#生葡萄酒
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ipapago · 10 hours ago
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2024水流東好Chill紅酒嘉年華|樹生休閒酒莊.品酒下午茶、花果微醺熱紅酒
「2024水流東好Chill紅酒嘉年華」,規劃水流東休區4大葡萄酒莊微醺紅酒與音樂派對、戶外草地市集等活動,最後一場是水流東酒莊玩體驗 Chill…
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pastasaikou1984 · 2 years ago
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日本のワインだけを集めたというそそる言葉で有名な 【おいしい日本のワイン ≡sun(さんさん)】 @3sunjp にお伺いさせていただきました 温かみのある温もり感溢れる店内でいただく日本ワインとどこかホッとするおまかせのおつまみにとても癒されました 店主の裕子さんの日本ワインのお話しを聞きながら過ごす至福の日本ワインワールド 日本ワインで酔いたい日にはめちゃくちゃオススメです 早くも次いつ行こうか企んでいます ペペロッソからめちゃくちゃ近いから毎日行っちゃいそう(笑) それにしても日本のワインが面白すぎて今どはまりしています 皆さんのオススメの日本ワイン教えて欲しいです🍷 #代々木八幡 #代々木公園 #富ヶ谷 #漢方養生指導士 #漢方 #薬膳 #薬膳料理 #日本ワイン #日本のワイン #日本葡萄酒 #일본와인  #ไวน์ญี่ปุ่น #vinojapones #vinjaponais #vinogiapponese #japanesewine #japanesewines #japanesewinebar #nihonwine #wine #vino #vin #ไวน์ #葡萄酒 #와인 #omakase #おいしい日本のワイン (おいしい日本のワイン ≡sun(さんさん)) https://www.instagram.com/p/CoXEVNSysuQ/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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tinihuang · 2 years ago
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Happy Birthday 🎂 To Our 摩羯女性代表 ♑️ ㊗️活出自己想要的樣子~💕 一起加油💪💪💪 #遲來的生日聚會🎂 #葡萄酒之夜 #2023第一聚 #儀式感不能少 #最後一次的禮物 #活出想要的樣子 #大學閨蜜 #生日快樂 #摩羯寶寶♑️ #一起加油❤️ #bff #birthdaygirl #hbd #goodvibes #winetime #cheers #yolo #food #life #friendship #celebration #night (at 小後苑 Backyard Jr.|信義店Xinyi) https://www.instagram.com/p/CnZodDHPZGF/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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gloria0110 · 2 years ago
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🍷開心也喝酒,不開心也喝酒,但喝了還可以幫助健康又有多種風味層次可挑選的選,我想紅酒絕對是最佳首選吧!! 🍭前幾天去全聯,買了支價格相當親民的 #義大利黃金騎士奇揚地紅酒 ,本來只是隨意挑選,沒想到挖到寶了~ 🌟在佛羅倫斯周邊的經典基安蒂產區有一家叫加畢Castello di Gabbiano的城堡,這座城堡酒莊已有500多年的悠久歷史,城堡的庇護者就是知名的黃金騎士- Cavaliere d』Oro。 加畢諾古堡位托斯卡尼古典奇揚第 Chianti Classico 核心區域,是市面上現存最古老的托斯卡尼酒莊,DOCG 為義大利葡萄酒中等級最高的一級,從 DOCG 級產區中挑選品質最優異的產區再加以認證,採用更嚴格的規範,必須在特定的產區,符合規定的生產標準,才能冠上 DOCG。所以看到有 DOCG 還 500 元以下,大家還不搶起來?😍 💕黃金騎士(Cavaliere d』Oro)這支酒款價格真是太親民了,平民入手價,貴族般的享受~~,明亮的紫紅色,帶著綜合黑莓和新鮮紫羅蘭的香氣,在春天時所採收的果實,所以果實較小,因此風味濃郁,有鮮活酸度與緊實單寧,入口相當柔順,奇揚地經典的三度,造就了平衡的口感,我拿來搭配帶著義式茄醬風味的義大利麵和PIZZA,覺得超級合拍~不搶對方風采,而是幫彼此推上更高層次的境界!! 🎉現在全聯都買的到哦,一瓶只要 $399,推薦給喜歡喝紅酒的大家~ (飲酒過量有礙健康,未滿18歲禁止飲酒&酒後不開車) #禁止酒駕 #未滿18歲禁止飲酒 #紅酒 #推薦 #全聯 #葡萄酒 #全聯福利中心 #黃金騎士 #尹甄的生活美學 #ootd #photooftheday #專業掌握事項流程進度及氣氛的幕前負責人 #swag #tflers #bff #instagood #wcw #mcm #天氣 #人氣 #旅遊 #潮流 #主持 #活動 #美味 #food #family #fitness #travel (在 全聯福利中心南港中研店) https://www.instagram.com/p/CmbTZAChZHj/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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laxmiree · 4 days ago
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[CN] MLQC’s Lucien - First Snowfall Date - English Translation
⚠️ SPOILER ALERT!! ⚠️
This post contains a detailed spoiler for a date that has not been released in EN yet! Feel free to notify me if there are any mistakes in the translation~
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Lucien’s 2024 CN Birthday Event (Golden Love Ratio)✧ Birthday Story | Birthday Prologue + Birthday Date (You’re here!) | ASMR
"Actually, the reason for wanting to own a castle is quite simple."
"Because that way, I could have a space of my own to carry out those daring and even dangerous experiments."
"And my parents could also accompany me in the castle, pursuing the research they are deeply passionate about."
"That way, they wouldn’t have to be 'trapped' in the lab all the time."
Translation under the cut!
I’m sorry for dropping this so late. As you might have seen from my tweet, my dad was hospitalized in ICU this month. I’m still struggling emotionally now as I wait for him to wake up. It’s been a difficult time, and the grief is still heavy on me as he hasn’t regained consciousness yet… 
Sharing this date translation is the least I can do to celebrate his birthday for now, even though I won’t be annoyingly scream about it like I usually would hhhh. I guess this date feels a bit like a small comfort—a reminder that even if your loved ones have passed away, it’s not all sadness. There’s still warmth in the memories they left behind :”””.
So, Xu Mo, happy birthday. I’m so happy to see you finally embracing your past with such warmth and nostalgia. Honestly, this year feels like it’s all about him finally gaining ‘blood and flesh,’ becoming more human and beautifully stained with the colors of the mortal world. His world is no longer monochrome, and now he’s moving toward the most vibrant and colorful spring. 
✂———————–
Before reading recommendations:
[2024 Birthday Birthday (a MUST read because this date is heavily reference this!) - My Translation]
[Winery date - Youtube (EN Loc)] 
—秋天是个本身就是带着悲伤和落寞的季节, 但是秋天也拥有盛放的花草, 拥有醇美的葡萄 酒, ���有不变的思念。(Autumn itself is a season inherently tinged with sadness and loneliness. Yet, autumn also boasts blooming flowers and thriving plants, rich and mellow wines, and unwavering longing.’) 
[Autumn Blaze Date - Youtube (EN Loc)]
No tear-floods, Nor sigh-tempests move. The fulfillment of a promise is...
“诺言的实现是别离的开始”。(“The fulfillment of a promise is the beginning of separation.")
[Tidying Up Date - My Translation - Youtube (EN Loc)]
—如果在那些被定格的风景里,你依然生动 鲜活,是否证明我还想念着你。(If in those frozen scenes, you still appear vivid and lively as before, does that mean I still miss you?)
那些被我判定为重要的事,即便现在已经 不再拥有同样的心情,那我是否还爱着你。(If what I previously judged to be important no longer reflects my feelings now, does that mean I still love you?)
✂———————–
[Birthday Prologue]
Sunlight shines on the sofa, and the cozy warmth makes me lift my head from my laptop, stretching with a big, lazy yawn.
MC: It always feels like something’s missing…
Lucien's birthday is coming soon, and to properly celebrate that day, he's been rushing his experiments progress lately, making him incredibly busy.
So, I want to give him a "soft and fluffy" birthday where he can lie down anytime and anywhere.
It's just that I've run into a little problem for the time being.
=Flashback Start=
MC: Lucien, what do you think of this town?
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Lucien: It seems quite nice. It just so happens that the lab next door seems to be going here to do some research.
MC: What? No, no, if we're not careful, you'll be swept away by work!
I took out my Plan B and placed it in front of Lucien.
MC: How about this southern city then~ It should be very warm here.
Lucien: Hmm... If you don't want to be disturbed by outsiders, I'm afraid this place won't work either.
Lucien: I remember an academic summit is being held here soon. I just returned the call and declined the invitation to attend.
=Flashback End=
Therefore, after several plans were forced to be aborted one after another, my gaze inevitably shifted to the other side of the ocean.
Let's go somewhere farther away!
That way, Lucien can have a peaceful birthday without being disturbed by work or the outside world.
I immediately change my search keywords and start browsing travel guides for long-distance birthday trips.
Suddenly, a relevant news notification pops up on the webpage.
A castle museum owned by a renowned inventor from the last century will soon be open to the public.
In the photo, the historic castle is adorned with falling red leaves in the sunlight, resembling a piece of condensed amber.
I excitedly click on it and discover that, in addition to the open exhibition area, the castle is also available for rent by the square meter.
MC: ...Castle rental?
My eyes light up, and an idea forms in my mind.
✂———————–
When Lucien returns in the evening, I quietly close my laptop and walk to the door with a smile.
MC: Lucien—welcome home~ Ahem, I have a new idea about your birthday!
Lucien takes off his coat and gently embraces me, his eyes reflecting a soft, tranquil smile like the surface of a shallow water.
Lucien: What's the idea?
MC: Heehee, let me give you a hint~ How about we go somewhere far away for your birthday this time, a place with a vintage feel?
A gentle puff of air that seems like a suppressed chuckle reaches my ears, and a thoughtful expression appears on Lucien's face.
Lucien: Hmm... So, how vintage are we talking?
MC: Like, no elevator, and maybe no heating?
Lucien: Sounds like it could be a bit cold. It seems we'll need to pack some warm clothes.
I subconsciously nod, then immediately react.
MC: Wait, you've already agreed?
Lucien: Mm, after all, celebrating a birthday in a castle is a very appealing option.
MC: !!
MC: Hey! I clearly kept it under wraps, I haven’t even booked the tickets yet.... how did you figure it out so quickly?
Lucien's lips curve into a smile as he takes my hand, his index finger gently tapping on the back of my hand.
Lucien: It's probably because... your browsing history is synced to my computer.
✂———————–
[Date]
If you want to follow along with the voice- you can hear it here . The date starts at 14:10
=[Part 1]=
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The late autumn sunshine is softened by the clouds, leaping through the glass window and casting a honey-like, mottled glow on the wooden floor.
MC: Mmh…
The cold air wakes me. As I'm about to stretch, my right hand accidentally brushes against something warm and soft.
Lucien lies peacefully beside me, breathing steadily. His brow, furrowed from days of relentless work, finally relaxes as he falls into a deep well of sleep.
We crossed the ocean and arrived at an ancient castle on the Atlantic coast last night.
It is said that this castle was personally designed and built by an inventor from the electrical era. He gifted it to his wife as a wedding present upon its completion.
They fell in love as they settled down at this very place, continuously building love founded on mutual companionship. Here they remained until they eventually passed away together and were laid to rest eternally within the castle grounds.
The profound emotions and story, coupled with the beautiful view of maple leaves and the ancient castle before my eyes, strengthen my resolve to rent this castle.
Amidst the intermingling of light and shadow this early morning, I quietly gaze at Lucien and a soft warmth wells up in my heart.
A hand with defined knuckles encloses my right hand, his palm pressed against the back of my hand, transmitting his body heat.
It's as if he's reluctant to grasp it tightly, yet unwilling to let go, so he just gently cups my hand.
I raise the hand that he isn’t holding, my fingertips hovering at the smallest distance as I trace the outline of his features.
Eyelashes, the bridge of his nose, his lips… until those closed eyelids suddenly quiver and blink lightly.
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Lucien slowly opens his eyes, a hint of soft sleepiness lingering in them.
His hold on my hand tightens as he looks at me drowsily, revealing a gentle, soft smile under the sunlight.
I shift my body slightly, blocking the sunlight that's falling into his eyes, then lean down and gently press my cheek against his.
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MC: Happy birthday, Professor Lucien~
Lucien: [his sleepy, soft voice is so cute-] Thank you, my little lady.
He tilts his face up, nuzzling affectionately against my cheek. The sunlight falls on his side profile, making him look fluffy.
The strands of his hair tangle with mine, stirring tender and lingering itches.
Lucien: Waking up in a castle and hearing MC's blessing, I must be the happiest person in the world right now.
Lucien: If I were to say there's still something missing, it would probably be...
Lucien: [chuckles] You're right. This castle is indeed quite cold.
His teasing tone makes me unable to resist lifting the corner of my lips. I snuggle closer, resting my cheek on his collarbone and nuzzling against it, warming the slightly cold patch of skin.
After warming up his skin that was exposed to the air, I tilt my face up to look at him.
MC: Being here with you under the covers like this makes it feel just a bit warmer.  
MC: However, getting up and moving around might help warm up our body too.
I wink at Lucien, speaking with a feigned seriousness that makes the matter seem like a big deal.
MC: I’ve decided to leave this difficult decision to the esteemed castle owner. May I ask, what would Your Highness like to do*?
My words are the picture of courtesy, yet I press myself against Lucien, my hand boldly and unreservedly traces his cheek.
His chest, pressed tightly against mine, trembles softly. Lucien takes my fingers, bringing them to his pale lips for a gentle kiss.
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Lucien: Since I’m the owner of this castle... then, I want to stay in bed with my girlfriend for a bit longer right now.
He looks at me and blinks, his eyelashes casting a warm shadow on his cheek.
Lucien: [chuckles] Is that okay?
His voice holds a touch of playful mischievousness. I meet those eyes filled with smiles and feel a little dazed.
MC: Of course…
Before I can even finish speaking, I feel his hand tighten around my waist, and I yield as he wraps me back in the blanket again.
From just a breath away, I hear Lucien's long, contented exhale.
Lucien: [chuckles softly, then exhales comfortably] Then stay with me a little longer, let's indulge in bed a bit more.
✂———————–
*: MC playfully used 您 (nin) here, which is like the formal way to say ‘you’. I translate this to ‘Your Highness’ as an attempt to capture this~
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=[Part 2]=
We linger in bed until almost noon when Lucien finally 'digs' me out of the warm covers while I’m still drowsy from sleep.
After freshening up, we enjoy the sumptuous and exquisite brunch prepared by the butler.
Before the birthday dinner arrives, we still have a long stretch of leisurely time that we can freely arrange.
Considering this rare opportunity to vacation in the castle, we decide to spend half the day on the castle's lawn.
Late autumn is a season of vibrant colors, and the castle's designer clearly understood this well, planting a row of deciduous trees along the castle's edge.
[Trivia: Deciduous trees are trees that shed their leaves each year in the autumn!]
The lawn remains as green as an antique jade, but the leaves of the trees have already turned yellow, with a backdrop of maple forests ablaze in crimson.
The sunlight is warm, the fallen leaves crunch under my feet, and I can't help but take a deep breath.
MC: Mmm... It's the scent of autumn!
Lucien chuckles softly and, imitating me, takes a gentle breath of the autumn air.
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Lucien: [chuckles] The air is so fresh. It must have rained last night; I can smell the petrichor.
MC: Hearing you say that, it feels like even the air today is a fresh gift for you~
I reach out and catch a falling leaf carried by the autumn breeze, gently placing it in Lucien's hand.
MC: Lucien, I want to give you a gift of autumn!
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Lucien: A gift of autumn?
Lucien takes the leaf with a slightly puzzled look. I swing his hand gently and give him a wink.
MC: Consider this leaf a humble offering to spark something greater.
MC: I want to use these fallen leaves, flowers, and fruits to make an autumn basket, offering a small gift to today's birthday boy using nature's bounty.
Lucien gently nods in understanding, the curve of his lips remaining unchanged.
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Lucien: Even though you're preparing a gift for me, the birthday boy himself is eager to join in too.
Lucien: Or is it that my little lady will only allow me to stand back and do nothing?
As he leans in slightly, his tone carries a hint of seriousness, and his fingertips lightly brush against my palm.
Sunlight sprinkles across his face, and his smiling eyes, framed by the interplay of light and shadow, appear even deeper, revealing a gentle slyness.
