#you'll have to cope 😔

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yo @beetle-drip ! 💕💖💕

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I am so so so so sorry if this is too close to nsfw (in my head it's very fluff/comfort but I apologise if it makes you uncomfortable bc I'm not sure), but thinking about Sevika w/ a partner who's been pressured by their ex's into doing things like sexually and her just reassuring them that like no baby I wanna hold you what r you talking ab I've been here all of 15 seconds I'm not tryna fuck calm down

And her partner who is so so surprised wdym ??? You just wanna spoon me isn't this the part where you grope my chest and Sevika is like BABY NO

I don't know I'm using her to cope this is so self indulgent I just wanna hear your thoughts on it

i love this idea, thank you for the request anon...and shitt this one was so personally relatable to me 😔

things i wanna say to you

content warning(s): mentions of trauma from past relationships, angst, hurt/comfort

"there's things i wanna say to you, but i'll just let you live like if you hold me without hurting me you'll be the first who ever did."

~~~

“Your beauty…it’s a blessing.”

It’s a sentence that returns and returns to you. It’s a truth you hold in your hands, or wear on your shoulders like a mantle you can’t take off. You have heard it, in one form or another, from the lips of lover to lover. They whispered it to you in the heat of sex, like a special confession only for you, and then vanished like a vapor. 

Your body is like a hotel, you think—a pretty room that people pass through and love only in the moment. When was the last time you were held without the other person’s hands hungrily seeking your breasts? When was the last time you were kissed without their hands roaming your body like an impatient, starved animal? 

Once, you had worked up the courage to confront them. You told them, “hands off.” You don’t exactly remember how the conversation went. But you know that it ended in them laughing in your face, suggesting you work at Babette’s if you wanted compensation for your body. 

When they were gone, you stood in the silent room and wondered if they were right. You wondered if it was your fault. If your body was the only good thing, the only worthy thing about you. If you were nothing more than a pretty face and a blank canvas waiting to be ruined. If you were asking too much when you asked for even just a shadow of respect. 

You stopped speaking after that. 

~~~

Shortly after you began to work for Silco as his record scribe, you met his henchwoman, Sevika. Immediately you knew she was different. She didn’t look at you the way others did—in fact, she barely looked at you at all. When she spoke to you she looked down at you over her hooked nose, her handsome, perfect nose, in a way that made you feel both insignificant and the only woman in the entire world. She didn’t give you flattery about your appearance, spoke bluntly when you made mistakes. 

Still you caught her staring at you from time to time when she thought you were too immersed in work to notice. But her face betrayed nothing. Her brows were always drawn together as if everything in the world annoyed her. You assumed she was only scrutinizing the way you worked. You wondered if Silco had ordered her to monitor you, assess your performance. You worked harder as a result, feeling oddly gratified to be watched for a reason other than your appearance. 

So one could imagine your shock when Sevika strode up to your desk one morning and said, “get your coat. Walk with me.” 

From that day on, you were hers. 

~~~

The first night you moved into her apartment had been a hard day at work. You had been at the desk all day without a single break, trying frantically to keep up with the endless flow of Shimmer shipment records and orders. Sevika had been on her feet from dawn to dusk—you hadn’t seen her for two consecutive minutes even though you worked in the same building. 

The night had deepened, the sky outside dusted with faint stars. You were undressing for bed. If you were tired, how exhausted must Sevika be? You paused in front of the mirror before you slipped the nightshirt over your body. Maybe she would want to let off some steam. Maybe she expected it from you. Hesitantly, you put the nightshirt on. You didn’t want to, but you felt like you owed it to her. Like she deserved it.

Sevika came in, her mechanical arm detached and water glistening on her face from a quick wash. She smiled slightly when she saw you waiting on the bed. “There’s my girl. C’mere.”

She sank into the bed you now shared with her, and obediently you crawled over and folded yourself into her embrace. Her right arm curled around you protectively. Her warmth, her strength, the tautness of her muscles against your skin. It was heavenly. 

She sighed into your neck, and it made you shiver slightly. The question tiptoed to the end of your tongue: can we…can we maybe just stay like this? 

But you feared she would say no. You feared she would be mad. And leave you. 

You waited for her to make the next move, to start pulling the shirt over your head, or turn you around so she could grope between your legs. When several seconds passed and she did nothing, you realized that maybe she was waiting for you. 

Reluctantly, you pulled yourself away and began to take off your shirt. 

Sevika sat up, confused. “What are you doing?”

You freeze in your movements. Your shirt falls back down over your chest. “I—you don’t want to…?”

She shook her head, lips curling in a bemused smile. “Baby, relax. I’ve been here fifteen seconds.”

Slowly, you returned to her, and she pulled you close once more. Sevika felt the shudder of relief that went through your body. Though you didn’t see it, her face creased with concern. She had noticed the apprehension in your eyes, nearly bordering on fear. And she made a mental note to herself to find whatever fucker had hurt you and made you so scared. 

~~~

[imaginesig]

"He laughs at all my jokes / and he says I'm so American"

Zak O'Sullivan x driver!reader

SMAU

Logans grid kid might be more patriotic than him. Reader is an American menace to the f2 grid, her bf included, who uses Oliva Rodrigo to cope (and Kimi has been demoted to f3 and Olivias release schedule for Guts is wrong). Based on this prema video

there is a criminally low amount of fics about this man

ynln

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ynln totally sleighed it

tagged sister_username

dinobeganovic girl you slayed that house

ynln SLAY 💅

dinobeganovic slay 😵🔪

ynln oh

olliebearman mate what is that third picture? The dirt??

ynln chief I live in the southern US we dont get snow here

olliebearman what a sad winter

sister_username we ate the first pic up

ynln its a christmas miracle, my sister being the only one who's nice to me

zak.osullivan cant wait for you to see a REAL winter wonderland

ynln id take my dirt covered ground over your royal snow anyway 💪🇺🇸

zak.osullivan says the girl who flys out the 28th

user1 "were you silent or silenced" @/ynln

ynln gagged to silence ✋😔

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ynln posted 2 stories!

caption: (1) thoughts and prayers as I head into enemy territory (2) 🇺🇸→🇬🇧

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zak.osullivan

oh fuck off

haha

I can hear your gremlin cackle from here

heyyyy you're supposed to love me

I do

I love you and all your gremlin traits

im blocking you and visiting Harry Styles instead

like he would take you in

rude

anyway please call me when you land, I'll be waiting to pick you up anyway

but just in case

ofc baby

get some rest

I love you ❤️

I love you too❤️

ynln

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ynln theres snow-where better than this

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Logansargent beer in the snow 10/10

Ynln thank you thank you

Olliebearman “I’d take my dirt covered ground over your Royal snow any day” you sure girlie??

