#you are my joy my hapiness my everything i love you so much

[crayzeofshah24y]

If word Perfection had a face

Good evening

[onyxedskies]

Hello again! Thanks a lot for answering my ask! Since you reblogged a prompt list earlier, would you write fluff prompt 4 for Hapi x M!Shez? (I know you've written Hapi a lot so pardon if this is repetitive)

it's no problem at all!! i don't know a ton about hapi and shez's relationship, but i tried my best. i hope you enjoy it :>

prompt: "It's like I look at you and- And suddenly everything is okay."

word count: 371

The stars were shining especially bright that night, as though attempting to keep Shez company. He could identify some of the constellations by name now, though he hadn't retained most of the lessons Hapi had given him. He was usually too focused on the way her eyes lit up whenever she spoke about them, too focused on her voice and how freely she spoke, deep within the recesses of the night and far enough away from camp that they didn't risk anyone overhearing them.

Private, stolen moments. The ones that brought him the most amount of joy in this bleak, endless war.

He sat in a clearing somewhere in south Adrestia, watching lights flicker from camp across the river. He sat, waiting patiently for Hapi, listening to the sounds of the crickets and the wind rustling in the leaves.

It felt like both a second and an eternity passed before she was sitting next to him, smiling in a gentle way, a way that was seen so rarely by anyone but him. It blew him away every time, smiling brightly back up at her.

"Hello, my love," he murmured, wrapping his arm around her shoulders as she leaned in to give him a quick peck to the cheek. She snuggled closer into him, taking comfort in his presence.

"I'm glad the skirmish went okay," she murmured, resting her head on his shoulder.

"We had it handled," Shez assured her. "It was only some bandits."

"Still," she said. "I don't like the idea of losing you. Especially if I'm not there to at least try to help."

"I know," Shez said. He hoped he could convey just how much he meant it.

"I just..." She trailed off, thinking her words through. "It's like I look at you and- and suddenly everything is okay. I haven't felt that in years. I don't want to lose that."

"You won't," Shez murmured. "I promise."

"I better not." The words were vaguely threatening, yet the vulnerability in her tone and the way she snuggled into him made it all the more special to Shez.

She was special to Shez.

"I love you," he said, loud in the quiet of the night.

"I love you too, starshine."

[thisselflovecamebacktome]

Why are people alergic to joy?

All this anger around Barbie and people wearing pink like i dont get it. It's fun! That's it! Is a movie abt a doll. Is probably the first movie in a long time that is not political at all, they didn't even use the term feminist to promote it.

And the whole Barbie X Oppenheimer and people complaning but like this a win for cinema. People dont leave their homes as much to watch stuff, so this whole movement to watch both back to back is great!

We just left a pandemic and all we talked about was finding hapiness in small things, enjoy life cause we don't know when we gonna lose everything and this a cute moment of just people being silly and happy. And we suppose to hate it?

I don't mean to dump anything on you, is just craaaazy to me how people hate seeing joy.

"they didn't even use the term feminist to promote it" doesn't make it unpolitical tbh. And that's not a moral or quality based statement, just fact because we live in a society and it's near impossible to make a film without any type of politics nowadays.

But either way you're clearly following/otherwise around very different people than I am because everyone around me has been nothing but excited for it, even more so than for Oppenheimer. Personally I don't plan to see either because I'm not really a movie person, but yeah by the end of the weekend most if not all of my loved ones and most of my mutuals will have seen Barbie ngl. So go ahead and enjoy it knowing you're by far not alone in that.

[greattrashalpaca]

Dear my precious babi

First of all i would like to say……. HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY, HAPPY 18 YEARS OF LIFE, HAPPY EVERYTHING TO THE MOST DEAREST AND PRECIOUS PERSON TO ME IN MY LIFE MY BEAUTIFUL, STUNNING, CUTE, PRETTI GIRLFRIEND JESSICA FLEUR HO !! u mean the world to me im so in luv and obsessed with u, everything about u infatuates me i just couldn’t wish for such an amazing person as u. You make me so happi i cant imagine a life without u so that means life without u is impossible so never leave me 😤. Now i dont really know exactly what else to say aside from birthday wishes but that goes at the end of the letter ! so im going to go over a bunch of random stuff ive been wanting to tell u. Its absolutely insane to think that only 2 years ago in little yr 11 we started dating and now at the age of 18 we are casually living together. it is crazy to comprehend, little me would of never ever EVER predicted this and im so so so happy it did. I know u were worried about how i felt about the situation but i honestly was so happy and excited and i still am so happy, im living the dream honestly. I also know that it isnt all butterflies and rainbows i know that ur really struggling and its hard for u to just keep on living and i know im not that helpful so i just want u to know that i believe in u i’ll always be there for u and ill always be waiting. If ur happy then im overjoyed 😁. u happy = me happy (only equation i know). Onto one of my last points im really grateful for everything u do for me i really appreciate the snacks and gifts that u get me it really makes me happi and i really appreciate all of it ! Lastly HAPPI FRICKEN BDAY i knw u dnt like da idea of growing older and dnt care for it but i think its sumthing really special and i really hate dat i cant spend it with u but nevertheless i hope u have a wonderful birthday I love u so friggen much ur so precious to me and i wish u nothing but hapiness and joy. ur everything to me u have my entire heart and itll be urs forever.

Love

-Seb

[orionicchaos]

Who would dance with you at a festival

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Ayo! basically i was listening to this amazing song from Rapunzel and then i thought about it.

Which Genshin Impact characters would dance with their s/o to this song (like, there's a famous festival in monstadt/liyue/inazuma and everyone came, and then this music begins to be played), in my opinion.

TW :

gn!neutral reader/the gender of reader isn't mentionned <3 (this is my first time doing it)

an : English isn't my first language so it may have some mistakes. Also, enjoy those cutes headcanons <3

Fandom : Genshin Impact

🌺 Fluff

navi.

—MONSTADT

Bennett–

he's the one who asked for this song, just because he wanted to have fun with you. He took your arm and pulled you towards the middle of the square, a big smile covering his face. This poor unlucky boy fell at least three times during the whole dance but everything's fine since you're by his sides. He couldn't help the feeling of pure joy inside his heart, he's so happy to be with you <3

Kaeya –

this man just saw an occasion to steal you some kisses to be honest. He asked you "may I have a dance" with THAT smirk on his face, like if you were going to do a real waltz or sum. He knew what he was doing heh. You just spent the whole time blushing like a mess and he just smiled because of that (this little-)

Diluc –

listen to me. Yeah, I know this man has his pride and all, but for you, he would do anything. When you ask him, he is like "No, I won't dance like an idiot with everyone looking at me" but heh. You just have to look at him with your puppy eyes and he'll melt and say "ok, I guess I'll dance" while blushing a little. At the beginning, he was a bit shy, but seeing you all happy made him smile a little (just a little. You know, his pride)

Venti –

to be honest, this guy jumped immediately off the bench and took your arm with a bright smile, he almost made you fly with his winds and started dancing with you all around the place. He almost didn't let you breath lol. At the end of the song, he took your hand and your waist, then he lifted you high in the sky, above everyone else, stroking your cheeks with his tumbs and pulling you in a huge embrace <3

Amber –

she wasn't able to come to the festival because she had a mission at this time :(( she was so disappointed that she couldn't be with you this day, so she asked you to dance with her at home, one week later. The only song you could remember was the last one, so you started humming it and she started spinning all around the room for an hour <3

–LIYUE

Childe –

i'll make it quick, this guy don't know how to dance, after all he can't be good at everything. BUT, he's so stubborn and will wanna dance with you at all costs. And even if all he was doing was falling and doing weird.. things (because he wants to win against you?? this guy seriously), he was enjoying this moment a lot, looking at you smiling and... making fun of him <3

Hu Tao –

at first, she wanted to prank you but when she saw you smiling at her, she decided to just have fun with you. And you had a lot of fun! She even kissed your cheek (just to make you flustered lol)

–INAZUMA

Thomas –

he just does anything he can do with you, he'll never loose an occasion to have fun with you and seeing you happy. He isn't the best dancer, but he just wanna see you smiling so he's gonna put his soul in this moment to make you spin and spin like you were the love of his life (you are), as his heart melt because of you, laughing of hapiness

Yoimiya –

once she finished to prepare the fireworks for the festival, she ran to you and pulled you in a hug. After that, she took both of your hands, smiled at you, and started making little jumps, like if she was asking you to dance with her on the catchy, amazing music played at this moment, and you could do nothing but agree. She smiled and giggled a lot that day, at least as much as you <3

Kazuha –

dancing is not is biggest talent, like he's much more into playing music than dancing on it, but he thought that you would love to dance with him so he tried this time. And gosh, this guy is so graceful, everyone was mesmerized by every movements he made. But he couldn't care less about other people, all the ever cared about was you. He spent the afternoon telling you how beautiful you were and how much he loved seeing you dancing :)

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Hope you enjoyed it! Sorry if it's repetitive, but i don't have much english vocabulary so it was kinda hard to find my words :(

If you have any suggestions about headcanons, drabble, one shot or else, about genshin impact, haikyuu, jjk, etc just let me know! Maybe i will be able to write something lol

Kiss <3

[ygo-is-gayer-than-i-remember]

Yugioctober Day 20: Memory

(Prompt list)  (Read it here on Ao3!)

