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🖤 Pairing — Seth Rollins ♥︎ f!OC 🖤 Summary — Seth believes he's doing the right thing. (Part 1/?) 🖤 Word Count — 3.1k 🛑 Warnings — Attempted suicide, depression, infidelity, eventual smut 18+ 🖤 Notes — Not sure if there's an audience for this one lol if so, let me know! There will be eventual fluff and smut. 🖤 Taglist — If you'd like to be added, please click here! 🖤 MASTERLIST ❤️ Song is "Reputation (Just To Save Yours)" by Post Malone

Seth

He looked at the black suitcase in the corner of the hotel room, his cross-body fanny pack sitting atop the clothes inside. His heart pounded as he thought about what was waiting for him inside the zipper. It was time. If he thought about it hard enough, it was past time. He should have made this decision long, long ago. A clatter in the bathroom drew his somber brown eyes to that door for a brief moment—his fiancée, his everything, his reason. His gaze slid back to the bag. He didn’t know exactly how she would react, though he knew she would be upset. He only hoped she would understand in the end—he was doing it for her. He was finally putting her before himself.

take my own life just to save yoursdrink it all down just to throw it uptake my own life just to save yours

He glanced down at the phone in his hand, having forgotten momentarily he was holding it all, and there, staring him right in the face, was the ultimate nail in his coffin. A breathy chuckle escaped his lips at his own dark humor. TMZ had posted on their Instagram two nights ago another article depicting him as a cheater, this time with a woman he hadn’t told his fiancée about. It didn’t matter that it wasn’t true, or that he didn’t know the woman, or that his fiancée claimed it didn’t bother her because she had finally learned to trust him after all the other times. It mattered that these articles would never go away, made up relationships or rendezvous would never cease to be written about, and his fiancée would be forced to face them, deal with them, and question her faith in him every time a new one was published. And it was his fault. He expected and agreed to be punished for the rest of his life for his transgressions, but not her—she didn’t deserve it, and he wouldn’t allow it any longer. Surely they wouldn’t continue to run these kinds of stories if he were—

“Are you okay?”

Seth Rollins snapped out of his stupor and looked at her, his beautiful fiancée, as she exited the bathroom. Her scent billowed into the room, and Seth’s eyes fell closed as the brief memory of buying her the Versace perfume flashed through his mind. She’d fallen in love with it, not so subtly hinting at a fresh bottle for her birthday every year since. Her honey-colored hair was curled to perfection, makeup a masterpiece, and her outfit on point. She was going to nail the interview, he knew it. His timing was bad, he knew that, too, but it was now or never. Everything was in order. He hadn’t expected the interview to be rescheduled. 

take my own life just to save yoursi got a reputation that i can’t denyyou’re the superstar, entertain us

He smiled at her as she crossed the room, extending his arms to envelope her within. One last time. His eyes fell closed once more because now that he was holding her, how was he supposed to let her go? She felt so good against him, so right, so pure. And he’d been nothing but cruel and deceiving and a user. He didn’t deserve her. Nobody deserved her, really, but certainly not Seth Freakin’ Cheater Rollins. He smelled her hair for the last time, inhaling deeply, hoping her scent lodged itself into his nostrils so he could smell it while he’s… He felt her breath on his neck, her small hands squeezing his much larger back. He didn’t know where he was headed in the next few hours, and he didn’t much care, but he kept faith he would one day hold her like this again. After, though. After he paid for his transgressions. If he ever fully did.

entertain usbut please don’t wake me upi betrayed usbut us don’t give a fuck

“This is stupid,” she said, pulling away suddenly. Seth held on, which was unusual, and she noticed. However reluctant, he let his hands slide away from her warm body. “I’m not gonna get this job. We both know it.”

“Bullshit,” Seth replied, swatting his hand. “There’s no one better for the job.”

He wasn’t just saying that. Her ideas, so far, had been brilliant and well-received by the WWE Universe—the couple choosing to ignore the mass sympathy the fans had for a woman who had been repeatedly cheated on and humiliated by one of the most popular superstars. Whether they liked the direction the storylines were taking or simply felt sorry for her, she had won an interview with Triple H himself for a job opening in Creative. She no longer wanted to be on the show—she wanted to write for it. She was a talented performer, that was for sure, but she would be even more deadly with a keyboard.