Zak.osullivan she’s been swayed

ynln I’m just a girl

Zak.osullivan my snow angel ❤️❤️

ynln ily 🤭🤭

Kimi.antonelli snow angels?? Are you 5

Zak.osullivan our entire yard was filled by her alone

Ynln excuse me, I’m enjoying my youth and I will grow into a happy adult with no regrets

sister_username nice to see you’re having fun without me

Ynln get a hot European bf then we’ll talk

user1 stop I love this

user2 if Y/nZak has no fans I’m dead

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zak.osullivan

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zak.osullivan "I want your midnights"

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artgp_offical new year, new us!!

ynln "but ill be cleaning up bottles with you on New Years Day" ❤️

Zak.osullivan ❤️

Ynln HOT DAYUM

ynln boy do i know how to take a photo 🥵

Ynln I can cook and clean

zak.osullivan no you can’t

Ynln I can bark

Zak.osullivan please don’t I believe you

user1 Y/n is a prime example of the duality of man

user2 she said what were all thinking

user3 this is so Y/n coded

user4 oh he def had help with this post

user5 thank you Y/n for the middle pic

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ynln posted 2 stories!

caption: (1) 🎶 New Years Day by Taylor Swift (2) New year, minimal headache

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Zak.osullivan

Well hello

Didn’t expect to see my abs and underwear on your public story but here we are

let me show the people what they lost

How about you celebrate that win instead of dm-ing while laying next to me

sister_username

now I have to bleach my eyes

what better way to start the new year than with new vision

could've still done without your bf's stomach but ok

you'll live 😘😘

ynln

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ynln shes back and ready to show these Europeans how its done

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user1 QUEEN 🇺🇸🦅💪

Ynln “salute to me I’m your American queen” T.S

Kimi.antonelli nope

Olliebeaman absolutely not

Zak.osullivan keep dreaming babe

paularon_ id rather die

dinobeganovic I’ll crash myself into the barriers instead thank you

user1 ummm hello???? I didn’t mean to assemble the avengers💀

logansargent f2 grid menace is back 👏👏👏

Ynln gotta show them a good ole ‘merican time

user2 making that smoothie recipe rn

User3 omg update me on how it is!!

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zak.osullivan posted a story!

caption: I was bamboozled into matching

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dinobeganovic

“Bamboozled” sure

Stfu 🙄

Ynln

I can’t believe you put up with it

rest assured I’ll be checking what’s under your sweatshirt from now on

Oh😏

No

I’m blocking you

f2_updates

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f2_updates: Y/n L/n has won the first grand prix of the season!! Did you enjoy her victory radio as much as we did??

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User1 PLEASE SHES SO PAINFULLY AMERICAN

user2 never a doubt she’s Logan’s grid kid

user3 at this point I think dating a Brit just eggs her on

User4 not the tik tok audio 💀💀

user5 her engineer is so done with her

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ynln

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ynln first race back and WE GOT THE STAR SPANGLED BANNER PLAYING! Lets see if we can keep it going 🇺🇸🦅🎆

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Prema_team perfect season start 🤩🤩

Logansargent OH SAY CAN YOU SEE

Ynln BY THE DAWN’S EARLY LIGHT

Logansargent you were great! Definitely a race to be proud of

Ynln thank you Lo!!!

Zak.Sullivan I’m proud of you love

Ynln ❤️❤️

user1 what is that last photo 💀

Ynln me dramatically blaring Dolly Parton

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Time skip-- a few races

zak.osullivan

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zak.osullivan MONACOOO COME ON 🏆🏆🏆

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Ynln YESSSS SIR

olliebeaman you’ve never sounded more American

Dinobeganovic put this girl in a frat

Logansargent I have to agree…

ynln my own grid dad betrayed me

Ynln THATS HOW WE DO IT

ynln 15 to first??? YOU MAD MAN

Williamsracing we agree 👏👏

User1 get this man in f1

User2 id love to see it

ynln I LOVE YOU❤️❤️❤️❤️

Zak.osullivan I LOVE YOU TOO ❤️❤️❤️❤️

olliebearman congrats man!

dinobeganovic impressive race

paularon_ it was nice to share a podium

Logansargent calm down before you take my seat

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ynln

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ynln MCDREAMY oops I mean ZAK GOT P1 IN MONACO!!!! I AM SO SO PROUD OF YOU!!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH (oh and I got p4 yadda yadda…)

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Zak.osullivan even in my time of victory I lose to Shepard 😔😔

ynln someone had to keep me entertained while I waited for all your media to be done 🤷🏼‍♀️🤷🏼‍♀️

Zak.osullivan thank you for all your support!! You raced a wondeful race, congrats on p4

Ynln I love you (but your race was better no need for a pitty congrats)

sister_username congrats Zak!! The Y/n family was cheering you on

ynln this L/n was also cheering you on!!

user2 I love that Y/n and her family were pulling for Zak more than Y/n 💀

user1 ugh we love a supportive gf

User2 God its me again🙏🙏

User3 when is it my turn

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ynln

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ynln Happy Guts release to those who celebrate! "All American Bitch" will be my personality from this moment forward

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olivarodrigo wrote it just for you 🫶💜💜

ynln screaming crying throwing up I love you so much

olivarodrigo i literally love you!! My fav driver

user1 girlie just barley made the teenage cut

ynln 19 is still a teen ☝️🤓

paularon_ as if you needed any more reason to be more American

user2 omg this was a group I didn’t know I needed

user4 it seems so random but I love

user3 please give us content🙏🙏🙏

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ynln

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ynln traveling the world with my world 🇪🇸

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Olliebearman boo 🍅🍅🍅

Kimi.antonelli 🧀🧀🧀

ynln i can never win with yall

Olliebearman yall 🤠🤠

ynln get out of my comment section

Zak.osullivan I love you

ynln are you sure?? You said no to taking the cat

user1 “my world” I’m crying

user2 as much as i love American menace Y/n i LOVE soft y/n

user3 omg did you name the cat??

ynln ummmm of course, it’s Brick

user3 idk what i expected

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zak.osullivan

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zak.osullivan adventure buddies for life 🤝🤝

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ynln deal 🤝

user1 i love that they both posted a solo pic of the other

user5 top tier photography on both ends

user2 the middle pic 😭😭😭

user4 oh to be looked at the way either of them look at the other

user3 those olives looks good as hell

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ynln posted 2 stories!

Captions: (1) for the record I am NOT happy to be in Silverstone on 4th of July weekend (2) OLIVA YOU HAVE TURNED MY WEEK AROUND

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olliebearman

oh no

oh yes

and I thought the 4th was proper punishment for all your terrorizing

queen liv said no💜✨

call it good karma

GOOD KARMA FROM WHAT??

Elvirahallqvrst

im so excited

Me too!! I'm sad we won't get a listening party again

same 😭

hamdaalqubaisi_offical

my pre-race playlist just keeps getting better 😌

fr!!

zak.osullivan

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zak.osullivan best way to end a home race?? his and hers 1-2

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artgp_offical we agree!!

prema_team couldn't have said it better ourselves

olliebearman id rank that at bloody brilliant 👏🍾

user1 y'all live for a Ferrari 1-2, I live for a ZakY/n 1-2

user2 the "his and hers" has me crying

user3 strong race!! I hope you plenty of family and friends cheering you one

ynln what a race!! I was so nervous you'd overtake me in those last laps

zak.osullivan believe me I tried, if you weren't so damn good at defense

ynln 🤭😘

user4 I know she was just messing around for practice but Y/n looks so good in that blue suit

user5 the best part was she wore that to celebrate Zak's home gp

user4 stop thats so cute

user6 I agree she looks beautiful

user7 prema retire the red rn

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ynln

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ynln what better way to celebrate 4th of July than forcing the US national anthem to be played (I love you Zak and im so proud but Brits gotta know their place)

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user1 I still cant believe she wore that sweatshirt around Silverstone

user2 see I want to be surprised but honestly im not

logansargent ultimate checkmake! You've made me proud kid

ynln ss this and hang it in the Louve 🥹

zak.osullivan you are incredible!! I'm proud to call you mine

ynln even when you lose

zak.osullivan fuck that im blocking you

olliebearman I despise everything you do

ynln screw me then for getting team points (and congratulating you on p3)

olliebearman the boys dont fw americans

ynln one of your boys fucks an american

olliebearman OK NOW WHERE DID THE PR TRAINING GO???

