#you must have read lots of them to learn- uhm. how the market is...

[braceletofteeth]

Just White's stuttery, panicky voice

[azure-cherie]

PAC : What can you do right now to improve your finances in future $

Hii how are you doing? This is a general reading, take what resonates and leave the rest , take whatever you want from every pile ꒰⑅ᵕ༚ᵕ꒱˖♡

Pile 1

This pile is about working Hard , being independent, this pile definitely has some people with creative blockage because of society because they couldn't express themselves, now they have come to a fatigue or a burnout, trust me you definitely need to avoid working too hard and having a burnout i remember hearing it somewhere " Money is emotion" the value of things around you change according to the people who control it , so rather than focusing the amount, focus on ways you can secure it in future , some people here might be least bothered about money or either they are going on and on and on without any direction , i get it things are difficult but you need to affirm sometimes, get some root chakra healing, it's time you take control of your life and actions don't let people step on you because you are too sweet, focus on your ambitions, don't worry about short term accomplishments, some of you could invest in the share market as well , uhm idk how much of gambling is good but you could be good at it , be self assured, go for what your heart desires with rationality, have mercy on yourself don't overwork , i heard some of you really must study right now , initially their could be some disappointments , don't let them bring you down , just go on their will be an overflowing amount of money coming to you in the future i sense it so heyyy learn some management skills , somethings that can help right now might be affs , cutting up people who exploit you financially, be the boss take your life in your own hands , everything will be great, All the best.

Pile 2

I think your situation with money right now is kinda mediocre and you're like into getting enough to buy expensive stuff , BIA once said " I don't hang with jealous bitches that's a weak disease" , well babe , you need to let go of these people they are seriously affecting your mindset , you're becoming pessimistic, could be family as well , i see some of you must literally travel in order to earn , a job in a place outside where you stay could be really fruitful, you should avoid money transactions as of now since you are prone to be scammed , some of you might have to go through a great loss , it will make you really sad and frustrated, i sense some of you getting into arguments with your loved ones since they don't support you , i must say sometimes its good to let go of people and mindsets that doesn't serve you , let it go , but beware who you let go , some of you might reach rock bottom as well , the beauty of rock bottom is there's no option but to rise above, that's what you have to do , pick yourself up ,note down what went wrong, i also sense some of you should definitely donate , you might have some karmas related to finances you have to clear them , don't feel pity for yourself, don't sacrifice yourself, learn from your mistakes , this could be the pile of people into business , advocacy , interns etc , their could be someone coming to guide you , they will help you strategically to get to your goal be their student, learn from them , let me assure you something a very probability of you guys going from rags to riches , hehe so focusing on the good and see how your finances improve like a miracle .

Pile 3 :

Some of you here could be born rich or might achieve success and fame in life very early however it's advised for you to not let the fame get to your head and be genuinely grateful of what you have achieved and how far you have come , some of you might break free from what you have learned from your family, like all of your family went for being a lawyer and you are going for becoming a painter , you are breaking generational patterns , there could be a lot of jealousy or really established people trying to stop you from reaching your goal , however you are advised to not let it harm yourself, you have to keep going against all odds , people here could be entrepreneur, unique professions etc , develop your character and persuasion skills , the better you communicate the better you will earn babe , you will get chances for growth right now take it , use it , excel it , don't ignore opportunities that come your way , unrelated but spend some time in nature , for all you have to take you need peace and mediation, your responsibility is huge , some of you here should literally go on a vacation or atleast spend less time thinking about money , because you maybe thinking about it so much its becoming obsession and obsession is a negative emotion, think and feel in the frequencies of abundance, learn to be united and try to work in group settings it will help you so much, you are meant to lead and so should you but before that learn to manage all you have , don't loose any opportunity where you can make friends , these connections can take you very far in life , stay away from rivalry, always acknowledge how far you have come and how beautiful life is everything will be awesome.

Let me know if you resonate, feedbacks are really appreciated .♥︎♥︎♥︎

Have a great day/night ♡︎♡︎♡︎

[candyopala]

Stuck in his ways, Chapter 5

Chapter Summary:  Y/N’s training begins, but not before she discovers one of Obito’s secrets.

Words: 1.7k

AO3

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5:30 in the morning. It is the sixth time Y/N has woken up. This whole concussion thing has messed up her whole sleeping schedule, she tried her best to get some rest, but to no avail. She ended up sleeping for about fourteen or fifteen hours between small intervals, but she feels worse than before. 

Y/N drags herself out of bed, makes some coffee, and brushes her teeth, the whole deal. Having a constant roof above her head is nice, she has to admit that. Not having to worry about wild animals and the climate is cool, but the warmth of a bed is the best part of it. Tying her brand new bandana on her forehead, she leaves the small apartment and heads to the training grounds on the outskirts of the village.  

She makes her way through the village’s main market, trying to avoid stumbling onto the hundreds of busy people bustling around her. Watching people attend to their duties and following their routines has always been a hobby of hers, she always found interest in seeing people who can afford to do the same thing every day, have some sort of routine. Can she consider herself one of them now? No, maybe not. Ninjas are always doing different missions and whatnot; their routines are as fucked up as a merc’s. Maybe she can become a baker in another life, who knows? 

Around the corner, a hand blocking her way surprises her. At the end of it is a medium height man with his hair tucked into some sort of fabric, with bits of brown hair coming out of the sides. The man holds a toothpick between his lips, accompanied by a smug smile and an attitude that instantly annoys Y/N. 

“’Sup babygirl, how come I’ve never seen you around?”

“I’ve been busy for the last 26 years”

“Busy living in my dreams, I bet”

“Busy fucking you mom, actually”

The sleazy type is the worst in Y/N’s opinion. Nothing disgusts her more than someone who thinks they’re hot shit just because they’re attractive. She pushes him away and keeps on walking.  

“Ouch! Feisty, I like that. I’ll remember ya!” he states as he leaves the scene with a wink and a flick of his toothpick. 

This has to be a joke, what a douchebag.

Going back on her way and observing the people, she closes into a mass of messy short black hair. The man has his back turned to her, but by the jonin vest and height, she assumes it could be… no, wait… it could not be! This man is helping an old lady carry a shitload of groceries, he would never be nice enough to do that. 

Could it be him!?

From afar, she changes angle to try and catch a glimpse of his face. After much difficulty dodging busy locals, she is able to see clearly and… it’s Obito! Obito Uchiha helping a poor old lady carry her stuff, I wish I had a camera on me. She thinks of approaching him, but she decides against it in favor of watching from a distance to see where this goes. 

Turns out the frail woman lives on the other side of town. Obito sure enough has carried all that stuff through the worst climbs Y/N has ever seen on a city. But that was not all: he was being extra nice. He laughed at all her jokes and even smiled back at her. This is grade A entertainment. 

When they finally reach her destination, the old lady pulls out a lollypop and gives it to him. Y/N immediately loses her shit, almost falling from the ceiling she is in because of her fit of laughter. Before she can compose herself, she notices a presence behind her. She was discovered, but who cares? She has seen enough. Obito towers above her, trying to look intimidating, but failing to do so since he has a lollipop on his mouth. 

“First you invade my house, now you’re following me. Are you sure I’m the one who should be called a creep?”

“Well, you’re right. Maybe I’ll start calling you… Granny Simp Uchiha©, how about that?”  

“I hate you”

“Ow, I’m so hurt, oh my god, how could you? But seriously, I didn’t mean to intrude, but when I saw that… I needed to see more to believe it” She states as she breaks into another fit of laughter

“Let’s go, we’re late for training”

“Have you ever been on time a day of your life, though?”

“Never, I’ll probably be late for my own funeral”

“Fair enough. Wait, did you just make a joke that’s not on my expense?”

“Oh no, your dumbassery is influencing me!” He raises his gloved hands ironically

“Shut up”

 ~”~

 They both reach the training grounds at around 7:30, late but not a whole lot, thanks to Obito’s kamui. Obito will have to make some slight modifications on the mission report to avoid Minato’s wrath. After a quick warmup, Obito goes straight to the point: 

“How much do you even know about jutsu?”

“Well… I can do that chakra punch, maybe walk on water and trees or release genjutsu, but that’s all.”

“Not even a clone or some substitution jutsu?”

“Nope”

“So you’re basically an academy student with enough brute force to take down S rank criminals… That’s… odd”

Y/N scratches the back of her head, clearly embarrassed by her lack of training. Obito did not expect to have to teach such basic things. I mean, if he wanted to teach people stuff he would have signed up for a job at the academy. He still cannot believe Minato sensei is putting him up to this babysitting job. 

