#you know i be dreamin of seb again

[localravenclaw]

Tis the delulu season 😌💕

[tetralea]

Hey it's music anon again. I hope you had a great day :)

This time with a song you most likely know, but I had an idea to it that I needed to share and you were the first person I could think of.

If today was your last day by Nickelback

The grid goes for karaoke (probably Dan's idea, encouraged by Seb and Lando).

Most of them sang already and now it was Max's turn. AMax chose that song and begins to sing it.

When he gets to would you forgive your enemies? he would look at Charles. Charles looks right back at him. The Monegasques is his friend now in some ways and Max really likes it

Would you find that one you're dreamin' of?

Max secretly has a crush on Charles and it's hard for him to admit it. Well he found the one he's dreaming of and looks right at him, practically sings it at him.

Swear up and down to God above That you finally fall in love

Max could fall in love with Charles, his fluffy brown hair, those green yellow eyes and just how adorable and endearing he is. But he was sure Charles wouldn't feel the same.

When the song ended they both still stared at each other. Everyone around them looks at them and can feel the tension. What would happen next?

Charles stands up and pulled Max in a hug, kisses his temple and tells him that everything will be alright.

They don't hang around after that and leave together, hand in hand. The tension is still there. They go to Charles apartment and as soon as they entered it Charles kisses Max. He would reason it with "I didn't want to have it in front of everyone."

Hii, music anon! <3

I had a great day thank you, had a brunch with my 2 best friends then went to wall climbing with hubs, my body is currently dying. (This was on Saturday when i started to reply lol)

Awww, I'm so happy you thought of me hehe also I adore this idea.

I love it so much I'm reluctant to add any of mine hahah. I can just picture the song ending and the tension just lingering there and everyone else just looking at them back and forth. So Max either flees the scene or Charles moves first which he does and grabs his hand and pulls him out of the room and his hand feel strange wrapped around Max's but it is a welcomed feeling, it grounds the both of them in the emotional chaos they are in. They are silent until they walk to Charles’ place where they kiss and it is just so sweet, and seemingly never ends, it is interrupted by a fit of giggles or a deep sigh but they immediately find their ways to the other’s lips. Maybe Charles is being all cheesy and also says something about ‘I hope today is not my last day’.

For the change I also have a song for you: Johnas Blue, Naked. It is so good I think and if it’s not lestappen in denial… the part where it goes ‘you only say you love when we’re naked’ I can totally picture Charles just saying it sometimes in the heat of the moment, when they are wrapped around each other, monas and whimpers mixing and he just breaths it on Max’s skin, or when Max makes him feel especially good he would go ‘Jesus I love you’.

[calpalirwin]

Parent Teacher Conference

A/N: Anon request- Okay but single dad ashton au where he doesnt wanna risk getting his kid involved with a woman but ur the new teacher for them and yall meet and he falls madly for u

Content: All the feels! And swearing.

And away, and away we go!

~~~

“C’mon, Seb, get a move on,” I called out, peeking my head into the bathroom.

My carbon-copy of a son with a mop of brown-blond curls turned to me, toothbrush in his mouth, and grinned. “Dad! I’m in big kid school now!” his voice muffled around the toothbrush.

“Yeah, and you’re gonna be late if you don’t step it up a notch.”

4th grade. My 9 year old was going into 4th grade. I choked back the memories, refusing to cry, because “Dad, stop crying, it’s only 4th grade.”

“You’re right, bud, it’s only 4th grade,” I had told him, tucking him into bed last night. To him, it was only 4th grade. For me, this was also the anniversary of the day his mom left us 8 years ago.

I looked at my son, his brand new sneakers that would have scuff marks on them when I picked him up later, a long sleeved flannel tied around his waist. God, if it weren’t for the fact that he was clearly me- the eyes and the giggle were a dead give away- I swear he was Luke’s. “Uncle Lu tell you to dress like that?” I asked.

The curls bounced as his head bobbed up and down. “He said it was cool. And I wanna be cool, Dad. It’s 4th grade.”

I imitated my head exploding. God, when did this kid grow up? Seemed like just yesterday his entire body could fit in my hands.

“Dad? Dad!”

I shook my head, clearly the thoughts. “Yeah, bud?”

“Can we go now?” he asked, a Spider-Man backpack slung over one of his shoulders.

“C’mon, then,” I smiled.

~~~

It wasn’t like I hadn’t tried dating since Seb’s mom left us. I had. I was just very selective. I didn’t want to bring a woman home, have things go wrong, and be left to pick up not only my broken pieces but my son’s as well.

My heart was one thing. I’d been known to be reckless with it. But, my son’s was another matter entirely. He was too young to know heartache.

