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BLOOD||HUNGER
[PREV PART] [AO3]
Y'know how I said I'm not gonna post every day... Okay look I'm just enjoying myself and I'm on break so I got time to write. Sue me.
This chapter is called "The Ruin". Enjoy!
Page 5 of the “Blooede Starvatfōre-dēde”, parable 2:
A blind man finds upon his path, a thing of uncertain birth, He whispers words of guilt, gait unsure around the being, A story of war falls from his lips, a tale well known, The beastly soul bows in assent, warmed only by gore, The man asks of the Beast, will you let me pass, The path clears, but a voice requests, Will you, O fallen knight, Will you let a monster trail?
The last time Soap was under a CO, the man spat in his face that he’s never going to amount to anything, not with his “attitude”. The one before it made him clean the latrines for three months, not that he stayed long enough to finish that sentence.
Ghost was… surprisingly different. His orders were clean cut, but Soap found them completely logical. And when he didn’t…
“We can’t go that way, the roundabout is full of equipment. Soldiers are constantly circling it.” Soap muttered next to Ghost. The SAS operator looked back at him. The skull mask adorning his face was cracked from untold battles long past, the sharp edges catching the low neon light from a nearby street sign.
Soap is sure if he saw that jumping at him from the shadows, he would scream like a wee girl. As it stands, the mask only makes him think of shirts edgy teenage boys would find on a sale at TK Maxx.
“How do you know?” the masked man questions.
Soap pulls a small bag from the rucksack he nabbed two days earlier, “managed to swipe some black powder from there when they weren’t lookin’.”
Ghost hums, “know how to use it?”
“Was a demolition expert, before…” Soap trails off, shoving the bag back into the side pocket, “we can go through the southern side, near the church. Think they’ve already combed that area.”
“Copy, lead the way Sergeant.”
Soap takes them through the winding alleys, hearing nothing behind, but knowing Ghost follows. For a man his size, he’s unnervingly dead silent.
“Where was yer exfil point set?” he starts. They would need to double time it, if it was back north…
Ghost is cryptid with his answers, as always, “we’ll have to set a new one.”
Soap frowns. “So our goal is just to put distance between us an’ the hostiles?”
“Affirmative. You got intel on their location?”
They enter an abandoned grocery store (as all stores in this area are), and Soap makes a detour at the cleaning aisle, looking for bleach and other solutions he could use for crafting. “I was ‘ere two days ago, dinnea where they are now…” he grins brightly when he finds a nice big bottle of bleach. With the vinegar he already has, he could create a good amount of chlorine gas. Pour it into a bottle and chuck it at hostiles, and they got a distraction should they need it.
“Stay focused, then.” Ghost murmurs, snapping Soap out of thought. He’s not used to having someone next to him, even before everything went to shit…
The church comes into view when they exit the store. Ghost stops to stare at it, and Soap takes the moment to inspect the Lieutenant further. Black gear over black clothes, no markings of country, unit, even blood type. Soap feels like there’s a lot more about this botched mission that Ghost isn’t telling him.
Not that the spooky bastard tells him much of anything.
“Could use the tower to scope the area. I see a line up there we can zip line down from.” Ghost eventually rumbles.
“Sounds good, LT.” Soap responds, catching his slip belatedly. Internally, he muses, ‘ye can take the man out of the military…’
Ghost’s head snaps around to glare at him, and Soap can see his mouth open under the balaclava, before he turns around to stomp to the church tower, leaving Soap to jog to catch up.
The church looks ransacked, in a way that makes Soap’s gut churn. He’s not religious, not since he enlisted, but the way the soldiers destroyed everything without disregard…
It’s a view that haunts him throughout the city. How they don’t care that anyone lived here before.
Children laughed, babes were born, old men reminisced over long gone memories, girls played together. People lived and died here, this was their world.
And the Hunter’s soldiers crushed it all under their boot, spat on the graves of their ancestors and severed the ties.
Soap feels the anger building within him once more. His fuel for the firepower he throws at the hostiles. At first, he wanted to know why more than anything. But it doesn’t matter anymore.