He needs to do well on this mission if he wants to get back onto the Hokage’s good side and guarantee his position as the next one. This is his second day with Y/N and things have been insane and… fun? No, he should not be thinking like that. Perhaps he should also go talk with Kushina and ask her to convince sensei to let him go from this one; he was always her favorite after all.

“Granny simp? You ok? Did I disappoint you that much?”

Obito fixes his bandana’s position over his left eye, trying to get himself out of his head. He is here now, so he had better get to work. If he can control himself enough not to put her under a nasty genjutsu for calling him that again, that is. 

“Call me that again and I’ll tell everyone that you saw me naked”

“You were not naked, dickhead. And what’s wrong with that?”

“Uhm…?”

“…?”

“Anyway… we’ll start with some cloning jutsu. Have you ever done any seals?”

“Only one or two”

“Try to copy what I’m doing”

“Hey! Stop doing it so fast!”

She honestly seems to be giving her best, but her hand signs are not quite right and the chakra distribution on her network must be all wrong, judging by her failure in producing something that seems to be remotely human. This takes Obito’s memory back to his old academy days, back when he could not do a single clone properly. He would spend whole nights awake training to achieve something passable. Rin helped him a lot back then. The only thing he has ever taught someone was that sexy jutsu to Naruto. To say Kushina was mad was an understatement. 

“Concentrate your chakra all along your body, not only on your hands”

“Hum… right, can I get a lollipop after this?”

Four hours later and Y/N has finally mastered two basic jutsu: substitution and cloning. She almost passed out several times due to exhaustion, but thanks to some food pills, she is enduring todays training much better. 

Obito has been analyzing her every movement with his sharingan. Looking closely her techniques lack grace, truly a sign of someone who learned everything they know by experience. He needs to fix that too. 

Her endurance is also remarkably low. If she were to fight right now, she could do maybe two or three jutsu before passing out, making her rely solely onto her speed and blade habilities. The girl is more of a samurai than a ninja at this point. Examining her file earlier, he noticed that her chakra reserves are not that low as she has stated before, according to the medical department she has an average quantity of it. She just lacks the ability to use it properly.  

Some very hard work is in order; it could take some months to get her into decent shape. That would be too much time and effort for Obito, there has to be another way of dealing with this mission quicker. 

He did not want to do this, but he will have to talk to Kakashi for some teaching tips. Hell, if he was able to teach anything useful to Naruto he will be able to come up with a routine to help Y/N’s training. 

I just hope he doesn’t decide to bother me about this situation…

After dropping Y/N on her house, with much protest from her part, Obito heads to the village’s café to meet with Kakashi Hatake. He knows that the ninja likes to spend his late afternoons reading his porn books accompanied by some coffee, disgusting stuff if you ask Obito. The coffee, that is. He has no formed opinion on porn books.

Approaching the store, he spots his friend’s mass of upward pointing grey hair. Something is different about him, though. Kakashi is usually… a very apathetic person. The look he gave Obito had chills running the Uchiha’s spine, he looked, well, excited. 

“Obito! I finally found you! Sit down”

Aliens killed him and this is a body double. Or this is one of Gai’s practical jokes. Obito is honestly stumped.

“Are you ok bakashi?”

“Great! So… who’s the girl?”

Great, just awesome.      

“I don’t know what you’re talking about”

“Of course you know, everyone is talking about how you were seen walking up and down with some mysterious gal. I’m so happy for you! Finally you’re going to stop being a sad grumpy bachelor! I’ll call dibs on the position of best-man” and suddenly Kakashi jumps up from his seat, coming closer to Obito’s face “Have you guys done it yet? Did she run away from you and now you need my advice? You could use some techniques from Icha I-”

“What the fuck is wrong with you? Those books are rotting your brain, seriously what the hell?”

“So is it true?”

[nad-zeta]

Headcanon of Mc and her beloved little pet

hello, I love your writing!. Reading texts from you helps me a lot! Could you please write hcs or stories for Mitsunari and Mitsuhide with MC who has a little dog Yukiko whom she loves like a child? The doggie would be well behaved but timid and MC would be very protective over it and give it a lot of her attention

Hey there love! Thank you so much for your kind words @nairil-daeris ! I’m so glad I was able to brighten your day in someway or another, makes me so happy! I am only to happy to write an HC including my two fav Mitsus!<3 

 lol side note i wrote this in second person cause it feels more personal that way ^_^. Also to all those who submitted match ups.... i am going to move house tomorrow so i most likely wont get to writing them until the weekend! Thanx so much for your patiences guys❤! Also please stay safe during this time of chaos <3 Hope u guys enjoy my 3rd attempt at writing an HC😂🙈

 Mitsunari

Your birthday was coming up, and Mitsunari was trying to figure out the best gift to get you. He knew you were slightly jealous of the fact that all the warlords had a pet to love and care for, and you didn’t. You’ve also wanted a little pet to play and snuggle with when Mitsunari was off to war. You know, to keep you company.

Mitsunari had made up his mind to get you your own little pet. He and Kitty hit the markets to find the perfect companion to expand you, little family. Honestly, Mitsunari couldn’t find what he was looking for and started walking back to his manor, feeling a little discouraged. When all of a sudden, kitty jumped out of his arms and ran straight onto someone’s property. Mitsunari looked down in horror when he saw a sweet little black dog chained to a post, starving. Mitsunari looked at kitty and said, “It looks like you’ve found us the perfect addition to our family kitty.” Mitsunari cut the pup free, picked up the two animals, and walked back home with the biggest grin on his face.

He cleaned the little dog up and waited for you to come home. He was positively buzzing with excitement and anticipation. When he heard your footsteps, he quickly placed the doggo in a big box and called you over to come and open your birthday present. You opened the box and instantly lost your heart. You proceeded to very dramatically lift the pup out of the box, and Lion King style lifted her up into the air over your head while loudly singing “Nants ingonyama bagithi baba, Sithi uhm ingonyama” *into to lion king’s circle of life song*. You then proclaimed her name to be Yukiko.

You treated this sweet little dog like a princess. You would bath and groom her and place the cutest little bows in her hair. You would spend hours with her in your lap, stroking her soft fur while you read. Everywhere you went, little Yukiko followed. You even learned from Masamune how to make special dog food just for her.

You were extremely overprotective of your timid little dog and would scold anyone who dare come too close to her. Once day little Yukiko tracked some mud into the castle hallway while looking for you and unfortunate bumped into Hideyoshi. Hideyoshi was not impressed; in a slightly raised tone, he was about to scold the dog when suddenly she yelled and ran away with her tail between her legs. Needless to say, you gave Hideyoshi an earful for scaring your little pup.

Mitsunari wasn’t a jealous lover, but he did miss having your undivided attention. It wasn’t until he saw you playing with Yukiko laughing without a care in the world while she licked your face, that he started to feel a little neglected. That night his sweet lil angel hugged you tight while Yukiko was out playing on the grass and asked you if you still loved him.

You were super confused! Of course, you still loved him, you never stopped. 

You looked up at him and started peppering his face with small kisses until that bright, radiant smile that you love was back on his face. Since then, you made sure to snuggle and cuddle with Mitsunari just as much as Yukiko.

Mitsuhide

The two of you were enjoying a pleasant stroll in the market. Suddenly out of nowhere, there was a downpour. The two of you ran hand in hand to take cover in the nearest teahouse to wait out the storm. All of a sudden, Mitsuhide stopped and narrowed his eyes to look down one of the alleyways. You looked up at him in confusion, while straining your ears to figure out what could have made him stop so abruptly in such a big storm. He started walking down the alleyway to get a closer look, and that’s when you saw her. A pitch-black poodle shivering under a makeshift shelter. Mitsuhide picked up the little creature by the scruff of its neck and gave it a look over. You looked at Mitsuhide and squeezed his hand while pleading with your eyes to keep the little pup. Who was he to say no to his sweet little mouse? He cradled the little doggo in his arm and continued on his route with you to find shelter from the rest of the storm.

By the time the three of you got home, you were absolutely drenched. After a warm bath and a change of clothes, you now sat in front of Mitsuhide, while he dried your hair. Sitting in front of you was the little pup whose hair you were busy drying. “so little mouse, whatever shall the new addition to our family’s name be.” You looked back at him, gave him the most dazzling smile, while proudly proclaiming, “her name is to be Yukiko, cause I have a feeling she is going to bring tons of happiness into our lives.” He smiled back at you and thought about how he loved seeing you so excited and happy. He kissed your nose and continued to dry your hair.

