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It’s funny how every time I revisit my old tumblr account, it takes me back to the years when I was still lost and trying to find my own self in this hell of a world. Good time :)

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Is there anyone out there

Hello tumblr. Its been years. Guess what? Im still the old suicidal guy that I was before. A lot of things have changed. Frankly, I don't know where to start. But right now, I'd like to say that I'm on the verge of killing myself. Napakaraming bagay ang tumatakbo sa isip ko. Maari bang tumigil sa paghinga upang ang pagtakbo ng mga bagay sa aking isipan ay tumigil din? Tangina legit. I cant make sense of myself right now Mukhang lalaklak na naman ako ng pampatulog nito Well sana bukas okay na. When I say okay I meant wala na ko dito Im tired.

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First rule.

Don’t get too attached.

Having known someone for just a couple of days and conversing most of the time do not equate that he/she is really into you; even if you exchange the sweetest nothingsss. Well, what if that  person is really into you though? Should you go with it or just play along?  

Again, it’s either you win or you learn. 

And to that someone, if you are reading this, I am actually desperately waiting for your reply/call. 

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Hello. 

Tomorrow finally marks my “Semestral Break” or shall I say Undas Break; well it doesn’t actually fit in neither of those, I’d rather call it just a pretty regular long weekend; given the fact that I have acad stuff to do, plus I need to prep for my midterm exams when the classes resume. 

Nothing interesting actually happened today. I met with my friend from CEU who’s having a review for Pharmacy Board Exam and had dinner at Jollibee. I must say Jollibee is love therefore, Jollibee is life. 

I have this peculiar feeling that although my day went okay, it feels like something is wrong-- the thought of something may be missing, or I feel guilty because of some things that I should not have done. I really don’t know why. Maybe it’s just those day that you feel off for no apparent reason. And I hope that it is just like that. 

Happy Halloween everyone! 

Remember that monsters dwell within ourselves- the one that speaks horrors from the past, broken relationships and torments of pressure. Be brave to face them all! 

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To everyone who needs a hug right now, here’s a ghost hug. You may not feel it, but it’s there.

Sometimes, we feel like we are all alone. Sometimes, we are in need of someone’s affection. Sometimes, we feel the need for acceptance. Sometimes, we just need a warm, tight hug.

A random hug from someone lightens up the day. For a moment, you feel that you matter, that you are important to someone. We crave for a hug because we miss the feeling of being cared, loved by someone. A hug from the ones we love is the best. Because we know that their love is whole and real. A hug is warm, we feel at home even if we are far away. A hug is something we can give to lessen someone’s pain, even for a while. You can also give it as a small thank you, to your friends, family, and loved ones.

Here’s a ghost hug, a virtual hug. I know you can’t feel it. But I want it to reach you. I want you to know that I am here. I care for you. Here is my small way of saying thank you for everything that you’ve done. Thank you for being there during the storms and during the lightest days. Here is something to tell you that someone out there, who loves you. With this, I tell you, you are not alone, that you are beautiful, that you are special. I hope this will help lessen your pain you have right now. I am here for you. 

To you, who is reading this right now, I’m reaching out tight, warm hugs. Now, Don’t forget to smile okay.

Whenever someone’s in need, hug them, message them, call them, even if it’s small, it is highly appreciated. Everyone is special. You are Special.

Have a great day ahead. :)

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Hello!

What’s up? 

I haven’t posted or updated anything in here since like forever and  I apologize for missing in action in the past couple of months. But the thing is, I am happy now. Remember the dramas that I have been ranting about years ago? Screw all of those. Things really do get better. (And I can’t wait to tell you guys what happened to meeeeeee)

Anyway, I promise to keep this blog updated. And I think this needs a new graphical content. So I will be revamping my blog again; for the nth time. 

Sup friends, I am back. 

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N E W H O R I Z O N S & N E W P E R S P E C T I V E S // next year ulit!! #cinemalaya2016 #film #Manila #vscoph #vsco (at Glorietta Cinemas - Glorietta 4)

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HAVE S'MORE! #smores #food #sweet #VSCOcam #VSCOph #vscofood #VSCOmanila #yum (at Avida settings cavite)

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C O L D C O F F E E #vscocam #vsco #vscoph #vscomanila #coffee #starbucks (at Technohub)

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Do Or Die

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Hang in there buddy, it gets better. 🎈

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Boarded on the best ship with them. FriendSHIP. I prefer my puns intended, tho. 🇯🇵🎂✈️ (at Vikings SM North Edsa)

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Compose yourself, self. We've been through this many times before. Act normal.

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PREPARING FOR THE END (OF THE YEAR)

The only thing scarier to me than something ending is a new thing just beginning, which means I’ve been on edge since November. If you’re like me, you’re balancing holiday planning with wrapping up year-end business, while getting extremely introspective about where you are and where you want to be. If you actually ARE me, you’re running on gingerbread and anxiety. Don’t be me if you can help it.

Remind yourself that the world isn’t ending. With a little preparation, the New Year doesn’t have to be terrifying. Follow these steps with me and let’s get through this final week. –ADAMJK