#you know I had to do it to em with the SCP au

[utterentropy]

Fandoms: Chonny's Charming Chaos Compendium, Animator Vs. Animation, Hollow Knight, Rain World, SCP, Ultimate Chicken Horse, FNaF, Undertale, Centaurworld, Spore, Dungeons & Dragons, Pokémon, Phighting

I don't answer asks asking for money. Please don't send me them.

PLEASE DON'T REBLOG SPAM ONE POST (REBLOGGING A BUNCH OF MY POSTS IS FINE) OR LIKE SPAM!!!

If you're gonna spam me to show love, pls go down the posts on my blog and reblog as many as you can (if you add comments in the tags I will sob with joy /pos)!!!

PLEASE DO NOT TAG ME IN CHONNY JASH/CCCC CONTENT!!!

I get why this is not common knowledge as I only really said it in my Discord server but PLS. DO NOT. I have to be in a mood to handle CCCC content and I get really uncomfortable really easily because of it and it can ruin my mood if it's already bad enough. Thank you.

Mias World fans I'd prefer not to interact with but so long as you don't ship Lychael or Kyer (if you do then HARD DNI, I literally don't care what your reasoning is) you probably can, especially if you're not really into it anymore.

DNI if you ship characters with abusive dynamics. I did not go through horrific situations with people who should've protected me just for some creep on the internet to treat it like a quirky yaoi dynamic. The only exception to this is if it's done to cope and not portrayed in a positive light.

If you're here to cringe at my content, then all I really say is my friend, we don't have to fight. I consider myself a nice friend. We could probably be friends. I'm a good engager, I can match people's energy well even if I don't quite understand the subject. I'm fine with disagreeing on people and seldom make a big deal out of differing beliefs, heck, I'm even friends with a few conservatives. I'm sure we could learn a lot from each other, maybe I could even show you that it's ok to be weird sometimes. Perhaps you just need the change in perspective that I had.

Alright, important "stuff I want people to see instantly on my blog" things out of the way. More under the cut, including:

♡ My other blogs (kin blog, "weird stuff" (SFW) blog, Heart RP blog, hero-villain blog, etc.)

♡ Information about yours truly (about me, hobbies, some neat fun facts, yk yk)

♡ Boundaries

♡ Some useful information, just in-general

♡ Userboxes, cos what good Tumblr blog doesn't have em?

If you're one of the many, many otherkin/otherkin-adjacent/"weird stuff" I followed, my accounts for those will be under this cut. I hope to form a community with you all. :)

"Weird Stuff" Blog (SFW Vore/Tickling, etc.) - DM

Crossover AU Loredump blog - @traumabasin (inactive… for now)

Kin/Venting Blog - @thehearteccentric

Heart RP blog - @heartchonnyjash

Hero Villain/Whump blog - @elsewherereflective (probably shadowbanned idk no one sees my posts 😭)

Extended About Me…

Góðan daginn! I'm AXYER, Chimney, or Heart! AXYER's more of a stage name I prefer to be called if we're not too familiar with each other, Chimney's just a general name, and Heart is more of a friendly name if we're talking more casually. I also go by Axon if we're VERY close, please ask before calling me that!

I am a being birthed by the madness of Entropy that looms on urban towers in the scintillating moonlight dedicated to my resentment of everyone around me. You'd think the God of Moon and Emotion would get a lot more done with this power. You'd be mistaken.

I love psychology, like a lot. I consider myself to be at the point where I even know ✨🔍👁️ Forbidden Knowledge 👁️🔎✨. I'll let you figure out what that means. 😉

My most fondest corners of psychology would be trauma responses, child psychology + child development, behavioural psychology, and the effects of internalisations and conditioning. I'm veeeeery well-versed in mental illness but I don't consider it one of my primary psych interests. I know most about anxiety disorders!

I'm also VERY VERY big into writing!!! I absolutely LOVE fiction, and I think it's a very vital thing for a lot of people's happiness. Fiction is magical, and I think it's beautiful how much it can shape people and their sense of what makes them happy. I LOVE crossover AUs, like, REAAAAAAALLY REALLY love crossover AUs, like, basically every single one of my main stories are crossover AUs, like the kind where five-hundred different fandoms exist in one big town together.