That night as you were about to drift off to sleep, you heard a little cry. You looked over at Mitsuhide, who was fast asleep and smiled to yourself. You then got up and walk towards the direction of the sound. You opened the door and saw your little pup. You smiled at your new baby and at the fit she was throwing because she wanted to be in the same room as her two new parents. You picked her up and sat down in the corner of the room, not wanting to disturb Mitsuhide’s sleep. You then started nuzzled into Yukiko’s silky soft fur and cuddled with her until you fell asleep. Mitsu woke abruptly and started reaching out for you, only to discover you were missing from his side. He began to panic when he felt how cold your side of the bed was. He narrowed his eyes and looked around the darkroom. He spotted his lovely little mouse and sweet little Yukiko sitting dead still in the corner of the room. As he approached you, he noticed you were slumped over and fast asleep. Yukiko gave him her best puppy dog eyes as if to ask, “please don’t put me in the other room again.” Mitsuhide looked at your face and saw a small smile, most likely from having the pup snuggled in your arms, he could never deny his beloved any request sleeping or awake. Mitsu just smiles at the pup and pet her head. He kissed you on the forehead, nose, and then cheek. He picked the pair of you up and tucked you back into the futon.

Yukiko became like your child. You doted like crazy on this sweet pup. Teaching her all sorts of little tricks like delivering the warlords mail or even playing dead to mess with Ieyasu. You couldn’t help but feel the need to protect your timid baby from all the scary things in the world. Speaking of scary things, cue Mitsuhide entering the room. You would tug on Mitsuhide’s ear and scold him for continually trying to scare your timid pup. He found it so amusing how the smallest sound would send the pipsqueak running for the hills. Definitely worth the hour-long lecture he received from you.

It’s been a week since you and Mitsuhide had adopted Yukiko, and gosh Mitsuhide was starting to get jealous. You spent all your time with the little dog, and TBH he started feeling a bit neglected. Not to mention the fact that you were super overprotected of her. You wouldn’t even let him pat her anymore as punishment for teasing her so much in the past.

So Mitsuhide devised a plan, each day, he would give the pup extreme amounts of love and attention. He must admit he truly loved the little dog almost as much as you did. It was finally time to play out his plan to win back his little mouse’s attention. He low key wanted you to feel how it felt to be ignored and be second best when it came to cuddles.

 He told you how he felt like the dog had taken all your love and affection and that he was starting to feel a lil neglected. All while having the sweetest little blush on his face. Before you could even say a thing, he continued in saying that the two of you were now going to play a game to see who the dog loved most.

 If the dog came to him first, he would win and, you would have to tone it down on the over-protectiveness AND give him back all your attention. If the dog ran to you first, you would win, and he would admit he was wrong and adapt to this new lifestyle. 

You knew you had this contest in the bag but made a mental note regardless of Mitsuhide’s feelings. You knew this silly game was just a way for him to be honest with you about how he felt. Yukiko was then placed in the center of the room while Mitsuhide moved the opposite side. 3….2….1… GO. Both of you called out to Yukiko in your most enthusiastic voices. You couldn’t help but chuckle a little, at Mitsu’s unusually high-pitched voice trying to catch Yukiko’s attention.

At the end of this little game, you both had lost! Yukiko decided to choose Chimaki, Mitsuhide’s little fox. Yukiko ignored the both of you, walked over to where the fox was resting on the futon and joined him. The both of you looked up at the other and smile in defeat. You two couldn’t help but look and cooed over how sweet the two pets looked snuggled up together.

Mitsu couldn’t help but think at that moment, that the two pets represented you two. One pure white as snow and the other black as the night, a yin to a yang. At the end of the day, you came to a compromise, and now you would sit between Mitu’s legs with his chin resting on your shoulder. His arms would be snaked tight around your waist. He would then occasionally kiss your neck, shoulder, or cheek in these cuddles as a sign of his appreciation and affection. You couldn’t be happier in the arms of the man you loved so dearly while having your two precious children sleeping in your lap. You would just sit there while stoking the two pets and bask in the pure love and happiness of your little family.

[ryncorrect]

university!au: day6 young k

hello this is my first attempt of writing scenario or imagine or whatever you want to call it bshsnsnsbd and yes it should be young k bc i love him so much

actually i wasn’t sure if i should do college or university but because here in my country we don’t really have colleges (i think???) idk how they work so i’ll just go with university lol i hope this isn’t too bad ok lezgedit

WARNING: THIS IS LONGER THAN I WANTED IT TO BE IM SORRY SHSJDNDJDB

name: kang younghyun

major: business administration

other activities: bassist and vocalist of university band, part of faculty’s basketball team, vice president of music club, member of creative writing club

let’s be real kang younghyun will definitely be that Popular Student™ even though he’s not trying to be one

it’s just that he’s been and always will be a social butterfly

he can be easily found everywhere

sport events? he’s in

festivals? he’s performing with the band

speech competitions? count him in

seminars and all those stuffs? there he is

he enjoys being actively involved in a lot of things and everyone loves his enthusiasm

also he’s hot so there’s that

trust me he’s the embodiment of attractiveness i mean h a v e you seen him—

and despite of all his activities, he still manages to get decent good grades

of course there are days when he’s so exhausted from all the work it seems like he’s gonna pass out anytime but even then he still looks like he just showered under the fountain of youth

how is this possible

ngl half of the students have crush on him

the other half either haven’t realized it yet or just in denial

you’re the in denial part

i’m lame as fuck

you’ve heard a lot about this younghyun guy and you’ve even watched him performing once last summer

but,,,,,,, what’s the big deal

yes you admit he’s kinda cute

and kinda hot as well

too hot holy frick those thighs—

he sings well

also smart and hardworking

he’s fluent in english because he attended high school in canada

it must be nice being his friend ugh

but you’re too shy to approach him and you don’t think it’ll be worth the effort anyway

most of popular boys are so full of themselves and younghyun is probably no different, so you leave it as that

gotta save yourself the heartbreak oops bye

anyway whatever major you’re in, the first time you actually meet younghyun is in the writing club

there’s nothing wrong with being both a business major and a member of creative writing club, really

but honestly you don’t know why younghyun joined when all he does is literally nothing

he doesn’t show a lot of interest in shakespeare or stephen king or anything

he doesn’t even seem to like reading either

he’s just kinda

be there

everyone welcomes him anyway so whatever

and after some time you see that he’s actually really friendly and kind

needs help to translate anything from or to english? he’s always ready

wants to discuss some business issues and marketing strategies for your paper? he’s all ears

sometimes he cracks a joke at serious time which makes everyone laughs in the middle of book discussion

dork

you laugh along anyway although his jokes are somewhat lame

just like this au

oh right have i mentioned his voice

that deep, smooth, sexy voice? yeah

no you don’t like him no you don’t no you—

however you and him barely interact because you’re not really good at chit-chat or small talks

if you’re an extrovert who likes chit chat then sorry my bad

the conversation you two usually have is like

“hey what’s up” “how was your day?” “the weather is nice today” “did you have lunch yet?” “see ya”

until one day you accidentally get a look of his notebook (in your defense, he kinda dozes off so you just want to check if he’s actually sleeping and the notebook just happened to be there, opened)

he’s?? writing a poem?????

“uhm no, it’s lyrics from my song…”

hE??? WRITES HIS OWN SONG????? AND IT LOOKS LIKE A LEGIT POEM?????

you’re amazed

yes we’re that easy

“is that why you joined this club? to help you writing lyrics?”

he nods and smiles sheepishly

soul: sold

uwu: spilled

so yeah from there you two start to talk a lot more

surprisingly you two have similar taste of music thanks god

he tells you that he’s into composing these days and he wants to perform his own songs in front of people one day

you recommend some books that you hope can help

he admits that he never finishes any books you lend him because he ends up falling asleep but okay we know boi is busy af

you and him spend time together outside the club either watching movies, books or CDs hunting, or just hanging out for coffee

sometimes you ask him to sing you a song because whenever he plays guitar he’s like all focused and his fingers move so prettily and honestly we you will Die™ for his singing voice okay he’s really that good if you disagree you’re an alien

he says you have to pay for it

don’t worry he knows we university students are broke he just wants jjajangmyeon

he eats five portions of it and has stomachache later what a loser

you cry hard watching sad movies and are embarrassed, also your face is swollen oml

“it’s okay, you still look cute”

you outside: shut up younghyun

you inside: SJNSHNAHDNSKNAYD

him calling you cute whenever there’s a chance and you dying

HIS. FUCKIN. SMILE. DAMMIT MY HEART

him spamming you selcas he takes in class secretly, in the bathroom (im not talking about dick pics dw), and in the band practice room

“my phone lags younghyun pls stop”

*he sends 27 more*

“okay who’s that behind you?”

