#yung priest

[slxxx03]

something spiritual abt listening to lean while wearing adidas...

[reachfortheskiespeeps]

KEANE: "DI PWEDE YUNG WALANG RESETAAA, RX LABEL YANG YAKAPSULE NI MAVERICK"

HC: "TUMAHIMIK KA KEANE"

KEANE: XDD

(( XDDDDDD KOLET MO KEANE, PAKI- SILENCIO NGA ))

NOTE: Keane plays Makisig the Tamawo Maverick plays Maliksi the Tamawo Alex plays Kiya the Aswang Dory plays Divina the Manananggal Joaquin plays Fr. Sebastian the Headless Priest

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[jopetkasi]

I am feeling a lot better. I woke up earlier and instead of running I borrowed my kuya's bike and did a 42km ride.

I know I am still fat and want to slim down. i was even thinking of getting a gym membership (again??) but my cyclist friends told me to focus on cardio exercises more than weights. makes sense, hindi ko naman gusto maging masculado. gusto ko lang mawala yung sobrang taba ko.

surprisingly, the boyfriend made his presence uknown. no calls or text. i guess, by this time na gets na nya na I already know and he is just too embarrassed to admit or he has found a new sponsor.

whatever it is, I am freeing myself from the drama.

naka ilang palpak na relasyon na ako, quota na tayo.

yesterday before the mass, I went to confession and the priest told me to have the courage to ask for graces and virtues. in this case, the virtue to conquer myself especially when I am selfishly blinded by my ill-directed desires (ung kalandian wala sa lugar, yung pag center ng buhay ko sa malimg tao, etc)

The priest even told me to reflect on the gift of failure. kasi there is so much to learn from it and once I get to correct myself, I am sure that my initiatives will bear much fruit.

so yun, am i single? technically i should because the night i heard the truth about the boyfriend's real motive, our relationship ended or even better, did not exist at all since it was all built on lies.

my era of chasing after straight men is done.

era na to ng pagkain ng tahong at talaba (kalurks)

[joostdonteattheonion]

FeestDJRuud & Yung Petsi - Fossiel (ft. Donnie & Joost & Ka$per Hits)

Priest!Joost (Proost?)... whew  🥵🥵🥵

[ynefnstysz]

2024 — Part 1

I've learned a lot of things this 2024. Andaming laban na ang nakaharap ko. May mga nanalo, may mga natalo. Hindi ko rin talaga masabing best year s'ya kasi mga naranasan akong sumuko katawan ko sa sobrang pagod. But my whole, my 2024 is known for studying the devotional activities of the Catholic Church.

The 2024 starts with my birthday where marami akong napuntahan. I've been to TLC Park at Taguig where makikita rin 'yung ilang portions of Rizal and Laguna. I've also been to Mall of Asia Arena where I've watched the Disney on Ice Show there. Saktong birthday ko the time na Epiphany Sunday and unang Linggo ng taon and nagsimba ako sa Our Lady of La Salette Quasi-Parish and na-bless ako ng fav priest ko, Fr. Fidel Roura. 💗

Nairaos ko rin 8th grade ko na may honors. Atleast, nakasama ko ulit parents ko and alam kong proud sila sa'kin. Sinadya ko rin talaga 'yon dahil ang pamilya talaga ang pundasyon ng mga dasal at paghihirap ko. 🔥

I do met a lot of people and sa totoo lang, andaming iniwan ako and where I didn't want that happen kasi hindi ako sanay na napag-iiwanan, pero there's people I've met na mostly are church servers. Truly, pinakita nilang nand'yan lang si Lord for me and binibigyan n'ya 'ko ng mga taong tulad nila para damayan ako (May ilang hindi ko pa nakikita personal) 🥹🙏🏻

This 2024, I've learned to be a Marian Devotee ng iba't ibang Marian Titles. Sa gitna ng enjoyment ng self-studying ko ng Catholicism, nabuhayan ko ako ng loob na kumilala ng kan'ya-kan'yang storya ng iba't ibang debosyon ng Birhen sa iba-ibang titulong nakapangalan dito, pero pinakana-attached Marian devotion ko talaga is Ina ng Novaliches, ang NUESTRA SEÑORA DE LA MERCED DE NOVALICHES (OUR LADY OF MERCY), at Ina ng Malolos, ang LA VIRGEN INMACULADA CONCEPCION DE MALOLOS). 😻😊

[cyanidelover666]

yesterday i was writing down every artist i listen to in my notes app in a random order and now i want to sort them in chronological order and write down my fav songs &albums of them

this is bc whenever someone asks me what i listen to, i suddenly can’t remember anything, so i was thinking what if i make a list so then i wont have to try and explain anything cuz all this is so fcking random i cant even figure out my vibe myself

The Neighbourhood

Chris Isaak

Marika Hackman

Aphex Twin

MAREUX

Crystal Castles

PASTEL GHOST

Memo Boy

CRIM3S

plenka

SIDEWALKS AND SKELETONS

mathbonus

n u a g e s

I Monster

bonjr

Mr.Kitty

MGMT

Harmless

EYEDRESS

Tom Odell

Tom Rosenthal

ROAR

Dream, Ivory

C418

BADBADNOTGOOD

Duster

salvia palth

Alex G

Foo Fighters

Type O Negative

Bauhaus

плохо

молчат дома

Пошлая Молли

Odraz

Guerra Fría

Ivan Cornejo

yg h y p n o s.

joji

Виктор Цой

instupendo

MayRoosevelt

arbour

Brookside

VACATIONS

Alicks

Cigarettes After Sex

awfultune

SYML

Deftones

Mother Mother

Men I Trust

Nicole Dollanganger

Arctic Monkeys

Ry X

Peacock Affect

bon iver

Bernadette Carol

Current Joys

Yves Tumor

Haley Heyendrickx

Blue Foundation

alt-J

Черник��вская хата

KA$TRO

Christian Death

Rammstein

Winter Aid

MoonDeity

Montell Fish

Yung Lean

AK4RI

Xasthur

I’m in a coffin

Где Фантом?

АДЛИН

ssshhhiiittt!