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ynln posted a story!

caption: My new national anthem has dropped!! 🎶 So American by Oliva Rodrigo

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zak.osullivan

did we finally find our song??

I think we did babe

dinobeganovic

am I gonna have to see you and Zak be all gushy to this song

🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️

liakblock

its been on repeat

oh my spotify wrapped is messed up

zak.osullivan

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zak.osullivan you're just so American

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ynln screaming crying throwing up

ynln I didnt even ask you to do this

ynln I love you so much

zak.osullivan I love you (and your entire range of emotions)

olliebearman mission success?

zak.osullivan mission success.

ynln wot

user1 the Olivia quote???

user2 I think she knew deep down it was never her and Louis's song

user3 omg imagine Y/n and Zak dancing with Louis at an Oliva concert

user4 Y/n would die happy

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ynln

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ynln "he's like a poem I wish I wrote"

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user1 omg the 1D phone booth

Ynln I had to make my pilgrimage

Olliebearman glad to see you’re embracing real culture

Ynln a drink cup full of canes sauce IS real culture

user2 stfu I wasn’t prepared to a domestic ass today but where we are

user3 might sleep in traffic fr fr

sister_username if y'all dont get married I will kms

user4 same girl

user5 we got a L/n on our side

ynln oh hello to you too

zak.osullivan no pressure ig

[i-amyou]

How to cop up with exam stress 😔 and job interviews 😔

There is quite literally NOTHING to cope up with :)

Things appear to happen, exam and job interviews are nothing but another whole bunch of lies you've told yourself are REAL. It'll go however you want it to, no ifs and no buts. You've decided that you need to entertain/experience this panic, then so be it. But is it really happening? Is there anyone at all, experiencing such stress?

Take a step back and breathe. Everything is unfolding, exactly the way you WANT to. That might sound harsh, but it is what it is.

What power do I have over what you, as GOD have already decided?

" " experience whatever " " decides to. It appears as whatever it decides to. Ask yourself what you've decided and you'll Know. No blogger can help you, only you can NOTICE the most evident truth in front of you.

Breathe. And just BE. Observe, and be aware, be present, the truth will reveal itself to you on it's own. You are always the one who decides, no other way.

(I generally don't entertain such asks, but I believe you've been struggling alot lately. I received multiple asks from you, and I believe other bloggers did too. All we can offer you are pointers though, you need to notice where they point yourself. Sending Love🧡)

(And no, this is not anyone's cue to send me a thread of asks. Just one is fine, spamming won't help!🥲)

[ryuichirou]

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Some replies, starting with the ones related to the dragon!Malleus drawing from yesterday.

Anonymous asked:

*claps hands and rubs them together*

Hehehehehe dragonussy ✨ (recent Malleus drawing)

Yes! Finally!! 🤤😏 After all this time…!

Anonymous asked:

Mal only tops in dragon form

Look at him, Anon.

Look at him closely.

He is a bottom bitch with a dragon pussy so big that no dick could possibly satisfy it, so he is to stay forever hungry, underfucked and cranky until the chosen one (or a donkey idk) shows himself and fucks him to the ground.

 (In all seriousness, please don’t try this with us. We don’t like switching and we mention it every single day.)

Anonymous asked:

J-Jamil, do you know what it’s like being someone looking at a man that looks the way you do? 🥵

I think he knows, Anon… he knows it well enough to abuse this power that he holds 😔 So cruel and so beautiful!

Anonymous asked:

Have you seen Jamil’s B-Day groovy? He braids his hair and puts all the pretty hair accessories in with magic! Also, his sprites have him with these headbands that he just SLAYS in. It’s not fair for him to be so pretty ♥️♥️

Yes! I really wanted to compliment Jamil for having dedication to do his braids every single day, but then the groovy dropped lol The cat is out of the bag. I guess that makes perfect sense, who would want to spend so much time on that if you can do it with magic… good for him.

The headband looks cute on him as well; this guy is way too pretty for his own good.

Anonymous asked:

Who knew Lilia discovered the theory of relativity, turned down Henry VIII, was the first person (fae?) on the moon, and escaped the Facebook lizard!

(related to an ask from yesterday)

Yes! Especially the last thing!

The fact that no one other than the rest of Diasomnia boys would believe him… younglings are so cynical these days :(

Anonymous asked:

I feel like “Wait for It” by Leslie Odom Jr. really matches Jamil especially his feelings toward Kalim near the end of the song.

I really like this song, Anon. Maybe this is because it’s kind of difficult for me to separate it from its story and Burr and Hamilton specifically…

I agree that Jamil resonates with the feeling of unfairness when some other person just keeps doing whatever he wants and winning, while he has to sit back and wait, but Jamil’s situation still feels very different.

Then again, Jamil got his “what are you waiting for though?” moment, so 🤔 You’re onto something.

Anonymous asked:

You know, when I first read that thing you wrote on Vil being taken advantage of by older men in the industry, all I could think about was "All You Wanna Do" from the Six musical. Like, listen to it while picturing Vil and you'll understand what I mean.

You ask was driving me insane for this entire week, Anon, because I was trying to find one reply where we already talked about Vil in relation to this song, but plottwist: it doesn’t exist lol But we did get an ask about it in relation to Alois! Which is funny because somehow we keep walking back to their similarities from time to time.

To answer your question though: yeah I get it. It’s like the perfect level of uncomfortable coping with the idea of “I am not being taken advantage of, I am just that good compared to others”. Vil probably had his breaking moment when he stopped lying to himself about this whole thing.

Anonymous asked:

Do you watch k dramas? If so, you should really check out Glory. It’s a super intense one

K-dramas aren’t really our thing, but I checked the synopsis of Glory, and honestly it sounds super cool! And has this vibe of a lot of k-movies that we love, interestingly.

Thank you for your recommendation!

[the-gentleman-pining]

Decided to rewatch OFMD S2 eps 1-3 and actually jot down my thoughts as I go! Oh what fun! Ngl this is mostly for me babes but if you enjoy it that's neat ❤️

Episode 1: Impossible Birds

Stede bearded in his dream could just be playing to swashbuckling archetypes for funsies, but is it some lingering wish that he was more masculine?

Con O'Neil truly graceful about it with the sword huh

"WHERE IS HE. WHERE'S ED?" Stede seeing Izzy as the thing that is keeping Ed from him when he's the one that left lol ok

His idealised version of Ed doesn't hold him accountable either. My mans doesn't want to face what he did at all!!

His first words to Ed in his letter are reassuring him that the crew are safe, as if he doesn't remember that Ed marooned them and left them for dead on purpose??