Summary: The Prince of Kemet remembers a gift he received from his father.

It was a bright, sunny day in the kingdom of Kemet.  Palm trees and fragrant flowers swayed in the gentle breeze, framed by the clear, crystal blue sky that stretched for miles in all directions.  The spring air was pleasantly warm, not too hot but not cool enough to need an extra shawl.  Perfect conditions for a certain boy to play outside after he finished with his lessons.

The young Prince bounded out into the palace courtyard with two of his favorite dolls, one in each hand.  He provided the narration and sound effects to the dolls’ adventures as he raced around the small pond in the center of the plaza.  Currently, they were soaring over the Nile river battling with evil spirits, explosions everywhere!  Boom, bang!  There’s too many of them!  Kapow!  The doll in his right hand took a nasty dive into the dirt with a dramatic wail.

The Prince was distracted from the action scene playing out in his mind by a voice calling him from inside, and an older man stepped out into the sunlight.  As soon as the Prince saw him, his heart overflowed with joy.  He sprinted towards the man, beaming from ear to ear.

��Father!”

The Pharaoh knelt down with open arms, and the Prince ran right into his father’s chest, punching a laugh out of him.  He smiled down at his son with all the affection in the world.

“Welcome home, Father!  I missed you so much!”

“I’ve missed you too, my boy.”  His voice filled the Prince with relief.  Everything felt right with the world when he spoke.  “Did you keep up with your studies with Mahad?”

The Prince nodded vigorously.  “Uh huh!  I got to learn more about Hapi and the flood season!  And I learned there’s this weird thing called ‘rain’ that happens sometimes when the gods are reeeeeally happy, and they make water fall from the sky!”

The Pharaoh chuckled and ruffled the Prince’s hair, earning him a giggle in return.  “I’m glad to hear you’re enjoying yourself.  You make me very proud.  In fact, I was thinking about how proud you make me while on my journey and I decided to get you something.”

“Really?!  What is it, what is it?!”

The Pharaoh set him down and reached into the bag hanging from his shoulder.  The Prince watched as he produced a little wooden horse with wheels for legs and a string tied around its snout.  It was painted with all kinds of beautiful colors that swirled around each other in wave-like patterns.  As soon as the Prince got his hands on it, he was squeezing it to his chest, smiling so hard it hurt.

“It’s so pretty!  Thank you!  I love it!”

“You’re very welcome,” the Pharaoh replied, and pulled the Prince into another tight hug.

The Prince nuzzled his face to his father’s chest.  “I love you.”

“I love you too, my son.”

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The Prince blinked his eyes open, feeling the warm embrace fading from his memory.  He sat straight up, eyes wide open in search of the comfort he had just been surrounded by.  Instead, he found cold stone walls, a small cot with thin sheets, and silence.

“No…”  Tears pricked the corners of his eyes, dread clawing at his senses.  “No, no please…”

He shut his eyes again and tried desperately to remember what he had been dreaming about.  A warm place, a loving smile, a kind voice...whose voice was that?  What had they been saying?  Where had they been?  Why did it seem so familiar?  Each wonderful detail slipped through his grasp, just as everything always did.

“Please...come back…”

The Spirit of the Millennium Puzzle curled his legs to his chest, sobs echoing off the walls of his self-built prison, and grieved for the life he lost to the shadows.

[profoundpidgeon]

Growing up with the Miya Twins!

(this was in my drafts for soooo long jeeez)

Also I think this is my longest post yet so have fun, it made me ✨e m o t i o n a l✨

Warnings: Fluff! And I mean... emotional? In a sense (at least for me but I'm just a pile of mush in general)

Also gender neutral reader!

~ur lovely Pidge 💖

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Y'all met when you first moved into their prefecture and it so happens that you were neighbors. They saw you playing in your backyard alone one day and decided to approach to see what you were doing

They asked if they could play and you wanted more players for whatever you were doing so you kindly accepted

And thus your friendship began

From this moment on, y'all did pretty much everything together whether that be going on mini adventures to pranking one another. There wasn't a secret kept between any of you, y'all were pretty much connected at the hip

When y'all got to elementary school, y'all made this promise to always go to the same schools, and y'all kept this promise.

They tried to impress to all the time, having compitions to see who can impress you the most.

They'd even went as far as saying they'd marry you someday and present you with flower crowns and other gifts.

When y'all got into middle school, nothing really changed much

Well except they got more involved in volleyball.

Like I said, y'all will be together through and through

I bet they tried to get you into volleyball but it just wasn't doin' it for you

so you settled for being the team's manager

and you bet they made you be their team manager for high school hooo boi.

Once high school rolled around, your bond with the twins was stronger than ever. You even became friends with the other team members and y'all just became a group of crackheads.

You would hang out with Aran and Kita while the twins were fighting since you were used to their baffounery. If you see Rin recording you ask him to send you the recordings so 1. you can keep them as a memory and 2. for blackmail.

OH GOODNESS they would be your protectors whenever you go to tournaments and such. Won't leave your side for a SINGLE👏SECOND👏. If you're ever alone for some reason or get lost and they find you and see someone flirting with you, hooo boi be prepared to have two tall bois just ~g l a r i n g~ at whoever is talking to you and than you being suddenly abducted.

anyways... moving on from tournaments...

GROUP HUGS!!! 💖💖💞

group hugs with these bois are the ABSOULTE BEST!

When they win a game, they'll be running up to you and almost knocking you off of your feet while you give them so much praise!

Either way, for Atsumu, whenever he hugs you be prepared to get the wind knocked out of you but in the end it's still worth it.

For Osamu, he would give you more side hugs than anything and the rare bear hug that's always so comforting and sweet. (for your eyes only tho.)

And you bet they both give you lil' cheek kisses now in then to show you lil' affection. Just to show you how much they appreciate ya. :)))

You would have many late night outings and help them with homework as best you can

Just imagine studying with Atsumu... Y'all would get no work done. That's where Osamu comes in and hits you both on the heads with Chem books. (Rip y'all would be getting headaches for days for how much y'all procrasonate)

I can just imagine y'all going out, creating whatever kind of foolery in a plain field with a sky full of stars and many laughs. (ooofff this is getting me emotional but MOVING ON)

Y'all just want to have as many fun times before graduation.

haha graduation...

many tears

many tears have been shead

mostly by atsumu

I mean he just kept on boasting all the time about how at graduation he's going to keep it together... well spoiler alert, he did not.

It got especially emotional when he got excepted into the Black Jackels.

So many tears of hapiness and joy (y'all were so proud of him and even had a mini celebration just the three of you)

And you BET it was the best celebration ever, you even drove out into the field like you used to all those years ago.

Now onto Osamu:

When he finally gets his dream in opening Origini Miya, Atsumu comes back to celebrate with y'all and y'all have a lil' opening ceremony!

There's little origini, sushi and ramen out on display and soon enough the restaurant will get the hype it deserves.

(if ya want, he'll probably ask you to become his sponsor of somethin')

Anyways all in all to wrap these headcannons up, this realationship lasts a lifetime and you're forever in eachother's contacts. (They'll be bothering you all the time by the way don't worry, they'll always be dumbasses and always proctect you, no matter where you are 💖)

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As always, thanks for reading my post lovelies!