“Seth,” she said, looking up at him from nearly a foot away in height.

“I mean it,” he said. “Please don’t second-guess yourself. This is what you’re supposed to be doing. I know it.”

“But what if—”

“What if you don’t get the job? You go back to wrestling and try again next time and if it doesn’t work, you keep wrestling, which you love, and then you retire. What if you do get the job? You live the rest of your life doing what you love and then you retire.” He left himself out of the picture on purpose. “It’s a win-win situation.”

After a moment, her expression relaxed, her eyes softened, and she smiled. God, he would miss that smile. “How do you always know what to say?”

kill myself todaykill it all awaybroken path i madeplease just stay away

Seth swallowed, a small smile flickering across his thin lips. He did always know what to say—especially when it came to convincing her to stay with him after another night of fucking someone other than her. “I also know,” he started, ignoring the self-loathing thoughts constantly fluttering around in his battered brain, “that Trips hates it when people are late for meetings.”

She glanced at her Apple watch and her eyes nearly popped out of her head. “Oh, God,” she whined pathetically.

“Calm down,” Seth chuckled. “Deep breaths. Shoulders back. Chin up.” She followed each order without question, her body ramrod straight as if presenting herself to her commanding officer. “You’re gonna kill it.” He instantly regretted his poor choice of words, but she had no idea why they were in such bad taste, and his heart ached. It would be just like him to humiliate her one last time before putting her through what might prove to be one of the most difficult events of her life. It’s for the best, he kept telling himself. She would hurt for a while, but it would go away and she would find someone else and she would forget about him.

“I love you,” she said softly.

The Visionary inhaled as deeply as his lungs would allow to keep the tears from pooling in his eyes, to keep from grabbing her and squeezing her and never letting go, to keep from confessing his true intentions once she left the hotel room. He looked into her eyes for the last time, held her hands, fingered the enormous diamond ring he’d purchased in the hope that he could buy her forgiveness for one transgression or another. Christ, he really didn’t think it would be this hard to say goodbye without saying goodbye. He knew what he was doing was the right answer, so why didn’t that make this any easier?

i know i fucked up before, but i won’t do it againand i got a lotta things that i wish i would’ve saidand i’m the same damn fool when i’m wearing that hat againi know i fucked up, and i can’t make it right

“I love you, too,” he replied after clearing his throat, which he played off as having dry mouth.

He tried to stop it, but she pressed her lips to his, and his eyes squeezed shut and his body somehow froze and melted all at the same time. He cradled her face, thumbs caressing her silken skin, and he realized too late that he should have memorized every peak and slope of her lips because she was pulling away too suddenly, and he was leaving very soon. She giggled, and his heart fluttered, stomach rolling. She quickly reached up with her thumb to wipe away her lipstick from his mouth before grabbing her purse, blowing another kiss at him, and then she was gone. And he was alone.

watch yourself, i can’t slow downthis is who i am, can’t be anyone else, sodon’t let me go, save yourselfjust save yourself, just save yourself 

Seth grabbed the small bag from his suitcase and tossed it on his side of the bed. He filled two plastic cups to the brim with water from the tap and set them on the end table. He clapped his hands to maintain focus—adrenaline was zooming through his veins and his heart was slamming against his rib cage and he could feel the tiny doubts in the back of his mind chiseling away at the wall he’d built to block them out. He unzipped the fanny pack, pulled two pill bottles out, and placed them beside the cups of water. At the time he was prescribed these antidepressants, he’d assured the doctor he hadn’t been suicidal. He hoped Dr … WhateverTheHell didn’t blame himself for not seeing any signs. Especially since Seth had been laying his happiness on fairly thickly for those around him as of late to avoid suspicion. So far, so good. Staring at the full bottles, he pulled his blonde and brown hair into a high bun so he would be able to lie comfortably on his back on the bed. His mahogany eyes closed, and he saw her in a beautiful, flowing wedding dress, walking toward him on a deserted beach in Hawaii where she’d told him she’d always wanted to get married. She wouldn’t be headed toward him when she got married, and Seth believed she would be better off because of it. Smiling at how happy she looked, the former Shield member opened his eyes and felt a wave of calm crash over him. It would all be okay. He started toward the pills when he heard the lock click on the hotel room door.

