#youngjo

[belphies--pillow]

If anyone has a problem with me still associating Youngjo with Oneus, simply don't interact with me. He's still very important to their past, and their sound as a group. With all the new fans and all the ravn antis out there, I don't want any baby tomoons to disregard him. I don't want people to forget him. He ideally SHOULD still be with them. It's so sad that he felt the need to leave the group to protect their image, not because he did anything wrong (which he didn't, he's the real victim here) but because so many people believe those stupid, poorly edited and executed accusations, and he still wanted Oneus to have a bright future. If you believe the accusations and are not open to changing your mind, or if you believe Youngjo should be disregarded when it comes to Oneus, please just leave. If one day he himself says he no longer wishes to be associated with them, will I stop. As for now, it's my business, my personal choice, and doesn't impact you if I am OT6/OT5 (+1). If you are open to changing your mind however, please let me know. Let's please not let people forget about the significant role Ravn had in Oneus, and let us continue to support him, whichever path he may choose.

[luckyhyuki]

A DREAM HAS COME TRUE BY jongdaedayy  

SITE: AO3 PAIRING: KIM GEONHAK X KIM YOUNGJO

RATING: EXPLICIT WORD COUNT: 66.6K “Geonhak is about to refresh his timeline for the thousandth time when the bell over the door jingles, signaling a new customer. He sighs and pockets his phone, ready to plaster on his customer service smile and greet the newcomer. But the smile slides off his face as he catches sight of the customer, and he’s half-convinced he must be hallucinating. Because he knows that face, knows that fluffy black hair and those dark eyes. He knows that piercing going through the bridge of his nose, knows that smirk, and he knows that frame even though it’s hidden under an uncharacteristically bright-colored sweater.

Ra-“spit out flame”-vn just walked through the doors of the humble little music shop Geonhak works at, and Geonhak feels abruptly like he could faint. Or maybe just die. Yeah, that sounds nice.”

[sassbasket]

Forgot about posting these in Tumblr. Oops?

Here goes RAVNtober 2023!!!

[jakomusiclover]

You don’t have to overdo it

You don’t have to answer

There’s no reason to end it

You don’t have to

I am very, very glad and thankful to Kim Youngjo for being back to music, his passion. 

[watashinohikari-8]

Happy birthday to Ravn!

[sassbasket]

This is gorgeous 😵💖🌹🔥

Ravn✨🌹

Drawing time: Around 20 hours

Aaaah and now Ravn is done 🥰 Finally finished all the boys for this era. For the last three, which I finished recently, I realized I had a lot of fun playing around with the soft lighting effects. As usual I always play with colors too but I feel like compared to last year, I've been steadily getting more comfortable with lighting. ✨

Ravn will soon be available in my Etsy shop along with the rest of the boys. Will announce it on a new post in several hours ❤️

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Please do not repost, edit, crop, use or sell my artworks. If you'd like to support me, please consider reblogging my post instead ~ Thank you ✨

[ppumeonae-bigvibe]

he my best friend, he a real...normal guy?

↖ navigation: nct masterlist || main masterlist

pairing: bestf! johnny x gn! reader

↬ tags: the workstench is great for someone who has yet been to uni [not proud], these are just some of the interactions between my colleagues and i so take it with a pinch of salt! shoutout to my colleagues who baby me (thank you i love you all), and this was so fun to write it would be crazy if i didn't share this with you all

summary: some slice of life in the office with none other than johnny suh

word count: 785 words

you acknowledged the looming presence standing right behind you with a hum. ceasing your typing when said presence hadn't made a sound, you turned in your swivel chair to stare at johnny, "is there something you need?"

johnny—your best friend, the guy a few doors down (read: cubicle)—shrugs his shoulders, slender hands in his pocket, "do you just assume i've got a question all the time?" you huffed in mock-annoyance, but the smile on your face says otherwise, "duh? why else would you be hovering around me like that? you only do that when you've got a request."

he pretends to think about it for a few seconds, "if you must know, i can stand wherever i want." you roll your eyes at his response, attention returned to the matter at hand. he shifts his weight from one foot to the other, cheekily grinning, "there's no fun in sending you a message from a few tables down, when i can just come bother you right here, right?"

