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𝐒𝐥𝐞𝐞𝐩𝐲 𝐤𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐬 - 𝐈𝐬𝐚𝐚𝐜 𝐱 𝐆𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐍𝐞𝐮𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐥! 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

Genre: fluff/comfort

c/w: implied/mentions of trauma, abuse, assault themes

a/n: I wrote this at 3am while I'm the kitchen because a spider was in my bedroom

‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾　☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙

Isaac had never been one to be very affectionate, he was a very busy man with work and such. It would often only range from small hugs before he left for work to spooning while you both slept, it was never more than that. This however, it made you feel a little insecure, making your mental health slightly decrease.

You were alone at home, the house was empty. Isaac was working late and your thoughts were bearing down on you, chomping away at you. You were tired, your eye bags showing the extent of worry and stress you felt.

Your mental health had just been plumeting lately with thoughts of how Isaac may leave you. He knew you were often worried and over thought this. Due to your last and past relationships, he always tried to put things right between the two of you, never wanting you to feel left out or alone at all. He was there for you and wanted you to feel loved despite him not showing it very often.

You sighed, the sunset turning into a watercoloured scene, the colours blurred nicely into each other. Yet it felt so lonely. Your hands slowly slid up to your face and hid it, you then felt the warmth of tears burning your palms.

The scene was emotional to anyone who saw it while peering up at the window at you. The apartment was large and had large windows, allowing anyone outside to look up inside. You sighed and looked at your phone, Isaac hadn't messaged yet.

You stood up and wiped away your tears while you crouched and got a start on dinner. It would probably go cold before Isaac got back again. Yet.. you would still cook, the food hot in the pan while you made a simple recipe.

You didn't know if Isaac would even be coming home tonight. The thoughts were making you spiral and you soon became emotional, tears forming again as you cried. Your body slumped to the floor, spoon in hand and your arms still half folded on the counter. You looked so done.

You hadn't even noticed Isaac had walked through the door due to this. As soon as he saw you, his eyes widened and he quickly put down his things and came over. His hand pat your shoulder and he crouched to your level, his hands sliding to your face as he looked at you.

"Oh love.."

He sighed in a soft way, his large hands held your cheeks either side of your face, tracing your scars and such as you cried, your hands angrily and uncontrollably trying to push him away but he didn't care and pulled you in for a hug, he knew you needed it, as soon as he felt your body melt against his.

"I've got you.. I've got you shh shh shh.. Let me take care of you"

You had never felt him be so touchy, it made you almost calm immediately. Hands calmly touched you and lifted your body into his large, muscled arms. He sat down on the sofa and grabbed a blanket, wrapping you up and cuddling you. You let him do whatever he pleased at this point, you craved this comfort.

"Such a good pet for me. There you go, calm.."

He smiled softly and kissed your head, letting you rest in his lap. The rain outside gently hit the windows and added to the comfort, the tv quietly playing an animal documentary that both you and Isaac watched. His hands played with your hair while you came down from your meltdown, soft hair stayed in between his fingers as you both fell asleep.

The image of you both passed out and exhausted on the sofa would never not be cute or funny. Your face was red and teary, yet hidden in Isaacs chest your breath warm. Isaac meanwhile was holding your waist with one hand and one on the back of your head. Neither of you heard his phone ringing later that night. You both deserved this break and Isaac finally having time to touch you (he was most definitely ignoring the call)

Maybe you are made to be loved, you deserve this after everything.

‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾　☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙

a/n: AH, I'm so sorry this is so short I have such bad writers block 😭 I'm probably going to write a part 2 where he takes you for a day out

[cshfvck]

𝐔𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐧𝐞𝐝 𝐛𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐧𝐞𝐰 - 𖤐- 𝐃𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐬 𝐒𝐚𝐤𝐮𝐕𝐚

‧͙⁺˚･༓☾ 　☽༓･˚⁺‧͙

Genre: Angst/Comfort

a/n: AH. Okay hi, I have never used tumblr and I haven't wrote anything in ages so I thought I'd rewrite an angst - comfort fic I wrote! Hope you lot enjoy my first post on here

cw: breakdown/yelling/anger/abuse mention/possible emetophobia warning?, possible spoilers for the storyline of Dontis (?)

