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iloveavatar · 2 years ago

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(im still trying to work my way around this app bc i’m not used to writing on it at all😭😭)ALSO! i’ve finally found motivation 🫡

neteyam x fem!reader

friends(?) to enemies to lovers (i honestly have no idea this whole story is everywhere and i apologize for it being so chaotic and it being so late🫶) SLIGHT ANGST I GUESS?

neteyam has many memories that have stuck with him and have made him the na’vi he is today. however, there is one particular memory that he holds dear to him, seeing as it leads to many more with one specific girl.

he was about the age of 12…. his parents had trusted him to watch lo’ak, and his preteen self had the amazing idea to teach the child who doesn’t listen…how to catch a fish. with a sharp object. that can easily cause damage to everyone within a three foot radius. to him that didn’t scream “DISASTER” at all!

the two boys made their way down to a small stream where neteyam could see at least five fish obliviously swimming already. ‘pfft! they have no idea what’s coming to these fish…’ neteyam thought

neteyam gave lo’ak a 10 minute speech about how to hold a bow, how to aim, and how if he missed he would not hold back his laughter.

after the speech, the two got ready to shoot when neteyam saw a humongous fish that was 100% bigger than lo’aks fish. it was a shimmery blue when the light hit it just right. he took aim, breathed in, and shot the arrow.

neteyam dashed into the water ignoring his brothers cries about scaring the fish and went to find his target. he saw the fish by the side of the stream by some grass. he picked the fish up with a huge smile adorning his face. he went to turn around to brag to his younger brother about how good he is at fishing when he was hit in the back of the head with a small pebble.

he whipped his head around to see who would dare throw a pebble at neteyam the mighty fisherman.. however when he turned around he made eye contact with a small na’vi girl. she looked to be around the same age as him. she looked innocent enough since she wasn’t carrying any weapons, however the massive glare that was on her face said otherwise.

“what are you doing!?” she screeched

“…..uh fishing?” neteyam asked sheepishly as he presented his fish

“you’re fishing with my pet fish! that one right there was blue! he was the biggest of them all.”she huffed

lo’ak heard the commotion and decided to be nosy and join into the conversation. “we didn’t know these were your fish… but in reality these are eywas fish!” he declared with a smug look on his face.

the girl widened her eyes even more, which neteyam didn’t know was possible, and took slow threatening steps towards the two boys.

“eywa gave me these fish to take care of, and you two decided to shoot them as a game! you’re like babies. not knowing what to do! ughh!” she growled lowly and scrunched up her nose to show her little canine teeth.

“you two owe me a new fish. bigger than blue” she stated with her arms crossed.

“bigger than blue??” neteyam asked with his mouth agape. ‘how do i find a fish bigger than this one?’ he thought

“yes. bigger than blue. i’ll give you two eclipses’ to have it returned to this stream. if not i will make your life very, very hard.” she said with a little smirk on her face that told the two boys she was serious.

the two boys look at each other and then neteyam sighed and started to say “ok, we will bring you a fish bigger than blue. however we need to know who we’re bringing the fish to.” he declared

“my name is y/n. now who are the two knuckleheads that will be bringing me my fish.” she asked, no demanded with her arms still crossed.

“i’m lo’ak!” he quickly said as if he just wanted to make his appearance known…incase they forgot he was there..

“i’m neteyam. and don’t worry i’ll bring you your fish! you’re going to be amazing with how big it will be!” he said with a determined look

“i’ll be waiting then!” she said with a smile as she turned around to go back to wherever she came from.

neteyam and lo’ak watched her leave and then quickly ran back to tell their parents how they needed a fish. for personal reasons!

the boys returned two eclipses’ later with a giant fish, being carried by their father who was curious as to why they need one in the first place. they put the fish in the water and neteyam then called out for the girl he met.

“y/n! are you here!? we brought you your fish!!” he yelled

“woah woah, wait a second you needed a fish for some random na’vi you met?” jake quizzically asked.