I know it's meant to be funny but Jackie was a bit of a sex pest toward Swede at first and the power dynamic was a bit 🫤 Glad he was into it in the end!

WHY DOES WEE JOHN SLAM THE HEAD OF THE ONE WHO GOT STABBED INTO THE TABLE INSTEAD OF THE ONE WHO STABBED THEM?? 😂

Stede truly is unphased by people being assholes to him and I just,,, respect it.

Ricky your vibes are strange and unsettling

Who in their right mind would have an ocean wedding in the golden age of piracy?? I know they probs didn't know it was the golden age of piracy while they were in it but STILL

Ed looks so dead behind the eyes 😭 Just going through the motions eh buddy?

Dressed up like the book Blackbeard I see. God he's trying so hard to inhabit this character.

I would die for Archie. Truly the himbo we need in these depressing angst riddled times.

Jim asking someone else how they're bottling things up?? Hello?? Who are you and what have you done with Jim?? Aren't you the bottling up Master? Olu bewitched you too good and now you've unlocked Feelings 😔

"He's actually a good guy" Stede babygirl did we actually forget the marooning???

I have so much I could say about how Izzy and Blackbeard's relationship has deteriorated hhhhh,,,, Izzy is a problem child but I'm so glad the story is crashing towards his character actually growing and changing. In season 1 he at least got the crumbs Ed would throw him like "I need you here", now he's only getting abuse and maybe he's throwing himself at it because he recognises he had a part to play in reaching this point and believes he deserves it.

Fang's delivery on "how you doing Izzy" will keep me warm and fed all winter. Masterclass in approaching someone, truly tender and genuine but not too pressuring. God.

That second "unhand me" hhh the panic of realising you're going to start crying if the situation continues

Con is gonna rip my heart out and eat it this season if I'm not careful

Labour exploitation Jackie what a girlboss x

Why does "you'll be having a lot of breakfastseses together" sound so ominous though 😭 Smeagol Jackie my worstie...

Stede doing Blackbeard Voice is adorable but damn he really doesn't believe that he made Ed's life better. Like how??? Why doesn't Stede equate happiness with better? Ed was explicitly happier around you ya dingus!

Swede deserves his married bliss so much. The crew can be so mean to him!!

"What am I to you" and "I have... love for you" are said so softly I'm gonna be sick,, Izzy you fucked it by wrestling this man into this particular coping mechanism and your tenderness is coming wayyyy too late. Heartbreaking tbh cause the guy didn't know how else to help Ed and now he's realising it could have been different. Sick and twisted little dynamic I'm eating it like good soup.

Definitely supposed to be taken that Izzy didn't realise "talk it through" was a Stedeism as he said it but godddd you idiot dude

Once again god bless you Archie I'd die for you

Fang I want to rescue you hhhhhh my hot topic fashionista must be so dehydrated from all these tears!!!

No way in hell Ed expected anything else out of Izzy's mouth than something about Stede, but god I wish the guy had just payed attention to Frenchie shaking his head. The catharsis of saying the quiet part out loud wasn't worth your leg, man.

"Start by cleaning up that mess"... yeah we def see Ed is killing people himself again but outsourcing the Big Job on Izzy makes sense. He's also exactly the kind of self sabotager atm that would know Frenchie won't do it, and he's looking for reasons to Be Worse.

Indigo heist my beloved. Fuck those hammies up!! I love how loud Black Pete was omg 😂

Oh fuck off Ricky I know you're a S1 Stede mirror but you're doing it detestably

Roach why is your instinct to immediately put the blue dirt on your face darling

Zheng Yi Sao completely unphased by Jackie is giving me so much delight

Sexy Dutchman 😭😂 Jackie never change

I love that Zheng Yi Sao is taking the whole crew on just to have her lil Olu moment, get it girl

TENDER JIM IM SO HAPPY FOR THEM THEY'VE COME SO FAR. I LOVE THEIR BIG SMILE 😭 (also Archie is so wholesome what is she DOING here???)

Ed oh my god you're not alright at ALL

Frenchie's quiet "sounds like a plan" is just so... painful. The acting this season is off the charts.

When Roach asked if they were in soup now I thought he was referring to the ocean as soup I'm an idiot 😭

[seenoversundown]

A little changes of plans for this week—

I know that we are deep into For Death Or Glory right now, but since Thursday is the holiday, I'm going to let them have the week off.

NOW BEFORE YOU GET MAD-

I typically spend the holiday in Rangeley, Maine for their festival, but this year I wasn't able to make it (sad 😔) but in the process of mourning what could have been, I had some ideas. 😈🤭

So I'll be giving you some little treats here and there throughout the week to cope and I think you'll appreciate them! ☀️

[newhope8]

My Kpop Journey So Far 💝

Kpop found me in the summer of 2022 (mid-June, July). Here's what has happened to me since then.

I originally published this on AO3 on January 9, 2024. Was informed by the site (via email) to delete it from my AO3 account, as it was not a fan work (it fell under the personal message category). So, I'm re-posting it here to Tumblr.

I have done brief edits (in small purple bold font) to make it read a bit smoother, yet the overall vibe of my essay remains the same. 😊

🌸 Original word count on AO3 — 4,388

🌸 Chapters — 1 (one)

🌸 Audience rating — Teen & up (tho some parts are General audiences too, you'll see)

🌸 Current edits (in small purple bold letters) written in February 2025

🌸 Disclaimer: I'm NOT the creator of the SKZOO divider banner I've used a few times throughout this post. ⬇️ All credit for this goes to the original creator (I don't know who they are).

Hello. 🥰💕 I hope this finds you doing well. 🦋🙏🏻

I was recently inspired by another Tumblr user's New Years Eve 2024 post to tell my journey into Kpop. I re-blogged their original post & began writing the following. ⬇️

🌸✨️🌸✨️🌸✨️🌸✨️🌸✨️

Briefly about myself —

I am Jordan, 33 years old (I'm now 34.)

Born female

Identifying with she/her/hers

M/F with relationships irl (tho Minsung has a soft spot in my heart)

Jordan is not my real name, it’s simply one I like to use on social media, I just like the sound of it 🙂

🌸✨️🌸✨️🌸✨️🌸✨️🌸✨️

The first group I found was Stray Kids & it was with the God's Menu music video that I felt a spark of something flicker in my heart. I was on YouTube late one night, watching another channel and trying to get my brain to go into survival mode to cope.

In March 2022, my parents & I relocated from our hometown to a different city in another state due to my dad’s work changing (he is the primary income provider for our family atm). I had a full-time job of my own, with a good salary & company benefits. Sadly, I did not earn enough to stay behind on my own so I had to move with my parents. I was heartbroken, for I'd had to say goodbye to co-worker friends, lost my steady income (some of the best I’ve ever earned in my entire working life as an adult) & the remaining ½ a semblance of a normal life. Joy & hope stuttered out for me & some days, I felt so desolate it was as if my heart was being squeezed internally by an invisible, evil hand & the liquid weeping from my soul was a thick, black & foul-smelling poison — grief. No one in my family nor other loved ones had passed away, yet I think you can see where I’m coming from. I recall going to bed one night in our new apartment in this new city we'd moved to & feeling my chest being tight — yet it wasn’t actual chest pains. It was hopelessness at our current family situation. 💔😔 (Things are much the same currently.)