Gigi Masin

Guti

Беспокойник

almogfx

jéger

Vague003

leadwave

Øneheart

analog_mannequin

thenian

Thom Yorke

estrada

harris cole

Jaysen

Vida

Logan Belcher

TELEVISION BLONDE

ethan

emi priest

Odd Sweetheart

GEE TEE

oscar lang

pyro

EKKSTACY

hebona.

dandelion hands

PHANTOGRAM

ooes

мы

Vundabar

lunafreya

ghostangelo

(only after 6pm)

insomnia // Nine Paths

Haulm

lil peep

xxxtentacion

BOY FROOT

$uicideboy$

Mind’s Eye

Dexter Britain

JRS

OSIAS

Max Diaz

chiot

60juno

1782

Lebanon Hannover

Lana del Rey

Witching Hour

Depeche Mode

Your Funeral

vagabond893

Rew

Surf Curse

Grouper

The Mamas and The Papas

Wallows

Flora Cash

Cults

Emma Lu

girl in red

RENDEZ-VOUS

Maribou State

Bicep

Chakra Efendi

hisohkah

noire

flume

Mag.Lo

TV Girl

Princess Chelsea

Sitcom

Pixies

matt maltese

lord huron

Portugal. The Man

Sir Chloe

City Morgue

Gorillaz

Boodahki

Baby Bugs

Kina

Shiloh Dynasty

Karamel Kel

strawberry guy

WH0R3AGAMIZ

High Sunn

calamar

Sykes

bedroom

Toby Fox

pierce the veil

Nirvana

Hole

Marilyn Manson

Depeche Mode

Mac Demarco

twenty one pilots

Hozier

The Drums

Le Tigre

Mr Floyd Larry

K.Flay

IC3PEAK

Patrick Nitti

Patrick Watson

honorable mention: AURORA (bc not only do i love her music, but me and her literally have the same name hehe)

will probably update lol

[thebaronmunchausen]

Chin Chin Guitierrez was too good for the role of Maria Clara

She conveys strength, shrewdness, reliability, a bit of ruthlessness.

(Ugh she's so pretty)

Ironically, those virtues in a female character usually make her a kontrabida in our narratives (Chin Chin's best role, the intimidating mother-in-law Corazon Berenguer from 'Maging Sino Ka Man,' exemplifies it). Yung tipong sasabunutan ka when she's had too much of you

(Ugh yes please Chin Chin)

That we villlainize strong women really says a lot about Filipino values, no?

In contrast, Rizal's Maria Clara - the ideal Filipina woman - is a weak and stupid woman rendered powerless by her own virtue.

She was blackmailed by her stalker Padre Salvi with Padre Damaso's letters revealing that she was the elder priest's illegitimate child.

She could have told the stalker 'go to town boi, my mom was raped, she was a victim! And let's see what Damaso will do to you if he learns you trash talked him!' But instead Inday Mari gave Salvi Ibarra's letters, letters Salvi subsequently used to get Ibarra arrested, making Maria Clara complicit to Ibarra's arrest

(Ugh sorry kaganda talaga ni Chin Chin)

Tapos ayun, when Maria Clara decided she wanted to be a nun, sa dinamidami ng order, she chooses to be a Poor Clare e alam naman ng gaga na sa Sta Clara nag-chaplain yung nagblackmail sa kanya

So ginawa siyang comfort woman ni Salvi - she had more than enough chances to stab the fucker in the neck with those sewing needles while the priest was on top of her, pero wala, isinadiyos lang lahat ng tonta, e God is on the side of the winners

Chin Chin looks like if she met Maria Clara, binatukan na niya

Is Maria Clara really the ideal Filipina? Boba, Hindi marunong lumaban, pavictim lang?

Or is this part of the conditioning of the Filipino people to glorify their misery and console their own enslavement with delusions of being on the moral high ground, believing in dei ex machinis that would somehow bring about poetic justice, all the while keeping them from doing anything, making them unwittingly complicit to the perpetuation of their own victimhood?

Ang totoong kalaban ay ang sariling kahinaan. Marahil nga't sa buhay ay hindi maiiwasan ang masugat sa patalim, ngunit hindi naman kailangang ilapag ang leeg sa sangkalan.

(Ugh Chin Chin is so pretty, siya ang ideal woman)

—Karlo Antonio Galay David, fb post, July 29 2024

[sammmyy223]

I run a shit post dnd game. The players and I refer to it by one of two names. Weednd or The Brewicide Squad. The players and I get inebriated before and during each sessions.

This is the information I provided to the players when we were planning on starting the game. The hook so to speak. There are also the 4 unique feats you can choose depending on where you are from.

Brethea is a land of wonders and holds many a great deal of things. The land is ruled over by 4 major factions

The Weed Wizards-

One more Rip- once per long sesh user pulls out a spell rolled joint and can cast any first level spell

The Miller High Mages-

Feat: Gods Drunkest Driver- once per long sesh the user down a teener and spawn a set of car keys. The car keys are a magical item when used that summons a magical car that will take you where you need to go,

The Pack Priests of Stanktopia-

Herbal Remedies- one per long user can heal the party 1d8 as they share a medicinal blunt. The healing power increases by 1d8 at level 6, 10, 14, 18

The Wocky Warlocks-

Double Cup Alchemy- one per long sesh the player may roll a d20 in order to generate a double cup potion.

Brethea a land of rich and deep lore, built upon the ashes of many a sesh amongst the leaders of the four groups.

One day a black spot opened in between the four kingdoms and since then evil has been plaguing the land, trying to claim the holy relics of the kingdoms to resurrect an evil demon.

The four great rulers of the nation, Franko Skunkberry of Stanktopia, Yung King of Wocky, Flooberus Bobsnarl Jr. of the Miller lands, and Quincavius Diesalbrau of the wizards have come to an agreement that shall recruit aspiring heroes of their nation and pair them in teams of adventurers to stop the forces of evil. You are a team of those heroes. Your goal is to get as much information you can on the upcoming evil and potentially put a stop to it!

Short sesh, or long sesh instead of short or long rest.

I also wanted to share the current list of side quests I have for the players

Side Quests

Trivia with Tim-

Vietnam

Guppy’s MTV Crypt Episode

The fat king and the praising staff- you have to compliment the king or get put to death

Zoober Zone- a multidimensional plane of existence where the Hashtral Projectionists hang out

Minecraft ravine exploration

The fermented lake and the micks chosen select ultra can that whoever brings it up from and drinks it, becomes the king of beertopia. Beertopia is like el dorado of beer.

Devil fruit sesh

Chaos Sparkplugs

Metro 42033

Killing the Council

[for-d-win]

Friday of the 27th Week in Ordinary Time | 13 October 2023

'Wag po nating buhusan ng malamig na tubig ng ating inggit ang init ng pag-ibig ng isang tao para sa iba.