I also love zoology, sociology, astronomy, biomes, modern Iceland/Icelandic culture, winter/night aesthetics, fashion, trains, photography, coding (I'm just starting, though!), and a few more my busy brain can't afford me to think of right now. My main interests in psychology are trauma responses and my main interest in writing is character-writing and worldbuilding!

I consider myself an honest person, and I really don't like lying to people. I try not to be blunt but it slips out sometimes, and I really dislike sugarcoating things. If you need honesty, I want to give you honesty! I don't think people can properly change if they're not given a right step in the right direction, so I try to be as honest as can be. If I don't feel like I can be honest with you, often times that's a bad sign in our friendship. Honesty is a big thing to me!

I find that getting immersed in a good story is very healthy for the soul, just as long as you don't wade too deep that you can't pull yourself out. My dreams are to bring my silly, self-indulgent stories to the world and help people get lost in them, too, even if for only a little bit. Nothing brings me more joy than the idea of helping people get lost somewhere they feel safe, if not thrilled from the drama rather than poisoned.

If you're interested in any of my stories, I'd be happy to share a bit about them!

The primary ones would be:

-Pillow Club, a very self-indulgent AU where fictional characters from all sorts of worlds beyond the perceivable multiverse live inside of modern rural Iceland, with a lot of supernatural worldbuilding but ultimately restricted to urban fantasy. The main cast lives within the Pillow Club, a big, apartment complex-esque building where characters live for free at the cost of stricter living conditions, run by a certain well-known rabbit serial killer man with a lot of secrets. It's intended to have similar stakes to a more exaggerated, supernatural slice-of-life version of reality; there's no overarching goal, characters go about things as they do and conflicts and goals change as life happens. The main protagonists are all from niche to semi-niche stories, namely my AUs of the such.

-Untitled Chonny Jash AU (yes that's the actual AU name), a Chonny's Charming Chaos Compendium AU in-which Cameron (Whole), a severely tormented child, suddenly has two bizarre animal-like creatures split off for him after becoming emancipated at only (roughly) thirteen. The two ids, Heart, an angelic, purple id with a boisterous and friendly disposition, and Mind, a robotic, shark-like blue id with a much more reserved, awkward, and stoic (yet well-meaning) personality come to be Cameron's only joy in life, and he raises the two the best he can (which thankfully, they age extremely fast) and they're one happy family, until Cameron loses his humanity and becomes an id as well. Heart and Mind not only face hurt from Cameron's family, but soon, Cameron himself; now Soul.

-And finally Elsewhere Reflective, which you may learn about on my superhero account. :)

In-case you can't tell, I have a knack for extreme canon-divergence. It's just how I roll.

As for DNI? Well, DNIs aren't exactly… known for their effectiveness. All I'll say is if you're a com-shipper, I'm blocking you, you're mean and you make me extremely uncomfortable and I don't want to fight you. I do also tend to block for whatever reason, if you simply make me uncomfortable I'll block you. No hard feelings.

Oh also Jashshippers. Jashshippers get out, like now, like, right now.

I'm also a (Villain) Heart fictionkin! I'm not comfortable with other Heart fictionkins (or any type of Heart identifier, really, even if it's only one of your identities), so I apologise.

Anyway, I am EXTREMELY tired! So long, and thanks for stopping by to read! I'm sure we can get along even if we don't agree on much, I'm not the type who likes to argue. And if you don't want to be friends, that's fine too. It's just nice seeing ya stop by. :) (hey guess what past Axon, I'm updating this, you're welcome.) (hey guess what past and past past Axon, I did it again) (hey guess what you three, I'm editin it again)

DISCLAIMER: If you ever end up identify as Heart or anyone from Mias World (Heart copinglinks/fictionhearted/synpaths thin ice, but omitted from this), there's like a ninety-nine point-nine percent chance I will block you unless we're already super duper close. No hard feelings! My widdle stoopid brain can't handle it is all.

