#~*leesh unleeshed | ooc*~

[amepcrdue]

I'm terrible at knowing how to start these things, so I'm just going to throw it out there, but I'm leaving tumblr RP. It's just gotten to a point where it's become more stressful than enjoyable and my mental health which was already not the greatest over the last few years has really taken a nose dive. I've started taking steps to work on my mental health and leaving tumblr RP is one of those steps I've decided is necessary. It's caused so much anxiety and stress for me that the actual moments of serotonin and happiness it does give me has not been enough to make it worth it anymore. 

I'm not leaving tumblr entirely nor do I want to cut off contact or friendships I've made here, I'll still be on my art tumblr @grafdumbass​ where hopefully I'll have more time and energy to focus on my art (may start posting my music there too, which I'll hopefully have inspiration for again) and I'll be posting my discord below if you want to find me there. You can also find me on my twitch at twitch.tv/wondrabread.

I love you guys very much but it's long over due for me to start looking out for my mental health. I've used tumblr as therapy for far too long and it's been a wonderful 10 years on this site that I wouldn't take back for anything, but I think it's time I hang my hat here. If you still want to do some writing from time to time, I will be on my discord and we can write there. But this is what is best for me right now and I hope you all can understand. I need to work on being a better me.

[amepcrdue]

oh damn, this is definitely going on my raph playlist because loneliness is definitely a theme i linger on a lot. he needs something to tether him and feels he doesn’t have much.

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This song... oof. There’s so much to unpack here that fits Raphael, from the chorus involving stumbling through the fire on his own, how it burns a little more now and the seasons are gone to ‘everyone’s got needs now, but what about mine?’ The loneliness, the feeling of time passing around him as it leaves him behind... that feeling of betrayal from all that happens with Soul Calibur itself. It’s just so apt.

[soulsandswcrds]

blog transferred to new theme, hwang bio added. now both blogs are up to date. yes good.

[malfestcd]

This is a test post, to see how this looks. I want to make sure everything looks fine when I make this new theme.  ❝ theme hunting is so tiresome. ❞

[insectkin]

ɨnsɇȼŧ ꝁɨn

first post, who dis?

indie, private, selective d’vorah written by leesh. i’m still setting the blog out but reblog this if you’re interested in rping with me.

[amepcrdue]

waiting for sc news like 

tfw @amepcrdue and i are both watching the live event . i feel like that LET ME IN meme i s2gods .

[countrymcuse-blog]

am i iconning finally? you betcha.

[conditionalfreedcm]

I should hopefully have a bio up later this week and maybe a tiny promo.

[testingblogwutwut]

this is a test of the emergency broadcast system

had this been an actual emergency i would be in a corner panickling.

for real tho

[amepcrdue]

god. goooooood. such a good song and yeah, he’d do anything to undo his mistakes that ended up causing him to lose amy.

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TIME TO RIP YOUR HEART OUT! :D!

But for real, imagine if you would--how it must feel to be Raphael who has lost so much, who has left so much behind, who has so many regrets that there’s times they are all that his mind can grasp. How much does he wish he could change? How often has he hurt someone, wished he could take something back--wish he could go back in time to change things, swap places?

...if he only could...

[fangedfirecracker]

home early. rescheduled some jobs because honestly, not feeling it. i’m going to try to chill a bit and then do drafts. i’m just tired right now.

[amepcrdue]

anyway, y’all want to ship never be afraid to approach me about it.

[amepcrdue]

Hey, I want to get some more threads going. Hit that like for a thread. If you want to plot hit that like and send me an im. I have no plans for tomorrow and have a ton of muse. Open for just about any kind of thread. Mutuals only as per usual

[soulsandswcrds]

!!!! Omg what a wonderful thing to wake up to! He looks so fantastic! Thank you so much!

[amepcrdue]

Hey, can I ask for you guys to keep my family in your thoughts and prayers? My mom tested positive for covid and my sister may have it too. 

[amepcrdue]

my new lights look so fun.