[btscreatorscorner]

Happy Birthday <3 — Ash

To: @jimilter — On behalf of all our staff at BCC, happy birthday! We love you and want you to know that we not only appreciate you as an admin, but as a friend too. We hope you have a wonderful rest of the year <3

From: Lexi — Heyyyy ik it hasn’t been a while since we’ve known each other but I just wanted to wish you a happy birthday and that it’s been amazing to have you here in the net! Thank you for everything and I can't wait to spend more time together 💜!!!

From: Melody — Even though we have yet to speak much outside of nets, it’s so clear that you're such a sweet and loving person and I love you🥺 Happy Birthday Ash! You deserve all the love and anyone who thinks different will have to face moi >:(

From: Yannie — Ash bb, happy birthday again you sweetest and most caring human being. You're one of a kind who truly cares of the people around you. I wish you nothing but happiness for this year, ilysm 🥺💖

From: Levi — Happy birthday Ash<3 I know it's a little bit late but I love you with all my heart and I treasure all the moments we've spent and all the conversations we've had together. I know I'm bad at texting back and sometimes I forgot, but I truly do adore you - no matter what. Remember that I'll always be there for you and that you're an absolutely amazing person. Thank you for being my friend and I hope we'll be able to be friends for a long time. 💖 Levi

From: Rid — Lovely Ashkoo, since all good things come in threes (or something), I want to wish you a very happy birthday again! <3 I know I tell you every day how much I love and adore you, but since you deserve every piece of affection, I think not even that will ever be enough. Thank you for being one of my closest friends here, always supporting me, always being ready to help and for writing amazing fics, creating incredible graphics – and for just being you. I luff you mucho and I hope you have the happiest and loveliest year ahead ✨ Your Ridzie 🥰

From: Jords — my sweet lil ash, the biggest and warmest of birthdays to you angel. from everyone ive come to know, you've become a true friend — someone i know i can come too when i need to talk. you're always there and ready with a shoulder to lean on, and i could never thank you enough. there are not enough thank yous or I love yous in the world to conjure up just how incredibly thankful i am for you. thank you for the laughs and love, whether it's 3pm or 3am! you're so supportive to everything, you never have a bad word to say and to be quite honest, you might be the sweetest person tumblr has produced. thank you jimins dick for providing us ash and her ever so horny beautiful writing. knowing you has made my time and experience on dumblr a hell of a lot more meaningful. enjoy your day, i hope you're spoiled to no end. & have a wonderful new year <333 forever n always , jords 🌹

From: Marinette— ASH BABYYY love of my life, apple of my eye, I can't even begin to describe how much you've come to mean to me in such a short amount of time. You’re such an amazing person and an amazing writer, I’m so glad to have found each other in the immensity that is the internet. This year I wish you the very best for this new year that is beginning, I hope this new trip around the sun brings you nothing but joy and fulfill meant and everything you could possibly want from life itself. I wanna shower you with love today (and every day after that tbh) have the happiest birthday baby! 🥳 -Marinette

From: Maya — hi ash! wishing u a very hapi borf from the bottom of my cold, icy heart ♡ thank u for always making me laugh and also, making me wonder myself into an existential crisis. ilysm and i hope your day is amazing! - luv, may

From: Anita— Hey there Ash. A little burst told me you are a december baby, so I HAD to congratulate you. Both on your birthday - ofcuz - but also for being born in the same month as me, muwhaha (I’m joking btw). But for real; congratulations, I hope you had a wonderful time and with more to come. Hopefully we will spend more time together in the new year, cuz you seem so cool fan girl scream. ❤️

[writingmyanxietyaway]

Doctor Love | Berlin

Requested by anon:  So okay okay, I had this idea a few days ago, and since your requests are open I'm gonna slide in real quick :)is it okay if I request a little scenario where like, u know when Berlino does that dumb thing of self sacrificing becuz he's gonna die anyway? What if his girlfriend/reader has been searching for a cure for his illness and before he can get himself killed she goes in the bank and tells him and somehow they manage to escape from the bank? No pressure if the idea doesn't appeal u! Ily!!

Word count: 2.4k

Warning: spoilers of season 2! maybe swearing, mentions of violence, guns, the whole shabang

Note: not my gif! Okay, so I’m in love with this request!! It took me a little longer to write, because I wanted to get it perfect. Let me just say I’m not a doctor, so I have no idea if there is a cure for the illness he has, but Imma try! Hope you like it darling! Thanks for the request and love you too! xx

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‘I’m sick. I have an illness called Helmer’s myopathy. It’s a muscle degenerative disease, which means that my muscles get weaker and weaker until my heart muscles can’t keep up anymore. If I’m lucky I have four months left,’ he told you like it was nothing; like it was answer to a question on a pubquiz. He held your hands in his, knowing it would break your heart and dreams of a future with him.

‘Andrés..’ you whispered, ‘why didn’t you tell me sooner?’ He sighed and gently shook his head.

‘It’s uncurable, princess. I have medicine that I have to take every few hours that make it somewhat acceptable, but I wanted you to know.’

You visibly broke down. Even though you were always someone who never wanted to show any emotion besides happiness and anger, but this was different shit. Your hands were shaking, body trembing as you tried to understand that everything you had imagined yourself doing with Andrés would be nothing more than a dream. It simply didn’t make sence. Being together with Andrés for more than six months, you’d hoped he would be more open towards you and share what was going on with him. You felt your throat closing up, eyes filling with tears.

This illness was just the cherry on top for him. The man had done terrible things in his life and could mark off just about any sin in the Bible. Stealing, robbing, charming women. Karma was getting her way back to him and all he could do was accept his fate. It came across as cold to you. All this time you planned this whole life for you two together, but he knew that would never come true.

‘No! This is cruel! You let me believe we would be together for the rest of our lives, hell, you told me you wanted to marry me when you got out! You knew even if you made it out alive, you wouldn’t live longer than summer. You’ve done some terrible things in your life Andrés, but this..’ you exclaimed, throwing your hands in the air. ‘This is just rude.’

The sadness you felt quickly turned into anger as you kept yelling at him, hitting him in the chest. He knew better than to interrupt you and tell you that everything would be okay, because he just now realized it wouldn’t be okay. He would die and leave you behind. Period.

‘I knew you were a self-centred bastard! You always play these mind games and somehow make everyone get on their knees for you! Is that all I am to you, huh?! Some game to find how far you can go? Because let me tell you Andrés, this game is finished. Game. Over,’ you hissed. You threw your hands up in the air and stormed out.

That was more than four weeks ago. In the meantime you had spoken again and this time the anger had disappeared and just cried. That was all you could do. You had accepted that you would most likely be a widdow before summer and that broke your heart, but you also wanted to fight. Andrés told you there was no cure to his illness, but there was hope burning inside you and you did everything in your power to still find that cure. Whether it meant getting no sleep for the next few weeks or not.

Andrés would soon be leaving for the big robbery and you had spent every second of the day being with him and holding him close. The times where you would have rough sex the entire day were over; it was now making love. He was gentle to you, making you breakfast in bed even though he could easily ask one of the maids to do it and even buying you nice dresses in colours that matched your eyes.

Without him knowing, you contacted one of your best friends who worked at the lab of a university and asked him if he could do more research on medicine for muscle-related illnesses. He said he had some information that he wanted to share with you, but that meant you had to visit him.

‘Babe, I’m gonna have to run to Macy really quickly. Think you’ll be okay?’ you asked. Macy was your sister and seven months pregnant, so it often happened that you visited her to help her with something. That way he wouldn’t suspect a thing. You had no idea how he did it, but he always seemed to know what you were up to.

‘Of course, princess. Give her a kiss for me, okay?’ he winked, giving you a kiss on the lips. You lightly slapped his chest.

‘Be back for dinner,’ you told him. Out of the blue, he grabbed you by your waist and pulled you against him. He leaned down and you could feel his breath on your neck. Shivers send down your spine.

‘Your ass looks great in those jeans,’ he whispered, placing a light kiss on your neck and slapping you on the bottom. You giggled and pushed yourself away from him.

