#zero remembering mariella and seeing the similarities between her and remia kills me
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โ๐ ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ข ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฐ. ๐ ๐ฐ๐ถโ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต ๐ข ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฐ ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ธ. ๐๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ธ๐ช๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐ข ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฐ.โ
It was Remiaโs words that echoed in her thoughts while she had drifted in that suffocating darkness. Even when the voices of their comrades pierced through the shadowed veil and reached her ears in distorted waves of sound, pleading with her to not surrender herself to the void Zeromus tried to drown her within, it was Remiaโs words from before they returned to the Thirteenth that were the clearest of them all. The only words she needed for her to find the strength to continue her fight.
โ๐๐ฐ ๐ข๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ต ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ฎ๐ข๐ด๐ฒ๐ถ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ข๐ฅ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ธ๐ช๐ญ๐ญ ๐ค๐ฉ๐ข๐ฏ๐จ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ง๐ข๐ค๐ต.โ
Zeroโs steps slowed to a stop. The long stretch of stone floor that made up the vestibule of Golbezโs domain was laid out before her. The others had already returned to the moonโs surface while she had remained behind to speak with Golbez in private. Even Remia had followed the others after she had made sure the memoriate was alright, leaving her alone. It was, strange, to put it simply. Zero could hardly remember a time after she met Remia when sheโs been truly alone. Usually the short, spiteful woman was somewhere close, or Zero herself would seek her out if she had wandered off. A terrible habit, she knew, but that never stopped her from searching for the voidmage.
Now she was all by her lonesome. Her gaze traveled from the stone floor up to the swirling clouds of fog that hid the depths of the domain from sight. Clad in ivory armor, her scythe broken only to be replaced by a sword and shield of ornate design, she stood still with her eyes trained above. She quietly watched the fog swirl and fade only for a new wave to come rolling in, her thoughts coming and going with the same ebb and flow.
There was something familiar in Remiaโs words. She had heard something similar before. Back when the world was still rich with color and sound. Overflowing with life while the fires of war ravaged the land. Shortly before all was washed away by the deluge of darkness that devoured everything it touched.ย
โ๐ฝ๐๐๐ฃโ ๐ ๐๐๐ง๐ค ๐๐๐ฃโ๐ฉ ๐๐ก๐ก ๐๐ฉโ๐จ ๐๐ง๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ช๐ฅ ๐ฉ๐ค ๐๐. ๐๐ค๐ช ๐ก๐๐ซ๐ ๐ฃโ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ค๐ง ๐ฉ๐๐ค๐จ๐ โ๐ง๐ค๐ช๐ฃ๐ ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช ๐๐ฃ๐ ๐๐ค๐ง ๐ฌ๐๐๐ฉ? ๐๐ค๐ง ๐ฉ๐๐๐ข ๐ฉ๐ค ๐ง๐๐๐ฅ ๐ฉ๐๐ ๐ง๐๐ฌ๐๐ง๐๐จ ๐ค๐ ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช๐ง ๐๐๐ง๐ ๐ฌ๐ค๐ง๐ ๐๐ฃ๐ ๐จ๐๐ก๐๐ก๐๐จ๐จ ๐จ๐๐๐ง๐๐๐๐๐๐จ? ๐๐๐, ๐๐ค๐ช๐ฃ๐ฉ ๐ข๐ ๐ค๐ช๐ฉ. ๐ ๐๐๐ก๐ฅ ๐ฉ๐๐ค๐จ๐ ๐ฌ๐๐ค ๐ฌ๐๐ก๐ก ๐ก๐๐ฉ๐๐ง ๐๐๐ก๐ฅ ๐ข๐. ๐๐๐๐ฃ๐ ๐ค๐ ๐๐ฉ ๐๐จ ๐๐ฃ๐จ๐ช๐ง๐๐ฃ๐๐. ๐ฝ๐ช๐ฉ ๐ข๐ ๐๐๐๐ฃโ ๐ ๐๐๐ง๐ค? ๐๐๐ซ๐๐ง. ๐โ๐ข ๐ฃ๐ค๐ฉ ๐จ๐ค๐ข๐ ๐จ๐๐๐ฃ๐ฉ. ๐ ๐ฌ๐๐ฃ๐ฉ ๐ฉ๐ค ๐ก๐๐ซ๐ ๐ฉ๐ค ๐จ๐๐ ๐ฌ๐๐๐ฉ๐๐ซ๐๐ง ๐๐ค๐ข๐๐จ ๐๐๐ฉ๐๐ง ๐ฉ๐๐ ๐พ๐ค๐ฃ๐ฉ๐ง๐๐ข๐๐ข๐ค๐ง๐๐. ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐จ๐๐ซ๐๐ฃโ ๐๐ซ๐๐ง๐ฎ๐ค๐ฃ๐ ๐ฉ๐๐๐ฃ ๐โ๐ก๐ก ๐ฃ๐๐ซ๐๐ง ๐ ๐ฃ๐ค๐ฌ ๐ฌ๐๐๐ฉ ๐๐ค๐ข๐๐จ ๐๐๐ฉ๐๐ง. ๐๐๐ก๐ก๐จ, ๐ข๐๐ฎ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐จ ๐ ๐๐๐ง๐ค ๐๐ฃ๐ ๐๐ฉ ๐จ๐ฉ๐๐ก๐ก ๐ฌ๐ค๐ฃโ๐ฉ ๐๐ ๐๐ฃ๐ค๐ช๐๐ ๐ฉ๐ค ๐๐ฃ๐ ๐๐ก๐ก ๐ฉ๐๐๐จ ๐ฃ๐ค๐ฃ๐จ๐๐ฃ๐จ๐! ๐ผ๐ฃ๐ ๐๐ ๐โ๐ข ๐๐๐๐, ๐ฉ๐๐๐ฃ ๐ฌ๐๐ค๐จ๐ ๐๐ค๐๐ฃโ ๐ฉ๐ค ๐ฉ๐ง๐ฎ ๐ฉ๐๐๐๐ง ๐ก๐ช๐๐ ๐๐จ ๐ฉ๐๐ ๐ฃ๐๐ญ๐ฉ ๐๐ค๐ฉ๐จ๐๐ค๐ฉ ๐๐๐ง๐ค ๐๐ฃ๐ ๐จ๐๐ซ๐ ๐ฉ๐๐๐จ ๐๐๐ข๐ฃ๐๐ ๐ฌ๐ค๐ง๐ก๐, ๐๐ข? โ๐พ๐๐ช๐จ๐ ๐๐ฉ ๐จ๐ช๐ง๐ ๐ฌ๐ค๐ฃโ๐ฉ ๐๐ ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช.โ
When Zeroโs eyes fluttered open, she was no longer alone. The click of Remiaโs clawed shoes echoed from further outside the vestibule, growing louder with every step. A hint of a smile ghosted across the memoriates lips.
Perhaps she wasnโt a hero. Just as Mariella outright scoffed at those who tried to call her one, Zero now understood why she refused such a lofty title. And to think it took her this long to see that there was no hidden meaning to her words back then. That the last time she and Mariella spoke would be the first time Mariella had ever been wholly honest with her thoughts. Though that did leave Zero with a new question.
โWhy did you tell me I wasnโt a hero?โ
Remia rolled her eye when she stopped a few paces in front of her. โWhy?โ She repeated. โBecause youโre clearly not a hero. I donโt know how many times I have to tell you this for you toโโ
โNo,โ Zero cut her off. โI mean, is there a reason you donโt want me to become a hero?โ
That gave the voidmage reason to pause. And then the corners of her lips were curling into a sly grin. โAh, so you finally asked the right question.โ Her warm giggles echoed in the open space as she turned to start back the way she had come with a nonchalant skip in her step. โJudging by your thoughts, I daresay you already know the answer to that.โ
โBut you canโt read thoughts.โ
โYouโre right, I canโt. But I can sense your emotions and see glimpses of your memories.โ
Zero caught up to the short woman with only a few long strides. โI still donโt understand.โ
More giggles escaped Remia while she cutely peered up at her companion. โMy favorite voidsent,โ her grin softened into a genuine smile, her uncovered eye shimmering with a warmth Zero couldnโt quite place, โyouโre the last memoriate with a good heart still capable of fighting for your home. Letโs not ruin that by having you dawn the mantle of โheroโ as well.โ
โ๐๐ค๐ช ๐ฌ๐๐ฃ๐ฉ ๐ฉ๐ค ๐จ๐๐ ๐ฌ๐๐๐ฉ ๐๐ค๐ข๐๐จ ๐๐๐ฉ๐๐ง ๐ฉ๐ค๐ค, ๐๐ค๐ฃโ๐ฉ ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช, ๐๐๐จ๐จ ๐๐๐ข๐ค๐ง๐๐๐ฉ๐?โ
#zero remembering mariella and seeing the similarities between her and remia kills me#and i love the idea that remia agrees with zero's guess that mariella is her fragment on the 13th but she never outright says she agrees#just remia being a buttmunch per usual#but she isn't all bad#even cares about zero hence the whole โyou're not a hero๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ bit#she just wants to protect her and not let her throw her life away for some righteous cause ;-;#zerem#remia#ffxiv zero#ffxiv writing#ffxiv#ffxiv oc#ffxiv gpose#writing#6.5 spoilers#patch 6.5#endwalker#idle musings
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