It was the middle of June 2022. I was watching a few videos on a channel I’d recently found, Jin & Hattie. Go check them out. They’re adorable. He’s Korean 🇰🇷 & she’s British 🇬🇧. They’re also recently married (sometime in 2022 or early 2023, I don’t recall which). No, not the Jin from BTS, haha. 😄💜

I glanced at the sidebar of video recommendations & my eyes strayed to a Stray Kids music video that appeared there. I may have even clicked on Maniac first, I don’t remember. The point is, God’s Menu caught my eye. I was captivated by the sound & rhythm of Changbin’s opening rapid-fire rap lines.

The next thing that caused me to wake up was Felix’s deep baritone. Everyone (& I mean anyone who’s even remotely heard of Stray Kids) knows what part of the video I am talking about. 😮‍💨🔥

Does Michelin 5 star ring any bells? 😎

Or the phrase "the Felix effect"? 😏

The rest, as the saying goes, is history.

I reached for my phone, which was resting on my bedside table. I tapped on Apple Music as fast as I could & IMMEDIATELY began building a Kpop playlist. Before the night was over, I had 20+ songs on that list. (Flash-forward ⏭️ to January 2024 & there were 141 songs = 7 hrs & 59 min. February 2025 — I've edited the playlist a bit, moved some songs to other lists ... it's currently at 113 songs, 6 hrs 18 min.)

The next step in my journey was on Facebook, a platform I’ve been on for the past 13 years. I’d clicked around and began “following/ liking👍🏻” any Stray Kids-themed page I could find, both official & unofficial accounts.

A post caught my eye & I read it. It was talking about how the members enjoyed communicating with the Stay fandom on the bubble 🫧 app. I remember thinking, what in the world is BUBBLE, so I downloaded it to my phone.

Moments later, I had an account created & discovered the public chat room feature. (This has been discontinued for some time now due to harassment & bullying allegations between toxic & non-toxic fans — or so I've heard.) Had I not randomly got on 🫧 when I did, I would not have begun my online friendship journey with several different Stays.

I felt a connection to 3 people in particular.

One was a School Girl, in her early teens

Another was a Single Mother in her early 20s

The third person was another young lady in her Late Teens, about to graduate from high school

School Girl was from the United States. 🇺🇸

Single Mom was from Chile 🇨🇱, a country in South America.

Late Teen was from Hungary 🇭🇺.

It wasn’t long before my new friends & I moved our conversations over to other social media platforms, where we could talk more easily.

School Girl, Single Mom & I began talking on WhatsApp. Late Teen & I began chatting via DM on Instagram.

It was only several weeks later that JYP Entertainment disabled the public chat room feature entirely on 🫧. I recall saying to School Girl that I’m glad I found the app when I did; otherwise, I would not have “met” them at all.

As I talked with Single Mom, I was first introduced to the world of fan fiction (“fanfic” for short). She was writing a multi-chapter story that she was posting to her Wattpad account. Her native language was Spanish (yet she spoke excellent English).

Every 2-3 weeks or so, she would text me & School Girl two (2) chapters to read/ get feedback on. These would always be in English; she used Google Translate. Her fanfic was Stray Kids-themed & it was lovely. 🥰

I would read the chapters as she'd text them to me & School Girl. I would then write back what I thought was happening in each one. Yes, I was loosely paraphrasing, NOT plagiarizing (copying) her work, I hasten to add. ☝🏻

She was thrilled at these summaries, as I came to call them. She told me many times that it was a joy to read her own story from another’s point of view. I assured her I was not re-writing her ideas into something else, merely paraphrasing and putting into English grammar/ punctuation what she’d already written … i.e. using her original “manuscripts” as a guide. This went on for the rest of 2022 & part-way into 2023. School Girl would text back when she could about these fanfic chapters, having begun her freshman year of high school.

Late Teen was close to finishing her high school years. My interactions with her lasted only a few more months. I remember she was saving up for a new laptop computer & did indeed end up buying one. I know this because she proudly sent me photos of her new computer on our private Instagram chat. 📸💻🥰 (I began interacting with Late Teen only several weeks before School Girl & Single Mom.)

It was around the time of Stray Kids' Maxident comeback (October 2022) that my conversations with Late Teen began to trickle to a stop. This was a natural progression — neither of us ended communication, it just stopped on its own. And that’s the way life is: some people are in your life for only a short time & then they go away for whatever reason. I wished her well in one of my last messages & haven’t been in contact with her since. We’re still friends on Instagram, but we don't talk anymore. I am ok with that. 🙂 I hope she’s doing well and has enjoyed all the comeback albums since then.

My conversations with School Girl and Single Mom lasted longer than that & were more frequent in nature. At the time of me writing these edits, my WhatsApp chat with Single Mom is still active, though we now only occasionally text each other on Instagram Messenger. School Girl left our group WhatsApp chat in August 2024. She had secured part-time employment & was juggling schoolwork + extracurricular school things.

My next “online Kpop friendship” was made on a Stray Kids fandom chat room on Discord. If it wasn’t for some random scrolling on Facebook & commenting on a random post, the admin of that SKZ fan Facebook page would never have known to add me to the Discord chat room. This new friend I will name Flight Attendant, for that was her job. To protect her privacy, I'm not saying what airline she works for. We began talking in mid-December 2022. After texting on Discord for a short time, she & I moved our conversation over to Instagram Messenger. I soon learned that Flight Attendant was the same age as me, in her early 30s.

I don't know if she still works for the same airline, has switched companies entirely or is even in the aviation industry anymore. The last we talked was around mid-August 2023, as she was planning to attend KCON 2023 in L.A. with her 2 sisters. ATEEZ and Stray Kids were both slated to appear in concert there. For the 6 months or so that we talked, she confided some very personal things to me — things I will always keep her confidence on. I was humbled she felt safe enough talking to me, to share what she did.

Her job was a difficult one, the hardships of which often went un-noticed by the majority of people — maintaining a semblance of a normal life in between working back-to-back 16+ hour shifts with little to no sleep, depending on flight schedules.

Everyone, the next time you take a flight somewhere, anywhere ... doesn't matter how long your flight is … please PLEASE PLEASE be kind to the cabin crew, particularly the flight attendants {both male & female}. They work very hard to make your travel as easy as they can. They deal with some very nasty passengers & to give your hard-working & under-appreciated flight crew a little amount of kindness in return goes a very long way & isn't too much to ask. They may not remember your name or your face after you leave their aircraft, yet they will always recall the kindness of your soul in reaching out to them with a smile.

I messaged Flight Attendant back a few more times on Instagram (fall/ winter 2023), yet never received a response. After thinking for some weeks, I deleted our Instagram chat thread entirely (from my end). Ma'am, if you ever read this (she knows who she is), it was not intentional. I never heard back from you & only wished to say hello one last time. I hope you’re doing well & a new semblance of peace has re-entered your life after all the hard things you went through. Please reach out to me any time, I am still here. You know where to find me on Instagram, you know my TikTok & you have my personal cell phone number. If you send a regular text though, please identify yourself, just in case (I don’t wish to text a weird person or a scammer back…); my phone number has not changed. God bless you & from the bottom of my heart, thank you for being my friend and for the gift of your friendship and all it gave me. 💕🙏🏻

I will forever be grateful to Flight Attendant ✈️ for the following reasons.