More added as I went back to this post:

As mentioned and implied several times now, I HATE arguing and I am TERRIBLE with conflict. I'm willing to debate so long as you're polite about it and can agree to disagree (without insulting myself or my intelligence, Shae), but generally speaking I don't like to fight people and am an extremely sensitive person.

Here's the things I absolutely will not discuss:

-My stance on DID/OSDD, there's a lotta misinformation and disagreement on a lotta things on it so I'm just not comfy talkin about it m'ny'alright? I'll say two things: it's a real disorder and anyone who accuses people of faking things are losers.

-Trashtalking, I dealt with it enough at my old house and have dealt with it enough in the past at an all-girls highschool and I do not condone it whatsoever. I'm fine if you need to vent or you're just telling me an interesting conflict in a friend group (that I am NOT apart of!!!!!! Do NOT make me your rumour person knucklehead!!!!!) but I draw the line at genuinely insulting people and spreading rumours!

-My stance on the USA election. Another "you can't win" situation. Please leave me out of most politics in-general, I try to avoid that on this blog as I want my blog to be something I can look back on and not feel stressed about. Yes, I hate Trump.

-Tumblr controversy. I try my very hardest to be nice to everyone regardless on if I like them or not and if you let me know they're not cool, I'll distance myself, but please don't try to go after me if I'm still nice to them. I'm quite literally nice to everyone lest you REALLY hurt me, which only a select few people have and even then none of them are allowed on this blog.

Tumblr hate asks are open you will get a free kitty video 😌

@nkgrimmie kys

Tags…

(I can't guarantee there's content for all of these yet)

#axyer psychology moment - I talk about psychology.

#untitled chonny jash au - I talk about Chonny Jash AU (that also belongs to nkgrimmie) where Heart and Mind are sort of aliens who love to argue for fun and also Soul sucks.

#pillow club - I talk about my extremely multifandom crossover AU that takes place in the middle of nowhere in Iceland. Do you like tired depressed scrawny men? Do you like characters from completely different universe having relationships you'd never thought of but now you're curious about? Do you like a lengthy plot-line following complex trauma arcs? Do you like extreme canon-divergence? Do you like robot dilfs? Then stay tuned. (Update: you will probably only find this on @traumabasin)

#important - Anything that's important.

#axyer eats a canvas - Art (if I remember this tag exists).

#axyer stories - I tell stories.

#axyer rant - I rant about something. Be prepared, I am an extremely passionate person and am usually wrong about at least one thing; please correct me. But politely.

#happy hour - Happy little enjoyable things. :)

#*unfurls scroll* hmmhm yes - I figured I needed a reblog tag, so here it is!

#cool people things - Reblogs/interactions/whatever with my homies.

#extremely cool people - Reblogs/interactions/whatever with a ROACH.

#laughter is truly in my pants - This post made me laugh.

#the blues and greens - Favourite posts.

#embracing this harmony - All-time favourite posts.

[nenestansunsthings]

Ive been meaning to ask you to expand on this oc but i always forget please tell me more <3

EUNNNNN MY GIRL EUN!!!! shes originally for an scp-esque rp but milgram au eun is FUN. warnings for um. harassment and violence. also cannibalism

she worked as a cognitive psychology teacher in a college before her getting fired!!she ended up pissing off another teacher, sena, who started accusing her of misconduct and turning people against her and eventually ended up framing her for a crime to get her fired! what it is i dont know yet but im thinking sena smashed up a bunch of her own lab equipment on a night eun was supposed to be working late but left early (suspicious!!) and managed to convince people it was eun by disguising herself

anyway this got eun fired and they took the money for fixing everything out of her paycheck and she got kicked out of the school housing thing she was living in and no other academic job or eventually Any job would take her so. yeah no girlies been having a... rough few months

shes very bad at actually expressing her emotions, and tends to look pretty blank faced but like. shes been under a prolonged smear campaign and then got framed for vandalism and fired and was left basically alone for Months after that so. shes not doing the best at ALL mentally? and then she just happens to find senas house/address and even if the woman looks horrified to see her because sena is kind of self centred and an asshole she refuses to admit any wrongdoing and kind of. accuses eun of really being the kind of worthless person she'd thought she was, if she couldnt pull herself back up by her bootstraps and had fallen this far