‘Bye!’ you called, waving him goodbye and walking out the door. You soon arrived at the university and was met by your friend who was waiting for you outside. You greeted each other with a hug and quickly got to work. He told you about the compositions of the different medications and what effect they had on what part of the muscle.

‘Isn’t there any way we could find a way to make this medicine last longer? This is the medication he uses now to keep it under control for a few hours,’ you gave him a syringe filled with the medicine and he studied it. He took the bottle from you and studied it contents.

‘There are some elements of this medicine that also appear in this,’ he pointed to a beaker filled with a milky white liquid. ‘I should be able to find a connection that makes this last longer.’

‘Is there anything I can do? I feel so hopeless not being able to do anything,’ you mumbled.

‘You did a great job already by giving me this. Is it okay if I keep the syringe? I need something that we know works, even if it isn’t permanent,’ he said. You nodded and waved your hand.

‘Of course. Anything to help find a cure. Thank you for doing this. I can’t even explain how much this means to me. I don’t know what I would’ve done if I hadn’t at least tried,’ you told him. He turned to look at you and gave you a hug. 

‘That’s what I’m here for. If I find anything, I’ll let you know, okay?’

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It was the fifth day of the heist. Andrés had been gone for almost three weeks now, being busy with training and all. He obviously knew about the plan already, but being the passionate man he is, wanted to go over every single detail again. He couldn’t afford making any mistakes. The goodbye was hard. You cried loudly as he held you close, whispering little reasuring words in your ear. You were thankful for Sergio. He kept you updated on everything that was going on, but didn’t tell you any details or steps of the plan. You didn’t want to either; it was scary enough without knowing how everything went down in there.

It was now wednesday and you were sitting on the couch. You hadn’t heard from Sergio in two days and it started to worry you. The news wasn’t exactly uplifting too. Andrés’ face was displayed all over every tv channel, name heard on every radio station and seen on every wall in Spain. Your heart fell even lower when the news announced he was sick. The smug inspector worked on you nerves as she spoke about him like he was an animal. Sure, the man had done things that broke the law, but he never killed anyone nor hurt any woman.

‘Fuck,’ you cursed under your breath. Suddenly your phone rang and the called ID showed Alex, your friend at the lab. Your heartbeat increased and you were anxious about what he was about to say. You picked up the phone and heard his loud voice. A tearful smile made it’s way on your face as you heard him say those three words you so desperately longed to hear.

‘I have it! I have the cure!’ he yelled. You jumped up and raced towards the university where he was already waiting on you. The hug you shared was one filled with hapiness.

‘Okay, he needs to inject this like he did with the other medicine. This is enough to last until november. I have some of it still in the lab so I produce more and work more on the duration of it. I can’t promise it will work for the rest of his life, but for now it’ll do,’ he spoke. You said goodbye and rushed to Sergio’s hide-out. The medicine you held in your hands would give him at least eight more months and until then Alex had a better cure. You burst through the doors and Sergio jumped up. You could see the whole that had been dug in the floor. You turned to Sergio and burst into tears of joy.

‘He’s not leaving us, Sergio. He’s staying. With you, with me. He’s staying,’ you rushed. Your heart was beating loudly in your ears and the rush of adrenaline was so high, you thought you’d pass out. Your words seemed to land as he slowly moved towards you. His gaze fell on the little box you were holding and his eyes flickered from the black object to the hole in the floor and tears welled in his eyes.

‘I have to get it to him, Sergio. He needs to know there is something out here for him. You and I both you the man is up to something. Let me go in there, please!’ you pleaded. He quickly snapped out his trance and gave you a red suit and black boots to finish the look.

‘When you get to the indside, wait inside the vault. No one knows you’re getting in and that way you won’t get attacked. Take this with you,’ he pushed a fake gun in your hands and you placed it in the holster on your thigh. ‘Goodluck.’

When you were about to enter, you heard a lot of noise coming from the computer. The police had broken in. He nodded to you and you ran as quickly as you could through the tunnel. When you entered the vault, you were met by two people. A young man with dark hair and a woman with blonde curls. They looked suprised to see you and the man pointed a gun at you.

‘Serg- El Professor send me. I’m Berlin’s girl,’ you quickly said, stumbling over your words. Sure, you were carrying a gun with you, but it was a fake. Having a real gun pointed at you made you nearly shit your pants. When the girl pointed out I was carrying a gun and came through the only way out, he lowered the gun and craweled through the tunnel. It wasn’t hard to find Berlin as he came running in the direction of where you were coming from. You caught the stares of the other people who nodded at you and went on with their duties.

‘Berlin, babe!’ you called, making him freeze.

‘What are you doing here, princess? It’s not safe for you. They’ll come running through those halls any minute now,’ he sternly said, turning around and grabbing you firmly by the arm. ‘Leave, now!’

‘No, I’m not leaving. I came here to tell you I found a cure,’ you breathed and everyone around you froze. ‘You didn’t know, but I’ve been doing research for a medicine and I’ve found it. The first dose should work ‘till November. After that I’ll have a much stronger and longer working dose.’

‘Princess, I told you to leave,’ he said more firmly this time. You didn’t move.

‘Like I said, I’m not leaving. Not without you anyway. You promised me a life that I could only dream of and now we can have it. I love you with all my heart. I can’t loose you. Not now, not ever.’ Tears cascaded down your cheeks as you begged the man you loved so much to trust you and come with you.

‘Leave, now. Helsinki, take her with you,’ he ordered the bulky man behind you, but he didn’t move.

‘Love is a passionate thing, Berlin. I don’t know this woman, but she found a cure for your uncurable disease. That’s literally doing the impossible. You have five seconds to decide to leave with this woman or I’ll take you with me. Don’t look away when you have everything in front of you,’ he spoke. He turned his attention to you and you gave him a grateful smile. He smiled back and nodded.

‘Will you please come with me? If you don’t come with me, I’ll stay with you. I either die with you or leave with you, you decide,’ you stated. He looked at the box you held in your hand and realized how much he loved you. Moving towards you, he passionately smashed his lips to yours. The kiss wasn’t filled with lust, but relief and gratefulness.

‘As soon as we walk out those doors, I’m marrying you. No exceptions,’ he mumbled against your lips. You nodded and held him closer.

‘That was the plan.’

You heard the policemen run behind you and Helsinki was quick to throw a grenade. Berlin pushed you all inside and bowed your head in his chest. Once the grenade had exploded, you all rushed back and blew up the tunnel. You joined Sergio and Helsinki in the back of the truck, leaning against Andrés.

‘There are no words to explain how much I love you, princess. No words.’

The two of you left to Cuba, where you got married soon after you arrived. The wedding was on the beach, your white dress flowing around you while you stared at the man you could finally call your husband. Only a month after the wedding you surprised Andrés by telling you were pregnant.

‘You are my heart, my soul and my everything. Thank you for being my wife and everything I’ve ever wished for.’

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Berlin Taglist

@nkjktk​ - @michaellangdonenthusiast​ - @hamiltonsofcrap​

[ajokeformur-ray]

🌹🌹Happy First Anniversary🌹🌹

I wish you and Joker the most wonderful wedding anniversary ever! I hope that today he doesn't have to remind you to take a break, and instead you spend some nice and quiet hours together spoiling each other. You both more than deserve it!

What you two are sharing is so very special - so very tender, heartfelt and strong❤❤ Here's to many more years together filled with deep love, support, and endless joy and hapiness. May the love you have for one another continue to grow and blossom with each passing day!

I love you two so much and I am incredibly happy for you both that you have found each other!!

~ Sue💜💚

Here is a little something Joker wanted to tell you💌💘

(I know I'm actually a little early, but I just couldn't wait any longer to send this to you😅 As always, I hope you like it💖💖)

@jslittlebirdie​

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Oh. My God. 

