#you ain't never seeing those pearly gates ever

[welivefast-dieyoung]

@trumanblackblog ✋Pause this whole thing right now. From the very depths of my cold black soul, know that I mean this with my whole chest. Fuck you bitch. Fuck you (I'm jealous I'm sorry)

[lunarwolly]

My question about your oc is where did you get the inspiration for them cause they look interesting and very amazing!

YISS OC ASKS!

I actually answered this on curiouscat, but I can still say it again here!

Edén is, and this will kinda get a bit personal and triggering so there's your heads up there,

But they are basically a comfort fantasy of if I went through with killing myself years ago. I was in a very dark place and had attempted twice, but eventually I started getting intrusive thoughts of committing a murder suicide of my family (as they where the people severely abusing me and making me nearly break to that point).

So obviously...among other things coupled with that, I wouldn't be going to the big pearly gates as it were lmao.

But that's where Edén and their story comes in. They're a self insert where they ended up in Hell from those experiences as well as offing themselves (bc as we can see...Heaven ain't exactly as forgiving as it makes itself out to be and I'm going to guess beings like Lute is why since no mistakes are allowed EVER, so why would they allow someone who rejected the Creator's gift?).

They are in the worst place imaginable, doomed to suffer an eternity in damnation...until they meet the Radio Demon and find refuge in the hotel. Being a natural pessimist, they don't have much faith in Charlie's plan, but fuck if it means getting out then what do they have to lose?

Despite their position though, they find family and people that give a single damn about them for once in their life. People that will do anything to protect them and kindred spirits among everyone else that has done things they aren't proud of.

It was something I needed and wanted during that time in my life. A silver lining that even in being put in the worst position possible that you never asked for, there was something and someone to help you keep pushing until you finally reached where you wanted to be.

That's what Edén's story is.

It means a lot to me as you can see kfncnag

ANYWAYS UH. THAT'S HOW IT IS FOR THEIR STORY INSPOS SORRY FOR THE DRABBLE.

When it comes to designs, I just put things I liked into their redesign! Pastels, purples, oversized sweaters...though Asriel Dreemurr from Undertale was most DEFINITELY a big inspo if the ears didn't make it obvious lmao.

[drowsyrpmemes]

SENTENCE  STARTERS  FROM  O  MY  HEART   ,    BY MOTHER  MOTHER

O  MY  HEART

❝   My  heart   ,   it's  a  fish  out  of  water  ❞ ❝   It  ain't  quite  dead  ❞   ❝   But  it  ain't  quite  dead   ,   it  just  is  like  this  ❞

BURNING  PILE

❝   I  tried  to  save  my  face  ❞ ❝   All  my  money  been  a  long  time  spent  ❞   ❝   Throw  my  troubles  at  the  pearly  gates  ❞ ❝   My  momma   ,   lonely  maid  got  her  buns  in  the  oven   ,   and  she  never  got  laid  ❞ ❝   My  papa   ,   renaissance  man   ,   sailed  away  and  he  never  came  back  again  ❞  ❝   I  said  all  your  troubles   ,   you  don't  need  a  thing  ❞ ❝   If  I   ,   catch  fire  then  I'll  take  my  turn  to  burn  burn  and  burn  ❞

BODY  OF  YEARS

❝   All  the  remains  of  a  cadaver  of  days   ,   I  keep  hidden  away   ,   keep  them  there  just  in  case   .  ❞ ❝   Blow  the  dust  from  the  bones  ❞   ❝   It's  a  body  of  work  that  you  can't  ever  change  ❞

TRY  TO  CHANGE

❝   Try  to  change  ...   I  try  to  change   ...  ❞ ❝   I  make  a  list  of  all  the  ways  to  change  my  ways   .   but  I  stay  the  same   ❞   ❝   So  I  hurt  my  leg  and  well   ,   overall  I  just  stayed  the  same   .  ❞ ❝   Everybody  be  tryin'  to  change   ❞ ❝   It's  safe  to  say   ,   some  don't  change  ❞ 

WISDOM

❝   Don't  think  I  know  how  to  do  this  ❞ ❝   I  spit  on  some  good  advice  ❞   ❝   Once  I  was  told  but  like  any  misfit  I  spit  on  some  good  advice    ❞ ❝   Where  can  I  get  some   ?   Wisdom   ❞ ❝   I  wanna  trade  my  dimwits  in  for  tips   ❞

BODY

❝   Take  my  brain   ,   or  what  remains  and  throw  it  all  away   ❞ ❝   I've  grown  tired  of  this  body   ❞   ❝   Fall  apart  without  me   ❞ ❝   I've  grown  tired  of  this   ❞

GHOSTING

❝   I've  been  ghosting   ❞ ❝   You'll  know  I'm  out  of  hiding   ❞   ❝   I  remember  the  days  when  I'd  make  you  oh   -   so  afraid   ❞ ❝   You  don't  need  me   ❞ ❝   Hey   ,   would  it  be  so  bad  if  I  stayed   ?  ❞ ❝   I  will  be  kind  and  I'll  be  sweet   ❞ ❝   Stop  staring  straight  through  me   !!   ❞ ❝   You  don't  need  me   ❞ 

