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this man was definitely quite beautiful.

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possible content warning, i'm gonna discuss lil peeps death in this so here is your warning.

i find it sad yet interesting how others can shorten the amount of time we have on earth, by a trigger or even a laced pill. as some people know, i'm super into conspiracy theories. about pretty much everything...from 9-11 to peeps death. gus's life just goes to show no matter how good of a person you are, to others or just in general, you get treated like absolute shit. peep gave houses to his friends, let gothboyclique stay in his home, helped others out in times of need and so much more. i find it heartbreaking that he'd have to go into his wardrobe to just cry for hours on end because he didn't even have a bed to sleep in in his own home. if you read the article about gus's old shoe collection, (https://lilpeep.com/blogs/archive/guss-shoes) you hear about how most of his designer clothes didn't come home from the bus. for instance, his versace belt never made it home, neither did his fendi boots. i wonder where they went? 🤨. maybe the "friends" he pretty much gave his life savings at the time to, that wound up watching and recording him dying on the couch of the bus. i just find that a bit weird. and the fact that a "fan" boasted to her groupchat abt getting peep "high asf" telling them a selfie between the her and peep was "probably the last photo of peep taken" and that she'd given him "the" fentanyl was super strange as-well. he had unusually high doses of drugs i haven't even heard of before that were mixed in with the fentanyl. he'd finally found a good headspace so why in the world would he willingly take something he knew would kill him right then? plus he'd posted about taking the pill, but the caption was a completely different drug than the one he'd had on his tongue. so tell me what you think isn't adding up whatsoever??