“huh? it’s jae”

“wow he’s,,,, really cute. say hello to him for me”

he ignores your reply and resends the selca after he cuts jae off it

“how about now? does he look cute?”

...really younghyun

at this point no one ever says “just date already” because everyone thinks you two already are

but you aren’t dating

just being younghyun’s friend is enough for you

really

or perhaps it isn’t but apparently tumblr has 100 blocks limit on phone so i can’t write more than this ahsjsnhansjsnnsh

oooookay that’s all I have im sorry for the shitty content i just love day6 and i barely find anything about them here so i just,,,, want to contribute,,,,,, excuse my mistakes and grammar errors as im still learning english lol and if you happen to read this until here,,, kindly leave me some words maybe? oK BYExzcx

[murlinxmaverick]

Max-Q

This is the start. We just made a decision that we must keep. I cant remember exactly what it was but I thought out the whole idea and it was beautiful, sexy, spontaneous, and all that great stuff. But its gone. I cant remember it any more so this is my attempt to remebering it as it was in that moment of escapism. This blog is for you. This is the start of becoming the person you are today, a letter from your past self. I’m making changes to this shit life. I started writing this thing like 6 days ago or something and I cant remember wtf I wanted to say. We had a revelation of what the future can bring if you just put everything into it. I want to break the boundaries and go above the limits of this shit life. 

user912968235, you are no longer bounded to your role. You are free to do anything. lets go to the fucking stars because we are literally ripping the mental shackles off. i can actually feel pain in my arms as im writing this. its probably from the way I’m sitting but I will not let the irony just slip by like so many other opportunities have. And right now what we need to focus on is the shit memory we have, or maybe by now, I have. I want this life to be writn by your hand and not the hand of an other. take control of this narrative, write a fucking campaign like some mad scientist on shrums. Lets fuck shit up. Lets find the love of our life. lets build a home where everyone wants to be, a place where people come and ask to stay. never turning down those you love. family, friends and just great people. 

Lets stay humble and work hard every moment we get. but also take breaks and let loose when the time is right. dont be lazy. because you had loads of time and youve wasted so much of it. But we are at a critical point, Max-Q aint no joke, we can really fuck it up here. We must start to plan out our future. I’m talking self image, ladies and career. we are starting at rock bottem because thats where i am. but not for long. this starship is not going to stay grounded for long. (starshitp just crashed) I’m talking werried i know. i must think about what I say before saying, my instinctive verbal responses are never wha people want to hear, lets start thinking. I have some serioius mental issues and the mind is so powerful. It should be functioning at max capacity, or else whats the point. i need to send this bitch to the garage because its not working right. Im going insane. like you cant stay focused on one thing and because of that you cant remember shit. like wtf dude, just slow down and live in the moment. remember to acknowledge yourself and the little victories. You hear this all the time and its kinda true. buit the difference is no one has your life and no one will ever have your life so no one can tell you what is right. you must decide. i must decide. and i have. i have decided to be an artist, a scientist, a pornstar, and teacher, a great son, a great brother, a great friend to those who are great. Im tired of esisting, i want to live. 

Lets do a recap: 2020 has been shit. I cannot remember shit because most of it you would rather forget. For instance, all the masterbation, the porn watching. you do it too much for not to be part of your income. Be a journalist for playboy or something. like please, get something out of looking at these computer ladies all the time. Diahann got away. that fucking sucked. We tought about contacting Erika, just get her to be a voice actress in you movie. that is your oplan on getting her back. uhm what else. look at how low dropping out of college is on this thing. why? like I really dont care, do I? so yeah we got to get back to that and finish. because we need to be done with it. just make sure to keep practicing and well finish. You did! Music still isnt a big part of our life. the world is at your fingertips and all you can seem to view is shit like google, and social media. this year youve gotten closest to drawing by searching things that influence you. We are going to sell advertisments. but we must build outr protfolio. you Just made the email adress today. that had to have been the easiest and hardest step you have taken. (the first little acievement acknowledged) What else... IDK whatever. time to focus on the future. 

So the plan is to not put somuch pressure on yourself, time to give yourself less to think about. stay busy. dont let anytime go to waste and use it on fewer things. or more things, idk , you dont do much as of right now. But yes. the remainder of 2020 will be used to plan for the future, we want hot chicks lots of money and true happiness in our future. lets get organized and lets change it up. i want three comics done, wake up being the focus, then that adult comic you have in mind with the black market and buying a girl. idk some crazy shit. just do it. let your demons free. think of the craziest shit and hide it in plain sight. fix your car and make it worth driving. because its kinda shit. focus your story to being about reusing. education, and storage. Maximize your brain and push it to its limits. do let the time slip. Time slippage is damaging your tools to grow. Plan on remembering more information. read. write. film. photograph, invest. do it. you cant continue like this. Plan like you are the person you want to be and you will becomethat person. And most importantly, you must reflect, that is the most important part rightnow. Work on a play. Make it powerful. that can be a form of reflection. but make sure you are planning a future that you want. you cannot be successful if you do not.

The girl: this is probably the biggest part to you rightnow. she is going to be everything you want. and you must be everything she wants. so think along those lines and do what you need to do make that happen. she going to be beautiful and you are going to keep being reminded everytime you look at her, and she will know by the way you look at her, wha you say and what you do. fuck her till she cant form sentences. Be that guy, thats who i want to be. i wnat small tits. please. you know!

And take it one step at a time. just try to be productive with your time. Keep learning. today Diana thanked me for opening up to her because when she asked how i was feeling i replied with” stressed horny tired and depressed” instead of the usual “ok” and she really liked that. i need to be better at talking to her but also choose your words wisely, she loves to talk. I dont trust her to keep a secret. that might be a friendship thats worth keeping though, i think her and Nani will get along. 

i am broken in so many ways. and a lot of is is simply neglect. pay attention to it all and fix it. start exposing yourself the be best and become the best. Train the brain everymoment you get. because right now its starting to feel like a burden. like your thoughts are holding you back, but instead they are whats propelling you forward. i am proud of who i am regardless of my past mistakes. Keep yout back straight and head up. 

Ihate doing something and it not being perfect. that is what is keeping me from doing anything, and now i have done nothing. i need to react to not doing something perfect differnetly then i have because i cant keep doing the same things, its whats keeping me back. you are gemini. what ever the fuck that means. if you need someone to hold you accountable, then stream your shit and act like someone is always watching you. Do porn. (<jesus fuck im funy) .

that brings me to the topic of astrology. i am going to study this shit like its some kind of science and im going to use this knowledge to fuck hot women. i swear its going to be a mind fuck of total satisfaction. yes. 

This is going nowhere at this point. back to future me. Adopt a kid and mold that mother fucker into a fucking jem. and be the kind of guy he will always look up to and he will become someone you look up to. acknowledge his ideas as an equal. and get strong. we gotta be able to protect them from anything. 

gotta look good too, start buying like you know who you are. you are everyone and everything is going this way for a reason. i wnat to be responsable and i need to look the part.

[thirstyfortom]

Control: Epilogue

“Now, MC, what was your inspiration for this book?”

“The truth. You know, facing the advertising market on a very competitive scenario like I had to when living in UK and just… trying to make a flower bloom in the middle of concrete, if I’m allowed to be tacky.”

“I see. So how about this part?” the interviewer clears his throat and takes the book in his hands, opening to a marked page. “’An advertiser-client relationship at first could be seen as  the first being the dominant one, setting the rules and controlling the clients’ interests and needs. But truth is a client doesn’t have a submissive permanent role, he switches it up, per say, offering patterns in consume so the advertisers can trace them and find what it sells and what it doesn’t. Clients and advertisers are part of a bigger scenario, open to subjectivity and individuality, when everyone could be a switcher.’ This feels like a reference to BDSM, am I correct?”

“Oh, don’t mind the innuendos, they are just part of the oldest rule in advertising.”

“And that would be?”

“Sex sells.” Both you and the reporter laugh. “No, I… I think people who work in this field can be very misunderstood, exactly like the BDSM community. There are a lot of assumptions, but in the end, all they want is to satisfy and be satisfied, just like advertisers.”

“Interesting comparison.  Do you like taking risks?”

“I… I don’t know if I like it or not, I think risks are necessary in order to move forward.”

“I see. Because you know, some people would say it’s very risky writing a book with so many references to sex when it’s not about sex.”