“yeah! she said if we didn’t bring her a fish, she would make our lives suck!” lo’ak explained with a smile since he used the word suck in a sentence properly.

“….oook?” jake slowly responded to him. he then turned his head back towards his eldest to find him still calling for the girl, his tail flicking back and forth in anticipation.

the trio heard a stick break and saw the small na’vi girl come through the bushes. she crossed her arms and then declared “show me the fish.”

‘geez,this kid means business… no wonder the boys needed the fish asap’ jake thought with wide eyes

“this way.” neteyam said with a slight eye roll that made his brother and father chuckle at.

y/n then walked up to the other two and caught sight of his father. she gasped and froze with her mouth agape.

“y-your toruk makto! you’re here. by my stream. looking at me. “ she stuttered out trying not to scream

neteyam slowly turned around with a smirk on his stupid face. “are you about to fangirl over my father?” he smugly asked

“n-no! i’m just admiri- wait did you say father?! FATHER? as in you two are-“ she stopped when she heard laugher from neteyam who was doubling over in humor. lo’ak almost fell over into the stream from how hard he was laughing. she felt even worse as she heard the slight rumble of laughing from toruk makto.

in the precise moment..she wanted to curl up and die. like blue.

she slowly hugged herself, feeling embarrassed as her ears lowered and tears welled up in her eyes. she sniffed silently as she felt the hotness on her cheeks.

jake heard the sniffling and looked at the girl seeing the state she was in. he then gently stood up at made his way towards the girl. he kneeled down and tried to make eye-contact with her, however it was very difficult seeing as the child avoided his eyes as if he was the plague.

“hey..” he softly cooed “it’s ok! it’s nice to be appreciated by younger na’vi! i’ll tell you a secret the boys might not know..” he slowly started to whisper. he heard the boys quiet down in order to eavesdrop and hear the ‘secret’. “my boys don’t give me compliments like other na’vi children, so i find great joy in hearing them from others” he whispered while seeing a small smile flash across her face.

he softly smiled and then proceeded to say “don’t be afraid to knock them upside the head if they make you feel embarrassed again ok?” he mentioned

y/n giggled and then nodded her head very enthusiastically as if she was waiting for someone to tell her that.

“ok ! thank you toruk-“ she was interrupted by jake

“please! call me mr sully” he smiled

“o-ok sir! i mean-!” she stuttered

he softly laughed at her frustration. then turned to his two boys who were still eavesdropping on their conversation.

“what do you two knuckleheads say to y/n?” he asked in a authoritative tone.

“sorry y/n” the boys said in unison.

y/n looked at lo’ak and said “i forgive you”

she then looked at neteyam and blinked.

he blinked back.

she blinked twice.

she took a breathe and neteyam prepared himself for her to accept his apology.

“you’re not forgiven.” she stated with her chin tilted upwards.

“WHAT!?” neteyam shouted

jake and lo’ak looked speechless, however at the same time ready to burst with laughter.

“your not forgiven.” she repeated

“and why not?” he asked with his hands on his hips.

“first of all, you’re very sassy. look at your hands on your hips and everything! secondly you’re the one that killed blue in the first place! thirdly you made me feel embarrassed infront of your dad!” she stated as she hit the side of his head, as his dad suggested.

neteyam was shocked. his mouth was wide and he looked to his father and his brother for help. when he made eye contact with them, they both looked up and pretended to be involved in a very interesting conversation about leaves. lo’ak even went as far as putting a hand up to his chin as if he was admiring them.

‘traitors.’ neteyam thought still shocked.

y/n then hummed and bounced over to his father and brother and went to say her goodbyes.

“wait! will you ever forgive me for killing your fish? i brought back a bigger one like how you wanted! what can i do?” he desperately asked.

“hm… you can…. uhhhh”she thought

she then looked around as if eywa was going to give her a sign and made eye-contact with jake. jakes eyes widened as he had an answer. however in order to give her an answer be needed a question answered first.

“y/n do you have any siblings?” he asked

she shook her head no and then proceeded to say “no sir, my mother died while giving birth to me… so it’s just me and dad right now!”