so uh. welcome to euns three week long revenge stalking campaign! she does not know how to manage this situation and has long since gotten too overwhelmed to even try

this kind of. culminates in her getting into a violent fight with sena in the womans own home and stabbing her to death with medical needles and then. fucking dismembering the body and nailing body parts around the house like sick trophies. at some point she starts dissociating hard enough that she realises shes hungry and outright eats an eyeball. nobody is having a good time here

about a week later the police finally track her down (she came to once neighbours started trying to break down the door and promptly ran for it) and she spends some time in prison. a week and a half or so

and then she wakes up in an odd prison called milgram!

as for her songs— persecutor's hunt is her t1 song, framing her as a witch hunting down her victim. walpurgisnacht is her t2 song, after being voted guilty, and kitchen witch is her t3 song, after being voted innocent! i got some pics of my thought process for em. idk how many images im allowed to add in one post but if i cant add em all in ill do rbs

T1: PERSECUTOR'S HUNT

T2: WALPURGISNACHT

OKAY I CAN ONLY FIT TEN IN. ILL RB IN A SECOND WITH KITCHEN WITCH

[seventytwoowls]

SCP 3459 “Red Lady”

Class: Euclid (Keter pending after the events of 12/3/2020, file is found attached)

Discovery: This SCP first popped on the radar of the SCP foundation around 20 years ago. In the past, 3459 was classified as safe, the only anomalous behavior being that it could reportedly turn invisible. 3459 was not aggressive, appearing as a friendly child, and remained in containment for about 3 years before escaping from a destroyed facility (the circumstances unknown, however it was thought to be an earthquake). SCP 3459 was thought to be classed as Nuetralized until about 3 years ago, in Casablanca, when a now anonymous company reported that a dig site of rare artifacts was closed down when the head archeologist was found dead in his home from what, at the time, was presumed to be natural causes, but medical experts could not explain the strange, bright red first degree burns on the man’s chest, face, and hands. Security footage showed that the day before the man had died, he was followed to his home from the dig site by a strange, dark shape that seemed to flicker in and out of view. The company allegedly was attempting to find rare gemstones that were rumored to have been buried under the excavation area. They had hired a team of researchers to examine and classify anything they found, but after the archeologist died, any and all written knowledge stored within the foundation’s databases was replaced with the same words, over and over again: CODE RED.

Anomalous behavior: Instances like these have been reported many times. A person is followed home by a strange shadow, then found dead. Burn marks, while common, are not always visible upon a victim’s body, although if they are, always in the same places. Sometimes years’ worth of knowledge is tainted, but often, it is only the victim’s writing within the last forty eight hours. There appears to be no pattern to these deaths, however, a few field agents recently proposed the idea that these deaths are connected by a repeating pattern that can be seen by connecting these locations with lines on a map. Corrupted files can sometimes spread to others, similar to the behavior of the Morris Worm computer virus, infecting and corrupting them as well. Secondhand corrupted files are sometimes reported to be replaced with images of a woman running away from the camera, with the text Catch Me If You Can. One such man who reported this disappeared three days later and appeared seven months after, with no memory after twenty hours before the infected file emerged. SCP 3459 has also been reportedly seen as a shadow, in contact with SCP 5423 “Mechanic in the mirror”. They do not seem hostile towards each other, from what can be gathered by 5423’s body language, but no further connection between the two can be drawn.

Containment procedures: Delete any corrupted files. Note: If necessary for further research, upon approval of high ranking agents, field agents may scan any documents, encrypt them, and upload them to high ranking officials. They must be deleted afterward. If the shadow is seen beforehand, take the victims to a secure location and monitor them closely for any unusual behavior.

[halfbreeddege]

Cover | Page 1 | Page 2 | Page 3 | Page 4 | Page 5 | Page 6 (coming next week)

Holy crap, Dr. P! That’s some expensive ass wine you just wasted! The foundation’s accounting department won’t be happy you’re neglecting funds like that.

Woo hoo! Looky! Cameos! Do humanoid SCPs wear uniforms? Dunno. However, that’s about as much as you’ll see those characters though. I still wanted a reason to include them though. Here’s a list of everyone’s classes. Why’s Tox included in that pic? Because I love her. (All the other EMs were VERY underused).