MC: Of course I need Professor Lucien's help, but when it comes to the final weaving stage, the birthday boy can't peek~
Lucien: No problem, I will be an honest collaborator.
The autumn wind lifts his hair, creating gentle curves as it sweeps through the strands. I gather his fingers in mine and we step onto the forest path by the castle.
MC: Let's go then, we still need a lot of materials~
In the maple forest during late autumn, fruit trees laden with fruit hide amongst the low bushes, while vibrant beeches with flourishing branches and leaves stand beside the tall oaks.
Purple crocuses peek their delicate buds from the grass, while after the rain, strange fungi unfurl their caps and release spores.
It's like stumbling into an autumn oil painting with bold colors and thick brushstrokes, every glance reveals a colorful and magnificent scenery.
When Lucien picks up a plump acorn, a red squirrel with a fluffy tail scurries out and squeaks at him.
MC: Wow, such a daring little squirrel!
Lucien and I are both taken aback for a moment; this little fellow seems completely unafraid of us.
MC: Is it greeting us, or is it trying to steal the fruit we've picked up?
Lucien seems to already have a way to handle this, a hint of cunningness flashing in his eyes.
He takes a pine cone in his hand and gently dangles it in front of the little squirrel's tail.
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Lucien: [chuckles] Little guy, do you want this?
The greedy little squirrel's eyes instantly fixate on the new pine cone, completely captivated by his movement, and it scurries forward a few steps.
It stuffs the pine cone from Lucien's hand into its mouth in one gulp, then hops away with its cheeks puffed out.
Lucien: [chuckles] This maple forest is their world. That pine cone, well, let's just consider it an ‘entry fee'.
Lucien raises his hand again, and when he opens his palm before me, there they are—several even plumper and cuter acorns.
MC: Hold on, turns out you've been secretly keeping all these 'hidden treasures' to yourself!
Lucien: [in an ‘innocent’ tone] After all, my little lady needs these acorns, so I had to find a way to evade those sharp-eared and keen-eyed little fellows.
Though he says this, Lucien shows a relaxed expression, looking like a little fox pretending to be innocent.
The thought of the Great Professor Lucien actually ‘tricking’ a squirrel makes me burst out laughing. I grab his hand and pull him along as I run in the other direction.
MC: Hahaha, Professor Lucien, quick, run with me! Be careful, the little squirrel might go find the squirrel police and report us!
I hold hands with Lucien as we walk through the woods. The surrounding scenery is vibrant with colors, creating the impression of a flowing oil painting.
The air around the sweet osmanthus trees is filled with a sweet fragrance like cotton candy, while black walnuts and red oak acorns roll on the ground.
My pockets are loaded with autumn's ‘spoils’ which keep spilling out as I run, as if they are merging with the forest's hidden mysteries.
Despite these minor incidents, we still manage to gather a basketful of autumn's gifts.
✂———————–
Back indoors, I carry my blessings for Lucien and patiently weave them together.
Leaves and fruits gradually take shape in my hands, carrying small heartfelt wishes, preserving the warmth and liveliness of autumn.
And then, I find Lucien by the window.
He seems to have just come inside, a hint of coldness still clinging to him, but when he turns and looks back at me, a gentle smile quickly spreads across his face.
I smile and lift the basket of fruits and flowers with both hands as if I'm holding all the beauty of autumn.
MC: This castle’s most beautiful autumn is all right here! Here, it's all yours—
MC: I hope every day of your future can be as complete, fulfilling, and beautiful as this~
Lucien's eyes curve into a smile as he takes the basket.  Suddenly, I feel a touch of moist coolness against my ear.
Through the glass window, I see him quietly tuck a vibrant Cleome flower into my hair.
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Lucien: Thank you, I really like these autumn gifts.
Lucien: But for me, the most beautiful part of autumn is right here before my eyes.
Lucien: She blooms year after year, staying by my side, and leaving me utterly captivated*.
✂———————–
[T/N]
I think the Cleome Spinosa flower, also known as 醉蝶花 ("intoxicated butterfly") carries symbolic meaning. When Lucien gives her this particular flower, it reflects his emotions about her. The final line (她年复一年地盛开,陪在我的身边,令我沉醉其中 — literally translated as "She blooms year after year, staying by my side, and leaving me intoxicated") directly connects to the "intoxicating" (醉) in the flower's name with the word 沉醉 (immersed in a state of intoxication) in the last line, which combines 沉 (to sink or immerse) and 醉 (to be drunk or intoxicated).
沉醉 conveys the emotional nuances of being utterly captivated, deeply enchanted, and overwhelmed in a consuming, blissful way. This imagery mirrors the 'intoxicated butterfly' of the flower, as if he's the 'intoxicated butterfly', utterly captivated and completely consumed by her existence.
✂———————–
=[Part 3]=
It's past dusk, and the sunlight is as golden and radiant as freshly harvested honey. Outside the window, a vast expanse of red maple trees sways in harmony with the evening breeze, whispering a soft melody. Leaves flutter and dance their way into the room every now and then.
I rub my arms, for even this gentle and beautiful scenery can’t stop the temperature from dropping as night falls.
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MC: Uh... It feels even colder than it did this morning.
Just then, the sound of rolling wheels comes from behind me. Lucien approaches, pushing a small wooden cart, a plush shawl in his hand.
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Lucien: I found a pretty good way to warm up, want to give it a try?
He gently wraps a shawl around me, and I comfortably nuzzle against his warm and cozy neck.
MC: I'm all ears to hear the esteemed opinions of the castle's owner!
Lucien smiles mysteriously, holds my hand, and pushes the cart as we walk together to a door leading underground.
MC: This is... a wine cellar?
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Lucien: I think it would be more ceremonial if we chose the wine list ourselves tonight.
He lights the two oil lamps that were prepared in advance. Each of us carries one, and we slowly move forward through the rich aroma of oak barrels.
According to the butler, the wine cellar was recently ventilated.  
Yet, perhaps the overwhelming aroma of wine saturates the air, walking inside makes me feel a bit stifled. I even feel slightly intoxicated just from the scent, before even having a sip.
Besides me, only Lucien still carries the fresh and crisp scent of grass and trees from when we were gathering fruits and fallen leaves.
It feels like he is the only antidote in this dim room filled with the floating aroma of wine.
Red maple leaves, the wine cellar, the wine itself… memories from the past seem to overlap at this moment.
Suddenly, I recall the winery we visited long ago.
The memory of the autumn stained red by the maple leaves has brought with it the restlessness and infatuation of the past, spilling out from the bottom of my heart without any reason...
It's as if my lips still retain the feeling of his touch when he wiped away the wine stain for me, making my heartbeat inexplicably quicken. Just then, I catch sight of Lucien gently placing a bottle of wine into the cart.
MC: Professor Lucien, what kind of wine did you choose?
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Lucien: Riesling white wine.
Lucien turns the bottle around to show me.
Lucien: When I got the cart, the butler knew I was going to the wine cellar and recommended this castle's specialty to me.
Lucien: And you?
I suppress the excitement in my heart and wink at him mysteriously.
MC: Hmph, you'll find out soon enough.
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The light and soft aroma of white wine fills the air, and even the candles on the wall seem intoxicated by the wine's fragrance, their flames gently flickering.  
Under the twilight dome of the sky, the shadows of the wine rack and stone walls sway gracefully in the flickering firelight.  
Lucien and I sit at a small table nearby, two crystal-clear glasses already filled with wine, exuding a faintly tipsy aura.  
After two glasses of Riesling, I feel warmth spreading through my body and let out a satisfied sigh.
MC: Ahh, so comfortable... I don't feel cold at all anymore~ As expected of the wine Professor Lucien chose.
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Lucien: [chuckles] Would you like some more?
I smile and shake my head, winking at him mysteriously.
MC: First, let's try the wine I picked~
I open the bottle of wine I selected and pour a glass for Lucien, sneaking a glance at his face from the corner of my eye.  
The candlelight cast a soft filter over him, concealing his keen and contemplative eyes, which revealed a soft glow under the haze of the wine.
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He parts his pale lips, gently swallows the wine, and seems to be momentarily dazed.
MC: How is it?
I can barely contain my anticipation as I watch his brow smooth slightly, relaxing further after taking in the wine.
Confusion and surprise flit through his gentle eyes, before swiftly transforming into a clear understanding.
Lucien:  ...This flavor is very unique, and yet also very familiar.
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Lucien: It's sweet and tender, yet with a touch of bitterness and complexity*.
[Notes from Lux: He copied her remark from back then, word by word :”””. 纠结 is a tricky word to translate because it literally means “intertwined”/”tangled”. But figuratively, it implies a kind of intertwined, tangled feeling, commonly describing a state of emotional or mental conflict, where someone feels torn between different choices or is experiencing confusion and hesitation (a.k.a the state of the earlier stage of their relationship-). I went with ‘complexity’ to capture some nuances, but it might not capture this ‘entangling’ feeling.]
The complex yet familiar remark sends a rush of emotions through me. Just as I’m thinking about what to say, Lucien smiles.
Lucien: But when I savor it again, I feel a warmth, like that of sunshine and rain—a delicate, pleasant warmth.
The familiar words stir a trace of emotion in my heart, and in a daze, it feels as if the autumn equinox of that year has arrived at this very moment.
He still remembers—this is the same bottle of wine I tasted back when we were just getting to know each other, during our visit to Eileen's winery for an interview.
My fingertips unconsciously rub against the bottle, and my thoughts follow my gaze to the red maple trees bathed in the evening glow.
Back then, it was also the season when the maples were crimson and the flowers were in full bloom...
A maple leaf, as if on cue, is swayed by the evening breeze and drifts toward me. I instinctively reach out, and the leaf gently lands in my palm.
It feels as though the early days of tentative exploration and the subtle sweetness of that time have traveled with the falling leaf, arriving here in this foreign land at this moment.
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Lucien: I remember, on the way to the winery, I mentioned Maple Road. We ended up going there together.
Lucien: On Maple Road, we read a poetry collection together and visited a maple sugar shack.
Lucien: Later, I drew a picture of you collecting maple leaves. That drawing even ended up in an exhibition...
The rippling light of the wine in the crystal glass reflects on him, even his gaze holds tender memories.
Lucien speaks calmly, his memories unfolding like a heavy book, slowly opening before me with the sound of his voice.
The bond beneath the red maple tree and the feelings growing in the vineyard, word by word, moment by moment, intertwine and become etched into our story-
Only those who created it together can turn its pages and retrieve each other's anchors from the endless flow of time.
My heart is stirred, subtly and uncontrollably. I can't help but rush into Lucien's arms, hugging him tightly.
MC: I remember too.
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MC: Not just these things you've mentioned... everything about you, I remember it all.
MC: So after today, Professor Lucien should also update this birthday into all our autumn memories.
His chest pressed close to me, trembles slightly. A warm, gentle kiss falls on my forehead, soft and cherishing.
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Lucien: Such beautiful memories, I don't seem to have any reason to let them fade away.
I lift my face joyfully and gently kiss his chin.  
We have already experienced countless stories through many autumns and celebrated each of his birthdays.
And I also want to write down promises with him for each and every autumn in the future, continuing on for a very, very long time.
MC: Then it's a promise!
Lucien smiles faintly and lifts me up with one hand, his gentle gaze meeting mine at eye level.
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Lucien: [chuckles] However, if I want to make the anchor of this ‘memory’ even more profound, I still need to gather a bit of inspiration…
The remaining of his words are lost into our mingling breaths, replaced by a crisp kiss tinged with the scent of wine.
This kiss is gentle and intoxicating, leaving me somewhat tipsy, though not from the effects of alcohol.
Perhaps it's because the youthful and inexperienced flavor of that past has long since mixed with the passionate love that has matured over time…
Blending and growing, pulling me deeply into it.
✂———————–
=[Part 4]=
The twilight gradually fades into the night, and the bright moon quietly hangs in the autumn night, illuminating the still dazzling and fiery red maple leaves.
Lucien and I are still sitting at the table, enjoying the tranquility, when a sudden coldness brushes against my cheek.
I raise my head and realize, without noticing it, that snowflakes have already begun drifting down from the sky. Just then, I hear Lucien's smiling voice beside me.
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Lucien: It seems that today's ‘gifts’ are not over yet.
MC: After all, today is your birthday—the whole world will be sending you blessings~
Our gazes meet, and with a tacit understanding, we both set down our glasses and take each other's hands.
Lucien: Then, can I invite my ‘world’ to go out with me and experience this beauty together?
In the courtyard, rustling red maples intertwine with falling snowflakes, as if autumn and winter themselves are completing their handover at this very moment.
We get an umbrella from the butler and hold hands as we follow the stone path down the hill from the old castle.
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The moonlight on a snowy night grows brighter as we walk side by side to the small town at the foot of the hill, where the houses and streetlights are all covered in a delicate layer of snowflakes.
On the streets of the small town, many people, like Lucien and I, stroll under the moonlight, accompanied by the backdrop of the first snowfall, tacitly enjoying this tranquil night.
I turn my head to look at Lucien and find him reaching out his hand, gently catching a falling snowflake.
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His eyes curve faintly, as if harboring some kind of quiet longing, even carrying a touch of rare childlike innocence.
MC: [smiles softly] Why does it feel like Professor Lucien has a special fondness for this snow?
My tone holds a hint of curiosity, wanting to capture this rare glimpse of his innocence. Lucien smiles and begins to speak softly.
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Lucien: [softly, like recalling a cherished memory] Just remembered a movie I watched when I was little. I remember... it was about an inventor who lived in a castle.
Lucien: After watching it as a child, there was a time when I also wanted to be an inventor with a castle.
My eyes widen in a bit of surprise.
MC: [pouts] I can understand wanting to be an inventor, but why did it have to be one who lives in a castle…
MC: Professor Lucien, could it be that you're teasing me on purpose just because we came to a castle this year?
Lucien: [chuckles] Of course not. But if this story will make this little lady happy, I’d be more than willing to tell it to you.
MC: I want to hear it, I want to hear it!
I enthusiastically put on an attentive look, Lucien smiles as he begins to speak.
Lucien: Actually, the reason for wanting to own a castle is quite simple.
Lucien: Because that way, just like the main character in the movie, I could have a space of my own to carry out those daring and even dangerous experiments.
Lucien: And my parents could also accompany me in the castle, pursuing the research they are deeply passionate about.
Lucien: That way, they wouldn’t have to be 'trapped' in the lab all the time.
Lucien speaks naturally, his voice imbued with a soft smile, yet it's as if a tiny window is being opened.
Through that window, I seem to see a little Lucien, his eyes sparkling with fascination as he watches the movie, his heart filled with simple and pure longing.
My heart suddenly softens, and I can’t help but smile tenderly as I start to speak.
MC: The dream of becoming an inventor could now be considered halfway realized~
MC: After all, Professor Lucien is a great scientist walking at the forefront of humanity—it’s perhaps even more remarkable than that!
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MC: As for the castle... you've been the ‘owner of the castle’ for a day today, does that count?
Lucien: [chuckles] Of course it counts. And now, there’s even the first snowfall.
He takes my slightly cold hand and slips it in his pocket, softly rubbing it.
Lucien: I can no longer recall the plot of that movie very well. But I do remember that on the day we watched it, it also snowed in Loveland City.
Lucien: That day, they finished work early and brought home the videotape of that movie.
Lucien: The movie ended with the town welcoming its first snowfall, and we also stepped outside together to enjoy the snowy world.
He speaks vaguely, but I understand everything.
His low voice feels especially serene on this snowy night, yet as he speaks, another scene unfolds before my eyes.
When his room flooded before, he tidied up those old videotapes and set them aside, placing them carefully in a separate spot.
Is this old movie among those tapes?
As he put away the videotapes, did he recall that ancient castle and that warm snowfall?
I don’t know the answer, but I can feel that those fleeting, rarely mentioned fragments of his past were once so distant and cold.
But now, those precious fragments have thawed like melting ice and snow, filled with nostalgia and warmth as they slowly flow.
I instinctively tighten my hold on his hand.
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The first snowfall is falling thicker and thicker, yet it isn't biting cold. Snowflakes gently drift past the edge of the umbrella, landing on the tips of my hair and forehead, as well as Lucien's.
It's as if this world is bestowing its blessings on Lucien in the most gentle way.
MC: Even though it's many years late, it seems that we've now made little Lucien's childhood dream come true.