Nothing can justify this.
He stares at Ghost’s wide back as they climb up the stairs to the tower, wondering what the operator thinks of all this. If he too feels his heart clench at the thoughts of senseless violence. Or if he doesn’t care, if the mission is the one and only important thing on his mind.
Soap wonders if there’s anything under that mask at all.
He asks himself, if there’s anything left behind his.
They reach the top, the city sprawling beneath them. The little lights blend together, shining between the dark buildings. Would’ve been a nice view.
Would have, if they didn’t spot the trucks rolling to a stop in front of the church.
Ghost and Soap share a brief look, and instantly he moves to climb out of the window to jump to the zip line, only to be stopped by the Brit.
“What are ye waitin’ for?! We need to go!” he almost yells.
Ghost yanks him back in, the sheer power knocking Soap into the wall. Fuckin’ hell, he hits like a beast.
“If we zip line now, they’ll shoot us down. We need to get through the ground floor.” he growls, turning away and starting to run down the stairs. Soap rolls his shoulders and runs after him, muttering a few curses under his breath.
Soap catches up to him, yelling, “there must be a back exit we can use-!”
Ghost stills on one of the last steps, shushing him. They both strain their ears, hearing far-off steps growing closer, and closer, and closer-
Soap shucks his rucksack off, taking out the bleach and vinegar, quickly pouring them into an empty beer bottle, “the fuck are you doing?” Ghost yells above him, crouching to hide behind the banister when the front doors are kicked open.
Soap ignores him, driving a piece of cloth down to stop the gas from leaking, and shoves it into Ghost’s hand as he makes another one, “throw this right before we go, they won’t be able to breathe right for days.”
Soldiers start spreading through the ruined church, Ghost testing the weight in his hand, “on my count.”
Soap nods, finishing up his bottle.
“One, two…”
One of the soldiers spots them, and Soap stops breathing.
“Three!”
They throw the bottles, the liquid within them splashing as they arc across the church. His bottle hits the soldier that saw them square in the face, and he instantly starts coughing and clawing at his eyes.
The gas isn’t visible to the naked eye, but Soap can track its spread by the way all soldiers start coughing. He and Ghost push off to run up the stairs, but as Soap casts a glance back, he sees some of them equipping a gas mask.
Why the fuck were they prepared for chemical weapons in a civilian city?!
“Ghost!” he shouts, slinging his rifle off his shoulder, “they have gas masks!”
He hears the man curse, “keep running!”
Not sooner after, bullets begin to ricochet around the spiral staircase. Soap swings around to shoot a couple of them, and as Ghost does the same, he notices his shots don’t land as they should.
He glances back at the Lieutenant, watching him rub roughly at his left arm. Right… Ghost did say he was broken. Soap didn’t realize how bad it was.
A few seconds later, he realizes Ghost threw the bottle with his left hand, landing it perfectly between the soldiers.
With no time to maul it over, he pushes onwards.
Ghost is still grasping at his arm when they reach the window, and Soap can’t help but ask, “are ye gonna be able to zip dow-”
Ghost’s tone lowers dangerously, nailing him with a death glare, “I am not weak, Sergeant.”
He’s not sure who’s cornering who here. Ghost takes his eyes off him a second later, tugging on the line before asking, “got anything we can use?”
Soap continues shooting down the enemies pushing up the stairs, “check my pack!”
He feels Ghost rummaging through his rucksack, and it almost distracts him from the hails of bullets around them.
It’s… odd. How he doesn’t even know the man’s face, but he can trust him with his back.
Ghost zips the pack back up. From the corner of his eye, Soap can see two metal clothing hangers he picked up in one of his searches for a thicker jacket. In his other hand is his little project he used most of the black powder on.
He lifts it questioningly, and Soap answers while shooting, “a wee gift I made. It’ll trigger when someone steps on it.”
“How big’s the explosion?”
Soap smirks, “big enough.”
He can almost feel Ghost’s eye roll from his silence, and he would’ve chuckled if soldiers didn’t start coming closer.