First of all, darling, I am so sorry that it’s literally taken me a month to respond to this beautiful wedding anniversary gift for myself and for Joker asdfghjk 🥺🥺🥺 I’ve been reading it over and over every single day and that’s partly why it’s taken me so long to respond to this; it’s something I deeply cherish.💙💜🌸💗

I cannot thank you enough for taking time out of your extraordinarily busy life to create this gorgeous artwork and for the poetic paragraph which precedes it asdfghjk idk what to say omg😭🥺😭🥺💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

If memory serves me correctly, I did study on our anniversary for most of the day but Joker stayed beside me and did his own thing as well and that was how we spent the day sksksk it was perfect for us💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗 Thank you for such beautiful and wonderful words - the support you give myself and my F/Os but also others with their F/Os is endless and I hope that you’re giving yourself that same kindness and love - you deserve it and you’re worth everything good in this world!💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚

Thank you, darling. Thank you, thank you, thank you for everything, angel!💝😊 I love and appreciate you so deeply and I hope that you’re taking care of yourself and spending time with J and getting lots of cuddles!💓💓💓

And, Joker, honey? I love you, too. So, so much.💙💜🌸💗

[crayzeofshah24y]

good evening all dears one #shahrukhkhan @iamsrk1-blog @iamsrkofficial @shahrukhkhanfc #kkr @srbachchan

#KKRvsMI

[claudemblems]

Hi, I hope you're doing well, are requests still open? If yes, then could you write about Yuri celebrating his s/o's birthday? My birthday is soon lol, if not then just ignore this question. Take care~ uwu

Hello, friend! I kind of went overboard with this request because I had so much fun writing it hehe :3 It’s kind of really long and I included the other Ashen Wolves, so it’s not completely Yuri-centered, but I still hope that you enjoy it. Please let me know if you want me to rewrite this with just Yuri. I hope you have a wonderful birthday! <3

Yuri Celebrating Reader’s Birthday | Headcanons

As a certified honorary Ashen Wolf and Yuri’s beloved s/o, Hapi, Constance, and Balthus are determined to throw you an elaborate surprise birthday party. You’ve grown so close with them over the past year at Garreg Mach that it only feels natural for them to shower you with love and attention for one of the most important days of the year!

Yuri isn’t really a fan of the idea of a grand party. He prefers to keep things more lowkey, and he knows that you’re the same way. 

He truly appreciates his friends’ sentiment; it warms his heart that they’ve come to cherish you so much. But he also knows that those three trying to all work together to make a surprise party on the fly is a disaster waiting to happen.

He tried to persuade them that they didn’t need to make such a huge deal about it, but all of them yelled at Yuri and wondered how he “wasn’t enthusiastic about your special day”.

When your birthday approaches, Yuri greets you as usual, but you can see an extra gleam of affection in his eyes. He might even kiss your hand and shoot you a smirk just to see that beautiful pink hue on your cheeks.

Although the day is mostly like any normal day in Garreg Mach, after classes are finished, Yuri asks you to accompany him somewhere. He’s actually about to bring you to the surprise party planned by the trio of chaos that he’s dreading. He can’t help but think about everything that could go wrong.

However, Yuri is taken by surprise when he enters the grand hall and no one is there. Instead, the two of you are led on a little “treasure hunt”. 

You follow the clues placed in envelopes that bring you to specific locations. Each location has some sort of special meaning behind it. Like when you’re brought to the library where you first helped Constance with a magical experiment—and also saved her from blowing the place up.

Each place has a gift from each of the Ashen Wolves. Balthus bought you a silver bracelet with some gold he’d been saving up; Hapi bought you some coffee beans and tea leaves that you’d been wanting to try; Constance bought you a new teapot and a box of your favorite pastries. Yuri just smiles and watches as you open each gift. His friends still found a way to go above and beyond without actually going over the top.

The last place you visit is the Goddess Tower, and you and Yuri are surprised to see not a single soul is guarding it. So, Yuri leads you up the stairs until your eyes land on a beautiful set up.

A basket of sweets is placed on top of a large blanket. Candles are placed around the room, their dim light mixing with the golden hues of the setting sun. You can’t help but stare in awe. 

Yuri’s face blushes red when he realizes his friends did this not only for you, but for him, as well. They wanted him to have a peaceful evening with you, to celebrate your special day without anyone to interrupt the two of you. 

You and Yuri take a seat and quickly dig into the sweets, watching the sun set upon the monastery. You’re practically glowing as you talk about your gifts and how the Ashen Wolves have made something as simple as your birthday so meaningful and special. Yuri can’t help but stare at the pure joy on your face. Seeing you so happy is all he could ever ask for.

It’s then that he takes you by the hand, his cheeks tinted pink as he pours his heart out to you. He tells you how much he loves and cherishes you, and how he’s so glad to have found someone that loves him for who he is despite all the unjust things he’s done. 

Then he hands you the most beautiful hair pin you’ve ever seen. The piece is encrusted with jewels and cherry blossom flowers that look so real you have to touch them to know that they aren’t. You can barely fathom that you’re holding something so delicate and lavish in your hands.

That’s when you start questioning Yuri about how much it cost, saying that this looks far too expensive and that you can’t accept such an extravagant gift. Yuri can only shake his head as he admits this whole time he’s been with you, he’s been saving up to buy you something for your birthday. The cost doesn’t matter to him. He didn’t buy it because he thought you only deserve something expensive. He bought it because he was immediately reminded of you when he saw it. Now it’s yours, and you can do whatever you want with it.

You bashfully ask Yuri to help put it in your hair, and he can barely hold back the urge to tease you. He’s melting at your sweet expression. Splurging on that gift for you was definitely worth it just to see that look on your face.

When it’s placed in your hair, Yuri stares at you in awe. The words “you look absolutely beautiful” just tumble out of his mouth, and you’re even more of a mess than before.

To finish off your special day, Yuri gives you your birthday kiss that’s so sweet and tender you wish you could just stay like that with him forever.

When you meet again five years later for the class reunion, the Ashen Wolves will be celebrating your birthday like this again. Instead of getting a hair pin from Yuri, however, you might be surprised to see a little black box holding a ring inside. 

[janna-the-breaker]

I was thinking with myself, why not open more place for the disabled ones?? So, here's "How the turtles would react if their girlfriend got disabled"

Enjoy!^^

It has been a month since the accident. It was a silly thing, you were at your apartment trying to change a lamp. You stood up on a chair trying to reach the lamp, and the next thing you knew you were at the hospital, laid in a bed totaly confused. The moment you woke up, a doctor rushed to bring somebody. April runned towards your bed with tears in her eyes, she reached down to give you a hug. Only then you noiticed all the strings on your wrists connecting you to a lot o machines. Once you managed to speak you asked what have happened to you. They explained that you fell on your apartment and bumped your head really hard. You have stayed on a coma for two weeks.

After your awakening the doctors played a lot of exams on you. One of them gave you the news that would change your life forever.

You've lost your leg movement. That broke you down. You would never be able to walk again, dance or even go to accessible places. With this thought on your head, you remembered about your mutant boyfriend. You asked the doctor a moment alone with April, you nedded answers to your questions.

"April, what about T/N?? How've he been during my abscence??"

The brunette sat next to your bed. She was dull for a few seconds, until she started talking.

"It wasn't easy. After your fall at your apartment he tried to call you but you did not answer. So, he came by and found you there." You felt your heart break apart when you imagined your loved one seeing you laid in there. He did not deserve that. "He called me and i called an ambulance. You've been here since then."

"How will he react when he knows about my contidion??" You were clearly worried. What if he can't cope with it and decide to leave you?

"Don't worry, sweetie. T/N loves you. I bet he won't mind about it." She tries to calm you down. It kinda worked.

After the nurse have brought you dinner, you heard a tap on the window. You and April crossed your eyes together. She nods and go to the door, watching if someone walks in as you and the turtle talked.

Leo💙:

"Hey, Dove." He was clearly happy to see you well. You were too, even though you did not felt like soo much time have passed. But damn, you can really loose the notion of time when you're on a coma.

"Hey, fearless. How have you been??"

"I've missed you soo much, love!" He hold your hand tight and give it a dozens of kisses.

"I know! I am so sorry!"

"Don't apolagize for being hurt. Things like this happen all the time. The only thing that matters is that you are okay." He smiled, you smiled back. But then, you remembered that you wasn't so well like he thought.

"Well, not so much."

"What do you mean??" He asks worried.

"The doctor told me that because of the cussion that i suffered in my head, i won't be able to move my legs anymore." You watched his face change miltiple times. At first he was serious, on next he was scared and then lost.

"W-what?! Does it hurt??" He toutched your legs gently like he was trying to fix them. But it didn't work like this.

"No, Leo. I can't feel my legs anymore."

