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Roommate!AU | Roommate!Jungkook x Reader
genre: fluff, smut, comedy, lil angst, slight idiots to lovers
rating: explicit
description: So what if your roommate caught you masturbating? At least he forgot about it the next day. But he canât exactly forget the big dildo you left in your shared bathroomâŚ
word count: 6.7k
warnings: size kink, JK has a big dick (no, really), slight pain kink, light choking, dirty talk, Dom!JK, flustered/shy JK at first, unprotected sex (this is fiction, we all wanna be raw-dogged by JK okay), lube, JK loves OCâs panties a LOT, fingering, mentions of masturbation, OC gets embarrassed at first but JK is sweet about it, oral sex (male & female receiving), cursing, Soft Dom!JK, JK is overly concerned with how big your dildo is, embarrassing moments from both parties, spanking, prone bone, creampie, confession scenes,Â
a/n: As soon as I saw JKâs OJO face from that GCF, it kicked me into gear to write this. Iâve had this idea for SO long, but never had the motivation to finish it. I was supposed to release it last winter, so hope youâre all excited for it! Asks and reblogs are much appreciated (I read them all!). Also, much love to @jkeuphoriadreamland for bouncing ideas around with me.Â
â[Y/N], I can hear you in there.âÂ
The muffled, disgruntled voice came from the other side of your door. Your eyes fluttered open and your hand stilled in your panties, your heart rate spiking. Maybe if you didnât move a muscle, heâd go away.Â
âI know youâre up,â he added. You rose up from your bed.
âUm⌠exactly what did you hear?â you squealed, face burning up at your terrible acting skills.
âUnlock this door.â
You didn't know what compelled you to saunter over and open the door a mere crack, but oh the sight before you was almost worth the humiliation. Jungkook was in nothing but gray sweats that sat dangerously low on his hips. He had a bad case of bedhead, but his locks looked so soft that you wanted nothing more than to grab onto them and make out with his beautiful lips, which were captivating you just as much as that intense gaze of his.Â
âHey⌠youâŚâ you said with a meek smile, which he did not return.
âItâs 2 AM in the morning. I have work at 5. As hot as you sound, we either do something together so we both get satisfied or you let me get my rest because I am incredibly frustrated right now.â
Your eyes widened at his curt response. Youâve never seen him so tense, his tongue prodding the inside of his cheek as his glare bore into you. He leaned against your door frame with one arm, leaning in close enough to make you break eye contact. He tapped on the wooden frame with his index finger, awaiting your response.Â
âSorryâŚâÂ
God, you sounded absolutely pathetic .Â
âIs that all your pretty lips are good for? Apologizing?â Before you could respond, he let out a tsk sound and retreated back to his bedroom. You stood there in a trance until his door shut loudly, snapping you out of it. You wondered if he realized how much worse he left you than when he found you.Â
Fuck, was he always this hot when mad?Â
You went back to your room after closing the door. Climbing into bed, you got under the covers and laid flat on your back deep in thought. The only reason you were masturbating in the first place was because your room was freezing cold. You thought the heater was fixed, but your room was somehow still the coldest one in the apartment. You knew youâd never be able to go to sleep at this rate, so you decided to do something that would tire you out and hopefully lull you into the rest you craved.
It was supposed to be simple. You, your hand, your phone, and sweet, sweet release. Damn Jungkook for interrupting you. Itâs bad enough his room was nice and toasty while you were suffering. Yeah, you heard his loudass snores. You assumed he was deep in the REM cycle so how the hell did he catch your moans? Ugh.
If he was so annoyed with you, then he should have warmed you up instead!
You shook your head and got under the covers, groaning at your lewd thoughts.Â
Heâs my roommate. And heâs too good of a roommate for me to fuck things up.Â
âIs that all your pretty lips are good for? Apologizing?â
Those words echoed in your mind. The way he changed his tone to a lower register with his Busan dialect slipping through was incredibly sexy. It was the perfect mix of frustration and anger and made your thighs rub together in want. Leaning over your nightstand, you opened the drawer and grabbed a velvet drawstring bag. Slipping off your pajama shorts, you pulled out your trusty dildo. Impatient, you closed your eyes and imagined Jungkook taking you right then and there. However, the moment you allowed the tip of the dildo to touch your entrance, all pleasure was lost. It was cold!
âDamn itâŚâ you muttered. âI gotta warm it up. Ugh!â
You left your room in frustration and entered the bathroom, turning the sink on to the hottest setting and running it over your toy.Â
This mightâve been the most desperate masturbation session youâve ever had, but you didnât care. This was all Jungkookâs fault!
The next morning was Saturday. You were eating your breakfast on the kitchen island while mindlessly scrolling on your phone when Jungkook came out of his room. As soon as you two locked eyes, you almost choked on your food and had to chug some water to calm down. The man, confused, ruffled his hair and watched you through drowsy eyes.
âAre you okay?â he said, followed by a yawn.Â
You nodded as you beat your chest with your fist to get everything down. âYeah⌠I just⌠didnât expect you to be home. I thought you had work.â
âOh,â He sounded more awake now. âI read my schedule wrong. Turns out Iâm off every other Saturday now.â
â... Oh. Cool.â
He circled around the kitchen island to get to the fridge and you recalled last nightâs events, mortified he had heard you. Should you apologize again? After all, youâre both two grown adults; thereâs nothing to be ashamed about. If you didnât say something now, that icky feeling would only fester inside you.Â
âHey Jungkook.â
âYeah?â he said from behind the fridge door.
âAbout yesterday⌠I hope you can forget all about it.â
As the refrigerator door shut, you were greeted by the sight of the most adorable man sipping a carton of banana milk. His eyes were wide and brimming with curiosity from your words.Â
âDid something happen yesterday? I was knocked out.â
You blinked at him twice. âDo you⌠not remember talking to me last night?â
âHmm? I did? I was fast asleep, donât remember a thing.â He took the seat next to you. âWhy? What did we talk about?â
Pure relief washed over you like a tidal wave as you shook your head. âOh, nothing much. My roomâs a bit too cold. It was hard for me to sleep.â
âIâm sorry. Iâll talk to the landlord. Do you want to sleep with me?â You shot him an incredulous look and he began to stutter. âI-I mean! Sleep in my bed! Not with me in it. Unless you wanted toâahâfuck me!
There. Thatâs the Jungkook you knew. Heâs never crossed the line and flirted with you, so you didnât either out of respect. But⌠It was too hard to resist teasing him. This was too good of an opportunity to pass up.
âUnless I wanted to⌠fuck you?â you repeated innocently. This was new territory for youâteasing him. His flustered reactions were so damn adorable though. The way his nose scrunched and his eyes darted around everywhere except for your face. If anyone was watching you, theyâd swore you had hearts in your eyes.Â
He set his drink down and proceeded to cover his face with both hands, panicking at his poor choice of words. âThat didnât come out right. Oh god⌠this is embarrassing.â
You covered your mouth to stifle your giggles. âItâs okay. I donât want to peg youâI mean, take your bed.â
Jungkook dropped his hands, speaking the next sentence in pouts. âHey, I donât want to be pegânot the point. No, seriously. My roomâs really warm.â
âI mean⌠if you really want me in your room, all you have to do is ask, you know,â you remarked. Jungkookâs cheeks were flushed with a tinge of pink, adding an extra charming element to his already cute self. Were you being too bold?Â
It didnât matter because seeing how his lips trembled and how he could barely hold himself together was fun to watch.
âI didnât realize it was that easyâŚâ he mumbled, more to himself than you. You tilted your head at him and he noticed how you crossed one arm over another âNot that Iâm calling you easy!â
âUh huh. Iâm watching you, Jeon Jungkook. Hmph.â
âNo, wait. Iâm sorry.â
You placed your index finger on his lips to shush him, even going so far as to tap his lip piercing teasingly. âIs that all your pretty lips are good for? Apologizing?âÂ
You watched as his eyes widened once more and that caused you to realize what you were doing. My god. Using his own words against him was satisfying, but all this newfound confidence was going to get you in trouble. You cleared your throat and withdrew your hand, grabbing your breakfast plate and heading over to the sink before things could escalate.
âUh⌠Iâm gonna go to the gym. Run some errands or something,â Jungkook stammered as he got up, nearly toppling out of his stool. You bit your lip to hold in your laughter as he recomposed himself. Walking in the same direction, he flinched when you got near his proximity. âW-What are you doing?â
Heâs so cute when nervous.
âNothing. Grabbing my keys. Iâm heading out too.â
âO-Okay.â
Your smile made his heart rate escalate. âOkay. Iâll see you later.â
You spent the day with your closest friends on a brunch date, followed by a trip to the mall, and then hot cocoa in the evening. It was much needed after the week you had and after bidding them farewell, you went back to your apartment. Upon entering, you took off your shoes and put them on the shoe rack.
âJungkook? Are you home?â you called out.Â
âYeah! I just finished showering!â he called back in the distance. You went further into the apartment and plopped down on the couch.Â
âDamn,â you muttered, rubbing your arms. âWish I could have showered with him. Itâs so cold outsideâŚâ
As if on cue, Jungkook called for you again. â[Y/N]? Could you come here?â
You took off your purse and slowly rose up from the couch, hesitant. This had to be a dream. Why would he need you to come to the bathroom? He mustâve forgotten a towel. Or a t-shirt. Or pants. The specifics didnât really matter because your hormones were going berserk at the possibilities.Â
You walked through the narrow hallway and stood in front of the bathroom door, excited at the thought of teasing him again. âIâm here. Whatâs up? Did you forget your towel or something? Silly boy.â
The door swung open and the shit-eating grin you had on your face dropped to the floor in an instant.Â
âWhy is there a dildo in the bathroom, silly girl?â
Shit. Quick, say something. Anything. Donât just stand there like a gaping fish! Oh dear, how many seconds have passed? You must look like a total idiot.
Fuck! I forgot I left it here!!!
âWellâŚâ you started to say, âIâm assuming itâs yours.â
Out of all the things your roommate could be calling you for, this was not on your radar. The awkwardness was more suffocating than the steam from his blazing hot shower minutes ago and you wished it lingered around long enough to make you disappear.Â
Jungkook made a puckered face at your accusation, picked up the object, and shook it side to side, the bendy silicone material flopping everywhere. His big doe eyes were the highlight of his classic OJO face, the blatant confusion so adorable if you werenât absolutely mortified. For the second time this week.Â
God, and how could you even focus when he was dressed in nothing but a towel, his hair still slightly damp. The bulging muscles of his biceps were a feast for the eyes as well as his tattooed sleeve. You yearned for the day heâd use his arm as your necklace, but of course that shouldnât be a priority at the moment. If anything, it was his fault you had to use a dildo anyway.
â[Y/N], you know damn well this isnât mine.â He met your gaze and flashed you a soft smile, biting his lower lip. âI like mine bigger.â
You covered your face in shame, wishing the floor could open up and swallow you whole. âGood god, Jeon.â
âYou still didnât answer my question. Why is it in the bathroom?â
You gulped, finding enough strength to not die of embarrassment. âItâs getting colder outside and the heater doesnât reach my room as well as it reaches yours. SoâŚâ
âYeahâŚ? But Iâm not following.â
âThe⌠thing in your handââ
âDildo?â
You visibly cringed. âYes, okay, THAT. It got cold and I donât like cold objects... Inside me. So I took it to the bathroom to run hot water on it to warm it up.â
âBefore you use it?â
âNo, to melt it. Yes, to use it!â you snapped, feeling the humiliation burning through your body. âI wasnât aware you werenât working today, remember? I clean it after each use so please just give it back!â
You ran over to yank it out of his hands, but he lifted it up high out of your reach. While cackling. That motherfucker. âHey, maybe I want a turn.â
You had to bite back. âI knew you liked being pegged.â
âI do not!â
âThen give it back!â
âThis thing is huge though. It fits?â
âIâm not having this conversation with you right now.â You jumped up but failed to reach it due to his quick reflexes.Â
âDoesnât it hurt? Because if something this big went up myââ
âJungkook!â
âIâm just saying!â he said with his arms up in the air like you were about to tase him. âI find it hard to believe, thatâs all. Itâs really big. Like damn.â
Without thinking, you ripped his towel off his waist and he gasped, scrambling to shield his privates while you seized the opportunity to get your toy back.
You stormed out of the bathroom and ran to your room, locking the door afterwards. Falling to your knees, the embarrassment caught up to you, causing you to hang your head low in shame. You could hear the soft shuffling sounds of his footsteps approaching your door, followed by a gentle knock.
â[Y/N]? Are you okay?â He pressed his ear against the door to hear small sniffles. âShit. Iâm sorry. I wasnât trying to make you upset. I was teasing, I thought you wanted to tease me back andâI guess I took it too far.â
âGo away, Jeon,â you said, throwing the dildo at the door. Jungkook nearly had a heart attack at the loud thump and jolted back, clutching his chest.Â
âHoly shit, that scared me,â he said, which earned a small chuckle from you despite the tears. âHey⌠come on out. Please. Iâm not judging you.â
âNo. Iâm humiliated. You heard me yesterday and now caught me today. I canât face you ever again. Itâs over!â
He placed a hand on your door, a soft chuckle escaping his lips. âI didnât even know we started, so how could we be over? Youâre cute.â
That made you snap your head up. You quickly wiped away your tears and rose from the floor. âThis isnât fair⌠Iâve been embarrassed twice now.â
âI donât even know what youâre talking about.â
âYou heard me masturbating yesterday!â you exclaimed, frustrated at his obliviousness. âYou woke up and told me I had pretty lips or whatever and suggested we do something about it together!â
âI mean, you do have pretty lips. Yup. That sounds like me, yeah,â he said, nodding to himself. âBut I really donât remember. Come on out. I wanna see you.â
âNo.â
âWould it help if I shared something embarrassing about me?â
You narrowed your eyes at the door, considering his offer. â... Go onâŚâ
He sighed, scratching the back of his head sheepishly. âWell⌠you know how Iâve been doing your laundry for you?âÂ
âYeahâŚâ
It was your most hated chore. Putting the clothes into the washer and dryer wasnât your issue, but folding them was so tedious. So you and him made a deal. You were in charge of dishes and he would do the laundry. However, the one thing you refused to let Jungkook wash for you were your bras and panties. Those you handled yourself.
âYou⌠left a pair of panties in my basket once by mistake.â
âI did?â
âYeah. I washed them for you but um⌠before that, I mightâve⌠sortâve⌠jerked off with them.â
Your doorknob jostled for a second as you unlocked it. Jungkook waited as the door swung open and was greeted by a displeased you, hands on your hips and all. Â
âWhat? They were really prettyâŚâ he added. âThey were pink and had laceââ
âYou⌠PERVERT!â you shouted, hitting his chest repeatedly. Of course, you were aware your feeble punches did nothing to his insanely toned pecs. Jungkook stared at you fondly, catching the hint of a smile that threatened to spill from your lips.Â
âOh, Iâm a pervert? Says the girl who has an 8-inch dildo,â he countered, snatching both your wrists.Â
âAt least Iâm able to take 8-inches!â you retorted, laughing at the situation. He joined in your laughter and then said,
âGood! That means youâll be able to handle me!â
Your brain fizzled out at this point as the laughter subsided. â... What?â
Jungkookâs Adam's apple bobbed up and down as he gulped. â... You heard me. Go ahead, take off my towel again. See for yourself.â
He guided your hands downward to the soft fabric, which was already on the verge of unraveling itself with his prior movements. You stared at his pelvic lines, excitement bubbling beneath the surface while you tried your best to maintain a calm expression.Â
â... Pervert,â you mumbled. Jungkook chuckled, taking one of your hands and placing it directly on his boner.Â
âMaybe. But only you can make me feel this way.â
You bit your lip, feeling the heat radiating from beneath the fabric and your curiosity peaked. Tucking a finger into the towel, you pulled it down and let it fall to the ground.Â
A loud squeal came from your lips as you covered your mouth. âHoly shit!â
Jungkook covered himself after seeing your reaction with both hands, embarrassment crawling up his spine. âSorry, Iâll put it away.â
âNo, no, no!â you said, putting your hands out in a stop motion. âSorry, I just⌠you⌠you werenât kidding.â
âDoes it scare you?â His tone was sincere, his eyes genuinely showing concern. âBecause⌠I donât want to hurt you. And I know it can hurt. Thatâs why I was so curious about the dildo. Will it fit? Will I fitâŚ?â
You couldnât help but laugh at how he phrased it, but quickly stopped when you noticed the fear in his eyes. Your thoughts wandered to if he had slept with someone prior and if it wasnât a pleasant experience. Truth be told, youâve never been with anyone as big as him so itâs all new for you.
âWell⌠if Iâm prepared well enough, I can take it. The dildo fits but sometimes not all of it goes in. Um⌠man, this is embarrassing to talk about, ahhh. I feel like I keep making a fool of myself in front of you.â
Jungkookâs gaze softened at your vulnerability, taking your hand and placing it on his chest. His heart was beating just as rapidly as yours if not more. Then he put his other hand on the small of your back, pulling you close.Â
âThat makes two of us. But you make me crazy.â
He was so close that your senses were intoxicated with the fresh scent of eucalyptus and cotton wafting off him. His eyes shifted to your lips for a split second before meeting your gaze once more.Â
âI really want to kiss these pretty lips of yours⌠If youâll let me,â he said, tracing your bottom lip with his thumb and whispering the last part.
You begged him to kiss you already, so he leaned in and finally pressed his warm lips against yours as you closed your eyes. It started off as a gentle smooch, like a little tease to test the waters. When he pulled back, you leaned forward and chased his lips urgently. You felt him smiling into the kiss as he moved in tandem with you, deepening the kiss while switching positions to press you against a wall. One of his hands pinned your wrists above your head while his free hand slithered down the side of your body until it rested on your hip, giving you a firm squeeze.
âJungâmmphâJungkookâŚâ you moaned. He used that chance to ease his tongue into your mouth and the kiss went from passionate to messy. When you moved your wrists in the slightest, he asserted dominance and pinned them back down into place.Â
âYou think Iâm going to let you go so easily now that I have you?â he asked, the hunger in his voice evident. He carefully tugged your bottom lip in between his teeth and pulled it back in a seductive motion, which turned you on even more.Â
Once he broke the kiss, the only thing that remained was a string of saliva that broke seconds later.
âIâve been wanting to do that for so long,â he said in between pants.
âSince youâve jerked off to my panties?â you teased while catching your breath.
He rolled his eyes. âLike youâve never rubbed one out to me before.â
You scrunched up your nose at his response, unable to counteract his statement right away. âHey⌠I wouldnât have had to rub one out if you warmed me up in this cold weather.â
He smirked. âAll you had to do was ask, you know.â
Releasing your hands, Jungkook went into your room and grabbed the dildo off the floor. He left you for a short moment and you waited there, confused, until you heard the sound of running water. He came back a minute later and then grabbed your hand, leading you to his bedroom.
âHad to wash it. Donât worry, Iâll warm you up properly for the real thing.â
He guided you to his bed and helped you remove your jacket, blouse, and leggings. His grin was extra toothy because the set you were wearing was the exact set he jerked off too before.Â
âWhat?â you asked, amused.
âN-Nothing.â
When your back was turned for a second, he mouthed the words âOh my godâ and pressed his hands together as if thanking the universe for this very moment.
Now left in your bra and panties, you laid on his bed and he climbed on top of you, his lips latching onto the side of your neck. You mewled at the sizzling contact, pulling him close by his soft locks so that his hot skin was pressed against yours. He trailed his searing kisses down to your collarbone and then settled between the valley of your breasts.Â
âThe bra is pretty⌠youâre so pretty,â he said, full of admiration. He pulled one of the cups down to gain access to your breasts, capturing your perky nipple between his lips. He sucked tenderly, swirling his tongue around before tugging on it hard enough to elicit a moan. His other hand was greedy, slithering into your already soaked panties. His middle finger dipped in between your folds and he rubbed in circular motions to coax some more slick out of you.Â
As you arched your back and moaned his name, he dipped one finger into you and began to pump it slowly. He added another one when you begged for it, sounding so desperate that he had to oblige.Â
âPlease fuck me already. I canât take it,â you breathed. Jungkook only curled his fingers deeper inside, grazing your sweet spot while shaking his head.Â
âPatience, beautiful. I need to make sure your sweet pussy can take it, remember? Gotta prep you well.â
âBut I can take it, I can, oh god please.âÂ
âIf youâre a good girl for me. Can you take another finger?â
You nodded eagerly, so he added a third finger and you squeezed your eyes shut from the delicious burn.Â
âAre you okay?â Jungkook asked, observing your expressions carefully. You clutched onto the pillow and panted heavily.Â
âY-Yeah, Iâgodâyour fingers feel goodâŚâ
He began to finger you with all three digits, the tightness of your walls bringing some resistance to his actions. But with a few more neck kisses to relax you, it became easier and you became more undone.Â
âYouâre doing so well,â he whispered into your ear, his heavy breath tickling it. He finally removed his fingers and grabbed the dildo at the end of the bed, bringing up to your lips.Â
âShow me what those pretty lips of yours can do.â
You stuck out your tongue and licked a long stripe on the toy in a tantalizing slow motion, causing Jungkook to grunt. That damn smile of yours was going to kill him. You were the perfect minxâsweet and naughty. He didnât have to tell you to suck it because you already were.Â
âSuch a good girl. Youâre going to handle my cock so well.â
He removed the dildo out of your mouth and reached into his nightstand to pull out a bottle of lube. You stared at it like it was foreign to you and Jungkook was quick to notice.
âI donât want to hurt you.â
âI can take it. I know it.â
He chuckled, admiring your determination. âStill, I want to take my time. Besides⌠itâs not every day I get to fuck someone so beautiful.â
He popped open the cap and squeezed a decent amount of lube onto the toy. Then he got back in between your legs and slowly began to insert it into you. You squirmed from the slippery, cold contact but Jungkook captured your lips into a deep kiss, igniting your body with fervor.Â
He thrusted the dildo as deep as he could, stopping when there was resistance from your panties. Which you were more than thankful for because you already felt full. But then he began to pump it in and out of you at a steady pace, only accelerating when your moans became more constant.Â
âShit, shit,that feels soââ Your words were swallowed by his lips and that stirred something within you, allowing Jungkook to easily glide the toy back and forth. He soon increased his speed, the obscene sounds your pussy was making the only thing that could be heard in the room.Â
You broke away from the kiss and began tearing up from the intensity.Â
âJ-Jungkook, I thinkââ
You couldnât, actually. Your orgasm crept up on you and made your entire body convulse. You shut your eyes to only see white, your ears were ringing, and your pussy surrendered to the pleasure.Â
Jungkook removed the toy out of you gently and then kissed your sweaty forehead, giving you a bunny-tooth smile as you calmed down from your high.Â
âDid you cum?â
You smacked his arm playfully. âDid I cum⌠pfft. No, actually. Iâm waiting for a real man to make me cum. With a fat cock.â
âWell not to toot my own horn butâŚâ He grinded his swollen cock against your thigh. âI think I meet the requirements.â
Now that things slowed down, this was the first time you really got to look at his cock properly. He wasnât kidding about needing to prep you. It was as big as your dildo but much more girthier. It was a mouth-watering sight.Â
Flipping the switch, you got on top of Jungkook this time. His eyes widened in surprise but then eased into a smile. You leaned down and kissed him on the cheek.Â
âLet me take care of you now.â
âBut I want to fuck you so bad.â
âYou can wait, darling. My pussy is yours.â
His dick twitched at that. You giggled as you got in between his thighs, stroking his member a few times to hear those cute, breathy moans of his.Â
Will it fit� God, I hope so.
âAre you afraid you canât take it?â Jungkook asked with concern. Shit. Did you say that out loud???
âI can. I will.â
âWe donât have to if you donâtââ
âJungkook,â you said, squeezing his dick tightly, almost like a warning. âI can take it like a good girl. And if not, Iâll tell you. Okay?â
He closed his eyes and nodded as you began to suck him off. There was no way you could take all of him in your mouth but youâd be damned if you didnât at least try. You went as far as you could and stopped when your gag reflex kicked in. Using your hand to stroke the area you couldnât reach, you swirled your tongue and bobbed your head up and down.Â
Jungkookâs abs clenched and unclenched at the action and he rested on his elbows to watch you. The way your bra cupped your breasts at this angle was enticing, your pretty lips working so hard to please him, and the view of your ass in those panties could make him cum right then and there.Â
âFuck, youâre so good at thisâdonât stop.â
You smiled at the praise and continued, loving how he took a sharp inhale of breath when you cupped his balls. He put his hand on your head and pushed you down gently, not wanting to overdo it with his size. You controlled the pace, but he just wanted to touch you and admire you.Â
âYouâre too good to meâŚâÂ
You released his dick with a satisfying pop sound, kissing the tip and smiling. âTeach me what you like.â
âI love everything you do,â he said, grunting when you began stroking him again from the base to the tip. âYour hands are so much softer than mine.â
You stopped momentarily to spit on your hand before resuming your lewd actions and he threw his head back.Â
âFuck [Y/N]. Thatâs so hot.â
âYeah? Have I been a good girl? Are you going to reward me?â He snatched your wrist, his eyes darkened and full of lust.Â
âCan you handle it?â
You turned around on all fours, shaking your ass side to side to tempt him. âTake me, baby. Raw.â
His OJO face returned from your bold suggestion and you flashed him a wink.Â
âIâm on the pill. Promise,â you informed.Â
A burst of energy surged within him as he grabbed the bottle of lube and hurriedly squeezed some onto his cock. You giggled when he squirted a bit too much, haphazardly trying to divide it between two hands and spreading it evenly. But things turned serious when he grabbed your hips, yanking you closer to him.
He pulled your panties to the side and ate you out from behind first, loving how delicious your backside looked with them on. You moaned in delight and he placed a hand on your upper back, forcing your face down into the mattress. His tongue dipped into your folds and he flicked it on your clit a few times, loving the whiny sounds you were making. Then he pressed his entire mouth onto your pussy and sucked hard.Â
You were overwhelmed with pleasure and were on the verge of cumming when he removed his mouth and replaced it with something else.
âAre you ready?â He teased his tip at your leaking entrance and you shuddered.Â
âYes, please fuck me.â
âBreathe baby. Relax as much as you can.â
You obeyed, feeling him push himself into you smoothly, knowing he prepped you more than enough. At least, thatâs what you thought until he got in halfway. From there on, it felt like he was invading your walls and stretching you to new limits.Â
There was a mild discomfort and Jungkook kissed your back lovingly to relax your tense muscles. You sighed and allowed him to bottom out, feeling the wind knock out of you when he did.Â
âGod!â you shouted, fisting his bedsheets.Â
âF-Fuck⌠you feel amazing Iâcan I move? Does it hurt?â
âIt doesnât hurt⌠I just feel really full.â
âOkay,â he said in a restrained voice. âIâll go slow.â
He gripped your hips tightly, like he needed something else to focus on or else heâd lose control and fuck the living daylights out of you. He eased himself out of you but only half way, wanting to savor your warmth a bit longer. Then he pushed himself back into you, making sure to go as slow as possible.
âYour ass looks amazing in these. You should wear them again.â
Your heart fluttered at the thought of doing this with him again. âMaybe if you spank me.â
He stilled his hips. âYou really want me to?â
You began rocking your ass back and forth on his cock. âYeah. Iâm not that fragile⌠I can take it rough when I want to.â You swore you felt his cock twitch at this. âHmm, looks like that excited you. You wanna fuck me rough, Jeon?â
He delivered a spank on your cheek, the sensation sending waves of pain and pleasure through your body. Your pussy tightened from this and it made Jungkook hiss. He spanked the other cheek and then both cheeks and you moaned, the slight pain distracting you from the girth of his big cock.Â
âYou think youâre in a position to be a brat?â He wrapped his arm around your waist and pulled you up so you were on all fours again. Laying on top of your back, he whispered in your ear, âDo you know how badly I want to fucking ruin you?â
He bit the shell of your ear and you let out a content sigh as he slowly thrusted in and out of you.Â
âI donât want to hurt you,â he reminded you. âBut god, you feel so good. So tight. So slippery and wet. I just wanna have my way with you.â
You couldnât wait anymore. âPlease do. Make my pussy remember the shape of your cock. Itâs yours to wreck.â
Jungkook got off your back and grabbed a nice fistful of your hair into a makeshift ponytail, forcing your head up as he thrusted into you to the hilt. That feeling of being full hit you full force and you submitted, letting him rock his hips back and forth to the pace he deemed fit. He undid your bra with his free hand, letting the undergarment fall onto the bed as he cupped one breast.
Your moans came out unashamed and full of whiny desperation. The intensity was becoming too much, but it felt too good to stop. There was no more discomfort, only lust and the desire to be fucked so hard that it had your eyes rolling. And Jungkook was more than willing to deliver.
He then grabbed a nearby pillow and placed it under your stomach, pushing your back down until you laid flat.Â
âIâm not sure, but I read this makes things feel better on Reddit,â he explained quickly as he helped remove your panties. âBut let me know if you want me to stop.â
Youâre smitten by the fact he cared this much about you but also trying hard not to laugh at how he admitted to going to Reddit for sex advice. He was too precious.
âI will.â
With your ass propped up higher thanks to the elevation of the pillow, Jungkook eased into you once more and you bit into your pillow. He started to slam his hips into you, gripping onto the headboard to steady himself.Â
âFuck!â you said through gritted teeth.Â
âAm I going too fast?â he breathed, slowing down his thrusts.
âNo, itâs okay. I want it. I want you.â
Your words unleashed his primal urges to finally give it to you. He shoved his cock deep inside you, each thrust making your ass jiggle, the sight so unbelievably sexy that he had to spank you again.
âYes, yes, yes! Fuck me harder!â you shouted. Jungkook laid on top of you, wrapping his bicep around your neck and planted a kiss on your cheek as he fucked you harder. You begged him to choke you and he obliged, squeezing your neck just enough to make you slightly dizzy.Â
It was euphoric having that slight danger while being used for his pleasure. Your pussy tightened so much that Jungkook felt he was going to cum.Â
He slowed the roll of his hips and then pulled out, quickly flipping you onto your back. Thanks to the pillow from earlier, your hips were propped up at the perfect height.Â
âSpread your legs for me. Wider. Hold them open.â
You were so drunk on lust that you did everything he asked. He held onto your thighs and inserted his cock into you again, the new angle making your moans come out strangulated. He was so huge, you swore his tip was brushing against your cervix. Picking up the pace gradually, you took the abuse of his fat cock and screamed at how good it felt.Â
âI canât get enough of you,â Jungkook said through pants, wrapping a hand around the column of your neck. âIâm gonna cum.â
His hips began to stutter and you felt your pussy growing sore from the stretch. Anymore and youâd be in tears. You wanted to cum too, so you snuck your hand down to your clit and rubbed in circular motions. Jungkook used the last remaining bits of strength to fuck you for a few more minutes, which was more than enough for you to reach your climax.Â
Cumming a second time was more painful than the first time due to the over sensitivity. But somehow it was more enjoyable because you had never felt something so intense. Jungkook kept coaxing you with sweet words, promising he was almost finished.Â
He rutted into you for the last few seconds, counting 3, 2, 1 before spilling his seed inside you. His body laid on top of yours, the two of you sticky and sweaty but it was comforting just being in his embrace.Â
âJungkook?âÂ
âYeah?â
âGet off. We gotta pee.â
He laughed at your serious tone. âI think I need another shower. Care to join me?â
Your roommate literally just fucked your brains out 5 minutes ago. Why were you feeling self-conscious in the shower with him? It didnât make sense!
With the hot water on, you took a deep breath before feeling a pair of arms wrap around you from behind.Â
âQuestions, comments, concerns?â
Oh my god, you had to marry this man. âUm⌠I think Iâll be sore for the next few days.â
âIâm sorry.
âDonât be. I enjoyed it a lot.â
He turned you around, so that you were facing him. âEnough to do it again?â
You raised an eyebrow. âTonight?â
âW-Well⌠I meanââ
Look at him fumbling over his words. Adorable. âYouâre such a pervert.â
âI canât help it. You turn me on.â
You covered your chest, feeling shy. âIs that all Iâm good forâŚ?â
He immediately understood what you meant. âOf course not. Look at me,â he said while tilting your chin up. âDonât you know how I feel about you?â
Your lips curled into a smile. âWell I learned today that you jerked off to my panties and you count down before you cum.â
You couldnât help but explode into laughter at his OJO face when he heard you say that.Â
âHey! I do it to let you know when itâs coming!â
âYes sir,â you teased with a salute. âI appreciate your punctuality, sir!â
âOh my god, youâre so cheeky.â He hugged you again and booped his nose into yours. âI like you. You know, when a boy likes a girl and they go out on a date and thenâoh shit, I did things backwards.â
You giggled. âI think I prefer it this way. I like you too. Iâve⌠liked you for a long time.â
âWhy didnât you say anything?â
âBecause! I didnât want to make things awkward. But I guess things ended up being awkward anywayâŚâ
âBecause you were masturbating to me?âÂ
He had such a proud smile on his face.Â
âWhatever! Panty thief!â
âYou left them there.â
âYou shouldâve told me!â
âI did!â
âAfter you had your fun! You are soââ
He gave you a surprise peck on the cheek to distract you.Â
âAwesome?â He smooched you again. And again. You couldnât help but giggle.Â
âYouâre lucky youâre cute.â
âMmhmm. So⌠do you want to stay in my room tonight?â
âAs long as you warm me up.â
âOh, for sure. Iâm great at that.â
âBecause of experience or Reddit?â
There was his OJO face again. âHey~!â
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no nut november âq.hughes
pairings:Â quinn hughes x afab!reader genre:Â romance âsmut âangst? warnings:Â no nut november âteasing â mentions of a bet/deal âmention of sharing sex life âfingering âlight dirty talk âquinn second guessing his life choices â masturbation âfinger sucking âinsecure readerâhints at breaking up âp in v â swearing âpraise âno protection (please wrap it before you tap it)â synopsis:Â quinn makes a deal with his brothers - he never realised how hard this would be for the both of you. word count:Â 3.8k authors note: Â Quinn was the clear winner of my poll to decide who would star in this fic - so I hope all 39.6% of you enjoy. do we want a sequel? called dicked down december
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DAY ONE
Quinn was only one day in and he already knew he wasnât going to make it through the month. He knew now that he shouldâve never let Jack drag him into the deal that most of the New Jersey Devils participated in every year - the winner coming out with a donation to the charity of their choice and the ability to pronounce themselves as ânot whippedâ by their girlfriends.Â
But Quinn was very much whipped.Â
Your whip was so tight around him, he could barely breathe as he watched you wander around the house in just your towel, grabbing your clothes fresh out of the dryer for the game later today. Quinnâs fingers twitched at his sides, as he resists the urge to reach out for you - knowing the only way he was going to get through this month was going to be by avoiding touching you at any and all costs. He wanted nothing more than to abandon this ridiculous bet and wrap his arms around you, pulling that towel away inch by inch. Every day, this month-long challenge to abstain from any intimate contact with you felt like it was going to kill him.
He took a deep breath, his jaw clenching as you glanced over your shoulder and flashed him a teasing smile. You knew exactly what you were doing to him - you had to know.Â
But how did you know? He certainly didnât tell you, and he made his brothers swear to secrecy.Â
Quinn's gaze was glued to you, a mix of frustration and longing evident in his eyes. He tried to focus on anything else, on his suit laid out on the bed, or on his phone buzzing in his sweatpants pocket. Anything but the sway of your hips as you walk down the hallway - or the hinting smile you send him as you reach the doorway to the bedroom, inviting him to follow you.Â
The sight of you, so effortless and beautiful, had his mind completely tangled.
"You okay there, babe?â you asked, clearly confused by his discomfort and unwillingness to trail behind you. He nods his head with a tight smile as you shrug and disappear from sight, Quinn letting out a long groan as he rubs his hands down his face - cursing his brothers in his mind for what they are doing to him.Â
âOne day downâ he whispers, exhaling slowly. âOnly twenty-nine more to go.â
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DAY FIFTEEN
âOne of you two mustâve told her something.â Quinn sneers at his phone.Â
âWe didnât tell her anything, I swear on my life.â Luke retorts, making the sound of Jackâs laughter ring even louder in his ear, as Quinn waves goodbye to some of his teammates leaving the rink after practice - Quinnâs frown deepens as Jack tries to compose himself, only to laugh even harder as soon as he calms down.Â
âMaybe she figured it out on her own.â Jack suggests one his laughing finally dies down, a few chuckles spilling out before he lets out a grunt of pain, presumably caused by the youngest of the brothers.Â
âWell she knows something - sheâs never been like this before.â Quinn sighs, rubbing his hand over his face, a habit thatâs becoming far more common since the month began. âSheâs ravenous, any chance she gets sheâs trying to take my pants off.â Quinnâs words set his younger brother off again.Â
âLook we promise we didnât say anything to her - but maybe you should.â Luke suggests softly, the sound of Jackâs laugh quieting in the background as Quinn assumes his youngest brother walks away from the noise. âIâm sure sheâd try to take things easier on you if you told her what you were doing - itâs for charity.â Luke voice is hopeful but Quinn knows that heâs wrong - his girlfriend would rather sell her soul then help him win a bet with his idiot brothers.Â
âItâs fine. Iâll figure it out.â Quinn says into the phone before hanging up not waiting for his brother to respond. Quinn makes his short journey home - his apartment only a five minute drive from the arena, the apartment almost silent when he walks through the door - Quinn surprised not to see you perched on the couch like you usually are.Â
The small muffled whimper coming from down the hall catching him even more by surprise.Â
âBabe?â He calls out into the apartment, sliding off his shoes at the front door, placing his keys on their hook besides the front door. He waits for a moment, another whimper cutting through the silence. Quinn takes slow, quiet steps down the hallway, your soft sounds getting louder as he reaches the closed bedroom door - the softer whisper of his name giving him pause.Â
âBaby? Are you okay in there?â He calls through the door, knowing that opening the door right now might be a mistake, but he canât help his hand turning the door handle, peeking through the small gap as the door swings open.Â
Quinn can feel his mouth drop open as he watches your fingers slip inside of you so easily. Your legs falling further open against the mattress as you let out a long sigh, your other hand gripping the sheets. âFuck.â Quinn curses under his breath as head shooting up at the interruption, your legs snapping closed your hand trapped in between them.Â
âQuinn? When did you get home?â You question as your cheeks burn a bright red, pulling yourself into a sitting up position slowly sliding your hand out from between your legs - your shirt falling from where it was bunched against your waist to cover you a little more.Â
Quinn opens his mouth to speak but clamps it shut against as he sees you reaching for the towel besides the bed, his body moving faster then his brain as he steps forwards, his hand clamping around your wrist as he pauses your motions, glancing down at the sheen of liquid on your fingers. Quinn smiles as you try to yank your hand from his grasp, your whole body freezing as he raises your soaked fingers to his mouth - sucking them clean, a loud hum resonating from his throat.Â
âWhat the fuck?â You whisper as he releases your wrist, letting the hand fall limply besides you as he lunges forwards, his hand clasping either side of your head as he attaches his lips to yours - the taste of yourself still fresh in his mouth. Quinn pulls away first, his hand knotting in your hair as he pants over your, your hands desperately clinging to the sides of his shirt.Â
âNo, wait.â You whine as he moves to pull away, pushing the hair off your face as his eyes lock with yours. âWhy are you stopping?â His thumbs stroke your cheeks gently as a small pout forms on your face, Quinn smiling as he leans down to press a soft kiss against your lips before pulling away from you completely.Â
âI just canât right now.â Is all he gives you before he turns quickly and leaves the room - leaving you sitting on the mattress with burning skin and a throbbing pussy, the anger bubbling under the surface. You huff as you bed down, pulling your pyjama pants back on before marching into the living room behind your boyfriend.Â
âWhat do you mean, you just canât?â You snap, crossing your arms over your chest as you watch him flop onto the couch, his face pushed into the cushions as he lets out a sigh. âIs it me? Did I do something wrong?â You ask, the room suddenly feeling colder as a shiver racks your body, your arms pulling tighter against yourself. Â
âNo.â Quinn groans against the pillow.Â
âReally? Cause it seems like Iâm the problem - Quinn Iâve been throwing myself at you and you donât even look at me anymore.â You donât mean for your voice to tremble when you speak but you canât help the growing lump in your throat. âI just want you to be honest with me, if this isnât something you want anymore.âÂ
Quinnâs head shoots up from the pillow - his body scrambling off the lounge to make his way to you, your body stepping away from him as you hands wipe at your face. âIâm not going to be mad if you do want to breaââÂ
âDonât finish that fucking sentence.â Quinn hisses, his hands reaching out for yours, forcing you to uncross the arms against your chest. âWhat on earth would make you think that I want to break up with you?â He questions, bringing your hands to his lips, pressing soft kisses across your knuckles.Â
âAre you kidding me?â You respond, a cold laugh leaving you before you add, âYouâve wanted nothing to do with me over the last two weeks - every time I try, you run away like youâve been burned and not to mention youâve been sleeping in the guest room. I never thought that I was so bad you couldnât even share a bed with me.â Quinn flinches at the shaky breath you let out, the small hiccup as you try to hold back your tears.Â
âNo, itâs not like that.âÂ
âThen what is it, Quinn because Iâm really fucking confused.âÂ
âJack and Luke convinced me toââ Quinn pauses as he watches your head tilt in confusion - your mind racing a million miles an hour as he tries to figure out how to word this right, but falling short as he blurts out. âItâs because of no nut November.âÂ
A flicker of surprise crosses your face before a look of incredulous amusement takes over. You blink at him, as though waiting for the punchline.
âWait, that's why youâve been avoiding me? Because of⌠some dumb challenge?â You try to hold back a laugh, but a snort slips out anyway. Quinnâs cheeks flush, his gaze dropping as he sheepishly scratches the back of his neck.
 âItâs not dumb. Itâs for charityâJack and Luke both dared me, and if I finish the month, weâre each donating a bunch of money to the children's hospital.â His voice grows defensive, though heâs clearly embarrassed. âI just⌠I didnât think itâd be this hard.â
You raise an eyebrow, unable to resist. âLiterally or figuratively?â
âBoth!â he bursts out, letting out a frustrated sigh as he flops back down onto the couch. âYou have no idea how hard this has been⌠and every time I see youââ He cuts himself off, cheeks going even redder, which only makes you chuckle harder.Â
âOh, I think I have a pretty good idea,â you tease, crossing your arms. âSo youâve been turning me down, not because youâre mad at me, but because of a bet?â Quinn grimaces, looking up at you with guilt in his eyes.Â
âYes. I know itâs dumb, but I didnât want you to feel bad. I thought I could just⌠tough it out without saying anything.â
You sigh, feeling a mix of relief and exasperation. âI donât think Iâve ever dated someone so stupidâÂ
âYeah,â he mumbles, rubbing his temples. âI know. I didnât mean to make you feel unwanted. Itâs just⌠Jack and Luke wonât let me hear the end of it if I quit now. Theyâd never let me live it down.â
You roll your eyes, moving closer to him on the couch. âWell, maybe I can make this month even harder on you,â you say, grinning as you trail a finger along his jawline.
His eyes widen, and he gulps. âYou wouldnât.â
âOh, I would. Youâve already put me through two weeks of this. You think Iâm not going to make you work for it?â
He groans, dropping his head into his hands. âThis is going to be the longest month of my life.â
You laugh, leaning in to plant a soft kiss on his cheek. âMaybe next time, youâll think twice before taking up ridiculous bets with your brothers.â
Quinn pulls you into a hug, holding you tight. âYeah, maybe. But itâs worth it. For the kids.â
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DAY THIRTY
âI canât take this anymoreâ Quinn sighs as he watches you waltz around the room in your underwear, the sunflower yellow matching set the same he had picked out earlier in the year for your birthday. You shoot him a grin over his shoulder as you pull on the mid length dress, saving Quinn from drooling over your ass for any longer.Â
âItâs the last day Quinn, think of the children.â You coo, adjusting each breast to sit more comfortably in the dress, Quinn letting out a long whine as his threads his fingers through his hair pulling on the roots.Â
âFuck the kids.â He grumbles, a surprised laugh escaping you as you make your way over to him - his hands instantly grabbing hold of your hips pulling you between his legs. His forehead dipping to leans against your stomach, your fingers gently playing with the ends of his curled hair.Â
âQuinn, if you can make it to midnight, then I promise itâll be worth your while.â You promise, your hands smoothing down the back of his head and dipping under the collar of his dress shirt, rubbing soft circles against his back. âAnd with the jackpot combined thatâs almost fifty thousand for the childrenâs hospital palliative care unit. Thatâs so special, Quinn.âÂ
Quinn groans, his grip tightening on your hips, as he pulls you closer. âI know, I know⌠youâre right.â He lifts his head to look at you, his eyes smoldering with barely contained desire. âBut youâre not making it any easier for me.â
You chuckle, leaning down to press a soft kiss to his forehead. âJust a few more hours. Then Iâm all yours.â
Quinn sighs, releasing you reluctantly, his hands sliding down your waist before finally letting go. He leans back in his chair, watching as you smooth out the dress and adjust your hair in the mirror. The way he looks at you sends a shiver down your spine, and you canât help but feel a surge of anticipation for whatâs to come once this night is over.