With a chuckle, Lucien's low voice reaches me through the wind and snow.
Lucien: [chuckles] Indeed, so I was quite surprised, but also delightfully so.
Lucien: However, if it weren’t for this twist of fate, perhaps I wouldn’t have thought of this idea again for a very, very long time.
Lucien: [softly] Because I've long had something far more important.
Lucien: To me, those forgotten thoughts are more like a bottle of wine hidden in a cellar.
MC: Wine?
Lucien: Mm, just like the wine we’re drinking today.
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Lucien: Grapes can never return to their original form, but time makes them richer and more mellow, and they will always meet someone who knows how to cherish them.
Lucien: She will give me a castle, stay in bed with me, treasure an entire autumn with me... and walk with me through quiet streets on snowy nights.
A snowflake quietly lands on his eyelashes and melts a moment later. It’s as if the melted droplets seep into my heart, creating ripples of sweet warmth.
I can't help but speak softly, offering all my blessings to my beloved standing before me under the moonlight of this snowy night.
MC: Happy birthday, Lucien.
May each and every year of your future be surrounded with love as you move forward.
✧・゚: *✧・゚:*FIN*:・゚✧*:・゚✧
[Bonus Phone call]
Lucien: I received the email you sent. Looks like it has some intel about a birthday.
MC: Yes! It's a text-based open-source game I found online. I modified it a bit~
MC: You can start from age 0 and randomly generate the 'life' of a little Lucien!
Lucien: Mm, just now, I've already completed two endings.
Lucien: The first time, little Lucien was accidentally captured by an alien spacecraft at the age of three and left Earth forever.
Lucien: The second time, little Lucien received a mysterious admission letter at the age of sixteen. No one knows where he went.
[Aren't these just a reflection of his past??? from being kidnapped by BS to mysteriously disappearing hhhhh]
MC: Haha, is the game’s random value design too harsh? Maybe I should tweak it a bit...
Lucien: No need, I really like this level of difficulty. It’s precisely this randomness that makes it so interesting to me.
Lucien: I’ve just started my third playthrough. This time, I’ve decided to reallocate some of the 15 points I gave to intelligence and assign some to luck.
[Not this basically saying that his genius may be the reason for his unluckiness in life :""". His 'luck' in life is that he's able to met her]
MC: So Professor Lucien had been putting all the points into one stat before! No wonder you kept having such over-the-top mysterious experiences...
Lucien: I just subconsciously wanted to test the limits of this little game, and unexpectedly made real discoveries.
Lucien: Although these endings greatly increased the game's replayability, this time, I want to make the game last a bit longer.
Lucien: That way, perhaps I can meet you in the game as well.
MC: Hehe, you can look forward to it!
MC: So, how's it going? What age did you reach in your third playthrough?
Lucien: …Hmm, I've already invented the elixir of immortality and reached the age of two hundred, but I still haven't encountered you.
Lucien: Am I on the right track?
MC: Pfft! I did set up an encounter, but I didn't set an age limit, thinking it would slightly increase replayability...
MC: I feel like I might have overdone it...
Lucien: It’s okay. In the game, little Lucien has already met you—at the age of five hundred.
Lucien: Then, on his birthday, we confessed to each other at the same time and spent a happy life together.
[Man so love-brained that he creates an immortality elixir and stubbornly waits a long time to finally meet her LOL. In this way, it can be said that his current life might be the 'luckiest' possibility because it allows him to meet her so soon]
MC: Hahaha, that's good, that's good... So, do you like this "life path" of becoming an inventor?
Lucien: I like it. I like everything and my destined encounter with you.
Lucien: I’ll be home soon, and when I get there, I’d like to invite you to explore all the other possibilities for little Lucien together—
Lucien: And explore every moment I spent with you on this birthday.
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lgbtqromance · 1 year ago
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我确实有点淫了
度过一个无趣的夏天,终于要去报到了,整个假期无聊之极,除了上网,看片,再没其他的乐趣,一个人闷在家里,没和同学去玩,没和朋友去high,为的就是养精蓄锐,大战大学生活。9月20日,今天是报导的日子,因为家离学校近,自己开车过来了。学校里人山人海,正是瞄帅哥的时候,看到不少绝色的猎物,憋了一个假期的精力,蠢蠢欲动。
註册完,领到钥匙,直奔宿舍,幻想下满屋的帅哥室友任我享用。七层楼,好不容易爬到宿舍门口,浑身热汗,宿舍门没关,屋里也没人,把行李往屋里随便一扔,湿透的背心脱掉,��在床上,迷迷糊糊…
嗯~唔~好粗的鸡巴,好大的龟头,好想吃,哥,让我舔吧,我要吃,喔~喔~好骚的味道,好喜欢~喔~~~让我舔的爽麽?哥~我要你~快点进…呜呜~喘不上气了,哥你爽麽,我好喜欢吃你的大鸡巴,快操我的嘴,我想要你,射到我嘴里……嗯,啊…啊~把我操射吧,好爽,大鸡巴哥哥,快~再深进去点,我要你的大龟头,哦~屁眼好痒,快进来嘛~快点插我~哦~哦~大鸡巴,快点干我,啊~~~啊~~我操,大鸡巴干的好爽,快点,再快点,插我~~啊~~啊~~干~
「喂,起来了,醒醒!」,晕,原来是一场梦,梦里正在和猛男大战,正要被操射的关头,被惊醒了…
「哈,激情的春梦吧,干的正爽?看你小弟,支起帐篷了」
我这才回过神来,起身看下麵,本来就半透明的运动短裤,被小弟支起一个帐篷不说,还让流出的液体的成了透明的,为了凉快没穿内裤,小弟一览无馀的展现出来,硕大的龟头,颜色鲜红…我瞬间满脸通红……
「行啦,别不好意思,都是男人,谁还没个梦遗的时候,现在能起来了吧,去浴室洗洗嘛,顺便把我的床让出来,不然我怎麽收拾东西啊~哈哈」
好性感的声音,爽朗又有磁性,我这才不好意思的?起头,仔细看起来,180左右的个子,浓密的眉毛,鼻子高挺,嘴唇是那种略带成熟的上翘,下巴上青色的鬍渣,没敢仔细看眼睛,实在是不好意思跟他对视,这才发现,刚进屋那会没仔细看,躺在他的床上了,赶快一个挺身起来,主动和他打个招呼。
「哈哈,是呀是呀,大家都理解,不好意思,在你的床上睡着了,我叫傅飞,学机械的」
「你好啊~蓝凯,体育系,练网球的,以后一个宿舍了,大家多关照,也不知道其他人什麽时候来,这都快晚饭的时间了」
瞎聊了一会,我就去处理我的短裤,洗澡的时候顺便先打一炮,当时大学第一天放松一下,一边打一边幻想,这个体育系的蓝凯,身材一定很好,壮硕的肌肉,翘挺的臀部,还有那包裹住的硕大的……
「哦~嗯~继续舔,别停,我鸡巴好热,好涨,快点,给我舔出来,我要射你嘴里~啊~~爽~~哦~~爽~~干你的小嘴~~好爽~用劲吸~哦~爽~啊~操~操你的小嘴~好爽~啊~啊~~·~射了~操~爽哦~」
「嘿嘿,你爽完了,是不是该我了。」
「嗯,快来嘛,我的屁眼好痒,你来帮我啊」
「想要哥哥干你吗?想要就求我嘛,你看我的大鸡巴都流水了,好烫啊,他想找个洞鑽进去了」
「大鸡巴哥哥快来干我,插我的骚菊花,快,哦哦哦~好大的龟头,好疼,哥哥别再洞口磨了,好痒,快插进来,快点~啊~爽哦~大鸡巴~快干我~操~好爽~快点~再快点插~插的深点~啊~哥~别抽出来~我的骚屁眼好痒~快来干我~啊~~爽哦~干~」
干~爽~只不过是打一炮,还要幻想一下刚认识的室友,我确实有点淫了,但是蓝凯的身材,不得不让我先意淫一番,还真是爽,一个假期的积攒,先释放点,免得再出丑。我洗完出来,屋里有多了二个个人,正和蓝凯聊天,换蓝凯去洗,我和新来的两位也聊了起来,古磊,生物系,长得很秀气不失阳刚,算是阳光美少年那种,人也很开朗;郑林奕,同样也是体育的,练短跑的,嘿嘿,还没和他聊天,就先被他线条完美的大腿吸引,而且只穿了训练短裤,那一包更是凸显出来,好像冒着热气,留着粘液的大龟头在等着我…
等大家轮流洗完澡,差不多晚饭时间,四人一行到学校周围的餐馆里,边喝边吃边继续聊着,由于和蓝凯最先认识,还发生了点小尴尬,我们关係反而要近一点,不停的和蓝凯碰杯,另外这顿酒,我也想个大家试试酒量,看看以后有没有酒后乱性的机会,我也很主动的其他两人喝,说到底,我这酒量是练出来的,一打啤酒下去后,蓝凯先倒了,没想到这个壮汉的酒量反而不如最文静的古磊,三打啤酒下去,只剩下我和古磊还算清醒,一人拖着一个室友,慢慢往宿舍走去。
我因为比较壮,就拖着蓝凯走,这一路上,趁着天黑他又喝醉,我的手不自觉的动起来,先是从脖子滑下去,慢慢的移动到胸部,喔,好结实,捏起来很有弹性,不知道是不是碰到蓝凯的敏感处,醉醺醺的他还轻声哼起来,好像很爽,一路走一路摸。从结实的胸肌,平坦的腹部,快到宿舍门口了,我的手也从坚挺的臀部慢慢转移到了前面,轻轻的开始触动那一包觊觎已久的东西。我的一隻��手都不能握住蓝凯的整个鸡巴,鸡蛋大的睾丸让我有冲动马上含在嘴里,进门大家就各自上床睡觉了,几个人都喝得醉醺醺的,很快就听到起伏的鼾声,我知道机会来了…
等大家差不多入睡一段时间,我从床上爬起来,去厕所,这期间正好能试试大家是不是都熟睡,等从卫生间出来,四周观察一下,还好,其他三个都睡得很熟,我走到蓝凯的床前,这傢伙挤在牆角睡着,嘿嘿,这是给我留了床位?
藉着月光可以看到他的脸部线条,棱角分明,下颌的线条更是完美,忍不住想吻他,由于他是正面朝上躺着睡,很容易就观察到全身,扶他回来上床时,我没把他的运动裤脱掉,为的就是现在能一步步来,现在看他的裆部,略微凸起,靠近了还能感觉到热热的气体扑面而来,把脸贴到他的裆部,用力的闻他男人的味道,这是他的裆部也有了些许反应,微微硬了点,我知道时机到了,爬上床开始从他的颈部亲吻。