“would you like to meet my daughter kiri?” he asked

her eyes lit up as she turned to neteyam “ you might be forgiven if you take me to see your sister.” she declared with a smug smile, knowing that the great toruk makto was on her side.

neteyam shot his father a look of betrayal as his father simply shrugged his shoulders. neteyam than sighed and turned his attention back into y/n who was practically jumping in delight.

“fine! let’s go see my family then…” he reluctantly said

y/n smiled is glee as she follower the three boys to their home.

a couple years have past from this moment. don’t worry… neteyam was forgiven! however y/n still found clever new ways to annoy him. eventually neteyam was sick of her games and was on the verge of losing his temper on her one day.

they were both the age of 15 when y/n had pulled a prank of him with lo’ak. they found it hilarious, however neteyam was at his breaking point. a couple hours later he was seen by the same stream he had met y/n at, with his bow in hand aiming at something swimming. he took a deep breath and was about to let go of his arrow in 3..2..1-

“RAHHH!” y/n screamed as she emerged from behind bushes. neteyam jumped and missed his target completely. he sighed frustratedly and tan a hand through his braided hair. he whipped around to find y/n doubled over in laugher.

“y-you should have seen your face” she wheezed

“would you knock it off!” he snapped

y/n stopped laughing in shock because of his tone.

“i-i’m sorry nete.. it was a jok-“

“DONT call me that! that is a nickname for my friends to use!” he yelled

“i thought we were friends…” she softly stated with her ears slowly lowering. that was something she did whenever she was emotional. the whole sully family knew whenever she was feeling sad about something because of the way her ears were.

“we’re not. we never were. you’re like this- this parasite that i can never get rid of! “ he declared in a strong voice.

y/n took a step back in disbelief. she felt the tears in her eyes. suddenly she felt like she was 12 again with the feeling of embarrassment.

“i’m sorry neteyam.. i didn’t kno-“ she started

“you never do! you never know! i should’ve never brought you back that stupid fish. it was my own stupid mistake that you’re still here.” he huffed

y/n was speechless. her mouth open and tears falling down her face. she took a deep breathe and slowly released.

“ok.. i’m sorry. i’ll leave you alone from now on.. i’m sorry again neteyam.” she slowly said while back away. her ears still low.

neteyam watched her leave and turned his head back towards the stream with a glare still present on his face. he sighed in anger and sat by the water. he ran his hands over his face realizing what he had just done. he didn’t know what to do from this moment. does he go after her? leave her be since he is finally alone now? he didn’t know.

the entire sully family noticed how y/n had stopped smiling around them. she became more distant and they had no idea as to why. she became stone cold. she stopped playing pranks with lo’ak on neteyam. there was a time where she eventually stopped coming to the sully family all together.

an entire year passed where the sully family didn’t see y/n anymore. she completely distanced herself away from anyone except her father. neytiri caught sight of y/n sitting next to her stream that she’s had since forever. she heard the sobs of the young girl and immediately rushed over to see what was wrong.

“sweet girl, what happened?” she softly asked while putting her hand on her back.

“my father.. he-he’s gone. he died a little while ago and i just- i ran! i didn’t know where else to go.” she sobbed. she longed to have someone as a sense of comfort, but she didn’t want to feel like a burden.

she didn’t want to see neteyam that’s for sure.

neytiri gasped at the news and gently took the girl by the shoulders. she then slowly stood, pulling the girl with her into a standing position. “you can always come to my family. we are always here for you.” she stated.

y/n looked up into her eyes and shook her head. her ears were at their lowest point. “thank you mrs sully, but i think it’s best if i’m alone right now..” she said with tears in her big eyes.