Gender neutral reader!

‧͙⁺˚･༓☾ 　☽༓･˚⁺‧͙

You really are pathetic, hm?

A wolf watched you. I don't mean just watched... i mean it would snarl and watch you, staring as if you were prey. Maybe you were, who knows? You call yourself prey because this is all you can do. You've always been prey to him. The would would watch from afar, baring its teeth and hating every shed of dignity that remained on your use, shattered body. Other times it'd just sit afar, shaking in pleasure. Lust over coming it's abusive ridden brain. Distorting the torment of pleasure instead of violence. That's all it could do. Claws snagged a bottle, acting as if they were the trembling hips of your body and how you would call out his name. The name rolling of your tongue like some cheap, plastic vomit. The bitter taste violated his mouth the same way he violated yours. You curl up and hold a spoon, allowing the spoon to scoop out every shed of used skin on your body. This was all you could do.

Corrupted purples and yellows littered you, thighs, shoulders, every inch of your body. Hands crushed flesh, grabbing as much as it could as gluttony took over. Who knew greed could corrupt someone. Your flesh faltered and collapsed under such a bruising touch. You vomited as you scooped out chunks of bruises, bugs crawling underneath. This was all you could do. A wolf bared it's teeth at you. Claws ripping away dignity. Leave you your sin. Leave you your hands. Leave you. You begged the wolf, it grabbed the spoon and scooped used bruises and flesh back inside of you, it put it all back. That's all you could do. You choked out a sob as the wolf grabbed you but-

*alarm sound*

Your mouth was dry, salty tracks running down your cheeks as red cheeks burned. The lump in your throat turning to bile as you shot up in the bed, grabbing the bin beside you and heaving, nothing came out. It was all to much, you looked around after hearing footsteps and got out of the bed, footing slow and unsteady, eyes unseeing. Please stop. All the movement you were doing should be forbidden. Cries echoed in the room as you felt a large and pat your waist, not registering the persons voice. Please stop yelling. Sobs echoed from your body, your frame broken and half collapsed to floor while begging and pleading, you heard your name... that voice.

"Y/N.."

Dontis. A blur of h/c hair fell to the floor. Heaving, crying. Dontis quickly got up from the bed, eyes darting and not seeing as dontis crouched at your side. Your eyes flickered and fell shut, slowly curling up on the floor beneath you. A whisper. It was so.. so gentle.. no. You cant fall for it again. But... it felt too good to resist the comfort.

"There you go love... calm down.. shh shh shh.. it was a nightmare.. poor baby.."

His voice was so familiar. The strong accent making your abused ridden mind clear up. The voice almost felt as if it was wrapping you up. Yet, it spoke again.

"It's okay, Y/N."

Dontis whispered again. His voice comforting, not a lace or hint of threat or abuse in it. You cried harder than ever now, realizing it was Dontis, your shaking limbs slowly being held and touched by Dontis as he took your cheek in his hand, gently stroking soothing circles into tear stained flesh.

"Dontis-"

Your voice was broken and hoarse, cracking as you spoke. Those e/c eyes locking with Dontis' , feeling yourself getting lost in his comfort.

"Shh... I'm here. Take as long as you need too calm down..."

Dontis got permission for a hug as you nodded, his arms and hands pulling you into his lap while you both sat on the floor. Your trembling body curled up and cuddled against Dontis' chest, hands gently running over your sides, soft kisses being planted on your head, seeming to melt away the tears you shed earlier. All the comfort made you slowly forget your dream... Dontis' hands being the only thing you focused on. His touch comforting not lustful or wanting.

You soon drifted off to sleep, e/c eyes falling shut, a gentle snore coming from your exhausted body. Streaks of moonlight shone down on your face, highlighting the dried tears on your face, making them seem like glistening rivers as you lay in Dontis' arms, his eyes admiring your soft, red, puffy face. Rosey lips kissed your nose, Dontis' grip becoming stronger on you, not wanting you to ever feel like that again. Dontis gently sat you both in bed, his broad frame easily engulfing you in a giant cuddle, his hands seeming to soothe you.