"yeah right."

--

"lend me your marker." johnny registers your nudge and he makes a face, "don't you have your own one?"

"i like the brand of marker you carry. plus, you're the only one in the office that carries it. the rest of us plebeians use the office issued ones." your palm was outstretched towards him and he sighs, reaching into his coat pocket, where conveniently his marker sits.

as he places it on your palm, he retracts it as immediately, "you're not going to steal it, right?" you burst out laughing before clapping a hand over your mouth, "what an accusation! i'm not the stationery thief." johnny relents and hands it over to you; he had no reason not to, but he just finds it funny you somehow preferred using his things.

later, he'd find you standing beside him, slipping his pen back into his pocket—the close proximity causing him to flush a little as you shook your head, "i'm no pen stealer alright? your pen is safe and sound."

"that's a dollar per word you wrote." he taps his palm, as if begging for petty cash and you scoffed, "if you must know i had to sign my name on some official document. they wouldn't accept my pretty purple ones." you fished out your own sparkly markers--the ones that definitely not make the cut in said documents.

"it's about time you keep some of your own markers." johnny nonchalantly shrugs, eyeing your kindergarten-looking pen. "why do that when i can use yours? thanks anyways. gotta bounce!" you scurried away hurriedly and he exhales. johnny examines the marker in his pocket to realize in betrayal a whole second later.

"MY MARKER! GIVE IT BACK!"

--

"hey!"

"what?"

you clutched onto your bag of potato chips closer to you, narrowing your eyes, "i heard you." said suspect crossed and uncrossed his legs, "no, you heard nothing." johnny swerved back to his desk and you moved your tea-break snack away from him.

the unmistakble crunch from johnny's mouth gave him away and both of you groaned in tandem.

"my chips!" "dang it!"

you stretched out your leg to forcefully kick his chair, and he easily deflected that by rolling away. he claps his hands together, pleading his case, "awh come on, can i have one?"

"you just did!" "that one doesn't count!"

--

"why are you just standing around here?"

"geez! i could use a warning next time!" startled, you nearly dropped the box in your hand. you jut your chin out in the general direction of the printer, "i'm carrying the paper reams into the printer room. you've got a problem?"

smirking, johnny pushed himself up from his chair, "what happened to the 'i'm the strongest person ever' agenda? you're acting the complete opposite right now."

"i can do it myself!" you tsk-ed at the taller male. johnny rolled up his sleeves and squat down, "this shouldn't be too hard. let me help you with this." slowly but surely, the two of you worked in tandem to bring the A4 paper in.

"that's quite the number of boxes there." johnny noted, closing the cabinets that held the paper reams. "well, the person who placed the order had requested for more reams than usual." you sheepishly rubbed the side of your arm and johnny couldn't help but chuckle, "you can call for help you know. it's never a bad time to flex these bad boys."

johnny attempts to kiss his biceps, only for his lips to end up pouting against the air and you chuckled at his antics, "i will next time. though i think i was the one pulling most of the weight."

"you sure 'bout that?!"

@ppumeonae-bigvibe 's work ; likes and reblogs are appreciated <3

[fadinglights]

even  though  it’s  something  yisoo  often  chastises  in  him,  it  is  in  her  nature  too  to  reject  help  at  first,  not  wanting  to  burden  others  with  her  trouble.  but  after  the  evening’s  events,  it  seems  absurd  to  turn  down  his  offer  when  she  knows  there  is  no  way  she  can  still  stay  in  her  bedroom  tonight.  she  gives  a  slow,  grateful  nod.  “thank  you.”  not  only  for  the  offer,  but  for  his  help  throughout  the  unfortunate  events.  she  takes  a  deep  breath  before  turning  the  key  on  her  doorknob  with  her  uninjured  hand  and  pushing  it  open.  “can  you  take  mandu  for  me?”  she  will  have  to  go  get  her  clothes  alongside  a  few  belongings,  with  another  box  for  her  cat’s  daily  items.  it’s  probably  for  the  best  if  she  cleans  up  the  mess  now,  before  the  bloodstains  actually  stain  anything.  “poor  thing’s  probably  terrified.”  she  hopes  mandu  hasn’t  hurt  himself  with  the  shattered  glass  scattered  over  the  ground.  as  usual,  it  is  always  easier  to  direct  her  thoughts  to  concern  for  those  other  than  herself.  / @ameliiorate