“Sorry!” she exclaimed, rushing into the room, bringing with her that pretty perfume and positive, albeit anxious, energy. “I don’t know where the hell I think I’m going without my keys.” She crossed the room, snatched the keys from the table not two feet from where Seth stood, and he knew she could hear his heart clobbering his chest or his uneven breathing, or she would see the sweat forming at his hairline. Fuck, if she realized what she walked in on … 

“Just to the parking lot,” he automatically replied, and his eyes snapped shut for a quick second, in complete disbelief he’d allowed himself to speak at all when he knew his voice would crack like it just did, quiver slightly as he drowned in the accumulating adrenaline. But if he hadn’t spoken, she’d have been suspicious. This was the biggest lose-lose situation of his life.

“Hilarious,” she said, standing on the ball of one foot to lift herself so she could kiss his cheek, which she again wiped free of her lipstick. She was going to have to reapply at this rate. Seth’s smile was small and quick and he dared not meet her gaze. “Love you.” As she headed back toward the door, she glanced in the direction of the nightstand, toward the pills and the cups of water, and Seth worried he was about to pass out. But she continued on, disappearing behind the door, and Seth collapsed, one hand on the mattress, the other clutching his stomach. 

i was born to raise helli was born to take pillsi was born to chase millsi was born to cave ini was born to fuck hoesi was born to fuck upi was born … what a shame

When the nausea passed, The Architect started toward the pills again. He froze mid-step, waiting for her to come back, and after nearly a minute of waiting, he took a seat on the bed beside the table. He opened both bottles with trembling hands, set the caps down, and he folded his hands in his lap. After several deep breaths, he poured five or six white pills into the palm of his hand, launched them into his mouth, and swallowed a few gulps of water. Less than twenty seconds. He could do this. He wanted to get them all down, both bottles, before he lost consciousness, to be sure he got the job done. He could do this.

take my own life just to save yoursdrink it all down just to throw it uptake my own life just to save yourstake my own life just to save yoursi got a reputation that i can’t denyyou’re the superstar, entertain us

Violet

She unlocked the black SUV and climbed behind the wheel. She tossed her purse onto the passenger seat and checked her makeup and hair one last time as she inserted the stupid key into the ignition. She was going to be so late—Hunter probably wouldn’t even open the door for her at this point, and she wouldn’t blame him. Her hands fell into her lap, her eyes closed, and she took a deep breath. She could do this. Seth had been so supportive throughout her journey from superstar to writer, and while she could easily let herself down, she simply could not disappoint her fiancé. Grabbing the steering wheel once more with one hand, she maneuvered out of the hotel’s parking lot, and onto the busy roadway.

This was going to be her year, she decided. With a job in Creative on the horizon, she would also be getting married in the near future. The thought brought a smile to her face. She hadn’t yet told Seth, but she’d already been wedding dress shopping a few times. She went alone, told no one, and disguised herself as best she could while shopping so her secrecy wouldn’t get back to her fiancé. Of course, several days after trying on wedding dresses, a routine doctor appointment informed her of the child growing inside of her, a baby belonging to herself and Seth Rollins. A decidedly unplanned pregnancy, she’d been more than excited to find out anyway, and she imagined an incredulous, yet thrilled smile gracing Seth’s thick beard once she shared the news with him. They hadn’t really had the conversation about whether or not they wanted children, but with Seth having turned over a new leaf, she just knew he would handle this life-changing event better now than he would have last year. He would be shocked, of course, but happy nonetheless.

Violet was so proud of Seth. Everything he’d overcome, his relearning how to be in and sustain a healthy relationship, and especially the mental help he’d sought all on his own. He was seeing a therapist, and his psychiatrist had prescribed antidepressants and anti-anxiety medication, which he was taking regularly without a single complaint. He’d given her opportunities and plenty of reasons to leave him, but her love for him outweighed the anger and resentment. Neither of them could ever forget all the cheating, the lies, or the public opinions dumped on them in the wake of each transgression. But they could move on, and that’s what Violet intended to do.

She smiled, random memories floating through her mind as she came to a stop at a red light, just before the white line. Seth had been so attentive to her while being compliant with his medication and doctor appointments, surprising them both. He held her hand more, pressed whisker kisses to her cheek, and even slapped her ass while they were grocery shopping. Most importantly, he spent his nights at home. He’d had his pills at the ready when she’d left him a little bit ago, causing Violet to again swell with pride. 