Regarding the first panel, as far as I know, I don’t think Dr. P is an SCP, I just wanted to personify her sadistic nature. Cyrus probably hasn’t had a decent night’s sleep in years.

Now a word of warning, the next couple of pages will contain gore and body horror but I’ll make sure to put warnings in the tags and place the pages under a read more. 

Tags I’ll use - #blood #gore #bodyhorror #abuse

Uh oh, Dr. P is catching on!

AU belongs to @breathlessmorro Art by me

[saturnsstufff]

Saturn omfg I had written like half a fucking page on this fic I was planning on writing and I wanted your opinion if it would be good or nah since you are more superior and smarter then me and it fucking deleted itself I’m gonna fucking cry and jump off of a bridge I HAD WRITTEN OUT LIKE 3 PLOT IDEAS IN DETALE FUCK ME

So anyways here’s the short version

It’s like Dsmp/kinda origins SCP AU so everyone is either an SCP or a researcher (the ppl who work with the SCPs idk how much you know about this) n basically I need your opinion on if this is a good idea n if so which “plot” or like idea is the best

(Little thing to note I like to imagine there’s like a common room or smt that’s like the outside world but ofc it’s inside and heavily monitored but if they obey to the researchers n shit n show that they’re not gonna start fights n shit they’re allowed in it and it’s like a place where they can hang out n shit)

Either 1 Tommy’s a new SCP and he’s bitching n all that but eventually he befriends everyone n he swears to break them out yadda yadda (I had written so much about this I wanna cry)

Or 2 Tommy’s still new but Wilbur is also new but a researcher who’s been assigned to Tommy n they hate each other at first but then form a brotherly bond n Wilbur is the one who swears to break him and the others out bc he sees how miserable they are

Or 3 it’s an x reader kinda thing where reader is new and is pretty reserved and has their gard up n all they wanna do is break out but eventually they warm up to the others n they try and escape. Idk if I’m good at writing x reader n if I did I’d have to decide what kinda SCP they are n I’d probs just make em a griffin hybrid since that’s what my oc/like character is so idk about it

I also plan on it being a fucktonna angst n I’d also wanna write in Michel, like Tubbo n Ranboo found him walking around in the common room thing n them both just instantly falling in love with him n being extremely protective over him (could throw in some angst about the researchers taking Michel to research or smt n Tubbo n Ranboo trying to fight them or smt cus they don’t wanna leave their kid idk)

I also rlly wanna write in Kristen as like a researcher who falls in love with Phil just as a little wholesome side thing or that she’s also a bird hybrid n they’re kept in the same cell bc they were found together n they act as like everyone’s parents lol idk I just miss Mumza what can I say

So yeah pls give me your opinion on this lmao and while I’m at it can I be 🪲-anon (bug/bettle if you can’t see it) I’ve sent some things on anon before soo yeah lmao I’m sorry I’m so fucking tired writing this FUCKING TWICE took all my fucking energy and I didn’t have much to begin with

(also I know like nothing about SCP I’ve just watched a bit about some SCPs on YouTube and I follow @/starboyblue I think they’re called on tiktok n they make some SCP content so what I know is mostly from there lol and sorry for any spelling errors I’m tired as shit and English is my second language lol)

Ooh!! I like the ideas! I dont know what SCP is, but i get the general idea! Id say go with your gut!! Whatever your comfortable with. And welcome to the anons!!!

And your english is wonderful for a second language!!

[world-of-horrors-au]

I’m not sure if you heard about SCP, but the horror au really reminds me of it and I dig it a lot. Hm, maybe instead of killing them automatically, the government may had keep em captive like Liu, and use them as war weapons or test subjects for cancer or something. I can see the government taking advantage of anything they can get their hand on since the world is basic pretty much a dystopia, even if it’s dangerous but eh.

I do know about SCP anon, and I think a crossover might be pretty fun, though I'm not the one to write it. Your suggestion is really plausible and ties in with a very, very dark thought I had myself last night. I'll post about that when I've thought about it more.