Kung hindi na po ninyo matatanong, 10 buwan pa lang po akong pari at sa kasalukuyan po ay naka-assign po ako sa Our Lady of Guadalupe Minor Seminary. Dito po nag-aaral ang isa sa mga seminarista po ng inyong parokya, si Yashua Caladiao.

Noong inoohan ko po last year si Cardinal Advincula na maging formator o tagahubog ng mga batang ito para maging future priests natin, ang akala ko po ang trabaho ko lamang ay magbantay sa kanila - turuan silang magdasal, turuan ng mabuting asal, turuan paano mapalapit sa Diyos, paano magsalita sa harap ng maraming tao... at inisip ko nung una, madali lang pala.

Pero kinalaunan, minsan napadaan po ako sa aming accounting office. Nakita ko po yung aming treasurer na pari, nagkakamot ng ulo, stressed na stressed. Sabi ko, "Father, anung problema po?"

Sabi niya, "Ang dami sa mga seminarista natin, hindi pa nakakabayad ng kanila monthly board and lodging." Eh magkano na po ba ang board and lodging ng isang seminarista ngayon - Php. 7,000 pesos multiply by 10 months = Php. 70,000 plus Php. 18,000 na miscellaneous fee - Php. 88,000. Almost isang daang libong piso kada taon.

Eh hindi naman po lahat sa mga seminarista namin ay galing sa mga naka-aangat na pamilya - ang iba po, ang parents nila ay fishball vendor, ang iba naman po ay midwife. Saan po sila kukuha ng 100,000.

Ang daming may utang naming seminarista. Kaya sabi ko, akala ko, magbabantay lang ako ng mga bata, yun pala, kami rin hahanap ng pambayad sa kanilang mga gastusin.

Isang beses, nagmisa po ako jan sa Makati - may lumapit po sa akin, "Father, I am willing to help you and your seminarians po! I will give you Php. 50,000 per month just to pay for the utang of your seminarians. But please - NEVER MENTION MY NAME AS THE DONOR! Even in your intentions sa Mass do not put my name.

And I asked, "Why?"

"Kasi Father, sa society natin ngayon - may magawang mali na hindi sadya, ang daming sasabihin ng ibang tao. 'Pag gumawa ka rin ng tama o mabuti - MAS MARAMING MASASABI ANG IBANG TAO."

At aminin po natin, minsan ganito rin po tayo gumalaw - kapag ibang tao ang nakita nating gumagawa ng mabuti, imbis na tayo ay matuwa, imbis na tayo ay magpasalamat, nilalagyan po natin ng ibang kulay ang kanilang malasakit.

"Nanlibre yan kasi gusto niya lang manalo sa susunod na election natin ng officers sa MBG!"

"Ayan nanaman siya, nagpakitang gilas nanaman siya, maghapon na nag-serve sa Parish, palibhasa, sipsip siya kay Kura!"

Katulad po sa ating ebanghelyo, narinig natin na gusto lang naman ng Panginoong Hesus na itaboy ang masasamang espiritu na sumapi sa mga tao. Imbis na siya'y pasalamatan, inakusahan pa na humihingi ng tulong sa demonyo (Beelzebul) rin para itabay ang kapwa nito demonyo. Nagmagandang loob na nga, pinagdudahan pa.

Kaya napapatanong po ako, "Bakit nga ba natin sinisiraan yung mga taong mas mabait, mas mabuti, mas masipag, at mas generous kaysa sa atin?"

Hindi po dahil inggit tayo - bagkus, takot tayo - takot na sa kabutihan nila, maiwan tayo, matabunan tayo ng kanilang kabaitan, na makalimutan tayo at 'di tayo mapansin dahil hindi natin kaya maging mabuti katulad nila.

Mga kapatid, "Wag po nating buhusan ng malamig na tubig ng ating inggit ang init ng pag-ibig ng isang tao para sa iba."

Bagkus, dagdagan pa natin ang alab ng kanilang pagmamahal nang sa gayon, mas marami ang mapaso, makaramdam ng pag-ibig ni Hesus sa sanlibutan.

'Wag sana tayong magkumpetensya kung sino ang pinakamapapansin. Bagkus ang paglabanan natin, sino ang mas nagmahal, sino ang mas nag-alay ng buhay, oras, at pagod para sa iba.

Amen.

Year I Readings:

Joel 1: 13-15; 2: 1-2

Luke 11: 15-26

[top1sapnle2024]

01/31/2023

Three days in a row ko ng iniiyakan tong thesis groupmates ko. Hindi ko alam if ako ba yung closed minded or sila. I don’t settle if alam kong may better option naman. In short, ayoko sa mababaw. Ayoko ng mababaw lang kahit sinasabi kong ayaw kong mahirapan. Kasi at the end of the day, pinipili ko pa rin yung mas okay na alam ko. Oo pwede sabihin na papansin, pero bat ba. Alam ko naman kasing kaya ko. Hindi ko naman sinasabing mas magaling ako sa ibang tao pero ayoko sa isip ng tao na mababaw at limited lang. Kaya Lord, sana merong pumayag. And if ever na wala, please guide me. Bigyan Mo ko ng strength. Madaming strength please. Ngayon pa lang nag bbreakdown na ako araw-araw, what more diba kung kasama ko pa sila ng dalawang sem.

I remember yung isang research namin sa social psychology. I never liked the topic. Ang babaw. It’s descriptive research about what “blacksheep” is. Imagine, yung iba kong classmates ang topic nila is about Catholic priests na may mga anak, relationship ng foreigners and Filipino. And sa pagkakatanda ko, hindi ako nakapag contribute a lot with that research. pero siyemore hindi ko gagawin yan ngayon kasi ang mahal ng tuition ko at mga shit mga ka-group ko. Bago lang ako sa section nila so baka kung ano pa i-chismis sa akin. Yun lang bye. Back to work

[walphs]

Believing Without Seeing

By Ralph R. Sarza

Original final script | April 23, 2023 Preaching for Open Table MCC | Gospel Reading: Luke 24:13-35

SA MISMONG ARAW NG MULING PAGKABUHAY NI HESUS, dalawa sa mga tagasunod Niya ang papunta sa Emmaus, isang komunidad na nasa labing-isang kilometero ang layo mula sa Jerusalem. Habang naglalakad sila at nag-uusap tungkol sa mga nangyari kay Kristo sa Jerusalem, they were interrupted by Jesus. Ang sabi ni Hesus, “Ano ang pinag-uusapan ninyo?”