"Oh, dear. This is..." He lowered his head like he was holding his tears really hard. You placed your hand on his muscular arm, you've never seen him so broken like this before. He would always keep his compusure.

"Leo? I know, this is awfull. But, look, i will understand if you don't want to have to deal with the burden that i have become."

"What?! Y/N, don't you ever call yourself that again! You're beautiful, it doesn't matter that you won't be able to walk no longer, i am your boyfriend, and a real boyfriend wouldn't ever leave his girl."

You started crying, crying from the hapiness that his words gave to you. How could you have so much bad and good luck at the same time?! He tried to dry your tears away from your face as you started to calm down. You look into his ocean blue eyes and feel lost on them. Until his lips bring you back to reality.

"I love you, my beautiful and most precious Y/N."💙

Raph❤️:

"Baby! You're alive!" He screamed in total hapiness once he got into the room.

"Hush, Raph! The doctors will hear you." You warned him, but you were also soo happy to see him again. He gave you a kiss on your forehead. He was looking at you like you were the most precious and rare thing he have ever seen. Who could blame him?? He thought he would never see you again.

"Oh boy, i know yer tired but i wish you could stand up so could hug you entirely." He said as his enourmous hands traveled along your body.

Your smile have dissapeared. Now, you had to explain to him that you will never be able to do that again. "Raphie, sweetie... There's something important that i need to tell you."

He leaned down to you. "You can tell me anything, Doll."

"I've suffered a serious cussion in my brain. It have affected my motor cortex, so, the doctor said that i can't walk anymore."

He stayed in silent. His golden eyes starting to show absolute fear. "What?! So, how's it gonna be with us?? You'll have to be laid in a bed the whole time?!"

"No, Raph! I'll be able to go around places with you, but i'll need a wheelchair now. But, except for this i am fine!" You tried to reasure him that you were okay. But, he did not seem to get it.

"How can you be fine with not walking anymore??"

"What else can i do, Raph?? It just happened. I have to learn to live with this."

"I know! It's not yer fault. But, i'm... I don't know how ta behave right now."

"You don't have to do anything. I'm still me! My love for you haven't changed at all. I just hope that this doesn't change your love for me."

"Course not, darling! Ya look stunning even in a hospital robe. I promise that i'll be here with ya through this new phase of yer life."❤️

"Oh, Raphie! I love you!" You said as tears of joy rolled from your eyes. He hugged you and the two of you stayed like that for a few good minutes.

Donnie💜:

"How are you feeling?? Does your head hurt?? What the doctors said?? Please, tell me you're okay!!!" He was clearly anxious and worried about you. So much that he don't even say 'hi' when he saw you after soo much time apart.

"Donnie! Calm down, soldier! I am fine." You tried to calm him down. He seemed to cool down a little as he sit next to you and you look in each other's eyes. Soon, a lustful smirk emerge on his face.

"You gave me a big scare, you naughty girl. You've been gone for a long time." He sneaks his and under the cover and begin to caress your skin. You laughed as you could see what he was up to.

"Don! This is no place for make love! You know people die in here?!" You gave him the warning thinking this could stop him. But, damn, no one can stop a turtle who have been soo long time without sex.

"Well, they'll sure have something interesting to watch from the afterlife." He said as he smelled on your neck. Of course you haven't bathed for a month, however, Donnie loves your natural musk.

"I just woke up from a coma and you're already flirting with me?! Incredible!" You joked as you pushed him away from you.

"I sure am, sweetheart." He blinks to you. Of course he did not love you just for the sex, but, what would he say if you couldn't walk anymore??

"Hey, Don. You're the most thechnical guy that i know, and i think that you might take this a little more easy. You started.

"What's wrong??"

"Something that have happened and you need to know."

"Please, just split that out before i get nervous, sweetie."

"Okay. I am paraplegic." You finaly said it.

"You're what?! How??" He was all worried again.

"I've hit my head very hard that day and..." You tried to explain but he cut you.

"I got it. It has damaged your primary motor cortex. It must've been more serious than i thought." He seemed so sad about it. He took off his glasses to brush his face with his hand.

"Donnie? Are you okay?"

"As long as you are, i am, honey." He forced a smile.

"But, doesn't it bother you that i can't walk??" You asked hoping that he'll say otherwise.

"Why would it? Yes, i feel sad about what have happened to you, but i will always love you." He holds your hand tight and place a soft kiss on your cheek. "Don't worry, my lovely kitten. For now on, i'll be your very own doctor. I'll learn about disabled care and i will take care of all your needs."💜

"That's wonderful, Donnie! Oh, God, thank you for this amazing turtle in my life!" You said in total hapiness. He hugs you from your chest as you cried on his shoulder. You knew he would take good care of you.

Mikey🧡:

"Angelcakes! Please don't do this to me ever again!!! It's been so sad without you!" There were clear tears in his eyes. He kneeled next to the hospital bed and burried his face on your lap.

"Oh, my sweet angel! Please, don't cry. I am here now! Come on." You lift his face by his chin, his eyes red from the tears a little sobby. "Oh, my poor baby. It's all over now. I've came back to you."

"Okay, babycakes. I am fine now." He cleaned his tears and smiled to you. Oh, you have missed that beautiful smile. "Jeez, there's soo many things that i wanna do with you. When you're full recovered, of course. We can play video games, watch movies and play basketball!"

"Mikey, there is something i need to tell you."

"Yes, angel??"

"I'm afraid i won't be able to play basketball with you anymore."

"Oh, that's not a problem. We can also play soccer, tennis, volleyball and do parkour!"

"No, Michelangelo! I will never be able to do these things again! The doctor said i can't move my legs. I'll have to use a wheelchair to do everything for now on." You tried to hold down your tears as the reality shock hit you hard as you told him about your condition.

"Y/N" Whenever he called you by your name instead of some of the cute nicknames you knew he was serious. "Please, stop crying. If i have knowm about this i wouldn't have brought all that things that you can't do up. I'm sorry, babycakes."

"It's okay, Mikey. I don't blame you for it. Look, we can still do a lot of things together. I can play video games and watch movies, i could even play basketball on the wheelchair but i'll have to learn how to first.

"Yeah, true! I've seen a lot of basketball players on wheelchairs, they rule!"

"And also, i don't have to walk for us to snuggle together, or kiss."

"That's true, baby."

"Everything can still be like it was before. As long as our love it's still the same."

"It's unbreakable!" He gently brought you to a lovely and needly kiss. You were so happy that he'll always love you, needless if you could walk or not.🧡

[smarmykemetic]

I will be starting the discord chat in the Mourners of Outlaws discord (message me for the link) probably around 3:30pm The ritual will officially start at Saturday May 16th 4pm MST (time zone converter). The plan is as follows:

Start the voice chat, wait for the friend who requested the Catholic rite to join. Recite Catholic prayer to the best of my ability.

Make offering to Anubis, and pray to him as a psychopomp to watch over the ritual and make sure that all the souls who don’t want to go to the Duat are ferried to their appropriate afterlives.

As close to 4pm MST as possible, begin the ritual.

Personal prayer/adoration of the Outlaw Dead.

Music and singing.

Discussion of what spells I am willing to ask the OD for help with on your behalf (the ones that have consented/will consent to the job, that is) in exchange for a charitable donation to living Outlaws (especially to ones affected by the virus). I’m planning on researching a handful of charities to suggest, but I’ll accept donations to a charity of your choice as well.

Reversion of offerings and generally hanging out in the voice chat (for fun and so that I can relax and ground myself). Me and my irl friends are probably gonna play a drinking game afterward, and it would be really fun for yall to participate with that, since I bet we’ll all appreciate something goofy and fun after this.

This is going to be an emotionally intense event, as it is every time I do the full rite, especially since the whole point is for us to collectively mourn and, hopefully, begin to process the collective trauma of this awful shit we’re all going through right now. Especially since I know from experience I tend to get a little errmm carried away when doing magic or rituals, I want to warn anyone that this will very likely be triggering to some; I’m not entirely confident in my ability to stay calm once I get going with this. I am definitely going to cry like a baby like I always do can we get an f in the chat, and then I’m gonna get tipsy on the ritual alcohol, so as a perk to helping honor the beloved dead, you get to giggle at me acting drunk and foolish lol. (My bf and a friend of ours, both Norse pagans who don’t really use Tumblr, will also be listening in in person, and you’ll likely get a chance to chat with them too, in case that sweetens the pot for anyone.)

