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Life is so good and I'm still so sad why why why am I like this I just want to be happy please god why do I have to have this awful hole inside me no matter what I do

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Two stunning winners ✨️

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Vash

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Cumming is so fun #dontkillyourself

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Art by: galactixy_illustrations on Instagram

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lowkey might fuck around and pursue my goals with reckless abandon because I have so many people who love me and believe in me and they’ll always outweigh the naysayers and the pitfalls idk

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It will get cold again eventually. The summer will not last forever. I’m not doomed to live in this unbearable heat for all eternity. <- said while gripping the countertop so hard that the tile is starting to crack

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My sister gave me an entire tin of my favourite crayon colour

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I spent so much time in my twenties convinced that my life was over, that I somehow ruined it beyond repair, that I was doomed to the life I had and nothing more. and now, in my mid thirties, i’m like wow.. this shit has actually just begun! I can and will create the life I want!

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I am back from the dead to say that I am still living the good life lol. Tomorrow I'm moving into my new two bedroom apartment in an adorable part of the town I grew up in and later this year my partner will move in too and I bought a new (well used 2012) subaru and it just literally feels like I've gone from rags to riches. Who knew I just had to make it to 30 for things to fall into place!! I still have bad days but even on those days I have hope. I wish I could go back in time and tell myself it'd all be okay in the end. Also I wanna use tumblr more and maybe post some of the art I plan to make soon now that I have all my paints back!! Hope whoever is reading this has a lovely day (-: