#yutaro kindaichi x reader fluff

[toru-oikawas-milkbread]

Kindaichi Reacting to you Asking Him to Rail you | 7/48

Pairing: Yūtarō Kindaichi x f!reader

Notes: It is so dark outside, it feels like it’s 10 PM and yet it’s only 6:30 PM. Count me: exhausted. I hope you guys enjoy this, it’s another short one. I’m gonna work on another one soon! 

Photo count: 3

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[moonbyulsstuff]

Aoba Johsai VBC with a manager series.

Story: The team finding out that someone has given you a love letter.

GN reader

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Request Rules.

Masterlist.

(I’m sorry if this is a bit sloppy, my mind has not been on the right track lately, and it’s mostly the four 3rd years that get’s a lot of mention in here)

[L.Name] [Name] is Aoba Johsai manager, the team didn't have any manager prior before so the team was really ecstatic to have a manager this year.

And besides, the coach felt like he could only trust them with the position since ever since Oikawa joined the team with the same year as them.

But anyway, it was the usual. The team were having 5 - 5 and such while the coach and assistant coach observe them and them were taking notes of their performance. But [Name] mind kept coming back to the letter that they had found underneath their desk before they went to the gym.

They shook their though and looked back at the team but was only met with a ball growing towards them and hitting them in the face.

The others mouth were wide open as what just happened, they held their head as the team went up to check up on them.

"Oh god! I'm so sorry! I didn't mean it!"

Iwaizumi said panicking walking in front of you.

"Are you alright [L.Name]-senpai?" Yahaba asked as you looked at them with a smile as you shake your hand. "Don't worry, I'm alright. Don-"

"AAAHHHH! [L.Name]-san! Your nose is bleeding!"

The others went to panic mode as everyone was scrambling around at the fact that their precious manager nose was bleeding and Iwaizumi was just apologizing profusely even more.

"Go grab a tissue and instead of running around! You idiots!"

"Yes sir!"

Kindaichi ran towards where they always kept the tissue ran up to the manager with the box and handed it to them, [Name] took some tissue and put it inside their nose to stop the bleeding.

"I'm alright you guys, it's just a bleeding don't worry. And Iwaizumi, please stop bowing." [Name] said as they put their hand on his shoulder.

"All right, all right. You guys go back to practicing now. And [Name], you should go to the infirmary." He said as [Name] nodded and stood up putting the notebook and walked out of the gym to get checked by the nurse.

"Is [L.Name] going to be okay?" Kindaichi said watching the manager walked out of the gym holding their nose. "Don't worry Kindaichi~ it's just a nosebleed. [Name] dealt much more worse than that." Oikawa said patting his shoulder.

"Yeah, like dealing with OIkawa."

"You two!"

"Get back to practice!!"

"Don't worry the bleeding will eventually stop, just sit down at the bed and I will check in a few minutes later if the bleeding stopped." The nurse said as [Name] nodded their head as the nurse walked out of the bed that was covered by a curtain.

They will need a few minutes before they could go back to the gym, they sighed and took out another tissue from the box and took out the tissue from their nose and put it in the new one inside.

While in the gym, practice was already over and everyone was taking a break and the team was talking to each other while drinking water, sitting on the ground and wiping off their sweat. But then Kunimi eyes saw something on the ground, he looked at it and it seems like a paper, or an envelope,

It probably flew inside the gym, he sighed. It was probably from Oikawa fangirls. He went towards the envelope and took it and walked back to the group. “Hey, I found a letter from the ground.” Kunimi said waving the letter around as the others looked at it and then looked at each other.

“It’s probably for Oikawa.”

“Yeah.”

“Aye.”

“All right, just give it to OIkawa. Kunimi.” Iwaizumi said as Kunimi nodded and handed the envelope to the male, Oikawa opened the letter and it seems like it wasn’t really sticking to the paper well. He shrugged it off and took the paper out of it.

He read through the letter but his face contorted when he read the first few words making the others worry. “What is it Oikawa?” Hanamaki said standing.

“Why does your face look so shock?” Iwaizumi said as OIkawa looked at the group. “This is not for me...”

.....

“HUH?!”

‘What do you mean it’s not for you! Every goddamn love letter is always for you!”

“I mean, I don’t wanna brag bu-”

“Shut the fuck up Hanamaki.”

“Ouch.”

Iwaizumi walked up to the male. “So who is it addressed to?” He asked as Oikawa had a horrified look on his face. “It’s addressed... to our precious manager. [L.Name]-chan.” Oikawa said as he crumpled the paper in his hand and started shaking Iwaizumi.

“We can’t let out precious manager be taken by some weird guy!! What if their creepy and dangerous as hell!”

“Calm down Oikawa!”

“What do you mean “calm down”! Our manager is going to be taken!” 

“This is not the time to be calm Iwaizmu!”

“We should protect our precious manager!”

“You two are seriously agreeing with Trashykawa right now?!”

“How about let’s all calm-”

“Watari!! How can we be calm whe-” Oikawa was cut off when he was hit in the back of the head by the male. “Calm down! We don’t even know if [Name] returns the feelings!” Iwaizumi said as the others went quiet.

“Ah, you’re right about that.”

Mattsukawa said nodding his head as well as Hanamaki, then they all sat down on the floor as the letter laid down in the middle of the group. They were all staring at it deeply then Iwaizumi spoke. “Oikawa, read the letter.”

“Yes.” Oikawa said crawling and took the letter and went back to his spot adn read the letter out loud for the team to hear. 

“Dear [L.Name] [Name],

                   I am writing this letter to you as I currently have feelings for you, and I have feelings for you ever since our 2nd year. I always watched you from afar and I always want to talk to you but I’m too shy to do it so, and I feel like I don’t deserve to be even near you. I really don’t like at how clingy Oikawa is to you, what is he? A child- AAAH THIS BASTARD!!” Oikawa stop reading the letter as he crumpled the paper even more.

“Yah! Don’t crumble the paper even more!!”

“You’re going to rip it half!”

“But their kinda right to be honest.”

Iwaizumi smacked Oikawa to stop from complaining even further than he is right now. “Continue.” He said as the brown haired male nodded his head and continued reading the letter.

“And I’m also the person who has been sending you those little gifts that you find in your shoe locker, I really hope you appreciated it. I was hoping you would come by in Friday behind the school when school is ended.

Sinceriously, your secret admirer.”

The others were quiet for awhile before chaos ensued in the gym as everyone was panicking especially since the admirer was going to confess this Friday, so creaming could be hear inside the gym making the people outside wondering on was happening inside the gym.

“What are we going to do?!”

“We have to kill them of course!”

“Oh! Nice idea Matsukawa!”

“CALM DOWN! NO ONE IS KILLING ANYONE!!”

They calm down as everyone except for Iwaizumi got on their knees, Iwaizumi sighed and shook his head. “Look, let’s just put the letter back on where it belong and act like nothing happened, all right?” Iwaizumi said as everyone nodded but Hanamaki spoke up.

“But what about [L.Name] secret admirer? They could be dangerous?”

“Yeah!”

“How can we know that?”

Iwaizumi sighed. “No, let’s just investigate and see who it is. And Kunimi put the on [Name] notebook before they get here.” Iwaizumi said as the 1st year nodded and put the letter back on the notebook so that it won’t fly off.

And right in time, [Name] came back and saw everyone practicing and such. The team saw them and walked towards the manager. Asking if they were okay which they replied it they were and Iwaizumi apologized once again before [Name] said it was okay.

“You guys, I'm alright but you should go back to practice now.” [Name] said as they nodded and went back to practicing and [Name] went back to the bench and took the note book and opened it as the letter flied into their lap.

They picked it up and saw how wrinkled it was more than before but they shook thought off but then thought. ’Did the team read the letter?’ They thought but shook it off once again.

A few days later

[L.Name] was starting to think that maybe everyone did read the letter since ever since that day, the team has been way more protective of them lately. Someone would always be there beside them and whenever someone goes to talk to them, they would be glaring hard at them. 

And they have to force them to go away since they wouldn’t leave them alone, so she had asked Kindaichi since they know the male will tell them truth and can’t lie to them because he can’t in general. Well, to them not to others.

They saw Kindaichi standing around presumably waiting for Kunimi.

“Kindaichi.” [Name] called out for him, the said male turned around and saw the third year. “A-Ah! [L.Name]-senpai, what are you doing here?” Kindaichi asked. “Oh, I was planning to ask you something actually.” They said.

“All right! You can ask me anything [Name]-senpai!”

“Did you guys somehow read the letter that was given to me?” [Name] asked with a smile on their face, Kindaichi flinched and froze as he was sweating hard under [Name] gaze on him, what was he supposed to do? Tell the truth? Well, that’s the right thing to do but also at the same time. He was trembling heavily on their gaze making it a dead give away to [Name] that they did read the letters.

But of course since three certain third years were noisy little shits, they were following their manager and saw the interaction and were running towards the two and took Kindaichi, since the male was being completely obvious right now.

“Sorry [L.Name]! We need Kindaichi to do something for us!!” 

They ran away far from the manager who stood there watching them disappear into the distance. 

‘I fucking knew it.’

At Practice

“Kindaichi, you were being obvious back there!!” Hanamaki whispered to the 1st year. “I’m sorry!” He apologized as Iwaizumi walked up to the two. “What are you two whispering about?” He asked as the two looked at him. “[L.Name] had asked him if we had read a letter that was given to them.” Hanamaki said.

“And he was being really obvious about it actually.” Matsukawa said walking towards the three.

“And they probably knows about it right now..”

“Yup.”

The three except for Iwaizumi shrieked and saw [Name] looked at them with a “gentle” smile, they knew they done goofed up since they were basically reading they were not supposed to know especially without [Name] permission. The others were trembling as [Name] let of the gentle smile on their face as they let out a huge sigh.

“Look... I really don’t like it when you guys read through my stuff right?” [Name] said as they all nodded. “And I don’t like it even more when you guys try do something stupid to find out about something, you guys should have confronted to me about it.” [Name] said while shaking their head.

While the others were dumbfounded as they realized on how easy it could’ve been but then again, they didn’t want to face [Name] wrath when they found out that they have been snooping through their stuff. They certainly don’t want that especially the 2nd and 3rd years, the 1st years haven’t experienced it... yet.

“Wait... so we should’ve have asked you about it?” OIkawa said as [Name] nodded. “Of course, I know you guys would be snooping around once you found about the love letter that I had received. You think I would be dumb enough to not know this would happen one day?” [Name] said while raising an eyebrow and their arms crossed.

“We’re sorry.”

“It’s alright.”

[Name] said as they took out the letter. “Also, tomorrow is the day that I’ll be meeting the secret admirer and for your information. I don’t have feelings for this person.” They said as the team let out an relief, but then Kunimi spoke up.

“But [L.Name]-san, do you know the person who wrote the letter to you?” He asked as [Name] nodded their head. “Yeah, I accidently found out while I was walking back to my locker to gets something but enough of that. You guys should go back to practice now before the coach kicks your asses again.”

“Yes!”

That Friday.

“I like you [L.Name]! Please go out with me!”

