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Evoke

This is the four siblings of Juvy and Jorge that God gave to them.In this picture I’m just an Innocent child, I don’t know what’s wrong and right what’s good and bad all I do is to eat, cry, and sleep.  

In this picture, I graduated my High School in Misamis Oriental General Comprehensive High School (MOGCHS) in the year 2017-2018.And also behind those smile there is sadness because I will miss my classmates but I’m still happy and thankful because of my classmate that make my high school day FUN and MEMORABLE and to my family, specially to my Mom and Dad that are so supportive and lastly to our God, I’m so thankful to our God for the life He give to me and for always there for me.

In this picture this is my 4th time to serve and became a leader in a youth camp in our Organization YFC-GK, YFC-GK means Youth for Christ Gawad Kalinga. In this organization they mold me and made my faith to God stonger. And also in this picture I had battle in an unseen battle,battle between evil and good, angels and demons. This picture evoke what happen on the camp, I had done a lot of things in the camp like worshoping and praising God, we took a bath using the water fire truck, singing in the stage and many more.

And know, I’m a Senior High School in a prestigious school in Cagayan de Oro City which is Liceo de University. 

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GOD'S REPLY

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Dear God

Dear God, Father your the king of all kings, the alpha and omega, our savior, our friend, our father, you are everything lord. Father sorry for every sin that I did and I didn't , sorry for everything, for always say sorry, for not obying some of your commandments sometimes specially on the IV commandment, sorry for thinking bad to others and not going into church sometimes even thou its only once in a week, sorry Lord Jesus Christ hope you forgive me for everything I've done wrong, lord purify my heart cleanse me from within and make me holy . Thank you Lord for everything, for your boundless love, thank you lord for loving me even thou I did'nt deserve you love.Thank you Father for the life you give, for having a chance to live in this word to make things right and to be with my family again. Thank you Lord for giving me a loving and caring Parents and Brother and Sister, thank you for the air that we breathe, for the water that we drink every day, for the foods that we eat every day, for the blessing that we have, for the family and also thank you Lord for always there when I need you. Saying thank to you is not enough for me for everything you done for me, no word can express how much thankful I am thank Father for everything. I'm so very bless lord very bless. Father give me strength, Wisdom, and knowledge. Give my family a good health specially my Lola, my Mom, my Dad, and the mother and father of my mom.Keep us always safe lord, keep us away from danger and in getting sick. Lord touch the heart of kuya kikim and kuya Greg the're one of my brothers in YFC GK family, heal them both father in heaven and also heal the mother of kuya Raffy Lord. I won't stop serving you Lord, father I wanna be in heaven with you right by your side I stay worshiping you all day.I love you Lord. Your Child, Johnril Cris

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Pitch Black Graduation

"Lord!... Bakit ko dina daan to?, bakit siya ? why?

 When I was 12, my father died because of stage 5 lung cancer. Only my Mom is all I have. I'm Conroy, 25 years old,I do have a brown eye's,caramel skin and 5'6 high and a 4th year college, and aslo a graduating student.

 January 7 2001, It's our final exam today. I’m in the Library, I get  my notes and I read and reviewing it, while reviewing my notes for the exam I saw a black witch moth, and I ask myself " Why their is a black witch moth in the library? What does It mean." I ignore it and keep on studying. Its already 2:00 pm, i need to go to our classroom because the exam will start exactly 2:05 pm. "Okay, arrange your chairs and surrender your gadgets, and all I want to see on you table is your pen only" Sir Pan Zurac said. Later on, Sir distributing the test paper. " 6 hour later " Yes! I'm done ." I’m in our house. Inside our wooden and one storey house I saw my mom seating biside  in our wooden  caramel  table  scrambling the egg with our silver fork. " manu po, Ma ako napo diyan." I said, she noded her head. A minutes after the egg is coked. The egg smells so great that make my mouth to wet. "Bless us o lord in this thy give which we are about to receive from thy bound in to Christ our lord, Amen." I prayed. After a minute we done eating. I wash the dishes and Mom start to prepare  the banana for tomorrow to make it bananaque to sell it. I’m walk through my mom and hold her soft hands " Ma, don't worry when I will finished my college and became a teacher, this hand... will not make again a bananaque and you will not shouting so hard so that they can hear you, I will promise that we will have a better life."Good night ma" I said.