Now, Luke states that the eyes of the disciples “were kept from recognizing Jesus.” Ibig sabihin, hindi si Hesus ang nakikita ng mga mata nila kundi isang estranghero.

Nakatayo lang yung dalawa, malungkot, at ang tanong ng isa sa kanila kay Hesus, “Ikaw lang ba ang nag-iisang estranghero sa Jerusalem na hindi alam kung ano ang mga naganap doon?” Now, this is actually a funny and ironic scene because, kung meron mang nakakaalam sa lahat ng mga bagay na nangyari sa Jerusalem, that was the stranger in front of them — that was Jesus.

So ang lola n’yo, patay-malisya: “What things?” They replied, “The things about Jesus of Nazareth, who was a PROPHET (emphasis sa PROPHET)… and how our chief priests and leaders handed Him over to be condemned to death and crucified him.”

I would like to emphasize the use of the word PROPHET, instead of MESSIAH, because it’s an implication that the two disciples had lost their faith in Jesus. In fact, sabi sa verse 21, “We had hoped that He was the one to redeem Israel.” HAD HOPED. Past perfect tense. Nawalan na nga sila ng pag-asa, nawalan pa sila ng pananampalataya.

And before I go on, I want to validate the disbelief of the two disciples. For indeed, we have witnessed numerous instances that have left us disenchanted and disheartened, ranging from the complexities of family dynamics, the intricacies of financial matters, and the often turbulent realm of Philippine politics.

LAST MONTH, sa loob lamang ng isang linggo, actually sa loob lamang ng dalawang magkasunod na araw, na-reject ako sa dalawang in-apply-an kong trabahong bet na bet ko talagang makuha. It was a humbling experience, it made me realize that I am not the best and the world doesn’t revolve around me, but it was also a very frustrating experience. Ang sakit kasi breadwinner ako, three years na kaming walang pay raise dahil sa ABS-CBN shutdown, at oras ang kalaban ko. I need a better-paying job, not today, not yesterday, but months ago.

At tulad ng “pagkabulag” ng dalawang tagasunod ni Hesus, nakakabulag din sa pananampalataya ko ang mga panahong frustrated ako, galit, malungkot, at talunan. “Bakit hindi ko maramdaman ang sinasabi nilang grasya ng Panginoon?” “Totoo ba ang ‘Jesus story,’ o inimbento lang ‘yan ng mga sinaunang tao para paniwalain ang mga sarili nilang may ‘forever’ after death?” “MAY DIYOS BA TALAGA?!”

In fact, nung may kinonsulta ako kay Pastor Joseph tungkol dun sa isang job application kung saan na-reject ako, I told him na nagiging agnostic na ako recently at nahihirapan akong magdasal.

Kapag napapagod na tayo sa buhay, kapag hindi natin nakukuha ang gusto natin, mas madaling sisihin ang universe o kuwestyunin ang existence ng Diyos dahil ‘yon ang mas convenient.

So the two disciples became doubtful after they learned that the body of Jesus was nowhere to be found: Verses 22-24: “Some women of our group astounded us. They were at the tomb early this morning, and when they did not find His body there, they came back and told us that they had indeed seen a vision of angels who said that JESUS WAS ALIVE. Some of those who were with us went to the tomb and found it just as the women had said, but they did not see Him.”

Sinabihan na silang JESUS WAS ALIVE, pero they still chose not to believe and just leave. So naimbyrena si Hesus at inawardan sila. Verse 25: “Then He said to them, ‘Oh, how foolish you are and how slow of heart to believe all that the prophets have declared! Was it not necessary that the Messiah should suffer these things and then enter into His glory?’”

So ang ginawa ni Hesus, “nagpa-Bible study” ng Old Testament para i-remind ang dalawa tungkol sa ugat ng pananampalataya nila. And that’s very noteworthy, kasi minsan, kumbaga sa halaman, ano ba ang pumipigil sa pag-blossom ng bulaklak? Baka naman hindi nakakakuha ng sapat na nutrients, so didiligan mo nang sapat at maayos ang mga ugat nito. Minsan, kapag nawawalan na tayo ng pananampalataya at pumupunta na lang tayo sa MCC para sa mga “baklaan” at hindi dahil kay Hesus, kailangan nating balikan ang ugat ng problema na tumulak sa’tin para maghanap ng espasyong tulad ng MCC. At ang ugat ng problema na ‘yon ay ang katotohanang hindi tayo binigyan ng dati nating mga Simbahan ng espasyo na maging Kristyano at queer at the same time.

Kaya tayo nandito sa MCC kasi kailangan natin ng chosen family na gagabay sa’tin para mag-blossom tayo by being our authentic self. Kaya tayo nandito kasi alam nating may potensyal tayong maging magagandang mga bulalak, at alam nating hindi tayo mamumukadkad habang nasa konserbatibong hardin tayo at ang pinandidilig nila sa’tin ay kung anu-anong mga kathang-isip na kasalanan.

Nung malapit na sila sa Emmaus, nagpatay-malisya ulit si Hesus, and He walked ahead as if He were going on. Pero pinigilan Siya ng dalawang desipulo. “Stay with us because the day is nearly over.” Sumama sa kanila si Hesus. No’ng nasa hapag na sila, kumuha si Hesus ng tinapay, binasbasan N’ya ito, biniyak, at inialay sa kanila. Pagkatapos ay namulat sila, nakilala nila si Hesus, at bigla Siyang naglaho sa kanilang paningin.

“Were not our hearts burning within us while He was talking to us on the road, while He was opening the scriptures to us?” That same hour they got up and returned to Jerusalem, and they found the eleven and their companions gathered together. They were saying, “The Lord has risen indeed, and He has appeared to Simon!” Then they told what had happened on the road and how He had been made known to them in the breaking of the bread.

The story of the Road to Emmaus prompts us to contemplate the profound impact of encountering the risen Christ and underscores the importance of community in our personal journey of transformation. It reminds us to actively seek guidance and support from others and to remain receptive to the possibility of encountering the Divine in unexpected and unconventional ways.

Naramdaman ko noong nakaraang eleksyon ang frustration na naramdaman ng dalawang tagasunod ni Hesus. Alam ko ang pakiramdam ng magpakapagod para sa kinabukasan ng bansa, at ang mapangakuan ng pag-asa at makita itong maglaho na parang bula dahil sa maling pagpili ng mga taong biktima ng bulok na sistema at nilang mga namulat na sana ngunit mas piniling hindi makakita.

