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See you guys soon!

Hello lovelies and distinguished creatures ~ First of all thanks for taking the time to reading this c:.

You see, there's times when life gets too messy and overwhelming for each of us, and sadly it's my turn. And I've gotta be honest. I'm not enjoying writing as it now feels like a chore, that is often overlooked.

Life, work and that plagiarism fiasco surely did a number in my mental health. But life takes the prize among all. And you know it's an issue when you start disliking things you used to love doing.

Sure, I do love writing. But, it has turned into a chore now. And before I end up hating my own stories, Imma just make a pause and focus on other things.

I feel like I've forgotten to write for myself mostly, and I don't wanna keep feeling like I've downgraded the quality of my works just for the sake of updating.

It's a awful feeling to create, and create, and when you feel like needing a break and you take it, feeling guilty for not creating. And, I'm tired of feeling guilty you know? I'm my worst critic jsksks.

Need a cleanse of palate from all this mess my mind and life is right now.

I really appreciate all the love you guys have shown me :'). Thanks for sticking through so far ❤️. And if this means the end of your staying in my blog, I want you to know that I really appreciated having you as a reader in the meantime 🫶🏻.

I apologize if you're a new follower and expected more updates :'). You'll have them, just not right now.

Theatrics aside, thank you for being such a wondrous audience ❤️. (I'll leave my IG tr_doodls open in case you wanna greet or say hi as I won't be using Tumblr.)

Best regards

-T ✨

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Hello thereee! I'm so so glad you started updating again, you latest chapter was very good I love the way you always analize the emotions and the context of every scene. Now I cannot wait to read what you got for us for the other stories, I'm dying to see an update of Iridiscent and Bad Teaching. I'm so curious about what's gonna happen.

Tysm for making my day when you write 😙😘💖💗

Ahh thank you nonny!! 🥹❤️.

I like complicating myself. ✨😂

Next up I believe is something for Miguelverse if not, then I'll go with some request from the inbox c:

Then Iridiscent :') then Bad teachings. I'm sooo itching to update that one 🤭

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Update in a bit 👀🤭

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Was re-reading your flowers and hummingbird series, and the angst is getting to me, which it got me thinking.

Idk if Spiderman will or doesn't exist in that universe, but WHAT IF... Miguel is also Spiderman, and since life is shit for him at the moment, he decides to patrol and beat up dark alley criminals for the hell of it. But as he swings around, he stops by the reader's window. Let's say the reader is like halfway to her pregnancy, and the bump is more obivous and without realizing Spiderman stopped everything to watch. You were minding your own business and following up with the doctor's instructions to talk to your baby even in the womb and it caught the attention of some hero.

He watches you talk about your day, wondering what the baby will crave tomorrow, the more he watches, the more he gets hypnotized.

"I didnt know spiderman was a stalker type."

You could see the mask widening as he realized hes been caught.

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Fast forward to several weeks or so. You now have a personal buddy and superhero to talk to every night as your pregnancy progresses. You talk about your daily problems or not so important events in life, and he talks about his adventures as Spiderman. He never felt this comfortable with another person, not even Dana could make him rant this much and even listen at all.

As you get closer and closer to your due date, he fully realizes that you dont even know the person behind the mask, leaving him with a sad reality that you only love spiderman but not miguel.

This is just a random thought i wanted to blurt out, cus the way u write angst is so scrumdiliicious!

Oh nonny, in this story, Miguel is just a regular guy. An asshole guy jskks.

And damn 👀. I see that. hehe I see your vision nonny.

And thaaank you 🤭❤️. I love angst. Like... Alot. It's insane. The ugliest parts are coming though, so brace yourselves.

I really wanna give a focus to mental illnesses during pregnancy. Been doing my research on it. So... yeah. 🤭

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Ah Miguel. He's like breathing air. A must to be alive ❤️

listen having a favourite character is just embarrassing sometimes. yeah that’s my specialest little blorbo. yeah I’ve read every word of their stuff. yeah I think about them 24/7. yeah I project all my issues onto them and write fanfiction about them and have multiple playlists dedicated to them. And I’m here on your dash to once again tell you that I am still thinking about them bc I thought you needed to know that. you can just shoot me now.

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Hi TH I have a little doubt I follow the series Flowers and Hummingbirds and I just read the bad teachings. In chapter 19 of Bad Teachings in Miguel's flashback there is a mention of a character who is Gabi's mother. At first I thought she was Dana but you didn't go into details. I remember the first episode of Flowers and Hummingbirds where Miguel and the main character met and things got messy and the main character got pregnant. So I wonder if Flowers and Hummingbirds is the story of Miguel before Bad Teachings.

P.S. If the stories are in different timelines and not related I apologize. I was just wondering.