"Fine," he relents, his voice low and gruff. "But Iâm holding you to that promise."
You grin, blowing him a playful kiss before grabbing your purse and heading towards the door. âI wouldnât have it any other way, Hughes.â
As you both step out, ready to put on smiles and charm for the last fundraiser of the year, you can feel Quinnâs hand settle on the small of your back, a silent reminder of everything waiting between you once the clock strikes midnight.
Quinn could feel his phone buzzing in his pocket for most of the evening, his brothers and their teammates admitting defeat and wishing Quinn congratulations - his hand tight in yours the whole evening as he watches the clock in the corner of the room, each tick of the hour hand building his anticipation.Â
âQuinn you need to actually pay attention.â You hiss in his ear, his fingers squeezing yours as the clock ticks to eleven thirty pm.Â
âIâd be able to pay attention if I could think of anything other then how good itâs gonna feel when I can finally put my dick inside you again.â Quinn leans his head down, his lips pressing to your ears as he whispers - your gaze instantly shooting around to see if anyone had heard what he said. âI hope youâre not attached to that matching set, baby.â He grins as he pulls away from you, the Quinn from the past month quickly replaced by a man you hadnât seen in a while.Â
âHey, weâre going to head off, sheâs not feeling too well.â Quinn whispers to the table as the speeches conclude - his teammates immediately wishing you well, as Quinn collects your purse and coat, dragging you from the ballroom hall in haste. Quinn makes quick work of the drive home - not even glancing in your direction as he fidgets in his seat, his hand clamped against the inside of your thigh, his other hand tapping against the steering wheel as he makes his way through the streets of Vancouver.Â
âFive minutes, I can do this.â He mumbles to himself, as he races around the car, pulling the door open for you, offering his hand as you slide out of the car. The two of you taking the longest journey of Quinnâs life to the apartment, the tension rising to a boil as the front door clicks shut - Quinnâs pupils blown out as he glances at the clock.Â
âOne minute.â He whispers, your hands making quick work of your heels as you strip them off your feet, a bright grin on your face as you tug on the hem of your dress, pulling it up inch by inch as you watch Quinn, who watches the clock. You pull the soft fabric over your head just as the clock ticks to midnight, Quinnâs eyes shooting over to yours.Â
âI did it.â He says in disbelief.Â
âYou did it.â You confirm, leaning against the front door as you fiddle with the band on your underwear. âNow fuck me.â Quinn doesnât waste time, his hands pushing you hard against the door as his lips capture yours, the two of your breathless in seconds, as his lips leave yours to press soft kisses down your jaw.Â
âI donât know how long Iâll last.â He admits, a groan escaping him as you run your fingers against his scalp, his lips dipping to your collarbones before making their way back up. âGod, youâre just so fucking gorgeous.â He says against your skin, your hands gripping his face to pull it away from your neck for a moment.Â
âLetâs make this quick then, cap.â You says as you press a chaste kiss to his lips before slipping out from between his body and the door, sprawling yourself against the couch your legs opened wide in invitation. âClothes off.â You murmur as he stumbles over to the couch - Quinn nodding his head vigorously as he strips himself of his shirt, pausing to watch as you tug on the front clasp of your bra, the two cups springing away from each other as your breasts tumble free.Â
âI think Iâve been blessed by angels.â He says as his mouth falls open a little, his fingers fumbling on the button of his pants, finally letting out a sharp curse as he yanks at the pants, his button popping off and hitting the floor with a clattering sound. âIâll fix them later.â He says, kicking the trousers off his legs as he dives towards you on the couch.Â
You let out a soft moan as Quinn attaches his lips to your left nipple, his free hand grabbing hold of the right breast as kneads it slowly, before switching sides, your legs wrapping around his waist as you whisper - âGod, please.âÂ
âMy name is Quinn, and I expect you to use it.â He retorts, a wicked grin on his face as his finger tickle their way down to the waistband of your underwear, slowly slipping them down your legs and throwing them to the side - your pussy glistening as he sits back on his heels, glancing down at you.Â
âWhatâre you doing?â You hiss.Â
âAdmiring the view.â He admits, his body jolting forwards as you use your legs to tug him back down towards you.Â
âWell stop admiring and put your dick in me.â Quinns hands move faster now, his lips finding their way back to yours as he fumbles to strip off his underwear, his body slotting easily against yours as his hand guides himself to your entrance.Â
âItâs as perfect as I remember.â Quinn says as he slowly pushes inside, a sigh of relief leaving you at the feeling of him after thirty long days. âGod, your pussy is so perfect.â He groans, his hips slowly starting to rock back and forth, your arms thrown around his neck as you hold him to you as tightly as possible - his lips pressing gentle kisses against your cheeks as you let out a quiet whine.Â
âItâs made for me.â He continues, his hands finding purchase against your waist gripping tightly as his motions speed up, his thrusts heavier as he pulls himself into a kneeling position, your arms loosening around his neck grabbing hold of the cushion beneath you.Â
âQuinn, shit.â You hum, your teeth clamping down on your bottom lip as your throw your head back, his thumb rising to your mouth, your lips softly parting as he dips it into your mouth your tongue swirling around the digit before he pulls it back out - rubbing gently against your clit.Â
âFuck, Iâm so close.â Quinn moans, his thrusts becoming more erratic, your hand letting go of the cushion to grip his jaw - pulling his face down to yours.Â
âItâs okay.â You whisper against his lips, pressing a kiss to the underside of his jaw before adding, âCome for me, Quinn.â His movements halt, his hands leaving you to plant above your head as he lets out a low groan, your legs holding him against your as he whispers soft praise in your ear.Â
âFuck, Iâm so sorry.â He apologises as his body falls against yours, your arms wrapping around him as you chuckle into his hair, pressing a kiss against his forehead.
âItâs okay.â You mumble, your fatigue already setting in as you try to yank the blanket off the back of the couch. âLetâs just stay here for a while.â Quinn humming in quick agreement as he settles against your chest, his fingers tangling with the ends of your hair as your hands rub against his bare skin.Â
âWe didnât use protection.â He notes, his dick softening inside of you, the bare feeling something new for the both of you.Â
âWe can figure that out later.â You admit, surprised that neither of you had thought to grab a condom before leaving for the event earlier tonight.
âIâll go to the pharmacy in the morning for you.â Quinn murmurs, his words softer as his body relaxes against yours. âIâll make this up to you.â He adds.Â
âQuinn, really itâs okay⌠Itâs been a long month for you.â You chuckle, Quinn huffing against your chest in agreement. âWell weâve got the whole of December to make up for it.â You add, pressing one more kiss to his head before settling into your boyfriends embrace, your legs wrapped around him until the early morning, when he drags himself away from you starting the bath and pulling you away from the couch in a half asleep daze.Â
âLetâs get you cleaned up.â He whispers in your ear as he insists you go to the toilet before sliding into the enjoyably hot water, Quinn sliding into the bath behind you.Â
âThank you, for being patient with me.â He says against your skin, your body melting against his in the soapy water.Â
âJust promise you wonât do it again.âÂ
âDeal.âÂ
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Okay i donât know if youâre still receiving requests so đ but i absolutely ADORED inked and it actually inspired me for a request and youâre literally the only one who could give it justice. hopefullyđ
so imagine reader not being able to cum for the past few times they had sex, maybe because she was stressed for work/exams/adult life and she hasnât told lando because she feels bad for it and she doesnât think itâs his fault. so when he finds out thereâs a lil discussion and he PROMISE he SWEARS he will make it his mission on earth to help her to get out of her head and relax and enjoy herself and what theyâre doing and heâs like WHATEVER IT TAKES you will orgasm again i promise, even if it takes all night!!
so heâs a man on a mission and when he succeeds they have their best sex ever and sheâs having the best orgasm of her life! fireworks !!!!! đĽšđĽš
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đ REQUESTED by anon ââââ So⌠âđťđ I usually go with the flow when Iâm writing, and for this one, it felt right to leave it at THAT (youâll see). Donât worry, there are fireworks and Lando achieved his goal. However, I felt it in my bones to keep this one leaning more on the emotional side, because sometimes, less is more. Enjoy!!
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. Ýâ âš summary ââââ While Lando is sound asleep after a passionate night together, she wakes up restless and frustrated, unable to ignore the weight of her own insecurities.
. Ýâ âš pairing ââââ Lando Norris x she/her reader
. Ýâ âš rating ââââ explicit
. Ýâ âš category ââââ F/M
. Ýâ âš warnings ââââ 18+, mature/sexual content, descriptive language, smut, mentions of sexual frustration and insecurity, emotional vulnerability such as crying and self-doubt, masturbation, obsessive behavior, fingering, swearing, use of praise and mild dominance, begging & desperation, overstimulation.
. Ýâ âš word count ââââ 4.5k
. Ýâ âš date ââââ Jan. 29, 2025
. Ýâ âš a/n ââââ I know I sound like a broken record, but I donât want you guys to think that Iâm lying. THIS is the current state of my inbox:

Just know that I am trying, but at the end of the day, Iâm literally just a girl đ If I didnât post your request yet, thank you for your patience, Iâll eventually (hopefully) get to it.
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THE BEDSHEETS ARE rumpled, and there is a faint scent of sweat and sex that lingers in the air. Lando sleeps peacefully on his stomach, his arm draped lazily over her waist. His soft snores are the only sound that animate the room, but inside her head, her thoughts are louder.
Itâs late, and she should be exhausted; well, she is, but mostly on a mental level. Her body feels heavy and restless, the glow of their earlier intimacy only temporarily satisfying a more deeper need that refuses to fade, no matter what she does. Her skin feels hot, especially where he touches her, and her mind races with thoughts she canât control.
At this point, itâs been too long.
She shifts in different positions, and when it gets too much, quietly, she slips out of the bed, careful not to wake Lando, and pads her way to the bathroom. The cool tiles under her feet send a shiver down her spine as she closes the door behind her with a mellow click.
She splashes cold water on her face, hoping that sheâll wash away every little doubt that way. The shock of it is prickling her skin, but it does little to cool the constant heat simmering beneath the surface. Involuntarily, her thighs press together in a failed attempt to soothe the ache that refuses to dissipate.
Small droplets of water slide down her cheeks as she raises her head, staring at her reflection in the mirror. Her lips are parted, her breathing uneven, and her eyes betray the storm churning inside her. Itâs become an obsessive ritual, one she canât seem to give up until she gets all the answers. The shame coils tight in her stomach, a mix of desperation and anger at herself.
Why couldnât she just let it go?
Why couldnât she figure out what was wrong?
Her reflection doesnât offer any of those answers â only a silent, maddening reminder of how close she always gets before it slips away, like sand through her fingers.
She lets out a frustrated exhale, while grabbing a towel from the rack with trembling hands, shaking it out before folding it in half and laying it on the floor. Carefully, she lowers herself onto it, her back pressing against the cold porcelain of the bathtub. The chill bites at her skin, but it keeps her guarded. She pulls her knees up slightly, legs spreading just enough to give her the space she needs, the vulnerability of the position making her heart race. Her fingers tremble as they trace the edge of the oversized t-shirt sheâs wearing, closing her eyes to gather the remaining pieces of her patience.
The bathroom is tenderly lit by a single lamp above the mirror, casting a silver glow on her flushed face and the sheen of sweat clinging to her skin.
Weakly, she starts circling her fingers with increasing desperation, her slick heat betraying the arousal that never seems to reach its peak. Her breaths grow shallow, her movements frantic, but no matter how hard she tries, the pleasure stalls, hovering just out of reach. Irritation claws at her chest as her thighs tremble, the pressure building only to evaporate moments later, like a cruel joke.
Tears blur her vision as she slows, finally giving up, her head falling back. A sob escapes her lips, her mind spiraling into dark thoughts, and she pulls the towel tighter around her as if it can shield her from her own failure.
Back in their the bedroom, Lando stirs. His hand instinctively reaches out to her side of the bed, but the cool, empty sheets pull him out of his catatonic state. Half-asleep, his head lifts as he scans the room, his hair mussed and eyes hazy; itâs the faint, muffled sound that wakes him up completely. A muted cry, that heâs easily able to recognize.
His heart lurches, and heâs on his feet instantly, tugging on a pair of boxers. He follows the sound to the bathroom door, pressing his ear to it. The cries are clearer now, but theyâre not purely sad â theyâre mixed with hushed panting.
His brows knit together, and without thinking, Lando knocks. âEverything okay, love?â his voice is thick with sleep and worry.
She doesnât answer.
âBaby, whatâs wrong?â Lando insists, tightening his grip on the doorknob.
Inside, sheâs too caught up in her own world to hear anything else. Her hands finally drop to her sides as she lets out another defeated sob, the tears spilling freely on her cheeks. She feels raw and vulnerable, unable to understand why her body is betraying her like this.
Sounding more concerned now, Lando knocks harder this time. âBabe, Iâm coming in, alright?â
The door creaks as he steps inside, and the sight before him makes him stop in his tracks. Sheâs sitting there, legs spread, flushed and teary-eyed, her chest rising and falling in erratic breaths. His mind takes a second to catch up to whatâs happening, his gaze flickering from her damp cheeks to the towel beneath her and then finally to the source of her breakdown.
Her eyes widen when she realizes sheâs not alone anymore, and she quickly moves to close her legs, her face burning with embarrassment.
âLandoââ she begins, but her voice dies in her throat.
Heâs frozen for a moment, his heart pounding in his chest, but then he steps closer, crouching down in front of her. His hands reach for hers, gently prying them away from where sheâs trying to cover herself.
âDonât do that,â says Lando in a tender voice. âWhatâs going on, babe? Talk to me.â
She looks away, the shame too much to bear. âI donât know,â she stammers, her voice a small whisper. âI canâtââ
âCanât what?â he prompts gently, brushing a stray tear from her cheek.
She lets out a shaky exhale, avoiding his gaze. âIâve been trying so hard, but I justâI canât finish,â she admits finally, her voice breaking.
Landoâs expression softens, and he cups her face, tilting it up to meet his eyes. âWhy didnât you wake me up?â he asks, his voice low but laced with concern.
She laughs dryly, âAnd say what? Itâs fine, Lando. I didnât want to bother you,â she replies, sniffling. âYou were sleeping so peacefully, and I thought I could just handle it myself.â
His lips quirk into a tiny, understanding smile. âBaby, youâre never a bother to me,â he murmurs, his thumbs stroking her cheeks. âYou know that, right?â
She nods weakly, her lips trembling as fresh tears threaten to spill. Lando doesnât hesitate, sitting down beside her on the bathroom floor, the cool tiles pressing against his bare legs.
His hand moves tentatively to her knee, but he stops just short, his eyes searching hers. âCan I touch you?â he asks patiently.
Her nod is almost imperceptible, but itâs enough for him. He places his hand on her knee, his thumb tracing soothing circles over her skin. Heâs quiet for a moment, trying to figure out how to approach the situation, but his concern outweighs his uncertainty.
âCome on, baby. Itâs just us,â he says, his tone earnest. âWhatâs really been bothering you?â
She hesitates, her fingers fiddling with the hem of her â his â old t-shirt. The weight of the truth feels too heavy, but his steady presence makes it easier to breathe.
Finally, she exhales shakily and confesses, âI⌠I havenât had an orgasm in three weeks.â
Her words hang in the air, and Lando blinks, his brows furrowing in concern. âThree weeks?â he repeats, raising his eyebrows in surprise, as if heâs trying to wrap his head around it.
She nods again, her eyes fixed on the floor. âLook. Itâs not you, Lando. I love being with you, and I love the way you make me feel,â she pauses, her voice trembling, and the tears come again, âI think somethingâs wrong with me. Iâm soâIâm sorry, this wasnât supposed to happen.â
Her shoulders shake as she cries, and Landoâs heart breaks, seeing her in such distress. He shifts closer, wrapping his arms around her gently, his hand resting on the back of her head.
âDonât do that to yourself,â he says in a soothing tone. âThereâs nothing wrong with you. I promise.â
âYou donât know, Lan,â she sobs into his chest, her hands clutching his bicep. âI... donât know what else could be wrong. I just. I feel broken. Every time weâve been together these past few weeks, Iâve tried so hard,â she trails off, the weight of her words crushing her.
Lando feels something dark coiling in his chest as the realization settles like a heavy weight in his gut. Weeks. Sheâs been suffering in silence for weeks, lying beneath him, taking everything he gave her, and still unable to let go. His fingers twitch with the need to fix it, to wipe away every trace of frustration sheâs felt, to drag her into a pleasure so deep she forgets this ever happened. But on the outside, Lando stays calm; he canât let his frustration show, because this isnât about him. This is about her. And heâs going to make damn sure she never has to feel like this again.
But⌠how could he have been so clueless?
âWhy didnât you tell me sooner?â he asks in a weak tone, pulling back just enough to look at her.
âI didnât want to ruin things for you,â she admits, her voice barely audible. âYouâve been so busy lately, and I didnât want to add to your stress. But itâs not your fault,â she reassures him. âItâs not. Itâs me, I donât know what Iâm doing wrong.â
Her words cut through him, and he shakes his head, his hand cupping her cheek. âStop saying that, youâre not doing anything wrong,â says Lando firmly, his voice filled with conviction. âGod. Whatever this is, itâs not on you, okay?â
She sniffles, her lip trembling as she looks up at him. âBut it feels like it is. Like my bodyâs just failing me all of a sudden.â
Landoâs jaw flexes, and he feels a sudden pang of anger â not at her, but at himself for not paying enough attention. For being so blind.
âIâm sorry I was so busy and distracted. I shouldâve known something was off,â he sighs, voice filled with regret. âI feel so bloody stupid for not noticing how much youâve been struggling.â
âYouâre notââ she says quickly, but he cuts her off.
âNo, baby. I shouldâve seen that you were hurting.â
Her breath hitches at the sincerity in his voice. âI didnât want you to see. Itâs fine, just⌠I donât know what am I supposed to do now,â she whispers, her voice losing intensity.
Landoâs words come out so determined next time he speaks, âWeâll take our time, and weâll work through it together.â
She looks at him, wanting to believe him, but sheâs too caught up in her own head. Without thinking, her hands start trembling as they push against his chest, desperate to get some distance.
âNo,â her voice is cracking. âNo, you deserve better thanâgosh, this so unfair. Iâm always so close, and then I lose it. This never happened to me before.â
She covers her face with her hands, squeezing her eyes shut and hoping that next time sheâll open them, everything will get back to normal. But she knows itâs not that simple, so she stays like that, pressing the bridges of her palms on her eyelids until she sees white, sparkly dots.
Lando stiffens momentarily, the weight of her words sinking in. Her pushing him away stings, but he doesnât let it show, and he doesnât let it deter him, either. Instead, Lando leans forward, wrapping his arms around her from behind, holding her close even as she tries to fold in on herself.
âItâs okay. Weâll get to the bottom of it,â he whispers, âJust, please. Donât shut me out.â
She feels his steady embrace, his scent and warmth enveloping her like a protective blanket. âI donât know what to do,â she admits again and again, hoping that sheâll eventually find an answer.
Lando presses a kiss to the top of her head and tightens his hold. âIs there something I can do? Right now? Something to make you feel even a little better?â
The question hangs in the air for a few seconds before she exhales shakily, attempting to lighten the mood with a weak, joking reply, âIâd like to have an orgasm,â she mutters with a sad laugh, but the vulnerability in her voice betrays her attempt to make light of the situation.
Lando pauses, his lips parting slightly. She feels his chest rise and fall behind her as he takes a deep breath. âOkay,â he says simply, his tone laced with quiet determination.
She turns her head to look at him, confused. âWhat?â
Instead of answering, he adjusts his position so that sheâs sitting between his legs. His hands come to rest on her arms, and his touch is light on her skin, as if silently asking her to put her trust in him.
âJust relax,â he murmurs, his lips brushing against her ear. âLet me take care of you.â
Her shoulders tense at first, but as his hands begin to move, caressing her arms with deliberate care, she allows herself to calm down.
âYou donât need to prove anything to me,â the girl tells him, tilting her head slightly to meet his eyes. Her hand comes up to cup his jaw, her thumb brushing over his cheek. âYouâre always in my mind, Lando. Always.â
Her words make his stomach flip, but he shakes his head slightly, a small smile playing on his lips. âThatâs good, baby. But I canât stand the thought of you feeling this way. Not when I can do something about it. So, let me try.â
He dips his head to kiss her neck, slow and measured, his lips warm against her skin. She shivers, goosebumps spreading across her arms as his hands travel up her sides, cupping her breasts lightly through her shirt. His thumbs brush over her nipples, teasing through the fabric, and her breath hitches.
âLandoâŚâ she breathes, but her protest is weak.
âShh,â he whispers, his lips still moving against her neck. âLet me.â
With a gentle tug, he pulls her shirt up and over her head, tossing it aside. Her bare back presses against the heat of his chest, and she leans into him instinctively, her body relaxing further. One of her hands reaches back, resting against his thigh, while the other remains on his jaw, her thumb tracing his skin absentmindedly.
His kisses grow lazier, deeper, taking his time to savor her, his hands still exploring her body with quiet reverence. When his thumb brushes over her bare nipple this time, her breath catches, and a soft moan escapes her lips.
âBetter?â asks Lando quietly, the question laced with affection and a hint of teasing.
She doesnât answer with words, only nodding as her eyes flutter shut, her body leaning fully into his.
âYouâre safe with me,â he assures softly. As his lips linger on her shoulder, his hand moves lower, tracing the curve of her stomach.
Her body tenses momentarily before melting into him again, exhaling sharply when his fingers trail lower, featherlight, until they dip between her legs. He feels the slight tremble in her thighs as her body reacts, and she instinctively parts her legs for him, granting Lando all the access he needs.
Her gaze drops to his arm, watching as the veins stretch under his skin with every movement. The strength in his hand contrasts with the careful way he touches her, and she canât help but marvel at the sight. Almost instinctively, her hand moves to cover his â not to stop him or to slow him down, but to ground herself in the moment, to feel the reality of him there with her.
âDonât think too much, yeah?â Lando instructs her, his breath warm against her. âFocus on me. Iâve got you.â
Landoâs fingers part her folds, and he has to close his eyes at the heat and wetness he finds there, evidence of the frustration and need she had been battling. When his thumb brushes against her clit, he feels it pulse under his touch, sensitive from what she had been doing before he walked in.
âWanna see how responsive you are?â he asks with a teasing smile, pressing his thumb firmly against her clit without moving it.
She gasps silently, but he keeps his hand steady, his other arm holding her securely against him.
âEasy, baby,â he says, his tone as soothing as ever.
He holds the pressure for a few seconds, then finally rubs slow circles over the sensitive bundle of nerves. Her breathing deepens, her legs shifting as he repeats the motion: firm pressure, then slow strokes, over and over. The rhythm he sets is almost hypnotic, and he feels the tension in her begin to ease as her arousal builds.
Once a new wave of wetness slicks his fingers, his lips twitch into a satisfied smile, âSee that? Such a good girl,â he praises gently.
She whimpers at his words, her hips bucking slightly against his hand. He adjusts his grip, keeping her in place as his fingers move lower, teasing her entrance. He doesnât push inside just yet, only circling the sensitive area, feeling the way her body squirms and trembles in anticipation.
âRelax for me,â he reminds her, his tone almost pleading, âIâm not going anywhere until I make a mess of you.â
She does as he says, but a soft, desperate cry still manages to escape her lips. Her arm wraps tightly around Landoâs neck, pulling him closer, her lips ghosting over his jaw as her breathing grows uneven. He presses a kiss to her temple, whispering words of encouragement, while his fingers explore her with dexterity.
âThatâs it, feel me,â he soothes, his tone gentle yet commanding. âDonât think.â
He finally pushes a finger inside her, but only the tip, teasing her repeatedly. He feels her walls soft and pillowy as he pumps it in and out, and she feels the stretch on her hole somehow differently. When he pulls out completely, her pussy clenches around nothing, instinctively trying to keep him there.
A low chuckle rumbles in his chest, and he presses his lips against her hair, smiling. âThere goes your needy little hole,â he says, his voice filled with quiet admiration. âTold you thereâs nothing wrong with you, baby. Itâs all in your pretty head.â Lando pauses, his hand still as he tilts his head closer to hers. âLet me clear it for you.â
With that, he pushes his finger all the way in this time. Her sudden gasp hits his jaw, her hips jerking forward at the sensation. He knows itâs not enough, though the way he feels her walls fluttering around him, tells Lando he is on the right path.
âLook how perfect you are,â he praises, his voice a warm caress. âYou were made for this, werenât you?â
Without warning, he adds another finger â just to prove his point â stretching her and going deeper than before. Her moan is breathless, her head tipping back as her hips grind into his hand. Lando groans, feeling the slick warmth of her around him, and the way she reacts to every little movement.
âThere it is,â his low voice catches her attention, âFeel that? Thatâs all you, my love. You just needed to be reminded of how incredible you are.â
He finally sets a rhythm, curling his fingers just right, and her cries turn into something more profound, a broken whimper of relief and pleasure as he works her open with care.
Leaning in, Lando is capturing her lips in a urgent kiss. His tongue slides against hers, coaxing soft moans from her as his fingers keep pumping in and out of her slick heat. He spreads her wetness over her puffy folds, his other hand moving to her chest, teasing and pinching her nipple until it hardens under his touch. Heâs deliberate in his movements, having one clear goal in mind: to overwhelm her senses, to pull her away from the pressure of the finish line and make her fall in love with the journey.
His fingers scissor inside her, stretching her further, before curling again, brushing over the spot that makes her cry in pleasure. He presses the bridge of his palm firmly against her clit, applying just enough pressure to have her legs trembling against him. Her breathing turns erratic, her chest rising and falling quickly as the excitement starts to blur the edges of her thoughts.
Landoâs hand never falters, burying his fingers in and out of her with just the right amount of force, the wetness between her thighs making everything slick and obscene. But then, just as the wave begins to crest, he stills. His hand stops and she cries out, her walls protesting around him, as if trying to pull him back into motion.
âItâs okay, youâre doing so well,â he continues with his praise. âWeâre close, yeah?â asks Lando rhetorically, waiting, feeling her body tighten and then gradually relax.
Then he starts again, the rhythm maddeningly slow.
Her moans grow louder, more desperate, but just as she teeters on the edge again, he stops once more.
âFuck, Lando. Please,â she chokes out, her hips jerking against his hand, trying to create some friction. âI canâtâplease, let me have it,â her voice is drenched in frustration and need.
He hums against her neck, savoring every sound she makes. âYou know I will, baby. But you need to trust me,â he says, voice steady, his fingers suddenly resuming their pace. âYou donât want to disappoint me, do you, pretty girl?â
Her whole body shivers, her thighs trembling around his hand as she shakes her head frantically. âNo,â she whimpers, âI wonâtâplease, please. Iâll do anything, just donât stop again.â
The desperation in her voice tugs at something deep in him. He feels guilty, seeing her so wrecked and desperate after holding this pressure inside for weeks, but when her slickness grows, coating his fingers and hand, he knows sheâs on the brink. He can physically feel it.
Smiling, Lando leans over, pressing soft kisses to her flushed cheek, talking tenderly against her skin, âMake me proud,â he whispers, his voice thick with affection and lust.
And thatâs more than enough.
Her release comes in a rush, hitting her like fireworks as she cries out his name, her body spasming uncontrollably around Landoâs fingers. He keeps working her through it, whispering praises against her skin while her nails dig into his forearm, anchoring herself to him as the weeks of frustration dissolve into pure, blinding pleasure.
âBeautiful,â says Lando, dipping his head to kiss her.
He bites her lower lip, tugging it between his teeth before soothing it with a soft lick. Then, with a sly smirk, he shoves his tongue back into her mouth, tasting the soft gasp she lets out.
He attacks her senses from every direction â his hand between her legs, the other on her chest, his lips consuming hers. The pressure on her clit, the way his fingers still curl and stretch inside her, the heat of his body pressed to hers â everything feels right again. Sheâs finally losing herself, over and over, her mind emptying of everything but the way Lando feels, and the way heâs making her feel.
Just like he promised.
Her lips part against his, and the only thing she can think to say itâs his name, that escapes in a broken, breathless cry.
Her cheeks are flushed, the heat spreading through her body like wildfire. The wet, slick sounds of his hand working her fill the bathroom, blending with her breathless moans and the occasional low rasp of his voice. She feels the telltale pressure building once more in her lower abdomen, the one that makes her toes curl and her thighs tremble. And then, like clockwork, the fear starts to creep in â the same fear thatâs stolen her release before.
Sensing the shift in her breathing, Lando reminds her, his voice impossibly soft, âYou can,â he encourages her, âOne more, baby. Look how well you take my fingers.â
Her chest heaves as she finds the strength to glance down, her half-lidded eyes catching the hypnotic way his hand works between her legs, his fingers disappearing into her again and again. The sight is enough to make her stomach tighten, and when her gaze lifts, she meets Landoâs.
Heâs already looking at her, his eyes dark with desire but impossibly gentle, filled with reassurance and love. Thatâs what does it â their unyielding, pure connection. Her second orgasm crashes over her without warning, the intensity pulling a cry from deep within her chest.
âLando, yes!â she moans, her voice breaking as she clings to him, her body shaking uncontrollably. âOh myââ
He doesnât stop, his fingers working her through the overwhelming waves of pleasure. Sheâs crying, tears slipping down her cheeks, but these are different â theyâre tears of relief; liquid euphoria.
The towel beneath her is soaked, her release spilling out in waves, and Lando lets out a low, approving groan as he feels her gush against his hand. âThatâs my good girl,â he says proudly, kissing her temple as her cries fade into breathless whimpers. âLook at you. So perfect, baby. You fucking did it.â
She collapses into his chest, her body utterly spent, her mind hazy from the high of finally letting go. And for the first time in weeks, she feels nothing but peace.
Lando keeps her close, his lips brushing against her temple in the softest of kisses, waiting for her to come back to herself. She exhales shakily, the steady thrum of his heartbeat calming her.
Lando tilts his head down, his curls tickling her cheek as he insists, âNext time you feel like this, come to me. Donât keep it in, baby. Weâll work it out together like we did now,â his words are definitive, the weight of his love for her wrapped around every syllable. He leans back slightly to look at her, his eyes soft but unwavering. âThe perfect fit, you and I, right?â
She lifts her gaze to meet his, and he smiles, his dimples peeking out as his hand brushes a strand of hair from her face. âThank you,â she says. âFor knowing me better than anyone.â
âThatâs because I love you, silly,â says Lando, his lips grazing hers in a featherlight kiss. âAnd loving you means taking care of you. Even when you donât know how to let me.â
Hearing Landoâs words, a flicker of shame creeps in. She realizes she should have told him sooner. Theyâre a team â they always have been. And yet, she let herself spiral alone, convinced this was something she had to fix by herself.
Before she can dwell on it too much, Lando peppers more kisses to her temple and cheek, his voice deliberately teasing, but laced with something undeniably serious, âLetâs go back to bed,â he says, helping her up. âIâve got three weeks to make up for, and I donât plan on wasting a second.â
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â⌠now that youâve played alongside japanâs u-20, would you ever reconsider your decision not to join? the people want to know.â
sae sent an icy glare to the reporter across from him; heâd thought heâd made his stance on this vividly clear, but obviously not.
âno.â sae said simply, reveling in the spark of indignation his refusal brought to the manâs eyes.
âwell, why notâ?â
sae lifted a hand to silence the man when his phone pinged twice â maybe that was rude, but sae had the feeling that whatever had just come through his phone would be a thousand times more entertaining and engaging than the sleaze across from him.
and boy, was sae right.
my wife: seeing you on tv has me all worked up. maybe hurry it along? đ
my wife: [video attachment]
despite his current surroundings and the many cameras pointed at him, sae opened the attachment â it was a video, one without sound, but the muteness didnât take away from the sheer tempting nature of it.
you looked so good, back resting against the armrest of the couch and legs spread lazily and slit glistening in the flash of the camera. your fingers teased at your clit lightly, and desire shot through saeâs body as he itched to replace them with his own.
sae didnât even get halfway through the video before his phone pinged with another message â and then another.
my wife: SAE YOU ARENT SUPPOSED TO LOOK YET
my wife: YOURE ON LIVE TV PUT IT DOWN
sae smirked and gave the reporter a lazy wave before standing.
âmy deepest apologies, but iâm cutting this short. i have some other business to attend to.â
sae couldnât give two shits about the way both the reporter and his pr manager sputtered and desperately attempted to flag him back â his woman was waiting on him at home, and that was far more important.
shidou rarely ever felt bored during matches â but so far, this one had simply been a drag. the opposing team didnât really offer much of a challenge, and shidou had scored more points off of them than he could justly remember.
by the time half-time rolled around, shidou was seething and sweating, feeling incredibly tense and antsy as he whipped into the locker room.
his teammates knew not to bother him when he was in a dip like this, so they cleared a path for him and avoided eye contact at all costs. if shidou werenât so frustrated he would have found it amusing.
there was only one thing that may make shidou feel the least bit better â messages from you, something he was guaranteed to find at half-time. a trickle of excitement slithered down his body when he pulled his phone from his locker and plopped down on the nearest bench. his phone read â3 unread messagesâ when he clicked the screen on.
shidou didnât think twice about tapping open the chat log between the two of you, a smile instantly gracing his lips at your first message.
babygirlđ: hope your match is going well baby!! i know youâre gonna rock it
babygirlđ: but on the slim to none chance that it may not be, i want to give you some motivation ;)
babygirlđ: [video attachment]
shidou probably should have ensured his sound was off before opening it â but your legs were spread open so deliciously and your fingers were working your cunt at a desperate speed, what was shidou supposed to do? think rationally? tough chance.
lewd moans and whines of âshidouuuuuâ filled the locker room and ten pairs of shocked eyes met his. shidouâs cheeks warmed and anger sparked in his chest at the knowledge that now his teammates knew how absolutely angelic you sounded in the throes of pleasure.
all it took was a heavy glare and they were clearing out of the room to give him and your video some privacy.
every single tiny box on the shelf looked exactly the same.
what was he even supposed to get again? heâd read over the front of every box at least three times. pearl, radiant, braided⌠none of those words rung any bells in his head. what was it you had told him before he left?
âmaybe it was the pearlâŚ?â nagi murmured to himself, eyes narrowed as if that would somehow help the answer become more clearer to him. he gingerly grabbed a box and examined it before promptly putting it back on the shelf.
nagi didnât like to admit defeat, but heâd been perusing this shelf for nearly thirty minutes and still didnât know shit from shat â heâd have to phone a friend, unfortunately.
nagi slipped his phone from his pocket and was just about to tap open his contacts when his phone pinged with a message; ironically, it was from you.
babycake <3: hurry home love. iâm waiting for you đ
babycake <3: [image attachment]
nagiâs eyes nearly bugged from his skull when he caught sight of the picture youâd sent him â you, sprawled across the lush queen bed, donning nothing but his freshly washed jersey. if he looked close enough, he could see the faintest tease of your nipples perked up beneath the fabric, and the hem of it fell to your mid thighs, hiding the sweet spot between your legs.
nagi sucked in a breath and clicked off his phone screen, willing his half-hard dick to calm down â at least while he was in the store. with furtive glances down each side of the isle nagi powered his screen on and, while avoiding letting his gaze fall to the tempting picture, typed a quick response.
me: omw. donât move.
your period wasnât due for another week, anyway. nagi always had time to figure out the pearl-versus-radiant-versus-braided debacle before then.

i genuinely had so much fun cooking these up! thank you so much for reading! likes, comments and reblogs are not at all required but are much appreciated!! <33
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The Arrangement (10) - A New Way

Chapter summary: Astarion always find a way back to you even in the midst of all the chaos.
Pairing: Astarion x female!Tav
Warnings: 18+. Sexual frustration. Jealous Astarion. Protective Astarion. Fingering. Masturbation. Cumplay. Innuendo. Body worship.
Word count: 7.3k
Author's note: Tumblr isn't allowing me to reply to comments ever since I changed my @... already contacted support. I am not ignoring you guys *deep sigh*
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Rivington had its fair share of taverns and inns sprawled across its busy and lively streets. It was surely a welcome change from the grim and daunting sense of dread that loomed over you when travelling across the shadowlands.Â
As such, the group had split to indulge in some brief moments of well deserved and welcome repose before finally reaching Baldurâs Gate.
Astarion sat across from you, subtlety eyeing his surroundings as you happily sipped your apple juice.Â
The sun had yet to reach its peak but the tavern was already crawling with drunkards and unpleasant crowds.Â
âWe shouldnât linger.â Astarion mused with arms crossed.
You nodded. âIâm nearly done.â
As much as you wished to forget about the troubling matters that haunted you, it was evident that your presence was earning some unwanted curious stares from a few onlookers.Â
He suddenly reached for the pouch at his hip, withdrawing a piece of fabric before extending his hand to you.
âHere.â
You took it in your hand, briefly admiring its silky texture of the handkerchief as shades of teal and green swirled together in mesmerising patterns.
Then your fingers found golden letters sewn along one corner.Â
Your name.
Your heart was clenched tight as you traced each letter in absolute awe.
âAstarion, this isâŚâ
He waved a hand dismissively. âOh, think nothing of it, darling. Youâre often covered in blood and sweat and Gods know what other fluids,â he said with a curt smile. âI figured you might as well look stylish whilst wiping that pretty face of yours.â
There he was.
So easily crawling under your skin with his words and now with such a thoughtful gift that fully displayed his artistry and exceptional needlework.
A lump in your throat held your words back.
Maybe he didnât consider this gesture all that relevant or even worthy of a lingering thought, but you did.
This was a silent extension of him.
Now youâd have him by your heart at all times.
But the moment was cut short as a loud bang rippled across your table.
A man reeking of cheap mead cackled loudly at you. He was swaying so violently it was an incredible feat that he was able to stand on both feet without losing balance.
âOi! Arenât you that gal from a few years ago who did magic tricks?â
Your blood ran cold at once and your insides twisted into several knots.
âI donât think so.â you said, focusing your gaze on the drink in front of you.
You didnât recognise him, but you silently prayed he would just drop the matter and leave.
Instead, he hiccuped. âN-No! It is you! I would never forget such a face.â
Your eyes met Astarionâs momentarily as he narrowed his crimson eyes at the loud drunkard, and you reckoned he was close to intervening.Â
You mustered your strength. âNo. Itâs not me.â
But the man was insistent as he was drunk.
He banged a hand on the wooden surface once more. âWhat? You are the one whose motherââ
The flash of a dagger pierced through your field of vision, landing right between the manâs fingers, the blade pressed menacingly against his thumb.
âShe said ânoâ,â he said through gritted teeth, eyes flaring with contempt. âShould I teach you the meaning of the word?â
The man shuddered and cowered in fear as he strolled away as fast as his wobbly steps would allow.
But Astarion had overdone it and had simultaneously caused many heads to turn your way, voices whispering as people tried to make out what the fuss was all about.
âWeâve overstayed our welcome,â he said, sheathing his dagger as he stood up.
You remained frozen in place, still taken aback by the words the man had spewed at you.
Your mind had been kept too busy to dive back into the memories of your mother, and to dwell on what had happened so many years ago.
A shudder spread across your entire body as the sense of dread gripped you.
You felt his hand nudge your shoulder. âNowâs not the time for daydreaming, sweetheart.â
And he quickly tugged at your arm, pulling you up on your feet before the two of you scurried along the tavern and earning heavy glares.
You made it out just in time as two Fists crossed paths with you on their way inside, trying to disperse the crowd that had gathered around the entryway.
âWhat was that all about?â Astarion asked as soon as you were able to blend in with the passers-by.Â
âNothing.â
Your mouth had gone awfully dry even though you had downed most of your apple juice, replenishing your hydration level.Â
He stared at you, raising a brow inquisitively. âHe did actually know you, didnât he?â
You met his gaze in a silent warning. âHe must have had me confused with someone else.â
He rolled his eyes. âYouâre a terrible liar, but I will not pry. We all have secrets to bear.â
You nodded, thankful for his understanding remark.
There was no point in lying to him. He could always see right through your silly attempts at deception.Â
âJust know that you can come to me should you need to air them out,â he added. âI know all too well how buried secrets always find a way to crawl to the surface â one way or another.â
It was a glaring testament to how he had come to terms with opening up to someone else.
He had come far in that regard and you felt proud of him.
A faint smile settled on your lips, but it faded just as quickly once realisation hit you.
âWait!â you said, gripping his arm. âThe handkerchief â I left it there. Let meââ
He patted your back. âLeave it, darling. Unless you fancy starting a tavern brawl, that is.â
Your heart dropped.
âButâŚâ
âI will embroider you a new one.â
But he never did.
There was no point in lying to Astarion.
You were very well aware of this.
He would spot your deceit faster than a hawk could tail its prey.
But the dreadful sense of impending doom had rooted you to the sofa.
This couldnât all just be a coincidence.Â
By the time the two of you had reached the room, Gale and Laeâzel had already vanished through a portal to Waterdeep to assess the situation.Â
âAll we can do for now is wait.â Astarion said, adjusting his shirt.Â
Shadowheart scoffed. âThis is all very odd. Itâs as if something is at work against us.â
You nodded. âI agree.â
âAre the two of you in some competition to see whoâs the most dramatic?â he said with a click of his tongue. âHonestly, we know nothing about what happened. Maybe his contact succumbed to self-inflicted boredom â a running theme amongst wizards.â
His sense of humour would have been welcome under different circumstances, but you were on the brink of freaking out.
âMaybe I could cast Arcane Gate and help outâŚâ you said in a restless tone, feeling nauseous.
But the mage slayer outside kept your magic levels too low for you to successfully cast a level six conjuration spell, so it was not even an option.
Astarion immediately snorted as he joined your side. âPerish the thought. I donât think itâd be wise to do such a thing given your condition. You might open a portal to some place infested with murderous creatures, and then Iâll have to jump in to rescue you.â
Shadowheart, who had been pacing worriedly across the room, came to an immediate halt. âWhat condition?â
You rubbed your temples as if it would magically dissipate the gnawing headache.
âI had too much to drink last night.â
Shadowheartâs accusatory stare immediately landed on Astarion. âWhat did you do?â
He scoffed dramatically. âExcuse me? I am well aware that pinning the blame on me is a recurring activity in this group, but I had nothing to do with this.â
You groaned with a wince. âPlease keep your voices downâŚâ
Shadowheart rushed to lower herself by your feet until she could eye-level with you. âAre you all right?â
No.
And it had little to do with the aftermath of your alcohol consumption.
Ava.
Your intuition was pounding ceaselessly in your mind and you just couldnât bring yourself to ignore it any longer.
Yes, she had told you she would talk to Astarion, but your nerves were being eaten raw and time wasnât something you could afford to spare.
âI⌠think I need to talk about somethingâŚâ you began as a shiver tore through your body.
Shadowheart gripped your knees, her face twisted in alarmed worry. âWhat is it?â
You exchanged a glare with Astarion who eyed you in confusion.
âI met up with Ava last night andâŚâ You paused briefly, pondering your next words. âShe made an offering.â
His brows furrowed together. âWhat offering?â
You felt sweat coat your palms as your heart rate quickened in distress. âSheâs under the impression someone is after us,â you said, clutching your hands together. âThat whoever it is might be responsible for that dead body and us getting wrongfully arrested.â
Shadowheart was now gripping your knees firmly. âAnd what did she offer?â
Your leg was visibly shaking now as you were finding it harder to keep your composure.
âApparently, when Astarion feeds on me, our blood mixes together andâŚâ
As far as you were aware, Shadowheart wasnât aware of his deal with Ava, so you decided to hold that information.
