#you guys leave me speechless sometimes so here’s a Seungmin giggle

[daengtokki]

JUST FINISHED WITH DEITY 4 AND OH MY GOODNESS. I AM IN LOVE 💞 I FEEL LIKE THIS IS THE BEST CHAPTER??? LIKE WE'RE GETTING SO MUCH POTENTIAL INFORMATION TO SEUNGMIN AND READER I AM SO IN LOVE

When I saw that deity had been updated ( looking through the seungmin x reader tag) I LET OUT THE LONGEST SQUEAL KNOWN TO MANKIND it was like if you were on a stray kids live and they read your comment

I WANNA KNOW THE BACKSTORY AS TO WHY READER MOVED TO KOREA

I WANNA KNOW WHAT SEUNGMIN IS "TRYING" TO DO AS WELL

DOES SEUNGMIN WANT A CHILD, WHY THE "YOU" AND NOT THE "WE" ?!??#?$?$

"HE ONLY WANTS TO KISS YOU" NOW CALL ME DELULU BUT I AM GIGGLING

KSJSSJDHDJDHRBBDHD MY FACE IS HURTING FROM SMILING SO MUCH

[luvrlixie]

KILLING ME SOFTLY

【REQUESTED】 - OKAY OKAY SJDBJSISH I WAS GONNA REQUEST A SKZ SEEING YOU IN THEIR CLOTHES OR SOMETHING BUT THEN I STARTED THINKING ABOUT BINNIE SEEING YOU IN SHORT SHORTS AND HIS SHIRT WHICH IS LIKE HUGE ON YOU (ALSO THIS MAN IS DEF A THIGH GUY) AND MY MAN GOES F E R A L. SO. YOU LET HIM RIDE YOUR THIGH <33333

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tags: changbin x gn! reader, soft dom reader, thigh riding/dry humping, very soft, exhibitionism????????? idk they aren't alone in the dorm but no one walks in. not a lot of smut sorry y'all </3 mostly just sappy emotions.. but still nsfw... lit rally wrote at 4am and don't feel like editing lmaoo

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"seriously binnie! if you're gonna spend so much money on clothes, you should at least wear them. you have so many cute sweaters and the fact that they're collecting dust in the back of your closet is a crime."

changbin sat up and peered over the back of the couch as you entered the room. he was ready to shoot back a snarky comment but his words died on his tongue as soon as he saw you.

you stopped by the studio to visit him earlier, where he and the rest of 3racha were working on a track for the next album. you hadn't planned on staying long since you knew your boyfriend would be busy. but about 20 minutes after showing up chan was ushering everyone else out of the room, claiming that he had everything he needed from the other boys for now and that they both deserved a night off. any worries you or changbin might have had about chan overworking himself were immediately replaced by the realization that the two of you would finally have some time alone.

and that brought you to where you were now. standing in front of a blushing boy, wearing shorts and a long shirt of his that completely hid said shorts. you had decided to change after your boyfriend proposed that you spend the night. (at the time he was excited for movies and cuddles, but now it was an offer that he was starting to regret as he could already feel himself growing hard). the shirt you wore was one that changbin never put on due to it's size, he didn't think the whole oversized clothes style was really his thing.

but holy fuck it was yours.

"you uh- you look good."

changbin swallowed and you squinted. he was always a sucker for you wearing his clothes, but it was still odd for him to be turning so red just from seeing you in an shirt of his. luckily it didn't take long for you to notice the way his eyes wouldn't meet yours since they were focused on a different part of your body. you couldn't help but let out a little giggle. seeing you in his clothes might make him weak, but his biggest weakness was your thighs. he'd never exactly talked about your thighs in particular, but it was something that you had picked up on as your relationship progressed. you couldn't help but notice how changbin was always making sure to leave little marks on the inside of your thighs, and would jump at the chance to lay between them when he got sleepy, and how he would often pull out just in time to paint your thighs with his cum.

"like what you see?" you asked playfully as you took a few steps forward so you were standing in front of him.

"like what i- fuck yes... you're gonna be the death of me y/n."

you hummed in amusement, loving the affected you had on your boyfriend, and tangled a hand in his hair so you could guide him forward and let him press kisses on your thighs.

"mm seriously, on my gravestone it's gonna say your name after cause of death" changbin breathed out as he happily trailed his lips over your skin.

"that makes it sound like I murdered you, I'm not a fan of that"

you stood there for a few more minutes. finally moving away once you sensed that changbin was growing impatient. although you loved making your boyfriend beg, now was not that time for that. even though you moved to sit down next to him, changbin whined when you stepped away. knowing you, the poor boy was worried that you were gonna make him suffer through the whole movie with a boner. however, you had much different plans in mind for tonight.

with a smile, you slid a hand between his legs. "such a pretty noise, that little whine. wanna make it again for me?"

changbin's mouth went dry, he opened it to say something but nothing would come out. how were you always able to make him speechless? he did want to make that noise for you again. he wanted you to coo over how cute he sounded, but not here. not in the living room with minho still tucked away in his room, and with hyunjin and seungmin who were expected back at any minute.

"please, please let's go to my room. I need you."

you shook your head and started palming at chnagbin's crotch through his sweatpants, making his body go slack. "shh baby it's okay, calm down. I was just gonna let you grind against my thigh, let you get off like that. we'll be fully clothed so if anyone walks in it'll be pretty easy to play it off as cuddling or a makeout session."

that seemed to be all the reassurance that changbin needed. the way you were touching him paired with your soft voice was making his head spin. all he was focused on now was making you happy and chasing his orgasm. not even a second went by until he was moving onto your lap so he was facing you and straddling one of your legs.