They bowed in front of them as [Name] looked at them. “I’m sorry but I can’t return the feelings [R.Name].” They said as the bowed while the said person stood up straight.

“O-Oh... is that so...” They awkwardly said since they don’t know what tp say about the rejection that they had received. “I’m really sorry especially since you bought those gifts for me, but I haven’t opened them and I want it to return them to you.” [Name] said as they handed them the bag that was filled with unopened gifts.

“You should give them to another person that returns the feelings for you.” [Name] said as they bowed once again and walked off, [R.Name] looked at the bag as they tried to stop the incoming tears and walked off.

The team was watching the confession behind the wall, they let out a sigh of relief but also at the same time felt bad for the person. Especially since [Name] didn’t open the gift that they had spend money on but they know [Name] can’t accept gifts but specifically the ones romantically for them.

Even though to others, it kinda seem like a jerk move but [Name] just doesn’t open the gifts because they think that they should only open the one if the sender is who they have feelings for. So, they just give the gifts back to them.

[Name] does feel guilty about it since they had spend money on it but it’s basically useless since they don’t have feelings for the person and it would be weird to keep the gifts in general.

The manager saw the team looking behind the wall and approached them. “What are you guys doing here?” They asked as the team stiffened and look to the side. “Uhhh... we were... just watching..” Oikawa said as [Name] sighed and shook their head as the team got away from the wall and stood in front of them.

“Let’s go.”

“Yes.”

The five 3rd years walked together to the gym, it was quiet between the them when Matsukawa spoke. “You guys wanna grab ramen after practice?”

“Yeah.”

��Sure.”

“Yeah.”

“Yes.”

“It’s Oikawa’s turn to treat us this time.” [Name] said as Oikawa flinched as he knew they would order the most expensive shit on the menu. 

“All right...”

[meraki-kintsukuroi]

a star is dying, but the universe won't let it.

(or alternatively: you're burning out like a dying star but these hands that have loved you even long before will never let you go, even if it means getting burnt along.)

tags/warnings: hurt/comfort, light angst, soft fluff, references to depression and to the pandemic, and maybe probably a bit of child abuse it doesn't happen though its just mentioned, implied long-distance relationship, space, morbid, and colour metaphors, discussions about death and dying, shit writing and word vomit (bc im rusty as hell).

pairings : kindaichi yuutaro/reader (gn! reader & ambiguous relationship bc ytf not)

wc : 1, 755

a/n: dedicated to @haru-senji for being in the same situation as I and to all the other people who are as well, hang in there you guys, love you and please stay safe <3.

"Hey 'tarou are you up...?", Yuutarou hears you call out to him in the dark, breaking the silence in the night with your voice faint and small, almost lost against the loud howling wind of the dim sky.

He shifts, twisting his body to where you are, and in the dark--despite of it all--reaches for you when you don't pull or push him away and squeezes the hand you let him hold.

(Intimacy between skin has always been a line you jump in and out of and yuutaro wonders if there ever could be a day where he can hold you without you flinching or shrinking away, and without him saying that its okay despite the hurt in his heart or the deep open scars in yours.)

"Mm, yeah..?", he asks, voice a deep low rasp from the silence that had long been stretching between you, "What is it?"

There is a pregnant pause before you speak. It stretches long and wide much like the ones before and he can't help but be reminded of sea and the sky and he thinks that even in the vastness of it all with you besides him, your backs against the grass of some far away place, underneath all the darkness and twinkling nights, and far away from all uninvited eyes. He thinks that if you were to say anything here and now he would keep it lock in his chest until the day he died.

(Because happiness is limited in a world that is almost at its limit, only holding on to whatever thin silver lining there was to just not fall into the void of nothingness and cease to exist.)

"Do you know how a star is born?",

The ex-volleyball captain blinks once and then twice, and thinks of a grand king who he had served for three long years, of a boy turned king-enemy, to a friend that he had found once lost, of a gymnasium so big that it had to be the whole universe with how many stars, planets, and other celestial bodies there had been, but no matter how much he had thought of it, those astral objects that he had thought of was only at their prime and not at their beginning.

(Those people, those upperclassmen, those players, those rivals, his teammates, had been and always been stars--the moon, the sun, the planet--his universe.

He wonders how proud, those who have seen them at their very beginning feel? To see the rock with no fuel burn with utmost energy along with others who are just as bright as them.)

"No, I don't.", He says, a quiet thing and hears you hum, before feeling you twist and turn before finally settling again, not once letting his hand go as you did so.

(He does not comment on how closer you are to him now, afraid you'd pull away and distance yourself from him again.)

"How about when they die?", you ask him instead, and across the vast meadow he hears the crickets chirping this season's song "Do you know how they die?"

Yuutaro closes his eyes, and thinks of an explosion, of bright colours and a supernova exploding in the expanse of space, of the destruction that follows the grief that comes along with the loss of something as bright as a star.

He thinks of the king-prince-boy and how he had exploded into nothing but colours of red, black, and blue of the grand king who had burst out crying hues of green, grey, and teal, of a dark black empty gym with no bright light or palette in sight.

"They, uh, collapse i think...?" He says trailing off, trying to rack his left part of the brain of the lessons he hadn't slept in science class, "Yeah they do--And then they, they, uh... explode into supernovas? Yeah they explode into supernovas." He finishes unhappy but accepting all the same.

It's not like he was as blunt but smooth with his words just like his best-friend, not sweet like honey, or rough but straight to the point. He was still an awkward, tongue tied, and still fumbling idiot even after all this time. Even when he had hit a growth spurt or even after hitting a major milestone in his life, He was still the tall awkward boy people know who had just grown into an adults body to fit an adult's clothes.

You hum again, and he feels you inching closer, but not close enough to hold you the way he wants to--needs to--

(He pushes the greed--the fear of loosing you--letting go of you away. He can't, does not, will never be selfish, he can't allow it, not when he knows all too well what happens to you and the people around you, suffer through all too well.)

"Do you think we'll go out like that?", you ask him again, voice almost like a child afraid, "Like a supernova exploding in colours?"

He feels you shift again, and this time he thinks you're much closer to him than before and he thinks that you might be facing him this time too, he doesn't know it's too dark to see (but even so, even so, even so please come closer so I can hold you so--)

"Or do you think, we'll go out like a daisy crushed by the one who's supposed to take care of it?"

And something about that question, something about the way you say those words, makes his heart scream and mind twist in agony.

Because he thinks of the world, and how its marching to an unknown point and how much its scaring people. Thinks of you and your home that's only getting so much colder with each day passing. Thinks of himself and how he's just like a ghost wandering with a lover that's slowly collapsing--dying underneath the weight, of the pain of it all, that's too much for them to bear and not being able to do anything about it because-- "the only person who can save you is yourself, and you know that better than anyone else Yuutaro." His mother had once said.

And he knows, he knows, he knows, he goddamn knows, that things are getting worse for you--for him-and for everyone else, but he will fight God and his angels if it meant at least being able to carry some of the burden you had to carry all because the people who was suppose to do it but couldn't so you had to learn how to carry it all by yourself even after all this time.

Because Yuutaro with all his awkwardness and flaws had never been alone.

You however, have been painfully all by your lonesome.

And you meant to him that much to say the least.

"I don't know really." he murmurs truthfully, and squeezes your hand as an I'm sorry that i can't help you lift your pain that I was years too late to even try to do so and now you're hurting so much that you're almost at you're breaking point, and even if you don't know why or what, he still tries to.

Because he was just a ghost with no body or home wandering around this world, trying his darn best to find himself again for a lover that's slowly collapsing and loosing the brightness that they once were.

"Lots of people die in many ways you know?", He says not having one single clue about what's he saying but continues on because happiness is a fickle thing and is it selfish of him to hold your hand and keep you safe from the monsters that was supposed to love you for a bit much longer?

"We're not stars or flowers or anything,", He says with a finality he didn't know he had.

"We're people and we die when we die.", he goes on to say, and he thinks of an accident on the news, a tragedy in a script, and a genocide written on the history books, and thinks that for all the fire and hydrogen or whatever that makes up a star, planet, comet, or whatever. They were all still painfully human even on their last moments.

That they'd all bleed, cry, turn ugly, and at the end of it all die in more ways than one, because humanity is a fickle thing and they were no different.

That he was still human despite being a ghost of he once was, that you were still human even if you were a rotting corpse murdered by the monsters that were your own flesh and blood by the burdens and self-projections that they always had.

That the tyrant he had hated so much was just a boy underneath all the gore, grime, and blood, and that the grand king he had served underneath all the gold and silver and bronze was just human too.

They all were.

"But what if someone wants to go already and the people around them don't want them to...?" He hears you mutter softly, and he squeezes your hand again replying.

"Then don't.", He mutters tiredly just as much you are to the world, the monsters, and at yourself, "Live."

"Do you think we'll ever...", you trail off, and he knows from your tone that you must be struggling with what words to say so he squeezes your hand again because this is the only way you'll let him show his love for you other than his presence (because you're so, so, so scared and he is too, for you and for him as well.)

"Live again?"

Because he's a ghost of a star cluster once formed and you're a rotting corpse of a white dwarf floating in space with no way or direction to what home once was.

"I don't know really.." He says again, and crosses the gap between you deciding fuck it and presses his forehead against yours pushing on as he goes on, "But we'll cross the bridge when we get there all right?"

You don't pull away nor you push him away, instead you tense before relaxing again, and this time instead of him you're the one who squeezes his hand instead.

"Yeah we'll cross the bridge when we get there."

And in the dark--despite the dark, he thinks that maybe you're smiling in what it seems for a long while now, and he thinks that maybe, maybe he is too.

(And when morning comes maybe you both start trying to live again.)

[mishteaspams]

Day 17 - Scarf: Yutaro Kindaichi

“Yu-kun, sit still you promise you’d at least take a picture with me!” 

You carefully wrap a half of the scarf around Kindaichi’s neck on the park bench. He is completely flustered at this moment, trying just a bit to shake you off to make it less suffocating while Kunimi snickers something about being whipped. You are too busy seated right next to your spiky haired boyfriend fixing your own side now.“Make sure to smile Yu~”  You grab his hand as you look to Kunimi and flash a smile. 

“Take a few pictures please!”

You take a number of photos and once you are finally done. He is a bit annoyed about how long you took and you can just tell he is about to say something when you pull Kindaichi to a kiss. 

“Thanks so much!”

It’s like he just melts. “It’s fine but we aren’t doing this again.” He mutters. 

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[mimi-cee-hq]

My Dear Kunimi - Chapter 4

Series Summary: When Y/n finds out Kunimi is her lab partner, she is not happy. But despite first impressions and clashing personalities, she finds herself falling for him.

Chapter Summary: Kunimi does something unexpected in the cafeteria.

Genre and tropes: Romance, Fluff, Getting Together, Growing Together, Enemies to Friends to Lovers, Slow Burn.

Author's notes: Finally something happens! lolll. (I mean, it is a slow burn lol.)

Words: 534

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Y/n blinked, focusing on the table at the other end of the cafeteria. Was she seeing things? Nope. But she wished she was.