âSheâs interested in that⌠mixture and wants access to it in exchange for information.â
The effect your words had was nearly catastrophic.Â
Shadowheart looked positively scandalised and Astarion immediately gripped your arm, snarling, â What? â
He was instantly on his feet and you followed suit.
âHow would she even have access to that in the first place?â she asked in awe.
Astarion spoke before you could, âIâve been giving her some of my blood as she researches ways to counter the effects of vampirism. But I wasnât aware of this!â
â Astarion! â Shadowheart let out in sheer outrage. âWhat in the Hells is wrong with you?â
He ignored her remark, eyes fixed on you.
He was mad.
No.
He was furious.
Up until this point, you had only ever witnessed him protect Ava and vouched for her integrity, but it seemed that he was no longer interested in upholding his defence.Â
âShe told me she would tell you of this as she only recently found out about it.â
âTo Hells with that!â he snarled. âDid you agree to that arrangement?â
Silence
But that was answer enough.
âYou should have told me!â
You swallowed the uncomfortable lump in your throat. âYou never listen to me when it comes to her!â
He clicked his tongue in annoyance. âThis is different!â
âHow?!â
Crimson eyes locked with yours as he scowled deeply. âShe involved you!â
His admission stunned you into silence.
It wasnât all that common nowadays to witness Shadowheart succumb to her protective instinct to the point of no return.
But you could tell she was close to snapping when she approached Astarion, yellow flames dangerously swirled across her palms.
âGive me one good reason not to blast this Ava into oblivion,â she growled with ire. âOr you, for that matter.â
He gave her a mocking scoff. âDarling, Iâd love to see you try.â
She smiled deviously and you knew it was time to intervene.Â
You carefully placed your hand on her arm. âShadowheart.â
She glanced at you almost in disbelief. ââShadowheartâ? Heâs out here dealing with dodgy people and putting us all at risk! Now sheâs also involved with murdering people in Waterdeep?â
Astarion let out an exasperated groan. âWhat connection is there between the two, then?â
In all honesty, you werenât quite sure.
Not yet, at least.
At this point, you were allowing your gut feeling to guide you, and it could very well blow up in your face if she turned out to be innocent in all of this.
However⌠the warning signs were too loud to ignore.
âI⌠donât know yet.â
Astarion was glaring at you with pursed lips, and you vaguely wondered if he was upset with you, or if he was actually upset that his judgement had failed him when it came to Ava.
âYou can bleed yourself dry if you wish, but not her ,â Shadowheart pressed in a low voice.
âI know .â he shot back.
She took a step forward, her face dangerously close to his. âThen youâd do well to remember that my respect for you has its limits. Do not cross them.â
You tugged at her arm again, trying to put some distance in between them.
âWell, this conversation isnât going anywhere,â he said after a while with a scoff before turning around to leave. âIâll be in my room.â
You tried to go after him, but Shadowheart held you firmly in place. âLet him go.â
It was hard to do so, but you nodded as you sat on a nearby chair.
âI know you care deeply for him, but this is beyond ludicrous.â she said with a heavy sigh.
Her voice was that of reason, so you couldnât fault her for being so apprehensive.
âHe would never harm me.â
And you would always stand by this as sure as the sun is to rise.
âNot consciously, but by dealing with this woman, he might have opened a door to great peril.â
You nodded, avoiding her penetrating gaze. âWyll is running a few checks on some information she gave me. I guess weâll find an answer soon enough.â
Shadowheartâs face softened every so slightly.
âPlease exert caution with Astarion,â she said, grabbing your hand. âAnd Iâm not talking about this in particular.
Oh.
âI donât doubt for a second that he cares for you, but I donât want to see you bound to nightmares,â she said in a whisper. âThat is no way of living.â
You took a deep breath. âThings are fine between us.â
Unexpectedly, she let out a chuckle. âOh, Iâm sure. My room is next to his and⌠well, letâs just say that I may have overheard him mumbling your name a few timesâŚâ
âWhat do youâŚâ
Oh.
âSo, just⌠be careful,â she pleaded as she gripped your hand fiercely. âI trust your judgement, but not his⌠especially not after this.
You felt your heart swell with affection for Shadowheart and you pulled her into a tight embrace, almost tearing up as you did so.
âThank you.â
She rubbed your back affectionately and whispered, âI adore you.â
âSo do I.â
It was becoming more and more apparent that standing outside Astarionâs room was almost part of a routine now.
After a few more seconds, she finally pulled back with a reassuring smile. âIâll tell the Fists outside to inform Wyll of whatâs happened.â
And it was also unnecessarily hard to reach out for that first knock.
You had waited a couple of hours before deciding on what to do.
Wyll hadnât shown up yet and there was still no word from Waterdeep.
So, you took a deep breath and as you were about to rasp your knuckles against the door, a charming voice was heard, âI know youâre outside.â
Of course he did.
âCan I come in?â
A brief pause.âBe my guest.â
You turned the knob and rushed inside, clicking the door shut behind you.
As expected, the room was plunged in a candle-lit dimness as the curtains draped over the window kept the blazing sun at bay.
Astarion lay on his bed, resting against the headboard as he threaded his way along a piece of cloth with a needle, his eyes solely focused on the task at hand.
Your stomach turned and twisted in knots, and you realised you werenât quite sure how to start the conversation.
A low chuckle was heard. âIâm assuming you didnât come here to simply stare at me, darling.â
The lightheartedness in his voice made you feel slightly at ease and you shook your head. âNo. I suppose not.â
This time, he did meet your eyes briefly and your heart skipped a beat.âAs dashing as I am, Iâd rather hear what you have to say instead.â
Right.
You cleared your throat, taking careful steps towards him before taking a seat at the feet of his bed, mindful to keep a certain respectful distance.
âI should have told you about Ava earlier on when you asked me.â
âIndeed.â
He didnât sound upset in the slightest.
If anything, there was a faint hint of strange calmness to his voice.
âAs for ShadowheartâŚâ
He let out a snort. âPlease. The day she stops worrying about you is the day Iâll find her in a casket.â
You couldnât help out a short chuckle as he was absolutely right.Â
Still, you laced your hands in your lap, absentmindedly fidgeting with your fingers. âIâŚâ you began, before drifting off as uncertainty took place. âI didnât want to worry you.â
Astarion paused altogether and his crimson eyes were on you again.
âSee, I do understand that reasoning,â he said, tugging at the thread that curled around one finger. âBut considering the nature of your conversation with her, you should have told me right away.â
You nodded.
âAs fruitful as my connection to her might prove to be, I cannot accept the deal you made with her.â
Your heart raced in your chest at how determined he seemed in his resolve.Â
HoweverâŚ
âIf what she says is true and someone is after us, this feels like a small price to pay.â
Astarion snipped the thread with a pair of scissors before setting his handiwork on the bedside table.
The look on his face could easily make the bravest men cower in fear.
âNothing that involves you is a âsmall price to payâ,â he said, voice low and heavy. âItâs one thing for me to willfully provide my blood, and another for her to take advantage of you so blatantly.â
You frowned deeply. âShe is also taking advantage of you, then.âÂ
âI can deal with her.â
Astarion had this tendency to sell himself short in terms of self-worth. At times, he was as confident as one could be, but the centuries of robbed autonomy and lack of genuine bond to others would often slip in and take hold.
He was probably not even aware of how easy it was for you to catch on to this, but you knew him well enough by now.Â
âYou donât have to.â
He rolled his eyes as he crossed his arms. âDonât tell me what I can or canât do.â
It nearly shattered you to hear him put up his defences around you so unbelievably fast.
There was no need for that.
âDonât ,â you nearly pleaded. âPlease donât assume I am trying to tell you what to do.â
Just as rapidly, his features softened ever so slightly. âI apologise.â
You vehemently shook your head. âI also apologise if my words came across as condescending.â
An unsettling silence took place.
His eyes roamed across your face and you felt more exposed to him than you had ever been even when fully naked in his presence.
Even though you felt comfortable and safe with him, there were times when you wondered if it was reciprocal. Â
âAva is not your concern,â he eventually said. âI will deal with her.â
You had no doubt he would.
It just saddened you that⌠âI know she was helping you out in more ways than one, even if I donât particularly agree with the⌠method, so to speak.â
âYet here you are, thinking that whatever bond I share with her is significant enough,â he said, voice dripping with amusement. âI am using her as much as she is using me. But I never allowed for that to extend to you. Ever .â
You swallowed as his harsh words hit you.
âThat was her first mistake â involving you.â
âI took the deal freely.â you said.
âYou didnât have to at all,â he retorted impatiently. âShe needs me more than I need her. So, if she knows anything about someone coming after us, she will tell me and I wonât be kind when I ask her to.â
Fair enough.
âWill you still give her your blood?â
âIt depends.â
You blinked. âOn what?â
âOn how the conversation goes,â he said with a shrug. âThough what I do know for certain is that I will not give her blood after feeding on you.â
An impending sense of dread rose inside you and you vaguely wondered if you had just fucked up.
Information was power, and you worried that she might not take it well now that Astarion was openly against her proposal.Â
But to be fair, she did mention she would let him know about all of this. So, it wasnât truly your fault that he didnât take it well, was it?
In fact, it was very much on brand with Astarion.
His sense of loyalty to you was unwavering and transcended any arrangement the two of you had agreed to.
And that was a bond not easily severed, probably much to Avaâs dismay.
âYou are off limits.â
It wasnât a subtle warning by any means and it made your heart swell with warmth somehow. His protectiveness nearly rivalled that of Shadowheart, though you wouldnât dare tell her this.
A faint smile curled his lips. âI have to thank you.â
You arched an eyebrow. âFor what?â
He hesitated at first. âI know you mean well. I do know that.â
Oh, AstarionâŚ
âYouâre a better friend than I could ever have hoped for â or even deserve,â he went on. âIt is hard at times to be vulnerable. I was never allowed to. For centuries I equated being vulnerable to being weak⌠even pathetic.â
You were unsure of how to respond, but you felt each word tug at your heartstrings in a way that you had only felt when he had confessed his feelings for you back in Moonrise Towers.Â
âIâm still getting used to thisâŚâ He paused abruptly as if pondering his next words. âAllowing myself to feel all these emotions, I suppose.â
âYou are more deserving than you think,â you said truthfully. âGive yourself some credit. You used to be bound to your selfishness when we first met. You didnât care for others because no one ever cared for you.â
His face held an expression akin to hurt, but it was the good kind of pain. Breaking oneâs protective shell didnât come without discomfort, but it was worth it in the long run.Â
Unconsciously, you shifted along the edge of the bed as the overwhelming urge to embrace him took over you at once.Â
Still, you didnât want to push it, so you halted once you were sitting right next to him, which earned an amused smile from him.
âI have something for you.â
âOh?â
He reached his hand to grab the piece of cloth on the nightstand. The very same he had just been embroidering moments ago.
âCome here.â
Your heart skipped a beat as he tapped his thigh twice.Â
Noticing your hesitancy, he repeated the motion until you gathered yourself, feeling a rush of heat pool at your cheeks.
âYou do have a thing for keeping me waiting, darling.â he remarked playfully.
A chuckle made its way past your lips as you moved to settle on his lap, careful not to sit too close to his-
âHere you go,â he said, proffering what resembled a kerchief of some sort.
You took it in your hands, admiring its silky texture and mesmerising fusion of different shades of blue that swirled beautifully together until your eyes spotted the yellow-threaded embroidery sprawled along one corner.
Your name.
The needlework was impeccable as always.
Your eyes widened in sheer bewilderment as you remembered the last time he had offered you such a gift.âI â this is beautiful,â you managed to say. âThe other one was a masterpiece as well.â
He chuckled tenderly. âThe timing of my offering was rather inopportune on that day â I should have waited until we were back in camp.â
His words were sweet and caressed you like a lover, and you could feel yourself drawn more and more to him.
âMay I?â
You nodded as he took the kerchief from your hands only to have it drape around your neck, his fingers tugging gently at both ends as his eyes met yours.
Oh.
Fuck.
You only had time to hastily hold on to the headboard with both hands for support as he pulled you in closer. âMay I kiss you?â
It was an uncomfortable position to be in since you were trying to avoid his crotch at all costs.
âWhere?â
His gaze dropped to your lips.
âFriends donât do that.â you teased, but still inching closer to him.
âDarling ,â he began with a click of his tongue, rolling the edges of the fabric around each finger. âWe havenât been friends for quite a while now.â
And then he kissed you.
It was a hungry and urgent kiss and his tongue quickly slipped past your lips, causing you to instantly melt into him.
The softest moan escaped your throat as you felt a single fang nip teasingly at your lower lip.
Driven by pure instinct, you shifted along his thighs until you were pressed against his crotch.
He broke the kiss to let out a strained groan and you immediately lifted your hips, alarmed that you had gone too far.
But his hands immediately dropped to your waist, holding you in place. âDonât.â
You met his lustful gaze. âIâm sorryâŚâ
âDonât. Please .â
He didnât push you back against him, but you felt his fingers tease the waistband of your trousers.Â
âAstarionâŚâ you said, unsure if this was a good idea.
He tugged again, but more gently this tme. âWe don't have to do anything you don't feel comfortable with.â
Oh, you were more than eager to carry on. In fact, you were desperate .
You bit your lip, torn between listening to reason or giving in to the moment.
The latter won by a landslide.Â
You nodded and he masterfully undid the buttons and laces with one hand.
âDo you trust me?â
What an odd question from him. âYou know I do.â
His thumb traced your jawline before grazing your lower lip and earning a sigh from you. âCan I trust you not to scream?â
âScream? Why would I-â
Realisation hit you like a tidal wave and your eyes widened as words died in your mouth.
Oh.
Astarion smiled cheekily, patting your thigh, clearly urging you to slide off of his lap. âLock the door.â
You were still taken aback and didn't move an inch, staring into his crimson eyes instead as your heart drummed rapidly in your chest.
âLock the door .â
It resembled a plea, which caused you to clench involuntarily from how desperate he sounded.
Swiftly slipping off his lap, you hurried across his room to turn the key below the doorknob until a click was heard.
By the time you turned around, Astarion had removed his shirt and you were rooted in place, utterly speechless.
He was a work of art.Â
No words of praise would ever do him justice.
Your mouth had dropped slightly open and he chuckled deviously. âYouâre free to stay there and gawk, but Iâd rather have you on top of me.â
His teasing snapped you out of your trance-like state and you felt a stronger wave of heat flare across your face and rush down your body.
Your legs felt weak all of a sudden, but you found your way back to him as you always did.
In the end, all roads did lead back to him.
As if driven by an outside force, you quickly slipped out of your trousers, only leaving on your underwear which was already gathering a growing wet spot.
His stare was fixed on your lower half and you spotted the familiar outline of his cock strained in his own trousers.
He eased you back on his lap with a firm grip on your waist and a boyish grin on his lips. Your hands settled on his bare shoulders, still mindful to not lower your hips too much.
âSo, my dearest friend⌠â he said, adjusting the kerchief around your neck. âHow often do you indulge in such activities with your other friends?â
You smirked playfully. âNot often enough.â
He mirrored your expression, fingers slowly undoing each button of your shirt. âOh? I wonder who crosses your mind, then.â
You.
But he already knew that as his hands travelled down your chest, each breath allowing your shirt to part wide enough to expose your heaving breasts.
âIs it Wyll?â
âYou and your obsession with Wyll,â you laughed as he slowly pulled the fabric to the side, exposing each breast at a time. âIâm starting to think you want him for yourself.â
His eyes left yours to gaze at a perky nipple. âThe question is: would you be willing to share?â
You whimpered softly as his thumb traced the underside of one breast and you felt too tempted to press down against his erection just so you could comfort the throb in between your legs.Â
âOf course⌠Iâm all for sharing friends.âÂ
Once he began grazing your nipple, you had to grip his shoulders tighter to anchor yourself.
Your body undulated instinctively, earning a hum of approval from him.
âWould you let Wyll do this, then? As a friend, obviously.â
You were about to arch a brow at his question when you felt one finger pulling your underwear to the side, exposing yourself to him.
It was almost comical how soaked you already were.
You reckoned it was enough to take more than just his fingers.
âWould you let him, darling?â
âIââ
But your voice died in your throat as he ran a single cool finger along your folds, carefully avoiding the swell in between them much to your agony.
The shift in temperature was always something that took some time getting used to and you occasionally flinched as your body adjusted to his touch.
âCan I do this, then?â he asked in a low growl as he teased your entrance. âAs a friend.â
You rolled your hips out of reflex and he sank into you with ease until he was knuckle-deep.Â
âGodsâŚâ you moaned in sheer relief, instinctively clenching around him.
He then pressed his thumb between your folds, causing your hips to jerk as he teased the pulsing swell. It wasnât long until you began to slowly ride him, your eyes nearly fluttering shut.
âYou can take more, canât you?â he cooed, moving his hand to tease your other nipple. âI remember how eager you used to be for my cock.â
At this rate, he would make you come from his teasing words alone and with a single finger buried inside you.
âAstarion⌠donâtâŚâ you moaned as you rolled your hips, urging him on.Â
He needed to shut upâŚ
You needed him to stop talking before-
He suddenly slipped a second finger and you lost your balance, pressing your breasts against his bare chest while seeking support from his shoulder as you buried your face in his neck.
âYou have no idea how I longed to be inside you again,â he sighed, his fingers gripping your waist and guiding your sloppy rolls, eventually setting the pace. âMy hands can never feel as divine as you do.â
GodsâŚ
You shuddered violently as your moans quickly turned into sobs and whimpers, the wet lewd sounds filling your ears.
He pressed the heel of his palm against you, the delicious friction causing you to rake your hand down from his shoulder and along his chest until he caught your wrist, pressing your heated palm against his hardened nipple.
Astarion immediately groaned and you felt him arch into you.
âDarlingâŚâ he moaned, pumping his fingers faster inside you. âPlease look down.â
You were so out of it, that his words didnât register at first, so you kept on riding him in between sobs, further teasing his nipple under your touch.
âLook down,â he repeated more firmly, nearly slipping out of you. âI want you to see the mess youâve made.â
â No-no-no ⌠pleaseâŚâ you nearly cried in exasperation, moving your hips desperately against him.
âThen look down.â
You growled in pure frustration, somehow managing to pull back enough to have your eyes land on the hand in between your legs.
It was soaked down to his wrist, and you could see some of it beginning to drip, staining his strained bulge.
You felt an overwhelming wave of embarrassment wash down over you and tried to bury your face in his neck again, but he gripped your chin with his fingers, halting you.
âDo not hide from me,â he said, slipping his fingers back inside as he stared into your half-hooded eyes. âThis is one of the highest praises you can offer me.â And he proved his point by planting the softest kiss on your lips.
You immediately melted into his praise, realising just how lovely he could beâŚ
The pent-up sexual frustration was at an all time high and you could feel the familiar coil in your lower abdomen reach the point of no return.
You wished you were strong enough to fight him back with snarky and witty replies, but your concentration was broken.Â
âWhat about a third one?â
You didnât care anymore.
You just wanted release.
It had been too long since he had made you come and you'd take anything he gave you at this point.
âJustâŚâ you began, chasing after that high relentlessly. â Just⌠â
He had the nerve to chuckle at your frustration and you felt a third finger prodding at your entrance.
You could take it.
You would take it.
The fullness would most surely remind you of his cock and you needed it.
You were wet enough to accommodate him as he pushed through, earning a gasp from you followed by a shudder and a strained groan.
âI donât mean to brag, but I highly doubt dear Wyll would get this reaction from you.â
âGods⌠stop talking about Wyll as youâre inside me,â you managed to string coherents words together in between your moans. âJust⌠pleaseâŚâ
He pressed a kiss to your flushed cheek. âYou always take me so well.â
How you wished it was his cock instead, stretching you even more and filling you deeper.
You were nearly there.
âDonât scream, darling.â he teased as you rode him desperately. âWe wouldn't want dear Shadowheart to overhear your wanton cries.â
Well, Shadowheart was already privy to the nature of your relationship with Astarion thanks to him and how he clearly didn't shy away from taking care of himself with others around.
Your mind was about to blank and you slid the kerchief from your neck, feeling the need to bite down on something as you reached your peak.
A few more hip rolls did the trick and one last stroke of his thumb along your folds managed to push you right over the edge.
Your contractions were so violent and strong at first you thought you might die from how hard you were clenching around him, your legs wobbling dangerously as you were drained of lifeforce with each blinding wave of bliss.
The piece of cloth in your mouth didnât do much to muffle you as your climax tore throughout your body, but it was better than having nothing.
Astarion only slid out once you had slumped into his chest, barely able to keep your breathing steady.
Your knees gave out and you sank down against his crotch, earning a guttural growl from deep within him.
Shit.
You instantly slid off of him, worrying you had accidentally gone too far. âAstarion⌠IâmâŚâ
He shook his head, the hand that was soaked in your wetness clawing at the front of his trousers as his eyes were pressed shut.
Oh.
âIâll take care of thisâŚâ he let out a pained hiss.
Oh.
âI can just leave,â you mumbled. âIâmâŚâ
His trousers were now undone and you could see his clothes cock faintly throbbing.
And he shook his head once again. âYou can stay â you can watch⌠if you want to.â His words were coated in urgent lust.Â
Your eyes widened at his proposition and you thought you might implode right there and then.
You had barely come down from your climax and the throbbing that had begun to subside was already about to match your quickened heartbeat.
âOr you can leaveâŚâ he said in a low and strained voice.
Oh, he was truly holding backâŚ
âI⌠can stay.â you offered at once, sitting next to him and trying to ignore the lust that was building inside you once again.
This wasn't about you.
He quickly nodded and with a swift tug he freed his cock and you had to bite down hard on your lip at the mesmerising sight in front of you.
A single strand of precum dangled from the tip, already pooling on his lower abdomen.Â
âGods aboveâŚâ he let out a sigh of relief, hips lifting from the mattress as he wrapped the hand drenched in your wetness around him.Â
This was too hot to witness and you curled your hands into fists on your lap, wishing nothing more than to touch him again.
But you knew he needed this.
He needed to feel at ease with his body first.
His eyes met yours briefly before dropping to your chest and to your breasts as they heaved from your laboured breathing.
You removed your shirt, not wanting to obstruct his view and Astarion growled .
The pace was slow at first as he squeezed his cock, but he quickly picked up, mixing your wetness with his with each stroke.
He looked positively ethereal as his handsome face twisted in pleasure, lips parted and razor-sharp fangs peeking through.Â
Should you say something? Should you praise him? Encourage him? Or would it be too much?
From what you remembered, he seemed to revel in your teasing words in moments of shared bliss, but how much of that was an act back then? Was he ever able to fully enjoy being with you?
In doubt, you chose to remain silent as you watched him bring himself closer to his own climax.
It didn't take him long to start mumbling your name in between heated pants and there was no way back now.
You were throbbing hard again, wetness spilling from you with each involuntarily clench.Â
Your body was so ready for him⌠it was almost painful.
A thicker string of precum bridged his tip to his abdomen, and you nearly moaned, remembering its sweet taste.
He rolled his hips languidly, eyes never leaving you as he gripped the bedsheets under him with such force you reckoned me might tear right through the fabric.
That sparked newfound curiosity inside you.
Slowly, you leaned forward, shifting closer just to have your hand next to his without quite touching him, but close enough for him to feel your warmth.
I'm here⌠I'm with you, you wanted to whisper, but only heard the words echo in your head.
He groaned in response and, much to your surprise, he released the sheets and his fingers found you, intertwining them in yours as he held on to you.Â
Your heart might have skipped several beats, you were no longer sure at this rate.
You had seen him reach his peak a handful of times before, but there was something different about the way he toppled over the edge this time.
He threw his head back against the headboard, straining his neck as his mouth dropped open, your name being the only intelligible word you could make out in the midst of hisses and groans.Â
Your heart was hammering so fast in your chest that you feared you might not make it as he reached his peak.
His hips still momentarily and he covered his swollen tip with his hand and the first spurts of cum began to slip through his fingers before dribbling down to gather at the base and across his lower abdomen.
You held his hand formçy through his climax. Perhaps the first genuine one you had ever witnessed, which invoked an odd feeling of⌠delight?
For the second time in just a mere couple of days, the two of you held hands albeit seeking varying degrees of comfort and relief.
Beads of sweat rolled down his temple and covered his bare torso as he descended from his high and that was when his eyes met yours.
Your stomach turned and you felt the throb between your legs begin to ease with each passing second.
âWill you kiss me?â
His request took you by surprise, but you promptly shifted next to him until your face was close enough that your lips grazed his.
Only then did he let go of your hand and merely because he meant to hold your chin as he kissed you softly.
It carried neither urgency nor lust.
Just a pure display of silent intimacy that strummed at your heartstrings more effectively than any other praise he could ever offer you.
You melted into his sweet touch and allowed your kiss to express the unspoken words you had yet to tell him.
I love youâŚ
Whichever form of love it was, all you knew was that it felt right and love overdue.
You could feel him occasionally smile against your lips and there was not a single drop of doubt in you.
I love you.
After what felt like an eternity, you pulled away, already mourning his touch.
âShadowheart knows.â
He arched an eyebrow. âOh?â
You had to hold back a chuckle. âShe heard you â well, when you were⌠handling things after feeding on me.â
The most mischievous of smiles settled on his lips.Â
âI thought you said you were quietâŚâ
âI was, darling,â he said before pecking your cheek. âFor the most part, that is.â
You giggled and then stared at him in awe as his beauty increased tenfold from where you sat.
He was impossibly handsome.
âYouâre soâŚâ
âCharming?â
You rolled your eyes as he pressed his cool lips to your other cheek.
âBeautiful?â
Another kiss.
âYouâre so⌠you.â you blurted out almost feeling embarrassed from how basic your praise was.
But it drew the biggest smile from him, and you mirrored it instantly.
âWellâŚâ
You watched as his eyes dropped to his lower half and yours widened slightly at the obscene amount of cum was now dribbling down his sides in thick beads. His hand was still holding his now softening cock, fingers drenched in his own spend.
âThatâs a lotâŚâ you said.
He nodded, looking almost as perplexed as you were. âI donât think Iâve everâŚâ and his voice trailed down.
And you knew exactly what he meant.
With a warm smile, you extended your hand, offering him the kerchief he had gifted you moments before.
He visibly winced. âNo, darling. It would be nigh criminal to use such delicate fabric on this .â
Your smile widened. âCan I fetch you a towel then?â
âPlease,â he said with an exasperated sigh. âItâs rather messy here.â
You pressed a fleeting kiss to his lips before sliding off the bed and hurriedly slipping into your shirt and trousers and crossing the room.
The key turned in one swift move and you quickly left the room.
You were only able to take a few steps before a silhouette startled you.
Shadowheart.
She was leaning against the railing by the top of the staircase with folded arms and a quirked brow.
âGods! You scared me,â you said, clutching at your chest.Â
âGlad some of us are able to enjoy ourselves in such times.â
You swallowed hard. âUh⌠we were just talking.â
She snickered humorously. âI suppose itâs a form of communication.â
An overwhelming heatwave spread across your face. Had you been that loud? Or had he?Â
Then her expression turned serious. âPull yourself together. We have visitors.âÂ
TBC
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b.C, l.MH, k.SM, i.N đš gn!reader
my enemy.



synopsis: they eventually give in after years of hatred, rivalry, and built-up tension only to get caught by another member.
content: (seperate) bang chan, lee know, seungmin, i.n x gn!reader, enemies 2 what?, suggestive themes/smut 18+ (minors do not interact), making out, grinding, no genitalia or pronouns specified for the reader but you are the bottom and exhibit bottom behavior, sexual frustration, fingering/handjob in bang chan's, masturbation, penetration, bratty!reader, getting caught, mean dom!lee know, reader is called a 'pretty princess' in lee know's, hair pulling, edging, name calling in i.n's, traumatized skz witnesses, self explanatory, not proofread, lowercase intended.
zuzu's note: maybe this should be a series... i wrote them with a reader who can't get along with them (and vice versa) because... well, that's kind of how enemies work. part 2 here!
channie.
you never liked chan. he wasn't at your pace â too hard working, too selfless, too self deprecating. you were annoyed by the fact that he never took care of himself, and so you avoided him regardless of how you shared the same friend group. you didn't like surrounding yourself with "negative" people like him.
chan on the other hand, didn't like you because he thought you were a rude person â you wouldn't say please, you wouldn't say thank you, you actively ignored him/pretended you didn't hear him even when he spoke to you. he didn't care if you were nice to him, he just didn't like rude people.
it wasn't known that you two were enemies â it was unspoken between you and chan, and nobody in the group took notice because you never really talked, and so, when you two were the only ones left to watch over the dorm while the rest went back to family homes or their own secret affairs, what bang chan didn't expect was to hear small moans emerging from your bedroom late at night.
you knew he wouldn't be asleep at this time. he never slept. he was always working on something with his headphones on and you were feeling really sexually frustrated at the time. you assumed for sure he wouldn't be able to hear you if you struggled a bit, but unlike you expected, he heard every bit of it, and as much as he hated it, it turned him on more than he'd like to admit.
you weren't getting anywhere with your efforts, and when you heard a knock on your door it this time of night, it could only have been one person and that ruined your entire mood. "what?" you groaned. not getting your hand out of your pants because you knew chan wouldn't just walk in and you might as well have continued what you were doing the moment he would walk away from your room.
"...so, i'm trying to work on something, but your... noises aren't exactly helping me concentrate."
you blushed and immediately withdrew your hand, immediately sitting up. you didn't know how to respond and it was silent for a good few seconds.
"s-so i would appreciate it if you... um... i- i don't know, lowered it... a bit... thanks."
with that, you heard his footsteps fade away and retreat into his own dorm next to yours. you let out the large sigh you had been holding in and wondered how you would ever go back to sleep at this rate. or how you'd ever be able to masturbate in peace again.
you didn't know why, or where you even got the courage to, but you found yourself knocking on chan's door just moments after what happened. sure, you were embarrassed but you only had little of your dignity left and might as well have lost it all when he opened the door with a small crack and curiously looked at your nervous form.
"would it be alright if you... h-helped me?" you asked with a soft voice, bang chan stared at you, expression unwavering. to clarify, you stumbled over your next words. "i have been struggling lately, andâ"
bang chan grabbed your wrist and dragged you into his room, slamming the door behind you.
"and what do i get in return?" bang chan asked, voice gruff as he stared deeply into your eyes.
"...my silence for the next few weeks?" you attempted to make a deal.
"so i'll have to do this every time you're frustrated? just so i can work?" he clarified.
"does it sound like something you wanna do?"
"i guess we'll have to see first."
bang chan gently led your form to his bed, slamming you down and pinning you against the soft mattress, his hand rubbing down at your croch. you didn't know why but something about hating him up until this very moment was what turned you on most. without any more words, bang chan put his hand down your pyjamas the same way you had tried all night and continued to pleasure you better than you ever could have. if he hated you so much, why was he so good at making you feel loved?
"f-fuck, i'm so close." you whimpered, gripping onto the sheets beneath you as bang chan picked up his pace.
"yeah? you getting there, baby?" his hand never got tired. "d'you wanna do this all night?" why did he seem to enjoy pleasuring you like you enjoyed being pleasured? the mere thought brought you so close to your climax. "i could go all night, baby." he whispered in your ear, and with that, you pathetically came into your pants and on chan's big, rough hand.
you slowly turned your face to look at him, "i could go for a round 2â"
"hey, chan, i decided to come back early-" you both turned to see lee know who nonchalantly walked into the room, eyes glued to his phone as he set his bag down on the ground. chan quickly withdrew his hand from your pants, wiping it on his shirt as he stood up and walked around the side of the room while you sat up on the mattress, fixing your hair and looking at the oh-so-interesting floor. lee know looked up from his phone.
"oh, hi, y/n. what are you doing here?"
you nervously exchanged glances with chan and gulped before you could shrug and form a lieâ
"oh my g- you guys fucked." lee know deadpanned, pointing at you, then chan, then you. "disgusting." he turned around and left the room. "chan's room reeks of sex now. this is totally going in the gc."
know.
it was easy to hate lee know. the moment you met him, you hated him in all sorts of ways â bad first impression, started off on the wrong foot, rubbed you off in the wrong way, and many more. you wanted to rip his guts out along with his cocky smirk, condescending voice, and dark gaze whenever he would make fun of you or judge literally anything you'd do.
lee know hated you because you were too pretty. you were too golden â everyone treated you like a princess and he hated it, he didn't think you deserved it. not that he was jealous or anything, he just believed you weren't worth all the effort and love the members gave you and assumed you were spoiled. your screaming matches were not uncommon in the dorms and lee know would always leave you stressed and pissed off to the point where you wanted to move out and he loved pushing you to that edge.
which is the exact reason you didn't know why he was pounding into you so good on the living room couch, your begs, moans, and mewls filling the silence of the dark, empty room.
"fuck," lee know cursed under his breath as he picked up his pace, you were clenching around his fat cock so good and after just a few thrusts, he was already so close to reaching his climax. "why are you so quiet now, hm? did the cat get your tongue?" he leaned in closer to put a soft kiss on your lips, prying them open and gently biting your tongue. "hm?" he pulled away.
it's that condescending 'hm' again that gets you. what used to irritate you so much turned you on right now even more.
"hngg...n.. pl- please..." you whimpered. "please, let me cum," you silently begged, voice being interrupted with each harsh thrust lee know pushed into you, you were getting closer and closer to cumming and you just wanted lee know to let you.
"oh, you're begging? that's so unexpected of a spoiled brat who always gets what they want." lee know abruptly pulled out and roughly grabbed your hair, pushing your head into the couch. "but you're not getting it tonight, understand?"
before you could form another response, another weak plead, a form had walked into the room and turned on the bright lights. "WOAAAAH, WHAT THE FUCK?!" bang chan screeched, you and lee know looked over to see him covering his eyes. "FOR GOD'S SAKE, PEOPLE, GET A ROOM." he sobbed and left the room in a rush. lee know chuckled a bit before getting off of you, zipping up, and walking back to his dorm.
"i guess we'll pick this up another time."
minnie.
you fucking hated kim seungmin. he was the bane of your existence and making fun of you was the entertainment of his. tripping you, judging your every major life decision and move, and overall making your life a living hell. today, you were at the dorm to rant to changbin about your recent breakup, and seungmin just had to be in the same room, making his coffee and listening on the conversation.
"you need to focus on yourself," changbin advised with a soft voice, gently rubbing your back as you gripped your hair in frustration. "i need to use the toilet real quick, be back." he left the room.
"what was it about you that's so unlovable?" seungmin suddenly inquired as he walked in the room leaning on the doorframe as he stirred his coffee. "is it because you're an asshole? or because you suck overall?... wait... oh, shittt." seungmin covered his mouth, standing up straight. "are you just straight up awful in bed?"
"dude, do you ever just shut the fuck up?" you slammed your hand on the table.
"if you ever need help to learn how to be better in bed, just know i'm right here to-"
"seungmin, i swear, leave the room right now before anything else happens. i'm not in the mood."
"y/n, no joke, i fuck." he placed his cup down on the table and sat in front of you, cross legged. "c'mon, what do you need help with?"
"it's not the sex-" you paused and started to think about it. "i...is it?" you tilted your head.
"come on," seungmin gestured for you to come to him, and subconsciously you found yourself doing so, crawling closer until you were in his lap. "what is it you need help with?" he repeated the earlier question, only this time he was softer, sweeter. unlike the seungmin you always knew.
you were nervous, so you just shook your head.
"use your words, baby." he whispered.
just as you were gonna respond to him, you felt his boner against yourself and you couldn't form a coherent thought. "i- i..." your voice was breathy and you tried to pry yourself off of him out of your anxiety, but his grip kept you in place. "i don't know..." you managed to say.
"can i kiss you?" he asked.
you nodded your head, and he gently connected your lips together in a silent bliss before deepening the kiss, he pulled away to mumble, "i'm gonna teach you a few things tonight." before smashing your lips back together. why is such an asshole so good at kissing? the whole situation turned you on to a point where you felt a little guilty, but you started slowly grinding on seungmin's hard-on, letting out small moans into his mouth.
"okay, y/nâ" changbin walked into the room. "woah- woah," he rushed over and dragged you away from seungmin. "Y/N! I LEAVE YOU ALONE FOR TWO MINUTES AND YOU ALREADY TRY TO HOOK UP WITH YOUR ENEMY?!"
i.nnie
you and i.n constantly fought for the position of best maknae and it went from a harmless fight for the love of your seniors to a personal vendetta against one another. you would bicker over the pettiest stuff like getting the last of the juice or who gets to use the tv remote, but each argument would last from hours to days or even weeks before you find a new thing to be petty about and fight over.
today, what you were fighting over was different. the topic went from "who was the better kisser?" to "who was the best at having sex?"
"why? i've had many people tell me that i 'rock their world.' it's equal pleasure for both parties when i'm there, they don't have to fake it just as i don't." you argued.
"so what? words are words." i.n nonchalantly shrugged and disregarded your argument. "i bet you i can fake cumming if i fucked you." he blurted out.
"really? wanna bet?" you smirked, taking a step toward him. you could see him nervously gulp his saliva.
and that's how you ended up in his bed, with you sitting down on his fully hard cock. "shit." i.n whimpered. "i- i didn't know a- a slut like you could be so tight..." he held back his groan.
"awh... are you gonna cum already? i thought you could fake it..." you taunted as you bounced once on his dick.
"w-wait!" i.n leaned forward and grabbed your hips in place, looking down in between you and how you connected. "j-just wait." he whispered. you looked into each other's eyes for a moment before he used his strength to pull you off of him, he flipped you over and pushed his dick back inside you. "i wanna fuck you."
"heyâ that wasn't the deal, i was supposed to be the one who-" i.n put his hand over your mouth and began pounding into you relentlessly, you wanted to interject but it felt too good.
"just tap me twice if you don't like it." he whispered and kept his hand over your mouth before slipping three of his fingers inside and playing with your tongue and saliva. the sound of skin slapping against skin filled the quiet room, i.n went faster and faster thrusting inside you. you whimpered against his fingers and he did his best to keep his moans quiet, only letting out occassional sighs and groans.
you could feel your high approaching and you could tell i.n was also reaching his with how his pace became inconsistent and a bit jittery. "sh...shit..." he whimpered as he came into you, and you were about to reach your climax as well when the door abruptly slammed open, causing i.n to stop his movement and you both snapped your heads toward the man standing in the frame â fucking seungmin.
"yo, hey, hEy, hEY, HEY, WHAT ARE YOU DOiNG?!" his voice cracked as he processed the sight before him, pointing at the two of you i.n leaned over and grabbed a pillow next to your head.
"GET OUT!" he yelled, reaching for the sheets to cover you up.
"GET OFF OF EACH OTHER FIRST!" seungmin made no effort in covering his eyes (for his or your sake) or lowering his voice as he stared, wide-eyed at the sight.
"GET OUT OF MY ROOM!"
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guilty as sin? | abby anderson
âthese fatal fantasies giving way to labored breath, taking all of me, weâve already done it in my headâ
warnings: masturbation, slight masochism, ruined orgasm, angst, perv!abby (a little), internalized homophobia (discussed in more detail below)
notes: no surprise my favourite ttpd song is the gayest one on the album, but guilty as sin? screams lesbian guilt i fear!!!! iâve been writing this for over a month so i hope u guys like it đ
cw: discussion of lesbian guilt & comphet - these are somewhat based on my own experiences with my sexuality and i absolutely!!! do not think a man can âcureâ a lesbian or anything similar to that. nor do i believe anyone should ever feel guilty for being gay. realising iâm a lesbian has been extremely freeing & dykes r the best x
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likes, comments + reblogs are greatly appreciated :)
the door slammed harshly behind abby as she stormed into her room. she pulled her jacket off desperately; her skin hot under its tight vice. sheâd been in the gym, trying to work out her endless frustration of late, when youâd walked in.
youâd only said âhi" and smiled politely at her before setting your things down. but she felt her stomach churn, a black hole opening inside her. abby stood up, pulling the weights off the barbell and onto their rack. she grunted softly, glancing at you from the corner of her eye.
youâd started stretching, currently bent over as you touched your toes. her eyes drifted for an infinitesimal moment, locking onto the swell of your-. she looked away - wrongwrongwrong.
but then she looked back, her stare feasting on your body. she wondered whether you were doing this on purpose, trying to tempt her from across the room. she wondered if you knew her dirty little secret, abby picturing a smirk on your face as you mocked her for such indecent thoughts.
she didnât want to feel this way. she didnât want to feel the poison ivy swarming around her chest, getting tighter, tighter. the rash spread inside her; this invisible whip of lust lashing against her skin whenever your face appeared in her mind. well, had it been just your face maybe she wouldnât feel like some depraved sinner.
now it wasnât like abby believed in god, in a world where death and destruction infect every crevice youâd have to be mad to believe that any âgodâ wanted its followers to suffer so greatly. but something inside her screamed every time she had these thoughts. these impure, twisted thoughts about you.
she didnât know what made her feel like this. what made her resent you for simply existing; and what made her resent herself.
she recalled her teenage years, when manny had subtly suggested that owen liked her - so she was supposed to like him back, right? and she tried! she loved him even - but there was always that something, that feeling in her gut that told her that something was wrong, something about him that just would never sit right with her.
but all the other girls wanted a boyfriend too, and the jealousy was nice at first - sheâd thought. after all, mel was the star student, a doctor in the making, her dadâs favourite; and nora was this freshly trained medical officer, and abby was- abby was just abby.
her dad began noticing her more too - previously too preoccupied with his firefly duties and his favourite student. now his little girl was slipping away from him, he finally began paying her the amount of attention sheâd craved for so long.
before, their conversations had often drifted into talk of mel and her new achievements, or his hopes of a vaccine, or some animal he was tracking. never anything about his daughterâs life.
having a boyfriend made her interesting, it gave the other girls something to envy. which was a nice reversal, for a while. then her dad died, and she had become this object of pity. owen helped a bit, she supposed. he tried to distract her and keep her focused on their new role as soldiers, but she barely cared about him anymore. all she wanted was revenge, and with revenge, came you.
you were one of the gyms trainers, passionate about helping the members of the wlf stay fit and healthy! youâd helped her start lifting weights, squealed as she reached every milestone, and had remarked jokingly about just how much you loved her new physique.
it was innocent at first, the most being her brain going a little fuzzy when youâd bit your lip while spotting her; a slight blush when youâd hugged her a little too tight. then, once she and owen were finally broken up, these new pictures began hanging themselves on the walls of her mind. still, innocent, just slightly tainted with desire - the true nature of them still an avoidable matter for her back then.
when she could ignore the truth in her recent behaviour, abby loved spending time with you. after all, you were just really good friends! anyway, sheâd had a boyfriend before so everyone knew she was normal, and absolutely not different, and she would never ever have to feel like an outsider.
yet it took a mere three months before she gave up on this foolish lie. she liked you, and as long as nobody ever found out, it wouldnât matter.
but as her mind grew dark and twisted - joel a constant topic in her head as she obsessed over finally getting to enact revenge - her thoughts got worse in turn. she wanted you - filthily and desperately.
every gym session ended with another cold shower, a desperate plea for her body to stop and let her focus on the task at hand; a hopeless attempt to bury this ache into the ground; an endless endeavour to escape these urges for just one second.
but then she came back changed, every hair on her body endlessly erected with guilt. the way sheâd killed him so mercilessly, the way it had done nothing to ease the pain, and the way you had tormented her mind ceaselessly throughout the entire trip.
maybe, had she never met you, she couldâve just killed him and been satisfied. maybe had you never offered to train her personally, she couldâve just stayed comfortable in that stuffy closet. maybe if she found the right man sheâd stop feeling this way.
abby deemed such ideas unfathomable now.
owen made her feel nothing. being with him was like an eternal thursday, an endless wait for the weekâs end and its pleasure to turn up at her door. every day sheâd wait for some spark to arrive, the routine only becoming more and more tedious by the minute. but he helped her get peopleâs attention, which was enough when she was just abby.
but then she was abby anderson, top scar killer and isaacâs favourite. she got attention on her own, she was praised for her own accomplishments: people worshipped the fucking ground she walked on. but they didnât know who she really was.
they didnât know she liked girls the way she was supposed to like boys. sheâd seen it in enough of those wlf movie nights - cruel jokes about anyone who even thought about being different. sheâd heard the way people gossiped, âdid you hear that theyâre moving lesbians into the family unit? what a joke.â
they said it like it was something dirty, something egregious, something that she had to hate about herself. so she did.
but as long as she kept it secret, kept it locked away in her mind, maybe sheâd be okay. after all, only your actions talk: it was the age old question really, if a tree falls in a forest and no one else hears it, does it make a sound?
abby fell back against her bed sheets, calloused hands pushing her cargos down to her ankles as she replayed the sight of you in her mind. bent over - she felt like you were trying to tempt her on purpose.
she felt like a heathen; staring, fantasizing, worshipping. her mind was bursting with the idea of every possible position she could put you in; head a chorus of every little noise she wanted to hear you make; eyes screwed shut as depravity filled her every sense.
she shoved her bralette up her chest roughly, fingertips dragging over her nipples with little mercy. she pinched them, the peach skin stinging underneath her touch.
she wanted it to hurt; wanted it to feel like some sort of punishment for her thoughts. but as her hips bucked into the air, a long whine dragging from her clenched jaw, she realised it needed to hurt more.
she imagined you, finding her like this. disgust burnt into your features - what the fuck was she doing? repeating your name like some subverted prayer, fingers harshly scratching along her stomach as she tried to make the pleasure feel more like pain, trying to induce some connection between the two.
if it hurt enough, would she stop? force herself to forget? could she torture this part of herself until it surrendered?
her hand slipped over the top of her boxers, a finger running tentatively over her clit through the now darkened fabric. she bit down on her lip, groaning against it as she pushed down harder and harder, attempting to break through the skin.
another finger pressed down, beginning to draw circles down on the throbbing bud. she jolted against her own touch, your head between her legs burning into her mind. your hands, trailing along her flesh - groping at her with little tenderness; tongue, swiping at her pussy with no intent of fulfillment: she wanted you to make her weep, smoke out her lungs with shame, deny her from gratification until all she could feel was regret.
she pulled away, only to cover her fingertips with her spit - diving under her boxers to continue with her corruption. abby let out a strangled sigh, hips grinding against her fingers as they toyed with her clit.
she moved a hand to her hair, knuckles stretching against her scalp as she began to pull her braid. she grunted, yanking even harder. she whispered your name: pained, hopeless.
she sped up her assault against her pussy, feeling that pit in the bottom of her stomach begin to grow. âpleasepleasepleaseâ her voice cracked as she begged, unsure what she was pleading for.
she wanted to stop, but she needed to try and make this feeling go away. she knew it would come back, it always did - but even five minutes free from your torment on her mind might save her.
her fingers kept going, drawing desperate circles against her weeping pussy relentlessly. the void was growing, almost consuming her entirely at this point. she thought of you laughing at her current state: a crying mess, pussy wet with perversion.
it was sick, really - how the idea of you hating her for this made her need even worse. youâd probably think it appalling: someone who was supposed to be your friend, now sat here burning at the thought of you.
a part of her wished that you shared this sickness. that you too let yourself be overwhelmed by the thought of sin. maybe you didnât let the guilt swallow you whole - she hoped so.
but there was no point lingering in the what-ifs, they were far too fleeting.
her deft fingers quickened their pace, the ache all consuming. the climb began - a desperate jump towards oblivion. closer, closer. the flames scorched her bedsheets as her breathing hastened.
fuck, she hissed before reaching the apex with a scream of your name. a scream? a whisper? a thought? it didnât make her actions any less deplorable.
her conscience grabbed pleasure by the throat as she ripped her fingers away, putting out the blaze on her hips like a cigarette crushed on the ground.
the desire imploded within the walls of her torso; scratching against her insides in the vengeance of her denial.
it was wrong; she had to stop it. yet still, the guilt poured into her lungs with no chance of resolve. she was a fool for thinking it would fix her. maybe next time it would work. maybe next time the exorcism would finally purify her.
until next time.