“It’s only risky if the writer is a woman. If I were a man, people would say I’m bold, adventurous, sarcastic… that’s why I think we, as woman, should not look at risks as a choice, but as the only option to move forward. Women innovating is the tendency for the future, but I don’t think I should explain this to an interviewer running a podcast about women in the market.” You wink at the interviewer, who nods and smiles in satisfaction at your answer. “Anyway, I think risks are important.”

“Have you taken many risks in your life?”

“A few, and that’s why I tell you, at first you will think that you’ve done something stupid, but it pays off at some point. When I chose to leave Korea and move to UK, it was a risk, I was terrified and wanted to undo everything on the first week, but then I got a job at this amazing PR agency, learned a lot and through that experience, I found the inspiration to the book.”

“I see. Being a single mom in a foreign country is also a big risk.”

“Oh, you bet! That’s why I thought going back to Korea now they are a little older would be good. They will take their own risks, but now they should just be little girls growing next to their culture, next to their granny.”

“Well, maybe they won’t have to. Things are changing slowly, but maybe they will be easier for your girls.”

“Yes, I hope so.”

“So… did they read your book?”

“Well, they’re six now, so uhm… yeah, maybe I should wait a little more… or a lot.” The interviewer laughs and you grin.

***

“You should wait a little more.” your mom says over the phone. “Honey, calm down, and just wait a few more minutes.”

“Ugh… this is hard, ma!”

“If it has to be, it will, honey.” She says muffling some coughs, her voice sounds much clearer ever since the last time you’ve spoke. It must be the new meds, well, they’re pricy, but worthy.

Unlike this pregnancy test, what the hell? You bought the most expensive in the drugstore with the guarantee it was fast and precise. This is the third one you’re taking and yet you’re not sure if… you’re pregnant or not.

“So, honey?”

“Two stripes. It’s positive.” You take a while to answer your mom, staring at the two parallel stripes showing in the little display.

Two stripes.

They should mean nothing except “you’re pregnant” but to you these two stripes could mean you will have a mark of whatever was that thing that happened with Seven and it’s already in the past, or… they could mean that you still have a future with Jumin.

That’s what you had in mind when you agreed on having him as a client. You took a risk to see if there was a chance of him being able to handle the real you.

It was a risk that it didn’t pay off, you couldn’t handle the way he would deal with the real you. It was a toxic, dangerous relationship, just like your father had with your mother.

You don’t even know who the father is, for fuck’s sake! It’s probably Jumin, since you fucked him first that day in the bathroom, but… even this doubt itself would be fire to ignite more of the sparkles of a fucked up relationship.

And you would be damned if this kid growing inside you turned out to be like you, the real you or the fake you, whatever, both are terrible.

So leaving felt right, and sparing the man you loved from dealing with all this mess was the only good thing you could do to him.

Especially if he really was the father of this kid.

Kids. You would have twins seven months later in UK.

***

“Sir, Chief Assistant Kang apparently sent someone. It’s someone related to RFA. Her name is MC.”

“MC…?”

“Should I let her in?”

“Oh… Yes.”

“Yes, sir.”

The chief of security opens the door and a young woman walks in. She holds the strap of her bag in front of her knees and smiles.

“I didn’t now Assistant Kang would send you. God…” Jumin feels like he can’t pull his eyes away from hers. “Sorry, I just stared into your eyes.”

“Jumin… I’m so glad to finally meet you.” She offers her hand, and he shakes it solemnly, her hand was cold, was she cold? Oh… was it bad he felt a kind of warmth having the MC from the chat room right here, right now, so close to his reach?

Yes, so close… he can almost kiss you like this… should… should he? No, he should wait a little more.

***

He should wait a little more. Yes, someone else will take the line and will stay behind you. But… why doesn’t he want to talk to you? He had imagined how it would be to meet you again one day, he… waited for this.

He waited for six years.

“Mommy, can we buy a sweater for Mr. William next time?”

“Hum… I think Mr. William’s fur already keeps him warm, but if it gets really cold in the winter, we could.”  The little girl’s eyes gleam and she smiles.

“So-Yeon, what color do you think Mr. William would like for his sweater? I think he would like red.”

“Cats can’t see the red color, dummy!”

“Says who?”

“That science book we have.” The other girl sticks her tongue out, earning a glare from the first one. “Mommy, do you think cat food tastes nice?”

“I’ve never tasted, So-Young. I wouldn’t know.” Jumin feels like chuckling of your attempt of sounding serious. “Why is that?”

“Because cats like fish, we should take the fish shaped food for Mr. William.”

“I don’t know if he would like it, honey.”

“He will, mommy!” the first girls intervenes “Look, mommy! The cat there looks like Mr. William, so he will like.”

The girls point to the sack of cat food behind her, Mr. William really looks like the cat on the sack of the cat food. The one Jumin is holding.

“It’s not polite to point, So-Yeon.” You scold her before taking a look at the person behind you and the girls, probably to apologize.

Your mouth open, but there’s no voice. His eyes lock with yours, and he smiles awkwardly. Like he did that first time you’ve saw each other.

“Hi…”

“Hello.” He says, looking at you and the girls.

“Mommy…?”

“Oh… yes, girls, uhm… Jumin, this is So-Young and this is So-Yeon. Girls, this is Jumin Han, he’s mommy’s friend.”

Both of them stare at him with curiosity, so he leans down to shake their hands.

“Nice to meet you, ladies.”

“Mommy, he’s so tall.” He chuckles and looks at you. “I want to be tall, mommy.”

“Maybe you will one day, sweetie.” You smile wryly. “It’s good to see you.”

“Likewise. Congratulations on the book, I heard a lot of positive reviews.”

“Thank you. Congratulations on the new company.”

“It’s merely a start-up.”

“It’s a risk worth take. Your father must be proud.”

“He wasn’t exactly pleased when I left C&R, but yes, he understood a new start could be good.”

“It definitely is.” You smile, the most genuine smile you probably ever gave him.

“Do you have cats?” So-Young asks him.

“I have a cat, her name is Elizabeth the 3rd.” the twins look at each other and giggle. They resemble you so much! It’ so cold out there, why is he feeling this warm?

“We have Mr. William. Can he play with Elizabeth?”

“Ah, Elizabeth is a little old, she doesn’t play much these days… I’m sorry, young lady.”

“I suppose nobody can pick her food like you these days.” You state, trying not to think how much you thought about Elizabeth all this time.

“Yes, you’re right.” He nods. “Maybe you girls could meet h…”

The pet shop cashier clears his throat, giving a passive aggressive reminder that this is a line, and you’re the next on it.

You recompose yourself, bringing the girls closer for you to pay. They keep looking at Jumin, you don’t.

Jumin smiles in a melancholic way. He imagined how it would be if he ever met you again, especially after he heard you were back to Korea and releasing a book.  But bumping into you in a pet shop was the last way he imagined this to happen.

He never imagined two little mini versions of you bombing him with questions either. How old could they be?

This is way better than every fantasy he had. So… should he pretend this was just his imagination getting extremely creative and let you go again?

Well, opening a new company made him realize he could be very creative, so maybe…

“Jumin!”  he hears a familiar voice calling for him when he leaves the pet shop. It’s you, the girls are sitting on a bench having ice cream. “Wait…”

“Yes, MC?”

“I want to take the risk.”

“Excuse me?”

“I’ve changed, so have you. We’re basically new people now, so…” you clear your throat. “I’m so glad to meet you. My name is MC, I work at a PR agency, I have a published book about advertising, but I worked as a professional domme for three years and a half, I was engaged once and ruined everything, and… I’m a single mom of two amazing little kids who make me really happy. Oh, and we have a cat, his name is Mr. William.” Your eyes look so glossy… are you going to cry? There’s that warmth again…

“What a coincidence.” He chuckles “I was engaged and ruined everything as well…”

You smile, and Jumin sees you shuddering to avoid the tears.

“I’m so glad to finally meet you, MC.” He offers his hand to shake yours. It’s so cold, and yet your hand is warm.

A new start will be good.

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[peachhpunch-blog]

Getting to Know Quinn McNeil

Answering ask memes without anyone sending you a message never really bothered me. Sometimes I want to answer them without any sort of prompt. Today is one of those days! I found an ask meme by cassandrapentayaaaaas for OCs and creators; not only does it look fun, but it’ll get me to understand Quinn even better! Enjoy!

1. What’s the maximum amount of time your character can sit still with nothing to do? Quinn is working towards being High Scholar in my world, which means plenty of studying. She is studious and dedicated, so she has no problems with sitting still for long periods of time. Sometimes her twin brother, Cameron, leaves glasses of water and food for her because he knows how often she forgot to take care of herself.