Kanamoto, or Kana, as Y/n liked to call her, waved her down to the empty seat in front of her. Y/n hesitated to take it - because it meant sitting beside Kunimi again. Y/n wouldn't say that she hated Kunimi. She just didn't like his personality. There was a difference, right?

"Y/n! Over here!" Kana yelled out to Y/n. She sighed and took the seat beside Kunimi, unloading her tray into the table.

Kana introduced Y/n to the others at the table: Watari, Yahaba, Kindaichi and Kunimi. She knew the latter two, being classmates with them. Y/n noticed that Kana and Yahaba seemed close, based on how they bickered with each other. Watari just sighed, probably because this was a common occurrence. Y/n continued to eat while watching them.

"Oh! You're going to be the manager of the volleyball team, right?" Kana asked Y/n. "This guy is the captain unfortunately," she said, pointing to Yahaba.

"What? We're finally getting a manager?" exclaimed Yahaba. "All the other teams have cute managers."

"I thought we didn't get one because Mizoguchi handled everything," stated Watari.

"Yeah," Kana pouted. "He wouldn't let me be a manager last year."

"That's because everyone who wanted to be a manager were all Oikawa fangirls," retorted Yahaba. "Including you!" he scolded Kana.

"Well, can you blame me?" she snapped back.

"Who's Oikawa?" asked Y/n. Kana promptly pulled out a picture of him on her phone. Y/n guessed she really was a fangirl.

Staring at the picture, Y/n blushed, but told her, "I guess he's kind of good looking."

"Kind of?" Kana stared at her, agast. "Just kind of?"

Y/n only shrugged and continued to eat her yogurt. But just before Kana could rave about Oikawa, Y/n heard a 'tch' and felt a rough paper napkin brush against her lips.

It took Y/n a moment to register what had happened. Apparently, it was the same for everyone else at the table. Y/n turned to her right to see Kunimi holding up a dirty napkin. His scowl disappeared and he froze, staring at the napkin in his hand.

Kunimi quickly turned his body away from her as Y/n struggled how to respond. She was shocked as well as disturbed that he entered her personal space. But she also felt her body heat up from embarrassment while four different pairs of eyes stared at her.

"Were you two always close?" Kana asked, breaking the silence.

"I didn't know you were together," commented Yahaba.

"I guess they wouldn't announce it right away," added Watari.

With every phrase that came from their mouths, Y/n increasingly wished she was invisible. She took a peek at Kunimi who decided to finish up the last few pieces of his food as if nothing had happened. He nodded to his senpais before he got up to put his tray away.

'At least tell them we're not dating!' Y/n mentally yelled at him. 'This was all your fault to begin with!'

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[clearpixellove]

Spilt Coffee || Yutaro Kindaichi ||

A/N: I basically just made my first post and i’m already writing my first fanfic for my page lol. Not to plus, Kindaichi is a very overlooked character sadly when he gives yo so much to work with

Summary: Cliche reuniting with an old friend and figuring out your feelings

warnings: cursing, fluff?

notes: sorry this isn't my best work and its kinda short too but i hope you can still enjoy

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Soulmate Au -  A touch from your soulmate will leave an imprint there (like a different colored area on your skin, or a symbol, or name)

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Leaning against the cool steel bar welded to the stands’ edge, sweaty palms and curled tighter around the metal as peering eyes watched the volleyball game being played out in front of Y/N. The feeling of worry and dread set in deeper as they saw Kitagawa Daiichi’s scores fall even further behind their opponent. Gnawing down on their lip, Y/N witnessed Kageyama Tobio snap once again at his team mate, noticing the pressure and tension getting worse between the 3rd year middle students.

It was cutting closer and closer, catching up to the opposing team at this point was wishful thinking but there was still hope. Maybe they cold settle and work together? maybe the other team was just on a lucky streak. That had to be it. There was no way they wold...lose.

The ball hit the ground in what seemed slow motion, color completely draining from Kageyama’s face as his set was met with no one. Kindaichi’s hard worked and red hands not meeting. The second set was done and the game was over for Kitagawa Daiichi. 

Witnessing first hand as to why Kageyama had become so bitter and desperate, seeing how he had pushed his team too far and knowing the team was done for good.

Maybe it was for the best.

Only a year or so had passed, and now that game was jst memory in the back of most minds. Spring had come and It was a fresh start at all new schools, most going their separate ways. Hell, at this point most were focusing on finding their soulmates, the teenage dream. Just waiting for that one special touch to light up a piece of you like an alarm, fate tangling two together. Though to Y/N, it seemed a bit pointless, it was their choice who they loved and spent the rest of their life with. Wasn’t it?

Humming a soft the, the recent Aobajohsai student strolled through the gates and through the adolescent crowd whilst keeping to themselves as one would. Knowing they had some time before classes started, Y/N walked away from the main building and more so towards the gym and field by it. Holding the warm cardboard cup in their hand, eyes wondered around the landscape just as they were passing the decently sized gym. Right as they passed the sliding doors, the familiar sound of sneakers squeaking against polished floors and the calls for a ball. cranking their head back before slowly taking one large step at a time before they stood in front of the wide open doors.

Volleyball.

“Yeahhhhh... Nah, fuck that,” Y/N dragged as they shrugged their shoulders and just as they were about to walk off, mind their own business and ignore the hot sweaty guys inside, the sound of jst one pair of runners got closer. 

Taking one step forward before sudden a figure came tumbling out, his back to Y/N as he stumbling. Just as the 6′2 athlete, if you could even call him that, Y/N’s prince charming skills kicked in and caught the black hair male as they were just about to hit the ground and potentially wind himself. Gentler hands caught the sweaty guy’s arms and his back crashed back into Y/N”s chest with an audible thud. Groaning just a bit, Y/N pushed the guy back up to his feet and made sure he was stable.

“Jeez... for a volleyball player you're heavy, you better hope that weight is just muscle, bean stalk,” Y/N commented and pouted as they noticed their precious caffeine had been spilt due to saving the clumsy dude.

Just as they were morning their dearest drink, the male turned and cocked an eyebrow. Lifting their head, Y/N stiffened a bit before covering their moth.

“Pfft- Yutaro? still playing volleyball, you turnip head?” Y/N teased and Kindaichi rolled his eyes, crossing his arms.

“Yeah, ha ha. And yore still going with the whole turnip head thing?” he whined and hung his head before Y/N carefully patted his arms.

Just as they were about to speak up, Yutaro lifted his head and suddenly the world went like... Whoa. And when i saw whoa, i mean like whoa. Kindaichi and Y/N had never been the closest but they were friends, they went to his games and they ate together at lunch. Y/N had never really seen anything all that special about Yutaro but right as he lifted his head, it just hit them dead in the face. He was defiantly tall and all but just then Y/N had realized he had the build to match it. He had sch gently sun kissed skin, now coated in a thin layer of sweat, body heat radiating off him and the slight scent of his deodorant and cologne enveloped their senses. His stupid hair style for once.. kinda looked good. It was messy and with it pushed back, gave everyone a good look as his surprisingly amazing bone structure. like DAMN, that jawline and cheek bones though.

Quickly blinking and snapping their attention back to realizing, Kindaichi had noticed they had been staring. Of course but for some reason he had been doing the game thing. Raising their hands up quickly as a defensing position, Y/N flushed and shook their head. 

“S-Sorry! i didn't mean to stare or anything...” they slowly trailed off Kindaichi raised his hands and carefully caught a hold of Y/N’s wrist before bringing them closer to his face, confusing Y/N greatly they noticed his facial expression.

His face was unsurprising stony but it was his eyes. his dark eyes was practically sparkling and it looked like fireworks were going off in his mind. He didn't really speak, almost like he was in shock,before turning their hands to face Y/N. They were both a mint shade of green, like they had dipped their hands into some paint. Now it was Y/N’s turn to go into shook. 

“You...! Are we...!? Holy fuck...” They trailed off and Kindaichi laughed happily at their reaction before he struck a pose in joy giving Y/N a moment to catch a glimpse at the back of Yutaro’s arms.

Sighing softly, a small smile raised to Y/N’s lips and they gave a small chuckle before giving Kindaichi a small and quick embrace. 

“Meet me at the Vending machine at lunch?” They hummed and Yutaro easily nodding, the two smiling like idiots.

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“OI KINDAICHI!! GET YOUR KLUTZY ASS BACK INSIDE BEFORE I DRAG YO IN HERE!!”

“Iwa-channnn, you're being too mean, hes only a first year and just met his soulmate,”

“I don’t give a fuck, Trashykawa,”

[demonkitty10]

Ughhhh I can’t sleep, so now I write 😁

Oikawa One-Shot

-Haikyuu! Fanfic!

-Oikawa X Reader

-Fluff… lil bit of angst?

-TW⚠️: Bullying, Physical abuse, Mental abuse, Suicidal thoughts, Attempted murder?

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You’ve known Oikawa Tooru since junior high. He was two years older than you and was the senpai to some friends you had in that boys’ volleyball club.

You were fairly close with Kunimi Akira, Kindaichi Yutaro, and Kageyama Tobio. You three hung out from time to time, which pretty much stopped as you got older.

Of course, as the years went by, you’ve heard rumors about all the guys you’ve known from junior high, especially those from the boys’ volleyball club.

You never minded any rumors about Kunimi, Kindaichi, Kageyama, or even Iwaizumi.

But once Oikawa’s name was mentioned, that’s where your full attention went. And these rumors, they got to you.

“Oh my god, Oikawa’s soooo hottt!”

“Yeah, too bad he’s a terrible boyfriend.”

“I heard he only uses girls for sex.”

“He’s probably not really interested in girls, only volleyball.”

“Oikawa never makes time for the girls he dates, he just doesn’t care enough if it’s not volleyball.”

“Oh my- he might actually be gay!”

“You think he’s secretly dating another guy from the volleyball club?”

“It has to be Iwaizumi! Who else? Oikawa’s always clinging to him!”

You tried ignoring it, but those comments really sunk in deep. It was like a dagger was pierced in your heart and being twisted, then someone decided to rub salt and lemon into the wound.

Painful. Unbearable. Torture.

That’s what it was like having these feelings for Oikawa. You’ve had them since the moment you had met him in junior high, but he probably forgot all about it.

~You had just started your first week at Kitagawa Daiichi Junior High School. You couldn’t make friends, you felt awkward, and your clumsiness wasn’t helping you any.

It felt like absolute hell. And it only got worse. Other girls, both in your year and older, had started bullying you. You really only got along with guys. And eventually, at the end of the week, you had dealt with physical bullying.

A few girls thought it would be funny to push you down the stairs and dump water on you from the top, all while you were carrying your stuff and just trying to go home. You felt your knee take the full impact and tears immediately formed in your eyes and spilled.

The pain was unbearable and you were ready to die. You wanted this all to end. What was the point of living if only these terrible things happened to you?

As you felt all hope and happiness drain from your body, a hand reached out to you, earning gasps from the responsible party.

You looked up to see none other than Oikawa Tooru. He had a smiled plastered on his face. He was bent down a little, his hand still extended, waiting for you to grab it.

“Need help?” His voice was soft and sweet. His charm got you immediately.

