of my own that i can keep. i very luckily have some material things, but every material thing goes away eventually. they can get lost, broken, stolen or just deteriorate, including my body. once i die this will all become nothing. and i was thinking about what do i have that’s really actually mine? that can’t be taken away? and i know this is corny but this love that i feel in me, that i’ve created in me, that i’ve built in me, held on to—it’s mine for as long as i want it, for as long as i don’t give it up or let the world take it away from me. and i really do believe that to love is the best thing i ever did in my life. better than any song i've ever written, any achievement by far. to love is truly the best and most beautiful thing i ever did. and then as i was thinking about that, i started thinking about how sad it was that once i die, i couldn’t leave behind this most beautiful thing that i have. i guess it sort of dies with me. so i wanted to write a song about how i wish that when i die i could at least leave all this love behind in the world.”

mitski explains her new song “my love mine all mine”