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The way you write KĂśnig makes me cry and dry heave cuz you balance his loser unhingeness and his heartbreaking tenderness is⨠ARTâ¨
Now I feel like you would be able to EAT this prompt up but imagine KĂśnig as Frankensteinâs creature that is this big ass hulking mass of body that immediately makes the town grab their pitchforks but he can DESTROY them in seconds. But inside he is just a little guy who just wants somebody to hold and love (and other activities if ya know what I mean
Keep doing what you doâ¤ď¸
A Place For Us

Frankensteinâs creature! KĂśnig x fem! horologist reader
content/warnings: 18+. minors do not interact. discrepancies!, reader is implied to have anxiety, angst & fluff, non-malicious stalking?, loner/loner dynamic my beloved.., brief mentions of previous murders and religious imagery, codependency, smut; masturbation, unprotected piv.
notes: receiving this ask was so funny to me because @melancholic-thing and i have been bouncing this idea around forever (i simply could not have brought this any justice without ghostâs inputâ if you see this please know that ily dearly). thank you, anon for your kind words and finally giving me the push that i needed to write it! đ
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Youâre good at fixing broken things; tinkering with them with a set of well-polished tools until they begin to tick, or chime, or cuckoo.
Some take longer than an afternoon sat before the wooden desk, weeks or monthsâ a year, once. Oiled parts and small cogs, the three arms that jerk and glide over a face riddled with numbers that all lull you into feeling that your work is not just some monotonous service only the rich buzzards could afford, but as if you were a healer of sorts; a little cleric stationed to bring life into whichever jagged, broken thing has been dropped or kicked at her doorstep.
This one, however⌠youâre convinced itâs as good as dead.
No matter how many times you take apart the little, gray pocket watch, the arms refuse to move. Its ticking sounds less like that of the beating of the heart and more like the grinding of dry teeth, a corpse begging, pleading to let this attempted resurrection come to an end.
Your tweezers wrench the face free, and all at once it proves too muchâ bending and warping beneath the metal grip until it cracks, a split right through it, down to its very center.
âHowâŚâ Your voice fills the void of ticking, pseudo-silence surrounding you. A word slipped out in frustration and unknowing before you finally toss the wretched little thing onto the desk with a clatter and step aside.
The house is as dark and brooding as always, too large for a woman on her own and a workshop that hardly counts as a proper business. Shelves of broken clocks serve as decor where potted plants and well-loved photographs should sit in their stead. Books of study for modern devices such as these in place of the poetry and worn love letters other women seemed to have in abundance.
This place was starved out of light, even with the flickering glow of candles and the electric humming of the unnatural yellow one above.
The sun is no stranger, either, your curtains neatly pulled aside to allow for it to filter through like an invited guest. Only it doesnât, not on such a melancholic gray day.
You need a walk, a distraction, or this hungry home would be certain to rip away your work from the shelves and swallow you whole instead.
Isnât it such a tragedy that, someone who pours her creativity and all of her love into time, all she seems to do is waste it?, the gaudy wallpaper seems to taunt, all the colors of filthy maroon and darkened blue flowers seeming to make it feel more imposing and less of a comfort.
Your hand curls around the handle of your umbrella, a sturdy thing, but just as drab as the rest of the home. Then, the package youâve been putting off delivering to the elderly woman in town. Best to get it done with now, maybe upon your return the hands that fix could do so once again.
Shame about the clock face though. You would certainly have to patch together another and pray the pocket watchâs owner wouldnât notice.
The wind is not what you had anticipated.
Outside is different. The howling of it past the windows and shuddering through the attic felt perfectly at home in your shoddy little house, but as the door swings shut behind you, it feels entirely alive. Cold and bitter and angryâ the things you keep repressed that nature lacks the tact to.
The trees bend and sway from its invisible yet incessant pushing. The hand containing the package falls down to the lap of your skirt to keep it from flying up just as your other clutches the umbrella ever tighter to keep it from billowing out into the air to be left discarded miles away.
It isnât a short walk to town, but with the wind and the drizzling rain, it almost seems as though youâre in more tender company than the lumber and the ticking clocks.
The path through the forest is overgrown as always, branches are pushed aside and your skirt is lifted to avoid burrs and thorns.
You should have had the sense to bring along a coat, because when the thunder does strike up and the rain finally begins to fall in heavy, hurried drops, you find yourself shivering terribly with the package guarded against your chest.
Lamplight would have done well, too.
You would have almost happily allowed yourself to toss aside the umbrella and be battered by the rain if you could only see. The forest is dark on days like this, with the canopy of thick branches and their dense leaves blocking out any sliver of light cast down from overhead.
Itâs only by sheer luck that you donât manage to trip, toss your delivery into the shadow of a tree and lose it entirely before you do make it out. When the trees finally part to the barren hill overlooking town you breathe a sigh of relief, a quiet thanks for the grayed light above.
Your steps are hurried as you make your way through the quiet town. The shop windows are all lit aglow with the silhouettes of people inside, strangely dancing like shadows through a fog. A place you can not be, can not touch.
The stares the townsfolk give you make your skin crawl, as though they are so close to being what you are but not, only tied down to your world when they think themselves lofty. Their eyes always seem to question, scrape under your skin with sharpened arms, ticking and flaying, always asking: Why?
You face forward as your skin begins to prickle, not from the wet or the chill but a subdued sort of fear that nestles burning into your chest, sets your heart rushing like a rabbit.
The streets are silent enough, a small blessing; any passing strangers are hurriedly skittering through the rain and muck to hide away in their homes, children ushered with a hand to their back by flustered looking mothers, complaining in hushed voices about the rain. You only smile at them and step aside when your paths cross.
They never smile for you.
Itâs why the broken clocks are delivered to your doorstep rather than brought inside, addresses and names from muffled voices calling out beyond your thick wooden door, coins and bills pushed through the mail slot to lie cold on the welcome mat. The bell above the door never chimes, and you only make your deliveries on days like this, when the rain or the dark blanket you up to keep you safe and eternally somber.
You leave the package on the doorstep, covered from the rain by a small, vermillion awning. One sharp knock is given and youâre back on your way, back to the old house, to the simplicity of the ticking, the comfort of the old cobweb on the vaulted ceiling and the drab gray of the bleakness.
There are puddles now, glistening with any light they can suck into their depths, threatening and taunting as the dull stares and that rickety old desk you really should fix. You think for a moment, that perhaps no one would even notice if one of those dark pits of rain water pulled you in entirely, only to splash through it with ease, dirtying the ends of your skirt.
The rain lessens when you crest the hill, the forest less a tangle of clattering limbs and now only a gentle sway reaches the tops of the trees, light filtering through them, as if to guide you on your way. It doesnât lessen the bushels of thorns, the tree limbs downed and scattered over the path. In some small blessing, youâre able to scramble over them without having to plan a visit to a tailor to repair a ripped gown; scrubbing the mud from it would surely be tedious enough.
The droplets splatter against the dirt and fallen leaves in hushed bursts, the forest alive as always with the cooing of nesting birds in spite of the rain. The only thing that seems out of place is a sudden, soft thud, the snap of a branch underfoot. Just one footfall, and things return to a placid state amidst the skyâs tears.
You raise your head to glimpse in the direction, gaze sweeping over the figure of a man some paces off to your left. Beneath the shadow of a broad, twisting pine layered in thick branches, his details are mostly obscured, a thin trail of silver light only casting aglow the glimpse of a blue eye.
Heâs only large enough to notice, shoulders slumped and chest rapidly rising to fall like a frightened animal; as his silhouette shifts just so you even consider that heâs shivering.
Thereâs something in that stare of somber blue that splinters at the wall of discomfort; it is not accusing, not bitter, worn and cold. Curious. Something akin to your own.
Damn your sweetness, your inability to simply let things be even as that ache twists around in your chest, clawing at a cage of bone and hissing that you keep silent. Be on your way. Donât look back.
Instead, you extend your umbrella outward, toward him.
âAwful rain, hm?,â you chime.
The figure visibly tenses, seems to shrink into himself for a moment before straightening and giving one solemn nod.
âYou can take my umbrella. Iâm almost home, anyway.â
That seems to spark something, not much, but the stranger does take a step forward. Your eyes catch on the wet, matted hair clinging to his head, cascading down to shroud a face you still canât quite make out.
The poor thing stirs something in you, a deep sympathy that clouds even the judgment of that flighty, skittish thing resting deep inside.
Even from such a distance itâs clear that heâs been neglected, likely cast off by the town even less favorably than you have. His scent carries on the breeze, like dirt and wood and misery.
You extend the umbrella again before realizing he wonât come any closer with you being there. So, you lower it to the ground, avoiding the mud as best you could and leave it. If he took it, fine. If not, you travel this path so often it would be collected in time.
The figure mutters something as you rise, a low string of foreign words that you can only interpret as being spoken out of surprise, perhaps even gratitude.
You smile toward him as you wipe fat, slithering raindrops from your brow.
âYou donât want to catch a fever.â
With that, youâre back on your way, thoughts of the rugged stranger weigh heavy on your mind as the roof of your home comes into view, stilted and in the same drab navy as the flowers on the wallpaper.
You could have done more. It had been instilled into you to not to open the door for someone you did not quite know, yet a part of you longed to take care of something not simply fed by oil, something only capable of telling you how much time youâve sat alone as thanks.
Surely it was best not to let it distract you.
This was good enough.
The key is produced, the door opened, and just like the many times before that you have forced yourself from this place, the house seems less unsettling upon your return.
As what little daylight remains fades away into night, you find yourself seated, toying with the old pocket watch once more. Itâs the only one that doesnât make a lick of sense, a puzzle that can not be solved. For all the polished parts and meticulous tinkering, it still wonât work properly.
It grates and growls as though rusted, the cogs shifting inside with each movement of the arms are well-polished yet seem to do little but hiss and spit.
This is the fourth time you have taken it apart only to put it back together with no improvement.
There was little to be known about the man who owned it, some pompous, arrogant creature that you had only seen in passing. He had turned his nose up to you, you were sure of that, only to deliver this dying thing to your door the following day.
Your work had always been compared to your fatherâs. Though you possessed a similarity in skill, you were not what the townsfolk had deemed to be respectable. An unwed lady out on her own, biding her time repairing what they had broken rather than feeding hungry mouths delivered from her very womb, how terribly scandalous.
The pocket watch is set aside as you busy yourself tailoring a small sheet of metal for it. The graduations are carved in with a sharp razor, impeccably angled. Then, the Roman numerals, just before itâs slotted back into place.
The likeness to the former face is nearly uncanny, itâs only sturdier and less susceptible to ripping from the mere touch of tweezers. The rust s gone from the casing, and at long lastâ it ticks; no grinding growl as the second hand begins its revolution. The fickle thing just needed a touch up, you supposed as you flick off the desk lamp and rise to your feet.
The curtains are drawn as they always were when you step into the bedroom. The muddy dress is finally peeled away as you change and slink into the covers, and just for a moment, you almost think that you feel the animal between your breasts begin to settle too.
âââ
Thereâs a letter stuffed into the mail slot: crumpled with no postage stamp, scrawled across some scrap of paper that surely was plucked from a garbage bin.
You marvel at the lack of care for a moment before your fingers do find themselves pawing at it, unfurling the worn edges to find the words: Thank you.
Written in thick black ink, thereâs a clumsiness to it, the dance of a quivering hand holding pen. You think back to the elderly woman you had made that delivery to only yesterday; had she trudged through the mud and muck just to bring you this?
Her thanks was only needed in the blessing of payment, and she had already generously done just that when she left her little humming wall clock at the door.
You flip the note over, inspecting it carefully. Thereâs a line there, too, hastily scratched out in the same black ink, the lines crossing and digging leaving little pinprick holes in the paper.
Holding it to the light, you can just barely make out the words: I have been alone.
Your mouth dries at the sentiment, tongue flicking out to try and force a wetness to your lips. The animal begins its keening howl, a chain rattling as claws sink into your innards; the very same agitated fear that starved you out of comfort day in and out.
The man in the forest, perhaps. You were sure that you would have remembered seeing someone so disheveled and tall about town, and if not for a certainty that he had not followed you home, you would have assumed it was him. Gratitude finally said, and well on his way to someplace else.
Thereâs nothing here for him or anyone else, surely he could see that. Even you could.
The walls around you seem to bulge, the room shrinking once again as every little thing held within begins to taunt and yowl. Safety was only a temporary luxury, it always has been.
The letter is discarded onto a table, as you opt to hazard a peek out of your curtains instead. The gray from yesterday remains as thick clouds crowd above, threatening another storm. The treetops and tall grass dance in the breeze, freeing leaves and breaking flower stems. Thereâs no one standing there to greet you, to explain themselves for the strange message that they had left.
The town had probably already driven you to madness, picturing things that were not there while old fools jab you with ominous letters and jeering stares to see just how long it would take to watch you fall apart.
Another delivery day it would be, then; best to get it out of the way before the rain begins to fall.
Maybe you could even retrieve the umbrella along the path, discarded, battered from the rain and likely unused.
You donât bother packaging the pocket watch, choosing to hastily stuff it into the pocket of your coat instead. Courtesies be damned. Tea and a warm bath would do well when the house was sated by your absence, when you were finally given time to breathe.
In your haste, you nearly kick over whatâs been left on the uppermost stair leading to your door.
You find a table clock covered in a thick black fabric, a little note attached to it giving the ownerâs name and address, and a small bag containing payment.
Itâs all securely placed inside, next to the ugly letter on the table.
Your umbrella doesnât wait on the path, but youâve hardly the mind to care. Your hand tightens around the pocket watch as you cord your way down the path and back into town, rushing amidst the foliage until the sounds of your footfalls are dulled by the street.
Reaching the house, a towering narrow building that smells like tobacco even from outside, your hand curls to knock at the door in the same breath taken as the chain is plucked to place it on the knob, intent on scurrying away immediately to avoid the disgusted gaze of the man that waits inside.
You donât quite make it far enough before the door swings open and youâre greeted by a round face, nose upturned and lip curled into a sneer.
That isnât imagination.
Thereâs a genuine hate in this man, seeping down into his bones that makes him almost seem to reek like sulfur through the cloud of cigarette smoke that wafts around him. Itâs the face of someone who would love nothing more than to see your own damnation, watch the earth suck you in until your wails fall silent and a fire roars upward in your wake.
âThis isnât my watch, dear.â
âParts needed to be replaced,â you explain, voice tight and keening like a wolf in a trap, âI assure you that Iââ
âItâs shoddy work. Any clocksmith up north would have done better for half the price..â
It goes on like this for what feels like at minimum thirty revolutions, but it must have only been five or so. His droning voice makes it hard to keep track, buzzing as he examines your work, hours wasted upon aiding such an awful creature.
He only seems to grow bored of his chiding when you fall to silence. He wants a reaction, not a wide-eyed fretful stare and pursed lips caging in any sound that may bubble up from your throat.
In one final act of detestation, the watch is tossed to the ground, stomped in repetition until the hands snap, the ticking quiets, and you see months of your work brought to ruin in a mere seven seconds.
He storms back inside and slams the door shut as you stoop to collect the little, broken thing, cradling it in your palms. Maybe it wouldnât be fixed again, but youâve hardly the mind to let anything be left abandoned like this.
Though the anger builds, white bitter smoke billowing through your veins, it remains tucked away inside eventually communing with the animal, all but entirely snuffed out when your steps lead you to the front door of the house.
The window to the right is open, not broken. The curtains were pushed aside as though to allow a breeze to enter. A muddy footprint, vast and long scales the siding, but thereâs no exiting one to join it.
You stare and listen, taking one quiet step towards the open window to strain your hearing. Nothing. Inside, itâs quiet, only the sound of the breeze rattling that note left on the table, the ticking and the familiar creaks and groans of the house settling.
So, you enter.
With the poker from the hearth in tow, the rooms are investigated one by one. Each and every one of them clear of any intruder. Even the attic, for all of itâs imagined ghosts sits empty, stale and silent. Thereâs no one here, nothing out of place or broken that hadnât already been cast out from the world and delivered into your hands.
Strangely enough, itâs more peaceful like this; the leaves could be heard rustling outside, birds calling, even the chirps and strumming of crickets too late to flee the onset of chill seeping through this purgatory, filling the mundane void with sounds of life and peace.
You leave the window open.
The pocket watch is left on the desk, the kettle filled with water and placed upon the stove to heat, all before your eyes trail over to that little table beside the front door.
The only thing amiss is there, your intuition roars at you: âLook, look. Just look.â
The table clock from this morning sits there, the wood casing dusty and the hands perpetually stuck to sit at six oâclock, easy to enough to break, and easier still to fix. An overworked battery and a little oil would be its saving grace; if only things could be so simple for yourself, for the thousand or so others that surely must feel the sameâ clawed, fretful little rabbits.
Your eyes narrow momentarily, vaguely recalling that the damned thing had been covered when it was dragged inside. Something sable and thick, a scrap of a heavy dress shirt perhaps, verily stained. Odd that someone would have broken in merely to steal something so useless, but stranger tales have been told. For all you cared, the perpetrator could keep it.
You entertain the idea of the wild man in the trees, thick and sturdy as one. Perhaps he left the note, stole warmth from your home and found comfort in that useless old shirt after leaving that roughly scrawled note. Though the idea would horrify others, it only sets your ceaselessly racing pulse at ease.
Toying with the idea that someone so very much like you lurks the hills, found a home in your eyes and paid a visit, kind enough to wait until you were in town as to not scare you⌠and the kettle begins to whistle.
âââ
You had forgotten to close the window last night. Or maybe it was left as an invitation, a silent offer of your companionship for the unknown thing that occupies your already haunted mind these days. Something in your subconscious dared you to simply forget, see what happens, and youâre not entirely disappointed to find out that yes, something has happened.
There are three flowers laid out there in a row, smushed by the weight of a heavy palm: a daffodil left golden and proud despite the way her petals fray and wither, and two others wild and unnamed with blue and white colors leading to vibrant green stems. And roots. He hadnât the time to pluck them proper, nor had a sense of gentleness to his touch in doing so.
Itâs the first time youâve laughed in months, a giggling that makes your chest ache from a sudden mirth through all of this wretchedness. Who knew it would only take three flowers and the appearance of someone so disconnected? You take them and place them in a vase in the same spot, careful to add just the right amount of water to keep them living for a time.
Someone brought you flowersâ actually brought you a gift, not a job. You remember those eyes, too. His hands may not have been gentle, but that look was.
Though darkness still creeps internally, youâre resolute in what you must do when you prepare for the day. Youâve never really worn this dressâ a soft, white thing with billowing sleeves and tight cuffs that brings a swell to your breasts and cinches your waist. One of the women about town had given it to you in lieu of payment for repairing her husband's watch, left a note prattling onward for three pages about how a woman should dress to find a man. Three!
Youâll find him, thank him for the flowers, bat your eyelashes just a little and retrieve your umbrella. Thatâs all. The rain would be back, more deliveries would have to be made, and if you could manage a friend from all of this well⌠surely things could work out for you, just this once.
Your steps are less hurried and more tentative this time around. You donât barrel through the woods like a galloping mare, mindful of your dress as you lift the fabric at the hips to avoid thick, slickened mire. There isnât much to do about the thorns nipping at your ankles, leaving little scratches like catâs claws in their wake.
The thought that maybe this was a ridiculous idea only settles in your mind after an hour of searching. You donât even have a name to call him by, not an idea on just where he may be or what his intentions truly were, all further punctuated by the fact that youâve found yourself in the midst of a wild orchard, the yellowing grass nearly reaching your knees as you reluctantly allow your dress to flow free. Thick clusters of apples hang above your head, each nearly ripe, some even fallen to leave a fragrant sweet smell in the wake of their rot.
Thunder roars above, distant but loud, cruelly threatening the wake of a downpour that would so easily sully the delicate thing you wear. Your chest aches from exertion, from whichever horrid fear it's settled on today, and youâre nearly fully convinced of your own madness when something does finally catch your eye.
Thereâs a cabin, nestled between the trees, old and lacking glass panes for the windows. The roof is covered in moss, walls creeping with the old green of vines and nearly hidden away entirely by the tall grass that rises above its face.
You could wait out the storm in the dark there, rethink your steps until you find a way back home and the prospect of actually entering a building that wasnât the very picture of your own agony stirs something within you.
You donât bother to knock, only waltz right in and let the door shut softly behind you. It creaks as it goes, whining from the rust laden over its hinges. As expected, the cabin is mostly barren; a set of dust laden chairs sits on opposite ends of a table missing a leg, a large bookshelf housing only a torn copy of Paradise Lost and a journal, a few dirtied dishes are left on the floor, and in the cornerâŚ
There are a lot of things that make you feel small.
You couldnât live up to your fatherâs name in town. The thought that you were not an equal to the other ladies with their fine jewelry and dresses, rings wrapped around their fingers, that was a sore spot despite the way you refused to admit to it. Even the hounds lurking about the butcherâs shop on lonely night deliveries, baying and growling when your feet carried you too close.
None of those things could even compare to how you felt now.
The rug he lies beneath is large on its own, but your flower-giving, grateful titan seems even more so. Itâs as though walking into a bearâs den and expecting a mere squirrel. Even curled into himself in sleep, he seems impossibly huge.
You couldnât see much of him that first night, but now⌠where the rags that make up his clothes reveal a series of long scars along his legs, the hairy arms that seem far too thick: all of him, all of him is massive.
Your rabbit heart does not claw or fight you now, it only flutters, placated by the sight of something so⌠was there really a word for it? The idea that someone so imposing could strike the match of attraction within you. Feelings were strange, each comes sharp and new like the deliberate twist of a knife through a body, soft like warm bread.
You smile as you wander to his side, recognizing the cloth he wears over his head immediately as the one stolen from your house. Your dress is smoothed at your rear as you lower yourself to sit on your knees at his side, quiet and slow.
âHello,â you whisper, placing a hand on a shoulder that dwarfs it entirely, feeling the bulge of muscle beneath the ripped shirt, the ridge of keloid scars from deep cuts laid into his skin.
The titanâs eyelids flutter for a moment as he begins to stir, staring up at the ceiling, teetering on the edge between waking and dreaming. Then, those cold blue eyes lock onto you. A flash of disbelief crosses them, just for a moment before something flips and from the holes ripped into that makeshift hood you see an expression that seems almost agonized.
âHello,â he rasps after a long moment, shifting onto his side to prop himself up and raise his head to level with your own.
His breathing is shallow, almost panicked and you finally think to bring your hands to your lap instead, avoid touching him and potentially startling the poor man further.
âI wanted to thank you⌠for the flowers. Theyâre beautiful.â You pause as you study what little of his expression you can make out through the mask, the way his eyes crinkle at the corners only giving a glimpse of a smile. All teeth, probably, an excited one that even the imagination of warms your heart. âI put them in a vase. I didnât want them to die.â
âI should not haveâŚâ His voice is softer than you ever imagined that it could be, well-spoken as the words are pulled from his throat. You find yourself transfixed, almost, praying that he continues if only to hear the delicate strumming of his tone, the soft sigh of breath that leaves him afterward.
âEs tut mir leid.â
The apology is followed by a low sweep of his gaze, slowly crawling from the peek of your cleavage to your hips to rest where your hands lay clasped in your lap.
He hardly seems to know what to do with himself, what to say, and all at once the realization dawns on you that no, he isnât merely paying his thanks and seeking conversation. Perhaps that was part of it then, but now⌠he seems almost entranced.
You recognize those looks, from men in passing when they leered, but from him⌠from this weary, haunted stranger. It only seems a silent sort of reverence; as though longing for something heâs been deprived of.
âNo, itâs fine, it made me happy.â
âHappy?â
âYes, it was sweet.â
He falls silent at that, conflicted if the pinch of his brow were anything to go by. Then, sudden, he takes your wrist and jerks your hand toward his face, thumb brushing over the small calluses over each pad of your fingers. Thereâs dirt beneath his fingernails, even more scaring along those massive hands and you shiver. Itâs not fear itâs⌠something akin to it, opposite by the way it dances and writhes in warmth rather than the cold.
âYou have the hands of a maker.â
Strange, sweet Goliath.
His words are spoken somberly, as if there is more to say that he holds back. A part of you warns that youâre not prepared for it anyhow, so you let him continue that motion, brushing over your palm with a featherlight touch until it begins to tickle.
Your giggle prompts him to raise his head, watery eyes threatening tears when he hears that sweet sound bubble up from within you. His hand curls over your own, trapping you in his grasp as though little else matters to him more than the need to touch you in some way.
âYou have kind eyes.â
âI am not kind.â
You shake your head at that, flicking your thumb across the top of his burly hand, marveling at the smooth skin of his scars and the rough texture of the hair that dots his knuckles.
âYouâre sweet to me, and thatâs all that matters.â
It could have been a mistake, how easily youâve taken to this bizarre titan. Any lady with proper regard for her standing and womanhood assuredly wouldnât have said something like that to a beast that has the stature and the scent of something wild.
Still, the words leave your lips far too quickly to draw back; he responds with an urgency.
You find yourself pulled ever closer by the iron grip on your hand, tugged into the rug-turned-mattress by this man as he cages you in to meld against his chest. Heâs everywhere, warm and burning against the chill of your skin with flesh touched by hellfire.
You only sigh pitifully when his arm wraps around your waist. When was the last time you had even felt an embrace? You couldnât recall, and even if you had, it would have paled in comparison to one such as this. You breathe him in like a summerâs breeze, tasting a hint of the apple orchard beyond on your tongue when you open your mouth to speak once again.
âSee..?â
The tension in his muscles seems to melt away; if your heart is like a hare then surely his must be more akin to a bull. It takes some time before he softens entirely against you, despite his initiation. His breath is almost a pant when his hand trails upward along your back, feeling every ridge and dip and curve, breath catching in wonder as you allow it.
âYou are soft likeâŚâ
His head dips to press into your shoulder, breathing you in, humming his approval at the mingling scent of clock oil and tea leaves that lingers on your skin. Even from beneath the hood, you can feel the way his lips brush over you, his mouth parted in a voiceless plea.
â⌠like one of the flowers.â
Itâs almost torture really, how someone could be so comforting, so endearing.
His hand trails further, drifting over the backside of your dress to curl against your thigh threatening something if you donât conjure the sense to stop him. It stokes the fire within you, glowing ember in place of a brain, it seemed. You feel weak, lost in a foreign touch and sweet, clumsily spoken words.
If the townsfolk could see you now, herded up in this strangerâs arms, surely they wouldnât dare to cast any disapproval your way. Not one of those meek little devils would have a word to say⌠not now or ever again.
âYouâre like⌠a tree then,â you whisper as you finally will yourself to twist away from the grip, already mourning the loss of warmth as a cold wind filters through the openings in the cabin.
He doesnât sulk as you pull away, only seems content to have been blessed with that much. That mist remains in his eyes before they shut again, willing himself to rise to sit up just as you do.
âWill you stay?â
You glance over the cabin again, with all of its dust and cobwebs. Your umbrella sits in the corner, propped upright with its handle leant against the wall, out of place amidst the dilapidation prevalent here.
This wasnât a home at all, just a quiet, cold purgatory. Though the halls of your own may mock your solitude, this place seems to echo his very being: alone, broken, rotting and so, so very cold.
Your heart bleeds as you weigh your options, expression growing sullen and torn. He notices, tentatively takes your hand again in an almost practiced way of providing comfort. Had he ever evenâŚ
Your thoughts begin to drift again, and you force yourself to settle on a choice. Itâs not your heart that should be damned, but that horrid seed of doubt constantly burdening, stealing from, and clawing at you.
âI should get home, before the rain.â
âVerstanden.â
âYou can come too.â
Thereâs an audible hiss of breath through his teeth, that peculiar look of agony crosses his face again⌠and finally, he weeps.
âââ
KĂśnig, you think to call him.
He teaches you German from time to time, in turn for you allowing him to watch as you work away at the clocks. It feels fitting in a way. Not because he harbors the self-importance of a noble figure, nor his stature; heâs simply become something impossibly important in the week long span youâve spent together now.
Youâve decorated the guest room properly for him, and in turn heâs brought you firewood, foraged and hunted so that neither of you have had to bother with the town. The fire raged in the hearth as the cold continues to set in, and your walks to town have been enjoyable now. He accompanies you to the hill on some nights, draws you a bath when you come home, even cooks.
So⌠maybe a king was not entirely appropriate, but calling him a servant certainly wasnât either. Even with the way he seems to melt and become docile at the slightest brush of your hand, the way you know with a certainty he would die for you if you spoke the word.
And still, you call him KĂśnig: the king of your heart.
There are flowers at your windowsill each morning, still clinging to their roots. You bake the bread while he cooks stew with herbs gathered from the little garden just beyond the walls of the home, one heâs graciously told you heâs wanted to expand for you. Books youâve overlooked for years have been read end to end by him, and he especially seems to like those with art of flowers drawn into their pages, always seeking you out to show you, explain their meanings, expressing the beauty that he sees in them and within you.
You donât know where heâs come from, what his life was like before this, and with the same respect that he gives to you⌠you donât ask.
âWeâre starting a new story,â you had said the first morning over a breakfast of hastily made apple dumplings. To which he had agreed, with a somber hum, nodding his hooded head.
Though you do wonder about his secrets, his face. Seeing him now is all it really takes to make you smile.
He comes through the door, hauling in the massive grandfather clock that a carriage had left only this morning. The bob and the lyre both appeared broken at a glance, but your heart sinks when you read the name on the note left attached to it.
The same petulant little man that had stomped that poor watch to pieces right in front of you, no doubt he had broken this one too in some sort of tantrum. What was it now? Had the poor clock chimes a bit too loudly during the night? Was that deserving of a foot lodged right into its heart?
âKĂśnig, do you mind just leaving it there?â You gesture toward the middle of the room, watching as the muscles beneath his shirt donât even seem to ripple from exertion.
âNatĂźrlich.â
As you set to work, pulling away parts, straightening out bends and replacing whatâs broken, he kneels at your side watching with rapt attention. Thereâs no fixing the pendulum bob entirely, itâs far too bent and scraped, but you wouldnât be replacing that with work of your own either. The bastard gets what he gets and that will do.
In truth, your work since having KĂśnig here has only improved, and perhaps youâre showing off a bit, but the way he watches you tinker with the dusty old things as if mesmerized fills you with pride. You could fix anything, yes, with him at your side you wanted to.
The house doesnât echo wasted time anymore, only that crowding feeling of something buzzing and chirping, budding up in the spaces where shadows should crawl: love. You wouldnât trade it for the loneliness to return, not ever. A new sort of fear that stings just as much as it does caress.
So you work in silence, only breaking it to answer the sparse questions that he throws out.
When the clock is shoddily finished, you wipe the oil from your hands on a rag, and take KĂśnigâs own large arm as itâs offered out to you to stand.
âI will carry it for you tonight,â he suggests, delicately brushing a bit of dust from your sleeve. His touch does linger, always lingers, trailing up to massage at your shoulder and cup at your neck. The swell of heat that arrives at your face then, the press of your thighs beneath your skirt⌠itâs always the same.
âI thought that you didnât want to go into town?â
Your shoulder meets his chest as you press against him, doing very little to calm your bodyâs frustrations. The blood within you stirs like a violent wave feeling him this nearâ cleaned up and dressed in some patchwork conglomerate of your fatherâs old clothes. He smells like a union between the earth and sea, salt and alder leaf, a hint of thyme and lavender.
His eyes glitter when his gaze roves from your face to chest, hand skittering down to curl at the small of your back. To anyone else, you would look the picture of husband and wife perhaps.
âI would go anywhere with you.â
A fresh normal, like the rise of spring, those words and touches that suggest more: threatening while you plead in silence for him to just give you a push, unlace your dress and finally feel and see him properly.
âThen⌠yes, letâs get the cursed thing out of here tonight.â
His grip tightens around you just for a moment, fingers curling and flexing into the soft linen covering you, bunching it up just so at your back before he relents, draws away.
âYou dislike this one?â KĂśnig sounds almost hurt, perhaps he favored it, being tall and similar to him in some way. Another odd thing, hard to place, but heâs never seemed to like you talking down about your own work, a habit that needed breaking.
âNo,â you begin to explain, curling your arms around his middle as you both stare at the thing, ticking quietly before you, âits owner is just a pain.â
âI can tell. You seem nervous, meine geliebte.â
âYou havenât taught me that one yet,â you point out, not playing coy, despite the look he gives you that suggests you know.
Thereâs always that ache when his eyes narrow and that playful glint reaches them. How someone could look as though theyâve suffered dozens of lifetimes of pain and still have that look, you did not know, but it excites you. A furious, needy excitement.
âBeloved,â is all that he says.
The stare relents as he heads back out into the garden, leaving you to sort yourself out.
âââ
âYouâre sure that you can carry it the entire way?â
Itâs not that you could help, really. The thing must have weighed as much as yourself, strung up over KĂśnigâs back with a rope he had found lying someplace in the garden.
âJa, itâs fine.â Heâs not out of breath in the slightest either. You realize then that if you put on all your charms bending, arching and delicately maneuvering your hands to fix the clocks, the assuredly this was his way of doing the same. You try to reign yourself in from staring at the damp spot on his shirt, clinging to his broad expanse of chest, the way that his thighs seem to tense with each step forward.
You canâtâ you merely trail behind him until you take the lead to bring him right to the other manâs doorstep. Your hands find the ropes that keep the clock saddled to KĂśnigâs back, carefully untying them as he stoops down to let its wooden legs rest against the ground below. It scrapes, the consequence of being so heavy and forced to stand on those four tiny legs, and only then does it decide to make a cacophony of noise signaling the new hour, a trilling sort of bong that makes even your ears ring as it breaks up the silence of the night.
You donât even need to knock, because the door flies open immediately. The man stands proud, unperturbed by your giant companion as he shoves past you to inspect his clock. There are no greetings, no pleasantries, and if you were just a bit more careless with your reputation, smacking him would have only brought you satisfaction.
âNot good, but it will do,â the little man huffs, knocking at the glass casing over the clockâs face with his knuckle. âBe a dear and have your friend bring it in for me.â
Youâve no doubt that KĂśnig senses your annoyance as he cocks his head at you, but when you give a curt nod in response, he does whatâs requested. The clock is set in a large den. Itâs not as opulent and gilded as you had expected, just a simple home housing a very infuriating man. You watch from the doorway, swaying on your feet as KĂśnig rights the clock and pushes it where heâs directed. Just a few more seconds and the two of you would be well on your way, and perhaps he would even teach you a new curse for a man like that.
He comes uncomfortably close to KĂśnigâs side, a smug look plastered over his face that only seems to exaggerate just how greasy and mousy that you know him to be. Something is whispered that you canât quite make out, a dare, a mocking taunt, something that pisses you off even without the knowledge.
The hood is pulled off by thin fingers, cast aside to the floor beyond the pair.
The manâs face goes pale before you even get a glimpse of KĂśnig at all. He backs away, mouth gaping as KĂśnig calmly moves to retrieve the cloth. You think you hear the word âmonsterâ mumbled amidst a slew of incoherent babbling, but when your companion turns to face you, you feel no fear.
KĂśnigâs face is like patchwork, scars connecting all together. They run like small streams up from his jaw and over his chin, splitting his lip at the corner of his mouth and dancing up to his eye. The nose is broken in places, several times over likely, crooked with a bump that only seems strangely cute. The unkempt hair lining his jaw should be trimmed, but⌠thereâs no monster here. Only a man who has seen and felt pains that you could not bring yourself to imagine.
His head dips when he notices your wide-eyes stare, a sort of shame hidden away behind strands of long, black hair. He shuffles out of the house and shuts the door behind him, standing rigid as he expects the worst, for you to wail and sob and gather a group of townsfolk to herd him far away with fire and stones.
You only take his hand.
âLetâs go home.â
He doesnât bother to hide himself away again during the walk back, his hand remains in your hold, trembling every now and then and gripping you tighter as he struggles with the thoughts no doubt raging in his skull like a storm. You offer your comfort as you lean toward him, head pressed against his arm even as you turn the knob and step inside.
You warm a bath for him then, a task that is no easy feat. KĂśnig does not offer his help, resigned to some belief that this is only a temporary pity.
He allows you to peel away his clothes, graze your fingers over his body, over the scars all with a barely contained creature scraping out from inside: the untamed bull that you can not see. You press a kiss there, over his heart, feel itâs beating against your lips, pulling away only when his thumb strokes your cheek.
Each new sight of him is just as wonderful as they have always been. Itâs not that you take pleasure in seeing the way he must have suffered; the now healed bullet wound over his abdomen speaks volumes of just what people are capable of when met with the sight of something that they do not understand.
The questions burn at the back of your skull, bitten back as your jaw tightens.
You help him wash with soap and a soft cloth, carefully removing any patches of dirt and dust that have lingered despite his near-daily bathing since living beneath your roof. The rough beard is trimmed in full, until all thatâs left is a trail of dark stubble lingering along his jaw, broken up by scars like thin spider silk that make up the entirety of his body.
His hair is a mess, too, matted and clinging to his skull in wild clumps. Youâre gentle with the brush as you free the tangles, clipping at what can not be saved with sharpened scissors, and massaging at his scalp as he murmurs his approval. Itâs such a subdued, gentle cooing from his chest, a purr almost that shatters your heart and forces it back into place instantly.
Whatever he was or was not, you were certain this stray had never felt a touch like your own, if he had ever been touched by human hands at all.
KĂśnig seems to settle greatly once youâve tended to him and it does seem to finally dawn on him that youâre not repulsed, youâve touched most of his damaged body, and have only brought him the gentleness that should have been commonplace by now. This isnât some elaborate torture methodâ itâs only tender.
âYour turn, hm?â
That, however, brings you pause. Your hands rest on his shoulder, carefully trying to loosen a stubborn knot when you abruptly still. As if that were all he needed for encouragement, his hands cinch your waist, pulling you up and over the rim of the tub as you whine your protests in hushed little hisses. All for naught, as you find yourself submerged below the waist.
âIâm still dressed,â you sulk as the water dampens your dress, now seated between his parted thighs.
KĂśnig only gives a laugh in response as his arms encase you in another embrace, his head resting against the dip between your shoulder and neck as his chest is brought to press against your back.
âAnd youâre still mine.â
His fingers trail further down to the wet fabric billowing amidst the soft, lapping waves of the water, pulling it up until it rests just above your hips. Thereâs no tact, only a clumsy sort of desperation rarely seen upon men, especially not of his stature.
You allow him to loosen the strands of lace at your back, bring your clothing up and over your head to leave it resting and dripping over the rim, pooling below onto the boards of the wooden floor. Your undergarments follow to join the flooding pile of soaked linen and lace.
Youâre flustered certainly, grateful for the water surrounding that conceals the warmth that echoes your fondness for this titan between your legs.
You even considered that he would be more shy, not⌠as eager to begin to wash you, and not with the cloth but with his own hands, nimbly moving over every dip and curve coating you in the slick residue of soap, leaving suds in its wake. He starts at your shoulders, breath growing heavy the more you soften and relax against his chest.
Itâs only a matter of time before his hands find and cup your breasts, and you swear that you can feel the grin that splits his face as you melt further against him. KĂśnig gropes at and massages you there, eager fingers deliberately stroking at your hardened nipples until you quiver and sigh.
You find purchase moving your arms to your sides to grasp at his biceps, muscles flexing as he works his way down your trembling abdomen to your mound, kissing at your shoulder as you purr your encouragement.
The praises that leave your lips come tight and barely restrained as a finger trails against your slit, moving up to circle your clit before diving back down to prod at you.
Your head is gently tilted back by his free hand, your face peppered in clumsy, messy kisses as a digit sinks into you. Itâs lazy work, trying to find a rhythm with your squirming. He only seems satisfied when it presses further, curling against the spot that makes you mewl sweetest, and finally, he kisses you full on.
Itâs delivered as sloppily as his fingering, any trailing thought left in your skull dims, fuzzy with sheer bliss as his thumb begins to pet at your clit in tandem with each push and drag of his index. It doesnât help that you feel his own growing need, hard and hot against your lower back, throbbing with each sound pulled from your mouth, his hips jerking on occasion to drag his shaft against your backside.
âKĂśnig, we should get out,â you murmur through a flood of heat that curls and urges and presses at your lower half to seek some satisfaction, have him bed you proper. âWe can go toââ
His mouth meets yours again, hungrier and more determined than before, the water rolling with each flick of his thumb. In a mere moment you feel that heat stoke to an inferno, blazing from your stomach to cause your feet to kick out, water sloshing over the side of the tub as you ride out each passing wave of paradise crying openly into his mouth.
When your trembling does subside, he kisses your cheek and pulls you up from the water, wrapping you up in his arms. His stare remains ever burning, pupils blown to a coal black, dreamy in the way he slinks back just to drink you in further. You canât keep track of all of the places his eyes seem to dart, which touch to settle on and relish as he paws at you from chest to rear, as if mesmerized that you are no mere illusion.