"there you go! good boy."

you helped him settle into a comfortable position and pulled him close so his chest was pressed against yours and his face was buried in your neck. as changbin started to move his hips, you continued whispering words of encouragement and gentle praises since you could feel how tense he had gotten. changbin hadn't exactly done this before. and although the whole thing seemed rather self explanatory and he had gotten off by rutting against a pillow multiple times, he felt a bit self conscious with you watching his every move.

"It's okay bunny, there's no right or wrong way to do this. just whatever feels good." you whispered soothingly into his ear, catching the nervous look in his eyes and the way his movements kept faltering.

it was silly of him to be nervous, he realized. the safest he had ever felt was with you, and over the course of your relationship you had both tried out plenty of new things together (both in and out of the bedroom). thigh riding? this was nothing, you had certainly seen him in much more embarassing situations. so changbin nodded and finally started settling into a steady pace, trusting your words entirely.

every drag of his cock elicited a soft ah sound from the dark haired boy. luckily, you didn't have to worry about him being too loud. he was vocal and made plenty of noise, but always quiet whimpers and soft choruses of "oh"s. you could get him to be loud if you wanted to, you knew how. for now the tiny noises he was making was more than enough to satisfy you as you played with his hair and peppered his forehead with kisses. "there you go bun, bet it feels so good huh?" as you spoke you pressed your leg upwards, applying extra pressure to the whimpering boy's cock. the gasp he let out made your eyes widen in entertainment and you repeated the action, taking pleasure in how he squirmed everytime. "keep going little slut, don't slow down. doesn't my bunny wanna make a pretty mess for me?"

"m-more'" changbin panted.

normally you'd chastise him for not saying please. but right now you honestly couldn't care less. you just wanted your boyfriend to feel loved. wanted him to be as proud of himself as you are of him. so you smiled and pressed your leg up again, hands gripping onto his hips so that you can help guide his movements. "that song you were working on when I visited sounded so good. I know you've been working so hard on it. you're so talented baby, so amazing." changbin let out a sort of strangled noise and tightened his arms around you, pulling himself as close to you as he could get. the absence of words didn't bother you. sometimes changbin babbled on and on while you ruined him, telling you how good he felt and how much he loved you. while other times he just clings onto you, settling on a variety of whines to communicate. both were good.

as the familiar tightness grew in changbin's body, he focused on following the push and pull of your arms. if it wasn't for you guiding him he would have entirely lost his rhythm. knowing that your boyfriend was getting close, you started bouncing your leg and kneading his ass with one hand.

"changbin.. binnie, hey. c'mon let me see your face" you softly prodded, waiting for him to pull back. when he did, your heart squeezed in your chest.

he was so beautiful.

his lips were parted and his bottom lip was glossy and red from biting down on it too hard. his hair was sticking out in a few places, and his eyes were so full of pleasure. you could tell from the glassy look that changbin wasn't entirely present, his thoughts were elsewhere.

"m'gonna..." changbin slurred, hips twitching and back arching. you caught on immediately and softly grabbed his chin to make sure he didn't hide his face again, you always loved to see his face screw up as he comes. this time was no different.

"good boy, good boy let it all out for me"

you helped him ride out his orgasm and leaned forward to kiss him. not even caring that the kiss was messy and mostly just teeth since changbin was panting far too heavily to give you a proper kiss. when changbin's orgasm had finished washing through his body, you let him crash back into your chest. as you waited for him to catch his breath you rubbed his back and buried your face in his hair, giving him time to compose himself before talking.

"I love you binnie"

"..love you too y/n ... but seriously you're way too hot ... gonna die from sexiness overload"

[streetlight11]

Deep Scar

Summary: He used to be the popular kid in high school where everyone has a crush on him. He always gets Valentine's Day gifts be it presents, chocolates, homemade brownies, etc. He somehow brought his name to college where there were people who still finds him attractive. What happens when he bumps into a girl who treated him a lot different compared to others? Will he find out the truth behind her behaviour?

Theme: college au, childhood schoolmates but with a bad past

Genre: a little angsty, fluff ending though

Warnings: mild swearing (literally just one word), slight mention of harassment but nothing too crazy

WC: 4.6k

Pairing: Han Jisung x Fem!Reader

a/n: Hey hey :) I've had this in my google drive for quite sometime so my writing might not be so good here but bear with me. P.S the words in italics are his flashback, and hannie might sound like a jerk at one point but this doesn't portray him in real life because irl he's an absolute sweetheart :') Anyways, enjoy reading!

Coming to campus every morning only to find gifts and plenty of love letters in his locker has been becoming a daily routine for Jisung. Although he has never actually reciprocated any of them, he must admit that he did love the amount of attention that’s been drawn to him since back in high school.

He was the popular kid in school where he was known for his intelligence, charming personality and of course, his good looks.

Back in high school, girls would often slot in their confession letters in his locker almost everyday. Every Valentine’s Day, his table would be filled with chocolates and homemade brownies specially for him.

But all of those gifts would eventually be passed to his close friends for them to finish it for him.

Even now when he’s already in college, words spread around the campus of his status back in Saebom High, making everyone in Hankuk College know about him. Despite this new set of attention that was being directed towards him, he managed to make friends with a few people that he trusts.

Some of them were his classmates in college, some were his friends from music class, and some were his good friends back in high school. 

That day was no different as he walked down the hall to go to his designated locker, only to find a pink paper that had been folded into a cute little heart.

“Another love letter? Dude, at this point you should really date one of them so that this whole shenanigan would stop.” Chan said with a soft chuckled as Minho and Jeongin nodded in agreement with the elder boy. Jisung rolled his eyes as he unfolded the paper and read the confession, that was pretty much the same as the other notes he received.

