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POV : you grew up without cable - F2U

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bards are just pages that went oh dude fuck this and went backwards.

mages are just pages speedrunning. but theyre weaker because of it.

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mages are just pages speedrunning. but theyre weaker because of it.

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mages do nothing and then do everything at once. tavros did nothing and fucked up everywhere until he kicked a MISSILE WITH HIS FOOT. does this not parallel sollux controlling the meteor and meulin pausing kurloz's breakdown to you. (shaking you) HAVE YOU FORGOTTEN THE MOST WET AND SAD ONES OF ALL?!

"tavros is a bard tavros is a page tavros is a sylph" YOU HAVE FORGOTTEN OUR MOST TORTURED SOULS OF ALL!!!!!!!!!

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"tavros is a bard tavros is a page tavros is a sylph" YOU HAVE FORGOTTEN OUR MOST TORTURED SOULS OF ALL!!!!!!!!!

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man. i guess i cant really say that though, thats technically i guess the mentality that comes with npd. but i feel like that can't be the only type of survivor that feels that way then right??? i cant tell if im going "stop making this symptom i experience because i have npd an npd thing, its a normal thing!" or not. like isnt that just sort of saying like "if you think you deserve better that means you have npd" or am i just wrong. i literally cant tell

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one of the biggest reasons i gravitate towards abuse victims like tavros or tweek (sorry) over characters like dave or even jake really is because they do not see their abuse as something they have somehow earned or deserve due to some intrinsic flaw that is unique to them. thats a trait i don't think i've ever once in my life have specifically felt, and if i had it mustve been really short or worked out early in therapy. i like characters who tend to reflect my mindset more often which is "i didnt do anything to earn it it just happens" or specifically blaming other people around them, and the thing is like, this is very rarely portrayed in victims who are meant to be sympathized with to an extreme extent. this is a mindset typically only used for "tragic villains" and not "tragic heros" and i find that. incredibly frustrating. i do wish it was somethinf explored more often without it immediately being like a "narcissist deconstruction" or something

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"doesnt it suck just to exist to eat? i hate it" "nah its pretty cool. i like it" "how?" immediately remembers he formed by locking myself in my room w food and rewatching fnaf over and over again. okay.

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tazz is very funny. they summoned the ghost of michael to try and get me to eat. and it worked.

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well. it wasnt an anime character.

i miss being an eccentric character on the internet. i miss pretending to be an anime character online.

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something horrible was brewing in february.

the hs2 animation was so good man

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anyways can we just talk about how theyre all getting mad at jade for actively choosing to have a dave-esque kid with rose and naming her something she thought dave would like even though they did the same exact shit with tavros, vrissy, AND likely harry anderson? like, oh my god its amazing. the hypocrisy, the way that jade continues to be the one that does what everyone else does, but does it TOO obviously, and gets attacked for it, despite the others doing the same exact thing if not WORSE every single time. i love it. i literally love it.

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that tavros panel is going to end up becoming my favorite fucking reaction image because my god is that the emotion im feeling 90% of the time when i post.

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idk. every single problem my parents had that caused them to end up like this was caused by ableism, racism, poverty or sexual abuse. and now everyones learning about those topics and its amazing, but they're acting like i don't know shit about whats going on! because they got the privilege to experience something OTHER than these topics growing up, where as i was being told it didn't matter that much that i was homeschooled because its not like i was going to be smart REGARDLESS simply because of the way my parents are.

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i spend years and years and years explaining things about ableism and my parents spent years and years and years and years explaining things about ableism and my grandparents spent years and years and years and years explaining things about ableism. and then twenty five year olds who bullied me while i was growing up still go "WHAT?! i thought autism was the no talking child brain disorder, i had no idea i could have it until i was diagnosed!!" and its like aw man, i really wish someone wouldve TOLD you. or, wait, no, i DID tell you and you said "its not ableist for me to point out your weird, you arent even autistic, you can talk!!!"