You only nodded, taking his hand while trying to stand. The moment you applied pressure to the leg with the injured knee, you almost collapsed right there.

“Whoa! Easy there! Looks like you hurt your knee, huh?” He grabbed you a little tighter, an arm pulling you closer to his body.

Again, all you could do was nod, while holding onto him. A slight blush started creeping onto your cheeks.

He chuckled. “Here, lemme take you to the nurse so they can get your parents to take care of you. Ok?”

You nodded. “Thank you, senpai.”

His smile seemed to make him glow. “It’s no problem for my beautiful little kouhai. So… how did this happen? You get pushed from bullies or are you just that clumsy?”

You looked away, only shaking your head in response.

“It’s fine if you don’t want to say. It’s my fault for trying to pry into your life. Oh! Here we are. Hope your knee gets better! Bye!” And he left.

That was the only time you had been able to get anywhere near Oikawa Tooru.~

You sighed, walking away from the gossiping group of girls. You decided to go to the same school as Oikawa, hoping something would happen.

But what could possibly happen between you two? Your knee has been horrible since that incident. You couldn’t play volleyball anymore, and you missed it.

The doctors tell you to not run or put too much weight in your knee. And you still limp a bit from it. The pain never went away. And maybe it never will…

Your family had pressured you to join a club- any club. They really didn’t want you at home.

Ever since your accident, they thought you were worthless and always called you a cripple. They degraded you and made you feel unwanted, unloved.

Over time, you gradually stopped feeling anything. You become numb to the physical and mental pain, and all emotions.

Well, all emotions except for the feelings you have for Oikawa Tooru. That’s what kept you going.

And today was the day you’d sign up to be a manager… for the boys’ volleyball club.

Signing up for the team and actually being dragged into it to meet the team by the coach were two completely different things. The coach literally had to pull you into the gym, saying how important it was to actually show up and help the team.

You were practically kicking and screaming. And it definitely caused a scene… a very unwanted scene. The moment you entered that gym, all eyes were on you.

“Y/N?” Kunimi and Kindaichi had said in unison, addressing you by first name.

You stopped and stared at the team in horror and embarrassment. You fixed yourself quickly and gave the two boys a quick nod.

The coach rolled his eyes. “This is L/N Y/N, and she’s going to be your manager. Treat her well and make her actually want to come here every practice.”

“Yes sir!”

You nodded again, hiding your face behind your hair in embarrassment.

The two boys jogged over to you.

“Y/N? Is that really you?” Kindaichi tried getting a look at your face.

“It’s been a while.” Kunimi just stood looking at you.

You nodded. “It has.”

“So what have ya been up to?” Kindaichi was attempting to be friendly.

You looked at the boys and gave a weak smile. “Physical therapy still. My knee doesn’t want me playing volleyball ever again… so here I am.” You laughed nervously, starting to run the back of your head.

Kunimi sighed. “No more bullying?”

“Nope. Just the usual… you know- family and destroyed knee. Haha.”

He put a hand on your shoulder. “If you need our numbers again, we’ll give them. We can be friends like back then.”

“Yeah, we wanna help-“

Kindaichi was cut off when a familiar third year spoke, calling the attention of everyone in the gym to split between you three and him.

“Kunimi-chan, Kindaichi-chan! Do you two know our lovely new manager?” He got in the back of the head with a volleyball.

The one who threw it- Iwaizumi. “Shittykawa! You better not be thinking of flirting with that poor girl!”

“Owwww… that hurt Iwa-chan!”

You stared at the boy you’ve been crushing on for three years now. It felt almost unreal. But here he was, right in front of you… talking to and about you.

Kunimi rolled his eyes and gave you a look that clearly said “ignore this, it’s normal”.

Kindaichi looked at his captain. “Yeah! We hung out in junior high a bit! Y/N’s our friend! She used to play volleyball to!”

Oh no…

“Used to? Why doesn’t she play anymore?” Iwaizumi started making his way over.

“Well… she-“

“I was pushed down a flight of stairs in my first year of junior high and it really messed up my knee. I haven’t been able to play since.”

Kunimi and Kindaichi looked at you, completely in shock. They knew you didn’t like talking about it… it was like trauma for you. And here you were, telling a whole team of guys about it.

Iwaizumi put a hand on your shoulder. “Sorry to hear that… and ask. You don’t have to say anything anymore.”

“It’s fine.” You mumbled, looking at the ground.

When you looked up, you noticed Oikawa staring at you, but he remained silent and his expression was unreadable.

You shuffled your feet in discomfort.

Iwaizumi noticed, turning to look at Oikawa. “Hey! Stop staring at her or I’m gonna hit you!”

Oikawa snapped his head away, finally taking his eyes off you. He walked off to talk to other members of the team.

After practice, which you really helped out with, the team was getting ready to leave after quickly heading to the club room to change.

You thought about walking home, but you didn’t want to be there just yet. Just as you were about to move, a voice called out to you and made you jump.

You turned and came face-to-face with none other than Oikawa. “Oi-Oikawa… s-senpai!”

He looked at you for a few minutes before a slight smile appeared on his face. “Thought you looked familiar. You’re that girl I walked to the nurse’s office after seeing you collapsed at the bottom of the stairs, right? I never did get your name, until now… Y/N-chan~.”

You froze. “You… you remember that?”

“Of course. But I didn’t think your knee would get so bad that you’d be unable to play volleyball. Does it still hurt?”

You nodded. “A… a bit.”

He stepped away a bit. “You ok? You don’t need to be so tense or nervous around me, you now. I’m only here to help a cute little kouhai.” His smile was the same as it was then.

Between his smile and his words, your beat wouldn’t stop beating so fast. It felt like it would beat right out of your chest.

“It’s just like then.” You mumbled.

“Hm?” He cocked his head to the side, not understanding you.

“I think I’m gonna faint.” Your legs felt weak and they started giving out under you.

Oikawa quickly moved to catch you, pulling you very close to his tall, muscular frame. “Oh my gosh! Are you alright?!”

You looked into his chocolate eyes. “I think I’m falling for you all over again.” You had blurted it out before you had even realized it.

He smiled, chuckling softly. “Is that what happened on the stairs? You fell for me?”

“N-no! I mean… umm…”

“I’m messing with you. Now, tell me whatcha meant, Y/N-chan.”

You nodded, taking a deep breath to calm yourself. “I… I never got to thank you for helping me last time.”

“Ah, I believe you did.” His smile never faltered.

“Oh… um… that’s not the same.”

“Hm?”

“Those girls… and all other girls, stopped bullying me after you helped me then. I didn’t get to thank you for that. You made me feel happy and cared about. I never felt that way before. So I wanted to thank you for that.”

You looked at him.

His smile had dropped. “What? Why wouldn’t you feel cared about?”

“My family… doesn’t love me. Ever since that day my knee got busted, they’ve treated me terribly and made me feel useless… well more than they did before.” You looked away from his face again.

He pulled you closer to his chest, holding you tightly. “I’ll always make you feel loved. And I’ll catch you when you fall… or pick you up if you’ve already hit the bottom.”

You looked up at him, eyes wide.

His sweet smile returned. “I never got the chance to see what happened to the only girl that never bothered me or begged me to date her. I was really worried about how you were since that day. You’ve been in my mind since and I started thinking I’d never see you again.”

“M-me too, senpai.”

“So, then… let me be there for you, since no one else is.”

You nodded, unable to speak.

He leaned down and placed a soft, warm, gentle kiss on your lips. “I’ll give you all my love.”

“I’ll give you mine, senpai.”

His smile grew. “We’ll complete each other, give the other what they couldn’t have. And we can finally live our lives happily.”

“Together?”

“Together. Forever. I promise… my precious little kouhai.”

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Haikyuu Headcanons

Little things the teams do that tell you they love you (love language)

Aoba Johsai || Karasuno || Nekoma/Fukurodani || Miscellaneous ||

Pairing: Aoba Johsai team members x reader

Genre: fluff

Warnings: none

A/N: I’ll be doing this for most of the teams and some odd characters I write for!!! Hope you enjoy!!

Tooru Oikawa

Sending random pictures of himself to you throughout the day and expecting many of you in return. Pics of him eating his lunch. Bathroom selfies. Videos of him doing stupid shit that has you laughing. Always has a cute little reminder on the simple pics or something funny to go with the videos he sends. 

Issei Matsukawa

Touch. Has a hand on you at all times. Waist, hip, back, hand, finger, wrist, anywhere he can grab he’ll hold for as long as he can. Absolutely loves to trace his fingers along your skin. If you have your legs exposed, he’ll run his fingers along them. Your arms? Traced. Stomach? Traced. Your face? Traced. Nothing is left untouched by him. 

Takahiro Hanamaki

He pays attention to you. He always catches the little things like your tone of voice, your wandering eyes, the small usually forgettable quirks you show him. He’ll remember what you said weeks ago about working a double shift one day and show up at your work with lunch to make sure you eat something. 

Hajime Iwaizumi

Date nights. At least once a week he’ll take you out for a date. It could be a restaurant, movies, fast food, picnic, festival, or even just a drive out of town, as long as you two were spending time together it was perfect. Sometimes it’d be lowkey like movie night at home or cooking a new recipe in the kitchen and other times it’s trips to museums or amusement parks. Hajime always wants to surprise you with cute and fun date ideas. 

Shigeru Yahaba

Always has coffee/tea/an ice water/or whatever you prefer in the morning ready for you to drink. He knows exactly how you like it, how much creamer, how many sugars, how many ice cubes, whatever it is. He prepares it before you get up or while you’re getting ready, bringing it to you along with a good morning kiss. 

Yutaro Kindaichi

Buys you flowers almost everyday- at least a few times a week. Always goes to the same flower shop and picks out a bouquet he thinks you’ll like and brings it home for you. Always changes it up in terms of flowers, but will always ask to add your favorite flower in it if it doesn’t already have it. He’s acquired many vases because of this, but he doesn’t mind, especially not when you beam with gleam whenever he comes home.  

Akira Kunimi

Peace and quiet. He doesn’t talk much, so he shows his love and appreciation for you by enjoying your presence. He loves laying on the couch with you and having you in his arms while you watch TV or when he’s playing video games, he loves to have you on his lap. Isn’t huge on physical affection besides cuddling, but every once in a while he’ll kiss your cheek, head, nose, neck, ear, just anywhere close to his lips at that moment.

Kentaro Kyotani

Wordlessly helps you with the chores around the house. If he sees you working on the dishes, he’ll start vacuuming or doing the laundry just so you don’t have much to do. If he can’t help out that much because of work or practice, then he’ll make it up to you by buying or cooking dinner and giving you a neck massage.

[toru-oikawas-milkbread]

Holiday Season

October series: Day 13

Pairing: Yūtarō Kindaichi x f!reader

Prompt/summary: “I don’t feel like sleeping”

Word count: 651

Warnings/contents: Fluff

Notes: I know a lot of people don’t like Kindaichi, but I certainly do and this one is for my fellow Kindaichi lovers (I know there’s a couple of you here). I hope that those of you enjoy this, and those of you who do not like Kindaichi can look forward to tomorrow!