2. How easy is it for your character to laugh? I’d say about average. She politely giggles more than laugh, but Keandra makes her genuinely giggle all the time. Her brother, too, but she doesn’t really laugh on a regular basis.

3. How do they put themselves to bed at night (reading, singing, thinking?) More often than not, she falls asleep studying or reading. She’s basically stressed 24/7 because of school so she doesn’t really get a good full nights rest. Unfortunately.

4. How easy is it to earn their trust? She wants to see the best in everyone, but at the same time she’s the butt of a lot of jokes thanks to asshole Mervyn Fredrick Maslow III, who also wants to be High Scholar. She trusts her family, she trusts Keandra, but not many others. To her, actions speak louder than words. Show her that she can trust you, and you’re good!

5. How easy is it to earn their mistrust? She often gives second chances; she did with Mervyn at first, thinking that maybe he had an off day, that his attitude wasn’t about her but something else. But months past and he still ridiculed her. So I’d say it’s harder to earn her mistrust than her trust.

6. Do they consider laws flexible, or immovable? Oh no, rules are rules. The law is there for a reason. She is very Lawful Good. To be High Scholar, you must have a clean record because you work for the Emperor directly.

7. What triggers nostalgia for them, most often? Do they enjoy that feeling? The smell of aromatic woods, sunshine, and roses. She grew up in the Rosewood Palace because her uncle, the Emperor, is her and Cameron’s legal guardian. She also has a little drawing her brother had drawn as children that she keeps as a bookmark. It’s a picture of a the god and goddess Alistair and Nora. Unfortunately, she has nothing of her mother’s and father’s. So she’s pretty sad about that.

8. What were they told to stop/start doing most often as a child? “Be more confidant!” “Stop walking in your brother’s shadow!” “Smile more!” “Speak up!”

9.Do they swear? Do they remember their first swear word? She’s too pure for that. When she was seven she accidentally said “shit” and cried all the way to her uncle about it. (OKAY TRU STORY this happened to me and I ran all the way to my house and cried to my dad lmaooo)

10. What lie do they most frequently remember telling? Does it haunt them? Nothing seriously, to be honest. Just that she was going to bed when really she would stay up all night reading. She’s quite a truthful person, ie. question number 9!

11. How do they cope with confusion (seek clarification, pretend they understand, etc)? She keeps asking questions until she fully understands the situation/question. One of her pet peeves is misunderstanding or something not clicking. 

12. How do they deal with an itch found in a place they can’t quite reach? She’d more than likely try to scratch it on the back of a chair if she’s sitting. Once, she used a fountain pen and got ink all on her back!

13. What color do they think they look best in? Do they actually look best in that color? She loves the color red, and I think she looks beautiful in the color!

14. What animal do they fear most? She’s not scared of most creatures. I mean she lives in the city, and she spends so much time in the royal library that the worst she deals with is rats. She thinks they’re cute though! I would say dragons, but they’re all extinct. And I mean truly extinct. None of that Game of Thrones Mother of Dragons stuff. HAHA.

15. How do they speak? Is what they say usually thought of on the spot, or do they rehearse it in their mind first? My poor baby rehearses everything in her mind first, unless it’s in front of Cameron or Keandra. She has a soft voice, the kind of voice you’d want to hear when you’re having a bad day.

16. What makes their stomach turn? Public speaking.

17. Are they easily embarrassed? Ho boy, is she! I’d say her face is forever red because of how much she blushes.

18. What embarrasses them? Public speaking, people saying nice things to her, getting something wrong, stumbling over words, her brother teasing her... she’s basically a walking shoujo anime girl cliche!

19. What is their favorite number? Mmm... I don’t think she has one. Maybe 10? It’s divisible by 5 and 2 which makes thing look all pretty and organized.

20. If they were asked to explain the difference between romantic and platonic or familial love, how would they do so? She’d think about it for a while. She’d probably use examples from old tales and history to help explain.

21. Why do they get up in the morning? More than anything, she wants to be High Scholar. She wants to be recognized for her dedication, intelligence, and, even though she loves her brother more than anyone else in the world, she wants to prove that she is her own person. She does not need his shadow anymore.

22. How does jealousy manifest itself in them (they become possessive, they become aloof, etc)? I feel like there are several types of jealousy. She’s jealous of her brother because she wishes she could relax like him, but she knows she doesn’t have that in her. She’s jealous of Mervyn because he’s quite charismatic, but in Mervyn’s case, I think she does things out of spite. Haha I hope that made sense!

23. How does envy manifest itself in them (they take what they want, they become resentful, etc)? I’d always felt that envy and jealousy are the same thing, so please look at question 22.

24. Is sex something that they’re comfortable speaking about? To whom? In a clinical sense, sure. She can talk about the anatomy of a penis and vagina with ease. But personally, probably not.

25. What are their thoughts on marriage? Marriage isn’t really in her plan, but she’d bawl her eyes out at a wedding!

26. What is their preferred mode of transportation? Walking. She lives in a fantasy world where advanced technology doesn’t exist. Though I am toying with the idea of trains.

27. What causes them to feel dread? Surprise surprise! Public speaking! Leaving the city, her uncle’s long speeches, and the Bridging, which is the annual oral exam all scholars must take to advance to the next grade/level. 

28. Would they prefer a lie over an unpleasant truth? An unpleasant truth for sure. Quinn is stronger than she believes and can handle the ugly truth. Besides, who likes being lied to? No, no, scratch that because some of my OCs would rater a lie...

29. Do they usually live up to their own ideals? Unfortunately, no. She wants to be brave, charismatic, and outgoing, but that’s not who she is. She has very low confidence, but don’t worry! She gets there. I mean, I can’t really  consider that a spoiler. She’ll learn to love herself.  30. Who do they most regret meeting? Uhm, Mervyn for sure! And this nasty slimy dude, Hayes. :) 31. Who are they the most glad to have met? Keandra!!!!!!!!!! And another OC, Naomi, Rosewood’s General of Arms!

32. Do they have a go-to story in conversation? Or a joke? No... She’s horribly awkward in conversations.

33. Could they be considered lazy? ABSOLUTELY NOT! Lazy isn’t in her vocabulary.

34. How hard is it for them to shake a sense of guilt? Extremely hard. She’s her worst critic and is very hard on herself. She’ll think about it for weeks.

35. How do they treat the things their friends come to them excited about? Are they supportive?  Absolutely! If... they’re practical. If her brother came to her and said, “Quinn, I want to become Captain of the Guard!” she’d say, “Oh... Okay, but let’s think about this.” But if he said, “Quinn, I got an apprenticeship with an artist down at the Market, and I’m thinking about taking it” she’d say, “Cameron! That’s great! Who is it? What sort of art do they do? Do they have patrons? Followers? Will you need to buy your own supplies?” etc, etc... 34. Do they actively seek romance, or do they wait for it to fall into their lap? Quinn has a huge crush on Keandra, and vis versa, but romance isn’t her priority. She’d just let it happen, though they BOTH have this stupid “but they would never like me back” thought in their thick heads!

35. Do they have a system for remembering names, long lists of numbers, things that need to go in a certain order (like anagrams, putting things to melodies, etc)? She uses plenty of mnemonics.

36. What memory do they revisit the most often? There’s two! One, when she and Cameron were around five, they explored the palace, even the parts they were allowed to go. It’s the most rebellious she’s ever felt. The second, the moment she received her red shael. (Shael’s are like belts in karate, except they’re satin clothes you wear over your head. They represent the level of scholar you are - black, blue, green, red, gold, white. Cameron is green, while Quinn and Mervyn are red. Whoever earns the gold shael will be the nest High Scholar, but they do not get the white until the present High Scholar dies. I also chose black to be novice since black does not take in any color, and white as High Scholar because white takes in all colors.)

37. How easy is it for them to ignore flaws in other people? Mmm... haha. That’s one of Quinn’s flaws. It’s pretty hard to ignore someone’s flaws. She will try to correct it as nicely as she can, but it can become pretty annoying, like she’s trying to fix them into a perfect person. 

38. How sensitive are they to their own flaws? Same with other’s flaws, she sensitive to her own. 39. How do they feel about children? She loves children! But, again, children just aren’t in her plan.