All of which, never got reciprocated simply because Jisung believes he hasn’t found anyone that peaked his interest yet.

After about 5 minutes, he slammed his locker shut as the four boys began to walk down the hall, not missing the constant shy giggles and whispers from every direction. Jisung simply walked with his charming smile plastered on his face, making some girls feel their heart flutter in their chest.

Just when they had made a left turn, a figure smaller than them came crashing straight into Jisung’s shoulder, causing both individuals to stumble back a step from the impact.

“Watch where you’re going, dumbass.” The girl who was rubbing her shoulder said as she locked eyes with him firmly. Jisung was slightly baffled as no other girl would even dare to look at him straight in the eye.

“Excuse me?” He said, his voice clearly confused but the girl simply rolled her eyes at him, slightly annoyed.

“You heard me. I don’t have to say it twice.” 

“Do you even know who I am?” He asked, slowly starting to feel anger boiling through his veins.

“Do you think I care?” She taunts.

“Other girls would be scrambling away by now.”

“Oh, how exciting. Next time, wear side goggles so you can watch where you’re going.” Was all she said before she shoves past him to continue her journey down the hall to go to her class.

Everyone in that hallway was surprised with their little interaction. Some of them even snickered at her for behaving that way in front of him. As far as he knows, all the girls in school never dared to speak to him in person, nor would they even look at him straight in the eyes for they would either run away in embarrassment, or their face would turn flushed red.

Jisung tried not to think much of it as he continued his walk to his class.

During lunch, the boys had gathered at their usual table. However, Hyunjin and Seungmin were running slightly late this time. They were just a few bites into their meal when Hyunjin’s voice caught everyone at their table’s attention.

“Hey guys! Is it okay if our new friend joins us? She just transferred here so me and Seungmin offered her to have lunch with us.”

At the mention of a female, Jisung whips his head around, only to lock eyes with the same girl he bumped into just a few hours prior.

“You again? Try not to miss your mouth this time when you eat.” She said as her gaze locked on Jisung, leaving him speechless.

Hyunjin and Seungmin exchanged glances at each other in confusion but decided to just carry on with lunch as they ended up sitting with her. If she weren’t too direct, Jisung could almost agree that she was acting quite the opposite towards Hyunjin and Seungmin. Maybe with the others as well. She seemed genuinely friendly and almost effortlessly bright with them. 

If he was being honest, it almost upsets him that she treated him like an outcast as compared to the rest of his close friends. Days slowly but surely became weeks as she started to grow visibly close to Hyunjin and Seungmin probably because they were her classmates.

It was a Friday evening and they all decided to go to a pool bar where they had pool tables for people to play and also have light drinks if they wanted to.

They rented out two tables for themselves as they divided into two teams.

“Y/N! Join our team!” Hyunjin called as Y/N giggled, only for her to catch Jisung staring at her from one of the high stools beside the bar.

“I’ll join if he does.” 

She said as she nodded her head towards Jisung, only for the others to immediately drag him to Hyunjin’s pool table. The game soon started as Hyunjin served first. She seems to surprise them everytime she serves because all her shots were smooth and almost effortless. It was as if she’s done this multiple times.

“Wow, how are you so good at this?” Seungmin asked as she smiled at him, only to answer his question.

“I guess I’m pretty good at aiming.”

The boy giggled as they watched Hyunjin score a ball. All the while, Jisung was silently watching her by the side. 

Not in a creepy way but more like in a confused way. After they finished their one hour at the pool bar, they left to get dinner but she decided to call it a day for her and that she needed to go home to feed her starving kitty.

The boys bid her goodbye as she left, only for Changbin to question his friend.

“Jisung ah, you cannot tell me you’re not the slightest bit intrigued by her…”

With that, Jisung frowned as his mind came swirling back to all the times they’ve hung out with her and gotten to know her better. From all the mean comments tossed at each other like they were flat bread, to the time where she seemed genuinely concerned when Jisung nearly got run over by a speeding truck.

“No… No I’m not.”

Only he knows that it was a total lie but he wasn’t going to admit it to his friends. 

His ego was too high for him to easily admit that after all these years of girls trying so hard to win his attention, all he needed was Y/N to come into the picture and that was all it took for him to finally fall for someone.

Nobody needed to know his true feelings for her. He didn’t think it would be much of a big deal so he opted to keep his feelings to himself. It was another week into April, when Chan decided to invite them over to his apartment to hang out and chill on a chilly Saturday. Chan of course included Y/N in the list, hence the reason why she was currently standing outside his apartment door.

She was wearing a brown fitted crop top, her favourite denim ripped skinny jeans, a bomber jacket and her white converse.

She was greeted by Chan as he opened the door wider for her to enter.

She made it inside only to find Felix and Minho challenging each other in a game of Mario Kart Race. Hyunjin, Seungmin and Changbin were busy playing Call Of Duty on their phones. Jisung, Jeongin and Chan were in the kitchen, cooking up some hot kimchi stew.

Y/N took off her jacket as she went to snuggle in between Changbin and Hyunjin, watching them play an intense game of COD.

She was just laying her head on Changbin’s shoulder when he jerked forward, making her body shake as he turned to Hyunjin and high fived him after winning first place. Just then, he noticed the sad pout on her face at the loss of warmth, making him giggle as he sat back down to let her rest her head on his shoulder again before he whispered.

“Sorry baby.” She giggled as she pinched his abs, making him squeak. He laughed as he corrected himself.

“I’m just kidding.”

She smiled as she nuzzled into his shoulder while they were all occupied with doing their own things. A few minutes later, the 3 boys from the kitchen came back to the living room with the pot of kimchi stew and a rice bowl. 

