#youshouldnthavethiseffectonme

[wewill-meetagain-oneday]

I'm only human 😭

[wewill-meetagain-oneday]

I think I should stop these so this will be the last message about this.....hopefully. Why does it have to be this way? Why can't I be enough? Why can't it be simple?

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I saw him again today after like 8 years of not seeing eachother. He looked at me and smirked. He makes me want to hate myself. Just after i was getting somewhere with moving on he comes back and sets me right back at the beginning. I couldn't function properly all day or breath properly. I was terrified of seeing him again. My day was horrible yet you made it seem so much better just by talking to me. You made my day seem less horrible just by spending a few hours with me. His face still remains in my head but your calming voice is slowly making it easier to breath.

[wewill-meetagain-oneday]

I'm sitting out in the dark wishing you were here.

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If its the right thing to do why does it hurt so much?

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It's not fair