40. How badly do they want to reach their end goal? VERY BADLY. But not enough to kill. So maybe not that badly! HA, I’m kidding! But she does want to be High Scholar very very badly. 41. If someone asked them to explain their sexuality, how would they do so? Okay, so, to Quinn, she doesn’t really care about her own sexuality. The world she lives in doesn’t really care, but I will make it a priority to show/tell the readers that some characters are bisexual/ace/trans/etc whenever gender/sexuality is important to them, the characters. Like Keandra, she’s mtf trans and bisexual, and that’s important to her. Another character, Naomi, is aromantic ace, and that’s important to her.  It’s just, Quinn doesn’t feel like it’s important. But for the sake of this question, Quinn is pansexual. I hope I made sense of this...

1. Why are you excited about this character? Absolutely! Please make more female characters like Quinn. She’s weak. It’s harsh, but it’s true. But she’s kind, smart, understanding, and she will grow into her own. I love characters like this (ie. Samwell Tarly/ Sansa Stark) because I root for them the most. And it’s nice to see a character I could relate to. 

2. What inspired you to create them? This is going to sound conceded, but... me. I’m a lot like Quinn, except I am definitely not that smart and I’m a little more outgoing. But like I said above, I want more female characters who are cowards, who hide behind people when they’re scared. Because they have the most room to grow! And I will root for all of those characters until I’m six feet under!!!!

3.  Did you have trouble figuring out where they fit in their own story? Nope! She was the first person I thought of. I was going to make this a 1 POV story with just her, but I love multiple POV books so much, now I have like... 5? She plays a pretty big role. 

4. Have they always had the same physical appearance, or have you had to edit how they look? Oh no, she went through some editing. At first she was petite and very thin, but then I was like... SCREW THAT! Now she’s still small but stocky from holding huge books and climbing up stairs and ladders all day long.

5. Are they someone you would get along with? Would they get along with you? I think so... We’re both so a like. She’s the kind of person you feel comfortable sitting quietly with! 6. What do you feel when you think of your OC (pride, excitement, frustration, etc)? Mmm... Excited, mostly. Because I can’t wait to see her grow into such a fantastic woman!

7. What trait of theirs bothers you the most? How she always second guesses herself, and yet she wants to “fix” her friends when she notices a flaw. And how her brother has to stand up for her.

8. What trait do you admire most? Oh, her dedication for sure. That’s where we’re the opposite. I’m so lazy, but she gets so determined when she really gets her mind on something.

9. Do you prefer to keep them in their canon universe? .... Yes?

10. Did you have to manipulate or exclude canon factors to allow them to create their character? ......... Noooo??? (Is talking about fandoms? lol)

[throwingideasatthewall]

Clone wars     Lightsaber Lost

           (Season 2 Episode 11)

Oh, so it’s gonna be a   minor episode?

Neat

That’s        Cool

 Alright;       Quote:       (Haven’t     covered          one      of these          fully in a while)

   “Easy isn’t always simple,”

      True;

      Take a look         at the way         Un-accountables           Screw over             the world                And                 you                need                a              flow            chart              to            follow                .        ��       But               it               always               comes              down                   to             screwing                  over                  the                    world                    for                     our                self-              destructive tendencies)

               Evil                 for                     fun-               -zies!

                Any-                 way;                     So                      we                   jump                     right                   in..                      ]

                No!

               (Never                    mi                     -nd...                      it’s                    just                      the                  recap..)

                  This        doesn’t have to be a train wreck...

                  Hey                 is that Ventress?

                  [no it’s not                      I’m a bad                       noodle-]

                   [A very hopeful                        bad noodle]

               Er-   

              Is anyone going to weigh about that pink smoke about to encompass everything?          

               Just Me?

Okay?

  Also white one does have any battles episode title for the     episode where he actually lost his lightsaber?

Seriously we’ve gone from switching plot and characterization to     switching title names.

  “Arms       Dealer,”

    Okay,

   It’s not as bad     as dragging the child soldier to war

     More         Approp.  

     Kinda

Also please no more mercenaries

     please no more mercenaries

    My head still coming down from the last        nonsensical filler arc     We        Had

   With       Honda?        Was          It?

     The excessives are damn strong

And this narrative doesn’t know how to use it   accountably

  “Black       market,”

  The worst crime that can be comm-

  HAHAHA

[But to be fair this is the kind of power I’d expect the Jedi Council to give Anakin as Boomer     Bait]

  Enemies-

The national healthcare of     this fecking-

Either that or   pollution

    Could         be         both

   [Sign       that   something        is wrong]

    Of

    No         Help..

    Great damn     peacekeepers

   “Ironically”

      Also, that’s kind of the reaction I was hoping from     Ahsoka

       Kinda awkward

      And forced-

    Needs less emo

Did they drag children into   this?

[I mean      even more than    this]

 Arms      Dealer-

  That’s kind of the    reaction,        Eyes        Down,        Scan       -ning           Emot           Ion          Less           Ly             ...

      Whose           he selling them          to?

      Never mind

         [There’s that              tonal rift]

         Also who do you                think??

         It’s either the      Sep          ar        Tists

     Or that other guy we        don’t talk about

       Joint

 Not going to skulk out the place or check for any other      entrances or exits

   Also yet     leave the child Padawan      alone

   With people who will very likely be     okay with killing her

        👍

Good job

   Like if you’re going to be a.      authority       assumer    at least be a less deadly one,

 Like...

 Nope,

 Master       Windu!

  There’s was an example

 Be more     like him

 Or not

[Assuming authority     is bad]

  That’s almost the       look  !

blank faced                “yes, order,”

  Never mind

  Very     never mind!

 What does she do   to screw it up?

  Alright,      Whelp

  She’s      Possibly        Dead-

   Also are you tell me Hondo literally picked,        A bodyguard        Outside a random club         For his       party?       Weak

    (I’m talking about the           gangster in case I get his name wrong)

    The robot detective one)

    Any way...

   (Also yes she has the biggest        Indicator of          Jedi..

   (A braid)

   On the back      of her head...

    [Look I don’t care how much respect people have for the   police (over here) she would be gone by now,]

    [I’m not getting into further       details]

    Whelp,

Dude he wasn’t even     threatening you

 Also,       Oh yeah they give        the child          a gun            -   

     Like        that’s         an         adult            -             A    child    touching             a         gun           isn’t      threatening

        Their reactions are too slow due to having no energy     or initiative..

      [But this is Ahsoka        the abomination isn’t it?]

       I can’t think of one episode..

       They got the          tone right

         And didn’t put for a whole as      much more mature for her age.            *Too

        Which is           kinda of          disgusting

         And           narratively            screwy,

       Also         why           did        I just hear a      lightsaber         go off?

    [What did           she do?]

      Her master

Really?

      Aight

      ...

     Whelp

     Seriously if your adult in just assert your     ground

  [And preferably don’t make an        entertainment sector so..      Screwy,]

    My lightsaber

    Time for some    Looney Tunes       esk charades

    (Don’t put that much            focus            on it)

         Also, he just stole a cop in training’s       gun

       Also THIS IS THE ISSUE with going into slums                without any disguise

           Hey,

  You were just following him!

     Master going         to kill me..

       No..

  [Child would              Be               In             Tears            [Neg              ative               aff                   ila               tion                  +              “Com                Fort-]            [Poss-ibly]

      What       triggers          it

     Not exact     science

      But definitely              not that reaction.

         Nor.

       [my mind’s already         going blank with anger,]

       This is not how a          child would react

And I know it’s going to end up with Anakin giving the moral;             That’s it not her fault

  Or that am object isn’t worth risking her life

   Or honesty     

        But; again,

       Screaming at a baby is              all I get

         The message is            un-applicable             And             Use-      Less-

       So is the episode...

       [And it gives me that           disgusting              feeling...

Like there’s    anything to be   learned from this

  Children          Can’t           Lie         (Un-less        instructed          to)

     Please           Stop

       .

 Pro-

     Anyway we’re already pretty far into the episode          and my brain is going numb-

     So       Expect-

     A lot         Of       “Uh-huh”     s

     The      holocron    episode,        At least had the decency      to keep her in the background

   And even that felt mildly    disgusting- when it came to         that scene.

     [Damn it]

   Anyway the general gist of it;

    ‘A child has lost some thing and has to reclaim it before their abusive over involved parent to find out,’ (well it has been done slightly better not good, with slightly more realistic children, who didn’t have personalities) was dead upon arrival [Stale]

   How to make it better?

   Have it be    Obi-Wan and Anakin

    Obi-Wan already shown to be a bit of a control freak and overly scrutinizing of Anakin‘s actions

     Causing          Anakin to have such an over emotional reaction         [obi-Wan still around]

  Or      (And the story can still work with Ahsoka]

  Have Anakin show those tendencies;

   Possibly replicating Obi-Wan‘s behavior

    Or

     just being a dick

     And at some point has given us so got a ‘never lose your light saber’ order paired (possibly) with a, ‘find the thing that you lost,’

       Leading to Ahsoka emotionlessly          searching for the light saber

       The tension coming from the audience’s knowledge of what           can happen to her

     [not the character    

    That’s cheating]

      [oh and now plot stuff is happening]

       [Tumblr refresh recap             ending            [Damn it-                  Here-]

       [Additional            details            missing]

          Any way...