However, Y/N didn’t miss the subtle frown on Jisung’s face when he saw her leaning her head against Changbin’s shoulder.

The 9 of them began eating diligently as they fit in almost any possible topic they could think off. After they finished their meal, she offered to wash the dishes since they were all busy. Chan told her not to trouble herself but she insisted on helping him.

She was scrubbing the second last bowl when she heard Jeongin’s voice calling from the living room.

“Noona! Come join us after you’re done washing the dishes okay? We’re gonna play truth or drink!”

“Okay Jeonginie.” She sang in a sing-song tune as she could hear some of them chuckle in the back.

As promised, she joined them after she was done with the last bowl, only to sit in between Minho and Seungmin. They went in a circle starting from Chan. It was in a circle until it reached her, only for Changbin to eagerly raise his hand.

“Oh! Oh! I have a good one!” Changbin said as his inner corner of the lips curved up into a cute smile, making her giggle.

“If you could go back to your past, what is the one thing that you would choose not to do?” His question was good. It was theoretical but good.

Suddenly, her eyes just instantly found Jisung’s soft brown ones as she told them her answer.

“The one thing I would choose not to do? Probably allowing myself to think that whatever people said to me was true.”

The guys started to frown as they asked if something bad happened to her back then but she simply shrugged them off and told them to continue the game. It went on until it was Jisung’s turn, only for Y/N to speak up.

“I have something I wanna ask him.”

This came as a surprise for the others but they let her do the honours anyway.

“Do you remember the girl who confessed to you back in high school?” She said. His eyebrows began to link together as he frowned at her sudden question.

“Huh?”

“The one where you rejected her confession by humiliating her in front of the whole school?”

“What are you talking about?” 

“Think harder.” She said.

Suddenly, memories start to flood in his mind like a flash flood.

“H-Hi. I made these for you. I hope you like cupcakes. I k-know a lot of other girls do this for you too, b-but… I-I just thought maybe I should give you something too. I- umm, I like y-you Han Jisung.” The girl confessed as she held out the box filled with her homemade cupcakes that she took time to bake for him the night before.

She bit the inside of her cheeks nervously as she diligently avoided his gaze. Just when she saw his arms reaching out to her thinking he was going to take the box from her, he forcefully smashed the box down making it slip out of her hands.

The students around them began to laugh as Jisung lifted a brow at her.

“Did you really think I’d accept your confession? Look at you. Who would date a girl who ties their hair in pigtails, have her tummy sticking out of her uniform shirt and constantly push the bridge of your spectacles up every 5 minutes? Have you seen yourself in a mirror? Nobody will ever fall for you.”

With that being said, he kicked the metal box away to reveal the fallen cupcakes as he went ahead and stepped on them like it was an insect.

The whole school laughed at her as she ran to the girls bathroom and locked herself in there as she cried her heart out. She was only 13 so it was slightly depressing for her to go through this terrible rejection.

Not only did he reject her in cold blood, he also humiliated her in front of everybody in the process. However, what made her even more upset is the fact that he didn’t seem to feel the slightest bit of remorse for saying those things to her.

That memory was as clear as day as he winced at the thought of how immature he was back then. Nevertheless, he didn’t forget the question he got from Y/N as he went ahead to answer her.

“Yeah… Yeah I remember…”

“Do you remember what you said to her?” Her voice softened as she kept her eyes on him while the rest of them had their eyes trained back and forth between Jisung and her.

“I said… I said she should look at herself in the mirror and that no one will ever fall for her.” 

The boys were shocked by how harsh he was to that said girl. Y/N could only smile sadly to him as she slowly continued. 

“Do you feel bad saying those things to her now?” 

Without much thought, he replied something that broke her heart.

“Why should I?” With that, she tried to hold back her tears as she looked at him dead in the eye before saying these next few words.

“Looks like you’re still that same cocky bastard huh?”

She soon got up from her seat on the floor, only to grab her things to leave when Jisung stood up to grab her wrist, stopping her from taking any more steps further.

“What are you talking about?” He asked, now genuinely confused as to what was going on.

“You’re really dense for someone as arrogant as you.” A scoff left her lips as her eyes bore into his, hoping he understood what she meant. After what felt like forever, Jisung finally realized as it was as though his life just flashed before his eyes.

“Wait… that was you?!” His voice was loud as it was laced with confusion and slight disappointment.

“And what happens if I say yes? Are you gonna ask me if I’ve looked into the mirror and realize that no one will ever fall for me?”

Her words stinged like venoms as he winced yet again but this time, at how hurt she seemed. She didn’t realise this but her tears were no longer held back as a few droplets rolled down her cheeks.

“Your words hurted me back then. So I tried to ignore it and move on. But when you said your answer just now, I realized that maybe you really are just an arrogant jerk.”

She finally pulled her arm out of his grasp as she left without sparing a glance to the others. Jisung has never felt so utterly remorseful, today was the first time. He mentally scolded himself for saying those words back when he was young and immature.

He has never felt so fucked up before, this was definitely the first.

A few days went by, Y/N hasn’t talked to either of the boys, not even Hyunjin and Seungmin. Every time Jisung tried to reach out to her, she would always successfully avoid him. It has been almost 2 weeks since they last talked to her as the boys agreed to go release their stress by going to the downtown club.

They had booked a booth for all 8 of them as they sat in there with some girls coming back and forth to try and get laid with either one of them.

Just then, Jisung’s eyes seemed to scan the room only to see a familiar figure dancing freely on the dance floor. He frowned as he rubbed his eyes to make sure they weren’t playing tricks on him.