Youâre giving him everything; no longer the king of simply a beating organ tucked beneath your breast, but your body, bed, wherever he chooses to conquer next, of all the things that heâs been deprived of.
âWe will go to bed, beloved,â he rasps, sounding more present than ever. The nightmares lurking behind his eyes have long past now: all focus is turned to you. Youâre the only thing thatâs ever loved him in return. âWe will⌠become one.â
âHave you everâŚâ Your own voice fails you now, the evident want between you two incapable of making this any less⌠tedious. It was tedious, a flighty feathered thing that seems keen on slipping out of your grasp at any moment. If it were to be his first, surely it should be special, somehow, someway. If it were not⌠you dreaded that thought, a bitter envy sours on your tongue until itâs shaken off.
âNo,â he states simply, shrugging.
Though a sense of relief seems to flood you at that, you dare not show it. You will take him to your bed, climb atop him and show him how these things work, a slow sort of love and the rest could wait.
It was foolish to believe that KĂśnig would settle for such a thing, wild and only temporarily tamed by your sweetness: he is entirely different the moment youâre herded into the bedroom. The desperation of his touches has faded out entirely, replaced with what feels almost like a rage.
He wouldnât take out humanities sins on you, no, but he would years of brutal neglect have left him starved and it just so happens that youâre an outlet for it, something to feed from by way of spilling his soul and his seed all into you, taken back with the kisses and praises that would surely come after this union.
Youâre unceremoniously pushed onto the bed, lying at your side as he climbs in behind you. He whispers his requests into your hair, even as his hand wraps to pull your thigh up before you can bless him with a nod in response. He struggles for a moment, parting your labia with the obscene, ridiculous thing that hangs between his legs. It drags over you in repetition, oiled like the clock cogs before the head of his cock finally finds the opening his finger explored only minutes earlier.
You almost expect him to break you right then, force you to take what your bodyâ no body- had surely been made for, but he only thrusts the tip inside and gives you some time to adjust, roll your hips down centimeter by agonizing centimeter.
âYou are⌠Does it hurt you..?â His voice is a breathless pant, trying to hold himself together despite the daze heâs found himself in, buried not even three inches into your cunt.
âNo⌠you can move,â you breathe out, eyelids fluttering as you tilt you head to look at him over your shoulder.
KĂśnig clings to you as he sinks further, grasping at your waist to pull your further down, sharp breaths hissed between gritting teeth as he delights in the way your womanhood grips at his shaft.
Just as before, thereâs no rhythm to him, he takes the sounds that leave you as a direction, huffing into your ear words that your mind could not hope to translate. Thereâs an indulgence to it, shared between you both as his hand curls tighter against your thigh, spread open and accepting of the brutal pace he takes to have just a taste of what it feels to be a normal man.
His words falter at a point, when you feel your body tightening around him, sucking him in, closer, nearer as your head lolls back. The inferno from before pales in comparison to the blaze that overtakes you now, his voice strained with bliss as you begin to moan for him. With each drag and soar of his cock spearing you open, youâre only brought further to a glimpse of Eden. If this were the fall of man, you find you couldnât question Eve for relishing in it.
â⌠you gave me a name,â he rasps, âA homeâŚâ
All at once that glimmer of heaven crashes down around you, bathes you in the glow of something lofty and holy as he pulls you close and drives himself to the hilt within you. The throbbing and pulsing of his length pulls you over just as his seed spills within, drips thick and flooding as your own sex drools in tandem, sharing a perfect rapture both clandestine and sacred. He gives you another generous thrust, ensuring that heâs carved a space inside no other man could ever hope to fill.
You fret when you find him weeping, quiet tears rolling down his pale cheeks to spill over your shoulder, but the gentle smile on his face is pacifying as you twist around to face him. âAnd now you have my love.â
âIâll cherish it,â he murmurs, voice broken and pitiful as youâre maneuvered upward to rest against the feather-stuffed pillows against the headboard.
You curl against him, head resting on his chest, an arm draped over his waist. He takes your hand into his own, appraising it like the first time you properly met. Hands of a maker. Your mind wanders to significance in that statement, the things that neednât be told are finding ways to curtain you anyhow when he speaks again.
âCould you fix me?â He asks, tracing over the calluses on your fingertips, still bathing in the afterglow.
The question, though you felt it coming, still hurts to hear him speak it: breathing life into a thought that should have never existed to begin with.
âThereâs nothing to fix.â Though you speak true, though you know he feels your sincerity, his eyes are heavy when he looks to you again. âWhy would you ask me that?â
The story that he tells you then is one of horror. From his maker down to the things heâs done, seen, felt: hated from the moment he woke into this strange world, the horrible loneliness that pushed and bedded down inside of him like acceptance never would. The people that heâs throttled in some desire to finally have someone like him; men, women, it made no difference. All of it is bared with only one message eternally prevalent: he has only ever wanted to be loved.
In truth, he was a monster. Not because he was given the instinctual urge to be, but because it was all he knew. Gnashing teeth from demons hurling that word out with every stone they threw, every shot and stab at his heart.
You listen, despite the way it hurts, pull him a little closer when he ends his tale with your meeting, how he knew you were the only blessing he would ever receive in his lifetimeâ however long that may be.
You were good at fixing broken things, but KĂśnig never needed to be fixed. Only found.
âââ
âNow youâre supposed to say it,â you hum, as his hands reach to the hem of the hoodâ his- covering your face. They rove beneath the fabric, curling against the skin of your cheeks, tracing small patterns there, some rotations like the clocks, others the childish hearts scribbled into books.
âI vow to take you as my wife.â
âYouâre bad at this.â You giggle when he does finally push the cloth up past your nose, above your eyes and further until itâs pulled back like a veil.
âI will love you endlessly,â he continues, returning your noise of elation with a huffed laugh of his own. âI already do.â
âI love you, too.â
No one in town would ever properly marry you two, not if one look could make a weak man fall to his knees in horror, but here, beneath the roof of a home once echoing the same voice that haunts him⌠it was good enough. The moon seems to echo your vows with dancing rays, stars twinkling in approval as the calls of night birds carry through the open window.
There are no rings, no written formalities to be stored away with dust-ridden papers, preyed upon by mites. Itâs far more sacred, genuine than the flippant affairs and arrangements that go on with those that would so readily cast the both of you aside. In truthâ the thought of them rarely comes; doesnât even rile up that intense fear inside of you any longer.
Everything only seems easier with the blooming garden outdoors, and the man who gazes upon you like he sees divinity itself behind your eyes, in the softness of your flesh.
When you kiss, itâs something from a fairytale, flowers strewn at your feet and the veil removed from your hair by a gentle hand.
Eden doesnât seem so much like a memory lost to time, after all.
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[part two] we werenât just friends - okkotsu yuuta

word count: 11k warnings: swearing, drinking (but itâs legal!), mentions of masturbating summary: two idiots that are bad at confrontation and donât want things to be awkward somehow make things awkward anyways. more info:Â college!au, aged up characters, roommates!au, childhood friends, n*oya makes an appearance in this part, soft yuuta taking care of drunk reader
part two:Â âiâm not ready, eyes heavy nowâ ___
[mai] : do you want me to come kidnap you? just say we have plans
[maki] : you donât need to kidnap her. sheâs a big girl. She can handle talking about her feelings. canât you, (y/n)?
[(y/n)] : no i donât think i can :â( pls come rescue me, idk what to do.
[mai] : maki where are the keys iâm going over there
[maki] : the fuck you are, stay away from my car.
[maki] : i say this with love, (y/n). get out of bed and just talk to him. itâs not like you boned. A little kissing never hurt anyone. your friendship is stronger than that, donât you think?Â
[(y/n)] : âŚit was a lot of kissingâŚ
[mai] : did he get a boner?Â
[maki] : youâve been friends a long time. and he kissed you back, didnât he? he probably enjoyed it.
[(y/n)] : i think he enjoyed it⌠idk⌠iâm rlly embarrassed about it.
[mai] : if he got a boner he enjoyed it.
[maki] : ur being gross :p
[(y/n)] : but what if he just got carried away and it didnât mean anything and heâs upset with me?Â
[maki] : did he say he was upset with you?Â
[(y/n)] : ⌠no.
[mai] : heâs probs pent up now. you should seduce him again.
[maki] : then all this talk is pointless. go TALK to him and then if itâs bad weâll come swoop you up and take you out for the day. deal?Â
[(y/n)] : bed is comfy⌠and safeâŚ
[mai] : and if we donât hear from u weâll assume u seduced him again
[maki] : you got this :)
(y/n) sighed as she turned off her phone, dropping it onto her mattress as she glared up at her ceiling. The light from the sun had long since poured in through the window, having woken her up hours ago. She wasnât surprised to see so many texts in her groupchat with the Zenâin twins after Toge blabbed about what he thought he saw when he returned to the apartment late last night.
Normally she wouldâve ignored their pestering and turned down any assumptions they may have made. But she needed advice from her closest friends on what to do now. She had yet to leave the safety of her bedroom, knowing Yuuta would be awake and going about his morning routine. Maybe it was silly to be afraid of running into him, but her shame kept her shackled to the bed.
Maki was right, it wasnât fair to assume how Yuuta would behave today. It was a discredit to the years of friendship under their belts. But then again, making out in a sudden moment of weakness was a blunder on their friendship, too.
Dramatically, she rolled over, planting her face in her pillow and groaning out her frustrations.
When she finally made an appearance, Yuutaâs head shot up from the kitchen table where heâd set up his things to spend the day working on an essay he shouldâve started yesterday. Just like yesterday, his focus shifted completely as soon as her door creaked open and she stepped out.
Her eyes widened a bit when they landed on him, as if she was surprised to see him there at all. He gave her a small smile, hoping to ease any nerves she likely had coming into the morning.
âMorninâ,â He hummed, his gaze fixed on her as she lingered in her doorway, seemingly unsure about leaving her room at all. âMade a pot of coffee if you need someâÂ
Yes, caffeine, her body pleaded, and she nodded at him gratefully as she made her way to the kitchen. Even as she grabbed her usual mug out of the cupboard and poured a generous amount of coffee into it, she could feel his eyes on her back.
He watches as she shuffles about the kitchen, pouring in her cream and sugar before testing the drink, then repeating the cream and sugar. He smiles to himself as this happens a few more times. Sheâs not happy with it until itâs color is milky brown, and it surely no longer tastes like coffee at all.
âThank youâ She hums when she takes a longer drink, smiling as it finally tastes perfect.
She turns to him, leaning against the counter and holding her mug carefully in both hands. He gives her a nod, his eyes flickering over her, as though looking for any sign of discontent. He finds none.
âYeah,â He replies quietly. âYou sleep alright?âÂ
(y/n) nods back. âYou?âÂ
He shrugs a shoulder, his head moving from side to side with lack of a real answer. Her lips pull into an awkward frown, not knowing what to say now.
She hates that she finds it so hard to speak to him. It had never been like this between them before. Theyâd never tiptoed around each other, conversation always came naturally. And when they were quiet, the silence was comfortable.
The silence now feels so heavy that her chest aches.
She hates that sheâs the reason for the nervous energy buzzing in the air, making her skin prick with goosebumps and her heart beat erratically.
âI, uh, I think Iâm gonna go out with the twins laterâ She forces herself to speak, saying the first thing that comes to mind. Even though she hadnât explicitly made plans with the Zenâins, she was sure theyâd do her this favor.
âOh yeah?â
âYeah,â She sighs, sounding less convincing by the second. âProbably for drinks, I could really use a drinkâ She mumbles the last part.
Yuuta chuckles, his smile cracking a little further as his eyes catch the clock on the oven behind her, before looking at her again.
âNot even ten in the morninâ,â He tells her, tilting his head. âAlready need to forget today?â
Her face flushes and she tilts her head to stare down at her cup of coffee.
âThatâs alright,â Yuuta brushes off her nervousness as best he could. He just wanted her to be at ease, even if that meant pretending nothing happened between them. âIâve got an essay to keep me company today anyways,â He says, nodding to the scattered textbooks and notebooks before him. âBut youâll let me know if you need a ride, or anything?â
She nods back at him, the smile on her face a little more genuine this time.
âYeah, I willâ She says, and finally makes her way out of the kitchen.
She goes to greet their fish good morning, cooing softly to the thing as it swims about itâs tank excitedly. She gives into itâs begging, sprinkling in the smallest amount of fish flakes as she could, and cheering quietly as he strikes at the little clump of food at the surface of the water. Yuuta tries not to stare as she murmurs and coos to the fish as though it were any other pet, a kitten, or a hamster. But he canât help the lurch in his heart watching her sweet talk the betta that only had the capacity to care about being hungry. The scene truly was a testament to her character.
She finished her coffee and went about her normal routine without much else to say to him. Yuuta tried not to mind. He tried to focus on his essay and give her space to settle back into what felt normal. He just hoped sheâd relax sooner than later. Heâd hate to have her feel uncomfortable in her own home.
Shortly after sheâd gotten in the shower, he lost focus on his project again and reached for his phone.
[yuuta] : i feel like a total fucking idiot. i think i messed everything up.
[toge] : looked like u guys enjoyed urselves to me ÂŻ\_(ă)_/ÂŻ
[yuuta] : so not what i meant. [yuuta] : she can barely talk to me. she only just got out of bed. she seemed so uncomfortable.
[toge] : did she seem mad? maybe she just didnât know what to say. it is kinda awkward
[yuuta] : i donât think sheâs mad. I think she just regrets it
[toge] : did u bring it up?
[yuuta] : no, i donât know how
[toge] : well did u try âhey we made out and i liked it, what are we?â
[yuuta] : ._.
[toge] : ok taking that as a no. [toge] : but starting w that is prlly a good idea
[yuuta] : but what if that makes it worse [yuuta] : what if she doesnât want anything more and it was just like a one time thing yk [yuuta] : we both had a bit to drink. [yuuta] : i think iâm going to have a panic attack.
[toge] : ok slow down for a sec [toge] : youâre jumping to conclusions, remember? you canât decide what sheâs thinking bcuz you havenât talked about it. [toge] : rn what you have control over is what you want to do about it. So for now, just try to focus on that. [toge] : and ur essay for econ. actually you should put most of your focus on that.
[yuuta] : ok ur right. iâm gonna work on that now. [yuuta] : thank you. Iâll talk to you about it later.
[toge] : :) ___
Yuuta had never felt the menacing glare of the Zenâin twins fixed on him before. When he opens the door to find them in the hallway, clearly perturbed to be greeted by him rather than the girl they were here to escort for the evening, he felt a cold sweat form on the back of his neck.
âHey guys-âÂ
âWhereâs (y/n)?â Maki pushed in first, side stepping Yuuta completely and bee-lining for (y/nâs) bedroom door, which had been shut since sheâd been getting ready to go out with them.
Mai gave him a sympathetic smile, and he stepped aside to let her in.
âSheâs a bit on edge, donât worry about her,â She explained her sisterâs antics, something sheâd grown used to doing. âBut how are you doing?âÂ
The simple question didnât hold itâs usual casual tone. Mai looked genuinely curious to know his answer. In fact, it looked like she was taking pity on him as her brows drew together in concern.
âUh- fine. Iâm fine,â Yuuta stammered over his answer, and quickly made his way towards the kitchen, looking for something to busy himself with. Getting interrogated by Maki and Mai was the last thing his nerves needed right now.
Even if Maki had already barged into (y/nâs) room and shut the door behind her with a slam. Heâd perked up at the ruckus, watching the door worriedly, but it remained shut, and he didnât hear hollering from inside, so he figured all was fine between the two, and Maki was just up to her usual untamed behavior. Mai chuckled to herself.
âDid you want a glass of water? Or something?â Yuuta asked, already filling a cup at the sink.
âOh no, Iâm alright,â Mai shook her head and took a seat at the kitchen table. Her eyes scan over the messy stacks of books and the long extension cord that reaches across the whole room to keep his laptop alive while he works. âYouâve been busy, hm?â
Yuuta chokes, whirling around, not realizing sheâd been commenting on his mess at the table. He instantly flushes, especially when Mai raises a brow and her lips curl into a smirk at his reaction.
âOh- that- yeah,â He coughs to clear the hitch in his throat, hitting his fist to his chest a few times for good measure. âI have an essay thatâs due in a weekâ He explains quietly, certain that she didnât actually care what he was working on.
Mai only nods, changing the subject before he could bore her with the specifics of the assignment.
âSo, whatâre your thoughts on the whole thing?âÂ
Yuuta blinks, unsure of what she was really asking. Mai tilts her head at him, knowing he was a smart enough guy that he could figure it out on his own.
âI donât knowâŚâ He sighs, bringing a hand up to the back of his neck. âI donât know what the right thing to do isâŚâÂ
Mai giggles cutely behind her fingers, as if sheâd been watching two kittens playing with a ball of yarn, rather than watch a grown man struggle with the feelings heâd carried for years. Feelings so strong everyone around him knew damn well where his heart lied. It was a cruel laugh, but she couldnât help it. Yuuta could be so pitifully hilarious sometimes.
âSorry,â Her apology is empty when he furrows his brow at her. âItâs just⌠I owe Toge money for this, you know,âÂ
Yuutaâs gawking now, frozen and silent as he waits for further explanation. Had everyone been in on something he hadnât known about? Was this all some elaborate prank on him?
âI always thought youâd make the first move. Guess Toge knew best this timeâÂ
âWait, you actually bet on- he bet against me?â Yuuta stammered. Mai smiled sweetly.
âEveryone bet against you,â She told him. âWell, everyone but me,â She corrected right away. âPersonally, I thought itâd be a whole love confession thing, you know? Like in the movies? I always thought you were the kind of guy that just wouldnât be able to hold it in anymore. After last night I was sure that if (y/n/n) had a little push itâd be enough for you to do something. But it sounds like she initiated, no?âÂ
Yuutaâs head was spinning taking in all of this information at once. Everyone knew? His closest friends, and they bet against him? His face felt hot with embarrassment, and just when he thought this whole thing couldnât get worse, too. Damn them all for being such a close knit group of friends that nothing was private anymore.
âI⌠I guessâŚâ He answered the question quietly, unsurely. Truthfully Yuuta wasnât sure who exactly was at fault for the situation. (y/n) might have brought up the subject, but he was the one who kissed first, wasnât he? âSo⌠she told you all of it?â He asked.
Mai smirked.
âSorry, canât break the girl code,â She says innocently. Yuuta rolls his eyes. Bullshit. She just wanted to yank his chain. âBut youâre my friend too,â She reminds him. âSo I was just curious what you thought about all thisâÂ
Their banter was cut short by (y/nâs) door swinging open, Makiâs voice carrying out into the hall as she exited, nodding for her sister to get up to head out.
(y/n) followed shortly after, a pair of heels in one hand, her other hand occupied trying to secure a bracelet on her wrist. With her focus on awkwardly trying to maneuver the clasp with one free hand, Yuuta was given enough time to stare at her properly.
Sheâd spent a lot of time holed up in her room, supposedly getting ready, and now he could see just the amount of effort sheâd put into doing so. Her hair was done up, styled in perfect soft waves that bounced when she moved, and fell around her shoulders. A simple but pretty dress hung from tiny straps at her shoulders and fell just above her knees. It was her favorite color and one that complimented her very well. Yuuta had been there when sheâd found it and claimed it was an âimpulse buyâ, but sheâd loved it thoroughly and had worn it regularly. He stared in awe while she struggled with the jewelry and cursed under her breath.
It took him a minute to come back to reality, blinking quickly as if he needed to refocus, before approaching her with an outstretched hand and a small smile. She understood what he was offering from the small action. It wasnât the first time sheâd struggled to put on her own jewelry, and sheâd often turned to him for help with the dainty clasps.
Sheepishly, (y/n) placed the charm bracelet in the palm of his hand, before holding her wrist out to him. With how close she is he can smell the flowery perfume sheâd just applied before coming out of her room. It was sweet and pretty and he swore it flooded his senses like THC, lifting him right off the floor and into the clouds.
âThank youâ She murmurs.
She watches as he carefully lifts the jewelry from both ends, securing the claw clasp between his thumb and index finger gently. A smile lifted at the corners of his lips as the little charms dangled off the silver chain, and he recognized the bracelet.
It was a gift from him. For the first birthday sheâd celebrated since moving in together. It wasnât the most extravagant thing, there were no jewels, the chain was made of silver rather than rose gold or something more expensive and romantic. The charms were a mismatched set of stars and moons, some varying in color, but most of them the same silver as the chain they dangled from. When heâd come across it, Yuuta thought heâd struck gold. It had been the perfect gift. Heâd seen it in the window at a jewelry store heâd never looked at twice before, but somehow this little bracelet called to him and he was waltzing right inside and purchasing it at the counter not five minutes later. Â
The clerk placed it in a little velvet box, which Yuuta took home and carefully wrapped a silky white ribbon around. It had taken some practice to tie the bow just right, but heâd been very proud of his craftsmanship. In the days leading up to her birthday, he was sure he was going to ruin the surprise, he was so giddy with excitement.
Then when the day came, and they were all out with their friends for dinner, he was a wreck. Everyone elseâs gifts were so different from his. Maki had given her a nice leather jacket, Mai had given her a handle of her favorite rum, and Toge had given her a new game for their switch. When all that was left was the small gift bag holding Yuutaâs gift, he was chugging his drink as she reached into it with a grin.
The table went silent when she pulled out a tell-tale velvet box, a perfect silk bow tied around it. Yuuta avoided her gaze when her wide eyes turned to him. Heâd missed the way her cheeks had warmed up, too embarrassed by the stares from the rest of their friends. âJewelry?â sheâd asked sweetly, before carefully untying the ribbon and propping open the box. Sheâd gasped, setting the box down carefully before lifting the bracelet from it, admiring each mismatched charm dangling from it.
Her eyes lit up as she turned to him, holding it out for him with one hand, the other wrist on display as she bounced in her seat, prompting him to put it on her. That was the first of many times Yuuta had clasped the gift carefully around her wrist. Conversation between the twins and Toge picked up again as the pair shared a sweet, private moment. Yuuta wasnât sure why it was so intimate to do such a simple favor for his friend, but his skin burned where it grazed hers as he adjusted the new jewelry for her.
âItâs beautiful,â Sheâd whispered softly, her eyes fond as they gazed into his. âI love it so much, thank you, Yuutaâ.
As he hooked the claw through the usual hoop she always wore it at, the perfect length to keep it secure on her wrist but still let the little stars loosely dangle, Yuuta couldnât help but think about that first time heâd put it on for her.
âThere,â He hummed when it hung perfectly around her wrist. âYouâre all set nowâÂ
His eyes lingered on the bracelet and itâs meaning that heâd never quite worked up the courage to tell her about, before flickering to meet her soft expression. There was something in her eyes that told him she was trying to say something, but she didnât budge on it. Her lips curved into a small smile as she nodded at him in gratitude.
âSo weâre ready?â Maki cleared her throat, drawing both of their attention over to where she had her arms crossed and a brow raised. Â
(y/n) was quick to shuffle away from Yuuta, sliding on her heels and making sure the straps were adjusted just right at her ankles before giving Maki a wide smile.
âReady!âÂ
She leaves with a wave and a sweet call of good luck on finishing his essay. Yuuta lingers at the door, even long after the three have left for the night. The creeping feeling that heâs an idiot plaguing his mind again.
It wasnât like he could tell her not to go, that wasnât fair. It also didnât seem right to tag along, he wasnât a total moron after all, he knew that she needed some space tonight with her girlfriends to collect herself and get over what happened between them.
But god, he just hoped she wasnât going to get over it by finding someone else to distract her from it. ___
Rather than go to the usual bar that the group would spend free evenings at, Maki and Mai had promised an all new experience for the night. Mai talked up the place animatedly, all bright eyes and movements of her perfectly manicured hands, while Maki drove and chastised her sister for being such an annoying passenger.
The longer (y/n) spent around them, the more her nerves began to settle and she finally gave in to the excitement of going out for the night. It had been a while since theyâd done something just the three of them. Girl time was hard to come by, and often only happened in their groupchat. Toge and Yuuta had a way of wiggling into their plans, not that they really complained about it. It was nice to have a close and comfortable group of friends.
But right now, (y/n) needed two things. One, time with her favorite twins that always scored free drinks wherever they went. And two, the free drinks that the pair were currently scoring as they chatted up the bartender. Â
(y/n) watched in amusement as Maki slid her glasses onto the top of her head pulling her hair away from her pretty face, and Mai leaned over the bar on her elbows, her low cut top doing all the work for her even while she undoubtedly flirted with the tattooed man behind the bar. The high top table (y/n) sat at with all of their purses- it wasnât like the Zenâins needed their wallets- was far enough away that she couldnât hear the conversation happening, but she recognized the sweet, alluring smile on Maiâs red painted lips. It was a flirty look, and held absolutely no bite behind the bark. It was just a well rehearsed dance, and she knew exactly how to use it to get what she wanted.
Admittedly, it had even worked on (y/n) a few times. So she knew that no man was strong enough to withstand itâs power.
Sure enough, the girls were already headed back to the table with three drinks between them, and proud grins on their faces as they snickered between themselves.
âDid a phone number come with these?â (y/n) teased as Maki handed her the extra cocktail. She thanked her with a bright smile, admiring the swirls of color in the drink before she stirred it up.
âSure did,â Mai says, flashing the napkin between her fingers, the scrawl of numbers in purple ink spread across one side. âI think I might call this one tooâ She adds excitedly.
Maki and (y/n) share a laugh before the three of them raise their glasses, clinking them together gently.
A few drinks passed and (y/n) had almost forgotten why sheâd even wanted to go out tonight. It was so nice to hang out with the Zenâin twins. There was always plenty to gossip about, and especially in a setting like this one, there was only more fuel for their fire.
While Mai went back to order their fourth round, and flirt with the bartender some more, Maki dragged (y/n) out to the dance floor. She knew her well enough to know that three drinks was just the right amount to loosen her up and get her out there without much protest. And just as she thought, (y/n) eagerly followed, hips already swaying to the familiar beat.
âYou feelinâ better?â Maki asked, leaning in close enough so she didnât have to yell as much over the music. Close enough that (y/n) could smell the familiar perfume sheâd been wearing since they were in high school.
âI am,â She beamed up at her friend while they danced. âThank you for taking me out, this is just what I neededâÂ
Maki smiled back at her, relieved to have helped. Even if it was only for a few hours, she knew that this distraction was necessary to clear her mind.
(y/n) and Yuuta had been dancing the dance of friends that hadnât realized they were infatuated with each other for so long that Maki genuinely couldnât remember a time when their romantic tension wasnât all consuming. When theyâd decided to move in together, sheâd known it was only a matter of time before something changed between them. They all knew, hence the bet with Mai and Toge, that living in close quarters would create a rift at some point.
It sounded like that rift was more of a dive head first into unexplored territory, and (y/nâs) panic text last night that only read âs.o.s yuuta and i almost hooked up and i think iâm gonna have a panic attackâ was far more than anything she could expected to happen, but it was amusing nonetheless.
And Maki loved her friends. She loved them so much she was happy to take her out for drinks and dancing in order to relieve some of the awkward tension at home. But her friends were morons, and when this was resolved, she planned to never let them live it down.
Because there was no doubt in her mind that Yuuta loved (y/n) with every fiber of his being. No doubt at all that (y/n) felt just the same for him. Sheâd been following him around with stars in her eyes since they were children. And Yuuta had never treated anyone the way he treated (y/n)- like she hung the moon and stars, like his entire world revolved around her. Â
They could be in a crowded room with blasting music and hollering voices, and if (y/n) was speaking, Yuuta was listening to every word with his undivided attention. Maki had seen it, on multiple occasions.
Six drinks and two free rounds of shots from the bartender that had a crush on Mai later, and Maki was struggling to herd her sister and her friend outside and towards the car.
It was very late into the night, and even for a Friday night Maki was ready to crash and get a full night of sleep. She should have known to start the process of leaving an hour early, because since suggesting they square up their minimal tab and heading out, an hour is how long it had taken to get the two remotely close to the door.
Mai was insistent on staying until the place closes- which wasnât for another three hours- but Maki refused to ditch her sister at a bar at one in the morning with a guy she just met. Free drinks or not, that crossed girl and sister code for her.
(y/n) was a different story. Three-drink (y/n) loosened up enough to dance a bit and mingle just a little. Six-drink-and-two-shots (y/n) was making best friends out of everyone she ran into, whether they wanted to chat or not, she found a reason to hold their attention. One girl had cute boots, some other guy was wearing a tee shirt of a band sheâd heard of- not even liked, just heard of- and now she was off again talking to someone near the bathrooms.
âShe said she was gonna pee!â Maki barked, and Mai lazily turned her attention towards where Maki was glaring. âCome on, letâs go get her. AgainâÂ
Knowing better than to trust Mai to follow, Maki snatches her by the wrist and drags her across the bar with her. Mai finds this amusing and a bit ridiculous, but doesnât fight with her.
As they grow nearer and can see (y/nâs) animated talking, they also get a better look at who it was that had stolen her attention.
âHey wait a sec,â Mai stops in her tracks, pulling her arm out of Makiâs grip only to grab her shoulder and maneuver her body until she could follow her exact line of sight. âIs thatâŚ?â The name doesnât come off her tongue, but it doesnât need to. Maki recognizes the man sheâs speaking too instantly.
And she glowers, before speeding off towards the pair at a faster, more determined rate. This time she knows Mai will be hot on her tail.
âNaoya!âÂ
(y/n) and the stranger sheâd been talking to both perk up. Recognition flashes in both of them as they see the Zenâin twins stampeding towards them. (y/n) beams, delighted to see her friends. The handsome stranger sheâd been conversing with wears a smug look as he smirks at his cousins.
âWeâre leaving,â Maki said, putting herself between (y/n) and her distant cousin, staring down at her friend with a grave expression. âLetâs go-âÂ
âI didnât peeâ (y/n) pouts up at her, too out of it to notice the hostility between her friend and the man sheâd just met. Maki huffs, narrowing her eyes at her as though to ask âreally?â. (y/n) bats her eyes up at her.
âI was just keeping (y/n) here company while she waited,â Naoya speaks up.
The Zenâin twins both spun around to glare at him as he spoke. If (y/n) hadnât been inebriated she may have recognized the icy stares that sheâd seen many people cower away from before. Eerily enough when directed at him, he stared back at them with his chin tilted out and a smirk on his face.
âIâm happy to wait with her if you both have somewhere to be?â He suggested.
âAs ifâÂ
âEat shitâÂ
Mai and Maki spoke in unison, both of their comments jarring (y/n), who was now shielded behind them like a small child. Naoya lifted his hands in mock surrender, and took a step away from the wall.
He caught eyes with (y/n), confused, naive, drunk (y/n), who tilted her head as he waved goodbye to her. She weakly raised a hand to return the gesture. Maki glared between them both as she followed the interaction.
âYouâve got my number,â He grins, his eyes staying locked on hers even while Maki and Maiâs were so sharp he could almost feel them piercing his skin. âIf you change your mind on getting over that roommateâÂ
Maiâs jaw dropped open as she whirled around to (y/n), a look in her eyes that was somewhere between excitement and bewilderment. Maki snarled at the man until he finally turned around and left. It wasnât until then that she ushered (y/n) into the bathroom, where there was no line to begin with, as it was completely empty inside.
The loud music and crowd at the bar muffled out once they were alone in there, and (y/n) was quick to scurry into a stall.
âFucking ridiculous,â Maki cursed under her breath, while Mai pulled herself onto the counter of sinks, swinging her feet as she laughed to herself. âIf he tries to talk to her again, Iâm punching him in the goddamn teethâÂ
âThat guy?â (y/n) called from the stall, only to go ignored by the sisters on the outside.
âLike when we were kids?â Mai mused, a smirk curling on her lips as she recalled the distant memory.
âNo,â Maki shook her head, before a slow smirk of her own formed. âThat was his noseâÂ
They shared a laugh, even while (y/n) continued to ask who and what they were talking about. Naoya was a face theyâd hoped theyâd never have to see again, but certainly had no issue breaking if it came to it. And knowing him, things would likely come to that. Since birth heâd been an asshole, it seemed. Something about being a trust fund baby and a narcissistic manipulator seemed to bring out the worst in him.
(y/n) comes out of the stall with a childish frown as she drags her feet to the sink.
âWeâre talking about Naoya,â Mai says, leaning back into the mirror to speak to (y/n) while she washes her hands. âHeâs our cousinâÂ
âThat guy out there?â (y/n) mumbles, her brows furrowing as she focuses intently on soaping up her hands. âHeâs your cousin?âÂ
Mai nods.
âAnd heâs the fucking worst,â Maki pipes up with a bark in her tone that has (y/nâs) eyes snapping to her reflection in the mirror. Sure enough, Maki was giving her a pointed glare. âStay away from him (y/n), heâs a piece of shitâÂ
With wide eyes and her lips pressed together, (y/n) nods back at her in a small movement.
She hadnât spoken to him too much. Heâd approached her while she was lingering at the wall trying to get her texts to go through. She vaguely recalled him saying something about a pretty girl being alone, but she hadnât given him much of her attention, too drunk and annoyed with her phone for not working to care.
But one thing led to another and she was complaining to him about not getting in touch with her hot roommate that sheâd made things complicated with, and after he showed her how to send the message as a text rather than an imessage, heâd prodded her into telling him more about this situation-ship as heâd called it, and next thing she knew, she was talking on and on about Yuuta.
And (y/n) may have been a bit drunk, but she wasnât oblivious. She caught the way he told her heâd help her get her mind off of things, she noticed the smirk on his lips and the darkness in his eyes as they swept her figure. But she didnât care about his intentions. She just needed to vent, to an impartial- partially impartial- party that wouldnât tell her what everyone else was telling her.
So honestly, (y/n) had no problem ignoring the new number in her contacts. She wasnât looking to hook up with Naoya. But his company was appreciated while it lasted, even if he did only stick around her in the hopes of getting laid.
âSheâs not interested in him like that,â Mai tells her sister, before her eyes flit over to (y/n) as she dries her hands. âAre you?âÂ
(y/n) merely shakes her head, and tosses the paper towel in the bin.
âThought so,â Mai smirked. âYouâre still hung up on Yuu-ta~â She singsongs his name with girlish charm, and Maki cracks a small laugh, relieved to know that she didnât have to teach her asshole cousin a lesson to keep him away from her best friend.
âThat much is obviousâ
âCome on,â (y/n) sighs, pulling on Maiâs arm to get her off of the counter so they could finally leave the bar. âLetâs go home so I can sleep this off and hopefully forget all of itâÂ
Mai slings her arm around her waist as they leave the bathroom, the noise of the busy place drowning out all else once more. Even as the three of them push through the crowd, with Maki leading because her presence was strong enough to part a path in any crowd, (y/nâs) thoughts are messy. It was probably all the drinks, but she couldnât help but feel guilty for the situation sheâd put herself in.
She feels Maiâs cheek on top of her head when they near the door, and Maki opens it for the two to go through first, then follow behind. Sometimes (y/n) thinks her friendship with the twins had developed so much that she shares some of their special twin telepathy. Because Mai squeezes her hip and nuzzles into her hair just as her thoughts begin to spiral the longer she thinks about going home. Mai was always affectionate when she was drunk, and maybe she was riding on a high after her score with the sexy bartender, but (y/n) appreciated it nonetheless. She even sat with her in the backseat of Makiâs car, falling half asleep on her while leaning up against one another.
âIâm so not carrying her if she passes out,â Maki half-chides as she glares at her barely conscious sister in the backseat. âShe can spend the night back there, I donât care, Iâm tired of carrying her ass aroundâÂ
(y/n) chuckles, and laughs a little louder as Mai stirs and mutters something along the lines of âm not fuckinâ tired back at her.
Somehow she doesnât pass out on top of (y/n), although her weight is heavy against her, when Maki parks at (y/nâs) apartment complex, Mai sits right up and gets out of the car. Her and (y/n) keep their arms wrapped around each other as they head inside. Maki rolls her eyes and occasionally scolds them for being too slow, or stumbling around and bumping into things, but her voice is soft and her hands are gentle as she guides them to the door.
Just as (y/n) is slurring over her words trying- and failing- to explain that she doesnât have her key, the door opens and Maki is pushing the two inside.
Mai disappears from (y/nâs) side almost instantly, suddenly craving a glass of water and one of the peaches on display in a porcelain bowl on the kitchen counter.
âPretty much what you expected, yeah?â (y/n) hears Maki say, but sheâs suddenly so tired that keeping her eyes open feels like a workout. She doesnât even have the energy to ask her what sheâs talking about.
âYeah, pretty much,â Someone replies. A familiar voice that was deep but soft around the edges. An instinctive smile forms on her lips. âThanks for driving, though. And for⌠everything elseâ The voice grows quieter towards the end.
And then thereâs a pair of hands on her shoulders, and (y/n) nearly collapses into the embrace. She stumbles, catching her heel at an awkward angle and nearly sprains an ankle trying to correct her stance. But the hands are faster, and stronger, and lift her by her hips before she could fall on the bent ankle or hurt herself at all. Sheâs placed right back on the ground a moment later, but the hands remain.
âYuuta~â She greets him once she finally realizes who it is that is keeping her upright. It was an honest mistake, with her heavy eyes and alcohol flooded system, it was easy to confuse Yuutaâs strength for Makiâs.
Yuuta chuckles quietly at her delayed acknowledgement, his thumb caressing her hip in gentle circles.
âLetâs get you some water and into bed, hm?â He hums, tugging gently on her to get her to follow him.
(y/n) stumbles along without much hesitation at all. Sheâs humming a tune that had been stuck in her head after sheâd heard it at the bar, and Yuuta tries not to laugh at her inebriated state, but she does make it difficult.
When he opens the door to her bedroom, they realize why it had been shut.
Mai was face down in (y/nâs) pillows, passed out cold. Her heels had been kicked off and unceremoniously thrown onto the rug, but that was as far as she got in settling in for bed. She was still in her dress, all of her jewelry, and most definitely was staining (y/nâs) silky pillowcases with her makeup.
âDamn, thatâs another pillowcase set she owes meâ (y/n) mumbles with a huff, leaning defeatedly into her door frame.
âSheâs done this before?â Yuutaâs brows furrow.
(y/n) looks over at him with a frustrated pout before nodding. He winces, but their moment of shared exasperation is quickly clouded by how funny it was that such a thing had occurred twice and they hadnât learned from it, and soon Yuuta was ushering them both out of the doorway and into the hall so they could let her sleep in peace.
âWeâll let her stay,â He says quietly, already guiding her to the other door. His door, she realizes distantly. âShe clearly needs the rest, you can just stay in here, alright?â
He watches the delay in her realization as she turns to face him with a concerned look on her face. Yuuta already knows what sheâs going to say before the words form in her mouth.
âDonât worry âbout it,â He eases her into the room with a gentle hand on her lower back. Her expression is still unsure, but her feet move on their own accord further into the room. âGet somethinâ to wear out of the dresser,â Yuuta instructs, knocking his knuckle against the drawer he kept his sleepwear in. âIâll go let Maki know she can stay with Mai if she wantsâÂ
(y/n) gives him a small nod before he leaves the room, shutting the door behind him. Â
It felt odd being in his room, not because it was unfamiliar to her, she actually spent plenty of time lounging in his room with him, but it was odd being there without him. Especially when sheâd been asked to change, and into his clothes no less. Â
Her movements were hesitant as she opened the drawer heâd pointed to. The wood creaked out and put his clothes on their perfect, organized display. She let out a small laugh through her nose at how crisp his tee shirts were folded, and similarly, the even rolls of sweatpants beside them. It was almost ridiculous how perfect it all looked. But she couldnât be surprised.
It almost felt wrong to pluck out a tee shirt and pair of sweats and unfold them, but suddenly her wrinkled skirt and the straps that didnât want to stay in place on her shoulders were enough of a bother for her to unzip the irritating material and let it drop to the floor.
Yuutaâs clothes smelled like him. Which shouldnât have been something that surprise her as much as it did, pausing as she tugged the tee shirt down, dipping her nose against the loose collar and inhaling the familiar scent of pine and the laundry detergent they shared, creating a fragrance that was so distinctly Yuuta she could recognize it in a second.
She tied the drawstrings of the sweatpants in a double knot to keep them from sliding back off her hips, and that was when there was a knock on the door.
âCome inâ She called quietly, aware of the sleeping girl in the next room over. Although a tornado couldnât stir Mai from the drunken slumber she was in.
Yuuta opened the door slowly, trying to keep it from creaking, before he entered the room.
He tried not to stare, he really did, but he couldnât help but smile at the way his clothes blanketed her, and just how cute she looked in them. It wasnât necessarily the first time sheâs worn his clothes, there had been plenty of times where heâd lent her his jacket, or a spare tee shirt in high school when sheâd spilled milk on her blouse, and those times had felt special too, but now felt⌠significant.
Seeing her wrapped up in his pajamas in his room while getting ready to go to sleep in his bed, Yuutaâs grinning at her while her face is going pink with embarrassment.
âMaki went home,â He cleared his throat, trying to remember the conversation heâd just had before he walked in here and had his mind wiped of all logical thought. âShe said sheâll pick Mai up in the morningâÂ
âAlright then,â (y/n) nodded in understanding. âOh, and can I borrow a-âÂ
âYour shoes are still on,âÂ
Yuutaâs voice is soft as he cuts her off, vaguely pointing to where her strappy heels poked out under the pool of fluffy cotton at her feet. She looks down as though confused by the statement, but sure enough she realizes she hadnât taken them off when sheâd dropped her dress and stepped into the sweats.
She giggles to herself and lifts a leg, the excess fabric of his pants hanging off her ankle so she could be sure her heels were in fact still on her feet.
âHere,â Yuuta reaches out, guiding her to sit on the edge of his bed. She follows, but just before she could lean over to undo the small buckles at her ankles, Yuuta was already kneeling to the ground before her.
(y/nâs) certain that her mistake from the night prior is the only reason that she feels a swell in her chest and an intimate tension settle in the air around them. Because thereâs no other reason she should feel her heart racing and her face going hot as he carefully unlatches the buckle of the left shoe and slides the strap out before pulling the shoe away and dropping it to the floor. Thereâs no reason why she should feel butterflies fluttering around her tummy as he follows the same procedure for the right one.
But she does. She feels her blush and the butterflies and the dryness in her throat as the tension sucks all of the oxygen right from her lungs. And when he looks up at her with a sweet smile, surely happy to have helped, all of those feelings seem to be put under a magnifying glass.
âBetter?â He asks with that damn smile.
Against her will, her mind wanders to how soft and warm that smile had felt when it was pressed against her mouth. How firm and gentle and experienced his mouth felt when it kissed hers. Her fingers dig into the plush comforter she sat on, trying to ground herself to reality, as far away from that memory as she could get.
She gives him a small nod.
âWhat did you want to borrow?â He asks as he stands, and her eyes follow his as heâs suddenly so easily towering over her. She almost had no idea what he was talking about, and sheâs quick to release her hold on the blanket.
âRight- um- could I borrow one of your blankets? Mai is on top of all of-âÂ
Yuutaâs chuckling makes her halt in her explanation, her brows barely pinching together in question at the reaction.
âYou donât need to sleep on the couch (y/n/n), you can stay in here, I already told you that,âÂ
She presses her lips together as she regards him, trying to find any source of discomfort or regret. He seems to pick up on her evaluation, and he raises a brow as he chuckles at her.
The sound feels all too delighted, like he was amused by her hesitation.
â(y/n), itâs fine, youâre overthinking,â He tells her. âIâll get you a glass of water, mâkay? Just⌠get comfortable. Youâve slept in here tons of times beforeâÂ
He leaves the room before she could say what they were both thinking. Not like this. Sheâd accidentally napped in here on a few occasions, waiting too long for him to be done studying, or when her bedding was in the wash and she had grown tired after a day of chores, she wasnât a stranger to his bed. But just as she wasnât a stranger to his room, it still felt all too new right now.
Like if she moved too quickly she might break something intangible yet oh so fragile.
Nonetheless, she shuffles into the bed and under the covers, and her hazy mind begins to settle as soon as she rests her head on one of Yuutaâs feathery pillows. She wonders if everything he surrounded himself with- his clothes, his blankets, his pillows- was comfortable because he valued comfort, or if it simply was because it was all his. Because it was an extension of him.
