#you WILL perceive my tsj love posts

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I have so many feelings about the way these two episodes outlined Tushan Jing’s strength of character by the way.

Xiyan Grandpa explaining the sheer amount of strength and will it takes to be kind, to choose goodness over and over. Saying that this is admirable! It’s a CHOICE to be kind. And it is also a choice, a difficult one, to show restraint. I love seeing characters take bloody revenge as well, but it’s not always the best fit for a character.

Cang Xuan trying to say that Tushan Jing choosing kindness will get him killed in the end, but… he’s wrong.

Because Cang Xuan forgets that Tushan Jing is also smart. He let Tushan Hou live, but only after making it impossible for him to strike back; by declawing and defanging him. Even then, when TSJ and Xiaoyao go to check on little Tian, they take major precautions.

And the only reason this didn’t work was because someone even more powerful than the Tushan family got involved; Cang Xuan himself. And that’s someone who would have found a way to get rid of TSJ whether he’d chosen to kill Tushan Hou and FFYY or not.

Kindness didn’t kill Tushan Jing; in fact it gave him his greatest happiness. There is value in a soft heart.