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A soft groan in annoyance left you as you spammed the ‘A’ on your console, chasing after a shadow beneath the ocean water that you were just unable to catch. Kindaichi snuggled closer on top of you while you played your game, eyeing the tv as you swam as fast as you could and tried to catch the creature beneath the water. When you finally managed to trick it and capture it, it was just another clam.

“I wish I could find something new already,” you grumbled, making your character swim to the shore and get out of the ocean. “I swear, I can’t wait for a new month so I can catch new creatures.” Kindaichi gave a soft hum along to your words, tired after a long week of studying for finals coming up. He was damn near almost done with college and so were you. This weekend the two of you decided to take a little bit of time to relax together before studying after dinner tonight.

“Almost,” he mumbled, giving a yawn against your skin. “This year is actually gonna be over before we know it.” You gave a soft hum in agreement and went to the shop.

“You’re right.” While the game loaded, you gently rubbed your boyfriends back, making him give a little smile and snuggle closer to you. “Speaking of next month— what are we doing for Christmas?” You asked, dreading the Holiday season that was approaching. “Are we going to your family’s house?” You had always been close to the Kindaichi’s— after all, you’d known the boy since the two of you were little kids and especially well over your teenage years, their home was a second home to you. It was a place that you were always welcome.

“Sure,” he said. “Do you want to go to yours?” You were silent for a moment before giving a soft sound in discontent.

“No.”

“Okay. We can just go to mine.” He said simply, nuzzling closer to you. “Unless something changes.” You gave a sigh and gave his back a soft rub while you were swimming through the ocean and looking for more bubbles to follow.

“I doubt that it will.” A soft kiss was placed to your neck as you yawned.

“You should get some rest, baby.” He mumbled, and you gave a soft hum in return.

“I don’t feel like sleeping.” You said simply, though you were rather tired of swimming aimlessly around the ocean in the game to only find familiar sea creatures. As many bells as they were worth, you were bored and nothing was satiating your desires as of right now. In fact, you weren’t sure what it was that you wanted so badly. “I don’t know what I want,” you mumbled, setting the controller down with a sigh.

Kindaichi pushed himself up onto his arms while you brought your hand down to rub your eye. Peeking at the man, you saw him looking at you with a little smile that made your cheeks flush.

“What?”

“You’re just pretty.” He said simply. In return, you averted your gaze and brought a hand up to pull him closer to you again. He complied, nuzzling his face against your shoulder. After a moment of silence between the two of you, you tightened your arms around the man while the subtle Animal Crossing music played in the background of the otherwise quiet room.

“You know what I think it is that I need?” A soft hum came from the man as you ran your fingers up into his hair. “I think I just need you.” He moved a bit, looking curiously at you. “Can we just make out for awhile and then take a nap later?” Kindaichi sent you another little smile and leaned in to press a soft kiss to your lips before resting his forehead against yours.

“Anything you’d like, baby.”

[omigiry]

Fics ━━━

Make up - Iwaizumi x reader - slight angst to fluff

Maybe this time - Oikawa x reader - angst

Marry me - Bokuto x reader - fluff and angst

Nervously, Awkwardly - Tsukishima x reader - fluff

Summer Breeze - Miya Osamu x reader - fluff

X Station Exit 4 - Komori x reader - fluff

Rekindle - Suna x reader - a lil bit of angst

Never Changed - Oikawa x reader - angst

Whisper in the air - M. Atsumu x reader - fluff

Let me be the one - Ushijima x reader - angst

Injured player - Iwaizumi x reader - fluff

Not a crush - Suna x reader - fluff

Clumsy in Love - Bokuto x reader - fluff

For you - Tsukishima x reader - fluff

Love when you’re ready - Sakusa x reader - fluff 

Mini series ━━━

I Don’t and I won’t  | pt. 2  |  pt. 3 - Akaashi x reader - angst to fluff

Fireworks  |  pt. 2 - Kuroo x reader - angst to fluff (warning: gunshot and hospital scene)

Drabbles ━━━

It’s always better with you - Semi x reader - fluff

Late night phone calls - Sugawara x reader - fluff 

Chimes - Akaashi x reader - fluff 

Nicknames - Kageyama x reader - fluff

Eyeglasses - Akaashi x reader - fluff

Hair tie - Kenma x reader - fluff

Head pats - Kita x reader - fluff

Comforting hugs - Bokuto x reader - fluff

Headcanons ━━━

Giving them hand massage - Setters

Night routine - Sakusa Kiyoomi

*Best friends - Kunimi Akira and Kindaichi Yutaro

Sleepy s/o - Middle blockers

*s/o who’s polite - Miya Atsumu, Sakusa Kiyoomi, Suna Rintaro

Requests ━━━

Osamu taking care of his sick stubborn s/o

(*)Requests: open

[nxrthmizu]

lady of seijoh—「ch.5」

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Summary ↬ Most former Kitagawa Daiichi volleyball members graduate to join Aoba Johsai— You, the former Kitagawa Daiichi manager, are no exception.

Pairing ↬ fem!reader x Aoba Johsai VBall Club

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What it’s Like to Kiss Yūtarō Kindaichi

Notes: If you would like to see my other kissing headcanons posts, follow {this link} to my masterlist page 💕

Just like on my last, I will not tolerate Kindaichi slander on this blog 😌 

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- Kindaichi needed a little bit of time, but this doesn’t mean he was a bad kisser. He had to adjust— you were the first person he had ever been with romantically, making you his first everything. First kiss, first love, first hand-holding, first time cuddling with somebody— everything was new and he was doing his best to hold back both his absolute simp side and keep his calm rather than be a flushing mess every time that you winked at him. Once he got the hang of kissing, he did get a lot more confident and actually often times leaves you a flushing mess now

- His lips are amazingly soft. Only in the winter do they have a tendency to start chapping so bad that he needs chapstick. Kindaichi has a bad habit of chewing on his lips when they get chapped, so in order to prevent this he always has to keep chapstick on hand in the midst of winter. It wouldn’t be a necessarily rare or unseen sight for his lips to be picked raw at when it starts to get colder. As for his lip shape, they’re not necessarily thick, but his lips aren’t technically thin. His bottom lip does have more to it than his upper lip does, but they’re both still very predominant

- Usually in the winter when his lips are chapped, he keeps chapstick on them at all times. The only issue is that Kindaichi, especially when he’s working out which he does a lot because of volleyball, has a tendency to lick his lips. It makes both the chapstick pointless and makes his lips more chapped by the end of the day, leaving something for him to absentmindedly bite at. It’s a deadly cycle

- Kindaichi smells fruity. He eats a lot of strawberries and often times there’s a distinct smell of them on his breath. Not in a bad way, but it’s almost sort of endearing. Often times there’s a trace of apple or cinnamon on him. You could swear that he wears some sort of cinnamon spice scented deodorant most days

- Similar to his breath that smells like strawberries, Kindaichi’s lips often times have a strawberry taste to them. He eats quite a bit of fruit, so tasting apples or orange on his lips isn’t something that would be unusual. He also drinks a lot of water which sort of washes the taste away, leaving him tasting like nothing in particular. Unless you kiss him right after he ate a strawberry or took a bite out of an apple, you might not catch the fruity taste and only the lingering aftertaste of it behind the water on his lips

- He does really enjoy kissing, especially when he got comfortable with you and knew what he was doing. While he still gets a bit flustered sometimes, he really likes to try and make you blush when he’s kissing you. He likes to try and tease you even a sliver of how much you tease him, so he wouldn’t exactly pass up the chance to kiss you in a certain way and make the tips of your ears burn. His kisses honestly almost never fail to make you feel some butterflies in your stomach no matter how long you’d been together

- When he’s kissing you, Kindaichi’s eyebrows often furrow inwards on instinct. It’s the way that he’s focusing so hard on kissing you and listening to all the little soft sounds that you make. When he’s starting to feel the effects of the kiss more than usual, his eyebrows can instead lift upwards a little bit rather than furrowing downwards, though the easiest way to know that you’re making him as happy as you make him with a kiss is when he gives little moans into your mouth. He only usually does that when he’s not thinking and it often times leaves the kiss a bit sloppy

- Kindaichi’s kisses are very sweet. They have a tendency to change a lot from: short pecks goodbye, soft kisses to your lips a few times as he whispers his love for you beneath his breath, long and passionate kisses while a movie plays quietly in the background after a long week, soft kisses broken by laughs and quick comments, slow and tired make out sessions late at night in the silent darkness of your shared bedroom when you’re trying to sleep and often times falling asleep together mid-kiss, only to wake up with your faces still close together

- If he’s being honest, not much could really ruin a kiss for him. Getting walked in on would be embarrassing, sure, but not something he couldn’t come back from. You laughing mid-kiss is only something that makes him smile and want to kiss you that much more. Breaking the kiss for a yawn is only an indication that after a few more kisses, it’s time to go to bed. Even morning breath wouldn’t stop him from kissing you in all honesty

- When the two of you are in the midst of a make out session, Kindaichi’s favorite thing to do is to hold your hand and run his fingers through your hair. He likes to give your hand a little squeeze and feel you smile against his lips, he likes to twirl a piece of your hair around his fingers and even have your own buried in his hair. He likes to touch you and feel you close to him in an intimate but innocent way even if his tongue is in your mouth

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A-Z SFW Alphabet | Yūtarō Kindaichi

Pairing: Yūtarō Kindaichi x f!reader

Word count: 3.4K

Warnings/contents: Lot’s of fluff and fluffy headcanons, mild language in some

Notes: I don’t want to hear anything but the best about the love of my life 😠 Kindaichi is a sweet little butthead, and I will die on the hill that he would be awkward but sweet and treat his s/o like the most important person in the entire world

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A = Affection (are they affectionate with you?)

Kindaichi has always been very affectionate with you. As the two of you started getting closer, he got more comfortable with you, and in return to him getting more comfortable, he moved on from just holding your hand to snuggling into you unprompted on the sofa, kissing your forehead, ruffling your hair when you’re being stubborn, taking naps on your shoulder, etc. His favorite thing to do is fall asleep while he’s holding your hand because it makes him feel safe

B = Beauty (what do they admire the most about you?)

Often times Kindaichi finds himself admiring your laughter and the way that your nose scrunches up when you’re laughing, or how your eyes crinkle and close when you’re happy. Even if you don’t think that you have a cute laugh or you even snort, Kindaichi loves hearing your laughter. Because to him, it isn’t how it sounds, it’s simply the fact that you’re happy enough to laugh, and that makes him smile as well

C = Cuddles and hugs (how do they cuddle? what about hugs?)