Nakakagalit. Nakapanghihinayang. Pero tulad ng nangyari sa Daan Patungong Emmaus, mga estrangehero rin ang nagpakita sa akin ng daan pabalik sa muling paniniwala at patungo sa panibagong pakikibaka. Mga estrangherong galing sa iba’t ibang karanasan at katayuan sa buhay, ngunit pinagbubuklod ng isang kulay — isang kulay na simbolo ng pag-asa, hustisya, at totoong pagbabago.

The story of the Road to Emmaus is a compelling reminder that the Resurrection of Jesus transcends mere historical significance, but rather represents an enduring invitation to encounter the Divine and undergo transformation. It enlightens us to the unpredictable ways in which the risen Christ can manifest in our lives, be it through chance encounters with strangers or through introspective reflection. Embracing this invitation sets us on a transformative journey of growth, change, and renewal, affording us the opportunity to flourish into a life imbued with deep meaning and purpose.

Finally, the story of the Road to Emmaus reminds us that, if we have unwavering faith in Jesus, for better or for worse, for richer or for poorer, in sickness and in health, not even death can make us part.

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Junzhe Extended Universe (JZEU) Fig Index

These figs celebrate the acting and filming history of both Zhang Zhehan and Gong Jun. I've noted the character(s) in italics next to each post for easy searching. I'll also add a character listing for each actor at the bottom of the post since it's easy to get individual characters mixed up (at least by me!)

Part 3

Yuechu with Peach - Dongfang Yuechu

Chulian on Lake - Dongfang Yuechu & Qing Lian

Xu Si is Rising with the Wind (Handcrafted) - Xu Si

Part 2

Pearl of the East China Sea - (young) Lin Shu

Home Country World - Han Ye

Your Highness, Calm Down - Han Ye

No Regrets - Han Ye

Masked Prince - Han Ye

White and Gold Han Ye - Han Ye

Black and Gold Han Ye - Han Ye

Long Feiye Motioning his Guard Forward - Long Feiye

Meet Han Ye in the Rain (Official) - Han Ye

I See You Han Ye (Official) - Han Ye

Niuniu Wants to Fight - Xu Jin

Prince Han Ye (Handcrafted) - Han Ye

Little Sugar Man - Zhong Wumei

Little Daoist Priest - Dongfang Yuechu

Niuniu with Bun - Xu Jin

Little Jade Daoist - Dongfang Yuechu

Moonlight Night - Long Feiye

Yuechu Yin Yang Landscape Figures - Dongfang Yuechu

Small Winecup Qinglian - Xiao-Zhe

Accidental Medical Exam - Lingyue - Ling Rui & Wang Yue

Night Night - Long Feiye

Dongfang Yuechu (Handcrafted) - Dongfang Yuechu

Marilyn Ming Xia - Ming Xia

Battle Damaged Niuniu - Xu Jin

Tianshu Beichen - Dog's Blood Drama - Long Feiye & Han Ye

Daoist Priest with Sugar Gourd - New Year's JZEU Series (13) - Dong Fang Yuechu

Fifth Sister - Zhong Wumei

Prince Rich - Han Ye

Princess Xixi - Xia Yanxi

Incomparably Beautiful Hair - New Year's JZEU Series (12) - Ji Fa

Peerless Little Prince - New Year's JZEU Series (11) - Zhong Wumei

Master Gong Xue - New Year's JZEU Series (10) - Wei Ying

Spicy Police Flower - New Year's JZEU Series (9) - Huang Weiping

Part 1

Early Mid-Autumn Festival: Moon Rabbit Lantern Daoist - Dong Fang Yuechu

Clever Little Daoist - Dong Fang Yuechu

Cool Little Daoist - Dong Fang Yuechu

Zhongpei - Zhong Wumei & Pei Yuntian

The Bravest - For Your Safety - Zheng Zhi

The Flaming Heart - I'm Always Here - Huo Yan

Lingyue Love at First Sight - Ling Rui & Wang Yue

Early Mid-Autumn Festival: Sweet Tangyuan Little Daoist - Dongfang Yuechu

Genius Investor - Xu Si

Xiao Yue is Coming - Wang Yue

Ink and Wash Daoist Priest - Dongfang Yuechu

Niuniu Flying a Kite - Xu Jin

War-Damaged Prince - Han Ye

Bright Boy - (young) Lin Shu

Firefighter Huo Yan - Huo Yan

Graceful Prince - Han Ye

Don't Go to Work, I'll Take Care of You - Zhao Fanzhou & Zhang Min

Minguo Military Husbands - Ming Xia & Fang Yan

Han Ye with Sword - Han Ye

XuXu - Xu Jin & Xu Si

Irregular Daoist - Dongfang Yuechu

A-Han and Xiao-Zhe Drinking Wine - A-Han & Xiao-Zhe

A-Han and Da Shixiong - A-Han & Da Shixiong

Pajama Party - Fang Yan (cross posted from Junzhe fig index)

Tanghulu Niuniu - New Year's JZEU Series (2) - Xu Jin

Xue Shao - New Year's JZEU Series (1) - Xue Shao

Xiaohui Lang - Xu Jin

Jade Waist Slave - Xue Shao

Han Ye and Ji Fa Hidden Knife - Han Ye & Ji Fa

Han Ye and Xu Jin Battle Couple - Han Ye & Xu Jin

Lingyue - Teddy Bear - Ling Rui & Wang Yue

Lingyue - Delivery - Ling Rui & Wang Yue

Hamburger Xu Si - Xu Si

Bedtime Game - Fang Yan (cross posted from Junzhe fig index)

Firefighters - Huo Yan & Zheng Zhi

Fat Head Qinglian - Xiao-Zhe

Sweet Shenping - Lin Shen & Huang Weiping

Prince Han Ye on Horseback - Han Ye

Luminous Club - Fang Yan & Gu Chijun

Here's the listings of the TV series / films for each actor, followed by the character played. Thanks to Wikipedia for basic information as well as general Google and Twitter searching.