“ok… just know,that you have a home. with us. “ she declared

y/n nodded,saying nothing else as fat tears rolled down her cheeks.

about a month past from y/n’s father passing away. everyone could see that she was struggling to stay sane for the clan. neteyam even noticed it. however whenever he tried to get closer to her she shut him out. neteyam now knew how it felt to be ignored from someone you want to console emotionally. and to think hes been ignoring her for years.

neteyam felt guilty.

y/n had continued to ignore neteyam while neteyam tried not to make it obvious he was always staring at her. he noticed her face slowly lost its natural blue glow and almost turn into a sickly color. so he had an amazing idea one day that could potentially get him smacked upside the head. again.

he noticed her sitting outside her tent sharpening her knife she got as a gift from her father. he slowly walked up to her, almost as if he was timid to approach her.

“hey” he said in a small voice.

she looked look but said nothing. the two made eye contact for a little while. she took a deep breath and sighed a little bit. “hello neteyam. “

ouch.

“i was wondering if you wanted to go fly with me later? i know it’s random and i know it’s probably weird b-but i would just like to talk…and apologize. properly for what i’ve said in the past. for the things i’ve done. so please meet me by our stream at eclipse” he almost sounded as if he was begging.

she took a good look at him and realized that he was practically pleading for her to go. she answered him rather quickly incase he decided to get on his knees and start asking again.

“..i would love that. i’ll see you there later?” she softly asked

“y-yeah! i’ll see you! and thank you for giving me the chance to apologize soon.” he thanked her

“i’ll believe your apology when i hear it neteyam” she teased. she had a small smirk on her face that reminded him of when they were younger.

he missed that stupid smirk.

she smiled back at her, excited that she made a facial expression.

and it was towards him

as promised, she met him by their stream. no longer her stream… but theirs

she sat on a rock and faced the water. she saw the giant fish from all those years ago that just so happened to replace her favorite one by the name of blue. she softly smiled to herself due to the memory.

she heard a rustle in the woods and turned her head. she watched as neteyam emerged from the greenery with his riding visor.

“i was beginning to think you stood me up since you’re so late.”she stated while crossing her arms.

neteyam chuckled at her annoyance.

“i am not late at all, you’re just freakishly early.” he said

he walked over to where she was sitting on the rock and gently grabbed her hands. he pulled her so she was standing with him.

“come on! i have an apology to say, however i’m going to wait until we get there.” he declared

“….get where?” she questioned

moments later she found herself on top on her ikran following neteyam. she looked at all of the glowing bioluminescence that resided on the ground. she always loved flying at night. how neteyam knew that… she has no idea.

the two were like their 12 year old selves all over again. they were teasing each other while flying in circles, passing comments, making jokes… they both had genuine smiles on their faces.

the two stopped on one of the many floating mountains neteyam lead them to, in order for the ikran to take a rest.

they were both laying down side by side looking and the stars. neteyam softly sighed and sat up. y/n, thinking something was wrong, sat up as well.

“are you ok?” she asked

“yeah, yeah i’m ok. i want to apologize now.i am so so sorry for yelling at you by the stream… it was wrong and i honestly don’t know why i did it. you’ve been nothing but kind to me… annoying maybe but still.” he started out trying to lighten the obvious tension.

“and i am so sorry for not comforting you when you’re father joined eywa. i’m so sorry. i’m sorry for everything i have done to you, how i made you feel. please, i beg you to forgive me. because if you don’t.. i don’t what i’ll do.” he stated with tears in eyes.

y/n looked at him with her mouth slightly agape. she was shocked at the apology. she knew he was going to, but to see him almost crumble and literally beg for her forgiveness has her in shock.

“neteyam…” she softly started “of course i forgive you. we were both going through some things and we’re both -unfortunately- people who prefer to handle things by ourselves. and don’t apologize for how you made me feel. how i feel should not have to be apologized for. how i feel about you is nothing negative, believe me. everything i feel for you is- is indescribable. so please don’t apologize for that.” she strongly finished as she cupped his jaw.

now neteyam was the one in shock.

“w-what feelings are indescribable. can you at least try to describe them…please” he whispered

“they’re the type of feelings you have for someone… when you deeply care for them, constantly worry about them.. they’re the type of feelings that make you feel like your stomach turn in the best way possible.” she whispered while slowly leaning towards him.