Kindaichi has always been a big fan of cuddling. Ever since he got with you, he can’t wait to curl up with you at the end of the day and simply breathe in your scent while he unwinds. His favorite way of cuddling is sitting on the sofa, his arm around you and you curled into his side, holding hands or just sitting together with his hand on your leg or your hand on his. He likes to talk to you a bit while you’re unwinding together, but that’s usually saved for later when the two of you are curled up in bed together

Sleeping with you is something that Kindaichi has waited years for, and not only in a sexual aspect. He’s more than happy to curl up with you in the most innocent way, holding you in his arms nice and tight and telling you how much he loves you with a kiss to your head before the two of you go to sleep in each others arms. He likes to spoon with you at night, wrapping his arms around you, keeping you close to him, and burying his nose against your back all night

Hugging Kindaichi equals safety. His arms are warm, his touch is gentle, his chin rests on the top of your head and his fingers will gently run along your back to soothe you after the best or worst of days. He’ll press a little kiss to your forehead, sway you in his arms lightly if you need comfort, and never fail to make you feel loved while he holds you in his arms. He would hug you for as long as you needed at any given time

D = Date (how was the first date? what are dates with them like?)

Kindaichi had been nervous on your first date. He managed to talk to you pretty easily because the two of you were close, but that didn’t mean that his palms weren’t still a bit sweaty beneath the table at the little restaurant that the two of you went to. The two of you getting food together wasn’t uncommon, though the intentions were different this time, and while you had seemed unaffected, he was still a bit anxious. He’d tried pushing the thoughts aside, but he couldn’t help how worried he was that he could mess everything up on this date, but when the two of you were walking back to the car and he caught a glimpse of you in the moonlight, a little smile on your face as you looked at the man in return, he couldn’t help but remember just why the two of you were doing this in the first place, and as worried as he’d been that whole night, his heart still hammered in his chest in the best way possible in that moment

The two of you often times still go to restaurants nowadays, however something that Kindaichi also likes to do is going to a museum or to a movie. Since the two of you spend so much time together at home, when you go out, he likes to do fun afternoon activities with you

E = Emotion (is it easy for them to express their emotions in front of you?)

Because he’s known you for such a long time, Kindaichi had always thought that you were easy to talk to. He always asks before he rants though, because he knows that your mind can be as full as his is sometimes, and he would hate to pile more onto you than you could handle. He wouldn’t be in a bad mood for very long, only needing to get a few small things off his chest and having you softly running your fingers through his hair while you comfort the man

F = Feelings (when did they know they were in love with you?)

Honestly, Kindaichi had a crush on you nearly from the second that he saw you. You’d moved into his neighborhood a few years before you started high school at Aoba Johsai together, and he had been so anxious to talk to you because he thought that you were cute. That innocent little attraction hadn’t went away, and even to this day his affection for you only seems to grow. The moment that he really knew just how deep he was in for you was when you were laughing with Kunimi, the three of you walking out of a movie and he was listening to the two of you make jokes about how horrible it was. As you laughed at Kunimi’s joke, he couldn’t help but smile even as the realization for how lost in love he was for you hit him

G = Gentle (are they gentle? If so, how?)

Kindaichi has always been at a nice middle space between being gentle and being rough with you. His touch is very soft, and so is his tone. He’s careful with you, but physically he doesn’t treat you like a breakable piece of glass. It’s a perfect mixture between soft touches and lip biting kisses that make your heart race

H = Hands (how do they like to hold hands?)

He absolutely loves holding hands. Whether your hand is simply resting in his or your fingers are tightly interlocked, he would hold hands with you for hours. Pretty much every single time that the two of you were out and about, he likes to keep you close by the hand rather than having an arm around you. He thinks that it’s cute when you get distracted and your thumb absentmindedly traces little patterns or words you’re hearing in the movie over the back of his hand, and he often times brings your hand up to his mouth and presses a quick kiss to the back of your hand, sometimes absentmindedly

I = "I love you" (who said it first? and how? do they say it often?)

He said it first, but truth be told it had been an accident. He was planning on telling you about how he loved you soon, but this certain night he had just been so tired, and it was late after the two of you had sat on the phone in your own homes studying. He was going to say goodbye to you because he was going to sleep, and when he went to tell you goodnight, he had added a soft “I love you” afterwards. He was horrified, cheeks bright red while you giggled at him and told him that you loved him to and to sleep well before you hung up. He didn’t get much sleep that night

After the whole thing, Kindaichi had started to tell you that he loved you every single night before you went home or hung up on the phone, though thankfully now that the two of you live together, he’ll randomly press a kiss to your head and whisper it to you when he hugs you or when you’re cuddling several times a day

J = Jealousy (do they get jealous? how do they act when they're jealous?)

He trusts you inexplicably, so whenever you’re talking to someone he doesn’t know or you’re laughing a bit too much with Kunimi, he doesn’t get worried or insecure. The one time he’s gotten a bit jealous was when he had seen you after a match back in high school talking and laughing with Kageyama in the hallway, but even then he knew that you wouldn’t leave him for Kageyama— or anyone else for that matter

K = Kiss (how do they kiss? who initiated the first kiss?)

Almost shockingly, Kindaichi had been the one to initiate the first kiss with you. He had been with you for almost the entire day because it was a Friday night and the two of you had a few of your last classes together, and you were going to have dinner as a sort of 6th date and then head to your house to study for awhile. That meant hand-holding, something that he had been very excited for. After dinner, the two of you had spent a short time studying before you got bored and had laid your head on his shoulder and only watched him study for a little while. By time he had to leave, he had gently cupped your face in his hand by the door and asked if he could kiss you. It had been such a soft, sweet kiss that you couldn’t wait to kiss him again

Kindaichi had easily gotten the hang of kissing, and while a lot of his kisses were soft followed with gentle touches of your face, his kisses can also be a lot more rough and way more passionate than they had been at the beginning of your relationship. Especially when the two of you are making out, it seems like he’d learned just the right pressure he needed to apply to really make your head go woozy

L = Love (how do they show you that they love you? what is their love language?)

Physical touch is very important to Kindaichi. He doesn’t necessarily care so much about the sexual side of things as much as he cares about feeling comfortable in your arms or you feeling comfortable in his arms. He loves to cuddle and hold hands with you, he’s always sitting as close to you as he can, and he absolutely loves hugging you. When exciting things happen, you’re always the first person he wants to talk to because he knows you’ll hug him and make him feel that much better about the situation and share his excitement. It’s always been something that was close to his heart, even before the two of you were dating

M = Memory (what is their favorite memory with you?)

One of his favorite memories with you has always been a movie night that you shared with Kunimi. While there were so many of them, one had always particularly stuck in his mind. The two of you had been dating for a couple months, though you had always cuddled up to Kindaichi on movie nights because he sat between the two of you. Around half-way through the movie, you had fallen asleep on his shoulder, legs stretched out on top of his, hand holding his own on his lap as you snuggled beneath his arm. Kunimi had gotten up for a moment, whispering back with Kindaichi and glancing at you. He sent his friend a little smirk, shaking his head with a click of his tongue as he whispered a soft “She loves you” as he saw how you were curled up against the man— and he wasn’t wrong

N = Night (How are nights spent with them?)

Occasionally the two of you might go out to eat, but for the most part the two of you often times make dinner at home. When the two of you either get home or finish cleaning up the kitchen, you’re more likely to snuggle on the sofa for awhile before going to bed to cuddle up, but on nights when you’re both more tired, you go straight to bed and snuggle there, whispering and giggling in the silence of the room together. Kindaichi usually kisses you for a couple minutes before the two of you go to sleep together

O = On cloud nine (how do they act when they are in love? how do they express their feelings?)

In love, Kindaichi is so very drawn to you. He wants to be around you just to be in your presence. The two of you don’t necessarily have to be out on a date or even doing much, he just likes to sit with you even in complete silence, watching you do something on your own while he studies or snuggling up with you quietly on the sofa while you watch a movie together. He likes to be able to look up at you and realize he isn’t alone, but instead he’s with someone he loves so deeply, and he has the ability to just say something and get an immediate reaction rather than having to get his phone to text you. He often times ends up staring at you dreamily for a few minutes

P = Pet names (what pet names do they use?)

Kindaichi calls you “Baby” more than anything. Though the first nickname that he’d ever called you when you got together was “Honey,” that didn’t last long, because after he said it he didn’t think that it had felt right. Occasionally he’ll call you “My love” or just “Love”

Q = Quizzes (How much would they remember about you? Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget things?)

Kindaichi remembers just about every single little detail that you tell him. From small things like preferences in your food and small habits of yours, to big things like allergies and your favorite kinds of foods and weather. He also loves to listen to you talk about new things you’re interested in, or little facts that you learned that he might not have known. Even if he already did know, he likes to hear you talk and he hangs onto every little thing you say so he might pretend he didn’t know just for you to explain it to him. He feels bad when he forgets things that you tell him, but it’s such a rare occurrence that you couldn’t possibly get mad at him

R = Rainy day (what do they like to do with you on a rainy day?)

Watching tv series, binge watching movie series, baking new things and tossing flour at you, watching the rain beneath a blanket with you on the sofa while you nap on his shoulder or read a book, venturing out sometimes to get sushi and laughing when the two of you get caught in the pouring rain, and cuddling with you in bed and listen to the rain while you lay on his chest

S = Sympathy (how do they comfort you? how do they like being comforted?)

When it comes to comforting you, Kindaichi has always taken a bit of a more gentle and slow approach. He would sit beside you, gently place his hand on your shoulder and ask if you’re feeling okay because he’s noticed you’ve been down. If you wanted to talk about it, he would be more than willing to listen to anything and everything that you have to say. If you wanted to be distracted then he would do anything you wanted to do, especially if it meant getting you out of the house for a little bit. He’s always been good at keeping the bad things in life out of mind and even making them seem less stressful for him

Since he’s always felt so comfortable around you, Kindaichi has no problems talking to you when he’s needing comfort. For the most part, he likes to lay his head on your chest or shoulder while you run your fingers through his hair or rub his shoulders. Sometimes he’ll go on for awhile about what’s bothering him, sometimes he’s short with it and he only wants you to distract him with your soft touches

T = Time (how do they like spending time with you?)

Kindaichi simply has always enjoyed doing anything with you. Whether it be a trip to the grocery store, shopping for clothes or makeup, talking about whatever comes to mind, listening to you go on and on for hours about something you’re interested in, doing a puzzle together, cooking together, watching a movie or show, etc., he’s never cared what you were doing as long as he was with you. You made everything boring so much more fun

U = Unencumbered (what helps them relax?)

After a stressful day, something that Kindaichi has always liked to do is relax on top of you. He could often times take a nap on your chest while you watch a movie and play with his hair while he holds onto you tightly around the waist. He finds your presence very comforting, and after a hard day there’s nothing more that he wants than to spend a bit of quiet time with you

V = Vanity (how concerned are they with their looks?)

It’s pretty far from being his top priority. He doesn’t really care all that much for how he looks, and he mainly only works on keeping himself clean. He’s always merely settled for how he looks, even though back in high school he was more worried about it because of the fact that girls in his class said he was more lanky rather than tall, but now that he’s with you and you seem to like him how he is, he doesn’t care all that much anymore

W = Waking up (what are they like when they wake up next to you?)

Kindaichi always seems to wake up first, though he only wakes up a couple minutes before you. Usually he wakes up before his alarm goes off, and you sleep another couple minutes before you start to move in his arms and slowly wake up. Though you never want to get up, so you opt for burying your nose against his chest to avoid the sunlight, grumbling something about fucking off when he tries to get you to wake up so he can then get up. Usually mornings involve Kindaichi sleepily laughing at you because he thinks that you’re cute and rather entertaining when you refuse to get up

X = X-ray (how does the relationship look from an outside perspective compared to how it really is?)