 When I'm looking at her , I saw her right hand holding her breast " are you okay Mom?" I ask. She noded and smile at me, I jump into the bed and sleep. Four months pass, April 1 2001. I saw her face  getting older, while looking at her I felt something or someone behind me , when I turn my head I saw a butterfly" you seems so familiar, ah! I remember,  you look like the black witch moth that I saw in the library." I hear someone calling my name "Conroy, please give me some water." She said. I walk through our table, my left hand pick the  transparent glass and my right hand pick our yellow pithel. I pour some water in the transparent glass. while I'm walking towards her, I get shock of what see, and made my hand fall the glass in our wooden floor. "Mom, wake up!, wake up!" I shake her hands but nothing happen,her eyes still closed. I grab her out of our house " Taxi! Taxi! ,Saint john hospistal ?" 25 minute inside  the taxi,  we reach  our distention. I grab my mom, all people watching us, I ignore them and keep on walking to the emergency room. The doctor helped me to put my mom in the white mattress. After an hour he checked my mom, the doctor get some sample of her blood. Her eyes still closed , while watching her lying in the white mattress I saw the doctor walking to the laboratory for the examination of my mom's blood. The doctor came back " Doc, what happen to my mom? Why she's still sleeping." He look at me and said, "don't panic okay. I nod my head" Your mom... Has  stage 4 breast cancer. " What! ,Stage 4 Cancer? ,It can't be ! I look at her and her eyes starting to open. ''Mom, are you okay ?" she replied”yes”, I want to say to her that "Mom, you have a breast cancer." but I think it's not the time to till it. Later on I think it is the right time to tell her that she has a breast cancer, I said " Mom, you have......cancer." She start to cry, my heart start to pound really hard and my eyes start to filled with tear. " Sorry " she said, I ask her, "Sorry for what?'' She replied, "I already know that I have a cancer, sorry for not saying that to you, I don't what you to worry about me sense you are graduating student, I'm so sorry conroy."  I hug her so tight, and kiss her in the checks " It's okay Mom,but please, promise me that you will fight,and promise me that you will be there in my graduation seeing me wearing black toga because I have a surprise for you.'' Two days pass , I'm so exited today because It's our graduation day, And  our dreams will be fulfill, " Yes ! My Mom will be so proud of me." April 4 2001, 5:40 pm, the program start and  few minute after " this is it , thank you lord my our dreams will came true" I look around but I can't see her anywhere. " Conroy B. Gray, Suma Comlaude" I didn't fell her essence and I cant see her anywhere my face filled with tears because I can't we my mom and she didn't appear, I'm worried that she didn't came. I run towards the exit door. " Taxi! Taxi! Saint john hospital? " few minute after I run where my Mom's room.  I didn't see her in her room, "Are you Mr.Gray?" the doctor said, I reply to him "Yes" The doctor said "she is.......she is...... "She is what!" I said. Your mom is dead. What! It can't be where's my Mom ? "Follow me" he said. I follow him and later on I saw my mom lying on a white mattress and cover with a white blanket, I cry so hard and my face filled with tears. I uncover the white blanket that sorounded her. " Mom, here's your son, wearing black toga, graduated without you beside me. You promised me that you will go, but you didn't. I can't believe that you are gone and my wildest dream won't come true anymore. " Lord , why it is happening to me? Bakit siya pa? Why? I know lord that you have a plan for me, but why she need to die ? She's only family that l have, Lord why!Hows the story?, Its so sad right? But you know it is true it happen. "A true story" Sophia said, one of my honor student in class. I said  "Yes!, it is.. true",  she ask, "What happen to Conroy Sir ? You know class Conroy.....I inhale and exale, is standing in front of you. My tears flow down in my cheek and fall into the chocolate brown table. I saw them going towards me, " Ahhhh! Wag ka nang umiyak sir nandito naman kami " Lincoln  said, the prisedent of their classroom. They hug me so tight, I fell their warm hugs." Okay class go to your seats and listen to me." I said to them. Class, I want all of you to put it in your mind that, when you still have your parents you must cherish them and make them to feel....that their are the most special thing in this world." Don't let your fear eat you. I know some of you shy to tell their parent the word "I Love You" but when  where the time you will say this  three words to your parent, When they dead?." They cried so hard like a baby need to drink some milk to their mother. So class, don't be afraid to say that you love you parent, make them to feel that their are the most special thing in the world. So class, don't be afraid to say that you love you parent, make them to feel that you love them. Keep reaching the stars, conquer your fear, don't retreat to your battles because God is with you just trust in Him. And lastly Class,don't forget to tell "Happy Mothers Day" to your mother, okay. That's all for today, God bless and Happy Mothers Day!.

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BIOSKETCH

Joko Gregorio is born on September 1, 2001, year of the snake, zodiac sign Libra. Son of Marlon Gregorio and Mama lao buenafe .Marlon Gregorio have three siblings, Joko is the second born of the siblings of Marlon. Currently he lived in the City of Golden Friendship, Cagayan de Oro City in lapazan. He finished his Junior High School in don carlos bukidnon in the year 2013-2014, san miguel maramag bukidnon in elementary in the year 2006-2007.Currently his studying in Liceo de Cagayan University in Senior Highschool. He wants to study in manila in college and take criminology.

His love to play online game like a mobile legend, his favorite sport are badminton and basketball, he like to listen music and he like color pink.

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Life without GOD is like a pencil without sharpener.

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Pen

Saying something when you are angry is like a pencil with no eraser.

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Boundless Love

His unending love

Makes me feel bless and thankful

Jesus Christ thank you.

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Nature

I love thy nature

It’s like rainbow in the sky,

And precious Jewel.

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Remorse

He’s Batman and I’m His sidekick, Robin

I’m Teddy and His my best friend Mr. Bean

He make me happy when skies is gray

Both of us love to play.

 We are so happy before

Playing in the seashore

We’re best friend

Until the storm came, our friendship ends.

 The cloud became gray

The water starts to slay

Because of the demon inside me,

I plant a tree.

When tree begin to grow,

I realize it’s my fault

The tree evokes our memory,

That makes me feel sorry.

 I want to see his smile

Just one mile

I decided to cut the tree

To say sorry for what I’ve done.

 I always pray to our almighty

To soften His heart to forgive me

I’m hoping for forgiveness,

And doff the sadness within me.