#yourememberthatonetime

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#yourememberthatonetime #ikilledit

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Caitlin and I text each other gifs. Emojis are overrated.

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Im really glad I don't have to go to school tomorrow, even though Ive missed a lot of days, because Id probably have a mental or emotional breakdown. I cant handle anything right now.

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All my friends have better friends so why do they need me

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don't mind me just having an emotional breakdown

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I can't even begin to explain how alone I feel.

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I feel like I listen to everyones problems but no one listens to mine. I mean I listen to anyone because no matter who you are I sincerely am interested in what you have to say and what youre going through and I honestly want to help and make things better for you. I give my undivided attention. But when I want to get something out and talk about, which is rare, I feel like you start off all excepting and as soon as youre bored you carefully change the subject. I feel like youll listen but all you really care about is you having someone to talk to and not being a person someone can talk to. I want nothing more than to be able to tell my friends how I feel and how I want to be better but no one seems so care. 

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You know those posts that say stuff like "When people ask me if Im okay I just say yeah just tired when im really dying inside"?

Well I've been thinking about that and I feel that but the worst part of that is no one cares enough to ask if im okay. I don't remember the last time some one did.

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Everyone when theyre said say they feel empty. I don't. I feel like everything around me is empty. I feel too full and crampacked with things. I feel like im going to explode and show people how pathetic I really am.

Its like being stuck in empty field that goes on forever and no matter how loud you scream or how far you walk no one is there.

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I keep telling myself to push the feelings aside. That's how I grew up. You don't cry around all boys when youre friends with them or youre a wimp. If you cry they target you. So why should I not push it away..

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Im starting to get really depressed tonight.. I know it has to do with something I saw earlier but it feels ridiculous im so stupid

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my birthdays gonna be over in a few hours..

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Hey guys, so.. today's my birthday.. woo

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The supernatural fandom dragged Caitlin in like a motherfuckin hellhound.

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I don't think you know how hard I laughed at the last text post I made. dude I don't care if no one likes or reblogs that shit was funny.

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Im cooler than cool, Im a frigid bitch.