“you know… i think i know exactly what type of feelings those are. i have the same ones for you.” he stated while also leaning in.

the two closed the gap as their lips touched. y/n’s hands wrap around his neck to bring him closer to her somehow. neteyam put his hands on her waist as he slowly pushed her so her back was against the soft ground. the two put all of the unsaid feelings into the kiss.

neteyam gently cupped her cheek as he parted the kiss.

“you don’t know how long i’ve waited to do that.” he said while smiling, showing off his fangs.

“and how long would that be?” she questioned while smirking.

“when you demanded that you needed a new fish since i shot yours. that stupid smirk you had on when you said that.. i think that was when i knew i started to have feelings. back then i didn’t know what they were obviously, but now i do.” he finished while wearing a grin.

y/n smiled as she then closed the gap between them once more.

all because of a stupid fish.

this specific moment is one that is engraved in neteyams mind. this is the one memory that made him the na’vi he is today. y/n has made him the na’vi he is.

and he is forever grateful for that.

grateful for her.

and that stupid fish that brought them together in the first place.

thanks blue.

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i wanted to add details and a backstory but then school started again and i lost motivation 💀 but. i really like this and hopefully it’s not too rushed bc i did wanna add details, since it took me forever to write LMAOOOO

PLEASE send more requests! or ideas!! i don’t know what to write from here. i’ll hopefully get to them whenever i can!

#neteyam x reader #avatar #the way of water #neteyam #iloveavatar

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cambion-companion · 1 year ago

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Hi! I am fiendish-appreciation (not my main account, an therefore, cant send asks from it, which kind of sucks😒) Look, I know I said that I liked your oneshot about saving Raphael from Cania, but I need to go into detail! 😤

first than all, it needs to be said, Korilla is underrated as hell (this beautiful sexy warlock is one of the many npcs that should be romanceable, and I will not hear otherwise😭) and is the best employee ever, maybe too good, but since I love Raphael so much, I am ok with it( but still!🤣) but what I am trying to say is, my poor baby girl really pulled through for Raphael with what she thought would be her last breaths didn’t she?😢

“Who’s the damsel in distress?” Astarion asked"

I need to ask, is this a reference to what he said when Volo needed rescuing? "This damsel may be middle-aged, but let's get him out of distress." because if so, it applies perfectly here too, and I love it🤣

"A direct confrontation with the archdevil himself was out of the question."

a smart decision, common sense, has clearly been applied here (...having said that, ever since learning about Raphael's fate should he die, I have been dying to beat Mephistopheles into HIS final death... but I like the idea of a Tav who has gotten more powerful going as support for Raphael, so that HE can kill his dad and eat him (for the sake of poetic justice) even more!🥰)

Tav, my dear oblivious fool, I think that when you decide to go to the hells, more specifically, breaking into an archdevil's vault, all to rescue someone, that at this point is more of a hindrance than a help... you should not be THAT surprised that your emotion is "unexplainable relief" that they are ok🤣 (idiots to lovers)

Raphael really thought it was the end, didn’t he? I can't imagine how surprised and confused he must have been, to see the person, that he, is totally not crushing on, coming to save him, when it would only be an "inconvenient waste of time" (by devil standards, since, what use is he to Tav now???), time that could be better spent by chasing after those who DO have the orphic hammer, plus, now that Raphael is out of the equation, tav would be getting to keep the crown for themselves, so... why would they save him???🥺😭

"his tail moving to and fro in agitation"

his tail is moving 🥺 (I just have a weakness for when Tieflings, Dragonborns and truly, any race who has a tail, moves it in a show of emotion🥹)

““It’s a magical seal.” Raphael breathed, his voice low yet sharp with anger born of desperation. “Now’s not the time to play the fool.””