But maybe she was still just a bit drunk and overthinking the fluffy warmth surrounding her. Maybe he was right about that part.
Sheâd just been drifting off to sleep when the door opened again, and she peeks her eyes open as Yuuta brings a glass of water over to the bedside table she laid next to.
âTry to drink all that tonight, alright?â His voice is a hum, surrounded by softness, and comfort, and sheâs reaching for that question in the back of her mind again, prodding at it until sheâs a little less sleepy, her curiosity stirring her mind enough to keep it active.
âAlright,â She murmurs back, leaning up on her elbow as she reaches for the glass, delighted to see it was chilled with ice. âThank youâ She adds before taking a few sips. Her dry throat had gone unnoticed until the first touch of water to her tongue, and suddenly sheâs drinking down half the glass.
The bed dips behind her as Yuuta settles in, sighing to himself quietly as he gets situated. (y/n) quickly sets the glass back down, before turning over to face him.
In the dark room she vaguely makes out his silhouette, and she canât tell if heâs looking at her or not, so maybe itâs what helped ease her nerves as she laid before him.
âDid you have a good night?â He breaks the silence first, but he keeps his voice quiet.
âYeah, I guess so,â (y/n) mumbles back, her fingers finding a loose thread in his sheets. âIt was fun dancing with Maki and MaiâŚâ She wraps the thread around the tip of her middle finger.
âYou sound disappointedâ Yuuta comments, hooking his arm under his pillow so he could get a slightly better read on her expression, but the shadows cast over her features are too dark for him to decipher.
But he can feel it when she shrugs one of her shoulders and hums in a way that sounds like I donât know.
âIt was alright, it was, I justâŚâ She tries to explain it, but as she speaks the rest of the words just donât come to mind. It had been fine, it had been fun even, nothing wrong had happened, but it didnât quite feel⌠âI think I just thought my tendency of drinking to forget was the right way to go, but I donât think it worked, and I think Iâm only going to feel worse,âÂ
It was word vomit through and through, an endless stream of thoughts flowing right out of her mouth before she could think twice about what she was saying or how it might make him feel. But the cusp of the issue was right there and she was dying to understand the complicated knot of feelings swelling in her chest.
âI think I made a mistake,â She slows down as she says this, and Yuuta wishes she wouldâve ripped off the bandaid, but at least she couldnât see it when he frowned at her. âBut not- not for what you think, I donât mean it⌠like that,â She stammers a bit as she tries to correct herself, the alcohol still in her system doing her no favors besides the minor boost in courage. âBut I⌠I donât think I could handle itâ She says in a small voice.
Sheâs quiet for a bit as she tightens the thread around her finger, barely able to make out the way it creases and dips into her skin.
âWellâŚâ Yuuta sighs, struggling to find the right thing to say to her. Â
What could he say? He could tell her the truth, unpack all of his feelings, his entire heart, right here, but at the end of the day wouldnât that just make things more complicated? She wasnât exactly sober, and if she didnât feel remotely the same way then he dug himself a socially awkward grave that heâd just have to live in because damn it they split the rent. Heâs panicking, breaking into a cold sweat even under two blankets.
âIt was just a kiss, yeah?â He repeats what sheâd told him just last night. But unlike the confident, smug way sheâd phrased it, he sounds unsure, and maybe even frightened.
Her head moves, and he still canât make out the direction of her gaze, but he can still feel her eyes on him. He tries to focus his vision better, hoping to adjust to the darkness soon.
âIf it was just a kiss I donât think I wouldâve felt compelled to go out and try to forget it happened,â (y/n) replies, her voice hushed, afraid of revealing too much. âIâm just really sorryâÂ
Yuuta blinks a few times, as if that would help him figure out if he heard her right.
âYou donât have to apologize, (y/n),â He tells her, his voice taking on a more serious tone. âYou have nothing to be sorry for, you didnât do anything wrong-âÂ
âI made things so weird and over- over some dumb advice from Maki- and I just canât believe I managed to find a way to make our friendship weird because- because you mean a lot to me, youâre really my best friend, YuutaâÂ
He canât tell if his heart swells with love or bursts with the sting of rejection at the statement.
âYouâre overthinking again,â He forces a light chuckle, before reaching out and gently wrapping his hand over hers. âItâs not that weird, alright? Nothing could change⌠us⌠okay?âÂ
She doesnât say anything, just sighs in disappointment while his thumb brushes over the back of her hand.
âYou mean a lot to me too, you know that,â He tried to lighten the mood, but with barely seeing her face it was hard to tell how she was feeling. âIt was just a kiss, alright? Just a⌠really nice kissâÂ
âA few really nice kisses,â She mutters under her breath, finally cracking a small laugh. Yuuta beams back at her, unable to stop himself from giggling back at her.
It grows quiet between them after a few minutes, but this time itâs comfortable, and she feels her muscles untense as she sinks further into the mattress.
âI did complain about you, thoughâÂ
âComplain?â Yuuta pouted. âTo the Zenâins? Theyâll use that against me, you knowâÂ
(y/n) giggles, knowing full well that if sheâd told the twins one foul thing about Yuuta theyâd grab him by the ankles and dangle him right off this apartment building until he apologized to her. But she shakes her head at him.
âNo, no not to them. Some guy at the bar,â She explains. âTheir cousin, actually,âÂ
He racks his brain for a minute, trying to recall who this cousin is, but he can only think of Megumi, and everyone knew Megumi, so had she run into Megumi, she wouldâve said so, wouldnât she? But no, she said some guy.
âGot his number, too,â She adds, but she sounds defeated, like it wasnât a victory to get a cute strangerâs number at a bar when sheâd specifically gone out seeking a distraction.
Something odd twists in Yuutaâs gut. The jealousy was distinct, but the pride in picking up on the fact that she hadnât been interested in this mysterious Zenâin relative.
âMaki said heâs a dick, though,â She explained her lack of interest. âBut he was sure happy to put up with my troublesâÂ
Yuuta lets out a humorless laugh. âWho wouldnât listen to a pretty girl at a bar rant about her problems?â He asks, and he canât quite see it but he knows she rolls her eyes at him. âBut since you got that number complaining about me, that makes me a wingman, right?âÂ
She snorts back at him.
âNot in the slightestâÂ
âNo?â He frowns. âWhy not?âÂ
âFor one, you werenât there, you canât be a wingman if youâre not present,â She explains, matter-of-factly. âAnd for two, I donât think telling a guy how annoying it is that my hot roommate has been walking around in a towel and getting in my head really is all that deserving of me getting a phone number. I donât think that booty-call was going to lead anywhere other than the bathroom stallâÂ
Yuuta crinkled his nose at the descriptive language, before backtracking and perking up at the other part.
âDid you say Iâm hot?âÂ
Realization flashes in her eyes, and Yuuta thanks whatever deity is up there that he can finally make out her features in the dark room. When she doesnât immediately reply, his lips curl into a grin.
âYou did!â He teases, and she yanks her hand out of his gentle hold, only for him to poke at her face playfully. âYou said-!âÂ
âHush,â She shushes him with irritation. âYouâll wake up Mai. And- and thatâs not a big deal. You compliment me all the timeâÂ
Her face is burning, and the smile that threatens to take over her face is beginning to win.
âShut up, thatâs totally different,â He murmurs, and moves closer to her when she tries to shrink away out of embarrassment. âYou called me your hot roommate. And apparently youâre getting bothered over a towel? Is me being shirtless that upsetting?âÂ
âIâm not doing this with you right now-âÂ
âOh no, come on, you have to now,â Yuuta pleads, his voice still that annoyingly sexy teasing tone. (y/n) turns to push her face into her pillow, and he wiggles closer again, eager to hear what else sheâd had on her mind. âCome on, what else did you have to complain about?âÂ
âI complained that youâre annoying,â She whines, her voice muffled by the pillow. Yuuta chuckles. âAnd I complained about how you donât know how much youâŚâ She trails off, and her voice goes impossibly quieter. âBother meâ She finishes in a mumble to the pillow.
He hears it perfectly clear.
His face feels hot, and thereâs a familiar little tingle in his stomach. But he smirks at her hiding form.
âWell what else, then?â He asks.
(y/n) rolls her head to the side, pressing her cheek back into the pillow as she looks over at him.
âWhat do you mean?â She asks.
âWhat else bothers you?â He clarifies his question.
She giggles as she shakes her head at him.
âNo wayâÂ
âYes way,â Yuuta laughs back at her. âCome on, tell meâÂ
âNo!â She protests again in a hiss. âAm I not embarrassed enough already? Iâm taking this to my graveâÂ
âNo youâre not,â Yuuta scoffs. âCome on, you tell me everything, so, tell meâÂ
She supposed he had a point. A dumb one, but a point nonetheless. Clearly at some point or another she was bound to indulge him on this. Even though she couldnât explain it, she was always driven to share every part of herself with Yuuta. Even when it was embarrassing. Even when it was intimate.
(y/n) may have told the Zenâin twins about the rushing-out-of-the-shower thing, but that hadnât meant there werenât other instances where her mind crossed the platonic boundary between her revolving thoughts of Yuuta. That was just the first occurrence she assumed they could understand.
She huffs.
âSometimes you wear your tee shirts a size too small,â She mumbles.
Yuuta wants to tease her, maybe crack a joke, but he keeps his mouth shut as she gives in. He didnât want to miss a single word. He had to pay close attention so he knew exactly how to get under her skin in all the right ways. Hearing that she found him hot was one thing, he could pass it off as a joke or an empty compliment. Hearing that there were specific things that he did that made her sexually frustrated? He couldnât mess this up for himself.
âAnd when you drive me places, you do that thing with your arm when you back the car upâ She adds.
âWhat do you mean?â He questions that one with a furrowed brow.
âYou know,â She mumbles, weakly lifting her arm to demonstrate, bending it behind her head. He shakes his head, not understanding in the slightest. âYou always grab the back of my seat and look over your shoulder,â She tries to put it into words. âAnd then, itâs just, like-â The words fail her again as she continues the motion with her arm. Yuuta thinks he gets what sheâs trying to explain, but he has no idea that such a mundane action was a bother for her.
âThat turns you on?â He tries not to laugh, but then (y/nâs) face goes red and sheâs trying to deny it.
âI didnât say that!â She squeaks out. âI just, you know, forget that Iâm not supposed to⌠thinkaboutyoulikethatâ She rushes the confession out as fast as she can.
âI⌠think thatâs pretty normal,â Yuuta admits quietly. (y/n) blinks wide eyes at him, waiting for him to continue. âAnd if anything, Iâm flattered,â He adds with a grin.
âYeah, yeah,â (y/n) huffs, before wiggling closer, pressing her forehead into his chest before sighing, sleepiness overcoming her. âNot a word of this to anyone elseâ She mutters.
Yuuta mock whines as he wraps an arm around her back, tucking her closer against him. He pretends not to notice when her nose nuzzles into his tee shirt, in the middle of his chest. He pretends not to notice when her hand slips across his abdomen and over his waist.
âI think about you too,â He murmurs, resting his chin on top of her head. Her fingers twitch on his hip, almost tickling him. He tries not to wiggle, he doesnât want her to think heâs uncomfortable. âFor the recordâÂ
âYou do?â She mumbles, half asleep already, but too curious about what he meant by that.
âMhmâ He hums, his hand trailing down her spine and then back up again, the gentle touch of his fingers warming her up, making her melt further into him.
âLike when?â She asks, and when he doesnât reply right away, she lets out a sigh. âCome on, I told you!â She whined. âNow you have to tell me some embarrassing stuff, tooâÂ
âAlright, thatâs fair,â Yuuta agreed. âI like when you wear that dressâ He says. (y/n) beams against his chest.
âThat one?â She mumbles, weakly gesturing to the pool of fabric on his floor. He nods back at her.
âMhm,â He confirms quietly. âI know itâs your favorite. It should beâ He smiles to himself. (y/n) giggles quietly, the soft vibrations hitting his chest and warming his skin.
âTell me moreâ She mumbles, the words barely audible. Yuuta knows that sheâs going to pass out soon. Her breathing was beginning to slow, and her chest rose and fell in steady movements. Surely he could leave this conversation as it is and sheâd be fast asleep in a minute or two anyhow.
âWell,â He sighs out the word, as if he had to pick his own brain to come up with more examples, as if every little thing she did wasnât enough to catch his eye on itâs own. âMaybe things are a lilâ different now, hm?â He hums.
(y/n) doesnât respond. For a second, he thinks maybe sheâs finally fallen asleep, but just as he contemplates checking, her head moves in a small nod. A silent, barely-there admission.
âI like the way you kiss,â He says, and she can hear the smile in his voice, the cheeky but all-too shy little grin that sheâs grown so accustomed to. She gives him another giggle, a breathless little laugh that makes her shoulders shake and her nose press into the collar of his shirt. âItâs true, I mean it,â Yuuta said, a quiet laugh escaping him as well. Partially due to her laughter infecting him, partially out of the relief that maybe talking about what happened would help them both to not feel so weird about it now. âYouâre a good kisser, you should be proud. I for one feel honoredâÂ
Heâs teasing, she knows that, but her face still feels warm as she keeps it tucked away in his chest, hoping that her heart wasnât beating so rapidly that he could hear it in the quiet room.
âYouâre a good kisser, too,â Her words are more slurred than before, Yuuta can practically hear her losing consciousness as she drifts off. âReally good kisserâ She adds under her breath.
And then her head feels a little heavier on his chest, and Yuuta doesnât have to check to know sheâs asleep in his arms. Heâs exhausted and he knows he should close his eyes and try to sleep, too. But it feels too nice to hold her close, so he hangs onto consciousness for as long as he can.
Before his bodyâs tiredness finally takes over, he brushes his lips over the crown of her head, and settles into his pillow with his arms securely wrapped around her, making sure that she stays close while he sleeps.
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xoxo ~ jordie
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Levi Ackerman x Fem!Reader
Synopsis: Returning home via a road trip sounded good until your car had to run out of gas. With little choices and a lot of compromises, you and your boyfriend decided to crash in a cheap motel for one night. It wasn't your fault that things got a little heated. No one will know, right? Right?
Tropes: Explicit smut, not an established relationship
Warnings: Profanity, fingering, nipple play, protected sex (not b/w main leads), voyeurism, masturbation, ejaculation, nonconsensual videography, implications of blackmail, modern AU, usage of nicknames, no mentions of y/n.
Word count: 2.8k
Event: my work for @/levievent under the prompt of day 2 - voyeurism.
A/N: Will be posting on Ao3 soon + I only have two hours before I actually have to wake up for school hjshjs bye gotta go sleep! Hope you enjoy <3
Divider credits: @cafekitsune
Five? Six? Or has it been Seven?
The humid breeze wisped through your hair as your boyfriend drove down the highway. You perched your elbow over the window ledge, face nestled into your palm as you absentmindedly drummed your fingers over your cheekbone. You checked your watch â 16:27. Time seemed to crawl, dragging itself and so did it drag your irritation which ascended like a straight line graph. The scowl played on your lips and you didnât bother hiding it from your partner. Least interested. Why should you even do that in the first place? He was the reason for it, after all.
The car revved through the forlorn road, occasionally youâd get a glimpse of a shepherd or two as they returned to their homes with their flock of sheep. Given, the sun was setting down, coating the very grasslands and farms with its hues, the mild heat burnt your skin yet it wasnât anything too sharp. Rather it was proving to be your solace from the palpable tension strewing in the vehicle.
âJust an hour more,â His voice reached your ears over the buzzing of the radio. âWeâll reach there before you know it.â
You merely hummed at that, keeping your attention strictly on the sprawling grasslands that stretched miles over the horizon.
However, your lack of response caused him to let out a frustrated groan, âHow long are you going to keep up that bitchy attitude?â
âAs long as I want.â
Obviously, he didnât take that kindly-vexation flaring in his veins. âFor Fuckâs sake,â He cursed. âWhat are you even so god damn upset about? I said weâll be in Paradis soon enough.â
âI donât know, Eren.â You snapped back. âMaybe itâs because we wouldâve been in Paradis by now if you werenât fucking reckless.â
âMe? I was reckless?â He scoffed, voice dripping with disdain. âWe had to start off an hour late because of you and now you have the fucking audacity to put the fucking blame on me?â
âYou didnât have to breach the speed limit for that. Was it fun to get stuck in the station for two hours? And a ticket on top of that?â You rolled your eyes. âBuy one get one free, how delightful!â
âThatâd only be a case of five minutes if the officers werenât-â
âDonât you dare start with your speech on our miserable government now, it pisses me off.â
Green eyes blazed with fury as he glared at you and you glared back with an equal fervour. The staring contest only served to heighten the chasm of agitation that dripped from you both. Until, both of you broke it off with a derisive huff-turning your individual attentions away from each other.
Spending a week in Marley with your boyfriend had been lucrative. Considering you were able to catch up with a few of your friends during the, albeit short vacation had you more jubilant than ever until... this day. Returning to Paradis via a road trip sounded good, exciting even, until it was put to practice. With each atrocious situations both of you found yourself in since the break of dawn, only made this journey unbearable.
Ten minutes further into the drive, the revving of the car engine was the only sound that cut through the cold war; until that happened to be a distant memory. The vehicle slowed down gradually, friction and the coarse road causing it to sputter and eventually come to halt on the desolate road.
You blinked. So did Eren. A second passed in silence until he spoke.
âOut of gas.â
A smile stretched on your lips, âPerfect.â
.
Amidst the darkened night sky, the neon red name of the motel stood out â The Ackermanâs.
After the car had ran out of gas, both of you had to walk three kilometres in the highway until reaching a site where at least civilized humans resided. You and Eren for the first time today, could agree that being stranded in the middle of nowhere would be more precarious than it showed itself to be. Besides, both of you had taken the highway which crossed the farmlands. Hardly any car would drive by that can offer both of you a lift and asking help from the locals was out of the question. Neither of you were psychics to know who might harbour ill intentions and who wouldnât. Left with little options, a quick google search had you aware of a cheap motel only kilometres away. With a three point five star rating, it seemed to be a decent place to crash in for just a night.
Entering the motel, you were greeted with a small lobby comprising of a reception desk, a staircase which presumably was for the rooms above, and a door which had a hanging sign of staff only. The carpet underneath your boots appeared thin and frayed on the edges. Desk made of cheap laminate, an old computer rested on it with a file and a few pen stocked in a holder. Although, an air of loneliness surrounded the area, you couldnât help but find how all of it was unbelievably clean.
âNo oneâs here?â Eren questioned, walking over to the reception desk â eyes searching for any semblance of life.
You sighed, stretching your arms and twisting your torso to get rid of all the pent up tension. âSeems so.â
âSeems not.â
On cue, a grave voice reached your ears. Rotating on your heels, you encountered himâa man who appeared a few years older. Dark hair styled in an undercut with bangs cascading over his forehead, sharp features and a poker look marked his mien. He held a teacup, quite literally on his fingertips, eyes lingering on you for a second before he strolled over to the reception.
The brief moment when he side past you, had you keenly aware of two facts. First, heâs shorter than an average man. Second, heâs hotter than an average man.
He plopped himself on the chair across the desk, keeping his tea cup down. Turning on the computer, he asked, âRoom for two?â
âRoom for two.â Eren answered.
He kept his eyes on the screen, the clicks of the mouse reverberating. âNight or hours?â
Eren blinked. âWhat?â
âCharges.â He clarified. âShould I charge you by a night or hour?â
âWhatâs the difference?â
â15 dollars for an hour each and 150 for a night.â
You could see how Erenâs lips twisted into a frown as if both the prices hurt his soul on a personal level. After a moment of contemplation, he answered, âOne night.â
The man nodded, continuing the process of registration. After a five minute delay which consisted of filling in details such as name, phone number and asking for ID, Eren received the key. Opening a file, he pointed to the bottom right corner, âSign it.â Eren complied without much of a thought. After he was done, the manâs eyes flickered to you. âYou too.â
Therefore, you complied too.
.
The room was far from ideal.
A makeshift double bed with a nightstand, two chairs for lounging, a box TV, and an attached bathroom which you didnât bother to check. The walls were dull yet a flair of lime scented disinfectant lingered in the air proving the room to have been recently cleaned. Honestly, with the amount the man down the reception was charging, this was literally the bare minimum. Or maybe not.
âI shouldâve asked him if he had any spare gas.â Eren grumbled, pushing your bags to one corner of the room.
âTomorrow you can,â You muttered, taking off your socks as you hummed the music of a distant song softly. Not letting yourself ponder on the negativities as much, you laid down on the bed. Enough had happened today, you didnât need a reminder or to know any more what ifs of the situation. A sign of utter relief left your lips as soon as your body made contact with the sheets. Achieving one nightâs peace in this atrocity is more than enough.
Eren, however, had other plans in mind.
Like you, he made himself comfortable on the bed as well.
âDid that bitch finally get off your shoulders?â
That caused a twist of your lips, âNope, sheâs still here.â
âSure.â His deep voice rang in your ears and you were painfully aware of your proximity. âWonder how sheâs going to get off then?â
âWell, I donât know,â You mused, turning your body towards him. His turquoise eyes sparkled with an underlying idea for the situation. An idea you loved. A ghost of a smirk curved on the corner of his lips and you didnât deter from trailing your well-manicured nail down his chiselled jaw. âYou tell me.â
The suggestiveness of the act didnât elude him.
A second later, both of you were locking lips.
.
Levi hated his job.
No, he wasnât a god damn receptionist. He was the owner of this motel â a legacy or more like a burden passed to him by his only, late relative, Kenny. And shitty Kenny had some fucked up fantasies swivelling in his head and thatâs why he just happened to put up CCTV in the rooms. That was enough for him to lose any sort of respect he harboured for the man until he the reasons for his relatives depravity was laid bare before him.
The story goes like this:
Apparently, his uncle had some pals from the secret police department of Paradis and those fuckers were tracking some hefty politician who went by the name of Rod Reiss. The latter was responsible for smuggling armament and carbines to Marley â the information to the police forces by one of the members of his smuggle party. The catch? Arresting Rod wasnât a childâs play. From the vague news, the police were sure of one thing â the deals happened in low and cheap motels like these. Hence, to catch the bastard red handed, the forces reached out to Kenny who was the, then owner, of this motel. Kenny was more than ready to get his hands dirty as if he got a thrill out of expeditions such. Ensuing miniscule cameras in the few rooms had done the job. Of course, Rod was arrested. Of course, Kenny spat on his face.
Of course, Levi was annoyed to hell when he first encountered footages he didnât wish to encounter.
Nevertheless, that tale had unfolded long ago and Kenny hadnât got rid of the cameras. As for Levi, he was least bothered to what happened in the rooms. Therefore, he didnât deactivate them either.
Never will the devices prove useful to Levi. Or so he thought.
Barely dressed in a pair of black lingerie, the thin material did little to contain your perky breasts and your hardened nipples poked the fabric as Eren palmed you through your underwear. You breathily moaned while his mouth was pressed on yours in a heated kiss.
Leviâs fingers twinged ever so slightly as he watched the open pornopraphy on his personal computer screen. In the privacy of his room, he wasnât doing very good breaching his customerâs privacy. Well, he could care less about that. In his defence, he couldnât help his cock from straining in his briefs when the straps of your bra slid down your shoulders revealing a tantalizing pair of tits. Throat began to dry up as soon as your boyfriend pulled down youâre the last garment on your body.
Slick ran down your pussy, and Eren wasted no second in plunging two of his fingers inside your soaking cunt. Your back arched almost involuntarily, the need to feel any sort of friction increasing by second. He curled his digits inside you, velvet walls clamping at the intruder and the lubrication only made it easier for him to twist and toy with your needy cunt.
It was as if Leviâs body had a mind on its own as the next event unfolded. Spreading his legs wide, he reached down to grasp the painful bulge. That provided little relief. He bet you tasted just as much intoxicating akin to the whiff of your perfume he caught â the first thing he noticed about you.
Eren bend down to capture one of your nipples in his mouth, swirling his tongue on the areolas while he fondled with the other tit. His touch igniting a hoard of sensations on your body as your toes curled with your head thrown back. He rubbed circles over your clit, the ridges of his knuckled brushed against your pussy lips making it almost impossible for you to keep your voice low.
Shit! Unbuckling his belt, Levi pulled down his briefs â freeing his cock from cage. He grasped it by the base, blood rushing in the veins pulsated against the creases of his palm. âAh- fuck!â He cursed under his breath, already feeling the precum ooze from his tip.
A sinfully loud whine left your mouth as Eren retracted his finger from your dripping folds. You buckled your hips, trying to press your legs together for the just any amount of touch but he managed to keep your legs spread wide for him.
âPatience baby,â Eren smirked, discarding his briefs as he pushed you further on the bed. Grabbing a condom from his trousers, he tore it open with his teeth before putting it over his length. He spat into his hands, pumping his entire length a few times before positioning himself on your entrance, âReady baby?â
You nodded and he shoved himself inside you.
âFuck! Fuck!â Levi cursed out loud, stroking his entire length with an intensity and fervour even unseen by him. The hormones flowed in his veins ceremoniously and violent, a sheen of sweat was forming over his forehead, some dripping to his cheeks from his bangs. His mouth was wide open as he watched the erotegenic display between you and your boyfriend. His swollen cock rested against his hand which was busy in providing it with its much needed gratification. He could hear your wanton moans from his earphones; each moan of yours incited a groan from him.
Your legs quivered as Eren placed your limbs over his shoulders, causing him to reach deeper inside your cavern. His tip rubbed against your g-spot and you rolled your eyes back, the orgasm building up with each of his heavenly thrusts as he swayed your body like a sex doll. Your perky breasts jostled with each thrust of his hips, sweat glistening over the skin while he continued to grind his hips against yours. Quite literally. He wasnât even pulling out at one point just setting a pace to create a narrow friction and he continued to sputter absolute filth down your ears.
The live porn only coaxed Levi into building his orgasm as he stroked his cock quicker than the last time. Vehemently, he circled his thumb over the swollen tip â almost crying out loud at the sudden increase of pleasure shooting in his abdomens. He gritted his teeth while he watched just how you were digging your nails on Erenâs back, chanting his name like a mantra. You were just being fucked stupid on screen and he was rendering himself stupid while he fist fucked his shaft.
Eren reached down to pinch your enlarged clit and that was all it took â you yelled his name, so loud so clear that someone can just hear you if they listen close enough. The pleasure washed over you like a tide while you squeezed your eyes shut letting the orgasm wear off. Eren continued to grind into you following suit as he burst his seed inside the sheath before pulling out of you.
As for Levi, he was sure he could hear your shriek down to his room even without the headphones. He threw his head back, eyes squinting shut as he felt himself reaching his climax â coating his fingers with his hot release. From the ear piece he could hear the muffled conversations and ragged breathing between you and your boy toy. After giving himself a minute of rest, he detached the cord of his computer from the point. Looking down at the mess he created, a disgustful scowl made itself etch on his mien.
He clicked his tongue, âFuck! I am filthy.â
.
Fortunately, Eren was able to get some spare gas from the man in the reception. It may only be a trick of mind but did the latter rest his eyes on you more than a second longer?
Nevertheless, you reached home safely.
.
Six days later, you received a parcel.
A small brown cardboard box, precisely taped and packed when it reached your door. Unknown sender. You were contemplating that if you had received someone elseâs parcel. However, curiosity got the best of you and opening the package, you were greeted with a black pendrive.
Plugging it in your laptop, you clicked the only video file it had.
One minute in the said video and your blood ran cold.
Two minutes in the said video and you were hysterically crying.
Completed with the said video, a text popped up.
Thank you for spending one night at the Ackermanâs.
See you soon.
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Don't Stop - Law x FemReader
Hey all! This is my first attempt at writing smut that I feel like is good enough to publish. Since it's kinktober, I wanted to contribute to the community in some way. I typed it up this morning and went over it a few times. Its fairly short, a little over 3k words and features mutual masturbation.
Edit: I keep going back and making changes when will the perfectionism leave me lol. I also changed the title bc I like it better.
This is for my Law girlie's. Hope you enjoy!
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Law had decided early on that day that he wouldnât allow any distractions. He had let the paperwork build and build over the past couple of days, something that has greatly troubled him. Itâs not like him to avoid work, but he couldnât get that damn woman off his mind no matter how hard he tried. The feeling of her curves, the valley between her breasts, the sounds sheâd make-
Today is different, though. Today will be productive and disciplined. Heâs the damn Captain, a surgeon - he can handle a little discipline. But no matter how many times he reads through his paperwork, fills out variables and dots his signatures, he struggles with maintaining focus. Heâs never felt so needy before, so goddamn horny. Itâs annoying the way you completely flood his senses in every way. More than that, itâs irritating. After what feels like hours, but has likely only been maybe one hour of mindlessly dragging his eyes along the papers, he groans in frustration. Law leans back in his chair, pinching the bridge of his nose.
He canât. The moment he closes his eyes, all he can see is your beautiful smile. The way the light shines through your hair, the sway of your hips and the shape of your ass. How your lips looked wrapped around him last night. His thoughts get more jumbled, more needlessly arousing that he feels his cock twitch in his jeans. Fuck. Goddammit. This is bullshit.
Get a grip, Trafalgar. Get a goddamn grip on yourself.
He canât take it anymore. In one swift motion, he stands abruptly from his desk and exits his office. Law can be a patient man when he needs to be, but today is not one of those days. He canât focus until he sees you, until he gets the opportunity to bring you both to a fucked-out state of bliss. He needs to feel his body against yours, to light the fire in his veins that pervades and itches beneath his skin. Law barely even registers the faces he passes, the familiar friends and colleagues of his crew with their faces twisted with either concern or a knowing expression. They arenât even on his mind. His feet move fast, echoing through the metal halls of the Polar Tang. He needs you. He needs you like air.
Law makes it to his quarters where he had left you this morning. Heâd exchanged a few sweet chaste kisses in the early morning hours to try to convince the both of you that heâd come back for more later. Later arrived far sooner than either of you might have anticipated, but his control had snapped and he's now a man on a mission. He takes a deep breath, his hand lingering on the doorknob. This is it, Trafalgar, your one last chance to walk away before you-
âFuck.â
A breathy moan reverberates from inside of the room. Law feels his heart stop and his blood turn cold. He knows that voice, the quality of swears that leave you when youâre in the throws of passion. Are youâŚ?
Another moan, this time longer but softer. His eyes widen and his heart suddenly quickens at the sound. He canât believe it. You are.
An internal, agonizing debate begins in his head. Should he walk in, give you what you need? Should he walk away, try to take care of business himself? At this point heâs too far gone - he knows what youâre doing and god does he want to join. With the sound of another wanton moan, his primal urges win out and he gently pushes open the door. He's careful to move it in just the right way that it wonât creak, unsure if he wants to get caught and possibly interrupt it. He slips in, quickly closing the door behind him to observe the debauchery going on in his bed.
And fuck, is it debaucherous.
Law takes in the beautiful feast before him - you lying back on the mattress, only a thin sheet haphazardly resting against your lower waist, blocking the full view of your activities. Your back is arched, eyes closed as your hands move desperately in tandem beneath the sheets. He can hear the wet sounds of your slick being invaded by your digits and, judging by the trembling of your legs, youâve been at this for a while. A small, shaky breath leaves him as he hears your noises - god, those noises that haunt him and invade his dreams. Those enchanting, goddamn helpless sighs, little gasps and hiccups that escape you when youâre really enjoying yourself. Law swears he could listen to them on repeat and never tire of hearing them. The flush of your cheeks is so mesmerizing that his eyes linger there in particular for a moment, a growing desire rising in him to make that blush deeper. His eyes trail back down, and this is the part that really makes him really feral; youâre wearing his shirt, and itâs hoisted just above your breasts to expose the beautiful peaks of your areolas. Everything about you is so intoxicating, and the fact that youâre completely surrounded by him, his scent, his private quarters - all of it just sets him off. He is immediately hard in his jeans, feeling the tightness constricting him like a vice.
âFuckâŚâ Law breathes, accidentally falling back against the door.
Thatâs when you hear him. With two fingers still curled inside you, your finger desperately rubbing your needy clit, you halt your movements dead in your tracks. Your eyes widen at the sight of your boyfriend leaning against the door, his own face slightly flushed despite his usual resting-grumpy face. Your heart is racing and you canât even think for a moment from the combination of the lustful haze and embarrassment filling you. Youâre both quietly observing each other, watching with acute awareness that this isnât what either of you were expecting. Finally, you canât stand the awkward silence anymore, and you decide to speak.
âI thought you were working.â You say breathlessly, your voice still shaky from the intensity of your actions only moments ago.
âYeah, I can see that.â You respond quietly. Youâre trying to get a handle on your breathing, but your hands are still posed to attack at your aching center again. You donât know why you havenât moved them away yet, but now it feels awkward to call attention to that area.
âI was.â Law answers simply, a little more quickly than even he meant. âIâm not now, though.â
It doesnât matter if you do call attention to it or not, though. Lawâs eyes are already trailing down your body with a silent reverence and a hidden, predatory intention. His throat bobs as he makes it to the sheet thatâs covering you. Itâs silent again but only for a few moments this time. It doesnât take long before Lawâs self control breaks.
âDonât stop.â
Your breathing hitches at his words, the way they sound so firm yet strained making your walls clench around your fingers automatically. Donât stop - donât stop? Your brain doesnât even fully comprehend the command before your hands are already working you over again. The middle and ring fingers of your right hand rub slow circles at your clit, the same fingers on your left hand beginning to pump back into you. Itâs not as intense as it was when you were interrupted but itâs enough to elicit small, needy whines from you. Your eyes stay trained on Lawâs and the way his pupils seem to have darkened over his expression. You trail over his body in a quiet admiration for your boyfriend. His muscles that are taut beneath his shirt, the way his belt buckle rests on his waist, and his cock that's so hard and dying to escape his pants. The sight makes you groan and you have to bite your lip to keep yourself from getting too loud.
A small smirk rises to Lawâs lips. He sees exactly what youâre looking at and it drives him crazy with need. His arms are crossed over his chest as he watches the show, but heâs not sure how long he can last with the throbbing in his groin.
âMove the sheet.â He instructs, his voice smooth but commanding. Itâs the same voice he uses when heâs giving out assignments or instructing a surgery. Itâs also your favorite voice he uses in the bedroom.
You take your hand away from your clit, shakily moving it to remove the sheet that blocks his view. Once youâre fully exposed, your hand returns to your clit and a soft whimper escapes your throat. Youâre pulsing around your fingers again when you see the way his eyes zero-in on your pussy and the good work youâre doing. Fuck, itâs such a turn-on to see the way his cock twitches in his jeans. Through breathless gasps, your hands increase their speed and your own gaze is fixated on Law.
âTouch yourself.â You instruct, using your own commanding voice despite how much youâre falling apart.
You donât need to tell Law twice. His hands move to undo his belt with practiced ease, but his eyes never leave you. His smirk stays fixated on his lips even with how flustered heâs feeling. Youâre so beautiful to him, you hung the goddamn moon and now youâre putting on the most perfect show for him. He can't get enough.
âYou want me to get off to you touching yourself, (y/n)?â Law asks in almost a mocking, teasing tone.
You nod weakly, biting your lip when you see him toss the belt aside carelessly. His hands move to his buttons and zipper, and the sound of the zipper echoing in the room is enough to make a few needy sighs leave you. Itâs only heightened when his cock springs out eagerly as though it was dying to greet you and make an appearance.
âFuck, youâre so hardâŚâ You groan, your eyes shutting briefly to try to get a grip on yourself.
Thatâs not good enough for Law, though.
âHey, eyes up here. Youâre the one who wanted me to touch myself.â Law says, his tone both firm and somehow still laced in mockery.
Your eyes snap open at his command and you can see heâs already making quick work of his shaft, his hand pumping in slow, measured movements. His tip is already red and inflamed, glistening beautifully with his precum in a way that makes you lick your lips. Without your permission, your hands have already started picking up the speed. Your two fingers are curling and moving in and out of you with a force that makes your body tense. Your fingers at your clit circle the bundle of nerves furiously, causing your body to shiver from the pleasurable sensations. Youâre already so close from building yourself back up. This scenario, itâs the hottest thing that you and Law have ever done, which is saying something.
Itâs so primal, so horny and hungry that both of you have to watch each other masturbate while longing to touch the other. The sounds in the room are absolutely sinful - moans, low curses, huffs, and the sound of skin being assaulted echo against the metal walls. Pure unadulterated lust fills the room and it's enough to make both you and Law feels completely enraptured by it. Youâve never seen Law so undone so quickly before and youâve certainly never seen the way he touches himself. Itâs almost hypnotizing to dart between the focused look on his face and the way his hand eagerly strokes his cock.
âAdd a third finger.â Law commands, his voice breathless and strained.
You immediately do as he says, a third finger poking into your core with little regard. Another whine leaves you and the way your face contorts with pleasure causes Lawâs hips to buck towards his hand involuntarily.
âFuck, (y/n)...youâre so goddamn needy for me. You couldnât wait a few hours?â He mocks breathlessly.
âNo, I-...I couldnât stop thinking about you.â
âClearly. Youâre so wet for me, I-â Law hisses, his hand clenching around his cock. âGod, youâre so beautiful like this. Using your hands and pretending theyâre mine.â
You groan, your body arching slightly at his praise. He always knows exactly what to say to get you there but you always give it right back to him. Dirty talk has almost become a game between the two of you. Ordinarily the surgeon is very introverted and stern, but in the bedroom he has a way of opening up far more than youâd ever expected.
âYeah? You like that I couldnât stop thinking about you, that I- ah-...that I needed to fuck myself?â You respond just as breathlessly before biting your lip to suppress another whiny moan.
Law doesnât respond immediately, a strangled huff leaving his throat instead. Heâs not one for making a lot of noises, but you have a way of bringing out the worst - and best - in him.
âWhat were you thinking about?â Law asks quickly, almost like heâs compelled to.
Your hands increase their speed, your fingers almost slamming into you and dragging along your walls. Every now and then you touch that beautiful, spongy g-spot that makes your pussy clench tighter.
âYou bending me over your desk, slapping my ass and calling me a good girl.â The words fall out of your mouth, and youâd almost be embarrassed if you werenât so worked up.
That doesnât matter to Law, though. He groans, his head falling back against the door heâs still leaning against. He can feel his heartrate quickening and every word you say is pushing him closer. Your voice alone is like a goddamn aphrodisiac.
Youâre not doing much better, either. Seeing him almost lose himself from your admission sends a shiver down your spine. You canât take your eyes off of his cock - youâre completely fixated by the way his veins decorate his shaft and the tattoos on his hands moving fervently to bring him to a release. You can feel yourself reaching that peak, teetering on the edge towards absolute nirvana.
The noises coming out of you are not even controlled anymore - theyâre animalistic, urgent, and your hands are moving with that same energy. Itâs been quiet for a minute now since your admission, but Law speaks up quicker this time than the last.
âLook at you, taking your fingers so good. You're such a mess.â He breathes, his hand stroking his cock a little faster now. He can see the sickness of your fingers when they exit you and it's so delicious looking. âA goddamn mess. So fucking tight you can barely move your fingers.â
âLaw.â You whine, your body tensing. He's absolutely right - with how much you're tightening and pulsing on your fingers, you can barely move all three of your fingers. Your walls have a firm grip on you as if trying to swallow you whole.
âYeah, baby? You say my name so goddamn perfect. Say it again. Say it.â He commands, small huffs of air leaving him. If you could hear anything over the noise of your pussy and the sounds leaving you, Law can be heard groaning so softly.
âLaw. Fuck, you feel so good.â You gasp, your mind completely hazy. It's not even him in you but you're so preoccupied by the movements of his hand that you can't help it. It's what comes out.
âMmâŚdo I? You wish it was my cock stuffing your pretty pussy instead?â Law groans, his head falling back again. He's so close that he can't even begin to hold himself together anymore.
âYes. Please, I wantâŚfuck, I-...oh my g-...â You choke out, your words barely even coherent anymore. You're so close, right on that precipice, and it makes Law let out a breathless chuckle.
âYou gonna come already? Fine, do it, then. Be a good girl and look at me while you cream on your fingers.â Law commands breathlessly, his voice strained but stern.
That's all it takes for you. With a final curl of your digits, you're sent firmly over the edge and into complete unfettered ecstasy. The way you tremble and keen makes Law finish too, though his is more controlled and fairly silent save for one quiet groan.
Law can't peel his eyes away from you as you finish. It's mesmerizing watching you writhe and work yourself through your orgasm. It feels like he's watching some taboo art he's not supposed to. Your body is so gorgeous to him that it makes his heart pound. How in hell did he get so lucky?
After a few moments of panting and quietly recollecting yourselves, Law pads off across the room to grab a towel and clean his hand. He'd managed to catch most of his release, though he has to wipe some of it from his shirt. With a sigh, he removes the material, chiding himself silently for making such a mess. He finally glances back over at you, seeing the blissed-out limp expression on your face. Law smirks before making his way over to the bed, taking a seat next to you.
It's quiet for a moment and he can tell that you've fully come back to yourself. Your flushed cheeks indicate the embarrassment that seems to have finally settled in. He chuckles softly, taking a hand to brush some hair from your forehead.
âYou have a good time?â He teases quietly.
You groan, annoyed, and avert your gaze from his. You've never been caught masturbating before, much less masturbated with someone else. It was as vulnerable and shameful as it was hot.
âShut up.â You pout. âI didn't think you were coming back for a few hours.â
âI know.â Law says gently, moving his fingers delicately through your hair. âIt's fine. Nothing to be embarrassed about.â
âYeah, well I disagree.â
âWhat? You didn't like it?â Law asks with a small smirk. Judging by how you two got off, he knows that you'd be full of shit to deny it.
âTell you what. I still have some work that I need to get done. At lunch, though, I want you to stop by my office.â Law leans in close, his breath tickling your ear. âMaybe we can make that fantasy of yours a reality.â
You don't even bother answering. You know he knows the answer. After a few moments of silence, Law clicks his tongue his fingers moving to drag his knuckles across your cheek gently.
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fun with friends âgetĹ suguru
âsummary: getĹ invites his roommate to watch you have sex | 2,2k | AO3 | masterlist
âwarnings: brother x sister (ft. roommate!gojo in his cuck chair), p in v sex, creampie, voyeurism/exhibitionism, spanking, sex toys, cum eating, masturbation.
âa/n: it's been literally 8 months since I last wrote about siscon geto. wtf.
You meet them at the door with a smile.
âWhat?â Suguru asks, immediately wary. He steps out of the way to make room for Satoru and drops his gym bag on the floor. His hair is wet, curling around his face.
âOh, my darling, most favoritest brother in the whole world.â
âIâm your only brother but,â Suguru's eyes drop to your cleavage, at the way the buttons on the already tight cropped shirt strain, âgo on.â He doesn't bother hiding his leering gaze as he toes off his sneakers. Why should he? He likes looking at you. And your tits.
âI'm so horny I'm gonna die.â You wrap your arms around his torso and press your tits against his chest, bat your eyelashes at him. âPlease.â
Suguru chuckles, the sound reverberating in your own chest, and glances at Satoru who is shrugging off his jacket.
âSatoru, you wanna watch?â
âYes.â His answer is immediate. You should laugh at his eagerness, but with how long itâs been since he first asked to watch, and how youâve made it a point to be all over your older brother in the meantime, you donât want to. He (or his cock) might explode from the pent-up frustration.
âAlright. Kitchen. Give me a sec.â
âYou canât even fuck me on the bed? Wow.â You blow a raspberry against his collarbone.
âShut up.â He unlatches you from him and turns you in the direction of the kitchen. You yelp when his hand smacks against your ass. He's managed to slink away in the half a second it takes for you to turn around to try to smack him. Instead, you come face to face with Satoru who raises a brow at you.
âWhat?â
âWhatâs your damage, anyway?â
Satoru makes a sound of confusion in his throat as he settles into one of the kitchen chairs, arms resting on his thighs. You lean against the kitchen table, arms crossed over your chest. His eyes trace up your bare arms and pause to leer at your cleavage.