Through the outside perspective of your relationship, the two of you seem to spend too much time together, and it’s often a recurring question as to both how much longer Kindaichi’s patience is going to last before it wears thin and how much longer you’re going to be able to put up with how clingy he is. On the inside perspective, Kindaichi really has no limit with his patience with you, and truth be told you’re just as clingy as he is. He’s spent so much time with you now that what you’re always doing and saying is expected, and you’ve never been hard for him to put up with. Things between the two of you are truthfully perfect, and while spending this much time together might not work for some people, it’s always seemed to work for you

Y = Yes (do they ever think of getting married/proposing?)

He has thought about marrying you, and in fact he’s very into the idea. He’s talked to Kunimi about what he thinks before, though at the end of the day, no matter what Kunimi or anyone else said, Kindaichi’s plan has always been to marry you. Late nights when you’re peacefully sleeping against his side, he finds himself fiddling with your fingers and thinking about how it’s going to feel when there’s a ring on your finger

Z = Zzz (how do they sleep with you?)

Kindaichi likes to sleep facing you. All tangled up with his long legs between your own, holding hands, sometimes your foreheads pressed together and sometimes his head on the pillow and yours buried against his chest. He thinks that it’s really cute when you’re sleeping before he does and you tighten your arms around him, and he likes to have you this close anyways. When he wakes up in the morning, he has no objections to your face being the first thing he sees. In fact, he prefers this

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Insomnia

Pairing: Yūtarō Kindaichi x f!reader

Prompt/summary: Being the known friend that is always awake has only ever come in handy for a few strange, late night conversations with your friends in the middle of the night before you were left alone again. Amazingly, you get a text from your best friend one night around 4 am. You never could have imagined he would ask you to come over late into the night, but what happens the next morning isn’t something you were sure would ever happen let alone this morning specifically

Word count: 4K

Warnings/contents: Fluff, mild language

Notes: I finally finished this chapter the other night and decided to go ahead and post it today, so here’s to everything being right! 🍸

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What was the worst struggle with insomnia? Was it the constant, chronic headache that you had because of all the hours you were consistently awake? The dark circles and bags beneath your eyes that seemed to have made it their home there? Or was it the loneliness that came along with being the only person to be awake at the hour of 4 in the morning and being too tired to make new friends?

While you were always struggling to find even a sliver of exhaustion enough to knock yourself out, normal people were sleeping. Whether it be with a partner, an animal, or even alone.

That was a constant struggle of yours, and it was another night of being the only person awake at nearly 4 in the morning. Your hopes had previously been shot through the roof when your friend texted you. She said that she knew you’d be awake, sent you a few messages about her strange dream that had woken her up, and then suddenly she just stopped replying when you were discussing what it could mean. You assumed she fell asleep, leaving you to continue to sit at your laptop and continue messing around while your tv played softly in the background.

Hearing your phone ding with a new text message was a very rare occurrence this time of night, so as usual you were never expecting much. To ignore your constant notifications from your other apps catching your eye, you turned your phone face down on your nightstand while it charged after almost dying when you were listening to music.

With a soft groan, you rubbed your tired eyes and yawned. Unfortunately for you, it hadn’t been a tired so you could sleep yawn, and it was rather a tired, but awake anyways yawn.

The last thing you were expecting to hear right now was another ding from your phone, but then it had happened. At first you thought you imagined it as you looked over, but before you could either reach over to check or go back to your laptop, your phone dinged again.

You couldn’t help but smile at the thought of communicating with someone, though you were hoping that whoever it was, they would stay awake for longer than three texts and then fall asleep. Your eyes landed on the large clock before looking at the contact.

It was 4:22 AM, and you were wondering why on earth anyone was awake, and you were even more shocked to see Yūtarō’s name attached to two texts he’d sent you. You slid the message right, going to unlock your phone and read the messages.

Kindaichi: “Are you awake?”

Kindaichi: “You usually are this time of night, right?”

(y/n): “Always. What’s the matter?”

You waited patiently for another text to come in after the read receipt popped up so quickly after you responded, but instead his contact photo popped up along with his ringtone. It made you smile again as you clicked the green button and brought the phone up to your ear.

“Hi.” He said softly, like he was afraid he might wake someone if he spoke too loud— even if he was alone in his apartment.

“Hey.” You replied in a hushed tone, shutting your laptop and setting it aside. “What’s up?” You asked, bringing your knees up to your chest and waiting for the man on the other end of the line to continue speaking, and hopefully clue you in to why your best friend with the impeccable sleeping schedule was awake in the middle of the night.

“Well, I couldn’t sleep, and I know that you have trouble doing such,” he started, shifting on his bed in the background. “And uh… I was wondering something. I feel as if it’s not really my place to ask of you, but…” He chewed on the inside of his lip, looking down at his hand that was on his lap on top of the sheets and sighing. “I really want to.”

“Ask away.” You said with a soft smile that he wouldn’t see, having no idea what he was getting at, but it was Kindaichi after all. He was your trustworthy best friend ever since the two of you met when you had moved onto his street as a child. He was almost predictable to you at this point, and ultimately you figured he had a simple task he needed to ask you that he was worried he might forget about if he didn’t tell you immediately.

“I was wondering if you would come over.” He asked, sounding hesitant— almost worried.

“Sure, when?” You asked, hoping that your body would drop soon if he needed you over within the next day. God forbid he ask you to come over early tomorrow morning, because another measly 3 hours of sleep was basically nothing after struggling for so long.

“Uhh… right now.”

“Oh.” You were shocked, glancing quickly at the time again to make sure you were right. Before you had the chance to keep talking, Kindaichi cut you off.

“It’s too much to ask.” He started, shaking his head despite you not being able to see it. “I’m sorry I called you, I’m sure that you’re busy. I’ll just talk to you tomorrow, and I hope you can sleep soon—“ Before he managed to hang up on you, you were quick to cut him off, though you were a bit more frantic to keep the nervous sounding man on the line.

“Hey, no, no! I’ll come over, I was just surprised because it’s so late.” You said, getting out from beneath your warm covers and heading over to your closet. It was freezing in your room, but that was nothing that a pair of sweatpants and socks couldn’t cure. “I’ll be over in a few minutes.” You promised, deciding that your hoodie you were currently wearing was warm enough. Because it was nearly 5 in the morning and you were hardly in the mood for restriction, you skipped a bra, merely putting your sweatpants and socks on before sneaking out of your room quiet enough not to wake your sleeping parents.

“I’m sorry, (y/n)— I’m sure you were in bed,” he said nervously. “Why don’t you just stay home?”

“Yūtarō, I have no problem coming to your apartment, okay? I’ll be right over, just don’t leave me hanging out in the hallway for too long, alright?” Kindaichi gave a tired sounding laugh on the other side of the line.

“I promise I’ll let you come inside.” You smiled, giving a soft goodbye and shoving your phone into your hoodie pocket. You grabbed your keys, heading out of your house and locking the door behind you. You got into the car, wincing at how loud the engine was and hoping that it hadn’t woken anyone up as you backed out of the driveway. You yawned, trying to put all of your attention into driving so you didn’t run anything over, and taking the 10 minute drive to Kindaichi’s apartment.

Thankfully there was an empty parking spot close by the door, leaving you less of a walk around in the middle of the night with the possibility of getting kidnapped and murdered. Not to mention, it was cold outside.

You walked into the apartment building and up the three flights of stairs. You managed to make it to his room quickly and knocked on the door. Much to your luck, Kindaichi was in the kitchen, so it didn’t take him long to open the door and move aside so you could come in. He sent you a small smile and tiredly said hello as he locked the door after you.

“So, what’s the matter over here?” You asked, slipping your shoes off and setting them beside his.

“Uh, I…” He seemed to be struggling a bit, so you sent the man a small smile and rubbed your arms over your thick hoodie.

“If you don’t want to talk, it’s alright. We can do something else.” Kindaichi sent you a small smile, shifting almost awkwardly beneath your stare.

“Do you want to go to my room? Since I dragged you out of your bed, you can sleep in mine if you stay— which I guess you probably will because it’s late.” He rubbed the back of his neck, rambling slightly. “I can put some pillows between us and divide up the bed,” he offered. “You can have the bigger half.” You gave a soft laugh and shook your head.

“Yūtarō, you’re sweet, but we’ve slept in the same bed more than once.” You teased him, earning a small smile from the man in return.

“Ah, you’re right. So, umm… no pillow dividers then…?” He said, though it sounded more like a question as it came out then he originally intended it to.

“If you’d like to divide us, then we can build a pillow wall. But I can’t promise that I won’t fall asleep and end up cuddling into your side anyways.” You said, following your friend to the bedroom. “I think we both know I like to sleep cuddle.”

“It’s alright, I don’t mind. It’s sort of comforting, actually.” He admitted, though flushing and grateful it was dark.

“Is it comfort that you need, Yū? Did you have a nightmare or something?” You asked, gently placing a hand on his shoulder as he looked down. He shook his head softly, glancing over at you through the dim light of the bedroom.

“No, I just… can’t sleep.”

“You’ve been awake all night?” You asked with a small frown. He sat on the edge of his bed and sighed.

“I’ve been awake a couple nights.”

“Is there something on your mind?” You asked, gently sitting on the bed with him. “You know, I come to you a lot.” You gave a sort of chuckle as he looked over at you. “If you need to talk about anything, I’m more than willing to listen.” Kindaichi sent you a small smile, placing his hand down on your knee and giving you a light pat.

“I guess, maybe… there’s a little something on my mind. Ah, college classes and work, that’s all. It’s just been a little stressful.”

“That’s all? Just work and classes?” You asked, eyeing him. He hesitated, trying to think of what to say as he looked at you. He’d been debating a lot today, as he did when he was going through a lack of sleep, and he wasn’t sure how to approach the conclusion he’d long ago come to realize. He didn’t know how to look you in the eyes and tell you that he was in love with you, so he had always pushed it aside, though lately it was becoming more troublesome as the two of you got older.

You were maturing so nicely, and he wasn’t the only person to notice. He was nervous because if he didn’t make a move soon, he’d have to live forever while you were with someone else, and he was also worrying about making a move and you not being into him like that. He didn’t want to ruin your long running friendship, but he was so lovesick for you that he hadn’t been able to even consider thinking of another girl in a slightly similar way that he thought of you. Romantic feelings hadn’t ever happened for him after he caught them for you, and he wasn’t entirely sure what to do with it. While Kunimi had always told him to wing it and just tell you, he couldn’t help being nervous.

“Yeah, I just don’t… want to be alone…” You sent him a little smile and reached up to gently rub his shoulder.

“Well, that’s what I’m here for. You can’t be alone if I come around bothering you all the time, huh.” You teased, gently nudging his leg with your own.

“You don’t bother me.” You gave a soft hum, leaning against him and resting your head down on his shoulder while you closed your eyes.

“Never?”

