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I’ve caught the kainess bug they’re actually driving me insane rn!!!

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should be around lunch time there for you, right? i hope you're not there alone, i HATE hospitals 😭 sending all of my regards 🤲

Hello!

It was pretty horrible and lonely, just waiting around for my bloods to be stable and to be discharged. One of the other patients got in a fight with her boyfriend.

I'm not in hospital now thankfully, mostly just wrapped in blankets on my couch, and that's better at least.

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How are you doing?

I’ve been hospitalised with poisoning that was shutting down major organs and it feels like nobody cares. So. Not great.

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I silently judge anybody who recommends therapy or talks about it in a positive light.

I wish I could vocally judge, but I don’t find any joy in fighting.

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In hospital with a physical health emergency, fic updates are going to take a while.

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tempurafied team kindness because i needed to cheer myself up

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•●• Korona shark moodboard •●•

☆ self indulgent ☆

♡ Requests are open ♡

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I find it genuinely insane hearing people talk about having curfews and being grounded when they’re as old as 18.

I’d been living with a boyfriend/alone for two years by that age.

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I just want someone to hold me tight and kiss my tears away as I sit on their lap and they reassure me that everything will be okay and that they'll never leave me and that I'll never have to cry alone again

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The comments I get on my fics make me cry sometimes. Not in a bad way, just in a way where I can’t believe people enjoy what I write and want to read more.

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extra doodle inspired by a mutual on twitter!

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sending love 🤲🤲 and patience 😔 i don't KNOW how anyone could ever manage to get needled weekly? you are waay stronger than me

Thank you so much <3

It's not so much the thing that needs done- one of my hospital stays required the same thing more or less- but more that they expect me to travel to and from a specialist clinic once a week for something that could be handled by a generic doctor every two to three weeks.

Even skipping or simply being unable to go one week means having my script immediately stopped, even though cold turkey is bad for you.

I'm grumpy about it, haha.

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are you still caught up with the blue lock manga? I'm behind of a couple of chapters, irl stuff, but about THAT (if you know i mean)...... thoughts?

I'm behind by about three chapters right now, also because of irl things, but by that do you mean a certain breakup...?

Because I'm currently not over that, even if I think it actually does make so much sense with the narrative and I'm excited to see how it develops.

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Happy halloween if i turn this into a real game i'll let you know

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Send love please, I have to go get poked and prodded by doctors in a couple of hours, then by a different set of doctors tomorrow.

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this sucks so bad i need to (remembers suicide jokes only make my mental health worse) join an expedition to find the northwest passage