Did I misunderstood severely, or he was suggesting for Tav to leave him and save themselves???😭

“You owe me a favor. A big one. I don’t know yet what I will ask of you, but you will deliver. Understood?”

funnily, I think Tav did the poor thing a favor, by bringing a transaction, a language he understands, to the table, now it kinda makes more sense! 😢

(I am also wondering what will your Tav ask Raphael IF they were even planning of asking him something in the first place 🤭 (I know what MY Tav would ask of Raphael if they were in this situation and were planning to collect, and its honestly such an hilariously easy thing for Raphael to do, since he has many underlings but it's something that would be life changing for my poor Tav XD

Raphael: really??? This is the price of my life???😡

Tav: no??? This is the price of mine!!!😠😤

Long story short, she would ask Raphael to protect IN GOOD FAITH the life of her 8 intelligence chaotic stupid, bard of a brother, so that he may die peacefully of old age, and she be free of the constant stress of worrying for his safety) But other things I can imagine a Tav could ask “let's spend time together just for the sake of spending time together” “let's go on a date" “marry me” “Make me your consort” 😳🤭)

I love how Raphael just shoos away the rest of the poor party none too gently 🤣 (how ungrateful to Astarion, the savior of middle-aged damsels in distress!😒) and brings Tav back to his house “away with you losers! I have to talk to someone who actually matters!”😤

“Korilla asked me to. It was her dying wish.” sure, it was her last wish before she died, true... but she is still very much alive, isn't she? I like the evasion there😏 (...although maybe Tav really does think Korilla is dead here, they may not have the knowledge that Korilla is fine from the notes of the author, if so, ouch😢)

still! Tav really should tell Raphael that Korilla is still alive (if they are aware ofc), I am pretty sure she is the closest thing he has for a friend, and I don't believe for one moment that he is not, at the very least "annoyed" if that's what we wanna call it, that Korilla, who is his best employee, who he has a good enough rapport with to make friendly wagers, who, as this event shows, is loyal beyond the use they have for each other, used her last breaths of life to try to get help to save him, and save him she did (Korilla and Raphael are a beloved brotp for me😌)

like, Tav is not the only one with a paltry excuse to save him, and now Raphael will have to deal with being genuinely liked by more than one person, I can't imagine what the poor bastard is thinking, he is aware of it logically, since the excuses don't hold water, but emotionally? I don't think he can quite process it (i would kill for his pov during this whole situation😩)

"In an unexpected move, Raphael strode to you and took your hand, placing a kiss to your knuckles. His breath hot on your still chilled skin. “You may even assist me, if you so desire.” He straightened.

That was as close to a “thank you” as you were going to get.""

I- I think that expresses how he feels quite well, then again, it could be just me😳

long story short: i loved this

Just. The fact you wrote essentially an analysis on that oneshot I made is...beyond my scope of current comprehension, friend.

I am so glad you like it and grateful you decided to share your thoughts with me and for sharing insight on your own Tav's backstory! I love all of it!

Oh, and I genuinely didn't know about Astarion's in-game "damsel in distress" line, haha, it just struck me as absolutely something he would say!

Also cheers to Korilla, she is a cool cat.

#raphael bg3 #lovely asks #fiendish-appreciation #raphael x tav

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m1ckeyb3rry · 2 months ago

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You’re fr doing us all a favor by writing about deconstructed popular tropes I LIVE for it!! I’m crying don’t remind me abt hollyhock Karasu or else I’m gonna start swerving again and I’m gonna forgot that otoya is the male lead

I loved the pi ending I feel like the balance of bittersweet was just right with all the tragedies that happened along the way plus Yuta losing his ce

You’re cooking too well with oaeu the ideas are genius but I’m DYING THE KARASU ONE??? LMFQOOOO HOW TO BECOME A HOMEWRECKER 101 “aiku is so experienced with that” is BRUTAL HAHAAH so true though I’m so excited!!!!