He double confirmed that it was in fact Y/N, as he got up and left the booth ignoring the boy’s calls.

Right when he was about to reach the dance floor, he saw her deliberately get dragged through the sweaty, intoxicated humans and towards the back door. He followed them close behind as he saw her struggling to free herself from the man’s hold.

The minute she was out the back, the man pushed her against the brick wall as he attacked her neck forcefully.

“Stop!” She begged.

The man ignored as he started to caress her waist and moved up.

“Stop it!” She tried again as tears started to roll down her cheeks desperately.

The minute she managed to put a distance between herself and the man, the metal back door swung open harshly only for her to lock eyes with Jisung as he rushed down the steps, only to land a solid punch to the man’s jaw.

The man fell to the ground drunkenly as he struggled to stand back up.

“What the fuck man? Get your own girl!” The man said as he grabbed Y/N’s wrist and was about to pull her when Jisung roughly shoved him off again.

The man threw a few drunk punches to Jisung and soon they were both in a fist fight. The two males were starting to have blood clots and bruises all over their bodies and faces when Hyunjin and Changbin came to stop the fight.

“Jisung! Jisung! That’s enough!” Hyunjin yelled as they both grabbed Jisung by his arms and pulled him back.

“Don’t ever touch her again.” Jisung growled as the man stumbled back into the club.

Y/N frowned as she visibly hugged herself, only to see Hyunjin and Changbin give Jisung a subtle nod before they both went back inside, giving privacy to Jisung and Y/N. Once they were alone in the dark alley, that’s when she spoke up.

“Why did you come? Afraid someone might fall for me?”

“You clearly weren't comfortable with him.”

“So what? Why do you care? It’s not like he would fall in love with me. Who am I for someone to even like me? Right?”

Jisung frowned as he called out her name softly but she was quick to intercept.

“I didn’t go to Hankuk to get back at you for what you did to me. Never in a million years did I think I’d even see you again. But now that you’re standing here in front of me, that very day comes back to haunt me again. Because of your words, I have been so afraid of falling for someone, even just a tiny crush. That’s what you did to me Han Jisung and I don’t think I can ever forgive you for that.”

With that being said, she turned in her heels and left. Jisung stood there like an idiot as he cursed himself for letting her walk away yet again. 

If this happened back in high school, he would probably laugh at her. But now that he was actually starting to like her, he has never felt so upset and disappointed. This was probably even worse than a break up.

She refused to speak to him for days after as she avoided everyone in the friend group.

It was a gloomy Friday night as she was laying on her couch sideways, watching a sappy romantic movie to drown her sadness. She was wearing a loose sweater that made it look like a dress on her. Her calf high socks and a pair of shorts she always wore to sleep.

She had just thought about what she could get for supper when there was a knock on her door.

“Who the hell comes at a time like this?” She thought to herself as she went over to her door and opened it without checking the peephole first. She almost stumbled as she locked eyes with the same pair of brown orbs that she’s been trying so hard to avoid for the past few weeks.

“Jisung? What are you doing here?” She asked, genuinely shocked at how he knew her address.

“Y/N, can we talk?”

“There’s nothing to talk about.”

“Please just hear me out. I don’t need you to say anything, I just need you to listen.”

She fell silent for a moment before she opened the door wider for him to enter. Once inside, he followed her to her living room, only for them to sit 3 feet apart. She urged him with a slight nod as he took a deep breath and soon began.

“Look. I know whatever I did to you back then was horrible. It was my ego talking. I didn’t know any better. We were so young… How could I possibly feel bad at the time when all I thought was to reject you?”

Just then, she cut him in by saying something that made him rethink his choices.

“You’re telling me that everything you said to me meant nothing to you just because it wasn’t you who received it?”

“I… I wasn’t thinking. I was young-”

“Bullshit. Even a 5 year old kid knows what’s nice and what’s hurtful to say to others. Don’t pull the young card on me.”

“Y/N please-”

“Get out. If you’re still gonna be the same arrogant, highly egoistic jerk then get out. You’ve said things that left a deep scar in my life and here you are saying it doesn’t mean anything? Get out.”

“Y/N-”

“I said get out!” She finally screamed as her chest was heaving, her tears streaming down her face in anger but she didn’t care. She got up as she dragged him to the door, while he tried to fight back. The minute he was out, she slammed the door behind her only to lock it as she found herself sliding down the door, only to sit on the wooden floor.

Her cries were soft, but they were filled with so much pain. On the other side of the door, Jisung could hear her cries as he too kneeled on the ground with his hands against the door.

He could hear her loud and clear as he felt his heart shatter into a million pieces. He couldn’t bear to say a word to her as he remained quiet.

The next morning, Y/N woke up suddenly wanting to get herself breakfast to clear her memory from last night. She got out of bed, took a warm shower, got changed into her sweatpants, a big hoodie and a cap. She unlocked her door and had just taken a step outside when she jumped at the slight of Jisung seated on the ground beside her apartment door.

Since he was a light sleeper, the sound of her door opening, woke him up as he quickly got on both feet.

Before she could re-enter her apartment, he pressed his palms against the door to prevent her from closing it as he spoke up softly.

“Y/N, please, please let me explain.” He begged as she wasn’t sure why but she decided to let him in. Once he was inside, they didn’t even bother to go anywhere further into her apartment as he stood by the door and began to explain himself.

“Y/N, please listen to me. I know what I did was bad. At the time, I didn’t realise how humiliating it was for you. But now that I’m an adult, I realized that my actions were extremely horrible and I would never, ever do that to anyone now.” He paused before he continued on.