“How are you supposed to bother me when I’m…” He stopped, hoping you hadn’t fully caught onto what he was saying, though as seldom as those things went, after a moment of silence on his end, you spoke up again.

“You’re what?” You asked, though not seeming to be too bothered by it as you were finding momentary comfort on his shoulder. The smell of his cologne that was just barely clung to his skin hit your nose, and after being awake for so long, you were slowly starting to find some sense of exhaustion in the moment.

“I’m just…” He fiddled with his fingers, holding still for you since you seemed so relaxed and he knew how hard it was for you to find relaxation at night. Part of him was actually glad that you were able to find such peace with him, though what was to expected truthfully. The two of you had been friends since you were kids.

It was nearly impossible for you not to be comfortable around him— if not a bit too much, he thought, as you had taken your shirt off right in front of him a number of times. Of course, it wasn’t your fault that he had to go and gain feelings for you. He couldn’t say it exactly, but he assumed you’d taken your shirt off in front of Kunimi as well just because you had in front of Kindaichi. While you had only known the other boy since middle school, the two of you were pretty close. You seemed to have a brother/sister dynamical relationship with the boy, and it was pretty entertaining as well as a bit annoying when you argued.

“Look, (y/n), I’m just gonna be honest, okay?” He chewed on his bottom lip while you gave a soft hum in response to his words, just barely shifting beside the boy. “I’ve always kind of been scared to admit it, but… you know, we’ve been friends for a really long time, and I just have to trust our friendship, right?” He swallowed hard, taking a deep breath before he closed his eyes. “I really like you, (y/n). I like you as a friend, but I also like you as… just— so much more. I’ve kind of wanted to go out with you for a few years, and it’s been keeping me up lately.” He took a breath when he finished, but when you were quiet he seemed to hold his breath again. “(y/n)…?”

Kindaichi shifted, peeking down at you and giving a soft huff when he realized that you were asleep.

“Of course.” He mumbled, carefully moving and picking you up so that you stayed asleep and he could get you comfortably laid back in his bed. He scooted into the bed with you, though after he covered you up, he put a respectable amount of distance between the two of you as he laid down. Your falling asleep, as good as it was that you were finally resting, had put a sort of damper on his mood. It was really hard for him to admit that he liked you, and he was disappointed that you weren’t awake to hear it for the first time that he finally admitted to it. However, he tried viewing this as a chance to think back to what he said and make it seem less spastic and pathetic.

While he was watching the ceiling and trying to think, you moved on his bed, reaching around slightly in your sleep and giving a soft groan, He wasn’t sure exactly how you slept when you were at home, because every time he had slept in the same bed as you, he’d fallen asleep first and he’d always woken up with you snoozing on his chest.

He carefully pushed a free pillow over towards you, watching you grab at it and smiling lightly to himself while you laid down on it, but you didn’t seem content. You gave a soft groan in your sleep, stretching your arm out, though this time it landed on Kindaichi’s stomach.

“Mmm, Yū…tarō…” You mumbled, scooting closer to the man in your sleep and making his chest tighten like it usually did when you snuggled your nose into his shoulder, despite the pillow pressed between the two of you. Carefully, Kindaichi took the pillow away and set it on his other side, wrapping his arm around you to let you scoot closer. He couldn’t help the small smile that worked its way onto his face when you snuggled into his chest and gave a soft mumble of something incoherent in your sleep. While it did hurt every single time that you fell asleep on his shoulder, and his chest always ached when you grabbed his hand, and how his heart seemed to skip a beat when you smiled at him, he couldn’t help but enjoy this moment.

He was so lost in love with you that if he didn’t enjoy the moments when he had the chance to feel like maybe someday he might be able to either be loved by you the way he loves you, or by some miracle he might get over you and settle for someone else, that he could feel this love again someday, but without the pain that lingered behind every shift you made. Because every time you moved, he worried you were moving away. He worried you might wake up and give him space, or decide you don’t want to cuddle with him after all. While that was unlikely, it was a sad thought that unfortunately was always on his mind.

But it had never happened before. And as every other night beforehand, you stayed close to him, happily snuggled into his side and sleeping peacefully. Truthfully you always had slept better when Kindaichi was with you. As little as he had ever caught onto that fact, Kindaichi always found himself resting easier when you were cuddled beneath his arm as well. It was as if he was finally at peace, though he was always saddened when it was torn from him the next night. He found himself feeling lonely and wishing you were there with him.

With a soft exhale from the boy, he closed his eyes and leaned his head down a little ways, feeling some of your hair brush against his chin. A soft smile graced his face as he felt you shift closer to him and mumbled something else beneath your breath in your sleep, but he couldn’t catch what you said as he was finding himself getting taken over by sleep as well.

A gentle touch on Kindaichi’s stomach was the first thing that caught his attention as he woke from his slumber. The sunlight coming through the curtains hadn’t even been the first thing on his mind, instead he could feel soft, chilled fingers grazing softly along his stomach over his shirt. With a soft groan, Kindaichi shifted on the bed, noticing the lack of feeling in his arm and your weight resting on him.

“Good morning.” You whispered, and before he could even fully pull himself from his exhaustion, a soft smile grew on his face.

“Good morning.” You smiled to yourself, the undeniable fluttering in your chest at his soft but rough morning tone. “How’d you sleep?”

“I slept good. How about you?”

“I slept pretty good.” He yawned, giving a soft groan as he shifted and glanced down at you. Aside from you being here with him, the one and only thing that Kindaichi had to be grateful for this morning was that he hadn’t had any form of exciting dream, and instead had slept hard enough to keep his body from reacting involuntarily to you, such a beautiful girl that he’d had feelings for so long for, being snuggled up against him.

“I’m glad. Sorry, I kind of passed out on you last night.”

“Don’t even worry about it. I’m glad that you got to sleep.” He said, absentmindedly rubbing his thumb on your shoulder over your hoodie and keeping his eyes closed. You shifted, giving a soft sigh and comfortably laying your head back down on his shoulder and tracing the lines of his abs over his shirt. It was quiet for a minute, and when Kindaichi’s breathing seemed to get even softer, you figured he’d fallen asleep. With another soft huff of air coming from your nose, you closed your eyes.

“I love you.” You whispered out with a soft, saddened sigh, though when he gave a hum in return to your comment your eyes widened in horror.

“Mm— love you, too.” He mumbled back. While the two of you were best friends and previously had said that you loved each other, it was a pretty rare occurrence. So rare that you were surprised that he even said it back to you. As tired as he was this morning, you figured that he was asleep again or wouldn’t have registered what you said, but you couldn’t help but asking anyways.

“Yūtarō?” You whispered, earning another soft hum from him. “Do you really love me?” He gave a soft “Mhm” sound, but he seemed to be taking it much lighter than you really wanted him to as you pressed the subject. “Yūtarō, I know it’s early, and I know you’re tired, but I… really love you.” Kindaichi was quiet for a second, shifting slightly and looking down at you.

“(y/n)?” You hummed, stealing a glance up at the boy nervously. After a moment of hesitation, Kindaichi moved more on the bed, pushing himself up on his elbows while you moved to sit up better beside him, waiting for his response. The look on his face was telling you that he already knew, and you couldn’t help but worry about his next words. “You… love me…?” You chewed on the inside of your bottom lip, nodding slightly. Kindaichi seemed to stare into your eyes questioningly for a minute, as if he was desperate to find any sense that you were lying.

You swallowed the lump in your throat, watching him carefully, but you couldn’t catch what happened next quicker than it occurred.

Kindaichi leaned in, his hand cupping your cheek and his lips pressing to yours quickly. In shock, you pulled back, sucking in a gasp through your nose. He looked at you, regret filling his eyes. Before he could finish saying that he was sorry, you grabbed his shirt and leaned in, pulling him down and kissing him back. After a quick sound of shock from him, Kindaichi quickly leaned into you and kissed you back. You kept a hold of his shirt, leaning further into him as he held your face in his hand again.

There was a sense of desperateness that was being put into the kiss from both of you, and despite the words not being spoken aloud, it was obvious just how strong the feelings were that the two of you had for each other. A soft hum came from you just as he slowly pulled back. His lips left your own with a soft ‘smack’ as he moved back and gently pressed his forehead to your own. The two of you were panting lightly, not bothering to move back in the slightest.

“I fucking love you, too.” He whispered. You gave a soft laugh, finding his hand and sliding your fingers in-between his own.

“Bet I’ve loved you for longer.” You teased, and a soft smile worked onto Kindaichi’s face as he hummed in content.

“I doubt it.”

“Check it: 6 years.”

“Ooo,” he pressed a soft kiss to your lips and pulled back to look down into your eyes, softly rubbing the pad of his thumb across your cheek as you peeked up at him. “Check it: 9 years.”

“Impossible.” You frowned, and he shook his head.

“It’s been a really long 9 years.” You leaned your head into his hand, closing your eyes again and reaching up your hand to hold lightly onto his wrist.

“Tell me about it.” He smiled, leaning in and pressing a soft kiss to your forehead before he snuck away from your grasp and reached his hand back down for you when you looked at him, slightly shocked.

“Let’s go make pancakes.”

“I really do love you”

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The Haikyuu Characters Text you “I Can’t Sleep” | Pt.1

Pairing: Haikyuu boys x f!reader

Notes: Hi everybody! For my recent update for the texting series after the poll ended, here we have another Haikyuu chapter! I decided to start a new series while I debate on changing around my masterlist. While I think it’s a little messy and the perfectionist side of me wants to fix it, the chaotic side of me enjoys it being not user-friendly. 

For this kick off chapter, the characters I have are: Oikawa, Iwaizumi, Matsukawa, Makki, Kyōtani, Kunimi, Kindaichi, Akaashi, Bokuto, and Terushima!

If you want to check out my masterlist for the texting series posts as I make them, you can follow {this link} to the page!

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The Haikyuu Boys Responding to you Sending Them a Message Meant For Somebody Else | Pt.1

Pairing: Haikyuu boys x f!reader

Notes: Quick note about this series: multiple characters over this series will have 2-3 parts, but not every single one of them will have three, only a select few if not only one. Therefor there will be more than 4 parts to this series. In these chapters the boys have a message first, that’s to start off the conversation and indicate how you accidentally messaged them instead of a friend that you were originally thirsting over them with. I hope that you enjoy this kick-off chapter with the boys, I will get out the rest as soon as I possibly can 

Extra note, in this series I will have a friend that you are texting, I put her name as Mei instead of (f/n) to make things look a little more smooth! 

The character I have in chapter are: Oikawa, Iwaizumi, Matsukawa, Makki, Kyōtani, and Kindaichi. It seems rather short, but multiple boys have more than 1 part in this chapter and that’s why the list is so small. I’ll be back asap with more! 

Edit: I’ve been sitting here forever trying to figure out what it was I was going to specifically put on this post that I couldn’t remember and now I do!!! Every single character in this series is 18+. In a lot of them it seems as if they’re still in high school because of mentioning the other character (especially further in my series with Kageyama), but I want to specify that they are not minors and if it seems that way, they’re written as 18 year olds still practicing with their school’s team

If you want to check out my masterlist for the texting series posts as I make them, you can follow {this link} to the page!