All hail irl tullia counterpart!!! Tell her Karasu nation (and bllk and jjk community too) owe her one for getting you to post your writing omg but I’m actually crying and laughing so fucking hard the epigraph is too good

I love chigiri bestie content….actually I love chigiri content in general too but he also just fits so well in a best friend role too!! I’m crying maybe the peregrine Nagi was the friends (reo) we made along the way LMAOO it’s ok what’s a good long Nagi fic without reo meddling in the storyline

DHDGSHS it’s ok…trust it’s coming soon!! Im pissing myself WHAT is that edit the first pic of Rin as Sukuna has me rofl wtf (yeah what’s sad is how his face card is giving more than wtvs going on in the current match smh) WHAT IN THE TARGETED AUDIENCE?!?! Bro I need more yotd on my fyp now that you’ve shown me this but omggggg also I’ve been Lowk kinda obsessed with the song they used something about the harmonies hits hard but that’s besides the point erm anyways. ok but like…….strike while the iron is hot yk…don’t wanna lost the motivation for these fire ideas…yk…..having inspiration and motivation while writing truly brings out the best flavors so I meaannnnnn whatever works yk! That’s true though I thought both of those slapped I wouldn’t have guessed that you weren’t working with any inspo for those at all

DISCORD KITTEN HAHAHAAH REAL new idea for the bllkverse is bllk gaming/streamer/youtube era I’ve seen fanart of people drawing the characters over some iconic meme YouTube videos and they’re so funny

SAMEEEE epinagi is actually serving us starving children because speaking of DID YOU SEE THE CH?? I love you epinagi thank you for the meal and delicious panels of the characters we don’t see in the main series

- Karasu anon

DECONSTRUCTING POPULAR TROPES IS SO MUCH FUNN!!! LMAOO omg that’s so real though like yes otoya is the male lead…but karasu…🥹😩😓

agreed i think it felt satisfying because it’s not like a disney-esque happily ever after ending where everyone is happy and alive it’s more of a “making the best with what we’ve got” type of deal where things aren’t perfect but at least they have each other and they can kind of rebuild a new life?? like there’s a hint of hopefulness even though they’ve lost sm

LMAOAOAO IT’S LITERALLY AIKU GIVING KARASU LESSONS ON HOW TO RUIN A RELATIONSHIP now ofc normally karasu would never be a homewrecker but like…is it homeWRECKING if the home is already in shambles 🤔

irl tullia counterpart is fr the goat we owe so much to her 🤩 THE OAEU EPIGRAPH IS SO GOOD definitely my best work…yk aiku has the most devious grin on his face while saying that meanwhile niko’s just like 😐

FJSNDJS considering the current point that we’re at in the story is reo trying to get reader to be his friend it really is just all abt reo rn 😭 but reo slays we love him it rlly isn’t a nagi story if he doesn’t play a massive role!! and at least i’m not making him all psycho or a freak or smth…chigiri content always slays truly he has no better role than as a bestie imo

OKAY WAIT QUESTION DOES TIK TOK SHOW YOU MY ACCT WHEN I SEND THIS VIDEOS TO YOU??? I JUST LEARNED IT DOES THAT SOMETIMES LMAOAAO DO YK MY FULL GOVERNMENT NAME AND EVERYTHING I’M CRYING this actually is freaking me out i turned the option off so nobody will get my acct suggested to them in the future but i’m terrified at how many people have already seen it…genuinely sickening to think about…i’m like actually so paranoid about people from irl finding me online and vice versa so this is stressing me out so much 😓 i don’t rlly mind if you know because we’re besties so i would literally give you my socials and not care but like random people on tumblr 😰 ick ick ICK

THE RIN AND SUKUNA EDIT HAD ME CRYING IT’S SO RANDOM 😭😭😭 but agreed his face card serves more in the edit than it has in the entire pxg vs bm match 😓 anyways AHHH YES YONA EDITS i have so many shinah edits saved i think i ended up rewatching them because i was searching for audios so my fyp remembered that i love yotd and put the edit on my fyp!! and agreed that song is rlly good the way their voices blend together is so nice (bruno mars is insanely talented but he drops songs once in a blue moon so people always forget that i feel)

EEK that’s my thing i don’t want to put the oaeu off for so long that i stop caring abt it 😓 so i think i might just start it and post and honestly it is what it is…people have waited this long they can wait a couple days more…i’ve posted a lot of request stuff recently i think so everyone will just have to be okay with me taking my time 😩