Character List - Zhang Zhehan

Why Love You: Xia Yanxi

Ni Shi Hen Mei: Xiao Zhi

Love For Hope: Zou Xiang

Eager to Create: Ah Le

Haunting Love: Li Ming Yan

Crazy for Palace: Xiao Hao

Palace 3: The Lost Daughter: Sun Heli

Incisive Great Teacher: Jin Renbin

Cosmetology High: Pei Yuntian

The Romance of the Condor Heroes: Ye Lu Qi

Crazy for Palace 2: Xiao Hao

Love YunGe from the Desert: Liu Xu

Nirvana in Fire: (young) Lin Shu

Ban Shu Legend: Wei Ying

ACG Hero: Zhang Wei

Decoded: Han Bing

Demon Girl (I and II): Ming Xia

Happy Mitan: (cameo) Dian Xiaoer

Above the Clouds: Ke Luo

Legend of Yunxi: Long Feiye

The Bravest: Zheng Zhi

Brother (short film): Wang Yue

Chang Dao Bing Cha (short film): Xiao Fei

Mi Fang (short film): Xiao Fei

Mian Ju (short film): Xiao Fei / Xue Shao

Everyone Wants to Meet You: Zhang Min

The Blooms at Ruyi Pavilion: Xu Jin

Word of Honor: Zhou Zishu

1921: Xiao Zisheng

(TBD) The Second Sight Fall in Love: Yang Jingyi

(TBD) Castle in the Time: Gu Chijun

(TBD) Zhao Ge: Ji Fa

(TBD) Retro Detective: Huang Weiping

Character List - Gong Jun

Sword Chaos: Bi Lu

Lost Love in Times: Yuan Che

Advance Bravely: Xia Yao

Unique Lady (I & II): Zhong Wumei

Flavor It’s Yours: Lu Weixun

The Love Equations: Zhao Fanzhou

Begin Again: Ling Rui

Word of Honor: Wen Kexing

The Player: Ren Yixia

The Flaming Heart: Huo Yan

Shining Like You: Fang Yan

Dream Garden: Lin Shen

Legend of Anle: Han Ye

Rising with the Wind: Xu Si

Fox Spirit Matchmaker: Yue Hong: Dongfang Yuechu

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grifting szn

Does grief come with gifts?

While Christmas is a season of gifting, let's try talking about the gifts that grief holds, yes?

Earlier, dad got his latest lab results which have been causing me panic but in the most undetected way. LOL. Thankfully, it's nothing serious and I hope it stays that way. Super duper thanks to the HMO that he's tracking kasi baka maubos na sa dami ng ganaps niya this Q4. LUL. Honestly, I can say that I've been calmer even when I know that there's a 50-50 chance that he'd need to be under supervision due to his symptoms. Sanay naman na ako pero syempre, as an aging millennial, 'yung dating 24 to 48 hours ng adrenaline ko, ngayong max 18 hours na lang. EME.

Kidding aside, my XX best friend's dad and Tito Ro's mom died on the same day this December. Wild! Meant to be talaga sila noh? And it's been so curious because I told Tito Ro nga that since her mom was the one who egged him to go to the PH years back for the first time, he has been changed for good. KIMMMYYY.

This morning, in between kamustahans with how he and my wonky B are cruising around the Southside, I thanked him for looking after my best friend. Iba talaga si Tito Ro. As in. Quirky siya. May ick, pero solid lang talaga siya in so many levels. Hindi ako nagwo-worry about my best friend which is the total opposite ng mga ex niyang ayoko na lang mag-talk. LELS.

I told him and my best friend that perhaps, the best Christmas gift they both got from their departed mom (ni Tito Ro) and dad (ni XX bff), is the gift that comes with the grief. It's not easy to digest, but stay with me, or at least, try to do so.

This is me trying to heal together with them, too. Kasi eto rin chance ko to let them see that I'm one with them sa about ng kaya ko. Tito Ro has been happily out of the PH, but I can see his sheer joy in his immersion with the PH culture and the works. Kung baga, identity na legit. Saan ka ba nanggaling na bansa? Anong meron doon at among wala doon? For my XX bff naman, it's been a long while na worrying about her mom and dad kasi nga, she's an expat on her way to citizenship na in Cali. Ganun dream niya but she never fails to support her parents here, whatever it takes. Aging parents are never easy folks, lalo when they have health conditions and lumalalang attitude problem. Hahahahahahaha. Ganun talaga.

Papa B died peacefully and I saw it sa coffin niya. Walang bakas ng mga health conditions niya kasi he's really kinda imobile na for years. And whenever my bff and I talk about this topic, andun kami sa point na, sana talaga, if he goes down, 'yung hindi na siya hirap, kasi hirap na siya sa earth. And poof. Eto na.

The priest during Papa B's last mass waited for us to arrive. LOL. Dad had to eat breakfast because he had to take his suking BP meds. HAHAHAHAHAHA. And hearing stories about Papa B from his community is very humbling.

If there's one thing that stood out, it would be: If God can forgive, then so should you. In general 'to a. And that, being married is not to be taken lightly. Funny nga na cringe is 'yung linyahan ni Father na: Paano ba 'yan? Wala ka ng kaaway ngayon? >> In reference to the usual banter that senior empty nesters have to deal with. LOL. Tatay kong pakitong-kitong tawang-tawa na akala mo close sila ni Papa B. Though sabi nga niya, siya driver nung we needed to bring supplies and meds nung nagka-COVID si Papa B sa bahay nila nung 2020, kaya in a way daw, they have a bond.

I saw how dad misses mom more and more. Hodor. Kadire. Hahahaha. Niloko ko nga tatay ko: Mas mahal na mahal mo asawa mo ngayon noh kesa nung andito pa siya? HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. Medyo sad boi vibe siya e. GG malala. :p

As a grieving daughter of mother dragon, tungkulin kong bumangon finally sa lusak kahit overthinking malala pa rin ako at times. Many, many times. Before, I really see grieving as a curse. Shemayyyy. It's so fragile so I felt that anywhere near it is gonna shatter me for good. I thought that grief was but a phase that I could hack. Hahahahaha. Ang lala na naman netong pakawala na 'to. HAYYY, pero sige. Tawid natin.

What are the gifts of grief? 1 It makes you see what life is all about and what it's not. 2 It allows you to grasp the essence of time wasted beautifully. 3 It teaches you how to rebuild your trust in the process, no matter how painful it is to trust again. LUHHHH. HUYYYY. 4 It makes you more human because losing someone for good enables you to understand complex emotions better once the shit and dust settles.

5 It refocuses your lens, bazooka man or prime 'yan. This means that you're able to frame stories better na 'di na puro about ego.

6 It makes you realize that life is super duper short, and you ought to strive to live a well-lived life with the people who matter most.