         [Light saber-]

       Uhm,  

       That’s             nice

           So anyway

That   doesn’t    mean     she    can’t     cry

   That        does     happen

    But it        has to be done        correctly

 And        Precise           ly

       [Oh stuff,            The door got kicked down]

    The Face must remain       taunt

     Emotion-less

     Still-

    The         Tears     Come          Only           From           The            Eyes          [Literally]           [  Not    metaphorically]                    No         emotion              -

      Ahsoka isn’t a person yet she’s a    combination of orders,

      22:38  minutes               Left

        In            8:07               (I’m            not          doing            the           math)

         [It’s too             long]

         [His eyes             are           weird]

    Dude is 100% lying

    He literally    just pulled out name out of       thin air

   You can     literally see the look on     dude’s face..

    Is

   Dude

   ‘His body language’ said liar

   I’m not sure       you can read that...

   But it sounded like lies..

   Any way...

   Also who said he was a      killer?

  And ‘exactly’

           STRIKE

     No I know I didn’t record my exact thoughts on           why this deserved a strike

         It is so aggressively authority

  And basically         shouts;

         Respect your Elders                                                at every possible moment

   To which I respond                No!

    Not to mention the gull.

   You know how I feel about playing happy music over terrible morals, the inclusion of child soldiers, and of         generational overstep              particularly

                It is no surprise this                  episode earned a strike

            [Also it tries to paint profiling                          And police brutality                    As a good thing,

Ack!

[elysiumrp]

Congratulations TAYA! You have been accepted as Bethany Heaton. Please go through the checklist and send in your account within 24 hours. If you need more time, make sure you send a message to the main.

And here we go again, another Heaton to add to the list of possibilities that can happen to Elysium – and Taya? Just as you just knew that Bethany was the girl for you, we just know that you’re the girl to play her. How you connected with her out of everyone, and trust me, I know the difficulty of reading them all and not being able to make up your mind except with trusting your instinct with the one you always go back to. That says a lot if instincts tell you. The plans you have for, not only her growth as a character, but with how she sees herself and interacts with others is something we’re excited for. Elysium is a character-driven plot and only the plans you have can fulfil it. Also, may I tag in and say that the comprehension you have for knowing that it’s time that develops the character is simply spot on? From your first answer to your sample para, as stated before, you’re the girl to play Bethany. Welcome to Elysium!!

OOC INFO

Name: Taya Age: 23 Timezone: EST  Preferred Pronouns: She/Her Previous RP Experience: [RFP] Activity Level: 7-8; I work full-time in an office setting as a social media marketing strategist, so I have access to a computer (& Tumblr) 100% of the time. I’ll usually be most active in the early morning and the late evenings as these are slower times of day for me. Anything Else: Nope!

IC INFO

Character Name: Bethany Heaton Why did you choose this character:

I can’t tell you how many times I read over, not one or two, but all of the character biographies, and each time I kept finding my way back to Bethany. There’s something so genuine and real in the witch who struggles with, not only her magic, but her place in life as well. The connection I felt immediately after reading her sparked tons of muse. I think exploring her feelings about the incident with Ryan is going to be a monumental part of her story. And not only that, but how she moves past it and becomes stronger for it. Right now, I see her as someone who’s questioning everything - herself, her strength, her powers, her place in the world - and, in many ways, is very much lost. Because of what happened with Ryan, it’s morphed this genuine, kind, lively woman into someone who’s delicate, distrustful, flighty, and suspicious. I connected with that, those emotions, on so many levels that I just knew Bethany was the right character for me.

Describe your plan for them:

There are several different plans I’ve already imagined for Bethany, but some of the key ones are explained below. One of the things that really stood out to me in her biography was her ability to sense other witches. I think this could be an untapped power for Bethany and she just doesn’t realize it. She’s worked so hard to learn all of the magic that’s so hard for her to grasp that she easily looked over what comes naturally to her. With practice, I could see her ability to detect other witches transforming into a mastering of aura reading. It wouldn’t happen overnight, of course, but I think eventually, Bethany would be able to differentiate between different species and maybe even detect moods.

Another thing I really want to focus on is Bethany’s reaction to her attack. I see her taking non-magical self-defense classes, as well as learning magical defense, because she vows to never be put into that type of situation again and not be able to better protect herself. If she hadn’t been able to do what little bit of healing spells she could manage, Bethany would be dead. That fact is not lost on her and she realizes, now more than ever, the dangers of being a witch.

Also, I think it’s important to remember that Bethany wasn’t just attacked - she was attacked at the hands of her boyfriend, someone she loved and cared for with every fiber in her being. Not only is she suffering from the incident itself, but Bethany is heartbroken and I think that’s a side of her that needs to be addressed as well. She’s in fear of her life, even after running away, from the man she loves. That isn’t easy and I plan to show her process of getting through it, rebuilding her life and herself, and rising from the ashes.

And finally, I want to explore her relationship with Oliver more. Hopefully, repairing and strengthening what two years of separation has caused the brother and sister, eventually revealing Ryan’s role in her move to New York.

Describe your character’s feelings and reactions to the initial reveal of the supernatural world:

I imagine Bethany to be someone who is naturally optimistic. She always hopes for the best in things, and that’s exactly what she done when supernaturals were revealed. It wasn’t enough for her to publicly come forth as being a witch. She was logical, after all, and knew that the reaction of the citizens might be received badly. So, she kept quiet, but watched, waiting to see what her next move should be.

Describe your character’s feelings and reactions to the current state of the world, and how it impacts them as an individual:

Currently, Bethany fears for her life, especially after everything that happened with Ryan. It’s still so new, so fresh. She practices in secret and has tried to keep her head low. She doesn’t want any attention drawn to her, certainly not from Jacob since she suspects him of being a hunter. She has no valid proof though, just a picture of him and Ryan from long ago. The association with her ex-boyfriend is enough to make her blood run cold. Though, it’s important to mention that Bethany is pro-equality and yearns to be a voice for her people, but first that voice must be found.

Para Sample:

Shit. Bethany thought as the chime of a new text pulled her attention to the phone resting on the counter. It was Oliver, the one person she’d been avoiding since her move to the city. It wasn’t that she didn’t love her brother, or even that she didn’t want to talk to him. She just didn’t know how to talk to him. Not after what happened. Decidedly, it was best not to tell him about the incident with Ryan, but Bethany had never been any good at keeping secrets. Every emotions clearly splayed on her face for the world to see. No, Oliver would see right through her. And the very second she lied, he’d know.

Wiping her hands on a hand towel arranged in the shape of swan, Bethany made sure they were dry before grabbing the phone and reading over the text her brother sent. It was simple. Nothing more than ‘we need to talk’, which effectively made her heart start to race. Had he found out she was in New York? Scarier even, did he know why she had fled to the city? Bethany hoped that wasn’t the case, but it was rather strange for her brother to reach out with such an ominous message.

Deciding it would be better to address whatever he needed sooner rather than later, she promptly hit the call button and waited for an answer. It came quickly after only two rings. There was no friendly 'hello’ or 'how are you’ and Oliver quickly got down to the reason behind his call.

“Are you home?” He asked, his voice hard and flat.

“No, actually.” Bethany answered, her mind reeling. “I’ve been at Ryan’s for a few days. Is everything okay?” She lied, hoping that he’d only be able to call bullshit if he’d seen her in person.

No sooner than the words left her mouth, a knock sounded at her hotel room door. “Uhm, can you hold on a sec, Ollie?” She asked, leaving the vanity area directly outside the bathroom and walking towards the door. A peek through the peep-hole confirmed her suspicions. Somehow against all odds, Oliver had found her. Beth’s mind struggled to pull an excuse from thin air as her hand made it’s way to the doorknob. When she finally pulled the door open, a smile was plastered on her face. “How’d you find me? I was hoping to surprise you.” She feigned innocence.

His face had disbelief written all over it. “Cut the bullshit, Bethie. Why are you here?"

Shit.

Any questions/concerns/things you’d like to change: (siblings to add, pronouns, sexuality you’d like to specify, personality, face claim, history, etc., etc.)

Not that I can think of, other than changing her from registered to unregistered! Other than that, I hope my depictions of Beth suits you.