#you were right to chastise me you were right about JD and owen is right hate me because i hurt him too
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It's true, I don't want forgiveness, I just want you gone. I want to be able to stop thinking about you.
#personal#public private journal#i built my life around you Nich#and even after it all fell apart i couldn't find a way to move on#the more i tried to be your friend the more that white hot pit in my gut grew#it was my fault for thinking i could do better#but you were so careless all of the time#you hurt me in ways you never even knew about#it's gotten to the point where i can't even remember what it's like to love you#and yet... and yet...#i can't help but take responsibility still for it all#you were right to chastise me you were right about JD and owen is right hate me because i hurt him too#and they all did nothing but be kind to me#so i just want to forget#it was all built on a foundation of sand because i was never a good partner to begin with#and i want you to be happy so desperately#and yet i can't stand the sight of you being HAPPY#i'm small and petty and I just want to disappear
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