7 It slaps you really hard that while you can have so much in this lifetime, all you'd bring to the next life is nothing, except the stories you made and have been part of in this lifetime.

8 It prepares you for the next chapter, no matter how you try to fuck things up. You'll figure it out when the time is right, and you give yourself the permission to move forward. Easier said than done, and I had to learn this for 12 worthwhile years.

And as grief gets closer and closer to aging millennials like me, let this be a reminder that it is best to let grief's lights and shadows come through. I avoided this chapter at all cost and it cost me soooooo much, but I'm here and now. And I hope that I keep sharing my this story as a very good example of how welcome grief with open arms. Hindi madali, pero it's part of life... and death.

And that, I'm doing my best na 'yung mga taong importante sa akin, ma-share ko sa kanila kabobohan ko about this topic, kasi ang hirap talagang maging alipin ng "skip to non-grief" part agad-agad.

Thank u, Mama ni Tito Ro and Papa B. I'm trying my best to let your stories live on through this journey with your kiddos who are growing up. See yah on the other side!

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malakas na sya

"pag sumikat ka, proud parin ako sayo. Pero sa next life na tayo mag uusap"

ang weird how i make this statement. ang weird kung pano ako nag come up sa ganyang principle. Na naibaba at naibaba ko sa iba. I know its hard for esther to be in the middle. Recently, gumagaling at tumatatag na sya. di ko alam kung paano nya pnperceive yung mga advices ko sa kanya. Kasi tingin ko puro joke lang ang lahat. Pero for me, seryoso yon. Siguro dahil masyado na kaming close?

You know, recently di na sya madalas mag reply sa messages ko. Di nya narin ako madalas ichat or what. You know how hard it is for me to take up my own cross just to follow God. Ang random nitong mga pinag sasabi ko . Hindi ko alam kung paano at san mag sstart. Sino ang mga totoong karakter. At kung ano pa ba ang pinag lalaban ko.

nung nag chat time kami sa sm, naiiyak ako habang knkwento sa kanya yung realization ko sa the chosen. nung time na binabato na ng mga priest si Jesus at ang mga disciple nya. Is that what it means to follow Christ? ANG BIGAT. ANG HIRAP. Dapat hindi ganto e. Dapat masaya lang diba?

Nag sisinungaling ako, tuwing sinasabi ko sa kanilang.. masaya ang mag lingkod. Nag sisinungaling ako, every time na pinapakita ko sa kanilang hindi ako pagod. Nag sisinungaling ako everytime na sinasabi kong "we should not kick against the goads."

I admit, I am kicking against the goads. Paulit-ulit. i feel like ako nalang ang lumalaban sa loob for the sake of all the outcast. Wala na kong pinag kakatiwalaan sa loob. Kasi alam kong kapag may ambag ka, may pakinabang ka pa. Okay sila sayo. Masaya sila for you. Even si dad, di ko na alam kung may integrity pa sya. Napapatanong narin ako kung susundin ko pa ba sila. Pero lumalaban ako. Pnoprotektahan ko sila against those argument sa utak ko. Delikado.

Affected na ang mga tao sa paligid ko. Para akong isang Filipino na lumalaban against Japanese. Against the government. Against those who are in authority. Hindi ko na alam kung tama pa bang sumunod sa kanila. Pero kailangan kong tatagan. Para sa matagal ko nang pinag-lalaban.

wait. ano nga bang pinag lalaban ko? yung mga taong nung una ay walang kapangyarihan at pinili kong palakasin at nakalimot? o yung mga taong hanggang ngayon ay lumalaban para sa kanilang karapatan?

alam kong makapangyarihan ang bawat salita na aking bibitawan. ngunit mas makapangyarihan ang kanilang mga salita. naalala ko yung isang beses na nag preach si dad, na mention nya ang name ko non "kilala namin ang ugali ni leny." dun ko napatunayan na makapangyarihan talaga sya. Kaya ka nyang protektahan at kaya ka nyang ipatumba.

Isa pa sa nakakapang-lumo. ay may mga tao akong dapat bitawan, hindi pansinin at kausapin upang di nila kami pag layuin. Ayaw nila na maging attached ang isa't isa. Ngunit gsto nilang mag karoon ng connection ang bawat isa upang masakop ang bawat pangkat. Ngunit sa gitna ng pakikipag-sapalaran, darating ang punto ng laglagan.

naalala ko yung pagkakataon na umalis sila thals and jovean, kasama si ate val. na binalita ni ate maine kay msloi. Narinig ko ang sabi ni msloi non "dinamay nya pa talaga si faye"

sobrang sakit kasi ayoko silang saktan. Either way, nasasaktan ko sila. Napapahirapan ko sila. Pero sinisisi nila ako kung bakit ko iyon nagagawa sa kanila. Ang hirap. Sumunod pag nakikita ko yung mali sa kanila at di sila marunong humingi ng dispensa.

di ko alam kung ako ba yung mali.

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Testimony

I am Mycahela Ria Lim Macion, Daughter of Michael Apaig Macion and Rhea Lim Macion I have four biological siblings from my mother, Rhea Lim Macion. in the order of Monique Rhianna Lim Macion, Marguerite Reanne Lim Macion, Michie Raine Lim Macion, and Michael ll Lim Macion. I am the eldest of the Lim-Macion family. I was born on February 8, 2007, around 11:00 pm.

I was informed by my sister Marguerite about Papa's infidelity while we were at the cathedral church on March 27, 2024. We went there for confession as Papa encouraged us to go. Later, while Papa was confessing to the priest, me and my sisters went to the side far from Papa as Marguerite needed to tell me something. I have a voice recording of what she said, and this is what was transcribed.