好多人的敏感带在这里,蓝凯也一样,我用舌头慢慢的舔,他的呼吸声也慢慢急促起来,舔他的喉结,舌头滑到胸部,结实的肌肉变得有些紧,这也是开始亢奋的表现,乳头像颗葡萄,我用力的吮吸,舔,咬,用舌头在乳头上转圈的舔,他的乳头越来越硬,呼吸也越来越急促,伸手一摸,裆部的大鸡巴也开始挺立起来,软的时候整隻手已经握不住,现在就更大了,有19CM的样子,大龟头像蘑菰一样,马眼开始流出粘液,我的嘴也从胸部滑下来,用手握着大鸡巴,开始舔他的蛋蛋,先吸进来一个,喔,好大,有点骚骚的男人味,一边用舌头在睾丸上画圈,一边用手握着龟头摩擦,他的喘息声越来越大,2颗睾丸全部吸进来,我用力的吮吸着,睾丸我舌头间滑动,不停摩擦,喘息变得越来越急促,我吐出睾丸,用满是粘液的手把整根鸡巴抹湿,从根部开始吮吸,一直向上直到一口将龟头含住,一瞬间,我的大鸡巴也硬了,我用力的吮吸着蓝凯的龟头,舌头不停的摩擦龟头,用舌尖在他的大龟头上画圈,大鸡巴分泌的粘液几乎被我舔干,开始用舌尖伸入他的马眼,有点骚味很男人的感觉,把口水涂在大鸡巴上继续吮吸。
蓝凯早就忍不住亢奋起来,爽到发出哼声,我生怕其他两人听到,但在这兴奋点上,也顾不了其他,继续吮吸大鸡巴,半根大鸡巴已经被我吃到嘴里,用整个口腔吮吸大鸡巴,用力的吸他的大龟头,继续深入,差不多整根鸡巴都进到我嘴里,龟头顶在喉咙,我用深喉继续给蓝凯的大鸡巴服务,卖力的吮吸,舔舐,蓝凯的鸡巴越来越硬,越来越���,直到塞满我的嘴,估计他快到高潮了,虽然还在睡梦中,身子却不自觉的开始上下抽动,粗大的鸡巴操着我的嘴,舌头还在吮吸着大龟头,蓝凯操的速度越来越快,鸡巴也越来越大,我的嘴已经不能动了,完全让这根大鸡巴操着,我的手也伸到自己内裤里,玩弄起自己的鸡巴,我的整个鸡巴早就湿透了,握着满是粘液的大鸡巴,跟着蓝凯操我嘴的节奏,自己爽起来,蓝凯越操越快,我嘴里不时发出呜呜的声音,我的手握着自己的鸡巴也越来越快。
突然,蓝凯的鸡巴用力刺到我的喉咙,一股股腥热的液体直接射到喉咙里,接着又是用力一操,又是一股,反复射了4,5次,我也趁着时候,加速撸自己的鸡巴,在蓝凯第6次射出精液的时候,我也射了,擦乾淨手,我又吮吸着蓝凯射精后的大鸡巴,还没有完全软,我把龟头鸡巴上的精液一点不剩的舔乾淨,还用舌尖继续吮吸着他的,马眼,射精过后吮吸他的龟头,让他又爽了一把,舔乾淨整隻大鸡巴,再看蓝凯,已经从激情中恢復,又沉沉的睡去了,我去卫生间收拾了一下,看到大家还都是好好的睡着,我也就就放心的睡了。迷迷糊糊中,我听到对面的床上,有翻身的声音。
第二天,大家陆续起来,一切正常,蓝凯也没发现什麽异常,只是晨勃的鸡巴撑起内裤,又让我流出口水来,也在自己鸡巴上揉搓起来。后面的日誌一天天过去,宿舍四个人的关係也很融洽,我和蓝凯的关係也因为那次醉酒后,越来越熟络。2周后,新生周结束,週末就有自由时间了,第一个自由週末,蓝凯和郑林奕家都在本市,就都回家去了,古磊家在外地,肯定是不会去,就问我怎麽过週末,我回家也是无聊,还不如在学校,和古磊一起当陪陪他也好,嘿嘿,怎麽说也是阳光美少年呀。
週六早晨,我6点就起床了,古磊还蜷缩在床的角落,嘿嘿,两个人的寝室,我径直走到他床边开始欣赏起这个美男。越看越有吻他的冲动,性感的嘴唇不是动一下,可能是想说什麽梦话吧。想着这个已经到嘴边的食物,还是别着急吧,哈哈,惹急了,就不好了,先出去运动一下。
跑步回来,已经是8点半了,一进门就听到浴室的流水声,这小子居然才起床,把浑身湿透的运动背心脱掉,但还是汗流不止,走到浴室门口,本想喊这小子,让他快点。忽然发现浴室门留着10公分空隙没关,从这裏看过去,小磊完美的身体一览无馀,光滑的背部,微翘的臀部,这时他很配合的一弯腰,还看到了那朵蠢蠢欲动的菊花,粉嫩的颜色,让我的大屌一下就充血支起帐篷来。正在这时,小磊忽然转身过来,「啊~啊~哈哈~你在洗澡啊,快点啦,我刚运���回来,都热死了,浑身黏黏的」,为了掩饰自己刚才的意淫,我赶快说道。
「那你就来一起洗呗,地方这麽大,还放不下你啊。」
「这…不好吧」(哈哈~欲擒故纵的戏码)
「话很多诶你,不来洗就等着吧,我还要半小时啦」(好小子,既然你要引狼入室,别怪哥哥不客气了)
想着,我一把扯掉短裤,才猛的发现,大鸡巴还挺着,同时也被小磊看到了,他直勾勾的看着,让我反而不好意思了。
「看P啦,你又不是没有,让位置给我啦。」说着我走进浴室。
「飞哥,帮我擦擦背吧」,我没多说,直接拿起毛巾走到他背后,帮他擦着,鸡巴还有点硬,时不时会碰到他的臀部和腰,弄的我痒痒的,鸡巴又慢慢硬起来,加上浴室裏湿热的空气,还有面前这个裸男的诱惑,大鸡巴一抖一抖的,越来越硬,我都感觉到有液体从马眼流出。
忽然,他手裏的毛巾掉了,他不顾忌的弯腰去捡,粉嫩的肉穴就直接展开在我面前,我有点愣了,不自觉的挺着大龟头过去摩擦了一下,赶快又背过身去,生怕被发现,
「飞哥,你的大屌从进浴室来就没软,怎麽这麽亢奋?」
「嗯,额,刚刚运动体力没耗完,好久没发洩,就成这样了。」,忽然,小磊一转身,脸几乎贴着我的脸,说到:「是好久没发洩了哦,从开学那天到现在,有2周了吧。」,还没等我开口,他继续说:「那晚上你做的事,我都看到了哦,嘿嘿」,我忽然有点紧张起来,鸡巴一点点软了,「放心吧,飞哥,我不会说出去,因为,我也喜欢…」,说着,小磊蹲下,性感的小嘴一口把我半硬的鸡巴含在嘴裏,顿时,整条大鸡巴又充血起来,我能感觉到龟头一下顶到了小磊的喉咙,小磊把我的鸡巴吐出来点,开始用灵活的舌头舔着,不停在系带和马眼上摩擦,用他软软的嘴唇吮吸着,我的鸡巴被舔的越来越硬,小磊的吮吸已经不能满足,我一把抱住他的头,不自觉的开始抽插,小磊发出呜呜的声音,越听越觉得性感,我抽插的速度也越来越快,小磊的舌头很配合的继续摩擦着我的鸡巴,龟头和马眼,弄的我淫水直流,从小磊的嘴角一点点流出来,淫水让小磊的舌头和嘴越来越滑,我抽插的速度也越来越快,我也因为够爽发出呻吟,一边说:「干,好爽,你个小骚货,谁让你勾引哥哥的,干你的小骚嘴…」
干了一会小磊的小骚嘴,已经满足不了我了,我抽出鸡巴,开始用留着淫水的龟头摩擦他的肉穴,我从背后抱着他,小磊配合的上下移动臀部,摩擦着我肿胀的大鸡巴…
小磊配合的上下移动臀部,摩擦着我肿胀的大鸡巴,淫水一股股的从马眼流出,我的大鸡巴硬到青筋暴露,一股股的冲动从鸡巴根部涌出,连套套都来不及带了,我一把抓住小磊的头发,将他按倒浴室的牆上,分开他的腿,粉嫩的肉穴,一开一合的勾引着我的鸡巴,没多说什麽,提���上马,噗~大龟头冲开粉嫩的肉穴,操到小磊的身体里。小磊也很是配合,儘可能的把腿张开,由于是站着,他时不时还得把腿直起来,这样,肉穴一会大,一会小,夹的我的鸡巴胀到几次要射出来,我也卖力的操着小磊的嫩穴,「啊~~啊~嗯~~~小飞~哥~好爽~在操的深点~啊~好痒……」
「啊~干死你~小磊~哥哥鸡巴都操你麽?~听不到你回答,那我不操你咯,我要拔出来咯」说着,我突然抽出鸡巴,小磊被操到暴爽的嫩穴突然空了,我清楚的看着菊花紧紧的一收,又突然变大,慢慢的有淫水流出,小磊的菊花又开始急促的收缩着。
「啊~哥~快来操我啊~别让我的小骚逼空着,好痒啊~来嘛,哥~你的鸡巴好大,干的我好爽…啊~快~快进来…」
哈哈,我抽空让鸡巴休息一下,顺便逗逗小磊,看他趴在牆上发骚的样子,还是那麽眉清目秀,真是让真心疼哦,我回到:「那哥哥要操你了哦~」,说着,又一次操进小磊的小骚穴里,比上次更深,感到龟头已经被肠子裹住了一样,不停用龟头触动小磊骚穴的深处,小磊叫的一次比一次骚。
「啊啊~啊~哥~哥~我不行了~嗯~操我~快点~」
小磊的肉穴突然变得很紧,快速的收缩着,像是快到高潮了,我又坏笑了一下说,
「小磊,哥哥好累,这次哥哥鸡巴不拔出来,就插在里面,让哥哥休息一会」,说着我就停下来,小磊这时候马上就要到高潮了,那还能等,没等我说完,自己就开始前后的动起来,一边动一边说。
「嗯~啊~哥~你太坏了~我受~不~了,后面好痒~我…想~射~了」
一边说,小磊前后动的速度越来越快,我的鸡巴也感受到更大的刺激,感觉随时要射出来,也顾不了那麽多,小磊自己前后抽插着,我用手帮小磊玩弄他的鸡巴,看小磊的外表是个阳光男孩,没想到鸡巴确是人中龙凤,我的一隻手都握不住,只好一隻手玩弄他的睾丸,一隻手揉搓他的龟头和马眼,一股股的淫水从小磊的鸡巴里流出来,正好当润滑剂,我卖力的给小磊揉搓,估计小磊第一次受到这样的前后夹击。
终于,受不了了,突然小肉穴紧紧的一收,用力的夹住我的鸡巴,而我的龟头被紧紧包裹的瞬间,鸡巴也不由自主的操了进去,小磊和我一起射了,我足足射了十几次,精液顺着菊花的纹路流出来,我手里小磊的鸡巴,也不甘示弱的射了十几次,两隻手充满了小磊的精液,高潮过后,我们互相帮忙在浴室清理了一下,开始坐下来,聊起来。
原来开学那天晚上,我晚上吃凯哥鸡巴的事情,小磊正好没睡着,就看到了,只是那会他还不敢有什麽举动,观察力好久,还鼓起勇气挽留我週末陪他,就上演了刚才激情的一幕,小磊我和坦白他也是gay,而且那天晚上看着我蓝凯的鸡巴,他一开始还是紧张,到后来挺到我和蓝凯的喘息,还有空气中精液的味道,已经热血沸腾到鸡巴硬到不行,最后还是偷偷起来去厕所解决掉。
「哈哈,那你当时怎麽不把哥哥叫起来,满足你一下?」
「那时我那好意思啊。」
和小磊有的没的,聊着聊着,我和小磊互相抱着,就在床上睡着了。
「嗯,嗯~好痒,别,别这样弟弟,哥哥的肉洞裏好痒,别舔了。」
「哈哈,那哥哥要怎麽办呀,看你的肉穴好像很激动哦,一开一合的,都有淫水流出来了,怎麽办嘛…」
「啊~啊~弟弟~别~别舔了,哥哥受不了了,你来操哥哥吧,哥哥求你了,来操哥哥的骚穴~」
「哥,我想操你,可是弟弟的大鸡巴还没硬起来,插不进去呀,就用龟头先摸摸你的骚穴,给你止止痒」
「啊~啊~嗯~不行了~弟弟,别再折磨哥了,哥快痒死了,鸡巴又硬又烫,肉穴又热又痒,哥哥受不了了,你把鸡巴插到哥哥嘴裏,哥哥给你舔硬了,快来…啊~好痒…」
呜~我忽然觉得嘴裏塞进来一根东西,很大支,还有点骚味,迷迷糊糊中,睁开眼,才发现,原来是小磊,正红着脸,把鸡巴塞到我嘴裏,再一看,我全身早都被扒光了,腿被打开,看来刚才不是做梦,是小磊这阳光淫魔刚让我肉穴有热又痒,看着他有点害羞的表情,又有点诱惑的眼神,我没多说,一口叼起他的鸡巴,用湿湿的舌头摩擦起来。
小磊的鸡巴属于大小正常的那种,但是龟头和睾丸比常人要大,而且龟头很红,看着就让人流口水,想着这样一个大蘑菰在我嘴裏,更是使出浑身绝招,让小磊的马眼淫水直流,我也奋力的用舌尖刺激他的马眼,小磊爽到发出「恩~嗯~」的叫声和喘气声。小磊把鸡巴从我嘴裏抽出,又有点不好意思的说:
「飞哥,刚才实在忍不住了,你操完我,我还没爽,一觉睡起来,看到你就忍不住了…」
「怎麽样,哥哥的肉穴你舔的还爽麽,你的鸡巴够操哥哥麽?」我淫笑的问道。
「爽啊,软软的,嫩嫩的,哥,操过你的人不多吧」
「怎麽,小子,是不是想来哥哥洞裏探险了」
小磊可能觉得说话有点过了,不好意思点点头,我看着他这害羞的样子,就觉得刺激,我没多说,分开双腿,用力的一开一合这肛门,把小磊的龟头在我的肉穴门口摩擦,我用肉穴摩擦着小磊的鸡巴,小磊慢慢主动起来,用龟头打圈摩擦着我的肉穴,马眼裏流出的淫水把我的菊花浸湿,就像刚才梦裏的那种骚痒,欲罢不能。
「啊~嗯~好痒,好爽…」我开始不由自主的呻吟…
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(按:Emily与Jay是过着幸福生活的母子/夫妻。Emily���允发表她跟我妈妈的往来通信。为了保护隐私,通信发表前做了必要的编辑和修改。Emily和Jay都是化名。我是E,我妈妈是XXXX。) 
Dear XXXX,
感谢你昨天深夜的来信。很抱歉,我今天早上才慢慢从昨夜和Jay的欢爱余韵中转醒过来。准确地说,昨晚他是激情三射。
小家伙可真是个闲不住的人,用他男性荷尔蒙充斥的男根征服了我,几度送我抵达天堂。Jay说,我昨晚在他内射第三次时开始身体激烈地痉挛,眼睛也开始翻眼白了。听后让我着实有些羞耻。
感谢你对于我身体的赞美。下体脱毛是Jay的主意。他说,想回到过去那种滑溜溜的感觉,自己和妈妈的毛毛都太多了,他有些看不真切,口的时候也有点麻烦。所以我俩就都去做了脱毛。采用的是冰点脱毛,相对来说舒服一些。
我俩是一直在一家相熟的美容院做。为了保持这种光滑的状态,隔段时间我俩就需要去一趟。好在店老板与我是闺蜜,也没多问什么。后来我俩就分开单独进店做了,为了不引起店员的注意。
其实你一点都不用因为小阴唇色素的沉淀而感到什么羞愧。那正是过往沉淀的岁月给予我们独特的青春少女所没有的成熟之美。我想,你的儿子对你仍是着迷,除了对你的爱恋以外,也有这种对于醇酒般身体的迷恋。
我给小丈夫看了你对他肉棒的夸奖,这小家伙看后很是骄傲地说:看来我很和妈妈很是合拍。
其实我心底里对于儿子的阴茎是很满意的。他的尺寸刚好是我两只手能握住、龟头露出的长度。这样不会一下子顶到宫口让我有点难受。虽然女上位还是会顶到,但是因为是我主导,所以也好调整。
最让我满意的是他的前戏爱抚,以及阴茎完全勃起后上翘。他的强硬和粗大比他的父亲真是强出不少。即便是在我和他父亲的热恋中,他也从未能让我获得高潮。我人生中第一次在性爱上获得高潮就是Jay促成的。
写到这里,我想和你分享我和Jay第一次多次高潮的体验。虽说与他发生关系之后我也有从心理上和生理上达到过高潮,但从来没有像那次一样那么猛烈且多次。
那已经是我和Jay在一起一年后了。因为担心孩子的成长和身体营养,我和儿子一直都比较克制,性爱的次数一周一般不会超过4次,更多的时候是周内克制自己,注意力在学习上,周末在好好给孩子和我用来放松。基本上一晚就会消耗掉所有积累的欲望和次数,虽然偶尔也会在清晨随着他的勃起再次缠绵在一起,但并不多,只算是演出的谢幕。
我也和儿子约定在我来例假期间禁欲,在例假结束后的周末尽情欢爱,享受彼此的肉体。小家伙一开始也不明白为什么要这么做,不过在我的解释下就很贴心地主动表示来例假的期间,他包下全部家务。
我记得那已经是八月了。南方的天气在这个季节总是反复多变。距离我的例假也过去3天了,我去楼下快递站略带好奇的取到了儿子说要买给我的礼物。虽说在我来例假期间我们俩都处于近似禁欲的状态,但每当夜晚相拥在一起的时候总会发自本能的爱抚和互相挑逗。他会在我要擦身体乳的时候主动请缨,然后轻柔地抚摸着我的身体上下,直到将赤裸的我完全涂抹均匀才罢手。等一段时间皮肤吸收的差不多之后,他会主动凑上来如品尝醇酒般从我的腰窝开始舔弄我的全身。
这时我会适时地帮他套弄起他的男根。等到他差不多吻遍我的全身时候我就会给他口交,直到他不自主的扶住我的头开始慢慢想更进一步的送入我的喉中时我就会调皮的将他的肉棒缓缓送出并调笑般看向他作为他挑逗我的报复。我们总是在禁欲期间乐此不疲的做着这种游戏,好让我们能在着难熬的一周中聊以慰籍。(不过回过头来看,这段爱抚其实更能为例假后的欢爱增加预热,让我们都更加彼此渴望。)
拆开包装我有些惊奇。那是半透明的蕾丝睡衣,质感很好,但和我以往从未穿过这种看上去情趣十足的类似的睡衣。不知儿子是从哪里购得的这种衣服。打开礼盒,衣服最上面还写着儿子的留言:我亲爱的宝贝,一周年快乐。
我一时有点害羞也有点欣喜。我的小情人竟然在这么繁重的学习课余还能记得我和她的专属纪念日那个他闯入我心房和身体的日子。与此同时,我也害羞于穿着这样的衣服,因为实在时和以前的观念相悖。不过因为他还没有回来,他爸爸也因为要驻场出差不在家中,我便好奇的来到衣帽间穿了起来。
褪下牛仔裤和短袖T恤,换上了这件略带色情的睡衣。一边骂着小鬼的坏心思,一边打量着镜中的自己,那种由黑纱构成的半透明的睡衣确实让我也有点心神荡漾。衣物还很贴心的用两道黑色勾勒了我的上半身。仔细端详之间,我情不自禁的揉捏了两把自己的乳房。我知道我已经在忍不住渴望儿子了。
