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Disappearing

Do you ever feel like you’ve completely lost your identity? 

Is it like you're drowning in your skin? 

Its almost like your skin does’t feel the same. 

One change unravels all these questions you hadn’t thought about or felt in years... WHO AM I?

The worst part is you don’t know how to answer any of those questions so you stay quiet and keep moving forward like nothing.

Inside your head you keep searching and hoping you’ll be able to answer the question...

#lost #whoami #whatshappening #everchanging #ineedhelp

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Its true. I saw a beautiful day and other people had there faces stuck in there phones. Sad stuff.

she always knows what to say.😌

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Love this depth in the eye.

Derek Billingsley

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Raw and real.

Its been difficult for a few months and it has nothing to do with my marriage. That is perfect. All I need is outside perspective. 

I have a brother whom I love and care about very much. I have given him a friendship that was completely honest and he pissed and crapped all over it.

Mistake #1: Sneaked around and had a fuck buddy for about two months.

Mistake #2: Lies to me after said finding.

Mistake #3: Fights me every time I give advice he asked for.

Mistake #4: Picks his fuck buddy over family.

Mistake #5: Blames me for his shitty decisions.

Now he has no friends, supposedly and I have made very good friends.Life works out in hysterical ways.  

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My dedication to my dad!

His altered replica. 

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Nothing like a fine day full of ink and needles!!

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Have to love Rob!

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Sam Smith

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Love quotes? you will love this blog!

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Simpsons, death, cartoons

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conflicted.

I love my best friend/ brother... that is why I don't know how to feel about his new gf... I mean I finally got to talk to her and she seems nice... The fact that she is four years older than him and has kids is a huge no no to me... My brother is a baby.. My mother in law will hate her for those two reasons!! I have nothing against single mothers or cougars, you live La Vida loca ! I'm just saying wouldn't you want someone who is older and more mature ??? Or someone who still hasn't made a bad enough choice that he still doesn't have to struggle and provide for kids that are not his!?? He's only a sheep in wolves clothing... :/

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Now that I have Myah, I totally get it why people love their piggy face, haha! Its super cute. ^_^

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Disappeared

I feel like I barely exist, this whole year has helped me build myself up, but it also broke me. I lost a lot of things, like time, education, partial dignity, yet gained a lot. So for me its rewarding and super annoying! I miss my friends, my DAD, being able to sleep in, going out, not having bills, and being stress-free. UGGHH! 

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From my Mom’s facebook.

She gets shit done. No joke.

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