Her eyebrow twitched.

As the moment became clearer in her mind, she recalled both bottles of antidepressants had been on the bedside table. Both bottles. Why did he need both bottles? 

Her head tilted.

Next to both bottles of antidepressants had been two full plastic hotel cups of water. Of course he used water to swallow the pill—just one pill; the other bottle had been entrusted to him due to his traveling and the possibility of misplacing one—but he didn't need two fucking overflowing cups.

She shook her head, a brief, uncomfortable smile splitting her lips because what she was thinking was outrageous. Not possible. Seth wouldn’t do that to her. 

He’d been nervous when she’d gone back for her keys. Her eyes snapped shut, only to open at twice their normal size, and she saw—playing right in front of her unblinking, unseeing eyes—Seth glance at the table with the pills and water. He’d looked right at them, and she had looked right at them. 

Tears welling in her eyes, she upended her purse, dumping the entire contents onto the passenger seat. Swiping things to the floor, she snatched her phone and, with trembling hands, managed to place a call to her fiancé. One ring. Two rings. Three rings. Four …

“Hey, it’s Seth. Leave me a message. I’ll get back to ya.”

Violet ended the call. She sniffed, salty rivers winding down her cheeks, leaving pale trails in their wake, washing away her perfect makeup. She pressed send once more, listening to the ringing, and she tugged at her lips with quivering fingers. Seth’s voice-mail answered again at the very moment the traffic light turned green. She tossed the phone in the general direction of her purse as she hit the gas, turning the wheel hard to the left so she could make a U turn.

She saw the truck as she was turning, but by the time her desperate brain registered the danger, her foot wasn’t fast enough to react before the blue cab of the semi slammed into the front of her SUV. The sounds made by crunching metal and breaking glass and the squealing of the truck’s many tires were the loudest she’d ever heard. Her body bounced against every surface, head meeting the driver’s side window and producing a crack of its own, and her light blinked out.

[swissboyhisch]

Fun Shenanigans

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mcdavid97: She may be annoying but I love her❤️ || 📷: yourbestie tagged: yourinsta

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yourbestie: My photo, yes. But couple goals! And now you can't argue with me cause it's official!

stephlechance: Why so cute?! Couple goals ❤️❤️

user: I wish I had a relationship like them ❤️

user: I want a boyfriend like Connor 😍😍😍 His smile when he looks at her is precious ❤️

yourinsta: I love you too Con ❤️❤️❤️ Is it time to work out though?

mcdavid97: let's go

user: she works out too?

yourbestie: they always work out together! It's quite cute.

user: Happy. Happy. Happy.

user: Couple goals. I want to be like them.

clairefaye: of course 😒😒

user: anyone feel like their theme song is I'm Lost Without You by Blink-182

user: agreed

yourinsta: they're my favourite band, also one of my favourite songs 😍

zstrome: aren't you supposed to be at the gym yourinsta

user: oh zstrome caught you out

yourinsta: We are on our way to the gym, Con is driving username zstrome

user: This couple never fails to make my life seem boring 😂

dylstrome19: have fun weirdo gym couple! You can get sweaty while I'm gauging on chips on my couch watching Disney

user: DYlan 😂😂😂

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mcdavid97: I'm proud of my girl doing the sport she loves so much! This is a selfie I received (while I was at training) when she got ready to go to karate, training for the Olympics in 2020, Japan. tagged: yourinsta

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user: SHE DOES KARATE!

tess.caldon: Won't be repping USA together 😭😭

yourinsta: I'm sorry tess.caldon!!! I'll be repping Canada if I do go 😭

username: what belt? Has she represented a country before?

yourbestie: 3rd dan black belt. She has also first represented USA when she was 14 and has continued to represent her Dojo, State and Country.

user: wasn't she just in Ireland?

yourinsta: yes, I was just in Ireland for the World Championships just before I moved to Canada!

yoursis: Proud older sister here!

cammcdavid: Proud. Proud. Proud.

user: OMG I WAS THERE! MY SISTER COMPETED AGAINST YOU. HOW DID I NOT REALISE IT WAS YOU?! YOU ARE SO GOOD AT KARATE! YOUR KUMITE (free fighting) IS SO GOOD AND YOUR KATA IS IMPECIBLE! SHE IS THE CURRENT WORLD CHAMPION!