试完睡衣后,我又鬼使神差的拿出了我之前一直没穿过的黑色吊带袜,心想,今天是我和Jay的专属一周年,那就让他好好开心一下。我知道臭儿子对我搭配这一身已经觊觎已久了,因为他之前就经常说,为什么妈妈来接他放学的时候不像别的妈妈一样穿黑色的丝袜。试穿完毕后,我就把晚上要穿的衣物放到了衣帽间的挂杆上,下厨去做晚饭了。
新闻联播开始播放的时候儿子回来了,小家伙快速换上拖鞋之后就给了我一个深深的湿吻,急不可耐的勾住我的脖子不肯松开。最后,我还是轻轻推开他,让他快去洗手吃饭。小家伙还调皮回嘴说,先填饱肚子再吃妈妈。我能从他的眼底看到他对我的渴望和想念。
吃饭的时候他也不老实,一直用脚丫滑蹭我的大腿,还是在我的 “不老实吃饭今晚就不给他” 的威胁警告下,他才不情不愿地罢休了。因为是一周年的纪念,我很开心地破例也给儿子倒了些白葡萄酒。微醺之中,听到儿子说,我的宝贝妈妈,我们已经相爱一周年了,我爱你。我的脸颊也感觉发烫。
刚吃完饭,儿子就急不可耐地要拉着我去洗澡,并保证明天一早起来就负责收拾桌面。我的心底其实也渴望着与儿子早点交媾,便半推半就地和他一起洗漱了。他调戏般地帮我擦完身体乳之后,我便嘱咐他自己擦干净再从浴室出来,我自己则从衣帽间穿上了白天的搭配。
刚穿完,儿子就从浴室中带着湿气走了出来。看他看到我的眼前一亮的神情,我不由得笑出了声(小男生果然还是视觉动物)。但让我意外的是,他两步跨到我身,前竟然一把将我像公主一样抱起来将我放到了床上。那是他让我第一次感受到男人的雄壮力量,让我明白意识到我的儿子我的男人他已经渐渐长大了。
我们都未开口,只是静静的看着对方。他一边略微颤抖地开始用双手抚摸着我的脚踝到大腿,一边有点激动地说道:妈妈真是太适合黑色丝袜了。我则挑衅似地用脚撩拨了两下他的男根。他却一反常态的没有那么急躁的爱抚插入,而是和我贴在一起,在我的耳边说,今晚我要好好地品尝妈妈。
说罢,他就开始遍吻我的胴体。等他亲吻到我的阴唇时,我已经快被欲火烧得六神无主了。那一阵阵因他不断调弄阴蒂和双手不断揉搓我的乳房而来的快感,让我只想让Jay快点纵身挺入来解一解我欲望的烈火。
终于,在他的不断攻势下,我再也无法承受这种挑逗,半乞求地捉住他不停在穴口的男根,然后腰身一送,主动和儿子结合了。臭小子似乎是感觉计谋得逞很得意,一边舒缓地抽送,一边问我:妈妈今天怎么这么主动?我只好说,因为是一周年,所以想和他尽兴。
不知是因为衣服的原因还是晚餐间有饮酒,我感到他那时的男根比以往还要坚硬,比起我自慰用的硅胶自慰棒还要强横,彷佛如一杆马槊一般突入我的阴道,完全无视我的曲折,直顶到子宫口。虽然一开始有点不适,但是短暂的适应后我竟有点爱上了这种体位下感受Jay不断地蹭压我的敏感点然后直抵宫口的快感。
我的身体就逐渐陷入到了这种快感,直到我发现儿子的抽差速度明显加快了。在快感的驱动下,我也第一次主动的用双脚勾住他的屁股,暗示他接着用力。在他抽送了几十下后,随着他的一阵闷哼,我感觉到一股炙热他的子孙浆注入到了他母亲的性器之中。我也发出了那晚的第一次呻吟,不再害怕被邻居听见。
这时一套栏目天气预报的渔舟唱晚响起。我知道我们当夜的第一次性爱结束了。结束之后的休息期间,Jay体贴地取来纸巾帮我擦拭。我因为刚刚不断袭来的快感而有点发懒地躺在床上,任由他摆弄。
一段时间后当大宅门的片头曲响起时,我才逐渐从刚刚性爱的快感的回味中清醒过来。我轻声叫儿子自己去厨房喝点水,回来的时候帮我带上一杯,为接下来的欢爱做缓冲准备。我侧卧着,垫着两个枕头,在床上发懒,便想叫他帮我举着杯子喂水。没想到他一口喝下半杯再与我接吻,把水源源不断地送进了我的口中。这样的喂水结束后,他还意犹未尽地说,妈妈的口水好甜。(孩子真的时对母亲有着毫无保留的爱一点也没有嫌弃)。
我套弄了两下他的阴茎,他又直挺挺的立了起来,说他随时可以投入战斗了。我笑问:又想要啦?儿子却一边抚摸起我的大腿,一边回道:我知道妈妈也想了。
接下来,我俩再无语言交流,如同两头只知道追求肉欲欢爱的野兽,在卧室吊灯的注视下疯狂地撩拨玩弄着对方的性器,偶尔的两声发自喉咙深处的闷哼声像是来自梦境。一段时间后,我感觉儿子的阴茎已经完全挺立起来了,便两脚分开,深吸一口气,对准他的男根一口气坐了下去。因为Jay高,所以我提前垫了两个枕头在他头下,好方便我们接吻。
在他的注视之下,我淫荡又急不可耐地让他的男根再一次进入了我的身体。完全插入顶到头的一瞬间,我毫无顾忌的发出了一声满足的啊。那是一段时间禁欲后对获得最好补偿的感叹。被儿子疼爱和滋润的感觉是那般舒爽。我一边拼命地摇摆我的腰肢让儿子的性器不断与我的敏感点摩擦来获取先前推迟已久的满足,一边又完全抛弃母亲的形象,拉着儿子的双手,让他揉搓我的乳房。
似乎是快感的缘故,或是儿子不断加重力量,粗暴地揉拽我的乳头,我迎来了第二次高潮。我不由自主间腰肢也摇摆的更快了。儿子则好像意犹未尽还没射精的样子,挺起上半身拍了拍我的屁股问:妈妈为什么不动了?刚才很爽还没享受完呢。
我没说话,只想接着感受儿子的粗壮男根在我体内的满足感。但没有拔出,只是转了个身。小家伙似乎时想到什么似的,抚摸了下我的屁股说道:宝贝,能趴到床边吗?我想后入完成这次射精,你的屁股实在太诱人了。
可能是被快感冲昏了头脑,或是因为儿子白天一周年的卡片留言,我竟真如他的小女人一样,像动物一样四肢并用,爬到了床边,慢慢的坐在自己的脚掌上,再努力抬高自己的臀部,压低身体等待着儿子的享用。
Jay取过小板凳站上去,在我的穴口蹭了两下,在我的一声惊呼中又挺了进了我的体内。他似乎很满意这个姿势。他一边扒着我的胯骨,一边不断高频的抽动着他的肉棒。他龟头的沟壑刮蹭给我的阴道带来强烈的快感一波波冲击着我本就不多的理智。他的小腹和睾丸不断撞击我臀部的啪啪声从身后不断传来,更加撩拨着我的情欲,如熏香一般我感觉又要高潮了。
几番抽送之后,Jay突然停下,让我一下有点落空。我的内心开始催促着自己挺动腰肢,想要接着获得快感。我慢慢地回头问他,为什么不动了?妈妈给你动得很舒服。小家伙有点认真的说,他快射精了,想和我一起舒服。我说:看来我们家Jay长大了,接着用力操我吧。
我的天,我竟然用了操这个字眼。话说出口,我不由得因为仅剩的理智又有点羞耻起来,心里暗自问我自己:我当孩子面又说了些什么?他会怎么看我?
然而,随着儿子恢复了抽送,这一点点理智也随即湮没在了快感的浪潮之中。当儿子的肉棒再一次肿胀的更大的时候,我挺起身,让他从后面搂住,我几乎是央求,让他玩弄我的乳房,让我得到更大的刺激。
儿子抽送几十下之,第二次将他的精液全部射入了我的阴道之中。他有些爱怜的在我身后舔舐着我留下的汗液。我俩就这么保持着交合,直到他的小牛牛变软不甘心地退出我的身体。
我还处于先前的多重高潮之中说不出来话。幸好我是背过身去迎来的第三次高潮。不然我的儿子就会看见我那时淫荡的表情。
早上接到你的回信时候就开始回想起我与儿子过去的时光,真是抱歉回过神时才发现已经流水账般写了这么多。可能你读起这么长的分享也是费劲。下次我尽量分成多段来分享。只是今日白天无事,所以洋洋洒洒写到了这里,想到既然写了这段经历还是完整点比较好。
我在文末的附件中加上了儿子给我买的款式,我觉得或许你也可以试试增进与儿子的情趣,是时候让他慢慢明白朦胧的美好了。
感谢你倾听和分享的,
Emily
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作品标题:《会饮》
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一望无际的金色大殿里是一片飘着汗水、葡萄酒与欲望气味的肉体的盛宴——地上,塌上,椅上,墙上,空中,复数以上的神的躯体叠着神的躯体,兽类的躯壳压着人形的躯壳……阿夫洛斯��,七弦琴,里尔琴,排箫合成的层峦叠嶂呜咽般的靡靡之音,盖不住空气中此起彼伏高潮迭起的神的呻吟。
乌鸦落在地上,抖动着羽毛,化成一个身着黑袍,手执双股叉,手中抱住一只隐身头盔,灰发蓝眼,五官棱角分明线条冷硬的高大男人。在众神蔑视不善又恐惧的目光中,他回以神色傲慢的冷笑,蓝眼中冷冷的眼神对荒淫的神宴投以不加掩饰的不屑一顾。黑影的步伐在交媾扭动的肉浪中劈开一条海沟般的道路,一路的前行中,吸掉了无数带着诅咒抽搐着扭曲着趴在他脚边情欲巅峰中生的力量,每吸掉一点生的活力,他黑色的身躯就越发伟岸挺拔,他是交欢中不可避免的最接近死亡的高潮体验,他是十二主神中不受欢迎,又极致公平的——死亡本身。
死亡走向金殿中央那座由无数身体堆叠而成肉色的巨山,高耸的山顶上笼罩着铁灰色的乌云,有闪电的白光伴着急骤的暴雨落在各色的肉体上,乌云的漩涡中央是一个身形高大筋肉健硕的金发蓄须男人,众神之王肌肉发达的胳膊掐着身下任何一个绵软亢奋的肉体,像一匹黄金时代传说中永不停歇又永不知疲倦的金色种马,汗水像雨水般泼淌在雕塑肌理一样的背上,有无数的腿紧紧圈着他健硕的腰臀,神王卖力耕耘他胯下的每一片交叠在一起的肥沃土地,每一寸泛着汗水的血肉之躯,金戈铁马带着霹雳般的巨声浪响,红的进白的出,咆哮着与无数肉体纠缠着、一路前拓犁开,欧罗巴的大地在他越战越勇的阳具之下震颤。
而死亡戴上隐身头盔,化身乌鸦飞起来,落在他赤裸冒着汗珠与热气的厚实右肩头,霎时间,像有一片沉默的阴影笼罩在神王满弓一样绷紧的宽阔背上,行事中的神王带着低低的喘息,饱满胸肌上硬起的右乳被猛拧一圈一样猛地抽动一下,喉咙遭雷电击中一样咆哮一声,闪电在金殿的墙上打出两个男性的人形剪影,死亡在后面双手握扣住万神之王公牛一样抵背低伏耸动中的腰,手指和软舌草草疏通他鲜少被触碰的内部,在汗水的润滑中不容置喙地将肉做的权柄牢牢钉了进去,直没进他们都满足的深处,往上弯曲的前端钻开抵住那块凸起,他的右肘条件反射地向后猛撞身后的一片虚空,无形的大手捏着他的拳头,指引他揉搓他身下压着的一双饱满乳房,他的律动开始支配他的律动,强势,野蛮,原始——把他往前向那片泞沼深处顶送得更深更密实,身体的耸动从沉稳到狂野,众神之王的腰高抬起来,马上像颗冒头的铁钉被铁匠用榔头带着力度和速度往下狠砸,那双健壮的长腿逐渐绷出大理石一样的漂亮纹理,坠垂的睾丸比刚刚涨得更沉甸更满,玫瑰色王杖如巨兽陷入一个泛着白腻细沫的红肿肉圈做的陷阱尽头,神话般的两个身体如恒古的诸神之战、从内部扭打结合在一起,战役的鼓点在肉做的锤击中没有停歇的空隙,热汗从被劲敌猛攻的温泉关峡谷溢出,像干涸的血浆将他们粘连。乌鸦的尖喙在神王凸起抖动的喉结上轻磨,看不见的舌头舔他脖子上的血管,从背线一直舔到塌下的腰线,神王张大的嘴泄出一阵又一阵沙哑似雷滚一样的低吼,浑身的僵硬肌肉在持续的承重攻击中眼中放大的瞳孔只剩下一片深绿,像有无数看不见的触手扼堵住他打开的喉管,有力的手臂从后面巨蛇一样用箍的力气箍紧他古铜色汗透的肉体,从内部抽他大脑到阴茎的氧气,神王的阳具被敲撞得更直更硬,空气从滚烫的肉体里连同血液一块被抽干净了,在热里死的虚弱充盈了他,死亡阴冷的种子喷在他黑暗的深处,注定白白浪费,无法繁衍生息,却堵紧了缺口一股接一股喷射得偏执;而他带来生命的灼热精液同时射进他不在乎的身体里,神王有效的做工在诸神的会饮上完成了——失去力量的沉重身躯向后倒进稳稳接住他的阴湿怀抱,两具身体静静的拥跪如石塑的塑像,一只手窸窸窣窣摸在神王蠕动吞咽着重新索取空气的喉结上,现形的薄唇压在他张开的嘴上,死亡嘴里有无花果的苦甜味道。
会饮仍在继续,他们整理好衣物,死亡坐在众神之王右手边的宝座上,诸神之中,尽管这对兄弟在人间接受膜拜祭祀的神庙数量相差甚远,他们在奥林匹克山上的座位却如生死并立。
“你又迟到了,哈迪斯。”
神王收敛放荡,恢复了万神之主的权威,他在金色王座上坐姿看似放松,习惯性摩挲下巴胡须的手却充满掌控与算计,那双风流的绿色眼睛狡黠的监控着他一手操办的宴饮上纵情享乐的众神,对他的兄弟如是说。
“不……我只在该到的时间到,宙斯。”
死亡单手撑着下巴耸耸肩,素来对会饮宴席兴趣缺缺,他兄弟的身上仍有欲望的味道,皮裙下有他覆盖的味道。
“还是那么不爱凑热闹?”
他对他挑高眉咧嘴笑,对那古怪孤寒亲兄弟的脾性了若指掌。
“想不出你大费周章喂饱他们有什么乐趣可言,好像你习惯了做冤大头被吸血,不当一天就浑身不自在。”
死亡依旧一贯冷静又尖锐,过了一会,他继续了一句不无恶意的淡淡意见。
“我倒是有酒招待他们,保证他们喝了全部有去无回,在我那老实呆着,不给人间添堵添乱。”
“哈……别那么刻薄,哈迪斯,不然得注定一辈子又一辈子的做孤家寡人。”
他扭头抚上他的肩膀,宽厚的手掌亲昵的爱抚他,用灌了蜜酒一样的声音半真半假的劝他,这是神王巩固王权的方式,十二年一次的会饮。
“也不全是……”他灰蓝色接近透明的眼睛定定看着他的亲兄弟,语气平静又难以捉摸,声音轻哑,那些只言片语里却有通往冥府之路般的一意孤行。
“等足十二年也能成双成对一回。”他意有所指,每十二年一次,他只为他而来,而在这一晚,他妻室众多子孙遍地的亲生兄弟,他甘愿叩首称臣的奥林匹克山巅众神之主——掌管生的神王,会任由掌管死的死亡为所欲为。有时候他们性上的位置也不总是那么固定,但只要是他,他和他都根本无暇在意。
死亡视线下滑盯着神王短短皮裙下结实的长腿,他的欲望依旧无法平息,只要他在他眼前一寸,只要他在他的脑海中一时,天涯海角,他身体里沉寂的凝重欲望便永无平息之时,死亡的双股叉变做了两个头一个身的黑蛇,沿着他矫健笔直的小腿欲钻进有他精液的地方。
“你打算和我就这么干坐着聊天,哈迪斯?”神王站起来,无视缠着他小腿处用分叉的舌头轻舔他敏感不被其他人抓握过膝窝的蛇,“我们人间去一趟。”他对他邀请,神王的欲望也和死亡一样,无法简单的从一次纯男性间的交媾里得到平息。
他们从云端坠落,千变万化,变到古希腊妇人打水的黑色陶瓶上,陶瓶上的强壮男人抓住公牛尖尖的长角,孤身只影赤手空拳与身形巨大长硕的野兽相搏,一如哈迪斯的两个蛇头在宙斯的裙底交缠着像难缠的手合起来的指环一样,试图绞住他胯下公牛角一样尖锐蛮横不可一世的生殖器官,那阳物却变做一只展翅的雄鹰,从黑陶做的瓶画里两爪提着蛇身飞了出去,充满力量的鹰喙在空中沿着双头蛇身体中间将它撕成两半,大蛇内脏在钻心的痛苦中甩在空中,黑陶在瓶中画破壁活过来时碎成无数片,无色的水花在妇人的惊叫中在头顶炸裂开,淋湿了人一身。
蛇的尸体掉到一片全是黄土尘埃的地上,鹰的尖嘴不依不饶地啄着它,两辆罗马人的战车碾过它们,巨大的滚滚车轮将两个动物的身体压碾得血肉模糊,蛇和鹰同时在地上翻滚扬尘的尘土里消失了,两个身材强壮的角斗士奴隶戴着头盔面具,用三叉戟和长铁链在各自的战车上恶狠狠地攻击对方,两车的车辙在战马的并驱中合成一个车道,车轮和车轮相撞在一起飞了出去,铁铸的战车散架了,车轱辘飞出去老远,人和马翻倒在地上,拿着三叉戟的角斗士满身血污的爬起来,瘸着一只腿,扑向另一个拿着铁链的角斗士,地上的角斗士胳膊肘受伤了,露出红的肉白的骨,长长的铁索却一把锁到身上人的脖子上,他几乎折断成短匕的三叉戟同时要捅进他穿着渔网状锁甲的胸口,两个一样好斗善战的角斗士打得难舍难分,终于用锁的男人制服了用戟的男人,他跪着压着用锁链捆死他在地上垂死挣扎的脖子,被压者面具下有双永不屈服的绿眼睛,万神庙中人声鼎沸,头戴桂冠身着紫袍的皇帝率先站起来,在万众期待中拇指朝下、对着蓝眼者做出了处决的手势。
而蓝眼睛的奴隶却在众目睽睽之下摘掉了彼此的面具与头盔,露出了在阳光下如金银般耀目的灰发和金发,露出了两张一样年轻英俊血汗油污的脸,胜利的男人压住身下的失败的男人,突然抱住他的脸和他像动物撕咬般啃吻在一起,绿眼睛的男人愣住了,随后受伤的手抓住他后脑勺的发根和他拥抱在一起亲吻,狠狠地吮吸他嘴里尘土和血腥的味道,强壮有力的胳膊抱着他,肌肉结实的长腿屈起来缠着他弓在他伤痕累累身躯上的血污身体,战斗余韵中亢奋起来的男性器官在短裙下头对头地相抵,两具黑色青铜雕塑一样的奴隶的身体在地上用交媾一样的拥吻姿势紧密镶嵌在一起,是那么的阳刚、强壮、美丽、骄傲、永不妥协。
“杀了他们!杀了他们!杀了他们!!!”
