#youcanttryforever

[myradiantlife]

man. I am a MESS. I have put all of my energy into something that was never going to work. I have been breaking my own heart for MONTHS trying to get someone to treat me right. BEGGING. As much as I can think of how when it’s great it’s great, it’s even worse when it’s bad. I have this pit in my chest, in my stomach and it won’t go away. I can’t try anymore.

Saying goodbye will be so hard. But, I deserve more! I deserve the love I want.