[evocatiive]

@fadinglights sent: 20) receivers muse is touch starved and sender gives them affection they aren’t used to. ( for anyone you want! )

The touch is startling, and Youngjo's characteristically stony face shutters into an instinctive flinch, his eyes closing in an attempt to mask the effect such a simple gesture has on him. He's used to hands flying in his face in the forms of fists and punches in and outside of the ring. Violence is engrained in his foundation, as if it's taken root in the marrow of his bones. Tenderness is something that has been absent in his life for so long. Peeling his eyes back open so that he can look at them, one of his hands curls around their wrist, trembling as he considers whether or not he should push them away. "I'm fine," he mutters gruffly, as if the only reason they would touch him is to ensure that he hasn't sustained any grave injury, "You don't...need to worry about me..."

[misplacednostagia]

어둠 속에서 우리의 길을 찾을 수 있을지는 몰랐지만 너의 손을 찾았어

모든 것이 비어있는 것처럼 보였을 때 우린 가장 강하고 아름다운 꽃을 키웠어

나란히 정원을 가꾸는 느낌

우리의 밝은 신세계

A Brave New World, With You

[belphies--pillow]

Properly mentioning this with an actual post and not with tags, but if you are someone who wants to be more educated on the ravn situation, feel free to tell me. I don't care if this I your first time hearing about it, are someone who was once an anti and may be embarrassed to say that they were wrong, an actual anti, or something else, just tell me. If you contributed to his decision to leave, I may be a bit upset with you, but I'll be so proud and love you with my whole heart if you choose to change. We all make mistakes, some worse than others, and we can't turn back time to undo the damge. What we can do is make sure we are well informed and prevent something like this from happening again and try to become better people. We can grow. I want this account to be a safe space for people who want to learn and change, and condemning you for your actions won't change the fact that left, and it won't make people more willing to change and admit to their wrongs. It will only make them continue to feed into this lie just because of pride. Preferring that to admitting to being wrong, even when it looks so ridiculous to the point of looking sad and pitiful. If I say something that will make someone not feel welcome, let me know, I may slip up, and that's okay.

[t3kandson]

Fan Fiction I’m working on

* If you want to be Tagged in any or all of these let me know 💜*

As previously mentioned here, how i work at my fan-fictions have changed to my health as have been in and out of hospital a lot recently. Please check back here regularly as I won’t be posting monthly updates no more. Just editing this page as I go along.

I know some tags in my Masterlist aren't working I’ve written so many so it’s a big task sorting them out.

I know a lot of the links are broken please bear with me. All one shots (Though the Masterlink tag links I don't think are) are updated and I'm working on a lot of the series link updates.

Update; My tumblr not letting me link ANYTHING

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[sassbasket]

🌹RV Fanfic Fanart Fest 2023 🔥

Hello, fic writers and artists Jjonyangdan! 🌚✨

Our beloved RAVN has his birthday coming up, and I’m sure everyone is doing something special to make him smile, am I right? So, me and Sunny were thinking, why not also hold a teeny tiny fanfiction and fanart fest for the occasion? 📝

We know there’s not a lot of time, so let’s just write little one shots or drabbles + simple fanarts! We’ve prepared a small list of prompts. You can follow it if you want, or suggest a prompt yourself as long as you publish your work during RAVN’s birthday’s week (from the 2nd to the 9th of September) using the following hashtags either on AO3, Wattpad, Twitter, DeviantArt and Tumblr:

#HappyBirthdayRAVNFromJjonyangdan #RAVN #RVFanficFanartFest2023 #RVFanfic #RVFanart

Here’s the list of prompt you can choose from. It can be either about RAVN alone, about a ship or about 5+1 or OT6 contents, just do something dedicated to him:

1) Flower Shop AU

2) Coffee Shop AU

3) Medieval AU

4) Superhero AU

5) Sports AU

6) Painter AU

7) Mythology AU

8) Babysitter AU

9) Photographer AU

Please, share this tweet and spread the word so we can have more and more writers and artists to join this wonderful project! Comment down below if you want to join and feel free to come in my DMs to ask for any pieces of information ℹ️ Stay safe, bye~ 💖

[jakomusiclover]

I cannot but adore his expression here. So sweet.

