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I dont really want to do that

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kittenheavenpov on tiktok

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If these spirals keep happening I genuinely don’t think I’ll make it past 40…

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anxiety cycles🌀

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I’m tired.

I’m tired of hurting.

I’m tired of being scared to talk to everyone.

I’m tired of suffering in silence because I cant bear to be inconvenient to others.

I’m tired of being nothing but a burden to my loved ones, online and offline.

I’m tired of feeling so alone, so worthless and meritless. I'm tired of feeling like nobody actually wants me around. That I’m only tolerated begrudgingly because that’s the polite thing to do.

I’m tired of feeling like nobody cares about me, while my own mind is utterly consumed with caring for other people.

I’m tired of feeling like nobody would even deign to look for me if I disappeared. Of feeling like my absence is much more of a blessing to them than my presence ever was.

I miss being something good in people’s lives…

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playing erdtree with my pal we get invaded by someone named "Drip Inspector" and im like "waitwaitwait. ok lets just pose leaning back to back and wait for them to show up maybe our outfits will be so good they wont kill us"

so we wait until they show up and then they get reaaaal close to us . and then pull out their telescope and start circling around us and zooming in for a good 30 seconds. then they clap, use the "wonderful" and "youre beautiful" prattling pates, and jump off a cliff. invader vanquished

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You're just a mammal. Let yourself act like it. Your brain needs enrichment. Your body needs rest. You feel hunger and grow hair. You need to pack bond with other sentient things so you don't become unsocialized and neurotic. You are biologically inclined to seek dopamine and become sick when chronically stressed. "Hedonism" is made up to place moral value on taking pleasure in sensory experiences. I am telling you that if you don't let yourself be a fucking mammal, as you were made, you will suffer and go insane. No grindset no diets no trying to be above your drive for connection. Pursue what makes you feel good and practice radical rejection of the constructs meant to turn you into a machine. You're a mammal.

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put those awesome boobs away dude now isn't the time

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God

I’m so fuckin lonely.

I can’t even manage to draw or write atm cuz my hands don’t want to cooperate and my brain is mush.

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new eevee evolution called ibuprofeon

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this game is tragic. neat

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pippy in her foot soak

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watching Seven Samurai

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“When he’s in a good mood he comes up the stairs singing”

(via)

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this picture is so beautiful to me, the colours brothers