“Ye ready to jump?” he yells.
Ghost hands him a hanger, dropping the charges on the last stair step. Soap watched him flex his left arm one last time, before swinging the hanger over the line, and jumping off.
Soap’s heart drops for a moment when the operator sways wildly, part afraid for him, but mostly for himself.
The hostiles at his feet don’t care either way, so Soap braces himself and jumps off as well. The way down is bumpy, rattling, and fuckin’ fast. Soap lets go of the hanger right before the end, rolling off on the rooftop, and stopping.
He hears his “gift” go off, and the sound is so beautifully familiar, it sends a pang of nostalgia through him.
Ghost is already making his way down, seeking to hide between concrete buildings. Soap hastily catches up.
“That was a wild one, wasn’t it, LT?” he says, a little out of breath.
That breath gets completely knocked out of him when Ghost slams him to the nearest wall. His eyes are obscured by shadows, leaving only two black holes when he leans down to growl in his ear.
“Don’t fuckin’ call me that. I am not your LT, not your CO, we are strangers. We get outta here, and you can go back to your civvy little life. Understood?”
Soap breathes out harshly, grinding his teeth. “Like I have a fuckin’ life-”
Ghost pulls back just to slam him harder, “do you fucking understand, Sergeant?”
He stares at the black voids, voice clear and flat, “yes sir.”
The Lieutenant finally pushes off, and Soap lingers for a moment. He wants to be angry, he wants to snarl and bite and talk back, like he used to when his past COs were yelling at him.
But Ghost is right. After this little “adventure”, Soap will have to go back to his life. To an empty apartment, which he has probably already been evicted from. To searching a job, only to find nothing truly worthwhile. To an airsoft field, a fuckin’ mockery of what he lost.
To a monotonous, repetitive, grey cycle, where John loses his mind just a little more every day.
Ghost is just telling him the truth.
Soap trails back behind Ghost, the man not reacting to his presence. He looks so much larger than him like this, blocking what little light is around them, casting a long shadow over Soap.
He tried not to think of “what could have been” in the past year. But it’s so hard, when it’s literally within reach.
Could he have been like Ghost? This imposing, unrelenting soldier, stronger than anyone he’s ever fought. So powerful, he escaped a whole military worth of hostile soldiers?
There may be nothing behind Ghost’s mask, but there’s someone behind Soap’s. Someone weak, lost, and repulsive.
And Soap isn’t sure what’s worse.
They’ve walked in silence for the last hour or so, Soap lost in the tar pit of his own mind. Some part of him, hysteric and deranged as it is, doesn’t want this to be over. It disgusts him.
Ghost’s arm has been twitching minutely for a few minutes now. It distracted Soap from spiraling for a bit, wondering what exactly is wrong with him. He doesn’t see any rips in the fabric around the area, so it’s not a stab or gunshot wound. He thought about blunt force trauma, but that wouldn’t act up every once in a while like this. An old injury would, but if it’s bad enough Ghost can’t even shoot straight, no one in their right mind would send him on the field.
Soap exhales, his stomach knotting in warning. They didn’t stop moving since they encountered each other, so they didn’t really eat. Which Soap just remembered, and now can’t ignore.
He considers it for a moment before piping up, “ye hungry?”
Ghost pauses in front of him, slowly turning to stare at him. “You got food?”
Soap nods, pulling a few oranges from his bag. He almost hands one to Ghost before remembering his arm, and sets about to peel them both. Ghost watches him silently, as a sweet aroma fills the small back way.
Soap gives him the first peeled orange, busying himself with the other while Ghost turns around to eat it. When Soap takes the first bite, a sour taste bursts on his palate. Yet as he chews, it turns sweet, and he closes his eyes for a moment, savoring it.
Ghost has turned back to face him when he opens his eyes again, a look Soap can’t place in his eyes. It makes him hurry and gulp down the rest of the fruit, and he wipes his mouth with the back of his hand.
He starts walking, but this time Ghost walks beside him, his eyes still not straying from Soap.
Ghost’s eyes are a nice, rich brown, he notices for the first time.
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