“I know that whatever I said and did back then, I can’t take any of it back. And I don’t blame you for not forgetting or forgiving me for it. I admit that I deserve this from you. All I ask is for you to give me another chance to start over. But I understand if you want nothing to do with me.” He said with a tiny hope laced in his voice although he wasn’t so confident that she would forgive him this time.

She knew he felt guilty for whatever he did back then so it wasn’t wrong for her to give him a second chance right?

“How would I know you’re not just acting this way to set me up for humiliation again?” She asked.

“Would I say all those things and bring my ego down just to prove that I felt like utter shit after everything you told me, only to humiliate you even further?”

“Nobody knows what your ego is capable of.”

“If my words won’t convince you, would my actions do?”

“What if you do it, only to leave and tell on me to everyone else?”

“I can’t seem to get your trust now, can I?”

“Try being in my shoe and you’ll know.”

“Y/N please… I know I left a deep scar on you emotionally and mentally back then, but please… I beg you, please just… let me start over. I need you to trust me just this once.”

“Fine. But if you abuse my trust, I’m never speaking to you again.” 

“Believe me, you have no idea how fucked up I felt that night at Chan’s.”

Right after he finished his sentence, he didn’t waste anymore time as he reached up to cup her face in both hands and soon kissed her. She instantly melted against his body as he pulled her closer by the waist. His kisses were so gentle, as if he was afraid he would break her again.

His touch was soft as he slid his hands under her shirt only to draw random patterns onto her waist.

Just then, he pulled away from her lips but it was so addicting he couldn’t help but peck her lips one last time before he spoke up.

“I’m really, really sorry Y/N for everything back then. I couldn’t help but feel like complete shit after that night when I found out that was you. You don’t have to forgive me, I totally understand.”

Y/N just smiled as she gently tangled her fingers in his hair at the nape of his neck before she spoke up.

“Would I have let you kiss me if I was still mad?”

He remained quiet as she then continued.

“Besides, I’m giving you a chance to redeem yourself so please, don’t take advantage of this.” She warned gently.

Jisung kissed her for slightly longer before he pulled away and whispered against her lips.

“I promise.”

With that, she smiled as she wrapped her arms around his waist, burying her face in his chest while he snaked his arms around her smaller figure. 

Ever since then, Jisung did everything he could to redeem himself for what he did to her back in high school. She slowly began to fall for him as she gave him a solid second chance and she could see how genuine he was now whenever he did something nice for her. Even if he didn’t say it out loud, she knew that he really tried his best to win her heart. And it worked.

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[inadaydream99]

Hey, happy 200+ followers, hope it comes more in the future (and it will) 😘. And can I request a SKZ Reaction to their idol!s/o being their senior/sunbae. Thanks in advance honey, good luck on your uni.

Hey! Thank you for requesting 😁 you are so sweet! I hope you enjoy these scenarios and sorry they took so long 😁😁 Also I got a little carried away with some of them sorry 😂

Chan

You had just gotten off stage from rehearsals feeling exhausted and gasping for a drink of water. Your group have been practicing non-stop for weeks to make sure that your performance for the show was perfect. However, due to you constantly rehearsing, you haven’t had much time to see your boyfriend. The two you are both idols, so you’re schedules are usually busy anyway, but lately you have been so busy that you have barely had enough time to reply to his messages.

“(Y/N)!” You hear from behind you before being spun around and engulfed in a tight embrace. You can’t help but smile widely, completely overjoyed that Chan had come to see you.

“When did you get here?” You question happily as you pull away slightly to look at Chan.

“About 10 minutes ago, I caught the end of your last run though, it was amazing.” He beams down at you, a blush covering your cheeks as you become shy from his compliment.

“Stop, it wasn’t that good.” You insist which makes chan chuckle.

“Of course it was, your group always gives the best performances, thats why you have been around for so long.” Chan continues with a slightly teasing tone, loving how timid you become when being praised.

“Hey! Just because your group hasn’t been around as long as mine doesn’t mean you can call us old.” You playfully retort, raising a brow in amusement. You both burst into laughter as you enjoy each other’s company after so long of not spending time together.

Woojin

“What do you mean you’re not good enough?” Woojin softy asks as he takes your hands and moves them from covering your face.

Although you were technically his senior, you couldn’t help but feel like you weren’t good enough, like you have been holding your group back ever since your debut. It was tearing you appart inside.

“You are a million and one times good enough, everyone can see it but you. You’ve clearly been overworking yourself so you should get some rest.” Woojin speaks sincerely, his eyes gazing deeply into yours as you sniffle to keep from crying anymore tears.

“Only if you promise that you will do the same.” You reply, knowing that the words he has just spoken to you were what he also needed to hear. Woojin softly smiles and nods in responce as he pulls you into a tight embrace, neither of you ever wanting to let go of each other.

Minho

“You have to be kidding me.” Minho flatly states, rolling his eyes as he you approach him backstage.

You had just finished getting ready and decided to pay your boyfriend and his group a visit before going onstage.

“What, is this bad?” You smirk, titling your head to one side teasingly.

“How on earth am I meant to compete with you? You know, sometimes I wish I was your senior.” he reply’s as a smile overtakes his face at you playfully wiggling your eyebrows as him.

“Just because you are older, but I debuted first.” You continue to tease in a giddily, childshish mood.

“Honestly. Sometimes I’m embarrassed for you.” Minho continues, trying to keep a serious face while surpressing his laughter.

“Jealously isn’t a good colour on you.” You sass before turning around and walking away. Minho just watches you with a devilish smirk, loving that you can be just as sassy and quick witted as him.

Changbin

“How fantastic.” Changbin exclaimed in fake excitement, his face falling flat straight after to show his sarcasm.