这时万神庙斗兽场中的罗马百姓一起站起来,在震天的愤怒呐喊声中一起拇指向下。
而他的蓝眼睛只看着他的绿眼睛,在两双眼睛里他们看到一样悲壮的,最后的微笑、一样的热望与死亡、一样的无声的默契——纵然我不能与你一起同生,我要跟你一起赴死。不等身后赶来处决的卫兵,他用力抱着他,在热吻里用牙咬断他的舌头,把残破的尖戟捅进两颗跳动的红色心脏里。
西班牙某个像心房一样铺满了深红壁纸的舞蹈室内,穿着深蓝色西装三件套的金��绿眼蓄须男人与三个长得一样同样穿铁灰色三件套西装的银发蓝眼蓄须男人跳舞。弗拉明戈的热烈舞步中混合了自由探戈的动作,他像一道闪电,在刚劲又节奏鲜明的音乐节拍里,穿梭于地狱三头犬一样的三个男人中间,从一双有力的臂膀流转到另一双有力的臂膀,那舞步随被抱起的身体悬空了,落地时又在地上用皮鞋跺出铿锵的声响,他们跳舞的动作像一场难缠的近身格斗,火一样的力量在风一样的速度里,暗中通过肢体语言爆发,汗水沁透了三件套的衬衣,耳鬓胡须不可避免的交颈又厮磨,每一步都在回身旋转中堵住对方的去路,三个男人最终变成了一个男人,金发的男人像曲颈的天鹅把脑袋用力顶在银发男人胸口,有力的腿插进他的双腿中间,皮鞋抵住他鞋根,犹如雅各与天使搏斗,而他的手用稳重的力量把他的手牢牢反握在自己手中,挺拔的身姿像一棵深渊里长出来的白杨树,成为金发男人舞蹈中强健火热身体的全部倚靠,他们的两手在热舞中将彼此身体互相圈在一起。
圆形空旷的希腊露天剧院,万里晴空下一层叠一层高的观众席上空无一人,只有周围历经风霜的多利克式柱形(注释:希腊柱式中代表男性化的)的断壁残垣,两个男演员在排练一幕现代戏。
他快步追上他,蓝眼睛充满悲伤又恳切地问他为什么在春风几度后不要他。
“你别过来……viggo…”
而他停在那里,和他半步之遥,低垂的绿眼睛充满戒备,语气粗暴又生硬。
“男人和男人互相睡几觉根本没有什么大不了的,我有妻子和三个孩子……在我把你揍得爬不起来之前,别再纠缠我!”
全世界的小报都知道他婚姻破裂,包括他面前的他也知道,他欲盖弥彰强装幸福的家庭早就支离破碎,只有他一次次主动找完他以后,还在他面前依旧试图自欺欺人。
“那你把头抬起来直视我的眼睛再说一遍,sean…说完了我就不缠着你。”
他把半步的距离缩到一步不剩。
“说什么?说什么?我不跟你玩这种假装纠缠一辈子的游戏viggo!Fuck Off!”
但他的绿眼睛瞪大了看天看地,嗓门提高,语气虚弱,拳头提着他的衣领,就是没种拿出平时那种强势大男人的态度直视他的眼说话。他痛恨他自己,每当他极度渴望,又开始下意识极度的回避,结局总是把一切亲密关系砸得稀巴烂为止,他害怕他又再成功的搞砸了每一次,他害怕搞砸了最在意的他,索性把他推得老远不相往来,把他推回西班牙,把自己推回英国,随便把两个人推回哪里。
“但是我要跟你玩纠缠一辈子的游戏……sean……”
他靠过去,不惧怕他纸糊的威胁,捏着他的下巴与他闪烁的目光接触,他并不像他嘴里说的心里想的那样推开他,他说得出,但总是做不到,于是他这次真的看透他最渴望与最虚弱的一面。
“我要跟你纠缠一辈子……sean…”
死亡的内在借着演员的肉身与角色合一。剔透的蓝眸直视他对面装着神王内在演员的深绿眼睛。
“不止一辈子……sean…”,他继续说。
“在每一个剧本、在每一出戏剧里……我要跟你纠缠生生���世……无穷无尽……直至生死阔契的永恒……”
他不完美,他也不,光芒万丈下会各有各的软弱,各有各的破碎挣扎,各有各的诸多问题,但他们试图听从心的声音合在一起时,也许可以试着一块儿解决活着时可以解决的问题,也许就比独个时更坚强。
他的嘴唇在叹息中,在沉下去的夕阳余晖中,在地上合成一个的两个身体长长影子里,细吻他颤抖的迎合的唇。
神的灵魂内在像一口气吹散了般离开了两个凡人的肉体凡胎,只留下了神旨的祝福。
“我爱你……我爱你……我的兄弟……我爱你……宙斯……”
在沉沉的夜色中,哈迪斯的双手抓着天文台上的铁丝网,把宙斯为他折起的肉体顶进网格里,他的兄弟在他的挺进中完全吸附包裹了他,手搂住他的肩头指甲深抓着他的背,同样的勃起像雷剑一样随着晃动戳刺他的腹肌,在上面滑出湿漉漉泥浆一样的水痕,他的每一寸悬空的皮肉都从内而外因为他阴茎的缓慢又有力的抽动而通电般颤动,放开了滚着野兽般粗气的喘息呻吟全被他吞进每一个深邃的吻里,他被他深肏到从身体深处激荡起细小的蓝色电纹,闪电游走在他们的皮肤上,刺激得他把他捅扎得更加透彻,也刺激得他的腿交叉着把他圈得更紧实。远处灯塔的白光射过来,照亮他们情欲中深红的汗湿的脸,紧贴在一起的肿涨的唇,密不透风重合在一起的健美男体。
“你什么时候可以真正的属于我呢?我是说……到我那里去……我的宙斯……”
冥王在一个神王几乎痉挛到不能呼吸的重挺中依旧诱惑他,这是死亡的本能,死亡的柔情与刻入骨髓的深爱,渴望万全的神之王做他棺中的新郎。
今夜群星璀璨,他在沉迷如死亡般的欲望中、在地狱火灼的晕眩里,凝视过深蓝色的黑暗深渊,掌管生的神王在和掌管死的冥王在角力般的性爱里体验了超越神性的生死爱欲,他们是一个生命生死南辕北辙的两面,通过深深的拥抱交媾结合使生死相逢。他的强大力量被他从他体内伴着极乐抽去了太多,这让他虚弱不堪,精力不足,可他还不能到他那里去,不能在他的时间未到时走进那个不能回头的深渊里——死亡的脚步像他阴郁浓烈赤裸的爱一样不曾改变,一直不停追逐在他的身后,锲而不舍地、热烈的追求他的神王,每一次都即将追上众神之王为他心动而躲闪的步伐,他有无数次无数无数次想就地转身,投入那个他同样深爱的怀抱。尽管总有一天他会像一颗疲倦的烧干的火星、最终失去热力,总有一天所有闪闪发光的星辰都会走向陨落,全能的众神之父也会失去所有的掌控,诗篇般的会饮失去意义,生与死的碰撞在旧有灰烬熄灭中燃烧出其他的新的重生。
然而此刻生的向往要万神之王背负他活的选择——神王活着时不能停歇的生的繁衍。
“我爱你……哈迪斯……我真的爱你……兄弟。请在诸神的末路尽头等我……”
他的金发与他的灰发从相碰的额头,像出生时那样亲密地贴在了一起,他不变的兄弟,他永恒的爱人,他唯一的男人,他低声呢喃:
“那时,我只属于你一人,只属于你……my brother……”
他在风暴一样的两人份高潮中回吻他,用雷电在黑暗中划破长空,降下了打湿大地万物的秋雨,与他独爱的死亡,签订了神之间的合约。
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germinal16 · 2 years ago
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在朦朧交匯的地方
「當時的世界還太年輕,很多東西沒有名字,要表達時,還只能用手去指。」
這或許是我在吉隆坡的小印度區點早餐時,最貼切的寫照了。坐在門口的客人買了一份像氣球一樣,介於麵包與燒餅之間的食物,我想要點跟他一樣的東西,走進餐廳以後卻不知道要怎麼樣表達,只好吱吱唔唔地指著菜單上的照片,點了一個我覺得看起來最像的東西。
「現在沒有了,」店員說話的聲音裡有著南方的溫度,「因為⋯⋯,⋯⋯,要別的嗎?」,他說的話大概有七成以上我都沒聽懂,只能選了另外一個看起來也有點類似的餐點。上來的是一個圓圓、炸得酥脆的,像是蔥油餅灌了氣的圓形球體,配著椰漿與咖哩;咖哩的味道很淡,馬鈴薯的口感粉粉的,散在醬汁裡,粘著餅吃味道還不錯。我又點了一杯Lassi,乳酸飲料搭配著強烈的甜味,也算是吃印度料理的標準配備了。
那道菜叫做什麼名字來著?
我穿梭在小印度裡尋找可以購買伴手禮的地方,超市的架子上有著咖啡、祭拜用的香、果醬、油品和各式罐裝的湯,中心則放著幾個桶子,裝著各式各樣的香料。我最後在中央車站樓上的百貨公司買到了一袋有牌子的咖啡,和友人強烈推薦的咖椰醬。在巧克力展覽館買了據說台灣買不到的紅寶石巧克力以後,我叫了一台Grab共乘,到茨廠街Chinatown的一間西式咖啡廳,點了一杯混有荔枝汁與西瓜汁的「夏日時光」,開始寫下在吉隆坡的見聞,才想起早餐時那一道由咖哩、椰漿和酥炸餅皮構成的印度料理。
我們仍不知道那天所吃到的菜的名字。
古蘭經文在晌禮時響起。
吉隆坡的街道有一種專屬於熱帶的濕潤,���又略顯清爽感的氣息,或許是源自於穆斯林的整潔感,讓街上不至於留下潮濕又沾滿泥濘的下水道氣味。Kuala Lumpur,漥流濘波,在泥濘渦流匯聚的川口;穆斯林在鵝嘜河與巴生河的交匯處建立了清真寺,後來英國人又在這裡建立了蒙兀爾哥德式風格的各式政府機關大樓。烏鴉們圍繞著河岸尋找用來築巢的枝枒,一群帶著頭巾的女大學生開心的和建築拍照。午後突然下起的雷雨,沖掉了膚色各異的觀光客們內心的躁動,他們靜靜地靠在騎樓下,聽著從清真寺裡傳來的古蘭經文。
時間像是被切割成片段,又像是從未停止流動。
在飛機上的��來西亞歷史讀本裡寫道,在馬來西亞官方版本的建國史詩裡,馬來人從蘇門答臘遠道而來,「國破家亡的王子跟他的人民來到此地,重建他們曾經有過的國家」,後來就在此地生根,再也沒有回到海的彼端。市場裡,華人攤商所販賣的咖啡烏氤氳著芬芳,被熱帶的薰風給吹到好遠的地方。一個淡米爾小販向我介紹美麗的蠟染披肩,我用不甚流利的英語向他談價,最後買了中意的商品收藏。陽光和煦地灑在遮陽用的帆布上,一個個離散的音符抖落四散,在巴剎隨風搖曳的招牌裡、在城市喧囂的車水馬龍裡、在鐵路車站的電風扇裡鼓動。從北方漂流來此的天地會成員,以及乘著季風遠來的斯里蘭卡海商,還有終於落地生根的印尼王子,都隨著河流平穩地流淌成時間,緩慢地在歷史裡延長,成為一首不會結束的曲調。
古蘭經文在晡禮時響起。
吉隆坡舊火車站裡的食堂裡販售著泥爐烤雞,熱氣裹著香味四溢。鏡頭無法捕捉舊站建築的美,在夕陽下卻映襯得特別美好,一組攝影團隊在在火車站前幫一對男女拍著照,我竟然有點分不清他們究竟是在拍婚紗照還是在角色扮演。河流安靜地穿越城市緩緩前行、鐵路向著巴生的港口一去不復返,我看著站前的車水馬龍川流不息,畫出了一個無法供給行人通過的圓環,快得像是下一秒就會像老虎一樣,全都溶解成奶油。
時間明明從未停止流動,卻又被蒙太奇式的切割開來。
我鑽進歷史的縫隙裡,迎面而來的時間將我的身體打濕。像是駱駝穿梭在漫長的絲路上,回首曾經漫步過的經文。在伊斯蘭藝術博物館裡,看著陳列在玻璃展櫃裡的硬幣,串成一條長長的時間軸,從絲路的盡頭牽繫上另一個盡頭:是倭麥雅的,是阿拔斯的,是法蒂瑪的;是庫德人的埃宥比,是波斯人的薩非,是蒙古人的蒙兀兒⋯⋯遙遠的信仰,和禱告的聲音,被逐漸帶到星羅棋布的千島之海。國家清真寺裡的導覽員向我介紹他們的宗教建築的特色:幾何圖形、排除畫像的設計,以及四處刻有的阿拉伯文書法——他說,普羅大眾的馬來人其實是不懂阿拉伯語的,就像華人並不真的懂南無阿彌陀佛或唵嘛呢叭咪吽。但禱告時的虔心,或許便能夠克服語言的鴻溝,將心裡所祈願的平靜,真實地傳達到所愛的神那裡。
清真寺地板的涼爽,透過襪子輕輕碰觸我的肌膚。
古蘭經文在昏禮時響起。
或許因為地處熱帶的關係,即使在週末,也能感覺到吉隆坡的夜晚和白天彷彿是不同的世界。白天杳無人煙的獨立廣場,到了晚上聚集了好幾台餐車,人們帶著孩子們在舊政府大樓前騎單車、吹泡泡,閃爍的霓虹讓城市的故事變得鮮艷起來;茨廠街的夜市裡已經開始被攤販們擺放的桌椅擠得水泄不通,車流難以行進,街邊販賣的肉乾瀰漫可口的香氣,一口咬下鮮甜酥脆,我又挑了幾串沙爹、幾份炸串,還買了一份峇里島風叉燒飯。慢慢轉移到星光大道Bukit Bintang,街頭藝人在地鐵站前高聲歌唱,觀眾們為了傾聽他們的歌聲,在人行道上圍成一個難以跨越的圓。適逢佛誕節的花街遶境,馬路上實施了交通管制,來自世界各國的佛教徒搭著一輛又一輛花車,向周圍的人撒下祝福。