[fairyyyeo]

𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐦𝐲 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝𝐬 𝐈 𝐟𝐚𝐢𝐥𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐝𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫 || y. hwanwoong x k. youngjo

cw: mentions of death

inspired by luna - oneus

word count: 653

feedback & interactions appreciated || please be kind <3

summary:

"He loathed his past self for the small moments and actions that had been taken for granted. He loathed the way he had brushed off the soft smiles, the understanding words, and the doting expressions." —

It has been a month since Hwanwoong passed. Youngjo is trying his best to cope with the words he never got a chance to say.

The letters were endless. Each held different words. Different wishes. Yet they were all merely one part of a grief-laden song. All screamed at the heavens and the cruel world around him. A silent and futile plea. His mind was ever-burdened. Weighed down by the countless reminders of his lover's untimely passing. He loathed his past self for the small moments and actions that had been taken for granted. He loathed the way he had brushed off the soft smiles, the understanding words, and the doting expressions.

As he stared down at his latest letter, his attention was drawn to the blue-black stains on his hands and the pooling well from the long forgotten pen. It spilled over the side of his desk, a dark waterfall melting with the shadows of his darkened room. Even this served as a reminder. This time, it was of the countless times Hwanwoong would help him when the inkwell inevitably spilled. His light laugh and endless teasing veiled Youngjo’s guilt for the ruined floorboards. But now, while the spill was small, it felt overwhelming. He couldn’t bring himself to grab a rag.

He lifted the pen, disposed of the now ruined paper, and started over.

–  ☪︎ –

My dearest Hwanwoong.

It has been a little under two months since your passing. Not a day goes by where I don’t regret all of the unspoken words. My mind has spilled over; these papers no longer feel like enough. I feel guilt over what I have taken for granted. I miss your touch. The way your eyes sparkled under the moonlight. That mischievous air you held. That constant warm feeling that enveloped me whenever you were around. I’ll admit, I still fall short when it comes to expressing how deep my emotions can be. Even after death, I still can’t fully express to you how I feel. Since you’ve been gone, I’ve changed. You would be disappointed. I can see your face now. You would give me that look, the one you reserved for when I holed myself up in our room. You would try to keep the air light, but you would know that I could tell. I could always tell. I hope you aren’t too disappointed in me. I don’t know that I would be able to handle it. There are days where I wish to join you. I often daydream about meeting you among the clouds. The weight and shadow that would be lifted from my heart. How happy we would be once again. But I yet again know how disappointed you would be with me. I truly do hate how tempting the thought seems to be. However, I won’t burden you with that. For you, I will continue to live. I will continue to see our friends. I will try my best to do what I think would make you happy. I truly despise this world for taking you away from me.

I miss you more than you would ever be able to imagine. I feel as if a part of me has been taken. It feels too empty here, too quiet and cold. I still expect to wake up with you by my side. I find myself unable to believe that you are actually gone. I sometimes talk and act as if you are still around. It hurts. I am able to compose myself around others, but my mind is a mess. I know I cannot expect myself to get over you so quickly, but in some selfish and twisted way, I wish I could.

I love you. And I miss you more with each passing day.

With love, Youngjo.

–  ☪︎ –

A single tear signs the letter. Youngjo hadn’t even realized that he had started crying. As the moon shone onto the paper, he looked up to the stars.

“If there is a god, please tell my lover the words that I failed to deliver.”

thank you for reading <3

[royalpanda97]

RVpop photo of the day~ I didn't make him I paid someone else to and they did a wonderful job~ my vision became a reality