user: world champion?!

oscardaniels: she has been the reigning champion for a few years now

user: 😍😍😍😍

user: mcdavid97 will you go to support her?

mcdavid97: I'll support her through everything of course

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keltalbot: #WAGDateWednesday tagged: mikkymarrelli, yourbestie, brittlucic, yourinsta and laurenrodych

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laurenrodych: Love our weekly dates 😍

user: honestly goals.

user: They are all gorgeous 😍😍😍

edmontonoilers: Oilers WAGs are the best 🥰

yourinsta: hell yeah we are

user: These girls are honestly friend goals

yourinsta: Love you all 🥰

user: #WCW every day is y/n.

yourbestie: Ah we are cute 🥰

mkaberg: Best WAG date as Y/n is finally an official WAG

mikkymarrelli: ain't that the truth mkaberg

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cammcdavid: These two are super annoying…..ly cute 🤮🤮🤮 tagged: mcdavid97 and yourinsta

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user: #couplegoals

user: How are they so cute?!

user: I still can't believe they weren't dating before this week

yourbestie: right?!

mcdavid97: You make me so happy y/n

yourinsta: love you Con

user: Love the caption 😂

drat29: I swear he's never serious around y/n

user: siblings right?

user: The look on y/n's face 😍

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[bulletproof-slimeboy]

You said that you care about everyone in your “family” of yoursi but do you really? It sounds exhausting. Especially when it comes to caring about those who don’t seem to want to be cared about. Have a little respect for yourself and don’t deal with people who’ve just been an ass to you.

-⚓️

Of course I do, and of course it is. Love isn't always easy. You have to work at it, y'know? Reach out, say hi, remind everyone you're still here in case they need you or you need them. People drift apart. Stop talking to each other and forget how much they loved each other before. I know it happens, and I really don't want it to happen to us.

I don't want to turn around someday and realize we don't know each other anymore. I don't want to look back at my last conversation with my little sister and see that it was six months ago, or a year, and not know how to fix it. So I won't. I'll keep reaching out as long as they reach back and I don't care what happens between us as long as we can work it out together in the end. We'll fight, we'll stop talking for a while, but I'll always reach out again. Always. I'm not giving up on anyone as long as there's a chance.

Sometimes there's not a chance. Maybe someone doesn't want to be part of whatever we've got going on, and that's... Not great, for me, but I'll get over it. I'd never try to make someone love us, that's just fucked up. I'd just. I don't think I could forgive myself if I assumed someone wanted out and they were just waiting for me to let them in first.

Sorry, shit, it's late and I'm being emotional, this is so much. I should probably draft this and make it shorter tomorrow but fuck it, right? It's not like you guys don't already know how much of a hopeless fucking sap I am

[alixcitement]

heeyyyit’s weird but many years ago I used to follow your WoY drawings and I like your style a lot! now that I can draw I can gift you my fav OC of yoursI hope you like it!

Nothing weird about liking a thing, mate! Thank you for the awesome fan art! B;D Glad to know she’s still relevant even after all these years 💝

[sorcharavenlock]

Loki’s song for his Sigyn

I was free falling through the open sky Till you smiled at me and you saved my life and I Knew I was put here to love you

You got the universe Swimming in your eyes I’m an open book when you look in mine You'll find that I was put here to love you

I been lost I been found But I know I am now- I am yours

I am yours Now and always Wouldn't dream to be anything more You take my breath away every night Still can't believe it when you say your mine and I am yours I am yours I am yours

Andy Grammer - I Am Yours 

[perceremade]

HI NOELLE. beautiful creature you've got there almost as beautiful of a creature as yourself I must say...! 💗 also I dont think you ever saw this post (you don't need click it I already put all the same images here for you) because it was so early do you care I've been thinking about it. Thought you deserved to know my tsumu thoughts and I'd like to hear yoursies too. Sniff.