HAY  LOFT

❝   My  daddy's  got  a  gun   ❞ ❝   Blow  their  hay  loft  bedheads  straight  off   ❞   ❝   My  daddy's  got  a  gun  you  better  run   ❞

WRECKING  BALL

❝   I  made  a  wreck  out  of  my  hand   ❞ ❝   I  made  a  fist  and  not  a  plan   ❞   ❝   Call  me  a  reckless  wrecking  ball   ❞ ❝   I  am  unruly  in  the  stands   ❞ ❝   It  takes  a  dedicated  hand  to  put  it  through  the  wall  ❞ ❝   You  gotta  wanna  break  the  heart  of  all  those  pretty  porcelain  dolls   ❞ ❝   You  gotta  see  the  artistry  in  tearing  the  place  apart  with  me  baby   ❞

ARMS  TONIGHT

❝   I  fell  hard  in  your  arms  tonight  it  was  nice   ❞ ❝   I'm  fine  even  after  I  have  died   ❞   ❝   I  tried  to  escape  the  afterlife   ❞ ❝   I  tried  to  get  back  in  your  arms  alive   ❞

MILES

❝   Take  me  by  the  hand  we  could  go  walking  for  miles   ❞

SLEEP  AWAKE

❝   Throw  the  evidence  into  a  trunk  and  drop  it  in  the  sea   ❞ ❝   Sleep  with  one  eye  on  the  bedroom  door   ,    the  other  on  the  cake    ❞   ❝   I  go  to  bed  with  all  my  lights  turned  on   ❞

[gloomyhearts]

Always by your side || Luke Patterson

Chapter fifteen~ this special club

2020

When her eyes focused on the surroundings, the blonde saw the large man who bend down; he wears a deep purple smoking, a black coat and a topper suited his dark hair; his light blue eyes full of eager.

“How did you do that?”

“Oh, my dear, I know every strewing soul in Hollywood, and so are you,” he offers his hand down to her.

“And what am I doing here?”

“Well you, you have an extraordinary ability and I can give you everything.”

“The only thing I need are answers and I don’t think some old man in a smoking can give me those.”

“But I can give you the space to use them..”

It was the fourth night in roll the girl happened to approach his ‘club’, he promised her to give her freedom with her powers but she had to use them in there so the people could see them as well as Caleb.

“Sabrina dear, you’re finally here,” he steps next to her, “today’s the day you’ll sing right?” he nudges her side, “we get some special guests.”

“I’ve no other choice.”

The blonde was in the room backstage when Willie arrived there, “Hey Willow,” he greets, beaming at her.

“Hey, dude. What’s wrong?”

“Well I found those three ghosts and- where’s Caleb?”

“Probably at the bar or talking to some lifer,” she shrugs her shoulders.

But then the named man walks down the stairs, “Oh hey, um.. I brought those ghosts I met? Um it’s.. it’s still okay they’re here right?”

“Of course William. I even reserved a special table for them,” he took a sip of his cup.

“Whoa, all right! Um.. thank you.”

Caleb’s feature weren’t readable, his face among the shades due to the light behind him. “No, no. thank you.”

When Willie was about to leave he almost crashes into the blonde since he was so nervous, “this way,” he points chuckling lightly.

The tall man left Sabrina without another word, on his way up he even chuckles evilly.

Sabrina takes her position behind the drums, her eyes wandering around the venue like always but this time there were three new faces.

I brought those ghosts I met, Willie’s voice echoed through her head.

Her eyes widened and her fingers began to shake, she rubs her palms onto her jeans getting rid of the sweat.

Her outfit, well Caleb wanted her rather to wear a pastel, knee length dress but that wasn’t her.

The blonde made herself invisible terrified that they would notice her presence.

“I know that you are here dear,” his voice small but plummy, he smirked at the teenager. In the next moment he could examine the blonde, in her black trousers and flannel, she wore the necklace Alex gifted her and Luke’s ring, curls falling down her head, “you look pleasant, Sabrina.”

“Thank you,” her voice just above a whisper, her eyes glued on the tums.

“Shall we start?” She nods.

“Ladies and gentlemen, back from the dead by popular demand, please welcome Caleb Covington!” the crowd erupts in sheering, furious clapping filled the room.

Caleb floats right over Sabrina, Willie laid his eyes on her and winked.

“Did you miss me?” his voice pulled the pair out of their staring contest.

The thing is Willie is in fact a real nice guy and she would have introduced him to her fellas, yet he works with the devil himself and she couldn’t jeopardise the boys. But it looks like the band found Willie themselves.

“I did too!”

“Welcome to the party of your dreams!”

“From the Egyptians to the druids, to the person sitting next to you, we’ve all wondered, ‘where do we go when that final light is snuffed out?’ Allow me to show you.”