Found 2 different RH series, both written by J. S. Lee (H3RO & its sequel series, Onyx)

Discovered the even more lovely world of 🔞+ Kpop fanfic on the Archive of Our Own (AO3) website 🔥🔥🔥😏😏😏😈😈😈💦💦💦🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻

Found new skincare products & cosmetics… Crème Shop-brand, specifically the BT21 line of products

The next step in my journey was signing up for Felix’s chat ticket on 🫧. I couldn’t do all 8 members' tickets each month (that would be around $30.00 USD), yet $3.99 for one ticket … more than doable. 🙂

I’d only been chatting with Flight Attendant for a month when I got Bbokari's ticket. ☀️🐥 For anyone who has his ticket (& even if you don’t), you will know that he occasionally sends photos in large batches. He calls them gifts, often cutely spamming the Stay fandom with several hundred messages at a time. 🥰📱🫧

I've seen 350+ new "messages" from Felix before. Others have had over 700+!! Most of the texts are 1-2 word replies, while other times he sends several short sentences in one note. It varies.

59 second or shorter audio messages from him also are shared. If he speaks one in Korean, he’ll usually send 2-3 more in English.

The more days you have a ticket, the longer a reply you can type back. At first, you will be limited to typing only 2-3 words. If you’re patient, you’ll be able to type more the longer you have a ticket. 💕🔖

Shortly after this, I began reading some of my first fanfic stories on Archive of Our Own (AO3). A few things to know about AO3:

You don’t have to have an account to read anything (I recommend using the Google Chrome web browser)

If you want to comment, leave kudos for an author or post a work of your own, you have to have an active account in good standing (you can request to join the "waitlist" to be sent steps to create log-in credentials)

I only had to wait about a week or so before the website sent me the official “account creation invite” link.

About fanfic stories on AO3 (no matter the amount of smut), they made me feel less lonely. It was liberating for me to put myself in the Y/N (your name) character’s position & transport myself to another world. Even a quick re-read of a favorite one-shot story works wonders, believe me. I still feel this way about all the stories today. Don’t misunderstand, I’m not so devoid of friendships & human interaction irl to survive only on fanfic smut.

My next friendship was with a very successful AO3 fic author. (I still keep in touch with this fanfic author to this day.) Flight Attendant sent me a link to a story called Tangled; it’s written by ThisPeachIsDirty. The author’s name is all one word together, each word is capitalized.

Part 1 of Tangled is 60 chapters long & has been marked complete.

Part 2 has 6-7 chapters so far, with possibly more to come.

I'll refer to this author as Peach. After reading my way through 60 chapters of pure bliss (part 1 of the aforementioned story), I began chatting with her on Instagram Messenger. After a few messages were exchanged, she encouraged me to begin writing a fanfic of my own (which soon contained my first-ever written sex scene).

I wrote for a span of 5-6 hours one afternoon & sent Peach screenshots of my first attempts at smut. Complimenting my unique writing style, she told me it was unlike most of what she’s read & that I had a natural gift for writing.

Please look up ThisPeachIsDirty on AO3 if you haven’t already. Subscribe to & follow her content on there and leave a comment. You will not be disappointed, I promise. 😏🔥🔥🔥🙌🏻

One month prior (July 2023), I joined TikTok. I’d been collecting albums & Kpop merch for a year and slowly started making show & tell videos of items in my collection.

As a friendly FYI & disclaimer: I would share my TikTok (TT) page on my Tumblr, yet I want to keep the more adult side 🔥😏 of fanfic separate from TT.

I know for a fact that some of my TikTok followers are minors. One told me in a DM that she was 14; another began her 6th grade year/ was even younger. I don’t want to have to worry about any “oopsey’s” crossover 🫣🫢😬 and a youngster reading something they shouldn’t.

I was 4 chapters in on my first attempt at a full-length story on AO3 when I began receiving kudos & comments from other fanfic users on the site. One was Peach. Another individual who left me a comment is an equally talented fic author too. Her name is Minnieprincess. Go check out her one-shot stories on there, if you haven’t already. Like with Peach’s stories, you will NOT be disappointed. 😏🙏🏻🔥��🔞

My acquaintance with Minnie, as I’ll refer to her, brings me to the next step in my journey. Since August 2023 (when she left her first comment on my story), we’ve become very close friends. She is someone I know I'll always stay in regular contact with.

Chatting in the comment section on my AO3 story is how we "met". We exchanged short messages on Wattpad before connecting again on Instagram Messenger. What followed in the next few months was one of the most meaningful instant-connection friendships I’ve ever had with anyone.

I located a missing piece of myself in our friendship. It didn't take the 2 of us long before we called each other soul sisters. We came to trust one another enough to share things about ourselves that are very personal. To put this into a slightly different perspective, I am only child irl. Having Minnie as a new sibling is a gift I’m thankful for x10, every day. 🥹❤️🩹

We moved our conversation over to WhatsApp after a few more months; we talk on a semi-daily basis on this app to this day. Longer messages being exchanged, we told things to each other that we weren't able to before.

In December 2023, I mailed Minnie a Kpop care box. It took 22 days to arrive to her doorstep. I’d bought her 4 different albums & handfuls of merch items, all of which she heartily adored. 💕🥰 Having the memory of video chatting with her on WhatsApp as we opened up the Rock version of Stray Kids' Rock-Star album together (we each have a copy) is something I will cherish forever. 🥹

What could happen next with my Kpop journey & myself as a person? I’m not sure yet. Here's a few random ideas: ☺️⬇️

Getting my first-ever tattoo (or two or three), Kpop-themed

Traveling overseas for the first time to visit Minnie (or meeting up with her in the U.S.)

Attending my first Kpop concert (preferably Stray Kids)

Shopping at a Kpop-only stand alone store and buying more albums/ other merch (I've been doing this since the end of March 2024, lol 🥰 ... I may briefly describe this in a part 2 to this essay ... at some point, I'm not sure yet)

Healing can come in many forms. This essay has been fun & thoughtful to write, to remember how Kpop & the gift of human connection has, in a healthy way, filled a void in my life.

STRAY KIDS EVERYWHERE ALL AROUND THE WORLD, YOU MAKE STRAY KIDS STAY ... Chan 🐺, Changbin 🐷, Han 🐿, Hyunjin 🦦, Felix 🐥, Lee Know 🐰, Seungmin 🐶 & I.N 🦊

8 MAKES 1 TEAM ... Hongjoong, Seonghwa, San, Wooyoung, Yeosang, Mingi, Yunho & Jongho (I'm still learning all the ANITEEZ characters & which member they belong to.) 🥰

I PURPLE YOU! ... RM, Jin, Jimin, Suga, j-hope, Taehyung & Jungkook 🫰🏻

@itsseohannbin @channieandhisgoonsquad @frenchkisstheabyss @queenmea604 @minnieprincess85 @moonlightndaydreams @hyunsvngs

[sapphirerogers]

Hey! One of those people in the Fandom who come up with different ways to make fun of Chris or Alba...