âYouâre objectively handsome. Smart. Rich.â
âThanks?â
You reach out and pinch the fabric of his pants between your fingers, giving him an ample view of your tits. âI mean c'mon, how expensive are these? But you want to watch me and my brother have sex.â
Satoru clears his throat, shifts in his seat to hide the tent rising in his pants. âHot people having sex is hot. And I don't know; my mom got me these for Christmas last year.â
âWhy am I surprised your clothes are so expensive, you live in a building with a pool and a gym and a saunaââ
âThree saunas, actually. Normal sauna, steam sauna and an infrared sauna.â
You frown. âI wanna go to a fancy sauna.â
âWe have a summer house too.â
âNow you're just showing off.â
âNot if we go there for Christmas break.â He raises a brow. âI can ask if it's available.â
âWhat's available?â Suguru appears from behind the corner, one hand in his gray sweatsâ pocket. You deliberately stare at the outline of his half-hard cock and feel your pussy clench, more heat pooling in your underwear. He adjusts his crotch with his other hand.
âWe should get out of town for Christmas break.â
âMaybe.â Suguru motions towards the kitchen table. âTurn.â
You turn, hike your skirt up and slide your panties down your legs, step out of them. You throw them at Satoru who catches them with one hand, the other already unbuckling his belt.
âOh,â he says, pressing his thumb against the wet patch, staring at it intensely, âoh, thatâs hot.â He holds his hand out to show Suguru who only laughs.
You place your hands onto the cool glass table and lean forward. Suguru steps behind you, presses his throbbing cock against your ass, wraps one arm around your waist and rests his cheek against your bare shoulder. His other hand is pressed between your bodies, thumb buried in the waistband of his sweatpants. The hand on your waist moves, trails up your skin and dodges under your shirt, slips the buttons out of their holes. It comes to a rest on your breast, large and warm, and squeezes. You try to stifle the silent gasp that escapes you and take an even breath in.
He presses open-mouthed kisses along the expanse of your skin, towards the column of your neck.
âCâmon,â you whine, bucking your hips backwards.
âYou need to learn some patience.â His hot breath caresses your ear. He pulls down the waistband of his pants and his cock springs out, slaps against your bare ass. Suguru holds out his hand and you spit into his open palm. A string of spittle dribbles down your chin.
âNext time?â you counter weakly. His chest rumbles against your back.
âThatâs what you say every time.â He wraps his spittle-coated hand around his cock and gives it a tug, once, twice, thrice, and drags the tip across the curve of your ass, resting it against your entrance. You try to push against his cock but a heavy hand is placed onto your lower back. His other smacks against your ass. A moan slips from your lips. âStop being so fucking impatient.â
âPlease, please, please, Suguru, please.â
He inhales and scoffs. âYouâre so fucking spoiled.â
The blunt head of his cock slides in with no resistance. Heâs so thick and the stretch feels divine. Suguru pauses, rocks his hips back and forth shallowly. It draws a whine from the back of your throat and his hand connects with your abused cheek again. But heâs kind enough to continue until his pelvis is flush against the plush of your ass. He takes a quick breath in and exhales. His warm hands are resting on your bare skin, one spread over your lower back and the other gripping the flesh of your thigh so harshly it may bruise.
âYou okay?â
You nod. âY-Yeah.â You roll your hips against his to the best of your ability. âPlease.â
âWe have to be considerate to our audience,â he coos, dragging his fingers across your skin. âSatoru?â
You clench around him involuntarily when you remember Satoru is right there with his dick in his hand, watching you, sitting just a few feet away. Something compels you to look at him. Blood rushes to your cheeks when your eyes meet his, and heâs staring at you so intently, like a predator eyeing up his next meal.Â
âSatoru.â Suguru snaps his fingers in front of Satoruâs face. âPay attention. Youâre the one who wanted to watch.â
âI am.â Satoru pumps his hand around his cock twice, the lace trim of your underwear peeking out from between his fingers.
You look away from him, stare at your fingerprints on the glass underneath you. Suguru moves slowly, as if you havenât done this time and time again and yet every time it knocks the breath from your lungs in the moment. He knows this and he takes his time, moves slowly until your shoulders have stopped heaving. Then, he thrusts in with force and you suck in an audible breath.
He sets his pace, working your pretty cunt open. He rocks his hips into your tight wet heat and you take it, pull him in like you never want to be part of him again. Maybe you donât; no one else would be as nice and compliant as the brother youâve wrapped around your finger. Your chest heaves and you try to stifle the moans slipping from your lips, prop your elbow onto the table to cover your mouth with your hand. Heâs suddenly deeper, and your head spins, heat surging under your skin.Â
Suguru speeds up. Heâs so big, fuck, your needy cunt sucks him in with every thrust. Your body moves in tandem with his thrusts, meeting with his hips. All you can manage are small gasps as he gives you barely any time to breathe, to reorient yourself. Your arms are shaking under the strain of keeping yourself upright.
Suguru pulls you closer, leans your weight on him, lips resting on your skin, placing open-mouthed kisses and small bites wherever he can reach. He places a hand onto your jaw and turns your head towards Satoru who's pumping his cock in tandem with Suguruâs thrusts.
You can't help but clench around Suguru. He exhales, hot and heavy against your cheek.
He keeps your face turned to Satoru. You can see the lace of your underwear between his beautiful long fingers. It makes you lightheaded. You press against Suguru, circle your hips.
âYou want to cum?â He asks, tracing his lips across the nape of your neck.
âY-Yes,â you heave.
Suguru pauses in his motions and you nearly cry out, beg and babble for him to continue. His warm hand traces your skin, creeps up from your navel towards your tits and he takes one into his hand, squeezes it. You give a full-body shudder and he coos into your ear.
âLay down, baby.â
You slowly lower yourself onto your arms â still shaking â and rest your torso against the cool glass tabletop. Itâs freezing cold against your heated skin for just a moment before it becomes a nice reprieve from the heat simmering under your skin. Blood rushes in your ears, thrums in your veins from the exertion, from being laid out on the kitchen table, from your older brother pounding into your sopping wet cunt, from Satoru sitting there and watching your debauchery, dragging your underwear against his cock.
Suguru pulls out slowly, almost all the way out, and thrusts back in. Heâs so much deeper now, you swear you can feel him in the back of your throat. Your mouth drops open, quiet gasps escaping from your lips â you think so because all you can focus on is the sound of him dragging himself in and out of your wet pussy, skin colliding with skin. Itâs downright lewd but fuck, if it doesnât drive you crazy. You do your best to meet his thrusts, drive him as deep as he can go.
You try to find an anchor in the kitchen, to keep the world from slipping away as the coil in the pit of your stomach tightens. You find Satoru, sitting there with his hand working on his dick, precum dribbling from the tip and glistening under the ceiling lamp. He looks painfully hard, the tip so red. His eyes are fixated on the way Suguruâs hips snap to please you. His cheeks are flushed.
You blink and then your eyes meet his. Theyâre so dark, pupils blown so wide there is no blue left.
White hot shame floods your face, your entire body, and you almost donât hear the low vibrating thrum.
You come with a wail, electricity shooting up your spine, cunt clenching around Suguruâs, hands scrambling to find purchase on something before your soul exits your body. Your pussy dribbles around him, coating the front of his sweatpants tugged halfway down his thighs. He buries himself into you with a rich moan, pressing the smooth edge of the table into your hips.
His dick twitches in your ruined cunt, coats your insides in white. He's so warm. He swears under his breath, his hips shaking. The vibration against your clit ceases.
You press your forehead against the cool tabletop and take a deep breath in and release it slowly. Your ears are ringing, lungs burning from trying to take in air.
There are large warm hands running up and down your back. They work out most of the tension in your sore muscles, wandering and petting and squeezing as they travel lower to rest on your ass. Suguru grabs a handful of flesh in each hand, still buried inside your cunt.
Sweat coats your heated skin, makes the glass surface slippery.Â
Suguru pulls out. You whine at the loss of contact, at such an abrupt emptiness, at the feeling of his cum sliding out. He presses the blunt tip of the vibrator against your hole, slides it in slowly. His cum dribbles down your thighs and onto the floor as your cunt tries to accommodate the toy.
âNo,â you whine, wiggling your hips the best you can. They ache â from the strain of staying in one position for so long and â you swear there are bruises against your hip bones from the edge of the table. Suguru sighs and pulls the toy out.
âSatoru,â he says and you blink the mist from your eyes, try to find their shapes in the room. Suguru is holding the vibrator out to Satoru, who slowly raises his head, chest still heaving. His hand is wrapped around his cock, cum splattered across it and your underwear and his pants. âClean it up.â
Satoru opens his mouth and allows Suguru to place the toy onto his tongue.
You laugh from your spot, a wheezing laugh as you struggle to catch your breath, toes just barely reaching the sticky floor, your brother's cum running down your thighs. âYou fucking weirdo.â
Suguru closes the little space that exists between you and presses his mouth to yours. His tongue prods at the seam of your lips and they open, allowing his tongue to explore your mouth. He pulls away just as you lean in, a hand fisted in his damp curls.
âYou talk too much,â he says.
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Possession


Gale x F! Sorcerer Tav
18+ enemies to lovers (sort of), antagonistic relationships, crossed signals, misunderstanding, physical roughness, rivalry/jealousy, mean domGale, rough sex, manhandling, semi-public sex, consensual voyeurism, light humiliation, masturbation (m!), fingering (f!), oral (f!), face sitting, p-in-v, pulling out
With natural challenge and charge between them and a misstep at connection, an unexpected competitor appears in camp. Things come to a burning head between sorcerer and wizard...
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Magic ran through her body. It was deep inside her bones, a force she could not reason with even if she tried. As vital as breath.
So as Gale explained Weave to her, she rested her chin on a curled hand. Giving him a highly bemused smile that he was entirely unaware of.
"The simplicity that Magic of the Weave - An Introduction supplies is quite misleading. Though those unfamiliar must start somewhere, I suppose." He held the small tome up in demonstration, letting it fall flat in his palm to a page he had affixed a colored tab to.
"Like here!"
He began reading aloud a passage, Tav smiling wider at the unconscious raise of his pointed finger.
"While that is accurate," He snapped the book shut, turning to look at her. "To distill the Weave so crudely down to a new student is akin to stealing their capacity for wonder. So much of the power of the Weave is in its limitless beauty, to rend it so small is a disservice."
"Not all spellcasters experience magic in such a profound way as you do." She offered, that bite of jest falling back into her words.
"Ah, I've forgotten." He sighed, leveling her with a withering stare. "I'm speaking to a sorcerer."
She felt her smile widen even further.
"And I'm speaking to a wizard. If I didn't know any better, I'd say that you kiss those books to sleep at night."
His ears filled with blush, pulling the tome off of his lap and setting it with an annoyed thump on an ever growing pile.
"As I've said, no sense of wonder." He sniped.
This was a dance they did. He would talk her through a concept she was already familiar with and, inevitably, get frustrated with her teasing. But he kept coming back, a new topic, a new book, to dissect to her. A dog with a bird in its teeth.
"I really do think it's sweet. Your love for your craft. Maybe you'll be a teacher one day, you clearly have a knack for it." She sighed out her last words in a mock weariness.
"Though I could argue I experience magic just as deeply as you do, wizard. Maybe I should be the one giving you lectures."
His eyes seemed to light at the thought, turning to her expectantly.
"No," she raised her hands. "I'm not going to be the one to break that hopeful glint in your eyes. My relationship with my magic is not nearly as fulfilling."
He stared at her, stubborn. Turning fully towards her, eyes held in unwavering interest.
"You're very irritating." She stated.
He scoffed.
"I'm well aware. But go on, enlighten me."
She gave an exaggerated eye roll, then fell quiet. Bowing her head in concentration, allowing the slow closing of her eyes.
The sound of rustling fabric next to her as he leaned forward.
As she focused in on her power, the sensation, the fluid of it, she felt it rise along her body. Lifting the ends of her hair, air crackling with chill. She leaned her head back, feeling the delicious cold move up her spine.
Speaking in a hushed, vulnerable voice.
"It's ice water in summer. It's the chill of early morning. It's the plunge of a hand into a cool river."
Her eyes slid open, her gaze falling back on her hands. Now alight with glacial magic.
"It's the hunger of winter. It's the icy maw that swallows the unprepared. It's the frigid grip on skin, stealing breath away. Lulling so sweetly into sleep, burning alive."
She stared at the curl of her palm, frost lines traveling in slow pulses down the valleys of her veins.
"What you call Weave I know as blood. Inescapable and as giving as a blizzard. It's not about learning, it's about controlling."
Her eyes finally rose to his and found him scribbling in the front leaf page of Magic of the Weave. Looking up at her expectantly, his hand pausing as she fell quiet.
"Are you... writing this down?" She stared at him in disbelief.
He looked down at his pen, then back up at her, innocent confusion tilting his head. "Why wouldn't I be?"
"By Drizz't's Blades, can you not be an academic for one second?" She huffed, rising to feet.
"Just like a wizard, you bear your wounds and their taking notes. Gods."
He looked at his work again, his own frustration creasing his brows. Opening his mouth to surely argue.
"Save it." She held her hand up flat. "You've got your research. Frigid drow is a compelling footnote in your paper. Goodnight, Gale."
Her feet took her away on frosted grass. Hands clenching at her sides, ice cresting over knuckles. Feeling his eyes following her back.
Turning the corner on the largest crimson tent.
"Karlach! I need thawing!"
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"You know he didn't mean it like that."
Karlach's blistering hand rubbed in circles along the ice holding her bare back. Melting it down only to have new sheets bloom behind her hand.
"I dont know that." Tav hissed, the tight hurt in her chest speaking.
"Oh, come on. He's far too sweet on you to be studying you like an experiment."
"He's not."
"He is. Hells, Tav, it's obvious."
Tav rose her legs to her chest, leaning on her knees. Pushing her chin into the curve of her folded forearms. Angry tears spiking her eyes, quickly turning to frozen rain pooling.
"That's just how wizards are, mate. They digest the world through books. If anything, it was a massive compliment that he was taking notes."
She picked at the seam along her knee. Turning her head into the fold of her arms with a shaky sigh. Focusing on Karlach's heat to bring her body back down from the threatening squall.
"I just want to be..."
She tried to gather her words, but an angry lump sat frozen in her throat.
"I know, baby. You want to be understood. But that shit hurts."
Tav nodded, reaching back to squeeze Karlach's knee.
"Thank you." She sighed, ice water slipping down her temple and the curve of her nose.
"Of course, Frost. Elemental bitches gotta stick together."
Tav let out a wet laugh, chill air leaving her in a burst.
Leaving her tent, she gave Karlach's shoulder one more grateful squeeze. Misty eyed again, seeing how happily she pulled a frozen Clive to her chest. Her spell set to last through the night.
Though her ice was often a burden, it was setting up to be a sweltering night. Passing by each tent, she tapped on canvas. Setting the temperature down with an incantation, hearing grateful sighs and soft thank you's from within as she made a loop. Slipping a bottle of cooled blood into crimson canvas, chilled fingers taking it eagerly.
She eyed the deep turquoise tent, soft light still dancing inside. Sighing, she stepped forward on quiet feet. Stopping to kneel down and straighten the piles of books that he had haphazardly left.
Crouched on haunches, she rose her hand. Pressing a cold palm into canvas. Giving him a little extra in silent apology.
Hearing no acknowledgment outside of a pausing of movement, she rose back on feet.
"Goodnight, Gale." She hushed.
Turning back to the lone point of her black tent, at the lowest slope of their small world. Faded with scrubbed away symbols of Lolth. Smiling at Minthara's tent opposite hers.
Her fellow drow laid inside, leaned back on her hammock. Sharpening a dagger with the precision of a practiced war matron.
Giving her an affirming nod as she cooled her tent.
"I'm retiring for the night." Tav spoke in Undercommon, the words sliding out so much more natural. Minthara respoding in kind.
"I'll take watch." Rising from her lounge, she sat her dagger back with a snap. Heading up the slope.
"Rest well, sister."
Finally alone, she entered her tent. Content to wallow in her sharp hurt.
As she settled, lighting a candle, pulling a spidersilk robe around her waist, a new shape revealed beneath her pillow.
She cut her eyes, picking up a tome.
Impractical Magic, Volume 1.
Another sat beneath it.
Book of Poetry.
She flipped through them. A beginner's book, written by a wizard, about the nature of elemental sorcery and a small book of poems. Recognizing her own speech patterns from her attempt at explanation earlier in the prose.
She shot to feet, angry chill rising through her neck. The books gripped in her fist.
Ripping aside turquoise canvas. Casting Private Sanctum on his tent as she stormed inside. Tossing the books at his feet.
"Are you mocking me?"
He glanced at the books, eyes rising to hers. Turning his head in that maddening tilt.
"You have wildly misunderstood my intentions."
Her hands twitched into fists again, breathing hard through the frost.
"Okay, then dumb it down for me since you're so superior. My meager education couldn't possibly rise to the occasion."
He rose to feet, his breathing picking up with hers.
"Why do you keep inferring that I find you lacking? How have I made that impression?"
She nearly screamed, biting her icy tongue. Turning from him to face the tent wall as furious tears rose again.
"Hey, don't turn away. I'm trying to understand!"
His hand pulled on her bicep, and it snapped a fracture in her frozen lake.
Wrenching his wrist, she forced his arm behind his back. Flipping him to the ground, knee pressed into his spine. Taking his hair in a tight bunch, forcing his head into a turn on his pillow.
He gasped, his back arching into her hold. Body so unbearably warm beneath hers.
"Don't touch me." She commanded. Pressing her knee harder.
He tried to nod, but her fist held harder into his hair. A soft moan left him, hips rising into a curl.
"Don't go into my tent again. Or I will do far worse than this."
"Is that a promise?" He gasped.
She raised her lip in a snarl. Lowering her head down to his ear, hissing into the well.
"You're too soft and warm to talk back, wael faern. Or do I need to show you that?"
"I'd love a demonstration, if you don't mind."
She smiled dangerously, pinning his arm under her knee. Hand snapping down on the side of his throat.
He breathed hard under her constricting fingers, eyes fluttering up into lids as her cold tongue drug up the curve of his ear.
She pressed the full freeze of her body into his back, chuckling darkly as he shivered.
"Too cold? I thought so."
Rising off of him with a shove, she twisted her fingers into her magic. Glaring down as he turned to stare flushed at her.
"Enjoy the heat."
With a pull, she removed her chill on the tent. The air filling sweltering again as she ducked out into the night.
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"No Gale today?" Astarion clicked his tongue in mock disappointment. Shouldering his pack to accompany her.
"No. I'd rather not see him." She responded in a clipped voice.
"Cold." He lilted. "But I do so enjoy that about you."
Karlach and Minthara met them at the crest of the trail. Blue light still bathing the sleeping world.
"Any reason we're heading out so early, soldier?"
"She's avoiding her kicked puppy."
"Do you want to stay back, Astarion? I'm sure you could use the beauty rest."
"Would you like me to educate the spawn on manners, sister?"
"Gods, I'm going to hate you two together."
Her eyes darted back to the distant point of camp. Seeing a soft light ignite inside his tent.
"Enough talk. Head out."
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"Shadowheart! To me!" Tav called.
Rolan moaned out what sounded like 'Where are we?' His eyes rolling loose in sockets as he coughed.
"My camp, we're not close enough to Last Light. Now focus on breathing." She hitched his arm higher over her shoulder.
Minthara took up his other side, face stoic.
"Shadowheart! We have wounded!" Tav called again, eyes tracking around the camp.
She rushed down the hill, hands lit in magic. Potions gathered under her arm.
"Injuries?" She urged, Tav and Minthara laying him on a soft patch of grass. Halsin came up behind Tav, his hand coming to Rolan's forehead. The other braced on her back as he kneeled down.
"Shadow wraiths. The curse almost got him." Karlach gasped, running up to the gathered help.
"He's very near death." Halsin urged, hand lighting along his forehead. "Something's wrong, he's burning up."
Tav leaned back and whipped off her robe, kneeled in her underclothes.
"Lift him." She instructed. Halsin appraising her with an impressed glint.
The druid lifted him easily into a slump.
"What's going on?" Gale's voice rose over their heads.
Tav arched her thigh around Rolan's lap, taking up his weight into her shoulder. Her chest pressed to his, she snaked her hand inside of his robe and untied it at the waist. Letting it fall back as she spread her hands on his bowed back and pressed into him.
Halsin and Shadowheart took up at his sides in front of her. Speaking healing magic into his body.
"Breath, faern." She hushed, pulling him to her.
Rolan's breath filled and emptied shallowly against her neck. Burning into her skin.
"I'm going to get colder now, take a deep breath." She warned in a soft voice.
She focused her temperature down, feeling him try to pull away weakly.
"Good, that's good." Halsin encouraged, spreading a hand between hers. "He's stabilizing."
Rolan whimpered into her shoulder, arms coming up to grip into her back. Body shaking with cold and frustration. Tears hidden in the fall of her hair.
"I know, I know." She hummed, hands running through his long hair. "You're alive. Feel your anger."
Rolan wouldn't leave her side, even after his body had cooled. Leaning his head in exhausted shame.
"We'll head out for Last Light, first thing in the morning." Tav instructed, her gathered companions nodding. The fire burning low between them.
"Return Rolan to his family and secure the whereabouts of Oliver. We should search where we last saw him."
Rolan's head rose, staring down at her.
"Family?"
"Yes, we found your siblings in the prison at Moonrise. They were on their way back to you when we found you."
His eyes filled with tears again.
"You saved them?"
She nodded, then was taken into him.
He pressed a kiss into her lips, hands cupping her face in desperate joy. Pulling away with spilling tears.
"Thank you." He breathed.
She smiled up at him.
"No trouble."
Rolan smiled back, then turned his head. His eyes widened in confusion, then settled into a cold stare.
Tav followed his gaze.
Gale sat across from Rolan, glaring dark under his brow at him. Fingers digging on his thighs.
"Something you'd like to share?" Rolan chided, tilting his head in a slow challenge.
"Oh, not presently. After all, your health is far too important." Gale's voice came out in a low warning.
The air crackled with malice. A silent combat taking place between eyes.
"Gods, you wizards are like fish too close in a pond. Get over yourselves." Shadowheart scoffed, rising to feet.
"I'll set you up in my tent tonight." Tav turned to back to Rolan. "I'll occupy myself elsewhere."
"I'm sure there's enough room for the two of us." Rolan purred, eyes lighting in petty accomplishment as the shadow darkened next to them.
"And I'm sure you'll freeze to death."
"Mmm, I'm still a mite warm, actually."
Gale rose to feet, shoulders hard with effort.
"Tav, a word?"
"My tent is there." She pointed down the slope, rising to feet. "Get some rest. We have a long walk come morning."
Gale came to her side, rushing forward. Caging her body forward with his own. Fast steps forcing her body to a brisk walk.
His hand came up to pull on her wrist, finding her pace not removing them quickly enough.
"I will end you." She promised, his hand falling away with a huff.
"Okay, we're beyond the treeline. I think we're far enough from the wizard I just helped."
She crossed her arms, leveling an unamused stare at him.
"What do you want to say?"
"Why did he just kiss you?" Gale hissed. Ducking his head down low to her.
"Ask him. I haven't detected his thoughts."
"That's not funny."
"It wasn't a joke."
He huffed breath hard, chest heaving. Eyes burning.
"You're impossible." He growled.
"I'm a drow. Bitch comes free." She tilted her head up at him. A mean glint in her eyes.
"Why? Are you jealous, wizard?"
His back bristled, eyes widening in contained rage.
"Do you need healing, too? Do you have wounds for me?" She stepped forward in a challenge. "Show me where it hurts, and I'll lick it better."
He held his ground, and she stepped forward again. Egging him on.
"Come on. You're clearly angry with me." She smiled. "Spit your venom."
"I'm not angry with you."
"No?" She stepped into him.
"Then why are you so warm?"
His eyelids lowered into a grimace, panting as she pressed into him.
They breathed into each other's space, his hands arching in hard clenches at his sides.
"Then what are you feeling towards me, Gale?" She hissed, staring into his dark eyes.
He finally snapped, crashing his mouth into hers.
His mouth pushed, desperate and mean. Wide hand gripping into the back of her hair. Breathing hard through nose. Tangling into her in angry pulls. Demanding fingers pulling at her clothes.
She pulled out of her robe, ripping into his ties. Disrobing him with the same aggression. Pressing her body hard into his in rolling waves. His heat battling her rising cold.
"Down." He growled into her swollen lips. Pulling her by the hips roughly to the forest floor.
"I don't take orders from you." She breathed, falling under his body.
"Shut up." He hissed, pulling her bralette down to her ribs in a hard yank.
Mouth diving on a hard peak.
Her back curled up in pleasure, gripping into his hair.
He lapped at the buds, playing mean fast strokes that he pulled up into his lips. Sucking in hard popping pulses.
Her head arched back, panting into the grass. Cunt flooding with slick, hips arching up into the tone of his belly.
He forced his hand between them, cupping her cunt and pushing her hips hard into the earth.
"I'm going to make you regret kissing him." He promised in a dangerous rumble. Eyes glaring up at her in dark slits.
"Do it, then." She breathed, her eyes burning ice.
"I dare you."
He ripped her panties off, eyes smoldering anger. Wrenching under her thighs and lifting her hips high into the air. Forcing her thighs onto his shoulders, holding her up by her ass.
She cried out into her palm when his mouth latched onto her clit. Pulling vicious wet suckles, his arm locking behind her hips as they tried to squirm away. The pleasure near unbearable, his anger leaving her merciless.
Her shoulders writhed on the grass, hips trying to give out. He cracked his hand down on her ass twice, rising her hips back up with a growl.
Her eyes rolled marble in her head as he took her apart, gasping shallow breaths. Already a shameful mess. Delirious with wrenching pleasure.
Frost spread across her belly, orgasm circling dangerously tight. Muffling pleading moans in her throat, coming out as choking whimpers.
He laughed into her cunt, dragging his nails hard down her thigh to get her to gasp her mouth open. Leaving pink scratches in his wake.
Her mouth fell open, the pain pushing her pleasure into an unrelenting high. Gasping out in Undercommon.
"What was that?" He murmured, pulling back to stare down her belly at her.
She glared at him, tightening her thighs around his head in warning.
"No, no, use-" He sucked hard on her clit in hollow pulls of his tongue, her thighs falling back open in a shudder. "-your words."
"Fuck you." She hissed.
"Not what you said." He retorted, pushing two fingers inside her without warning.
She twisted, cunt clenching hard on his fingers. Hooking into punishing slow strikes.
He slapped her ass again. Demanding an answer.
"I said-"
She clamped around his head, twisting him down to the ground. Straddling over his face.
"Rip me apart, wizard."
His eyes lowered into dangerous slits. Grasping her by both hips, forcing her cunt into his mouth again.
She shuddered as he latched back on in near biting pulses. Completely engulfing her clit. Reaching up to pull on her throat, forcing her into an arch forward to push his fingers back inside. Slamming into her beneath, sending jolts up through her pelvis.
She gripped into his hair, face crumpling in desperate pleasure. Hand cupped over her mouth to not shriek.
His eyes cut to the edge of the trees. Pulling her hand down by the forearm and forcing it behind her back.
Her eyes followed, rocking with the force of his fucking.
Rolan stood wide-eyed on the edge a tree, hard cock in his hand.
Gale's hand spread up over her hips and belly in clear petty possession. Cupping her breast, pinching her nipple between his long fingers. Rubbing his nose in it.
Tav couldn't take it anymore, being displayed like this pushing her over the edge. Body buckling as she came hard into his mouth.
He grasped onto her hips, quickly forcing her onto her belly. Cock pushing inside her in a viciously savoring thrust.
She cried out into the dirt, her orgasm still in its throes. Clenching hard onto him, his breath hissing out with his thrusts. Rocking her forward in hard snaps.
"Look at him." He whispered, lifting her head by a pull of her hair. Winding it into his fist.
Her glazed eyes locked with Rolan's. Both of them aghast with shameful pleasure.
"See how much he wants this?" He hissed low into her ear. "Poor thing, he can't touch you. Not like I can."
As if to demonstrate, he circled his fingers hard into her clit.
She curled her head in, hands clawing at the dirt. Choppy begging cries smothered as a second orgasm threatened.
"Gale, I'm-" She pleaded, hips rising higher as it climbed. His hips slamming faster into her backside in response.
It ripped through her, sending her whole torso into shuddering spasms. Back arching down into the dirt as her cum pushed out to drip down his thighs.
Her wrenching contractions forced him to his end. Hand bracing on her shoulder. Pulling out to spill on her lower back, gasping shallow as his pleasure dripped down her spine.
She heard Rolan's muffled release and looked over, seeing his eyes flutter back into his head.
Gale was a preening exhausted shadow behind her. Rolling her ass in his palms in pure accomplished revelry.
She heard Rolan scurry away towards camp. Gale huffing out a righteous laugh.
"Oh, he's going with the others in the morning."
Tav nodded, too fucked out to regain her role as leader. Pliant and loose under his command.
"And you're going to stay with me tonight." He smiled dangerously, clearly enjoying having tamed her.
"Yes, saer." She sighed.
"Oh, do keep talking like that. You're going to be wonderfully obedient, aren't you?"
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#whoops i spilled some dark gale on your nice linens đ#lyrics from: blood sport - sleep token#screenshot by @druizard#gale x tav#gale smut#bg3 smut
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Counting Stars
summary: he was staring at you with those warm brown eyes that made your heart do somersaults in your chestâthe same expression that made butterflies wing through your veins and heat pool in the pit of your stomach.
warnings: 18+ only. public setting? idk everything here is public. slight praise kink. pet name; (pretty girl). fingering. masturbation. edging. reader is down bad for bellamy, and we can't blame her.
words: 847.
notes: honestly it feels good to be getting back into my 100 boys. i might not have liked the ending but the show was phenomenal and i love the emotional algebra they all went through. the angst and character development was just *chefs kiss*
This wasn't the time or the place; part of you knew that, but you were too far gone to care. With the threat of grounders, acid fog, and god knows what else lurking in the forest, you should have been terrified. Maybe you would have been had Bellamy not been kneeling between your spread legs.
You felt safest with him, entirely confident that he would move mountains to protect you. And he wouldâBellamy would give his life to protect any of the hundred. There was a certain kinship he felt with them, a bond of loyalty, and a certain camaraderie that blossomed from all of them having been sent to a post-apocalyptic earth with no idea what to expect.
That was why, despite being almost naked and lying on the forest floor, you felt perfectly safe. Your legs were spread, the backs of your thighs resting over the front of his, giving him the perfect few of your pussy as he rubbed the knuckles of two fingers along your slit. He was staring at you with those warm brown eyes that made your heart do somersaults in your chestâthe same expression that made butterflies wing through your veins and heat pool in the pit of your stomach.
He was staring at you as though you were the most beautiful thing on earth.
"Bell," you breathed his name in a sigh. His touch was soft and gentle, working you over slowly as he pushed the tips of his fingers between your fold. Bellamy watched the way your chest rose when you sucked in a sharp breath, his pointer finger circling your entrance once, twice, and a third time before pushing in. You gasped, your hips canting upwards to welcome him.
"What is it, pretty girl?" He hummed, smiling down at you with a sweet expression, one that contradicted the scandalous movement of his fingers in and out of your tight warmth. He brought his thumb to your clit, your slickness made it easy for him to rub quick shapes around your sensitive nub. His opposite hand held your thigh, fingers spread wide and possessively, his grip enough to entice an ache in the form of bruises.
"Don't tease me," you answered with a whimper, your head falling back against the foliage until you were staring at the stars above. They looked beautiful, like far-off galaxies twinkling in the distance. It would take a dozen lifetimes to count them all, but you would gladly do it if it meant an eternity with him between your legs. "Please, Bell, not tonight. I've been good. Just wanna cum for you. Please let me cum."
You knew that he adored youâthat had never been a doubt in your mind. But his love didn't mean he was kind all the time. Sometimes he was mean, like this morning and right now. Bellamy enjoyed building you up and up, only to leave you balanced on the edge of oblivion. He liked to watch the frustration on your face when he denied you an orgasm; he liked to watch the ecstasy that overcame you when he finally gave it to you. That was what he'd done this morning.
In between kisses, he had split you open with his cock, wrapped your legs around his waist, and touched you all over the place with his hands. You'd left scratches down his back when he'd tried to pull away, your thighs shaking with the force of your impending orgasm as it slowly waned. He'd kissed you again before heading out for his patrol, leaving you frustrated and almost crying on his makeshift bed. It was why it took an embarrassingly short time for him to work you to the edge of your control, forcing you onto the precipice of oblivion once again.
"You're such a good girl for me." He said softly, leaning forward to cast a shadow over you, blocking out the view of the stars and making you lose count. You dug your nails into the dirt when he added a third finger between your thighs. It was a blissful stretch that had you keening loudly. Bellamy pressed his lips against your throat, the new position making your thighs fall open wider. "And you beg so prettily."
A familiar warmth simmered between your hips, spreading down your legs and up your chest.
"Please," you gasped.
You wouldn't be able to hold it this timeânot that you were ever able to hold it back. Whenever the feeling came upon you, it did so without remorse. It built like a storm in your veins, slowly at first, and would release all at once. Bellamy knew this, so when he felt your walls starting to grip his fingers tighter, when he felt them flutter, and when he saw the tell-tale signs etched upon your face, he stopped.
He kept his fingers buried in your pussy, right down to the knuckle, and lifted his thumb from your throbbing clit. He kissed you softly and, oh, so sweetly, swallowing the sob that bubbled past your lips.
"Not yet, pretty girl."


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Yandere! Uvogin General Profile
Yandere! Uvogin x fem! reader
Tw: kidnapping, violence, mentions of non-con, stalking, theft, mentions of masturbation, mentions of assault, reader is referred to as tiny and small but let's be honest everyone is small compared to Uvogin, brief neglect/being ignored, mentions of Stockholm Syndrome, manipulation, threats, isolation, Uvo is a bastard and is somehow charming even though he's obsessed with you, fem reader, MDNI
I do not condone any of the actions described in this post - this is fiction and should be treated as such. If you or a loved one is in a similar situation to anything contained in this post or my blog in general, please seek help. You're in charge of your internet consumption; please make responsible choices. With that, enjoy!
WC: 12K
DARLING PROFILE
Easily flustered
In many ways, Uvogin desires a darling who is the opposite of him.
He likes the idea of a darling who is more innocent, and while this doesnât have to manifest as being literally naĂŻve or just not being a mass murderer like him, he finds it endearing.
Thereâs just something about having a darling who is a little softer, a little weaker, a little cuter that just makes him smug.
He likes thinking that his darling is just so damn cute, and he isnât afraid to tell them as much; heâs teasing them constantly, every other word slipping past his lips a mixture of flirtations and cheeky compliments, and the minute his darling looks bashful or flustered?
Well, itâll only embarrass them more when he starts laughing, enjoying the sight of them all frustrated and embarrassed, a big hand coming down to playfully scruff up their hair.
 Heâll tell them that theyâre cute, that he likes their smile, that theyâre probably the prettiest woman heâs even seen, and the moment they freeze up a bit, their eyes going slightly wide before scowling and trying to hide how flattered they are, heâs only falling harder, loving the way they try to fight the effect he has on them.
And really, thatâs what it comes down to â he likes to see the way their body betrays them, his compliments getting a rise out of them even when heâs got them stolen away in his modest apartment, touting all this big declarations of hatred towards him.
(Yet they fall apart at a simple compliment of their tummy or thighs â he knows these are spots of insecurities, and is it dirty to be playing the card of focusing on the area he knows his darling is sensitive about? Maybe, but heâs never exactly been âcleanâ.)
He just loves the idea of his cute little darling being a flustered mess with just a few touches and words, and heâs capitalizing on this personality trait as often as he can get away with â smacking their ass or kissing their knuckles or winking at them or even just telling them in that nonchalant voice that they look hot as hell in his clothes.
Theyâre just endearing, and heâs always been honest â so donât get too upset when he speaks his mind.
Creative
Thereâs something about a darling with a hobby that he likes.
Maybe itâs the product of seeming they become genuinely passionate about something they love, or perhaps itâs simply just seeing them concentrate and put energy into creating something.
Uvogin doesnât know, but regardless his ideal darling has some sort of creative hobby that heâs more than willing to help nurture. It can be anything, really â perhaps they draw or paint, or maybe they write or cook. Maybe they knit or sew, or perhaps they sing or play an instrument.
It doesnât really matter what the hobby is â Uvogin just likes that his darling has an outlet for letting out all their energy, and heâs more than willing to sit through any kind of performances or viewings or anything at all where his darling can show off all their hard work.
Heâs already spoiling his darling once theyâve been kidnapped, but heâs stealing supplies that pertain to his darlingâs favorite hobbies, making sure they have a lifetime supply of paints or yarn or paper or cloth or anything their little heart desires.
He likes to see them smile, to watch them get all starry eyed and passionate, and often he'll simply plop down and watch them go at it, staring at them as they indulge in their hobby.
He'll even be willing to learn if his darling is willing to teach them â having massive hands makes most creative pursuits difficult, but he likes the way his darlingâs hands cover his own as they teach him how to make the brush strokes or press down on piano keys, the skin soft and warm and perfect against his own.
He just likes the attention of it, the idea that theyâre sharing something intimate and personal with him, and it only makes his possessiveness flare up, satisfaction swimming through him because obviously his darling is warming up to him, because why else would they spend so much time with him, teaching him and being patient as he purposefully messes up just to get them to show him again, to touch him again?
Snarky
Uvogin likes the idea of a darling who can dish it out back at him. Heâs teasing by nature, always throwing quips and little one-liners at his darling, and the idea of his darling returning this teasing energy or even initiating it makes him feel a little weak in the knees, both impressed and aroused by their quick thinking and wit.
Thereâs just something attractive about being put in his place, and although the power dynamic between him and his darling is unquestionably in his favor, thereâs something sweet about pretending that they have any semblance of control in the relationship.
He likes the idea of having a more ânormalâ relationship with his darling, and the tendency they have to throw little comments at him help to make the relationship feel less like captor and captee, less like lovesick freak and victim, and more like two people hopelessly in love, enjoying one anotherâs company and never, ever leaving each other.
Of course, this trait can be pushed too far â Uvogin doesnât want someone mean. Thereâs a fine line between teasing and rudeness, and he wants his darling to perhaps occasionally toe the line, but be firmly on the side of the former. Heâs not interested in being critiqued or judged â it should be fun hearted, light, loving, even if he pulls information out of the blue that he really, really shouldnât know.
(Like their banking information, or their biggest insecurities, or anything at all, really.)
He just wants someone he can banter with, his booming laugh filling the room when his darling catches him off guard with something funny and unexpected, and heâll return the favor tenfold.
(And if he canât think of a witty enough retort, heâll just push them over the nearest surface, rip off those pesky shorts, and bury his face against their cunt until theyâre crying and sobbing his name â the best comeback of all, heâd argue.)
Compassionate
Because he wants someone opposite of himself in many ways, a darling who is more compassionate and considerate of others is oddly attractive to him.
He canât quite pinpoint why â heâs always believed itâs a sign of weakness to be so attentive to the needs and desires of others, but thereâs something different about it when itâs his darling whoâs stopping and worrying about how others feel.
Itâs annoying, heâll admit, because it stirs up his jealousy; why should his darling care what other people think and feel?
All that really matters is him â heâs all they need, so why are they wasting time on thinking of how someone on the news must be scared and all shaken up because they got robbed last night?
(It wasnât even a real, meaningful robbery â just some low level thugs looking to make a quick buck, so why are they sympathizing with the woman crying on the TV about how she canât afford rent now because the robbers stole her stashed away cash?)
Why do they waste precious energy into worrying about how strangers on the bus are feeling when theyâre crying or clearly upset, their expressions clear as day as they stare down at their phone or bite their wobbling lips?
He thinks itâs a waste of his darlingâs time, frankly, and instead would prefer all of this energy and care to become channeled towards him. He wants to take up every free thought his darling has, to be constantly on their mind as they are his, and he gets equal parts angry and jealous when thereâs someone or something else taking up the precious space heâs claimed as his own.
Itâs frustrating, but itâs one of the things he likes most about his darling â theyâre just so sweet and soft and pure, even, that it makes him feel like heâs ruining something angelic, like his darling is his own personal bit of heaven all for him him him.
GENERAL YANDERE TRAITS
Possessive
Can he really be blamed?
Heâs spent his adult life being a thief, stealing from anyone and everyone heâs told to, and Uvo sees absolutely no problem with it â youâre his, after all, and heâs never been especially great at sharing.
In his mind, youâre something that heâs claimed, something that is completely and utterly his, and once heâs set his mind to something, there is absolutely nothing anyone can do to sway him.
Heâs stubborn to a fault, and when it comes to you this trait is only increased â so really, when he slowly becomes more and more controlling, more and more needy for your attention, donât fight it too much.
Donât be too surprised when his question of whether youâd like to hang out on Saturday morphs into you donât have anything going on Saturday night, right? Shit, of course not, how could you when youâll be spending time with me on my couch, eating pizza from that place downtown you love?
Donât be too surprised when he starts gently but firmly grasping the phone out of your hand when someone calls you, dark eyes appraising the caller ID before he scoffs or rolls his eyes, muttering out a some people are real pieces of work, huh and quickly declining the call and blocking the number, all so quickly that you donât even really get a chance to see who even called you.
Donât be surprised when he cheekily asks you if youâre wearing matching a matching set of panties and bra, and if you answer an embarrassed yes and tell him about this date youâre going on that youâre nervous for, absolutely do not be surprised that the ceramic mug youâd given Uvo with a cup of steaming coffee in it is shattered in his grip, the grin on his face just a bit too tight, his form suddenly much larger than you consciously remember as he growls out a strained whoâs this âdateâ, pretty girl?
Frankly, Uvogin has a talent at passing most things off as a joke at the start of his infatuation with you â heâs just charming and friendly enough that he can make most things seem funny, like teasing, like youâre just overreacting and blowing things out of proportion.
Heâll make you believe he joking when he pats your head and calls you his good girl, because thatâs just a term of endearment heâs always called his friends â donât let it make you uncomfortable, thatâs just how he is!
(It most certainly is not â heâd never call Shizuku or Pakunoda or Machi that, too terrified for his own well being to ever have the guts to try something like that. Plus, heâd never want to â youâre his woman, and why should he give a shit about any other female on the planet? Youâre all heâll ever need, just as heâs all you should ever need.)
Surely youâre reading too much into it when he wraps his burly arms around you and spins you around in the air, his lips against your skin as he rambles praises of you, the hickey that forms later that night just coincidental to the location of his rather eager âtalkingâ.
(Heâs just a passionate man â he didnât mean to give you a hickey. Donât you know that he gets animated when he talks, his lips moving quickly, and itâs all just one big coincidence that it happened to be right over your jugular, a sensitive, intimate area reserved for lovers.)
You must be mistaken when he lunges at another man who dared to compliment your hairstyle, the oddly sincere threat of get your eyes off of her before I rip them out myself, you hear me making your blood run cold.
(Heâll tell you that he and the guy whoâd complimented you were actually long time friends, and that this sort of threatening and joking around is typical for the two of them â heâll shrug and tell you that boys will be boys, hoping youâll take him at face value and not mention how the man seemed to be equally as shocked as you.)
Itâs easy to let him talk you out of whatever doubts about him you have, his insistence that he was just playing around, trying to get a rise out of you convincing you much easier than it should.
And really, your willingness to believe him can stem from your own naivety, but if youâre being really honest you know thereâs some selfish part of you that almost likes the attention Uvo gives you, the way heâs always touching you and smiling at you, making you feel precious and valued and wanted. Youâve just never felt so wholly seen and understood, almost as if he has this innate ability to understand you, as if youâre connected in some deeper way.
(He always seems to just know things about you, always guessing your favorite things correctly, and if he didnât have such a bright smile and convincing laugh, youâd almost be unnerved and afraid of how eerily accurate his guesses are. Stalking is the answer, of course, but itâs best that you remain in the dark about that until the time is right.)
Itâs a slippery slope though, because as soon as Uvogin realizes that youâre sweeping things under the rug, heâll get more and more aggressive with his possessiveness, feeling more and more justified as he threatens and fights others, his passing remarks about you being his becoming more specific and explicit, his jokes about just whisking you away one day becoming more and more frequent, more and more detailed and well thought out and terrifying.
Heâll push the boundaries, but the minute he senses he may have crossed the line, thereâs that familiar laughing man you think you know, that smile and calming voice telling you that youâve got it all wrong sweetcheeks, Iâm just giving you a good time, of course I donât own you â I donât have enough money to buy something so gorgeous!
Itâll work, frankly, until you suddenly realize that you havenât seen or talked to another person aside from Uvogin in over a month, his face and voice all youâre met with as the days fly by, other people becoming more and more scarce as he slowly begins taking over your life.