Plus every time I had to cancel a date last minute because Seb got sick, or left a date early because Seb called me in tears asking where I was, didn’t lend itself to much romance. Girls could go on and on about how hot single dads were, but what they failed to realize is that my son would always be my number 1 priority.

~~~

“Mr. Irwin, I’d like to talk to you about Sebastian. Is there anyway you can meet with me after school? Say 2:45?”

I pinched the bridge of my nose. School had only been in session for a month. It couldn’t be time for parent-teacher conferences already. Which only meant one thing- something had happened with Seb. “Yeah, I’ll be there.”

“Who was that?” Calum asked me.

“Seb’s teacher. She wants to talk with me after school.”

“Isn’t his teacher hot?” Mike asked.

“What? No… I mean, she’s attractive, sure. But, she’s his teacher.”

“Ooo, Ash like the teacher!” Luke teased.

I felt my face flush. Alright, maybe I did a little. She was attractive, stunningly so, and she was a teacher. Which meant she understood kids. And maybe, that just might mean she understood single dads.

~~~

“Hello?” I asked, sticking my head in the classroom at 2:45.

The bell had rung fifteen minutes ago and I still hadn’t seen my son. Now, I saw why, as he was hunched in his desk reading, a scowl on his face.

“Dad!” his face lit up when he heard my voice.

“Keep reading, Sebastian,” his teacher’s voice said firmly.

“Yes ma’am…”

“Mr. Irwin, glad you could make,” she smiled softly at me. “Please, have a seat.”

I moved to sit in chair she had just besides her desk. “So, you wanted to talk?” I asked.

“Yes. It seems your son had an incident with a classmate on the playground today.”

“Seb?” I asked, fighting to keep my voice level.

“Alex is a jerk! And she took away my recess!” he shouted at me.

“Sebastian,” both his teacher and I warned, and then I had to work at keeping the smile off my face.

“Anyway,” she said, turning her attention back to me. “There was an incident. Both boys lost their recess privileges for the rest of this week and next week.”

“You keep saying ‘incident,’ what happened exactly?”

“I keep saying ‘incident,’ Mr. Irwin, because your son is an incredibly… strong-willed individual.”

“You can just say he’s stubborn. And it’s Ash, please.”

“I prefer the term strong-willed, Ash,” she smiled at me again and I liked the way it was genuine and soft, her eyes crinkling at the edges. And I liked the way my name sounded rolling off her lips. And I was in trouble.

“So, my stubborn son won’t tell you what happened?”

“Precisely. And I’m not one to involve admin if I can help it. But in order to not involve admin, I need to know what happened. That’s where I’m hoping you can come in.”

“Seriously, Seb? She just said she’s not gonna send you to the principal, and you’re mad she took away recess from you?”

“She wouldn’t take my recess away if she knew what Alex said!” His book was now closed and clenched in his fists, vibrating with his tiny rage.

“Sebastian, I would love to know what Alex said,” she told him, keeping herself calm even though my son was far from it himself. Was that a special gift all teachers had, or just her? “But, every time I ask, you just tell me he was being a jerk. Maybe you’d like to tell your dad instead?”

“He is a jerk!” he screamed, throwing his book. “He’s… he’s… he’s a fuckin asshole!”

“Sebastian James Irwin! What the hell has gotten into you? Start explaining yourself, now!”

His face scrunched up as he realized I was now angry with him. “He said I didn’t have a mom!” he wailed at me before bursting into tears and running out of the classroom.

I fell back in my seat, watching him run off, my heart shattering in my chest. He was right. This Alex kid was a fuckin asshole.

“You okay?” her voice sounded, her hand touching mine.

“I thought I was doing everything right…”

“You are. Sebastian is by far one of the best students I’ve had. He’s so kind and polite to everybody. He’s funny, too. Which is why today surprised me. It seemed so out of character.”

“I better go after him,” I sighed, getting up.

“I’ll come with,” she offered, getting up herself.

It was the first time a girl had offered to come with me before when dad duty called. I couldn’t help it. I smiled at her.

