#you shine like the sun and the moon and the stars in the sky💙🌌

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OH SHITTT im actually kind of proud of this even it its a bit jank and i had to fuckin. distort the sketch image of isveig to be able to draw his proportions even a bit correctly BUT I DID IT. AND IT LOOKS OK!!!

ok 2 fun facts for this are a) this is roughly accurate to their height difference (co.pia's 5'7" to isveig's 8'3") and b) i legit kept getting flustered and giggling while looking for references for him help.

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okiiiii as i;m getting less nervous about posting about them i might move them up the list even though i've been htinking about them for a while. sorry to keep saying that but anyway that gives me the mental image of like. showing up at the tumblr mutuals thanksgiving with one of them and everyone sees me holding hands with one of them and goes "oh a new partner in the dating stage huh" and then i reveal that we are, already in fact, married

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oh yeah and conversely

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I’ve been like incessantly referring to him as my wife in my mind every time I’ve see an image of him recently. Literally every time like “OMG MY WIFE!!!”

and yes this is probably an excessive amount of images but I don’t care I think. It feels like I’m showing him off <3

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UGGHHHHG THE DANCE MACABRE LYRICS CAN THIS BE ABOUT ME/ISVEIG AND CO.PIA PLEAAAASE

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wish I had something more coherent but. ohhhh my schweetie my schweetie

my fuckin sweetie pea my cinnamon apple!!!! I need to figure my self insert for him the fuck OUT

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Here to call him my pretty princess once again but also weirdly enough he’s the f/o I can imagine doing silly domestic stuff with the most. Like getting groceries or being at the dollar store

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Copi.a was in my dreams last night……. I don’t remember the context or what was going on but I remember that I had nervously told him he was pretty and he gave me kisses on the cheek and I was able to give him one too…….. I actually never have f/o dreams so this is a huge win

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Oh yeah I haven’t talked about C.opia nearly as much but trust me I really really like him also… I have a poster with him on my wall and sometimes I forget it’s there and then I see him and go omg hiiiiii 🥰

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AND ACTUALLY ANOTHER THING. Since I’m getting all my fucking thoughts out. I haven’t been jealous of canon x canon ships for a while (aka since I started shipping with Re.vali again and even then that was earlier on) but it’s happening for both of them oh my goddddddd it has returned in full force and I don’t liiiiike it. I don’t want to be but it sure is happening

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Me legitimately every day for the past week

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Genuinely idk why I’ve been keeping it to myself that I’m so unwell about C.opia + another character that I haven’t talked about yet . Many things probably. Also I want to look in the tags for images i am afraid of it being a warzone though

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Ok now that I’ve posted who he is I can attach this video because it was The moment I was like oh no I like him . He’s so fucking awkward and endearing it kills me

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I JUST. I just saw someone else’s ship with 🌙🌹🌌 this is incredibly validating

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Agghhhhhh I’m feeling such a mix of emotions about . Ok well current crush I’m gonna call him C for ease of it. Torn between shyness and wanting to talk about him openly and specifically because he’s cute goddamnit fuck!!! I had to wander around work the other day with my fists clenched because I was thinking about how cute he is and I desperately needed to be normal about it. And also I just want to f/o him already for the same reasons but also my brain won’t let me decide for sure until like next weekend (the 11th-13th) after I watch the movie that he’s in and also I want to read more fluffy fics with him but then again his tags are so. Polluted with things I Really Don’t Want To Read and . And Yknow general f/o insecurity “ohhh would he even like/love me :(“ plus the stuff I was talking about the other day also and I’m already associating a song with him like!!!!! Come back with a goddamn warrant!!!!!!!!!!

Grgrgrgrgrgrgrggrgrgrgrgrggrrggrgrgrgrgg

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See I used to find “babygirl” so irritating but oh my god nearly from the moment I’ve laid eyes on him I’ve known. It’s in his essence. He Is Babygirl. I’d want to call him that so bad but tbh idk if he’d be annoyed or bothered by it lollllll