我踏進一間有伴唱帶的酒吧,店裡客人寥寥無幾,點了一杯可樂,在吧檯坐下,一個店員用簡單的英語跟我攀談,她告訴我她是從緬甸來的華人,一個弟弟在台灣學中文,一個妹妹則已經在台灣結婚生子:她給我看弟弟和妹妹的照片,表情中滿是驕傲。老闆娘是客家人,我隨口唸了幾句台灣捷運廣播裡的客家話:承蒙您、恁仔細,她卻一頭霧水,我問他,那在馬來西亞的客家話裡怎麼說「謝謝」,她答了我一句「唔該」——但是用的是客語發音。哈哈,溝埋一齊做瀨尿牛丸呀,我想,在點唱機上點了一首林憶蓮,一首周杰倫,就算開不了口也至少還有你;一個日本客人點了一杯啤酒,倒進杯裡都變成了鄧紫棋的泡沫。老闆娘一時興起,問我們打烊以後要不要一起去深夜的亞羅街嚐點街頭美食——我們在熱炒店裡點了五人份的雞翅、一大盤炒麵,還有馬來西亞人最愛的「拉拉」——我以為那是福建話「蜊仔(la-a)」的訛寫,但吃著吃著,眼前的蜊仔像是在我眼前唱起了拉拉Land。
我想起在前一晚,背對著人潮走進書店,在店裡物色有趣的英文書籍,彷彿自己是一具遠渡重洋的幽靈,正在搜羅已經死去、卻未被埋葬的故事碎片。這樣就好了。知道故事並不會這樣結束,這樣就好了。知道時間並不會在我們身上劃下句點,這樣就好了。知道那些藏在伊斯蘭博物館的時間軸,那些在國家清真寺裡計算禮拜的時鐘,知道書包裡的小說,並不是歷史的終局。我心想這樣就好了。
我喜歡吉隆坡那種聚集了所有的歷史,卻又還沒寫好結局的樣子。
古蘭經文在宵禮時響起。
飛機上,我打開電子書閱讀器,繼續閱讀還沒讀完的馬來西亞史書籍:故事裡葡萄牙攻破了馬六甲,白人拉惹「繼承」砂拉越,不列顛與荷蘭瓜分馬來世界,還有試圖建設美好世界的殖民者萊佛士和瑞天咸。飛機起程往北,窗外天氣晴朗,雲朵在飛機旁滾滾飛躍。
我又聽見古蘭經文,在晨禮時被想起。
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lgbtqromance · 1 year ago
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我和舅舅难忘的海南之旅
我是一个国中生,国中三年级。由于第二学期就要进行一场关乎我人生的重大考试,所以在放暑假的时候为了放松自我和休息我和我的家人去了海南旅游和我一起踏上旅途的人有我的大伯,大伯的女儿(我的表妹)和维科舅舅。
维科舅舅既是我妈的表弟又是我大伯的司机,他今年34出头,正值人生青春年华。旅游的第一天,我们��了好多地方,我大伯以前的朋友为了替我大伯接风洗尘举办了一场隆重的宴席,我们也一并去了这个饭局。在一间十分宽广的包厢里七八个人推杯换盏,互相敬酒,喝的大家赤耳面红,口齿不清,个个都趴在座子上拿着酒杯谈论过去的事。连维科舅舅都醉了,倒是身为当事人的大伯还很清醒。
到了分房间睡得时候了,很自然地,大伯和表妹一间,我和维科舅舅一间。维科舅舅喝的烂醉如泥,大伯叮嘱我要好好照顾维科舅舅,必进我是国三生了,好歹也都14岁了。
在宾馆里维科舅舅呈「大字」型躺在床上,赤耳面红满身酒味,我为他脱了鞋子,在他耳边问他「舅舅,你要不要洗澡?洗澡让你清醒一点」舅舅模糊的回答「洗······」
很明了的我脱了舅舅的上衣,解下了他的皮带,发现他穿着一条黑色镶蓝色条纹的三角裤,而且还是稍微有点紧的,我吃了一惊,这个年纪的人还穿三角裤?看着舅舅赤裸的身体,大概177的身高小麦色稍微偏黑的皮肤上身有着肌肉微微隆起,但是线条十分和谐,胸部点缀着两颗暗红色的葡萄,腹部虽然没有腹肌但却也十分结实,从肚脐下方有着细碎而又黑油茸毛延伸向下方然后被内裤遮住,微微凸起的内裤下藏在什么秘密呢?嗯···真是迷人啊)
我也脱了衣服扶着舅舅向浴室走去,虽然舅舅醉的不醒人事但还是有意识的能走路,我把舅舅放到浴缸中去,开了莲蓬头向浴缸中加水,我冲洗着舅舅的身体,双手不断在舅舅身上滑动,手里摸着沐浴乳在舅舅结实的身体上搓揉着帮他清洗身体。
啊,结实的身体真有质感啊。洗到肚子时我犹豫了一下扯下来舅舅的内裤,顿时一只肥硕的鸡鸡伴随着茂密的黑色毛发弹了出来,鸡鸡还未勃起就有9、10厘米长了,大概4公分粗,最叫人惊奇的是以舅舅34岁的年纪他的鸡鸡还是被剥皮微微遮隆的,真是迷人啊,我低头看了看了看自己的鸡鸡,哎,不能比啊。我摸了一把沐浴乳就向舅舅的鸡鸡抹去,舅舅的鸡鸡在我的搓揉下逐渐变大变硬看着舅舅勃起后达到16CM的鸡鸡我玩心大起,对着舅舅的鸡鸡搓揉了几下,只见那鸡鸡逐渐变红,开始凸显出青色的血管,在我的手中还一跳一跳的,煞是好玩,我捏了几把,感觉手感十分好。
看着舅舅一脸迷糊不清醒的样子,我赤裸着用自己的鸡鸡摩擦着舅舅的鸡鸡,很快的我的鸡鸡也变大了好几圈,两只鸡鸡摩擦在一起,小龟头顶着大龟头,阴茎摩擦着阴茎,这使我感到了一股莫名的满足和兴奋,同时双手也不停的抚摸着舅舅身体得其他部位,我的手在他的腰间和屁股不断徘徊,一捏一捏的煞是满足。此时的我已经完全贴在了舅舅的身上,我的鸡鸡对着舅舅的鸡鸡一顶一撞,不断摩擦来摩擦去,卵袋也和舅舅两科硕大的卵子不断摩擦,腹部还被舅舅黑硬的屌毛戳着,痒着痒着很是舒服,双手还在他的屁股上捏来捏去,幸好此时舅舅已经醉的不省人事,于外界发生的一切还不知情,不然让他知道了还不懂会怎么样呢(舅舅可是有老婆的人了)
突然,一股前所未有的兴奋普及了我的身体,脑海一片空白,我和舅舅屌卵摩擦的鸡鸡突然一抖一抖的射出了一股股白色的液体,口中不由自主的发出了两声「哦哦」的低吟。我的身体抖了三下才停下来,看着那股白色的液体黏在舅舅的腹部,还黏在那杆宝枪上方浓密茂盛而又黑硬的屌毛,散发着男人特有的荷尔特蒙气味,我脸一红才记得这是我的舅舅啊,我妈妈的弟弟啊!我到底干了什么啊,幸好舅舅还是闭着眼睛打着粗粗的呼吸,似乎是没有发觉。
诶,我赶紧给舅舅和我清洗了身体把舅舅身上的水擦干把他放到了床上,去翻找内裤给他穿。天阿!!我在舅舅的行李里发现了几条十分SEXY的内裤,都是三角的,而且尺码也都小了一号,也就正好和我的腰围,如果穿在舅舅的身上······
我选取了一条最性感,尺码最小的蓝白色条纹的内裤给舅舅穿上,穿的时候难免会碰带舅舅的屌卵,不知怎么的我有多动了两下···一股触电的感觉从我的指尖传来,嗯···我心跳慢了半拍,心中油然升起一个念头,不如就这样把舅舅玩了吧···反正也就一个晚上而且过了今天晚上就没有几回了···我决定了,在今晚玩弄舅舅性感的躯体,看着舅舅带着阳刚却昏睡沉醉的脸庞我心中对不起舅舅,心中却是暗想「舅舅你睡吧,我会让你爽上天的,我不会亏待你的!」
为了保险起见我拿了两包999感冒冲剂和两片非那根给舅舅服下,这两种药对于治疗感冒十分有效,不足的是副作用太强,会使人昏睡很久。不久,舅舅的呼噜声更大,我对着舅舅的脸用力抽了几下舅舅依旧昏沉沉的毫无反应。哼哼,现在,游戏开始了。
我把自己刚刚穿上不久的睡衣脱了个精光,连内裤也不留,就爬到了舅舅的身上,用我的鸡鸡对着舅舅的鸡鸡,舅舅的鸡鸡软塌塌的好似一尊沉睡的小鸟,我疯狂的吻着舅舅的脸庞,鼻子,嘴巴,眼睛,眉毛,脸颊一个都不放过,我撬开舅舅的牙齿,把舌头伸了进去,疯狂的掠夺着舅舅口中琼浆玉液,舅舅口中的浓重就为不仅没有让我反而激起了我的性欲,同时我的下体不断摩擦在舅舅的屌卵上,我不断吮吸这舅舅口中的一切,什么饭菜残余物,一律吸回我的口中。舅舅的呼吸逐渐加重,脸色更红了。
吸着吸着我似乎被舅舅口中的酒液也给灌醉了,于是尺度就更大了。我收回舌头,舔着舅舅身上的每一个部位,从上到下,我舔着舅舅的咪咪,还用牙齿轻轻咯愣着舅舅的咪咪,逐渐舅舅的奶头变硬了。可是舅舅的屌卵还是那样,不见有什么起色,还是那样大,哼是不是我给你的刺激不够,那就再加大火!我一口将舅舅的屌卵含入口中,用舌尖在舅舅特有的包皮屌徘徊,游走在龟头和包皮龟头连接处的根冠,双手也没闲着,不断狠狠捏着舅舅的卵袋,我能感到舅舅的屌卵在我的刺激下逐渐变大变硬变得有力,我的嘴巴已经容不下舅舅变得坚挺变大的屌卵了,只能勉强含到三分之二的部位。
我加强了刺激,还用我的下半身摩擦着舅舅的小腿,我的下半身已经完全充血,如果舅舅还有意识的话他能感觉到一根坚硬肉棒在他的小腿摩擦着。突然,舅舅的身体抖动了,我知道这是射精的前奏。我更加大了吮吸舔他屌卵的力度,终于在舅舅身体剧烈的抖动下一股白花花的液精射在了我的口中,舅舅还发出「嗯···嗯···」淫叫舅舅的大屌足足抖了5下才停下来,我一滴没有浪费的全部吞了下去,味道有一点咸咸的,还有一股浓重的男性特有的腥味。舅舅的屌卵在我的口中逐渐变小,我吐出舅舅的屌卵,看着舅舅屌卵上没有被我舔干净的残余物,我嘿嘿一笑,又在伸出舌头慢慢吃了起来。
看着舅舅软下来的屌卵,心想,帮你爽完了该到我了吧,于是我撬开舅舅的嘴巴把我那根依然坚挺的肉棒送入舅舅的口中抽插起来。
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ken-2016 · 2 years ago
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Emily母子转夫妻:初夜的初心
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(按:Emily与Jay是过着幸福生活的母子/夫妻。Emily慨允发表她跟我妈妈的往来通信。为了保护隐私,通信发表前做了必要的编辑和修改。Emily和Jay都是化名。我妈妈是XXXX。)
Dear XXXX,
  虽是第一次与您通信,但在此之前我和我的儿子已经阅读了你们母子分享在FC2上的全部博客内容。所以当我播放阿姆斯特朗的《what a wonderful world》写下这第一行字时,竟然感觉有点像是给一位多年未见的老友写信。
  坦白地说,我是在儿子的鼓励下尝试着以信件的形式与人分享心底的秘密与喜悦。虽然我和儿子一直相信我们不可能是现代压抑的社会中唯一的一对突破禁忌的母子,但在过往的几年间我们始终没有发现能让我们放下戒备坦诚交流的对象。你们在博客上分享的文字打动了我。文字不同于影音记录,文字的真实的钝感让我感受到一种不同于其他媒介载体所带来的taste。
  发现你们的博客《母子恋的秘密乐园》完全是偶然。你们母子的��常谈话和小游戏般的记录让我感受到肖洛霍夫特有的那种细腻感。你的聪颖(请原谅我这里没有使用聪慧,因为我觉得聪慧这个词有点太重了),以及引导孩子自发的批判性思维让我很是认同。在你们博客所流露出的点滴间让我感到你们母子也和我们一样是自由且热爱生活的。
  我感谢儿子带着我找寻到了另一对幸福母子。我们花了大约一整个周末欣喜地读完了你们博客上的所有文章。现在我想我终于可以和一位有相同经历的母亲分享我藏在心底的喜悦了。
我小时生长在XX省,是家中最小的女儿。父亲是一高级医师,母亲是一大学教授。二老从小就对我照顾有加,XX的水土也养育出了我率真的性格。在遇到Jay的爸爸时候,我爱上了他并很快跟他一起步入了婚姻的殿堂。但在怀上Jay期间,我发现了他在外偷吃的事情。虽然他再三保证是因为没法和我同房以及酒后放大了他的邪念,但这件事情在我心里埋下了一根难以拔除的刺。
  为了孩子在一个所谓的完整家庭中长大,我还是决定等到儿子长大之后再去追求我自己的幸福与自由。于是我尽可能的将我的热情与精力都投入到养育儿子和科研工作中。Jay上了初中之后,我和他爸爸基本就分房睡了。身体上的寂寞也只能通过自慰排解。但和真正的性爱相比,自慰总感觉是隔靴搔痒。
  我是个有点精神洁癖的人,不想跟他一样精神肉体双双出轨。但是儿子中考后的一次询问促成了我们的第一次。
  事情的起因是,我已经对儿子的父亲失望至极,他每次抚摸我的时候都会引起我的生理不适,就更不要提起私处的润滑分泌了。实在饥渴的时候,我只好用自慰用的阴道润滑液自慰。在Jay上高一暑假期间,有一天他突然拿着我的润滑液问我这是做什么的。他的询问让我一时狼狈不堪,不知如何回答。但思量之后,看着已经比我还要高一个头的儿子,我觉得他已经是个小大人了,可以逐渐与他分享我的所思所想了。于是,我便坦诚地跟他讲了这润滑液的作用,我为什么要用到它。
  我的儿子,我的宝贝听我说完,一下子抱住了我,跟我说:妈妈,没关系,还有我,如果妈妈需要,我愿意承担起这部分责任。小家伙那个时候还是懵懵懂懂,但看到他那副认真劲,我有点惊讶。一时间我意识到我的崽已经长大了,不再是跟在我身后喊妈妈妈妈的小跟屁虫了!