Just wanted to say, sorry... I don't mean to offend, and sorry for ruining a lot for you. I mean this sincerely. Honestly, us doing and saying those things are just a way for us to cope. Like how flipping through fanfics is one way to cope, insults give us a form of catharsis.

And honestly, some of us actually have lessened the focus on them. I personally have decided not to break down everything, because it's tiring to analyze everything they do. And my family is important to me, I've even limited my CE or AB posts so that I have time to make my fics. Hopefully when they go up, you'll love them. But until then, at least on my end...

I'm sorry 😔

Well, this was refreshing to see. Usually people get offended if you try to tell them what I did. I'm really glad to receive this message from you and I'd love to see what fanfics you're about to post!! 🫶🏻

[yinyuedijun]

this will just be my two cents for the gepard vs aventurine thing but i think the thing that makes aventurine better in an acheron team is his talent that gives allies with his shield 50 effect res, which lets you run aven as solo sustain (the only healer or shielder on the team) whereas with gepard you'll still need someone to free acheron from frozen/dominated/rampaging

also aven's shield is stackable and is not reliant on the ult (meaning you don't have to go for er rope) and you can also get the shield from when aven triggers follow up attacks

(just sent you a friend request in eu btw)

hehe thank u! I will accept when I log in :3c excited to be hsr friends!!!

also I wrote a WHOLE ESSAY in response to your thoughts I'm so sorry 😭 putting it below a cut:

I agree aventurine is overall better in an acheron team, and for me it's because of the ult rotations and dmg amplification, but in the context of general moc teams, I think a well-built gepard can compete with an e0 aventurine for most situations specifically in terms of sustain, assuming they both have around ~4K DEF. my gepard's shield is about as thick as aven's 200% shield, and he's usually fast enough to ult before my team takes significant damage. I agree though that shielding via skill is WAYYY more comfortable than ult, but if for example your DPS is named daniel heng imbibitor lunae then you can't be skilling too much anyway 😰 <- dhil main angst

this also might be because I have skill issues 💔 but I actually don't love the eff res mechanic on aventurine and you can usually cope with gepard's lack of it. even with cc bosses, gepard can usually solo sustain in my experience - his taunt with his LC is so high that he's always the one getting cc'd so my DPS is fine. this current moc 12 is the exception, but in the half where he can't solo sustain specifically because of crowd control, aventurine ALSO can't do it 💀💀💀 I think fu xuan and luocha are much better suited to cc situations, I wouldn't depend on aventurine for them unless you like to gamble (LOL)

tl;dr aventurine skippers you are valid 🙏 but all that being said. I hate playing gepard LMFAOAOA if aventurine hadn't come out my ass would be saving for huohuo rn 😔

[eiseryn]

owo what's this? A cute shippy art of my fave OTP? I need it as there are trying times ahead 😔 (I drew this like in late January though LOL so I'm just getting to share it now)

It should have been obvious that Vail is out of the routes in my upcoming visual novel, "Love, Lei"! He can be considered the "canon" route, after all. There are definitely more characters and routes to look forward to as well though 👀 I wonder who of the COC campaign NPCs will show up? :3 Hint I've drawn all of them before :3

So why is our fave blue-haired boy getting a cheek kiss from the lovely leading lady Lei? Well... you'll have to play the game to find out :3

When's the game coming out? UHHHH Sometime this year (COPE + PRAY) 💀💀💀

I'm particularily proud of Lei's earrings, the way I shaded the hair, and Vail's very cute and SMUG expression. Cute fluffy warm vibes only!!!

[sonnys-fan-not-spurs-fan]

I guess no one is interested but

if anyone is wondering why is this fan posting

💖💕💝🌸🌟✨🌈 stuffs

when sonny's going through

🌩️🌧️⛈️���😢😔😕😥 season

is bc that's how I cope with bs reality

I'm either crying and posting pretty stuffs

or I'm smiling having completely lost my mind

But today I had to say it somewhere as I just cried

watching his interview.........

I'll be on your back til the end

so you don't ever need to ask for support

You're our captain, you'll always be my captain and I'm so so so grateful for how much you've dedicated yourself for every single game

And you deserve to be loved,

especially when you're going through a rough season.

Just know that you're so loved by so many people and we'll be with you.

I love you Sonny

My Number 7, My Sonshine, Our Captain

🍀 손흥민 선수가 언제나 행복하게 축구하기를 🍀

[praxieuser]

🎯 ❤️ 🍀 🧠

🎯 - What do they do best?

be gay /srs

jk But if i had to say: adapt. You already know Wilson's super secret super awesome lore, but for the uninitiated, the first few years of Wilson's time in hogwarts he has a really vague, fuzzy sense of identity and for lack of better wording, has a "front" and changes his personality to cater to whose around. He has a crippling need to belong or "be worth being friends with" because in his eyes, he needs to do so make up for being a subpar human being (He basically has depression and disassociative tendencies but he doesn't know that's what those are so he feels like there is just something deeply defunct with himself 😔)

He pulls off his personality shifting by having a library's worth of notes on the likes and dislikes of people he cares enough about, what behaviours they react best to, what they expect of him, etc. He then also has the flexibility to recall and mix-and-match his behaviours to fit whoever is around, whether it's just one person or the whole gang. He also has a set "polite" act that serves as a blank slate for people he doesn't know yet that gets filled the more he interacts with them.

tldr; He's good at extrapolating, recalling, and applying information when it's urgent/when he really wants to.

Outside of its use in becoming a social chameleon to try and cope with his mind rotting insecurities, I'm sure you can guess that this sort of flexibility of his applies to other things he does, like saving your friends from dying in the forbidden forest at 2 AM bi-weekly for example. It's not like he applies it to everything he does nor is this trait of his completely foolproof, but he's good at it :].

❤️ - What is one of your OC's best memories?

I know i already told you before that his first kiss with Daniel is one of Wilson's best memories, but I am retconning that and I have NEW super secret super happy memories for Wilson AND YOU'LL NEVER FIND OUT ABOUT THEM!!!!! maybe

But just to give you a vague idea: he hangs out with Daniel in the summer sometimes, and he has a lot of fond memories chilling with Daniel and Esme :]]

🍀 - What originally inspired the oc?

To be honest. I just wanted to have somebody kiss Daniel.

OK BUT TO BE FR, I don't really have a clear memory on what pushed me to make Wilson. I think I was just having a lot of fun playing HPMA? The HP world looked fun, and I was really liking the goober I had in-game, AND I saw other people with their ocs online, so I thought might as well!

🧠 - What do you like most about the OC?

That's a bit hard since I was never good at pointing out my favorite trait/aspect of a character, but if I really had to say... his personality?

It's my first time in a long while actually seriously creating a character from scratch instead of just interpreting from canon sources. And while I definitely still have a lot of cleaning up and organizing to do, Wilson as a character with a story and a personality that I can put into Situations™ is just a lot of fun to me! I'm having a great time with him :D!

I'd say a close second is his general aesthetics— like his clothes and looks and stuff, and his animagus dog form. Just a silly guy :]

[iravaid]

🥰🤯 🦅 🤗 ✍🧐

Hi Shro!! Thank you!! The ask post in question

🥰 - How do you feel about reader interaction? Are you open to receiving questions about your fics?