[naipoohny]

A Love Letter

I know I’ll never give this to youBut I can’t help but write this letterTo let you know exactly how I feelI’ve been smitten since I laid eyes on youI’ve been googly eyed since you first said helloI’ve been crazy about you since you first asked to be my friendI would’ve been completely insane to tell you noI didn’t realize I could feel this wayOr ever meet someone whose heart is as pure as yoursI…

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JOY BY BIJOY: I WANNA BE YOURS, I WANNA BE YOURS By Bijoy Bhakat

I WANNA BE YOURS, I WANNA BE YOURSI wanna be yours , I wanna be yours Oh  my lovely, lovely , love..I wanna be yours, I wanna be yoursOh my bubbly , bubbly , dove..I wanna be your sunshine I wanna be your everything..I wanna be your feather I wanna be your wing..I wanna be your highI wanna be your low..I wanna be your shineI wanna be your glow..I wanna be your desireI wanna be your date..I wanna…

[maximuswolf]

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[ad_1] Gukesh Dommaraju. Source: FIDE_Chess There are five days to go for the all-important World Championship clash between Gukesh D and Ding Liren of China, which starts on November 25 in Singapore. While both are busy preparing for the clash, Gukesh took a little time off to answer some  questions a few daysago. It gives us an understanding of his preparation and mindset going into the title clash. Excerpts: Boria: How is the preparation coming along? Clearly, there is a lot of hype and a lot of anticipation in India. Coming after the Olympiad, it could be the best thing for Indian chess. Gukesh:The preparation for thesematchesis different from that for other events, but I mainly want to enjoy the process and will be trying to be at my best for the contest. It is essential to enjoy the process and that’s what I will try to do. Boria: A lot of people have predicted your win. Almost everyone I have spoken to says you are the favourite going into the contest. Do these things have any relevance, you reckon? Gukesh:I don’t really think about predictions and stuff. I think my job is to go there and play good chess, and if I do that, I believe good things will happen. My focus is entirely on the job at hand and I know I will have to go there and play at my best. Boria: So far, it has been an incredible journey. To win the candidates, make it to the final…you could be the youngest world champion. Yoursis a story for the ages. Gukesh:It has been a very nice journey so far and I’m glad to be a part of the rich World Championship match history. It feels good to be able to make it here, but the journey isn’t done yet and the focus is entirely on the match at hand. That’s where I need to do my best. Boria: In pressure situations like this, how do you unwind? Clearly, you can’t think of chess all the time and need some downtime as well. How do you do that and make sure you are in the best zone? Gukesh:I try to prepare myself as well-rounded as possible in all parts of chess and non-chess things, and just try to do my best. It is about being in the best mental frame possible in everything you do. That’s what I try and do. For more sports content: RevSportz The post “I don’t really think about predictions” – D Gukesh ahead of chess world title clash appeared first on Sports News Portal | Latest Sports Articles | Revsports. [ad_2] Source link

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[ad_1] Gukesh Dommaraju. Source: FIDE_Chess There are five days to go for the all-important World Championship clash between Gukesh D and Ding Liren of China, which starts on November 25 in Singapore. While both are busy preparing for the clash, Gukesh took a little time off to answer some  questions a few daysago. It gives us an understanding of his preparation and mindset going into the title clash. Excerpts: Boria: How is the preparation coming along? Clearly, there is a lot of hype and a lot of anticipation in India. Coming after the Olympiad, it could be the best thing for Indian chess. Gukesh:The preparation for thesematchesis different from that for other events, but I mainly want to enjoy the process and will be trying to be at my best for the contest. It is essential to enjoy the process and that’s what I will try to do. Boria: A lot of people have predicted your win. Almost everyone I have spoken to says you are the favourite going into the contest. Do these things have any relevance, you reckon? Gukesh:I don’t really think about predictions and stuff. I think my job is to go there and play good chess, and if I do that, I believe good things will happen. My focus is entirely on the job at hand and I know I will have to go there and play at my best. Boria: So far, it has been an incredible journey. To win the candidates, make it to the final…you could be the youngest world champion. Yoursis a story for the ages. Gukesh:It has been a very nice journey so far and I’m glad to be a part of the rich World Championship match history. It feels good to be able to make it here, but the journey isn’t done yet and the focus is entirely on the match at hand. That’s where I need to do my best. Boria: In pressure situations like this, how do you unwind? Clearly, you can’t think of chess all the time and need some downtime as well. How do you do that and make sure you are in the best zone? Gukesh:I try to prepare myself as well-rounded as possible in all parts of chess and non-chess things, and just try to do my best. It is about being in the best mental frame possible in everything you do. That’s what I try and do. For more sports content: RevSportz The post “I don’t really think about predictions” – D Gukesh ahead of chess world title clash appeared first on Sports News Portal | Latest Sports Articles | Revsports. [ad_2] Source link