I LOVEE WHEN PEOPLE MAKE MODERN MEMES AS CHARACTERS FROM MEDIA it always slaps…it’s like smaus but actually done properly instead of butchering the characters beyond belief

I DIDDD I JUST READ IT AND OMG KIYORA CONTENT??? truly aligned w the miraverse there also the way karasu is all “we’ll fight meatheads with meatheads 🥱 so here’s the ball kiyora 😋” VILLAINOUS LMAOAOA also nagi looked extra majestic fsr…and zantetsu having literal train aura was so randomly funny to me because everyone else has cool animals and motifs and shit (chigiri + panther, barou + lion, kaiser + roses/thorns) meanwhile zantetsu is just a literal bullet train 😭 he’s so goofy i hope he has a moment in pxg vs bm i miss him

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Hi. I feel terrible for asking you this and bringing this kind of content on your blog and in your free time, but if, and only if, you feel like it, I'd really need an advice from someone who treats mental health if possible, please.

It's a lot of stuff, I'm so sorry 😭: a good friend of mine is in a really bad place mentally. She's been talking to me about it for months now, sometimes even two or three times a week. Every time we spend hours talking about this stuff, but she never asks me if I'm in a decent mood to listen to her even though she knows I'm not doing well at all either. But I keep listening to her. I'm not really good at comforting people, so I try to give her some little advice to distract herself etc, but she once told me very openly she doesn't follow any advice she's given (not even her therapist's, whom I convinced her to start seeing), so now I feel even more powerless about the whole situation. To get to the point, I realized that being used as a therapist for so long is deteriorating my mental health even more. I do my best to distract myself from my own shit but she keeps bringing negativity in. I do truly care about her and I'm scared for her because she's told me some very dark things, but I think I just can't keep up like this anymore and I have no idea how to tell her without her feeling like I'm tired of her or rejecting her. Being trapped in this situation made me very anxious; every time she texts me about anything I get anxious because I'm scared she'll start ranting again. I need some peace too. Sometimes I even feel like I'm mad at her for putting me in this situation without asking me if I could handle it, but for the reasons above I never told her. Being there for a friend once in a while is a thing, but being used as a therapist when you're not trained to handle and treat someone else's mental illnesses is another, especially if you're fighting against it yourself. I so don't know what to do. I don't know how to tell her I'm incredibly tired because I'm almost sure she'll take it personally and stop talking to me completely or do something extreme if she feels like she hasn't anyone to rant to anymore... As a trained therapist, knowing all of this about her, what would you do in my place realistically speaking? Being honest would be the best thing, but she's become paranoid lately and she thinks everyone is either trying to make fun of her, talk behind her back or hurt her all the time even if it's not true at all. There's no reassuring that works with her. She's going down, I feel like a terrible friend for not being able to help her and on top of that I'll probably go down with her soon. Sorry again for passing this on you, but I'm quite desperate

I think the important thing to remember here is that you can not take ownership of her choices and behaviors. You have every right to take care of yourself and your mental health and if you need to set boundaries to do so, you are owed that. If she reacts poorly to that, it is on her. Not on you.

Maybe decide for yourself what kind of conversations are okay to have as friends who support one another and what constitutes something that should be directed to her therapist. You could say, “have you talked to your therapist about that? I don’t think I’m the best person to have that convo with.” And then try to redirect to distractions. Its normal for friends to lean on one another and vent, but it is not okay for her to use you as her therapist. It’s too much to put on a friend, especially one who is struggle with their own mental health.

So I think it’s ok for you to try to redirect her to talk to her therapist about it and that you’re not the best person to talk about that with. If you’re comfortable enough for it, you could say you’ve been struggling with your own mental health and it’s tough to talk about that stuff but you still want her to know you support her and want her to be okay. Offer a distraction. If she takes it poorly, that’s something she needs to deal with. You can not control anything in this world beside yourself.

Hope that helps ❤️

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