Hello! And OFABH and Bad Teachings are completely different stories dear nonny c:.

But thanks for asking!

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Me when I see notifs of people reading my fics in a row:

Thanks for indulging :'D. Happy reading! Feedback is always appreciated ❤️.

PD. The next chapter of The Immorality of Love is more than halfway done ~ Yee ✨

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How do you imagine Soccer Fam!Miguel’s fashion style to be?

I made some collages hehe 🤭

Ok. This is Previous Mama showed up in his life.

Miguel's style is super basic, simple, and as long as its clean, he didn't care much for style.

Until he meets Mama/you

And ever since that Boyfriend Makeover, he starts wearing things that flaunts his body, cause he loves the feeling of you hugging his waist.

He uses high waisted pants, belts, earthy tones to contrast the colorful outfits you wear. He likes blue and it's shades. (Took inspo from Comic! Miguel 🤭 The fashion icon he is)

Now, when he's married he hasn't stopped being stylish, but doesn't leaves comfort behind.

He knows it'll be a mess with his babies, but he isn't afraid of getting dirty for them.

His working clothes would include High waisted pants and button shirts with long sleeves. Sometimes he wears t shirts underneath since the lab coat covers him.

And this is for weekends, when he gets to rest at home or hangs out in his Work from home shifts/ready to go to the convenience store.

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Loved this film ❤️

— TAUBIN: It’s a very homoerotic film. […] You have this cocooned, violent all-male society where everyone is jockeying for power. And I think the central relationship of the film is between Vincent Cassel’s character, Kirill, the real son of the mob leader, and Nikolai, the “adopted” son, who Kirill sees as a threat while at the same time being crazy in love with him and unable to admit it. — CRONENBERG: I discussed this with Vincent [Cassel] a lot, and he was completely ready to do this. He’s played gay characters before. At first, he was thinking that he would have to approach it that Nikolai is a father figure to him, which he partially is also. But then it morphed as we played it, and became very flirtatious. You can see how the Nikolai character is mercilessly manipulating [Kirill] by using the sexuality to turn him on and off. And that was definitely in the script.

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Who are your other Marvel crushes?

Bucky Barnes ❤️, Kraven (Saw the upcoming film trailer and I died 🫠) Lord M'Baku (Damn 🥴), Killmonger, Namor (Mi amor 🤭)

Had a thing for Loki, Cap, even Doctor Octavious 🤭 He's cute.

Oh and Wanda Maximoff. Like... she's my queen. ❤️ I love her.And Yelena Belova.

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Does Gabi like Ricky hanging around?

Gabibi is shy hehe. She's just curious about him, once? She gave you a whole interrogation as to where did you met him, where does he work, what he does for a living, cause she noticed how her Papa™️, had gotten all worked up after that supermarket trip.

And sometimes, she asks you about him whenever her Papa is there. Just cause it amuses her to see Miguel pouting.

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Miss T!!! Since Mama had Ricky and Javi as her exes, does Miguel have any exes?

Glad you brought this up 👀👀.

And yes. He has ~

In some chapters of The Soccer Family, it's mentioned that Miguel dated Dana for a Semester when he was in college.

When he graduates (Around 22), he meets a woman, Elina Ávila, In Alchemax. They were coworkers. They lasted a year, but things didn't go well. As Elina cheated on Miguel while he was going for his masters degree.

He takes a break from dating and when he's 24, he meets this other woman, Sam Hyun, a couple of years older than him, also a coworker, but they just lasted four months as the relationship was a long distance one.

A year and a half later he meets Mama ❤️ And the rest is history 🤭

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Hiii 💕 I just wanted to make sure you are resting properly and if you are doing ok

Is everything good? I really hope so

So... yeah that's it 😗 byeee 🐇🐇🐇

Hey nonny ☺️.

And kind of. A quick update you didn't ask for, lol.

1. Been sick. Weather changing doesn't do me any favor if honest. (I live in the rural area of the city, and passing to the city's hotness and vapors fucked me up.) And over thinking.

2. Had to buy melatonin cause I'm really having issues with sleeping. (Was found sleeping at work yesterday 🫠) Been over 2 weeks like this now. Hopefully they'll do their work.

3. My implanon is messing up my mood and appetite.

BUT! On a lighter note

4. Got myself some Miggy stuff commissioned with a friend of mines that ❤️. Can't wait to show you!

5. I'm in the writing track again :') Will drop an update tomorrow, cause I wanna work in some ideas dropped in my inbox. And some art too :')

6. Had a date last Saturday. (my lawyer friend. He's reading my fics and loved Iridiscent :') hehe)

Thanks for worrying nonny 😊❤️.

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Love you too nonny, ♥️✨