“ ang name ng babae doon is “lovely” sinabi nya kay papa wag ka mag parang alala dyan lovely sabi ni papa okay lang yan pwede mo ako tawagan love yun malay ko na ang ibang text pero meron ni dichie pero yung pauwi gud kami sa davao nakita ko ang chats ni papa yun sa babae, same parin na babae ang nakalagay doon chie “pag nag sabi ako ng i love you totoo yun wag kang sumuko pero mahaba haba pa yung text nya tapos parang nung march something pa yun”

At first, I was skeptical. Even though I did not fully believe in what my sister told me, as I think and rely on evidence and verbal and written testimonies, I do not believe in something without proper evidence to back up the claims. So I let it be. However, my sisters and I frequently communicated as Monique and Marguerite updated me on Papa and Mama. Later, when I decided to go home during April as we did not have class, on April 9, 2024, me and Monique spoke about getting screenshot evidence to ascertain if what they claim is accurate, and then precisely on April 10, 2024, at 12:00 am, Monique took papa’s cell phone and looked through his messages, but we did not find anything. Then I saw the word “Viber" briefly mentioned in the chat messages and told Monique, "Hanapin ko ang Viber na app," and she did; we directly found the name of the girl, "Maria Jean Que Kwan," and read the messages. We were both in disbelief as I did not want to believe what I saw. I quickly took my phone and took pictures as Monique scrolled from the latest messages to the oldest. We saw their messages range from fighting and love name-calling. The girl was just communicating for monetary benefit as she kept mentioning and asking for money through gcash. There was even a plane ticket and expenses for traveling, which we later found out was used for them to meet in Manila and Palawan. As I am writing this, I am crying because of this event; our family is being torn and ripped apart. I cannot help but imagine how happy that woman is that she is breaking the family my siblings and I haven't even finished growing out of. Because of both their actions, my mental health has been rapidly declining. My grades have been slipping from my usual 90 above to 90 below. I cannot focus in class, and my teachers have pointed out and noticed that I was spacing out. My classmates and other teachers mentioned that I always look like I am about to cry and look like I have been crying. During the 10-minute health breaks in school, I would excuse myself to cry in the bathroom. I cannot focus on studying and answering my quizzes correctly because of what they did. I fear this will affect my academic life and future career and studies. A family friend of mine, whom I told about what my sisters and I know, was also disgusted and frustrated with what I had told her and comforted me severely to no avail; she has seen me breakdown in school and outside of school, even at the house at Davao whenever we have sleepovers. Similarly, two of my friends from school have also witnessed me cry hysterically during the health breaks and have done their best to comfort me, only for me to come back to the classroom with swollen eyes and concerned looks. I even asked my adviser last year what to do as I did not have any adult to rely on since I did not want to mention what we knew to any adult. However, I was losing my mind and even attempted to kill myself the day before and desperately needed advice, opinion, or anything that might help. I have even asked my friends to look for information about the girl and her family. And they have proved helpful as I learned about her mother and brother, where she works, her profession, and even her number. I've had difficulty sleeping since finding out and would lay awake on my bed from 11:00 pm to 3:00 am until I finally had to wake up at 4:30 am to get ready for class. I was severely sleep-deprived at this time; I was also tired and irritable. I did not have the appetite to eat and would starve myself, believing that what had happened was somehow my fault. I would punish myself, drawing lines on my arms with a cutter and even attempting on my neck but did not go through with it as I did not want to leave my younger siblings during this time of revelation. As I write this, I cry. I know my parents handle pain differently, and I try to emphasize to them that, as the eldest, I have the responsibility to look after them and my siblings, to succeed, and to continuously do my best for our future.

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Forbidden Feelings?

Throughout my Catholic Discovery, I would say that it's really difficult to have feelings for someone who can't have a wife, example na lang is pari. There's this priest na sobrang nakatulong s'ya sa'kin na mamulat sa katotohanan ng pagiging Catholic and mas nag-enhance 'yung faith ko and pag-aaral ko ng Catholic things dahil sa kan'ya. Kaso at some point, there's a time na ang strange lang. Like this feeling na, sa sobrang supportive ko sa kan'ya dahil famous person s'ya, dumating sa point na hindi ko namamalayang nagugustuhan ko na pala 'yun. Alam ko sa sarili ko na mali 'yon at sigurado akong 'ADMIRATION' lang s'ya. I wouldn't realize na ADMIRATION na 'yun is something would define that IT ISN'T AN ADMIRATION NA and tumagal 'yon ng mahigit 3 yrs. Ang hirap mag-move on sa priest na 'yon kasi, dumating sa point na "Kung hindi s'ya, 'wag nalang". Nagagamit ko naman kasi talaga 'yung admirations or having an inspiration to priests to have deeper connections with God and pag-aaral ko ng Marian Devotions etc., kaso kasi this priest was something talaga. Dahil sa mga turo't motivation n'ya, na-apply ko s'ya sa pag-aaral and naging honor student din ako and naging lapitan ng mga friends kong namomroblema sa life nila and d'un ko ina-apply mga natutunan ko sa kan'yang mga homilies, pati na rin ang pagpapalapit ko sa mga friends ko kay Lord upang magdasal sila. Nakilala ako ng mga servers ng church na 'yun and even the priest's family na mas lalong nagpahirap sa'king i-forgot that priest, lalo't first and greatest crush ko s'ya. Wala talaga sa mind ko before na magkaroon ng crush or pagkakagusto sa tao, until naparanas ng priest na 'to 'yun. After malaman ng mga friends kong servers ng church where naka-assign 'yung priest na 'yon na crush ko 'yung pari nila, hindi na'ko nagpakita pa ulit sa simbahan. Pero alam kong nahalata na ng pari na crush ko s'ya dahil napapansin n'ya na madalas akong nakatingin sa kan'ya. July 2024 huling balik ko doon at hindi na'ko nagpakita pa ulit. Miss ko na 'yung simbahan dahil napamahal na'ko sa Marian title na nakapangalan sa simbahan na inaral ko talaga ng malaliman 'yung story ng apparition n'un, but I'm afraid na bumalik pa sa dati 'yung feelings ko na 'yun sa pari kasi nag-iisang paring naka-assign lang s'ya doon. I'm the type of person na magkakagusto tapos torpe, ayokong may magawang kahihiyan or mas'yadong magpakita ng kung sino talaga ako and mabilis akong ma-attached kapag mabait 'yung tao and I can't forget the person agad-agad kapag napamahal ako d'un and naseryoso ko s'ya.

Pero to that priest, I still continued to support him and praying for him and his loved ones na kilala ako. Yes, I still support him pero hindi na gaano tulad ng dati kasi medyo naka-move on na'ko. Nagsilbing aral naman s'ya sa'kin kung hanggang saan lang ba talaga ako. Natapos na 'yung 3 yrs feelings ko na 'yon sa kan'ya nang hindi umaamin ng totoong nararamdaman ko sa kan'ya. I'm afraid na kapag bumalik ako d'un, maiyakan ko pa ulit s'ya dahil aminadong s'ya lang talaga tunay na hinahanap-hanap ko kahit pa alam kong bawal s'yang magka-asawa.