  然而,在他提出想和我试着做一次时我还是有些震惊。长久以来,来自家庭和社会的道德规训使我一直没有把儿子作为一个选择。于是,我当即断然拒绝了他。那天我们吃午饭的时候,我不断思考,不断问自己到底为什么儿子在听闻我的心声之后会如此作答。
 饭后和儿子一起沉默地洗刷碗筷,他突然拉住我的手说,他并非是一时兴起或者是看到我痛苦就想给我安慰,他其实从上初中时就爱上我、迷上我了,但一直都不敢向我表露心声直到今天;希望我能对于他的坦诚有一个明确的回答,无论是接纳或是拒绝。
  我当时没法给他回答,只好要他别胡思乱想,先去做作业。我说,我自己也需要一点时间消化他跟我说的话,晚上再聊这件事。
听到儿子回到房间关上门的咔哒声音时,我一下子坐在了沙发上,感觉一阵阵地发晕。在我说出这件事的时候,我已经想猜想他可能会有的种种回应,但唯独这一种并不在我的意料之内。
  下午的前半段时间我都沉浸在儿子对我的告白余震之中。这时,他父亲打电话回来,说是周末要出差不能回家了。他的电话打破了我的晕眩。我深吸一口气再缓缓吐出,给自己泡上了一壶普洱,大脑这才在茶香的余韵中逐渐活络过来。
我从相册柜中抽出了一本小时候我们一家三口的合影,那是我和他带着Jay一起去洛阳赏花的留影,那个时候他才只有我的小腿高,圆乎乎的小手放在我的手心彷佛像个小肉球。
  看着这些宝贵的时光留影,我竟有那么一瞬间想打开之前保存的雷司令喝下去再带着醉意半推半就和儿子就这么在一起。但我转念一想又立即把这种想法压了下去,因为我觉得这么做无疑对儿子是不公平的,也是对我自己的不公平。儿子的中午告白让我第一次以一个小大人的身份打量他。我想得到他,并不是只是为了填补情感上和身体上的空虚,而是我爱他,他也爱我。
   两壶茶后我做出了决定:既然孩子也到了这个年纪,我要开始在这方面对他的引导,无论是心理上还是生理上,让他在这个过渡期能够顺利树立正确的关于男女关系的观念。但如今回头看,我那时也是有满足自己欲望的私心,但思想意识又无法突破过去的道德观,只好以那种掩耳盗铃的方式安慰自己,为自己辩护。
  时间一晃来到晚上。快吃完晚饭的时候,我鼓起勇气让儿子洗完碗筷之后来卧室找我,接着聊聊中午的话题。没多时收拾完桌面的儿子就敲响了我的门。我再次询问他关于中午的表白,问他到底是怎么想的。结果他认真而坦诚地给了我更明确的示爱表白。
  天哪,已经有多久没有人向我示爱了。不是母子之间也不是师生之间的普通示好或者答谢,而是年轻恋人间那种浓烈的不顾一切的示爱。听着儿子的表白,我彷佛又回到了那个只要男生女生互有爱慕就可以牵手远走的年代。
  我想那时听到这番话的我一定脸红了起来,但我还是故作镇定的让儿子去客卧洗澡,我则悄悄去厨房冰箱打开白葡萄酒酒瓶浅酌两口,给自己鼓励和壮胆。然后,再匆匆回到主卧的浴室,从头到脚仔仔细细地把身体洗了一遍。虽然后来我们都是母子共浴了,但第一夜的那次洗浴还是让我难以忘记。准确地说,第一夜的每个细节我都印象深刻,记忆犹新。
  洗完之后,我仔细地给我自己涂抹了平日喜欢的身体乳,再一丝不挂的躺进被褥中。
不知是儿子真的认真洗了很久还是我自己的心理作祟,我总感觉等待他等待了很久,直到觉得自己身体好像因为酒精和羞怯的心理作用浑身发热的时候,他才穿着平角内裤敲门走进了卧室。
  他带着门外略带寒冷的空气走了进来,问我为什么让他去洗澡。我没说话,用胳膊撩起被褥一角示意他快点进来。小家伙看到我浑身赤裸有些不知所措,但还是乖乖的钻了进来。我羞怯地背过身去跟他说:既然你向妈妈表白了,那么就要负起责任,让妈妈知道你不是说说而已。
  听我说了这话,他没再说话,放在我小腹上的左手开始轻轻地上下抚摸起来,同时他轻吻我的后脖颈。
  那里是我的敏感点。但一开始我不好意思表现出太过投入,便压抑着自己,没发出任何声音。我的儿子,现在的小老公就这样使我变成了一滩他怀中的软泥。小家伙肯定平常看了不少那些色情视频,他有样学样,爱抚我的手法很是娴熟。
  爱抚许久之后,他用左手在我私处蹭了一把,便趴在我耳边,将 “妈妈好湿” 几个字吹入我的耳中。顿时,我已经感觉再难以压抑身体的那种原始渴求。但我还是用略带家长命令式的口吻对他说:拿套套戴上再来。这个傻孩子装作很成熟的样子戴了两次都没成功,最后还是在我的帮助下才戴了上去。
  他的男根接下来很顺利地滑入了我的阴道,似乎是重游故地。他的尺寸相较于他的父亲与我更切合,而且他的也更坚挺和强硬。在他插到底时,我慢慢地呼出了第一口满带欲望的呻吟。
小家伙略带笨拙地在我身侧进进出出,没几下便射了,有些不好意思的望向我。我亲了口他的脸蛋,鼓励他说,这很正常,男生的第一次都是很快的,以后会慢慢好起来;你射这么快也说明妈妈的肉体确实吸引了你,让你感到刺激和兴奋,不然你恐怕是要很久都硬不起来。
一番打趣之后,我和儿子之间的气氛也不像之前那么尴尬了。没过多久他的小牛牛又挺立了起来。这次他想采用传统的男上女��位。虽然有点难为情,但我还是答应了他。因为他说想更好地看着我,与我接吻,身体跟我更贴紧。他这么说了,我就点头同意了。
  那晚借着酒精与对儿子难以言明的复杂感情,我和他做了好多次,用完了家里所有的避孕套,直到深夜才昏昏睡去。
  以上就是我和儿子第一次性爱的分享。虽然已经是几年前的事了,但现在每每想起还是会让我夹紧双腿,还是会让我脸颊感觉阵阵发烫。不知您和您的小丈夫第一次是怎样的情况。
  您的儿子说您比较喜欢以通信的形式互相交流。我也很是欢喜。就我而言,即时通信如微信总是太过直接,缺少了看到来信和慢慢展开信件时的那种神秘感和喜悦感。
  最后,很感谢您勇敢地鼓励儿子,将你们母子的爱情生活和日常生活记录通过网络公开发表,让我们这对母子找到了一个可以共同分享和交换心得的对象。
  祝 好,期待您的回音, 幸福的Emily / Jay母子
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xiudi1985 · 11 months ago
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Slash:Viggo Mortensen/Sean Bean
作品标题:《幻觉支撑我们活下去》
等级:PG
说明与警告:末日危途AU,角色死亡,Major Character Death
“——我不要清醒的水,我只要眩晕的酒。
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——我不要清醒的水,我只要如梦的酒。”
《幻觉支撑我们活下去》·周云蓬
sean和viggo的终点站是sean在萨默赛特郡几英亩的私人大花园里。
当一场措手不及的病毒性灾难来临,世界上的活人一个接一个越来越少,世界逐渐的没有了新人口的出生率,动植物的生命都在凋敝,纵使再有钱有势也已经没有什么好失去的了。
sean和viggo终于从他们舒适安全物资储备还富余的房子里走出来,一起开车或徒步游历那些他们没去过的许多风景,去时他们互助,或者更多时候是viggo在主导与照顾sean,回来时却是sean搀着viggo,走走停停,他们都比出走时更憔悴更苍老,没人想得到他们之中更适应野外生活身体更强壮的那个倒下了。起初sean希望剩下的旅途能找一个更接近viggo梦想中的地方就地留下,但viggo却坚持要回他们的家。
回来时sean想过他们的花园和房子被缺乏物资的人群占领了,必要时会有一场恶斗,他和viggo双双殒命,这世道最好的结局是能死在一起,然而房子和花园留给他和viggo的只有荒凉与衰败,被糟蹋过了的围栏池塘果树厨房仓库和地上的尸体,甚至没有活着的天敌,天敌们连他们的库存都没吃完就变成了尸体。
剩下的日子sean照顾viggo,成为平时他心灵上更加倚靠的人的肩膀,起初viggo精神尚好,在被照顾吃喝拉撒之外听他唱歌讲故事唠唠叨叨,还能强打精神回上几句,后来是只能通过身体语言如抬起的手指或者微笑皱眉回应,他一天比一天陷入神智不清,病痛与持续的低烧让曾经的万世巨星一点点褪去了光彩,与满园子枯萎的草木无异。sean给viggo用园子里池塘里仅剩的活水和他能找到的干净的布擦拭身体,换尿布,用滴管耐心的给他喂流食和水,喂他还能找得到的碾碎了混到水中的药物,没有可以打进血管里的生理盐水葡萄糖,没有和平富足时代时花钱就能解决问题的专业护工,没有可以运作的呼吸机,没有名流可以享有的带着高度赞誉关怀光环效应的尊严与体面……在长夜中sean也掩面痛哭过失声嚎叫,也想放弃,viggo微弱的呼吸声在漫漫长夜中陪伴着他。
一个星期后,viggo在一个半夜sean还处于连日疲惫终于累晕过去不踏实的梦境里时走了,他早上起来的时候,手中握住的viggo的手已经又凉又硬,睡容安静。他把他埋在花园里,插上很久前定的刻了viggo和sean两个名字的木头十字架,埋上sean花园里未知数不确定是否还能长得出芽来的树种,现在是盛夏,而过往葱葱郁郁的绿植枯萎有如寒冬,连食腐的渡鸦们都不再停留在枝头,他希望viggo不睡在冰冷的人工棺材里,身体与这染病的土地结合分解,回归成为这不再健全健康的大自然里的一部分,成为他花园里的一部分,如果有一天他感到自己大限将��,他会挖开手下的土地躺进去与他被虫食蚀的身体躺着相拥在一起,或者隔着薄土躺在上面亲吻他的嘴唇死去。
开始独居的日子sean和viggo留下的所有东西呆在一起,他失去了再次远行和把自己收拾整洁利落的所有动力,在花园的库存和附近的超市中找遍了能喝的酒,颓丧到差点用浓度百分之75的消毒酒精兑池塘里的水喝死自己;酒精失去作用后sean戴着老花镜读家里所有的书和纸制品,凡是有文字的部分汲取时都将近贪婪;有时候他在花园中与自己玩二十三人的足球游戏,谢菲���德队对战圣洛伦佐队,苍老的肉体踢不动了跑不动了就玩桌上足球游戏;他找出颜料和可以用的拼贴材料,继续画viggo去世前留下的没有完成的作品,在原来画作的边缘部分想尽办法与原作自然衔接,用笔迹学知识署名模拟viggo的字迹,添上自己识别度很高的seanbean的签名,砍了树用砂纸磨木条做成简单的装裱框架,有时候也画seanbean自己想画的作品,他太久没动笔画自己想画的东西,感到生疏然而尽量投入进去;他写诗歌,写日记,但是书写体始终用的是sean的笔调,用生涩的语句写一切他能想得出来的想写的东西;他把viggo那些他能找得到的没写完的电影剧本手稿找出来,凭借自己对viggo的点滴了解将自己代入编剧的位置,补完和加长了再也无法面世的电影们剩下的剧情,有时写多了写长了写成了他最喜欢的三集剧,他在想象与文字的游戏中忘乎所以;他弹钢琴,唱教堂中的赞美诗弥撒曲,大声向从来不在人间现形只出现在圣经故事中教堂里人人嘴里相传的上帝五体投地的祷告,上帝创世初不来,也不会在末日降临,最终他的钢琴弹坏了,只能用手画一张黑白琴谱在脑子中弹奏出声音,在脑海中弹奏他钟爱的古典音乐和viggo喜欢的后现代音乐;他找出一切viggo的东西,吸上面的味道抱着这些东西吃饭发呆自言自语睡觉,失去和一切交流的欲望,本来他性格中就有羞涩腼腆的部分,只和相信的人多说真正能算得上是交流的真话,现在他的知己爱人逝去了,世间大部分活物也不在,他再无张嘴的必要,然而这房子里,viggo健康和病衰死亡的味道都逐渐很淡很淡了,他在他的脑海中明明无处不在,然而他的存在却在物理性的逐渐消失,他苦苦寻觅的一根又一根的稻草,均被时间无情的点燃成一寸寸灰烬。
他想,我去你妈的,我为什么要认命?虽然他年近古稀,有无数表演挨打死亡的经验,但他毕竟不喜欢全然被动佝偻着被命运压弯的脊梁骨、被活活打死的感觉。他在左手的小臂上用墨水和他用来签字的钢笔戳出一只乌鸦的图案,假装这是viggo的手,一个个针孔形成图案的肉体痛感,减轻分散了他的精神剧痛——他想,是的,我还爱着你,viggo,你在我生命中实在滞留太久了,我们好不容易生活在一起过,放弃了很多功成名就者的赞誉,忍耐着被小报们翻了天的胡说八道,但并不总是好回忆,也并不总有爱与美,我们吵过打过,酒店里飞机上泼对方香槟红酒胡闹到上了新闻,更过份操蛋的事情也有,过后冷战很久又别别扭扭的沟通和好,你有你的臭脾气,我也有我惊人的固执,以至于我刻意放开与忘却都做不到消灭你,在我清醒或者昏沉的每一天,每一夜,这种热度像病毒一样扩散开来,像高烧不退一样不曾褪去,所以我掩饰我的痛苦悲伤压抑着我爱你不能忘记你的事实有什么用呢?既然我有病,我就承认我病,既然我固执的爱着你,你在的时候,爱是我们两个人的事,而你不在了,爱就是我一个人的事,好与坏,痛苦与孤寂,走不走出来,是否得到理解,全是我自己的选择。他全然接受他去世了然而自己依然偏执的爱着他的所有事实,并打算与他继续共存亡——
他听到摆在面前的道具盒的假猫用他自己的声音说:
哀哉,可怜的sean,viggo早就不在了,其他人或许也都不在了。
挂在墙上的火烈鸟玩偶继续用他的声音说:
人总要找点理由活下去,尽管日子艰难,但幻觉支撑我们活下去,这或者是个哲学的问题,又或者只是生命本身的求生欲。
他听到viggo用他自己的声音说,那声音被模拟得唯妙唯俏,与他原本的声音相比,刻意处理得十分轻柔轻哑:
sean…少吃糖,少喝酒,给我们留一点存粮,别把我的份提前吃完了,是的,我的份,我还在,sean。
但你知道我不要清醒的水,我只要如梦的酒……viggo。
sean用自己的声音低喃着说。
他是个演员,演绎是他的终身事业,过去他上线开工挣钱,下线需要独处很久才找回做自己的感觉,线上线下分得清清楚楚,这才让他感觉安全自在;viggo和他一样热爱表演,工作时无时不刻的投入一个角色很久,在需要过自己的生活时比他更加界限分明更能舍弃有自己的原则。他余生最后的没有报酬的演绎任务是一人分饰两角,演好他活生生又身体健康的Viggo Mortensen和Sean Bean。上映时间是每一个朝晨与日暮,天和地,木与石,分裂的细胞,地里的尸体,每一口可以循环呼吸的氧气,整个世界所有还活着或死去的一切都是他们的观众,在记忆的潮水声中这影院从来座无虚席。
他决心完完全全的接受生与爱的痛苦和甜蜜,在上帝决心剪去他之前,他不走。
但理想与现实总有诸多不可调和的矛盾,在极度的分裂与混乱的投入中,他失去了判断虚实的能力,他不可避免的时好时不好,不好的时候更多更多,越来越巨大的黑暗眩晕在他脑子里盘旋,与所剩无几的光明力量搏斗般扭打在一起……在阴沉无出口的黑暗中sean又一次右手拿着枪管顶在自己下巴上,脚下和viggo或许已经腐坏的身体隔着几个巴掌,想扣动它来上尘埃落定解决性的一枪,他现在明明站在地上,却觉得自己有一半已经和viggo一起埋进土里了。
他颤抖的手指拉掉了安全栓,几乎要扣动了,几乎要扣动了……突然左手小臂的肌肉弹跳数下,那只有乌鸦图案还在疼痛的左手把枪压了下去。
sean……是我……是我……你不能这么做不能杀掉我们,shhhhh…
他的左手摸上他已全是泪水的脸,指腹抚摸上面每一条心碎无力的皱纹中间的泪水,爱抚他鬓角的苍苍白发,左手环着他自己把他的半个身子紧紧抱住。
你很安全。
他在用viggo的声音/viggo用他的声音安慰道。
那个声音轻轻说:
你很安全sean。
你很安全。
他把枪慢慢的放下了,在矗立的时光中,恍恍惚惚地,他打开一扇门,那是2005年的圣诞节,他提前从一个剧组杀青出来,坐飞机回viggo在美国爱达荷州的家,北美的风冻得他的脸摸起来像冰,高空恐惧的余留让他脸还是青的,那张英俊的脸一路上都很严肃的板着,他刚要掏钥匙开门,那门就开了,viggo手上拿着支未点的白色万宝路,打算出来抽根烟,他开门的动作带出来屋子里食物的美妙气味,屋里鼎沸的人声、和viggo自己身上的肉和汗的,让人联想到火与美好事物的味道。
有着灰蓝色眼睛依然在壮年时的男人错愕的看着他眨眨眼,一片飘落的雪花在他还带着室内温度的金发上融化。
Hi……你提前回来啦sean?为什么不和我说让我开车去机场接你呢?
……呃……我知道你今天会接待很多朋友。
门上装饰着圣诞槲寄生花环的玻璃将sean沉默的身影倒影出来,委屈如一个成年了很久却依然有所恐惧、因为有所顾虑只能选择不说的孩子,而viggo一把把住了他宽厚的肩膀把他拉进怀里,他了解并看透了他的恐惧,温暖又坚定的像抱住一个已经长大了很久的很独立的孩子,同时也是他的爱人,viggo温和的说:
Oh sean……让我给你做个丹麦风味的花生酱三明治怎么样?当然是我个人改良的丹麦版,你喜欢上面加点生奶油和不应季草莓吗?……快进来,大家都在等你呢sean。
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