If you want to participate rather than just listen, you’ll need to set up a space to offer stuff to Set, and a separate space to offer to the OD. You don’t absolutely have to use icons for either of them, but consider using the sigils I made to represent different factions of the OD 

You will also need: two candles, lighter, incense, water, two cups, something to give for an offering (one for Set, one for the Dead). The OD aren’t picky, but they love alcohol and music; most of the rites I do for them end up having more of a friendly gathering/party vibe, after the serious and/or magical stuff is done. I think it’s because part of the offering is the company and attention of the living, not just the offerings themselves; basically, after we let ourselves get really sad and angry on their behalf, I’m expecting them to pivot it to a more positive and camaraderie-focused vibe, as they usually do. 

Finally, I want to encourage yall to not stress too much about getting all the details right in your own rituals, and to branch out to invite your own gods, or apply your own traditional methods for such a situation, if you so choose. I highly recommend at least making an offering to Set and asking him for protection before doing anything with the OD, since this whole thing is his project and that means he’s more liable to sufficiently supervise people trying to help him with it, but you can likely ask your patrons/trusted psychopomps to help you with it just as well.

(Ritual under the cut)

Approaching the Shrine:

Awake in peace, Lord of the Red Land, awake in peace.

I come to you, your servant, your son, I come to you.

Your beautiful scent, it calls me forward.

And upon you filling my nostrils

I, your servant, your son, I come to you.

I have made my way and I enter into your presence.

I am one of you.

Do not repulse me on the god’s path.

My feet are not impeded, I am not turned back from the god’s place.

I have looked upon you. I know you.

Your mighty Sha have enclosed me.

I have entered this place with ma’at in my heart

In order to honor each and every Akh in the Duat upon this day.

*Step forward, or open the shrine, depending on your setup*

I open your temple. I come to you.

Your warmth and beauty surrounds me as I enter. I am not repulsed.

Behold, I have come to you to offer Ma’at,

to make sound the Eye for its lord.

Presentation of Light:

The torch comes to your ka, O Set, Lord of the Oasis.

Here comes he who promises the night after the day;

Here comes the two sisters from Ra;

Here comes she who was manifested in Abdju.

For I have caused it to come to you.

Even the Eye of Horus comes to you

Because I have made it so.

*Light first wick*

Come to this Eye of Horus, Great Set.

Let its light renew your youth in peace.

*Light second wick*

 Come to this Eye of Horus, O Numerous Akhu who reside in the Duat.

Come to this light and let it renew your youth in peace.

 The Eye of Horus is your protection, O Weary One.

It spreads its protection over you; it defeats all of your adversaries.

Truly, your adversaries are fallen.

 The Eye of Horus is your protection, O Akhu.

It spreads its protection over you; it defeats all of your adversaries.

Truly, your adversaries are fallen.

 The Eye of Horus comes intact and shining

like Ra on the horizon.

The four torches go to your ka, O Set.

The four torches are your protection, O Lord of Ma’at

You are truly Enduring because of their protection.

 It is Set who causes a torch to be bright for the potent Bas in the Duat.

May you make the living Ba of each and every Akh within your Domain

to be strong with their torch so that they will not be

repelled or turned back from the portals of the West.

 Through your Rebellion and Strength,

Each and every akh in your Domain flourishes.

They are restored to their true shape and form

As sure as the sun crosses the sky every day.

 Purification of offering space:

 *Take up water bowl/pitcher*

 O water, may you remove all evil,

I give you essential water, O Destroyer of the Damned One, a tide in your time.

I bring the flood waters to purify your sanctuary.

I bring you the flood waters to purify your temple

and your statue in your place.

*wet your finger and touch the four sides of your shrine, offering table or plate, etc.*

O Set, your altar is cleansed by the water;

Your altar is purified by the incense;

You are cleansed by Horus;

You are purified by Thoth.

Water invigorates your body;

It is I, your servant,

who comes to you in the palace where you reside.

Presentation of Libations:

 These your cool waters, O Set

have come from your nephew, Horus.

I have come to you having gotten Horus’s eye,

So that your heart may become cool with it;

I have gotten it under your feet.

Accept the outflow that comes from you:

So that your heart will not become weary.

 *Pour the water into first cup or bowl*

 This water is the Eye of Horus,

take it to your countenance,

that it may brighten your face.

 O Set, take this Eye of Horus

Which has been given to you by your son

So that you may live in Eternity

Glorious and pure.

*Pour the water into second cup or bowl*

 O Glorious Spirits, take this Eye of Horus

It parts your mouth so that you may you taste its taste

Accept this Eye so that you may live in Eternity

Glorious and pure.

Presentation of Offerings:

Oh He Who Commands the Riot, stand up and sit down to a thousand of bread,

a thousand of beer, roast meat, your rib-meat from the slaughterhouse, “pulled” bread from the broadhall.

*place first offering*

 As you are provided with a god’s-offering, these akhu are provided with bread.

You have come to your ba, Set, ba among the akhs,

in control of all that he sees, whom the Ennead tend in the Official’s Enclosure.

I have given you Horus’s eye, I have allotted it to you: may it endure for you with you.

 *place second offering*

 O Glorious Akhu, stand up and receive this your bread from me.

O Great Spirits, I will be an attendant for you.

O Enduring Akhu, accept Horus’s eye, your bread-loaf, and eat.

 As everything is for those under your protection,

let everything be for the bodies of the Blessed Dead.

 Grow aroused, you Great Akhu

Take this Eye of Horus and become uplifted.

In your place of Completeness you do not hunger. You have no thirst.

Your contentment is all you know in the land of the Duat.

Your heart becomes awash with joy

And your hearts fill with ma’at.

 As you take in the Eye of Horus

You shall become as complete as every NTR:

your head as Horus of the Duat—an Imperishable Star;

your face as Eyes-Forward—an Imperishable Star;

your ears Atum’s twins—an Imperishable Star;

your eyes Atum’s twins—an Imperishable Star;

your nose as the Jackal—an Imperishable Star;

your teeth Sopdu—an Imperishable Star;

your arms Hapi and Duamutef—when you demand to go up to the sky, you go up;

your legs Imseti and Qebehsenuef—when you demand to go down to the undersky, you go down;

your limbs Atum’s twins—an Imperishable Star.

O Great Akhu, become clean through Horus’s Eye and

Make your bones firm.

O Great Akhu, become Whole through Horus’s Eye and

All of your obstructions will be removed through Set’s mighty Sha.

 You will not perish, your ka will not perish

As Set lives, you shall live.

As you live, Set lives.

 Sun and Thoth, take each and every akh with you,

that they may eat of what you eat of,

that they may drink of what you drink of,

that they may live on what you live on,

that they may sit where you sit,

that they may grow powerful from what you grow powerful from,

that they may sail in what you sail in.

The booth of each and every akh is plaited of reeds;

the flood of each and every akh is in the Marsh of Offerings;

their feasts are among you, gods;

the water of each and every akh is wine, like the Sun.

They will circumnavigate the sky like the Sun,

They shall course the sky like Thoth.

And both akhu and NTRW shall live in peace in the Duat.

Whole and Complete. A million times effective.

 Reversion of offerings:

 O He Who Makes the Sky Tremble, your enemies withdraw from you.

Heru has turned himself to his Eye in its name of Reversion-of-Offerings.

These your divine offerings revert;

They revert to your servant for life, stability, health and joy.

So that you may flourish for eternity.

[nikky-the-writer]

Ghost from the past

Part 7 (You can find previous parts on my Masterlist) Warning: cursing, mentions of death, spoilers for the show, blood, sad, mention of suicide attempt… Summary: Diego still can’t accept what happened when he was younger and he isn’t the only one….

A/N: There is only one more part left after this one…Sorry for the wait!!!!

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There is always one thing in our lives, one thing that changes everything, one thing that starts the beginning of the end. And that happened to you. You didn't decide to leave because you were brave enough to defy Reginald, it wasn't that. Actually, it was fear which made that decision for you. It was not ordinary fear, no ordinary action as indeed you were extraordinary. An extraordinary child whose gift almost took the life of your sister.