Everything with him is a slow process, a gentle yet unstoppable path under which Uvogin will slowly become more and more obsessed, and less and less willing to simply share.
After all, being a thief has its perks â heâs just never had to work so hard for something so easy to simply steal away.Â
Protective
Uvo is extremely aware of his own strength; itâs a point of pride after all, being the physically strongest member of the Troupe. His muscles are beyond noticeable, bulging and standing proudly even when heâs relaxed, even when his arms are covered with layers of fabric.
Heâs just huge, giant and powerful, and youâre just not.
Youâre so very small compared to him â small and sweet and fucking adorable, so completely opposite of himself.
And to Uvo, itâs incredibly endearing but also incredibly nerve wracking, because what if he one day slips up and hugs you too tight, grabs your wrist too strongly, or accidentally breaks a limb?
The idea of hurting you is something that makes him physically ill, his stomach churning in vile knots while a cold sweat breaks out as his hairline, if only because the idea of you crying, bruised or bleeding and staring at him like heâs some sort of monster would be enough to break him.
He wants you to love him, not to fear him. Youâre the one person on this planet that he wants to look at him with adoration and reverence, like heâs some sort of god, just as he looks at you. And if he were to injure you, to accidentally go too far and leave a bruise or scar or break something?
He would never forgive himself, and heâs sure youâd never forgive him â and that would simply be unacceptable, a huge setback in the love heâs trying to very hard to create between the two of you.
He doesnât want to hurt you on any level, and as a result heâs developed the habit of treating you as if you were made of glass, a lovely porcelain doll thatâs his job to protect and keep pristine.
It doesnât matter if youâre a skilled nen user yourself or whether youâve never even punched someone before â Uvo will be keeping his place at your side, ready to step in at a momentâs notice in the case of anything or anyone trying to harm you, to which heâll ruthlessly beat down and murder because no one fucking touches you.
He will be carrying you around your âsharedâ home, wrapping you up in his arms and snuggling your face into his neck while he brings you from the bedroom to the couch for a movie marathon of those cheesy sports action films he seems to love.
He will be forcing you to sit still while he has Machi do a quick check up on you every few weeks, making sure that youâre healthy â though he never leaves the room, always hovering and staring at you, making sure Machi doesnât get too comfortable with you.
(And no, the pink haired woman will be absolutely no help to you to escape â while she and Uvo arenât particularly close, sheâs still happy to see her troupemate in love, happy to see that he himself is happy, and surely he isnât treating you badly if you come up perfectly healthy and bruise free every checkup, right? Machi honestly wonât even talk to you much â simple, curt answers to your questions, and not a single smile in sight. Youâll almost prefer talking to your kidnapper over her as time goes on.)
He wants you to be completely safe and healthy, and while he isnât the best at cooking or any of the domestic fields he knows of, he still tries his best â expect a homecooked meal a few nights in months where heâs home, a sizzling breakfast that looks just a bit too charred on mornings when heâs spent hours staring at the sun softly glowing on your face.
The food might be overcooked, bland and a bit limp, but at the grin on his face and the way he brings the spoon up to your lips and tells you to open that mouth babe, I spent two hours making this casserole â wanna see you eat every last piece, itâs more than obvious that heâs proud, that heâs chosen foods high in proteins and vitamins, anything to make you healthy and stronger.
At first, his overbearing concern for your wellbeing wonât be too extreme â he doesnât want to scare you off after all, and heâs able to keep most of the urges at bay aside from the occasional check over your body while youâre asleep.
He can sate himself by rationalizing that youâre with him now, that youâre safe and accounted for, that he was with you all day so thereâs no way you somehow hurt yourself without him knowing, right?
And it works for a while, his paranoia growing stronger by the day but still just barely able to be quelled by this logic.
Except, as time goes on, Uvo just canât help it â his feelings for you are too strong, too intense and overpowering to hold back, and soon he gives up completely. Itâs his job to protect you, right?
Heâs your lover, your man, and what sort of partner would he be if he isnât keeping his you safe, if heâs not making sure that youâre adequately provided for, if heâs not diligently checking you over himself, analyzing every inch of your body to make sure you havenât grown sick or somehow managed to scrape yourself without him knowing.
After all, youâre his cute little woman, his sweet baby that heâd kill everyone and everything for â is it so wrong to want to protect you, the literal light of his life?
Clingy
Uvogin has a massive problem when it comes to allotting his time with you in reasonable quantities. He really, really likes to spend time with you â youâre the best part of his day, the reason (aside from the thrill of combat and the Troupe) that heâs still living, that he still gets up every day.
You get his heart pumping in something other than adrenaline and pleasure when heâs beating someone senseless, and Uvoginâs never been good at denying himself pleasure. Being around you is like a shot of serotonin, his entire mood brightening no matter what happened previously, this ache in his chest quelling because youâre here now, right beside him where you belong.
Heâs genuinely attached to you â youâre perfect in his eyes, his lovely little woman that he wants to love and spoil, and Uvogin quickly develops the desire to spend as much time with you as he possibly can.
Youâre just so sweet and pretty and adorable, and fuck you make him so happy, so how can he possibly hold himself back from wanting to spend every second of the day with you?
How can he possibly be blamed for wanting to see your smile as often as he can, hear your chiming, lovely laugh, feel your soft hands against the hard planes of his muscles as often as he can?
Uvogin quickly becomes attached to you, thoughts of you taking up his mind, your face dancing behind his eyelids as your gorgeous eyes sparkle, your hair ruffled by the breeze as you laugh and reach out for his hand, telling him in that lovely sing-song voice of yours to come on, I want to see the fireworks before they end once he takes you on all those adorable, sweet dates he knows youâre dreaming of.
Heâs almost a closeted romantic in that sense, and while heâs never really daydreamed about big, grand gestures between partners before, thereâs just something about you that makes him want to buy dozens of bouquets of flowers, steal the most expensive, precious jewelry, wine and dine you until youâre giggling and leaning onto him for support.
That is to say, Uvogin is a complete and utter sap for you.
He wants to see you smile and look at him, to give him your attention and need him like he needs you, to the point where heâs not making any attempts to hide it.
Heâs not trying to be discreet when he wraps an arm around your waist and plants a loud, dramatic kiss against the crown of your head; no, he wants you to hear it, to feel the weight of his arm around you and his lips against your skin, if only because you get so cute when youâre all flustered, when you shrink in on yourself and smack his stomach, hissing a quit it, thatâs so embarrassing!
Heâs not trying to be subtle when he calls your name from several meters away, waving a hand and sending you a smirk as he begins a loud, one sided conversation with you, hoping to draw as much attention to himself as possible so that youâll be looking at him and only him, even if he gets chewed out by you later for causing such a spectacle in public.
(Not that he cares â not only does he not give a single shit what other people think, thereâs something so sexy about the way you huff and yell, waving your arms around and sounding so exasperated, your voice high and irritated and saying his nameâŚ)
Long story short, Uvogin doesnât make a single attempt to hide the way heâs always desperate to talk to you, to have your eyes on him, to just be with him, to the point where youâll probably know that he holds romantic intentions towards you fairly early on â with how touchy he is and the way heâs always seeming to just be there when youâre in town, or the way he always shows up at your apartment, holding takeout from your favorite restaurant and giving you those smoldering eyes you just canât say no to.
(And he is touchy â heâs always pressing his fingertips against your waist, the small of your back, your shoulder, tucking your hair behind your ear, tracing your collarbone or lips, or even, when he gets a bit bolder, dipping down to playfully smack your ass.)
Youâll know, and Uvogin knows youâll know â thatâs part of the plan after all, because while heâs a mass murderer and criminal that somehow has decided he wants you for his own no matter the consequences, he still would prefer for you to be in love with him, to enjoy your time spent with him and genuinely want him, and donât women love men who show they care?
He wonât give you any mixed messages, but the trade off is that Uvogin will want every possible second of your time, and there wonât be a single thing that happens in your life that the taller man isnât aware of â how could he not be, with your phone tapped, and all the trackers, cameras, and audio devices Shalnark helped provide him with?
 Uvogin wants to know every bit of your business, to be invested and participating in every aspect of your life, and he will â whether you know it or not, heâll always be there.
Even once heâs stolen you away, heâll be hovering and touchy, hugging you and teasing you, that grin on his face trying to pretend that youâre happy, that youâre in love with him, that youâre right where you fucking belong.Â
But in the event that heâs taken away from you, forced to spend periods of time where he canât be your shadow for the day, Uvogin resorts to other measures so as not to lose his mind from not getting to smell your scent or feel your skin or hear your voice.
That is, he begins collecting items of yours â small things, mostly, things heâs sure you wonât miss to terribly. Heâs snatching away old hair ties of yours, right on the verge of snapping, still containing a few strands of your hair that he cherishes and sometimes idly plays with when heâs forced to wait for other members of the Troupe to arrive at meeting locations.
Heâs got an old water bottle or two of yours that you think you accidentally misplaced while you were out, but really he stole it right from under your nose, having watched your pretty lips wrap around the straw piece, suctioning and sucking and swallowing, the sight provocative enough to be the star of many, many fantasies heâs played out in detail late at night.
Even your old toothbrushes, misplaced socks or even a pillowcase you thought the washer ate up are in his collection â theyâre just things to help him sate himself when heâs forced to be away from you, things to help him stay sane. Itâs almost like heâs an addict going through withdrawal â he needs your things in order to not be horribly short tempered and difficult to work with, and in many ways, your belongings are the only things keeping him functional.
So donât worry too much when you begin realizing just how many of your things are missing â unexplained items that you swear you had yesterday but seemed to have disappeared over the course of the night.
Theyâre not unaccounted for, so donât worry â besides, when youâre eventually living under the same roof as him, youâll be reunited with all your stolen belongings.
(Just donât mention the mysterious stains the socks and pillowcase now have, nor the way the toothbrush looks to be in much, much worse shape than when you lost it â almost as if someone has been regularly using it.)
Uvogin just loves you, and is it so wrong for him to be so needy, clingy, desperate for you?
DEALING WITH RIVALS:
Patience isnât really Uvoginâs strong suit.
His possessiveness makes jealousy something extremely common, and in general heâs overly sensitive to any possible interaction between you and another man. He absolutely cannot stand another person looking at you, watching their disgusting eyes rake over your figure, their tongues dancing out to flick over their lips, minds surely filled with vile, impure thoughts that make Uvogin clench his fist and work his jaw.
He hates seeing others try to talk to you, thinking theyâre worth your precious time, and although he rationally knows that not every single man you encounter probably has nefarious intentions, heâs very, very quick to jump to conclusions.
And frankly, why shouldnât he?
Those he holds dear are all criminals, and while not all of them see women as objects (though, some definitely do), heâs more than aware of how filthy and dehumanizing some men can be towards women. And with the amount of people you come into contact with every day, surely some percentage of them must want something more sinister.
And so, Uvogin assumes the role of your guardian angel â just with much, much darker intentions and methodology. He canât stand the thought of someone else coming along and trying to seduce you, and while this anger doesnât stem from any sort of insecurity in his own ability to woo you, it doesnât matter.
The end result is still the same â heâs still regarding every man that comes within twenty feet of you as being suspicious, eyeing them critically and watching like a hawk to see if anything they do â anything at all â is a sign that theyâre paying you unwanted attention.
Heâs quickly noticing any signs; glances aimed at you that are longer than the cursory appraisal of oneâs surroundings, any sort of shuffling or leaning closer to you, any move to look at your clothing or the title of the book youâre reading out of on the subway car.
Heâs diligent, taking his job in protecting you extremely seriously, and heâs good at it, too â the moment something seems even slightly suspicious, he has no issue making his presence known.
Frankly, just the mere sight of him is enough to ward off most men, because who wouldnât be terrified when an eight foot tall man with bulging muscles, an intense aura, and a deep frown settled onto his face approaches you?
Heâs effective, and while it may seem like overkill to you, like heâs simply imagining up these interactions he claims could end poorly for you, youâll just sigh and roll your eyes, writing off his strange behavior as typical Uvogin, always making jokes that he takes just a hair too far.
And this is good for him â it works in his favor to have you disregarding when his possessiveness flairs up. It irritates him that you arenât appreciating all his efforts and the care he puts into making sure no men bother you, but it's better this way â you wonât get suspicious of him this way, nor will you start becoming afraid of him when you see all the missing persons reports that always seem to feature men heâs scared off.
It just makes things easier â and Uvogin wonât look a gift horse in the mouth.
It's a nice, sunny day out, and Uvogin canât help but be glad heâd chosen this park to take you to.
Itâs near your apartment, and although thereâs a lot of people here (lots of children and parents, mostly, but the occasional runner or elderly person getting their exercise), youâd managed to snag the spot most secluded, between a grouping of trees. Heâd been wanting today to be a nice date â parks werenât his thing, but you seemed to enjoy the idea of a picnic, and just the thought of you smiling up at him and getting all excited and happy and adorable was all the motivation he needed to go out and steal some snacks and a cute, checkered picnic blanket.
He felt stupid setting it all up, biting at his thumb and furrowing his brows to make sure everything was perfectly placed, but the moment you showed up, it was all worth it. Youâd been so happy â beaming at him and practically jumping up and down, eagerly tearing into the basket of goodies and plopping down onto the admittedly quite small blanket.
Sure, maybe you didnât think this was a date, per se, but Uvogin has spent the whole time watching you, gaze flicking between your lips and your eyes as you ranted about the latest drama at your workplace.
Heâd chimed in a few times, telling you with a serious voice that heâs told you to quit working at that shithole; you donât get paid enough to deal with all that crap. Plus, you donât need to work â I can support you, I promise. Iâll spoil you, make sure youâve got everything you could ever want.
He'll pair that with a little wiggle of his bushy eyebrows, making you snort and laugh at his - you wrongly assume â joke. That gets a grin slipping across his lips, pride and satisfaction sitting heavy in his chest because you just look so damn cute when youâre laughing like that, and even more so when youâre laughing because of him. Everything is going well â youâre smiling between bites of food (all your favorite snacks of course, down to the exact brands and flavors), and itâs not until you suddenly remember that youâd left something in your car that things begin going downhill.
Itâs not a big deal, really â just a Chapstick that you offhandedly mention you wished youâd brought to the picnic with you, your lips feeling a little chapped from the crisp spring air.
(Immediately his eyes are darting to your lips, watching and having to force back a groan when he sees your tongue dart out to lick them, the sight nearly making him lose his composure.)
Heâs standing up without giving you a second to think, squatting down and swiping your keys out of your pocket, sending you a wink and telling you to wait here, princess, Iâll be right back. You donât even have time to protest and tell him itâs really no big deal (or tell him the location of said Chapstick in your car â useless information, really, because Uvogin knows exactly where you keep it, mostly because heâs used it before himself).
He canât have been gone for longer than five minutes, spinning the keys on a finger and smiling despite himself, reliving your smile and laughter over and over in his mind, trying with all his might to keep himself from imagining the sight of you licking your lips lest he start imagining you licking other things, things that would be much bigger and harder and throbbing for you - Â
Uvogin notices the man thatâs approached your secluded spot a bit too late, it seems. Heâs already standing next to you, chatting with you and being much, much too close for comfort as far as Uvogin is concerned.
His fist tightens around the Chapstick clutched in his left hand, nearly hard enough to crack the plastic. His brows are pressed inward, dipping down, a scowl replacing his smile, his feet moving faster and faster to bring him back towards you and this stranger.
Once heâs within ear shot, heâs immediately calling out your name much too loudly, stopping and standing on your other side with a hand on his hip and his aura heavy, the grin on his face just slightly too tight.
The man blinks, beady brown eyes staring up at Uvogin owlishly, the size difference more than apparent as Uvogin stands up just a bit straighter, making sure heâs reaching his full height. He even flexes his muscles a bit, hoping to appear bigger, stronger, better, both to intimidate this man and to have you admiring his physique.
Can I help you?
His voice is curt, not the usual friendliness youâre used to, and immediately youâre frowning, opening your mouth to speak from your position still sitting on the ground, but the stranger beats you to it.
I, uh, I was just getting some directions. Sorry man, I didnât mean to interrupt.
Uvoginâs eye twitches. Directions, huh? What are you, stupid?
You gasp at that, swatting out and smacking his calf lightly. He makes no acknowledgement of your action, but internally he hums at the attention and the slight bit of pained pleasure that shoots up his spine.
The man looks taken aback, offense and unease swimming in those eyes of his. Listen, Iâll just go, have a nice day.
He nods at Uvogin, and quickly nods at you too â making Uvoginâs grip on the Chapstick finally crack the plastic â and swivels on his heel, taking off in a poorly masked jog. Uvogin watches him the whole way, his gaze so heavy that the man feels it even from some fifty yards away.
Eventually you bring him out of his stupor, your arms crossed and an irritated look crossing your face. Uvogin sighs, finding your attitude a bit adorable, but also finding himself a bit preoccupied. Chasing down that guy later would be a pain, but heâd manage â itâd give him something to do, after all, because he could only spend so many nights a week standing in the doorway of your bedroom with his dark eyes trained on your sleeping body, his hand sometimes diligently stroking himself.
It'd be fun, too.
What the hell was that? Youâre asking him, the honest to god pout youâre giving him making him chuckle and pat your head.
Just man stuff, you wouldnât get it, babe.
His comment only seems to anger you further, and you snatch the bag of chips heâd picked up out of his hands. Nuh-uh, you donât get to be a dick to someone who was genuinely just asking for help and then eat all the food. No fucking way.
At that he laughs aloud, plopping down onto the blanket (much closer to you than he was before), picking up another bag of chips and throwing a few into his mouth. Get off your high horse sweetie, must be hard for a shortie like you to get up there.
You send another smack to his leg and this time he pretends to be hurt, clutching at his wound and telling you to kiss it better, a comment you only dignify with a piece of bread being flung at his face.
The picnic goes well, uninterrupted for the rest of the afternoon, but that night Uvogin stays true to his word, stalking through the backstreets of the area heâd narrowed down the manâs apartment being in.
It didnât matter that the man hadnât made a move against you, or didnât say anything to make you uncomfortable â heâd approached you, talked to you, looked at you, and that was enough to warrant a punishment so severe that he may not get to even apply his newly learned rule of absolutely no contact with you.
And as Uvogin sends punch after punch flying at the manâs face when he tackles him in the manâs own living room sometime around midnight, he can only laugh, the grin spread across his face maniacal at best.
Eventually the corpse is so bloody and mangled that Uvogin finds himself satisfied, getting up off the straddling position heâd forced the man into, wiping his hands â covered with red â off onto the manâs kitchen towel, before strolling out the front door, whistling a tune and already deciding on which path is the shortest to get back to your apartment.
You should be asleep by now â and you always look prettiest right when youâve just slipped under, your pretty face all relaxed and sweet and soft, making him sigh and slightly laugh at himself because when the hell did he get so damn soft?
Since he met you, really, because you just have such an affect on him.
TAKING HIS DARLING AWAY:
Truth be told, while thereâs nothing more in the world that Uvogin wants than to have you secure at his side, in a little home for the two of you where you can be together, alone, and living a perfectly sweet domestic life, heâs hesitant to force this situation to happen.
In general, he isnât an especially forceful or strict yandere â of course, he doesnât like seeing other men around you, seeing you doing dangerous things or interacting with people he knows are bad for you, but Uvogin is more or less lenient when it comes to what you want, with a few harsh exceptions (anything involving your safety, or another man).
Your freedom is something that he wants to preserve as much as he can, if only because he firmly believes that once your basic rights are taken away, youâll no longer be the woman heâs fallen in love with, the person heâs become so horribly and wonderfully obsessed with to a pathetic degree.
Heâs scared youâll become a shell of your former self, that the woman heâs so desperate to spend the rest of his waking moments with will disappear forever, and while Uvogin doesnât have too stellar a moral compass, even he knows that erasing your past identity is a step too far â stalking you, stealing your clothing and small trinkets, threatening others and killing in your name may not be, but actually stealing you is something that doesnât sit right with him.
That isnât to say, however, that the possibility of him kidnapping you is non-existent â heâs hesitant, but not unwilling, and so the moment that your safety is threatened, that something sudden happens that he canât control or hope to fix, Uvogin will feel backed into a corner, as if he has no option but to simply take you away, to bite the bullet and keep you locked up with him forever.
He doesnât feel good about it, of course, if only because seeing you in tears and hearing you sob and curse at him makes a massive frown replace that normally bright grin, but itâs reality, and to Uvo your safety is his number one priority.
So, heâll wince and grit his teeth as the damn Hunters tie the rope around your wrists, the nasty smirk across oneâs face as they tell him they got his precious woman, what now, you murderer? Youâll come and save her, because youâre such a knight in shining armor? Fucking pathetic, youâll rot for years for what youâve done.
Heâll sigh and ball his fists as he quietly apologizes to you, your scared, teary eyes staring right at him as he kills each Hunter one by one, telling you to look away as blood sprays everywhere, as his fists get dirtier and dirtier.
He wonât like the way he gently knocks you out (or the way you scream through the gag placed in your mouth and squirm around, trying your hardest to get away from him), nor will he enjoy the way your weight feels so heavy in his heart as he slings you over his shoulder and carries you home, but he canât stop now.
How can he, when youâve been discovered by another man, touched by another man, threatened by someone?
Uvoginâs only human, and every human has a weakness â so congratulations, because your status as his only weakness just became the reason for your former life to end.Â
However, as a captor Uvogin is honestly not too terrible â heâs still clingy, always desiring your attention and trying to engage you in conversations or physical touch, but considering his status as an international criminal, heâs not too bad.
Youâll quickly learn that he has a massive penchant for spoiling you to no end; thereâs nothing that he enjoys more than seeing you in awe or smiling, the way your lips tilt up and the apples of your cheeks grow round, how your eyes sparkle and you make the cutest expressions.
He strives to see you happy (preferably because of him, but heâs not too picky), so expect to be regularly gifted items with the intent of seeing your smile, of seeing you enjoy something that he provided you with.
Youâll get the nicest jewels â tones to match your eyes, colors that compliment your skin, matching sets to go with the gold rings on his fingers or the silver dog tags he occasionally wears.
Youâll get the prettiest dresses, custom designed by brand names, fitting your figure like a glove and never failing to make Uvoginâs breath hitch.
(More than once heâs stopped dead in his tracks upon seeing you in a newly bought gown, clutched his heart and closed his eyes, moaning something about how youâre too beautiful, it burns my eyes! The theatrics are sweet, you suppose, and though youâll feel dirty for it, often the praise and the honest adoration in those swirling brown depths of his will leave a fluttery, warm feeling in your chest.)
Thereâs just something about making you happy that never fails to leave Uvogin feeling giddy and childish, a boyish excitement coursing through his veins that almost beats out the feeling of smashing his opponentâs skull in. And so, he strives to make you smile in every possible way he can â he spoils you, of course, but he also possesses such vast knowledge on you from all that stalking that he knows exactly what you like.
He knows just how to compliment you â heâll know if you prefer comments on your appearance or your personality or your talents, effortlessly praising you with such ferocity and consistency that itâll leave you bashful and embarrassed but so, so pleased.
He knows what kind of men you like â he knows which TV shows, movies, books, and stories you read, which tropes you adore, and try to alter himself just a hair so that he fits that stereotype a little more.
(He wonât be willing to fully change himelf, because he does want you to love him, but heâs not above playing up his more possessive or aggressive side if you like the bad boy type, or showing off his actually decent cooking skills if you enjoy a more responsible man, or even busting out more corny, bad puns if you prefer funnier, goofier men.)
Heâs pulling out all the acts of services he knows youâll find meaningful â you hate having to shave your legs? Let him do it for you â heâs good at that sort of thing, and of course he wouldnât mind holding your legs or putting on the lotion for you afterwards.
(Plus, you arenât allowed to use a razor by yourself â but thatâs beside the point.)
Heâs even going so far as to recreate sexual scenarios and acts he knows you have a penchant for â even if you possess a kink he isnât super interested in, heâs willing to give it a try because he wants you to want to touch him, and even if wax or mutual masturbation or anything else isnât his thing, if it gets you eager and in the mood for him, heâll snap to it in a heartbeat.
He is, all things considered, a good captor â he treats you well and caters to your every need, but no one is perfect, and the only major downside of being stuck with him is his touchiness.
Heâs clingy, incredibly so â heâs always touching you, his hands on your body in some capacity, regardless of whether you approve or not. He wonât force you into sex, but he will force you into intimacy, whether that be a casual arm around your waste, a kiss against your lips, or cuddling you to sleep at night.
He almost views it as his reward for being so kind and considerate with you â heâs showing immense self control by not ripping off your clothes and fucking you full of his cum right here on the floor, so let him pull you into his side and wrap an arm around your shoulder while you watch the TV, yeah?
Heâs showcasing just how strongly he respects your opinion of him by not pushing you to your knees and shoving his cock down your throat, so let him hum and spoon you as you both drift off to sleep, his hot breath fanning against your ear. Heâs just always touching you â and while it often leads to lewd activities, the roots of why he always wants to touch you and have contact between the two of you is much more innocent.
He strongly expresses his love through physical touch, and he feels that by always having your skin touching heâs helping build the framework for your relationship, that every touch and kiss and squeeze is helping you fall in love with him, encouraging you to relax in his presence and even enjoy being with him.
So, frankly, if you can put up with his handsiness and the fact that youâll never be allowed outside or see another human being, Uvoginâs not too terrible â it could be much, much worse, and he wonât hesitate to tell you that.
He doesnât like to, but telling you stories of how horrible some of his troupemates can be will get the job done on making you grateful that heâs the one whoâs fallen for you â at least he doesnât hurt you, at least he doesnât mess with peopleâs memories, at least he doesnât enjoy torturing others and hearing them scream.
(Heâll conveniently forget to mention that he does enjoy killing others, but throwing Feitan under the bus and framing him in a negative light is much more conducive to the point heâs trying to make.)
So really, be grateful that Uvogin is the one whoâs gone through all the effort to follow you, observe you, love you, because really, thatâs all he is â just a man in love. And isnât that so, so very sweet?
The fact that youâre stuck under the same roof, unable to escape or ignore him or deny his affections may deter this lovely image of him as a lovesick man, but eventually youâll come around. Just wait.
PUNISHMENTS:
Because Uvogin is generally a more laid-back yandere (particularly once youâre in his custody, where he knows you canât escape â at least, not permanently), punishments are things that actually donât happen too often.
He really prefers to see you smile, loving the way your laugh sounds when he tells horrible jokes or makes snide comments that get you giggling.
He loves the way you smile at him, pearly teeth showing off and your cheeks plumping up, looking perfect and squishy and like the ideal spot to reach out and pinch.
He loves when you get all flustered, your bashful expression making him lick his lips and rush forward to grab at your ass and kiss you, growling in your ear that youâre too damn cute when you get all stuttery, makes me wanna eat you up.
Heâs genuinely endeared by you, and because of this itâs extremely hard for him to stay mad at you. Sure, fleeting irritation occasionally licks at him, particularly towards the beginning of his obsession when you were still rebellious, still crying when you saw him, still flinching at every act of affection he tried to give you. He was irritated, yes, but never angry â youâre too sweet and small and weak to be too much for him to handle, really, and although he never would, the fact that he could very, very easily overpower you always brings him back down to Earth, managing to calm down enough to not accidentally strike you across the face or snap your neck or  bite you or any number of things.
(Besides, biting you is reserved for the bedroom, as is wrapping his hand around your neck and oh, shit, now heâs hard. Well, you caused it, so now, as he stares at you with lidded eyes and that familiar, coy smile, you have to take care of it.)
It generally takes a lot for him to get mad enough at you to actually consider giving you the consequences of your actions â mainly, he has two big triggers.
The first one is causing any kind of harm to yourself. Sure, you may not be strong enough to hurt him, but youâre so delicate and weak that heâs convinced even a particularly strong gust of wind could kill you.
(Obviously not, but anyone that canât use Nen or anything more than basic defense is automatically as good as dead in his mind.)
Heâs not as able to seamlessly and tightly control your own actions against yourself. He can limit what you have access to (no sharp knives, razors or heavy, metal items that could clause blunt force trauma), but itâs harder to prevent you from starving yourself or breaking a bone.
And frankly, that scares Uvo a bit â he doesnât like that he canât bar you from harming yourself, and the moment he sees even a glimmer of it in your eye, he's shutting it down firmly and swiftly, his grip on your wrist iron clad as he glares down at you and tells you think this through, babe, because I ainât nursing you back to recovery, and we both know you donât know shit about setting broken bones.
His second trigger is when you make attempts to contact other people. Heâs possessive to a fault, and while it would be extremely difficult for you to successfully get into contact with another person aside from himself, even the mere idea gets his blood boiling, something hot and heavy and ugly forming in his gut.
He doesnât like the idea that you want to speak with others â particularly if theyâre male, even if theyâre related to you. He should be enough for you; he provides for you and gives you affection and love, even if you arenât willing to ask for it.
He gives you enough pleasure to leave your head spinning every night, dedicated and committed to making you come at least twice before he bothers with his own pleasure.
He even goes so far as to spoil you by stealing every little thing he knows you want, just to see you smile and hear your pretty voice telling him thank you Uvo, I love it!
(Heâll even steal things he thinks youâd like â heâs almost always on the money, and youâll be surprised at how quickly and accurately he narrows down your likes and dislikes. Though, with the amount of time heâs spent stalking you, stealing your personal items, and getting your family members to talk about you - normally with his fist acting as incentive to spill your information - itâs no surprise.)
But so really, outside of trying to speak to other people past the threshold of the house he keeps you locked in and harming yourself, Uvogin probably wonât hurt you â not on purpose, at least.
(Heâs so strong and massive that sometimes it just happens, even when heâs not even remotely mad. Heâll hug you too hard and leave a nasty bruise on your ribcage, or slap your ass and leave you too sore to sit down for a few hours. Heâll always feel a bit guilty, but also a bit proud â because now youâll be thinking of him, and isnât that just wonderful?)
And even if he does get angry, punishing you with physical violence is never an answer â it would be too easy to kill you, and he doesnât want that. Not at all â actually, the thought of you dying (particularly by his own hand) is a fate worse than dying himself, and if it were to happen, Uvogin would become a shell of a man, living to kill others to an even more extreme degree than he does currently.
But when he does have to punish you, he relies more on mental games. He may be strong but heâs not stupid, and so while he doesnât have the vast knowledge or flair for manipulation that someone like Chrollo or Shalnark might have, heâs still able to get his point across.
And so, Uvogin decides that the most surefire, successful way to get you to stop doing something bad is to simply ignore you.
Frankly, it hurts him almost as much as it hurts you â youâre so precious to him, something he always, always wants to touch and talk to and watch like a hawk, but heâs able to steel himself and hold out until heâs sure youâve learned your lesson.
Uvoginâs jaw clenches as he takes in the scene before him; heâd just returned home from the grocery store, getting (stealing) your favorite snacks â along with some beef jerky for himself and some meat that looked particularly appetizing.
Heâd been doing something nice â going all the way into town, risking getting seen or recognized, even going through the effort of choosing what he knows you like â all because youâd been looking a bit sad this morning, and youâd been out of bed much earlier than normal.
He was worried, if he was being honest, because you hadnât returned his good-morning hug like normal, and you hadnât laughed at one of his terrible, horrible puns, and you hadnât even yelped when heâd picked you up by the ass, making your legs wrap around his waist.
It was concerning, and heâd hoped that maybe getting you your favorite foods would brighten your mood. Heâd been hoping to have a nice night in with you tonight, comprised of a new action flick heâd been wanting to see (Phinks promised it was absolutely dismal, and Uvogin always enjoyed mocking the poorly done fight scenes in cinema), some good take-out, and, of course, ending the evening with you perched on his lap, bouncing up and down and moaning his name.
It was a good plan, but this was not part of it.
The grocery bags fall from his slackened grip, hitting the floor with a dull thud as he continues to stare. Whatever heâd been expecting when he walked through the door, it surely wasnât you with the small bit of sandpaper he keeps in a kitchen drawer in hand.
The sandpaper was used for sharpening knives, something he very firmly kept out of your reach â they were in the highest cabinet with a padlock on them, just so that you wouldnât get any funny ideas.
But it seems he didnât plan quite well enough â because here you are, the sandpaper inches from your forearm, the skin rubbed raw and blood dripping down the skin. Youâre staring at him, equally frozen, and thereâs a certain amount of fear in your eyes that makes Uvoginâs rage only worsen.
You know this is bad, you look like a child caught with their hand in the cookie jar.
Things are still for a moment, but then Uvoginâs rushing forward, grabbing you by the waist and lugging you over to the sink, not saying a word as he forces your arm under the stream of much too hot water heâd turned on, making sure to clean the wound. It stings and you hiss, nails digging into the skin of his shoulder, but even when you try to kick him and get out of his grasp, he doesnât budge at all.
He holds your arm under until all the blood is gone, and then heâs setting you back on the ground, his expression blank. Somehow, that scares you more than his yelling and anger does â because this is something new, something you arenât quite sure how to navigate. Uvogin fixes you with a harsh, cold glare, and for a moment you think heâll start laying into you about how careless you were, about how you were purposefully hurting yourself, and you prepare for the onslaught of accusations and belittlement.
But it doesnât come â instead, he turns on his heel, picking up the groceries and returning to the kitchen without sparing you a glance. He still hasnât said anything, and as he starts putting away the various items into the cupboard, he remains silent.
Eventually, he reaches the portion of the groceries dedicated to you, and he hesitates for just a moment before throwing it all in the trash, still not bothering to look at you. You can see the brand names and packages of your favorite snacks, and for a moment you almost, almost feel guilty.
Youâd been breaking one of his rules, just trying to feel something to combat the numbness that being his captive left to you with, all the while he was out buying you surprise snacks, all for some unknown reason.
Your arm was stinging still, and soon your eyes were too. Once he finishes up, he walks out of the kitchen, stomping down to his bedroom and slamming the door closed. Youâre left to stand there, holding a paper towel over your wound that was slowly starting to bleed again, utterly confused at his strange behavior.
Never, in all your time with him, had you ever been ignored like this â he was overwhelming, sure, suffocating, even, but this? The day will pass slowly as you sit down on the couch and stare at the ground, confusion eating at you as you try to make sense of what just happened. The apartment is uncharacteristically quiet, and by the time two hours have rolled around, your arm has stopped hurting and your knee is bouncing, unease making you on edge.
Uvoginâs silent â thereâs no sound coming from his room, and for a moment you wonder if heâs fallen asleep, something unusual for him. (Heâs never let you nap mid-day, always claiming youâre wasting the time by sleeping it away.) Finally, after much internal debate, you gently stand up and shuffle down the hallway to his heavy wooden door, tentatively knocking. Uvogin?
Your voice is small, scared, hesitant, and thereâs no response from inside. Your brows furrow but you swallow, loneliness creeping up your spine because as fucked up as it sounds, you miss him.
You miss his booming voice, warm touch, cheeky compliments, even his dark eyes fixed on you. Itâs lonely without him, and although youâre beyond embarrassed and disdainful of how youâd only been left alone for two hours and youâre already feeling this desperate, you push open the door anyways.
Uvoginâs sitting on his bed, his white tank top stripped off and just a pair of boxers sitting low on his hips, and even as the door creaks open and you peak inside, he makes no move. Heâs staring down at his phone â it looks comically small in his giant hands, and you bite your lip. Calling out his name again, you slowly creep closer and closer, your steps shuffled and small and quiet, but he doesnât respond to you in any way.
Itâs only once youâre within touching distance that you try a different angle â youâre playing with your fingers as you tell him that youâre sorry, I shouldnât have done that. He still doesnât move, and a new, odd sense of panic settles into your gut.
You apologized, what more does he want? You canât stand being ignored like this â not even the slightest acknowledgement of your presence, after months of being the apple of his eye. With a newfound urgency, you carefully climb onto the bed, wrapping your arms as far around his chest as you can, burying your face against his arm as you shoulders start slightly shaking, tears welling up in your eyes.
Youâre pathetic like this, and you know it â crying because your captor wonât pay attention to you? Any sense of self-respect youâd managed to cling onto dissipates, and soon youâre speaking again, little hiccups interrupting your words.
âM sorry Uvo, I donât know whatâs wrong with me, please help me. I donât know why I hurt myself, and I donât know why this is hurting me even more than that stupid sandpaper â why does it make me feel so sad when you donât look at me? Whatâs wrong with me? Thereâs something seriously fucked up with me, why do I miss you?
It becomes a stream of consciousness, more than anything, your voice progressively getting louder and louder until youâre actually crying â big, wet tears and snot dripping from your nose, your grip on Uvogin never loosening.
Heâs looking at you now, peeking at you from the corner of his eye and watching you bare your heart to him, and although it shouldnât feel this good, he canât help but crack a smile.
Youâre just too damn cute â heâd been livid when he found you in the kitchen, but now you seem more like a scared little kitten, all tiny and weak and malleable, and what youâre admitting right now sends shivers down his spine.
You miss him.
You want him.
It makes him chuckle a bit, and immediately youâre freezing up, staring up at him with your eyes all red and your cheeks wet. He smirks down at you, and before you know it heâs wrapping his arms around your waist and manhandling you on top of him while he lays down, pressing you against his chest and peppering kisses against the crown of your head.
So it hurts to not be around me? Damn babe, almost sounds like youâre in love with me. Isnât that something?
He laughs, and you only clutch him tighter, embarrassment eating you alive, but the feeling of his hands on you and his voice crooning your name makes you not care.
All that matters is that heâs paying attention to you, seeing you, and as his hands move down to cup your ass and his voice gets more gruff and low, youâll eagerly let him strip off your flimsy tee shirt and panties.
Anything he wants, as long as he keeps you from feeling that horrible, horrible loneliness.
OVERALL DANGER:
7/10
Uvogin is less dangerous and more overwhelming.
Heâd never physically hurt you â at least, not on purpose. Heâs painfully aware of how much bigger he is than you, of how much stronger and more adept at fighting and chasing, and the concept of even leaving a scratch on your pretty skin doesnât sit right with him.
Heâs wildly protective over the few people he loves, and you sit at the very top of that list â in many ways, heâs like your own personal guard dog, just much bigger and needier and touchier.
He wants you to love him back, to return the depths of his passionate, unhinged devotion to you, and heâs willing to do pretty much anything he needs in order to achieve this â heâs spoiling you with all kinds of jewels and snacks and flowers and clothing, grinning when he sees the way you get all embarrassed and flustered when he tells you just how much that diamond he snagged for you would go for on the market.
Heâs handsy, always initiating affection with you, and not a moment goes by where he isnât touching you â heâs grasping your hand in his when youâre showering together, the other hand helping lather your body up in the soap (and wandering, too, groping, squeezing, kneading, feeling).
 Heâs wrapping you up in his arms, perching you on his lap while you watch a movie together, drowning in a pile of blankets while he hums in your ear and makes fun of the movie, his laughter low and his grip tightening on you when the main character and the love interest finally kiss, his voice purring into your ear that youâre much prettier than her, princess, love this smile and this fucking body.
Heâs always smacking your ass or telling you horrible, dirty pick up lines, just because he wants to see you smile.
And even though youâve been kidnapped, forced to live the rest of your life with a mass murderer, criminal, monster, Uvogin will treat you with more care, love and attention than other man ever has â he wants you, in this raw, pitiful way, and although heâs rough on the edges and scary, eventually heâll win you over.
Heâll get you feeling fond for him, craving his touch, finding comfort in the way he wakes you up with a kiss in the morning and inhales against your neck, telling you to put on those panties you wore yesterday, baby, you know the ones, the mere command making you shiver in excitement because you know youâll be having trouble walking tomorrow.
Heâll show up at your doorstep with splatters of blood on his white shirt and a crazed look in his eye as he kisses you, telling you that that man that used to catcall you on fifth street can sure run fast, but not fast enough, and youâll find that youâre almost flattered that heâd gone and killed the man whoâd made you so uncomfortable all those times.
Heâs just oddly charming, and you may hate yourself for it, but eventually you will consider yourself his â and youâll even be happy about it.
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Iâm reposting the fic I posted last night just to test a little theory of mine. I want to see if the time I posted at ended up killing the first post or not.
Anyways please reblog if you liked it! I got impatient for yâall to see my first work after Iâve been grieving for awhile so itâs a cliffhanger ending but let me know if you want a part 2 ok? I promise to be more patient with that one!
Warnings: male masturbation, female reader, reader flirts with Sakura but no actual cheating,
Pairings: Haruka Sakura x reader, Hayato Suo x reader (mentioned)
He isnât a pervert.
Really, he isnât!
But he is just a man. He canât help it if his eyes happen to glance her way from his spot in the little caffe he was dragged to.
Burning the image of her bouncing around in that little skirt she wore.
Itâs not like he was trying to look, or that heâd even see anything if he had been looking internally. Despite how short it was, no one would have seen anything with the shorts she was wearing underneath.
It was probably her boyfriendâs idea, anyone couldâve seen her panties otherwise. He likely wouldnât have wanted anyone else looking at her in such away.
Which made Sakura hate this that much more.
It wasnât intentional, his thoughts wandered without his permission once he was home and alone.
He couldnât help his curiosity as images of what type of underwear she possibly wore flashed through his thoughts so quickly that he didnât even consider the reality of his situation.
Were they plain and simple and cute, made of something practical like cotton? Or maybe they were frilly with ribbons and lace and made of silk or satin?
Soon enough, heâs aching for something thatâs not his to have. Throbbing and pulsing hard and cursing her name for making him want her.
He didnât mean too let himself get so carried away. He swears he doesnât usually care about this sort of stuff, but he slides his sweats down just enough to free his cock and a strangled groan is leaving his lips as his hand wraps around it.
He has to be the worst kind of friend, right?
His hand slides along his length and a hiss leaves his lips as he imagines itâs hers instead. He doesnât think itâd compare.
His hands large and rough from years of fighting and her are probably soft and gentle. Well taken care of and a manicure heâd kill to see wrapped around his cock.
A sight heâs sure Suo is very used too and is probably proud of andâ his hand faltersâ he should be ashamed.
This was his friendâs girlfriend he was thinking about! But itâs her own fault for being a shameless flirt, isnât it?
She was always teasing, always touching and clinging on to other men, always trying to get his attention when youâd think sheâd have plenty from her boyfriend.
But when he really thought about it, there was only two men she clung to like that.
One was obvious, it made sense, of course sheâd want to be around Suo all the time. They were dating, so why did she cling to someone else?
Why did she go out her way to cling onto him? He wasnât anyone special to her so why did she feel so comfortable with shameless flirting with him like she had earlier?
âHey, hey! Haru-chan can I ask you something?â he recalls (Yn) practically purring at him.
She was leaning in too close, bright gleaming eyes sparkling with mischief and intrigue as he jumped back in surprise.
His back hitting the wall behind him, making him feel trapped in by the little wannabe predator in front of him.
He wanted to lash out and yell, wanted to challenge her for having such audacity to think she could get away with this, but then her chest was against his.
Soft and warm and plush compared to his firmer chestâ his hand begins to move as he recalls that feelingâ and she dawned a wry smile at his flustered frustrated sputtering of threats and swears that die in his throat. He thinks heâd like to make her look that pathetic, shut her up with his cock down her throat and listen to her sputtering and gagging.
His fist clenches around himself, stroking a little rougher at the thought. Imagining her in front of him, looking up at him with this wanting look.
Sheâd pull away for a moment and tilt her head to the side and lock her lips with that evil pink tongue of hers before speakingâ
âDo you like me?â he freezes at the memory of her question
How the hell was he supposed to respond? Should he have just said no?
Itâd have been easier, even if it would have been a lie, and it not like he could have said the truth there.
She was dating someone else already. Someone he was close to and, for that matter why the hell did she care for? Itâs not like they could be together soâ guilt quickly turns to anger at what he had overlooked in the moment.
â(Yn), donât you think youâve had enough fun? If you keep playing with him like that you just might kill himâ Suo had chuckled with a hand on her lower back to usher her away as she whined.
âYouâre no fun Yato-chan!â
Had those two been fucking with him the whole time?! Well fuck them! Now he doesnât even feel bad about wanting to fuck his friendâs girlfriend!
In fact? Maybe he will just to teach them a lesson!
He doesnât stop to consider that maybe thatâs what they wanted from in the first place, oh well, the seed is planted now all they have to do is wait for it to grow into a plan.
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