#youllneverknowhowmuchyoumeantome

[just-aimz]

#feelswarning 🚨 I woke up this morning, not quite feeling myself. I shrugged it off. Assuming it was just the week catching up with me. But then it hit me. Like a giant wave of emotion. 4 years...it sounds like such a long time but it feels like it was only yesterday that you were here still. That’s the thing about grief and love though, neither of these have an expiration date. Sure, it gets easier with time and the pain in your chest gets fainter each anniversary that passes. But it never really goes away does it? I guess this years hit me a little harder because I live in VIC now. I actually made it down here like I always told you I would. My timing was just a little off... I don’t regret the decisions I’ve made..every single one of them led me to where I am now. But I do sometimes find myself thinking of you and wishing that you were still here to share everything with. Melbourne almost feels a little bittersweet without you there. I’ll never quite comprehend how much I loved you & You’ll never know how much you’re missed Ian 💔 #sharkriot #hennesseyforever #thattimeifellinlivewiththeboyfrommelbourne #youchangedmylife #youllneverknowhowmuchyoumeantome #grieftherapy #eachdayisagift #tellthemhowyoufeel @sharkriot (at Torquay, Victoria)