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BeBeacon

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Reunited

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mcdavid97: Best friend finally back in my arms ❤️ tagged: yourinsta

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user: *cough cough* more than Best Friends *cough cough*

yourinsta: My fav 💕

mcdavid97: You're my fav ❤️

dylstrome19: OMG Y/N IS BACK!!!!

yourbestie: Can't wait to see you both!

mcdavid97: hurry up so drat27 will stop whining!

drat27: Just missing my lady! You wouldn't shut up about y/n so you can't talk!

yoursis: keep her safe mcdavid

mcdavid97: promise

user: are they dating?

user: no, they are just best friends but everyone wants them to date.

marner16: You finally decide to come to Canada 🙄

yourinsta: I had school so I couldn't come

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yourbestie: Couple goals/friend goals

user: I wish I had a relationship like them ❤️

mcdavid97: shortie ❤️

yourinsta: shut up❤️

user: goals

dylstrome19: Can't wait until Christmas with our families!

yourinsta: it will be lit 🔥 kennedymoore better be coming Dyl!

kennedymoore: Oh I am coming yourinsta no doubt about that!

marner_93: just date already 🙄

user: user couple goals or what?

user: they are "just friends"

zstrome: like every year🙄

clove_bennet: I can't wait!

user: She's just a normal person who grew up with Con, that's what I like about her. He isn't just "The Next One" to her, he's her best friend.

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yourbestie: I'll be joining you soon 💕

user: Ahhh we should be celebrating the fact that y/n and the McDavid's are reunited.

cammcdavid: Love you both x

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stephlechance: You two are so adorable!

yourinsta: Thank you gorg x I can't wait to see you and mitch!

sydneyesiason: We have to do a lunch when you come to Toronto x

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oscardaniels: Nawww the youngsters are being cute

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user: She is so small!!! Imagine her next to Connor!

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drat29: Maybe a Stanley Cup?

user: Leon with the hopes and dreams.

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yoursis: Obviously y/n cooked cammcdavid

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user: Can any hockey player actually cook tho????

stephlechance: y/n secretly outed Connor for being one to take photos of his food 😂😂😂

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David Bowie’s Five Secrets To Creativity

There’s a wide variety of lists of David Bowie’s advice on creativity, but fellow musician Mike Barden boiled them down to five which I link to here.

To sum them up briefly:

#1 Effortlessness

For many this is a challenge, but the trick may be not to think about being creative but just let it flow.  Lots of creators report that once they actually begin the act of creating, the results simply pour out fast.  I know this happened to me on several different projects.

#2 Learn your craft

How do you get to Carnegie Hall?  Practice, practice, practice.  Conceiving the idea is one thing, actually executing it is another.  The larger your skill set and the more confident you feel about them, the better the final product.

#3 Let go of the old, move into the new

As soon as you feel you’ve mastered a certain level of your creativity, move on to a new, higher level.  Always push yourself forward.  My years writing TV animation were some of the best in my life, but for me it’s over.  I’m on to something new now.

#4 Let it happen on its own time, not yours

I drove producers (and my wife) to despair by my seemingly unorganized work habits.  I appear to be wasting time playing solitaire and watching videos or reading oddball blogs…and then it’s time for the creativity and it just starts coming out.  While it’s good to have set times to focus on creative work, realize when it’s ready for a particular project to come to fruition.  I’ve got works I’ve spent a decade on just gathering material and ideas, then when it’s time to write them they come out blazing fast.

#5 Never play to the gallery

Baseball Hall of Fame Willie Keeler is most famous for this sound piece of advice:  “Hit ‘em where they ain’t.”  Bowie cautions against pursuing what’s pleasing the crowd to focus instead on new ideas, new material that needs an audience to find it instead of the creator searching for an audience.

  © Buzz Dixon

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heavenly words

when i first met you i knew you were different God sent speaking those heavenly words of yoursall i was thinking all of my thoughts were are you the thing i was asking Him forbecause when you speak those heavenly wordsof yoursi want you closer than ever before from everyone else from the crowds just you and i just Him and His angels surrounding us.