I feel deep and intense fondness for reader interaction oh my god, hi hello absolutely: it's the lifeblood of writer motivation imo, getting any questions about any of my fics at any time is a huge mood boost and incredibly welcomed :')

🤯 - What’s a genre you struggle with as a writer (ex. romance, action, etc.)?

Personally? Anything to do with mystery (unsure if i can think up an actually compelling mystery with a satisfying reveal and interesting setup + red herrings), political drama (I Do Not Know Politics but it would be cool to learn even just to apply to a written work), or comedy. Can't wrap my head around it 😔 but by god will i try

🦅- Do you outline fics or fly by the seat of your pants?

I'll listen to music i associate with a character, be it original or established, and then think of Scenarios! An idea for something gradually grows from there, and after rubber-ducky-ing off of some friends I write a general outline of what could happen, and then start writing! This outline usually goes through proper processing and through by about the 3rd chapter if it's a longform piece of writing, but can change at any time depending on how the story ultimately unfolds

🤗 - What advice would you give to new fanfic writers that are just getting started?

Oh man, I want to say that despite how tempting and fulfilling it can feel, placing your sense of self worth as a writer in the hands of readers, gauging it by how much they engage with your work by how many kudos, hits, comments, or bookmarks you get, will just end up fostering this sense of misery and 'not good enough', it'll make you burn out or only write for the attention and it's not Healthy nor condusive to becoming a better writer imo. It's difficult, it absolutely is, but you have to learn to write for yourself first and foremost, and to accept that sometimes people just Won't interact with your stuff but that's not a mark against you and your own skills. Sometimes things just don't align, and it Sucks, but i find it ultimately healthier to weather and learn to cope and accept, rather than try to chase a sense of fulfilment in the hands of others

Anothe piece of advice I feel should be give (by anyone rlly, esp writers worth their salt) would be to be aware of how fandom can tend to sand down characters into archetypal, easily digestible formats that are nearly identical to characters in completely different media. (this isn't to say fandom interpretations as a whole are 'bad', that's a gross generalisation, but they can be incredibly reductive) I say this so as to avoid trappings in fandom; being able to dissect Why people might interpret a character in this way and how you as a writer can be more faithful to their canon. This makes AUs and character analyses, or even just fics heavily centred on character development all the more satisfying, knowing you have an understand of a character deep enough that they're still recognisable as themself, despite how much they've changed

✍ - Do you have a beta reader?

Not currently! Have a good friend who has offered for WDH and I hope to take him up on that offer if it's still up :D

🧐 - Do you spend much time researching for your stories?

Will admit that yeah, I think I do lmao, sci-hub, libgen, and pdfdrive are great for research papers + books, and I also just enjoy research and looking things up in general, it's personally very fun to apply new knowledge to one's writing - I think for DB I was researching things from the history of oil lamps to gun manufacturing dates to abandoned New York City subway tunnels, never know what you'll pick up from fanfiction lmao

[angelsarewatching]

GHOST w a Masked Operator: INTRO

A SHITTY TUMBLR RPG SERIES by @angelsarewatching

Disclaimer: All! Men! This is not a gen reader! They’re either AMAB or transmasc! If you want some fem reader go to some other post! There's many of them!

How This Works: You go to the Pick A Character (by their traits) and then go from there. You read the SFW version, then the NSFW version. It will end in an NSFW version because this is. for my friend. cope. highly don't recommend reading this if you don't like nsfw.

READ THE CONTENT WARNINGS.

shitty rpg made by @angelsarewatching for @vyglitchcraft BELATED BIRTHDAY BY THE WYA IM SOS OSRRY THIS IS SO LATE SHIT HAPPEND

guys also by the way. Ghost is a cunt here :) it’s MY series I make the rules. also i will be bullying the characters. im sorry guys. it's me im the problem

because this is. MASKED character. ghost doesn't know how they look like. so there's gonna be like some face reveal with them. yeah im a boring bitch but whatever

Pick your Character: The one in bold will be the series you'll be reading.

Bottoms:

(AMAB) Shy, Obsessive, Self-Reliant, Awkward, easy to bully, constantly plagued by the pranksters of the task force, feeble FNG cannot defend themsewves 😔, prone to anxiety attacks, a FREAK in bed, a bit needy yes. just a bitt.....backstory is FUCKED: You should be addicted to shutting the fuck up (you want to have sex w me so bad it makes you look stupid)

(TRANSMASC) Mysterious, Scary-looking, Harsh Voice, Broken Libido (daddy issues here and there), TRUST ISSUES? yes, a bit shy in bed. just a little. also BITES. a LOT. no tragic backstory he's just fatherless: This Case is Going To End in a Murder or an Orgy

Versatile/Switch:

(TRANSMASC) Cocky fucking son of a bitch!!!!!! him 😍(/neg) i fucking hate him (loving) okay this guy is my favorite..because...i am a whore. anyways yes i did recycle this character from my sea of drafts heehhehehhe: SPSS (Special Pussy Squeezer Service) (credits to my wife for making that. i guess)

additional: because i hate this guy ^ there's a special Bottoming (topping from the bottom) and Topping version for him. because i HATTETTEEE him

Top:

there's none. suffer

FIRST POST UP WILL BE ..................You should be addicted to shutting the fuck up (you want to have sex w me so bad it makes you look stupid)

[linawritesocs]

Hello, Lina! I have a question for you: What's a song you think fits one of your twst oc ships (or multiple ships if you want!) the most?

hi taru, thank you sm for asking! be prepared for my twst oc ships brainrot hehe <33

merrill x cater: what if it doesn't end well by chloe moriondo (I DON'T TALK ENOUGH ABOUT THIS SHIP BUT I LOVE THEM SO MUCH.. two social media-obsessed boys who have to pretend to be someone they're not and act like they're much happier than they really are.. anyway, this song is so beautiful, but also so sad and i feel like this song describes the anxiety these two boys would feel well, both of them are too scared that their partner actually loves them for their "fake self" 😔😔)

vance x riley: the last of the real ones by fall out boy (i have. so many ships that are perfect for this song but we're not gonna talk about that. THE AESTHETIC.. THE VIBE.. IDK IT JUST FEELS LIKE THEM. like it sounds like them finding each other and seeing each other as someone who's very special and even though they know that both of them are popular, they're still loyal to each other no matter what <3)

seth x rollo: demons by icon for hire (now. this doesn't sound like a ship song and it is not one, but let me just take my seth x rollo shipper glasses on. like the lyrics are actually very inspiring and even kinda wholesome, you have no idea how many times i've imagined that whole masquerade fight scene (with seth too of course) while listening to this song and i was like "WELL MAYBE IF MC WAS THERE-" like we could have a magicless student telling rollo that magic can be dangerous but that's okay and that he just needs to learn how to cope with his grief and anger in a better way. but we didn't get a scene like that. i'm still salty. so like, if you look at the lyrics with that concept in mind, i think you'll be able to see what i mean by saying that this song fits them?? like "the world is twisted, it's the human condition, but you don't have to play along"?? or "pain didn't change me, i changed my pain"?? or "you didn't come this far just to get this far"?? it's april 2023 and i still need more mc x rollo content)