“It’s ok, you’ll get to where I am one day.” You reply which earns you a playful slap on the arm.

“Alright, I get it! I bow down to you my great Sunbae!” Changbin overdramaticly responds, mockingly bowing to you making you laugh as you watch him in amusement.

“See, this is why I like you.” You comment through your giggles before Changbin pulls you into a tight hug, squeesing you to death as you laugh louder.

Hyunjin

“How did you do that!” You state in complete awe as you watch Hyunjin practice. He never seizes to amaze you every time you watch him dance.

“Oh please, like you haven’t been a main dancer for your group for a lot longer than me.” Hyunjin retorts. He always likes to compliment you, knowing that you think he is way better than you, when he believes it’s the other way around.

“That doesn’t mean I’m better than you though.” You respond without a seconds thought, voicing your instant reply to your boyfriends seeming facts.

“Yeah sure... I guess we’ll have to fight to see who’s really the best.” You roll your eyes at Hyunjin’s suggestion.

“I challenge you to a dance off!” You laugh as Hyunjin dramatically challenges you, grabbing your hand and pulling you up into the middle of the room before playing some music.

Jisung

“And that’s why I need to step up my game.” Jisung states matter of factly, nodding his head enthusiastically as you scoff. You have been debating between you about who you think is the best all round performer on stage between you both.

“Uhuh, sure. That’s what you need to do.” You sarcastically respond, completely disagreeing with his statement.

“Don’t be like that, you know it’s true. Come on, help me improve! That’s what you are mean to do as my girlfriend and senior.” Jisung whines, throwing a small tantrum like a child as you huff.

“But you’re perfect already.” You silence him, taking his hand in yours as he stares at you intently, rendered speechless for once.

“Ah why are you like this.” Jisung uses his free hand to cover his face but nothing can hide the crimson colour that tints his cheeks.

“You’re adorable.” You giggle as you move to hug him, his head nuzzling into your neck as he engulfs you in his hold.

Felix

“Can you not.” You complain as Felix takes your hand in his hand begins playing with your fingers, a pout on his lips at you dismissing him. You have been sulking for a while, annoyed because you overheard Felix confess to Changbin that sometimes it annoys him when it’s bought up that you are his senior.

He resorted to laying his head in your lap, placing your hand onto his head to try and entice you to play with his hair and talk to him. But it hasn’t been working. Drastic times call for drastic measures.

“You heard it completely out of context. I didn’t mean I don’t like it, it’s just because people like to reference it a lot, I just don’t want you to constantly see me that way.” He explains, trying to reason with you to get you to forgive him.

“But I don’t. It’s just the way it is, I can’t help that.” You sigh, feeling deflated from the situation. You can understand where Felix is coming from, but it’s not like you can change anything.

“Look, I’m really sorry. Can’t we just forget about this?” He leans up a little, sending you his best puppy eyes to get you to break. You roll your eyes knowing that he is right and it’s a petty argument anyway.

“Fine.” You mumble, a shy smile on your face as Felix cheers and sits up beside you. You let out a chuckle under your breath as he puts his arm over your shoulder and pulls you into his side, placing a kiss on top of your head.

Seungmin

“That’s it, I’ve had enough of this.” Seungmin states as everyone laughs at him. The guys had been teasing him, saying that they think he is lucky that you are his girlfriend because you are his senior and you could be with any guy you wanted. It had never really bothered Seungmin before, until he was teased about it every time one of the guys got the chance.

“I don’t think it really matters who debuted first, it doesn’t make anyone better than the other. I don’t choose who I want to be with based on that.” You defend Seungmin, sending him a warm smile.

“And you chose me.” Seungmin proudly states, feeling confident from you backing him up. You feel your heart skip a beat seeing his boost in confidence and bright smile, it’s one of your favourite things about him. Nothing else can compare to Seungmin when he smiles.

You nod your head as he approches you, intertwining your fingers together as he stares down at you fondly.

“Ugh get a room.” You hear Hyunjin utter in disgust at your PDA. But neither of you care, too engrossed in each other to even think of responding.

Jeongin

“But I’m smol and cute.” Jeongin childishly companies as you try to get his hand to let go do yours. Your group was waiting for you but your boyfriend refused to let you out of his sight, being in a clingy mood.

“Stop being so clingy innie.” You say as you continue to pry your hand out of his tight grip.

“Never!” Jeongin exclaims as he uses his strength to pull you into his chest and wrap his arms around your waist.

“Good luck (Y/N).” Chan chuckles as he walks past, not even trying to help you get free. You mentally curse at him for leaving you to deal with Jeongin alone.

“Please, my group is one of the main performances for tonight and I need to rehearse.” You plea, resorting to begging Jeongin to let you fee as your strength is nothing compared to his.

“It’s not my fault you’re my senior and your group is a main act. I just want to cuddle with my girlfriend.” Jeongin stubbornly answers, relentlessly clinging to you.

“If you let me go I promise I will cuddle with you all you want later.” You compromise, trying to persuade him.

“Promise?” Jeongin answers as he unconsciously loosenes his grip.

“Yeah, see you later!” You hurriedly respond as you rush out of the room, already exhausted before you’ve even started for the day.

[honeyjxsung]

“Can I kiss you?”

Member: Felix x Reader

genre: small angst, fluff

Request:  Hi! Could you possibly do either 37, 44, or 57 from the “100 Ways To Say I Love You” with Felix from Stray Kids? Or Mark from NCT? I promise I’m not trying to stress you out, I just like your work! Thank you so much!

A/N: Omg anon you’re so cute and kind! You guys don’t stress me out at all, and thank you so much for reading my works! ilyyy! 