It's almost as if everything Dontis touched turned brand new.

You were once used, now brand new...

‧͙⁺˚･༓☾ 　☽༓･˚⁺‧͙

HI!!! I hope this was okay and you all enjoyed! This is the first time ive posted in a while so i hope its okay! :D

feel free to send me any requests and as always...

thank you for reading x

‧͙⁺˚･༓☾ 　☽༓･˚⁺‧͙

[cshfvck]

𝐓𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐲 𝐤𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐬 - 𝐈𝐬𝐚𝐚𝐜 𝐱 𝐌𝐚𝐥𝐞! 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

c/w: slight angst, fluff, comfort

a/n: I literally just have brief description of Isaac from my best friend (@juaspaaa ) and I don't know how he acts so I hope this isn't bad 😭 and I have no clue how to reply to comments so..

‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾　☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙

He'd seen you upset and stared at you, his eyes scanned your body and he don't know exactly what to do, he wasn't the best with comfort. He fiddled with his hands and looked at you again, your body was curled up and trembling. He wasn't one for comfort so he walked off to make you a drink.

You looked where he had just been stood and thought he was also stressed about work and tried to stop crying so you could comfort him but the tears wouldn't stop. They kept falling and you mumbled fuck under you breath, you felt so helpless. All you wanted to do was help Isaac now you were making him worse, or so you thought..

Slowly, he walked into the kitchen and made you a hot chocolate, even putting cream on top of it. He added a few sprinkles and had marshmallows beneath the cream he had put on. He had needed break from work and enjoyed making the hot chocolate.

"..i hope this will work"

he mentally slapped himself and sighed, feeling bad that he wasn't good at comfort. Sniffles came from your room, you stared at the space between your thighs where the carpet lay. You couldn't stop the bad thoughts, everything was bad.

You can't do this. You can't. Why? Why are you even here? Why am I here? Why? Oh god why. You spiralled out of control as fat blobs rolled down red cheeks, the salt burning your cheeks bitterly, leaving red tracks against your skin.

Isaac walked in with the hot chocolate when he saw you break down. You tried to get up and walk to your bed from the chair but found a blanket strangled your legs as you tripped over, grabbing onto the bed and crying, not even noticing isaac. You screamed out in frustration, grabbing a pillow with now scarred hands and threw it at the wall.

You grabbed anything and everything around you until it was a wreck. Why did you have to remember? You just wanted to forget. you wanted to forget all of the trauma.

"I hate y-you. So much. "

you stuttered out as you cried harder, you were startled when you heard Isaacs foot steps and jumped, whipping your head around as isaac saw your sweet innocence break into one of darkness and a grotesque feeling looked around you.

"Love- love. I'm here, I'm here okay? I'm always here.. Oh baby.. "

he swallowed the lump in his throat as he held you tight. Chests and stomachs held against each other. Your trembling figure slowly shakes gently. A large hand was brushing up your waist and back, the familiar intimacy calming you, this is all you needed. You didn't need to remember.

"I'm so sor-"

you croaked out as isaac cut you off.

"Don't say sorry you did nothing wrong. I'm here now.. Just relax.. That's it.. Relax.. "

he kissed a gently kiss into your head, his lips gently pressing into you comfortably. He travelled down to your face and kissed your cheeks, wiping away the salty tracks as you sniffled.

"Come on.. Let's get you to bed."

whispering, Isaac lifted your shaking body and placed you in bed. You panicked as he walked away. Had you done something? Oh god- no no no no.. - you went to mumble out anything as he grabbed your drink and placed it on your bedside table, then climbed into bed and spooned you. You push against him to get as close as possible as he kissed and gently bit your back.