“Now, I see where Sebastian gets his smile from,” she smiled back.

~~~

We found him huddled in the corner of the highest part of the play structure.

“Would you get down, please?” I asked from the ground. Climbing up there myself was going to be a bitch.

“No! Go away! I hate you!”

“Love you too, bud!”

“Where’s my mom?”

“I don’t know, bud. Come down so we can talk, please.”

“No!”

“That wasn’t a question, Seb.”

“I don’t care!”

“You have to the count of 3 to get down here, or I’m coming up there,” I said, really hoping I didn’t have to go up there after him. “1.”

“No!”

“2!”

“I hate you!”

3!” I started my ascent. My kid, the fuckin brat that he was, waited until I was on the middle platform before launching himself down the slide. “You stay right there,” I warned, moving to go back down.

“Sebastian,” I heard her voice say as he started to run. “Are we making smart choices right now, or are we acting on impulse?”

“Impulse…” he answered, stopping in his tracks.

“And, what do we want to do?”

“Make smart choices…”

“So, what do we do to calm our impulses, so we can make smart choices?”

“Breathe…”

“Alright, breathe with me. Ready?”

“Yeah…”

“And, inhale, 3, 4, 5, 6. Hold. Exhale, 4, 3, 2 , 1,” she coached as I watched. Was she trying to make me fall in love with her? “Better?”

“Better…”

“Alright, you ready to tell us what’s wrong?”

“Alex said-” he started, already getting upset again.

She held up a finger. “Calmly, Sebastian. What upset you?”

“My feelings were hurt when Alex said I didn’t have a mom.”

“Why?”

“Because it made me feel sad.”

“Why?”

“Because I have Dad. And Uncle Cal, Lu, and Mikey. And grandma. And Auntie Lauren, and Uncle Harry. And Auntie Crystal and Auntie Sierra.”

“Wow, sounds like you have a lot of people who love you.”

“But, I don’t have a mom…”

“Lots of people don’t have moms. Or dads. Spider-Man didn’t have his parents. Was he still loved?”

“Yeah…”

“So, what’s wrong?”

“Am I broken?”

“No, Seb,” I finally spoke up. Great. My life had come full circle. I was the man without a dad, raising a son without a mom. And now he was asking himself the same questions I used to ask myself. I crouched down to be eye level with him. “You know why you don’t have a grandpa?”

“Because… I dunno…”

“Because I don’t have a dad.”

“Where is your dad?”

“I dunno. But what I do know is that I’m not broken. And neither are you.”

“Are they in Heaven or…?” he asked, struggling with the concept of someone just abandoning him like it was nothing. Death made sense. But just straight up leaving your kid? Hell, even I still couldn’t wrap my head around it.

“No. I wish that were the case, but, no. They just left.”

“So, they didn’t want us…? Why?”

“I dunno, bud. But, I know that I want you. And I know that all your aunties, uncles, and grandma want you. We love you, Seb, and you’re always gonna have us. Promise.”

He nodded, seeming to accept that our love would be enough for him. Then, “Hey, Dad?”

“Yeah, bud?”

“Can Miss Y/L/N come with us to get ice cream?”

“Oh, you think you’re getting ice cream after this stunt? Keep dreamin, pal!”

“But, you promised if I got on A on my test we’d get ice cream. Show him, Miss! Show him my test!”

She laughed and nodded. “Sebastian did get an A on his fractions test. Perfect score in fact.”

“See? Pay up, Daddy-o!” Seb laughed at me.

“Who taught you to call me ‘Daddy-o’, Seb?” I asked, giggling.

“Uncle Lu!”

I laughed again. Of course it was. “Alright. But only 1 scoop.”

“Yeah, yeah,” he said skipping off.

“So, would it be too forward if I asked you to ice cream? I mean, the kid… he’s been through a lot today. You don’t wanna break his heart, do ya?”

She laughed. “You rely on him to get all your dates?”

“Only the ones that are worth it. You’re great with him. He really likes having you as a teacher.”

“I really like having him as a student. I hear his dad’s pretty cute, too.”

“Cute dad, huh? Did you hear he’s single?”

“Oh, wow. Did you hear his teacher’s single too, and happens to love ice cream?”

[royal-rage]

Seb’s Vocaloid Masterlist

Know I am no way a expert on Vocaloid nor am I on their music, this list is just off the ones I know/like/or aren’t very dark

I will give a rough description on who the vocaloids are (information from wikis and my own option) as well as rough descriptions of how I see the songs

I will also include links to english covers by JubyPhonic as she has done a HUGE range of vocaloid covers and anime songs and her collection of them is still growing

Hatune Miku

The one of the first Vocaloid’s and the icon of them, she has a wide range of songs that range from partying to realizing she’s a decaying program.  She is probably the loid with the most songs.

Heart A La Mode – Hatsune Miku

It’s a song about a girl meeting her crush and wanting to tell of her feelings

Leave In Summer, Yet You're In My Fluffoughts – Hatsune Miku

Its a love song with cute dancing alpacas, I’m not sure what else to say