Enjoy <33

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“Yongbok-ie, hurry up we’ll be late!” You yelled while motioning for the boy behind you. Your hands were full of snacks and you loaded them in the truck. Seconds later, a blonde-haired boy came trudging to your direction, whining like a child. “Yah, for the last time, don’t call me that!” You giggled softly as you turned around to see felix towering over you. He put on a pout while crossing his arms and you couldn’t help to find it absolutely adorable. Then he reached his arms out to offer help. You bent down to grab the other goods on the floor to give to him, but he didn’t take it. “No” he shook his head. Suddenly you felt his hand grab your wrist and jerk you to his chest. He wrapped his arms around you and made a childish noise. You laughed out loud because of his ‘surprise attack.’ “Alright alright, lets go” you patted his arm for him to let go. You seemed fine in Felix’s eyes. He’s hugged you several times before, but he never knew that you blushed every single time.

God, sometimes you wished you didn’t fall for this dork.

“If you don’t speed up, you won’t be hearing the name ‘Felix’ come out of my mouth anytime soon.” You teasingly threatened. Felix let out a yelp and sprinted to the car.

You were supposed to be meeting up with the rest of Stray Kids. They all planned to celebrate Jeongin’s graduation at a park. However, you were running a bit late, and it was because of no other than your best friend Felix Lee.

-

Finally arriving, you parked the car and stepped out in a hurry. You jogged over to the tables next to the playground where you saw 8 boys preparing the food. Jisung was the first to look up and see you and Felix coming over. He gave you a bright smile and a wave. “Y/n and Felix are here! Hey guys!” His outburst caused the rest of skz to look up as well. Chan skipped to you, patting your back as a form of greeting you. The younger ones also followed the leader and hugged you dearly.

“Ok now that everyone’s here, let’s congratulate our makane for graduating! I didn’t think you would be able to complete school, so i’m surprised.” Hyunjin said while putting his hand on the younger boy’s shoulder. Applause erupted from everyone and Jeongin shyly grinned. “Thanks guys, let's eat now, I’m hungry.”

-

After the feast, everyone kind of spreaded out and did their own thing. Jisung, Changbin, and Seungmin went walking on the bridge. Hyunjin and Chan went biking near the river while Minho, Woojin and Jeongin went to rest underneath the tent they brought. And Felix? He was busy trying to find you. He called his hyungs, asking where you were and they all didn’t know. He was beginning to get worried, but then he found you chilling on the playground. You were on the bridge, dangling your feet.

“I was looking for you. I literally checked everywhere and you weren’t there.”

His low voice startled you. You turned around and saw him climbing the ladder to get to you. “Ah, sorry. I forgot to tell you I would be here.” Your voice was small.

“Nah it’s fine. What have you been doing here?” he asked, seeing how spaced out you were.

“Just thinking I guess..”

It was true. You had a lot of thoughts in your head. Normally, you would always tell Felix what was on your mind, whether it be serious or completely random, but today was a bit different.

You were thinking about him.

“What’s on your mind? You seem bothered.” He noticed right away. He raised a brow at you, curious. You shook your head, scooting farther away from him to avoid the subject. But he moved next to you again, closer than before.

Internally, you were screaming. Your heart was beating at an extremely fast pace because you could practically feel his defined chest against your back. “Y/n what aren’t you telling me?”

Your head fell slightly, shoulders tensing. Were you gonna tell him? How would he feel? What if he didn’t like you back and he’d stop being your friend? All sorts of questions formed in your head in a matter of seconds and you didn’t know how to shake them off. “Y/n-“

“I like you ok?! There i said it. I really didn’t want to tell you here, or at all. I’m just really scared because I don’t want to lose you. But that’s why I’m trying to lose my feelings for you. It’s better off you being my friend that rejected me than you not being my friend at all. I can live with that, as much as it hurts. I’m just really sorry..” You rambled on and on, not even looking at him. You couldn’t face him. His reaction could be anything and you didn’t want to find out what it was. But after your rant, he didn’t say anything for the next few moments.

“Felix?” Hesitantly, you brought yourself to look up, and you were met with your crush, only a few inches away from your face.

His eyes flickered down from your eyes to your lips.

“Can i kiss you?”

You were speechless. Of all the things he could’ve said, he told that to you. Before you could even respond, he was already leaning closer. He closed his eyes and his lips met with yours. It felt soft, and you wanted more. You place your hand on his cheek, pouring out your feelings into the kiss. Felix seemed passionate as well.

Pulling away to catch air, you blushed as Felix sheepishly smiled. Shy, you buried your head in the crook of his neck. He giggled. “I think you know how I feel about you as well yeah?”

-

“Where have y’all been?”

Changbin says as you and Felix walked to the group. Behind Changbin, Seungmin saw your intertwined hands and cocked his head to the side. “Did something happen between the two of you?”

The remark caught the attention of the rest. “Oh my god!” Han yelled.

“I had a feeling there was a spark between the two of you” Woojin smiled.

They seemed to be shocked by the sudden news, but not all that surprised. They knew how whipped Felix was for you and vice versa,  but they didn’t want to interfere.

“The kids will be BEAUTIFUL” Minho teased. Felix rolled his eyes, his arms snaking around your waist.

Hyunjin cracked a grin. “You guys are very lucky.”

You looked at Hyunjin, then at your ‘boyfriend’. You took in his features: how his eyes formed crescents when he smiled, or how his dimples were showing whenever he grew excited. His eyes met yours, and you could see the love in them. He placed a kiss on your forehead and continued to mingle with his members while still not leaving your side. Hyunjin was right.

Indeed, you were extremely lucky.