So you weren't running away from the man who took you but from the one person who was always kind to you. She to you as a Soul harvester was like a beckon in the cold lonely night. You were drowned to her, and you couldn't control what could kill her in a matter of a few seconds. So to save her you lost yourself. You lost years of your life, you lost precious moments with the people you love; the moments which could've become your memories. Still, after all, that you have lost, you couldn't continue on without facing what you have done. You couldn't ease your guilt of seeing your sister on the ground as you feed onto her soul. So for the first time after years locked in the paralyzed body with your mind raging, it wasn't your favorite boys on your mind but the isolated girl who somehow reminded you of yourself. And there wasn't a lot that you needed to say, it was only one sentence, only one well now phrase that every human being, ordinary or extraordinary knew.

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"I'm sorry," you said as you stared at your shocked sister. Vanya stood next to the opened door glaring at you not even noticing Klaus who was standing behind you or the lacking in clothing in both of you. Your hand was placed on the wall beside the door for support as once again you repeated the words. Vanya blinked a few times acknowledging what you said and with that, her confusion only grew. "For what?" Vanya question as she led you both in, helping you to the couch. There were millions of questions running around her head as to where you were, how are you still alive as well how did you get to her apartment? But those questions could be answered later just as the police officer you cuffed will be soon released. Vanya looked towards Klaus who shrugged as you sat down on the couch with your fingers fidgeting as your gaze moved around. You didn't answer as you expected for her not to let you in and there you were, politely invited inside. You took everything in as you observed details, it felt strange. The beckon from childhood was slightly weaker and you couldn't understand why; you couldn't know that she was kept sedated the majority of her life and that that affected her. "What is wrong with your powers?" You questioned as you knew that she had them but you never spoke about it to anyone as you knew that if Reginald found out that he would make Alisson use her powers on you and you did not need someone to mess with your head as the old man already messed with your life. "What?" Vanya questioned with her voice barely more than a whisper. Klaus observed the interaction with his lips slightly parting as his gaze moved from you to her. He tilted his head as he waited for you to answer. "You are not as bright as before," you pointed out. "Why are you calling her stupid?" "Her soul, not mind. The energy in her, it's not what it used to be," you explained. "I don't have powers, I'm ordinary," Vanya assured. "If you were ordinary I wouldn't have almost killed you." "You never hurt me," Vanya said wearily as at this point she couldn't be sure in anything. "I did before he locked me away. I couldn't control myself as your powers were too alluring for me." "But I have no powers," Vanya reminded again. "Who told you that? Alisson?" you questioned as you were more than aware what Alisson could do to even those more powerful than her. "I...I was always ordinary..." she murmured under her breath. "But you aren't," you assured her. "And I'm sorry for what I've done." Vanya took in your words but she stayed silent and Klaus was one to speak up. "What kind of powers are we talking about?" "That is on her to find out," you said staring directly at Vanya. "But you won't be alone." As you spoke those last words you stood up walking to where she was sitting. "I know that it's frightening, I am also not in complete control over myself. We can learn together, I owe you as much." "You don't owe me anything," Vanya whispered as she didn't want to be an obligation to you. "No Vanya, I am your sister. I am here for you, we all are." Klaus nodded at your words but Vanya was still apprehensive. "They don't care about me. I'm just..." "You are you, and you will always have me. You will always have Klaus, and Diego and Ben." "Ben....he is dead," Vanya said softly as she wasn't aware that you were aware of his fate. "But he is still here Vanya," you assured her. "How could you know all of that? About Ben, me having powers?" Her eyebrows furrowed while trying to process all of the information. "Where were you for the past 14 years? You just dissapeared." Vanya asked for the explanation but she wasn't the only one wondering. Klaus tilted his head waiting to hear what exactly happened to you. "After I almost killed you I decided to leave and take Ben, Klaus, and Diego with me. Reginald found out about our plans and that I was the one who was able to provide a life for the other three. He sedated me, but it wasn't enough. We...." you stopped as you remembered the moment of weakness how the fight actually started. "I was ready to kill myself and..." Vanya's eyes went wide as well as Klaus' who couldn't believe what he was hearing as you were always the one who was strong, always the one who fought and stood for themselve. "We faught and I got hurt." "But why were you gone for so long, what happened?" Klaus was now one to ask as no injury puts you away for 14 years except maybe coma however in this case induced one. "He obviously thought that I shouldn't be awake any longer." You guessed as you couldn't know what sort of danger your powers actually were. To you, they were dangerous however you weren't afraid of yourself or them. "Do others know about you? You and Diego were really close, he would be hapy to see that you are still alive." Vanya questioned. "I don't know, it doesn't really change anything. You all are different people than who you were before. There is not much that makes us close anymore and that is my fault." "No, Y/N, it's not. Our father did this to us, to all of us." Vanya said not knowing how to exactly comfort someone who carries so much guilt and its not even their to bare. "We should probably go to others," Klaus said after a short argument with Ben. "Seven of us in the same house again," you exhaled, but it wasn't because of who was there but what the house represents to you. "I don't want to see him." You stated staring at your fingers. "Reginald is dead," Vanya said as she knew how much hate was between you two. "And mother?" "She is still alive and Pogo as well," Vanya told you before Klaus spoke. "Five is also back." Your eyes went wide as you couldn't believe it. "Did father keep him away as well?" "No, he traveled through time," Vanya said before glancing towards Klaus not knowing if it would be the smartest thing to mention what Five claimed. She stayed silent deciding that Five should be the one to tell you. And although she was still weary of everything you said she knew that you should be let to rest and that there was enough time for questions after you all reunite. “And my grandma?” “I…” Klaus started, however, there was nothing to say as he had no clue. “She died a month after you were proclaimed dead.” “So, I killed her,” you whispered in disbelief. “I’m truly a monster.” “No, don’t blame yourself for what has happened because of your absence.” “How not, Vanya?” you questioned only to be met with silence. “I shouldn’t go back,” you whispered under your breath and Ben was the first one to protest although only Klaus was aware of it. “We need you,” Klaus finally said pleadingly. “You didn’t need me for more than a decade, nothing will change.” “You are wrong. We’ve been miserable without you. Ben died, I’m constantly failing, Diego was left broken, Five is…well he is complicated, Vanya would be all alone with her powers and even Luther and Alisson need you. So please just come home with us.” So you did go home after borrowing clothes from Vanya as well as Klaus. You saw the rest of the members of your family and you couldn’t stop yourself from smiling when you saw Diego. You were beaming with joy as you hugged him, while one watching was breaking apart. Five could only stare when you arrived and could only accept a brief hug although his hands lingered. You were like a mother to him yet you had almost none emotional connection to him. And in the moment of weakness, well after all the reconnecting was over he headed to Alisson’s room with only one thought on his mind; he was about to ask her a favor, one thing that only she could do and soon it was done. One thing that will slightly burden his mind but ease his heart.

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[lovebubblechoices]

This Chapter was EVERYTHING

He punched Nash, MC punched him. MARRIED

Naveen is safe and taking the Head position

Ethan Jonah Fucking Ramsey is BACK IN THE GAME

Naveen left no choice for Ethan but to accept MC as junior on diagnosis team (that was gold)

Emery back to surgery and that’s f* GREAT and Aurora will move in with us !!!

Elijah being cute with Phoebe

Bryce, Rafael were awesome supportive friends

Loved the moment with the pets at Donahue’s

Sienna pushing MC in Ethan’s arms (my girl deserves the Universe and more)

Elijah and Sienna discovering MC and Ramsey relationship (I live for teasing situations. Next year going to be so much fun, gimme this PB please!)

Me happy because me saw Annie, Remy, the bossy lady and the baseball player

LAUNDRY THE SNAKE WILL BE AT MASS KEMORE YOUHOOOOOO !!!!!!!!

There’s so much joy and hapiness within me right now and I would like to seriously thank PB for that. To me, Open Heart was/is a MASTERPIECE and I only hope the best for the future of it. I hope Book 2 will as awesome as this one. I’m not even sad to let the gang go for a while. They will come back brilliantly, have my word people. But greatness comes with time, so PB please, pretty please with a cherry on the top, take as much time as you need for book 2 because there are some risks that are worth taking...