Triple Baka – Hatsune Miku (Idk the other 2 loids, forgive me!)

A girl needs to work but keeps getting distracted? idk I’m trying here..

Love Words – Hatsune Miku

Hatsune Miku is a signing program who just wants to make the listener happy and loves them for listening to their music

The Disappearance of Hatune Miku – Hatsune Miku (I feel this is the sister song to Love Words)

Hatesune Miku is a signing program which is malfunctioning and is desperatly trying to say goodbye to the listener

Shake it – Hatsune Miku, Kagamine Rin and Len

English cover by JubyPhonic

If you are sad, dance

Party Junkie – Hatsune Miku

A party girl can get enough and wants you to party with her

Magnet – Hatsune Miku and Megurine Luka

Love song I guess

Solitary Hide and Seek Envy – Hatsune Miku

English cover by JubyPhonic

A sad little girl wants things to be better

World is Mine – Hatune Miku

English Cover by JubyPhonic

A stuck up girl what’s everything her way

Kagamine Rin and Len

The second of the Vocaloid’s made, and are twin, Rin the sister and Len the brother.

Like Miku the twins have a wide range of songs, but from what i see usually in their duo they take on rolls from royalty and guard to scientist and robot.

Feathers Across the Seasons – Kagamine Rin and Len

A crane wants to support the man she loves, even if it hurts

Death Should Not Have Taken Thee – Kagamine Rin and Len

English cover by JubyPhonic

A kingdom with no hero needs to save the princess so the king sends her guard to do the job.

Your Adventure Log Has Vanished – Kagamine Rin and Len (the sister song to Death Should Not Have Taken Thee)

Their Adventure log is missing! They will have to do the game all over again.

World Domination How To – Kagamine Rin and Len

A boy and girl plan to take over even though the odds are against them

Remote Control – Kagamine Rin and Len

English cover by JubyPhonic

Two beings controlled by remotes want to be human 

Electric Angle – Kagamine Rin and Len

Two singing programs love the listener...

Kokoro – Kagamine Len and Rin A Mix of the two versions of Kokoro ((my personal fave version))

A lonely scientist builds a robot and makes her a heart

Kokoro – Kagamine Len

The scientists story

Kokoro – Kagamine Rin

The robots story

The Lost One’s Weeping – Kagamine Rin

English cover by JubyPhonic

School is hard, Growing up is hard.... just what is growing up anyway?

Erase or Zero – Kagamine Len and KAITO

Erase... or be reduced to zero.... idk 

Megurine Luka

The third (technically 4th cause twiiiins) vocaloid, she was intended to be bilingual so some songs of hers are in english ((i think this is why? idk alot about her and wikis are long.... i... i just want to finish this post))

Dreamin ChuChu – Megurine Luka

A girl makes a treat for for her crush

Luka Luka Night Fever – Megurine Luka

Dancing? or somethin, Luka tells the listener to come to her?

Just Be Friends – Megurine Luka

The title sadly says it all. He just want’s to be friends

Last of Me – Megurine Luka

I dont even know tbh, and I made a music video to this and i still dont know, im sorry.

OLIVER

Oliver is a 12 year old choir boy.

IDK what else to say about him aside from he has done A LOT of songs.

150 to be exact...

Tendrils of Tenebrae - Oliver

A song about depression I guess?

eTeRNiTY – Oliver

idk but its catchy!

Secrets of Wysteria – Oliver

Reversed version

A little girl is somewhere she shouldn’t be...

Ok for context to this song is about the last victim of child serial killer / child rapist / cannibal Albert Fish. He was known by many names, Grey man, the Werewold of Wysterian, the Brookyn Vampire,  the Moon maniac and The Boogey Man

The reversed version has a reading of the letter Albert Fish sent to the family of little Grace, the girl mentioned in the song.

Some more Oliver songs with mature themes are Halloween Candy (pedophilia) and Gay Sex (a graphic song about gay sex that was done as a experiment)

ok... moving on...

GUMI

Shes cute. Shes green. She shifts around the age of Teen and Teen. IDK anything about her.

Spiral - Gumi

When they're lonely, humans feel who they truly are.

Cry – Gumi

She's a cry baby

Echo – Gumi

Depression? maybe?

OTHER SONGS BY OTHER LOIDS!

You’re A Useless Child – by Kikuo

A mother signs to her child about how useless they are

Watch this version if you want it to seem less mean hearted and more the mother wants her son safe

Watch this version by Hatesune Mikuo (the genderswapped version of Hatsune Miku) if you want it to sound more like a lullaby

Gravity Rain – Tiara

IDK but it sounds so pretty

Kagerou Days – Jin

English cover by JubyPhonic

Imagine ground hog day where your best friend dies over... and over... and over again for 10 years

Six Trillion Years and Overnight Story - IA

English cover by JubyPhonic

Violin cover (first version I ever heard but its so beautiful)

A forgotten fairy tail

And I’m calling it quits here after making this for about 4 hours now.  Either way, ENJOY!