Sabrina’s knuckels turn white as she held tight on the sticks; she starts to beat on the tom, giving the rhythm to the music.

Let me introduce myself, we got some time to kill

Consider me the pearly gates to your new favorite thrills

We could go make history or you could rest in peace

But here there ain't no misery

Cause on the other side we live like kings

Whatcha gonna do? Whatcha gonna do?

Let your body loose, let your body loose

Whatcha gonna do? Whatcha gonna do?

Show you a thing or two

Cause you ain't seen nothing

The band was now visible for everyone. The blonde was seated behind Caleb’s back although she could observe everything from there.

When the refrain kicks in, Sabrina’s voice was audible too, it was quiet however the boys would still recognize it.

Life is good on the other side of Hollywood

Life is good on the other side of Hollywood

So welcome to the brotherhood

Where you won't be misunderstood

Life is good on the other side of Hollywood

Caleb’s approached the table the boys were at, making his magic trick like every night.

Everything has got a price but happiness is free

Just so happens, you're in luck, we've got a vacancy

We can set the night on fire and break out of the scene

Your soul print on the walk of fame on the boulevard of your wildest dreams

Whatcha gonna do? Whatcha gonna do? Boys

Let your body loose, let your body loose

Whatcha gonna do? Whatcha gonna do? Boys

It ain't bragging if it's true

Now you ain't seen nothing

Life is good on the other side of Hollywood

Life is good on the other side of Hollywood

So welcome to the brotherhood

Where you won't be misunderstood

Life is good on the other side of Hollywood

Now it was time that the singer spun around to Sabrina and sing the next verse with her

The rain don't blind the rising souls

They got too much to see

I got your glamour, got your gold

Got all you'll ever need

Let me hear you now!

The rain don't blind the rising souls

They got too much to see

Yeah!

I got your glamour, got your gold

Got all you'll ever need

Yeah!

Sabrina could glimpse at the three teenager, which where dancing in their chairs and clapping to the rhythm

Watch me make a move, watch me make a move, boys

Whatcha gonna do? Whatcha gonna do?

Watch me make a move, no, I don't disappoint

Whatcha gonna do? Whatcha gonna do? Amen

Watch me make a move, I'm ya number one choice

Whatcha gonna do? Whatcha gonna do?

Watch me make a move, come one and give me that noise

A tomb with a view, ain't it something?

Yeah! He poofed a dancer on the ring which floated in the far corner

Life is good on the other side of Hollywood

Life is good on the other side of Hollywood

So welcome to the brotherhood

Where you won't be misunderstood

Life is good on the other side of Hollywood

So welcome to the brotherhood

Where you won't be misunderstood

Life is good on the other side of Hollywood

Ain't it the best?

Long live the dead!

The two assistance held a black blanket in front of his body and he sang the last words, poofing out of the room soon after, leaving the cheering crowd alone with the band.

A short silence filled the venue but Sabrina remembered Caleb saying to drum again, keeping the mood.

Her eyes were still on her brother and his friends which converse with Willie. Fortunately, they didn’t detected the blonde behind the drums, yet.

Suddenly, Caleb was behind them, which frightens her, she poofed herself away from her spot and another soul replaced her. Sabrina hides behind the large frame of Caleb, a few inches away from them but still able to eavesdrop.

“Hello boys, Caleb Convigton. Welcome to the Hollywood Ghost Club. Enjoying the show?”

“Yo, that was.. I mean.. did you.. like.”

“I know.”

“Right?”

“This is Alex, Luke and Reggie,” Willie states.

“Yeah, it’s really nice to meet you.”

“’Sup?” Reggie’s voice has never been this deep and raspy before, Sabrina facepalmed herself.

“The pleasure its mine. Nothing warms my heart more than sharing this magic with new friends. Please sit. Sit.”

"Uh thank you for the invite."

“Of course! Of course! Now, my friend Willie tells me that you boys have some magic on your own.”

Alex’s jaw dropped, brows raised and eyes widened, he clears his throat, “well.. Willie and I? I mean I wouldn’t really call it magic, but, I mean..” he chuckles.

“Oh no, he means your ghost abilities. You know, like, to be seen by everybody when you play with Julie.”

“No, totally. Right no,” Sabrina couldn’t help but smile at her idiotic brother, “’cause when you said it, I was like, ‘is that what he said?’ cause..”

Caleb shrugs it of by waving his hands, finally.

"Yeah, but we can’t really, uh, wave our arms and do all this magic stuff.”

"Well, I’ve had some practice. Our gifts are so rare, so special. It’s not often I come across other spirits who possess similar talents. It’s no surprise we found each other.”

“Yeah, definitely…”

“Yeah like Brie and..” Luke slaps his hand against Reggie’s chest.

“If you’ll forgive me, fellas, I gotta go pay the bills, if you know what I’m saying. I’ll be back later to chat,” he rises to his feet and disappeared.