"Your doing so well, I love you so much. I'm always here for you, you know? Please don't ever go anywhere without me.. "

Isaac mumbled as he kissed your neck, a comforting hand wrapped snugly around your waist. You sniffled and burried your head into his palm, his fingers brushing your cheek bone. This is all you ever needed. You don't need anyone else. Isaac was here always. He'd always comfort you. Your eyes felt heavy as you started to drift off, he noticed and smiled, kissing your body softly.

"Go to sleep, I'll be here. Your such a good boy for me.. "

another kiss pressed into your neck as you drifted off, the warmth and tightness of Isaac sent you into a nice sleep. One where you would still be wrapped in his arms. Always.

‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾　☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙

a/n: this was so nice to write omg

[cshfvck]

𝐁𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐥𝐞𝐞𝐝 - 𝐗𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐡𝐮𝐬 𝐂𝐥𝐚𝐢𝐛𝐨𝐫𝐧𝐞 𝐱 𝐌𝐚𝐥𝐞! 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

c/w: Gore, violence, angst no comfort

a/n: enjoy handsomes x

‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾　☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙

Xanthus held onto you and shook your shoulders and frowned. Your bond mark, why was it so bruised?

..why are you so weak?

"..listener. Listener! This isn't fucking funny wake up!"

He shook you harder and stared into closed eyelids, red eyes burning holes into them. Foot steps didn't long follow after them. They hollowed and echoed throughout the woods. The dragging of silver scratched against mothers earths floor. Her dirt being ruined, dug up, kicked, abused. A yell erupted from one of the 5, the leader xanthus presumed. But he wasn't fast enough. He never is is he?

"Just a good for nothing vampire as they all are."

Another men laughed and pointed at him on the floor as 2 men grabbed you. Your hair bawled up in calloused hands, a wolves hand. Once a predator, always a predator. These.. So called men were wolves. Dirty fucking.. Bastards.

"Hey!"

Xanthus quickly stood up as they'd grabbed you by the hair, dragging your unconscious body through the mud. Your neck was arched, leaving you gasping and whimpering.

"Fuck off! Hey! "

xanthus bolted after you, your all that mattered. A scream, more high pitched ring out throughout the forest. Your eyes slowly fluttered open as your hands and legs were being bound. Silver chains wrapped tightly around them. Silver.

You cried out as your eyes shot open, xanthus stared at you with horror. He blinked and coughed up a large sum of blood, it sinfully bred with itself, the pile getting larger, and bigger by the second. He trembled as he looked at you, you broke.

"Xanthus! "

your broken voice would've shook trees if it could. A hand clamped on your mark and dragged you by your neck now. Your body faulted for a moment as it bled. But xanthus.. Xanthus he'd.. He'd been stabbed. With silver.

"Fucking filthy.."

Xanthus laughed a slight wince and held onto the silver knife, he whimpered lowly and pulled it out, blood fell to the floor like a waterfall. The sin of gluttony got to the men, they howled and laughed as if they were werewolves themselves. One man slapped xanthus and left him bound down with silver chains, happily calling one of his "silly little friends" to rescue him. He'd been beaten till he couldn't move.

Once pale skin was a sickly light red colour, his face plastered in tears and blood, his side bleeding. He heaved and tried to crawl to you as he saw a man pulling out a bag and a rag.

"L-listener! Please..-"

he whimpered again and held his side, the chains keeping him down. He didn't want to look when it happened. He couldn't. He cried into the mud as a rag was pressed against your mouth, you breathed in without thinking and tried to push and kick, even bite.

Your fangs dug into a hand, a man slapped your neck and pressed the rag tighter. You couldn't help it anymore, you were really a good for nothing vampire weren't you? Just made to breed and suck blood. Made to kill. Your a monster.

"You deserve this"

‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾　☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙

a/n: giggles

[cshfvck]

𝐈𝐧𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐝𝐮𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𖤐

‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾　☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙

Hi!! Welcome to my blog/page x

REQUESTS ARE OPEN!

𝘾𝙝𝙚𝙘𝙠 𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚 𝙤𝙛 𝙢𝙮 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙠𝙨 𝙤𝙣 𝙢𝙮 𝙥𝙧𝙤𝙛𝙞𝙡𝙚!

‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾　☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙

My name is Anubis and I use they/it/he pronouns. I'm omnisexual and agender x. I only joined in like February time because my best friend (@juaspaaa) wanted me to join because of the writing I post. I mainly only wrote m4m m4a and will do m4f, f4f etc is requested! I will literally write about any fandom since I'm in a bunch, so feel free time request anything you'd like! Xx

Here's the list of things I will and won't write!

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𝙒𝙄𝙇𝙇 𝙒𝙍𝙄𝙏𝙀 <3

𖤐 - Angst

𖤐 - fluff

𖤐 - NSFW (soft or hardcore, I'll write any)

𖤐 - Comfort

𖤐 - Any scenarios (to an extent)

𖤐 - neurodegenerative readers

𖤐 - head cannons

𖤐 - will write hardcore angst; abuse mentions, trauma, depicted violence and gore, will wrote anything

𝙒𝙊𝙉'𝙏 𝙒𝙍𝙄𝙏𝙀 </3

𖤐 - age play

𖤐 - Incest ships (why would anyone)

𖤐 - pedophilia ships (again, common sense..)

𖤐 - pregnancy

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I am in the right of declining a request if I can't write it and it makes me uncomfortable.

ANYWAY, I hope you all enjoy my writing and request me x I'm going to start posting more so be ready!

-Anubis

[cshfvck]

𝐑𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐥𝐢𝐩𝐬- 𝐀𝐧𝐝𝐫𝐞𝐰 𝐌𝐚𝐫𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐧 𝐱 𝐌𝐚𝐥𝐞! 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

Genre: smut/NSFW

C/w:

a/n: I'm stealing my old writing and posting it x

Male reader!

‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾　☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙

Andrew smiled as he held your legs open, admiring you as you flushed a deep red. Your hands were weakly covering your eyes, you were shaking like a lead at Andrew seeing you in your bare state, cock leaking pre.

"A-andrew don't stare.."

You weakly whispered out being embarrassed from him staring down at your body, hungrily taking in every detail about you. He took in every scar, freckles, mole, everything. They were all perfect to him.

"Love, look how gorgeous you are.. I can't help but stare."

Andrew looked up at you with eyes full of lust and desire, knowing what this meant you flushed even more and nodded your head. Andrew smiled softly and bit your thighs, his teeth sharp and the pain made your cock twitcb. He gently suckled on them, tasting the sweet flavours of your skin, gently caressing scars of the past. You peered over your trembling hands and looked at him gently kissing your scars, you smiled gently and sighed, falling back into the pillows.

"There you go, relax your body love, don't stress yourself."

Andrew whispered against your inner thigh now and teasingly moved down to your cock. Andrew slowly moved his hand to meet your cock, fondling it like it was a fragile toy, about to burst. You gasped and arched your back as he suddenly jerked you hard, his head slowly leaning down towards your ass, your face a whole picture for him.

"A-andrew wait-"

he looked up and stared at you, you helped as he made eye contact with you as he rubbed your cock. He admired how you eyes were watery from the pleasure and how you and to bite your lips to restrain yourself. You looked so handsome he wanted to take a picture.

"Does it feel good? I bet it does your a slut for me, hm?"

He smiled softly and kissed your tip, pre cum staining already rose tinted lips. The sight of it made you blush. He leaned back down to your ass and kissed the skin around it, smirking against your ass cheek as he felt you trembling, but he didn't want to go to far, not tonight.

"What's your colour love? Your doing so well for me, I'm so proud.."

He gently nipped your thigh as he moved back up to your legs. He wanted you to stay in the mood despite him wanting to know how you felt, he didn't want to just say it and make you both sound silly.

"Andrew.."

You whined as he looked at you, averting your eyes quickly. He frowned at how you'd tremble and slowly moved away from your ass, making his hands present as to not startle you.

"I'll stop for a bit love.. You did so good for me.. Taste so good.. Fuck. "

he smiled and kissed you softly and carressed your hair, ruining how you had styled it this morning.

Worth it huh?

‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾　☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙

a/n: .. Hi