#you BET im ghost dark FUCK YEA

[mfdragon]

PSYCHIATRIST TED WOULD LIKE TO BATTLE!

Gravedigger Ted (yours truly) and Psychiatrist Ted ( @mfdragon ) would like to battle! (shoutout to the Game Grumps fans!!)

[astralgloss]

im a curious meanie so 1-134 muhahaha you get to relive the hell i just went through

etab i haTE U

1: Name

my name is marit lol but please just keep it mar

2: Age

i am 17 but i’ll b 18 in 2 months!!!!

3: 3 Fears

the dark, complete and utter loneliness, and clowns

4: 3 things I love

books, forest fruit tea, the sound of rain

5: 4 turns on

a nice smile that reaches the eyes, a nice smell, having a dog ngl, a soft touch

6: 4 turns off

extreme arrogance, insisting to pay for my meal if i want to pay bc its “what a man should do”, forcing lifestyles on me, not caring about my interests

7: My best friend

she does have tumblr but idk it but hey demi if u ever see this ur the bomb.com

8: Sexual orientation

im bi fam

9: My best first date

my bf and i went to amsterdam to go shopping and he followed me everywhere (even the bookshop even though he hates books) and idk i just love him it was a nice day

10: How tall am I

im 1,65m or 5′4″ but i can and will kick ur ass

11: What do I miss

nothing really??

12: What time was I born

ok so i asked my mom and she said i was born on a tuesday at exactly 12pm but i bet she’s lying

13: Favorite color

yellow!! im basic!!

14: Do I have a crush

well i sure hope so @ boyfriend

15: Favorite quote

to the stars who listen, and the dreams that are answered

16: Favorite place

my bf’s house tbh, specifically his bed

17: Favorite food

pizza, specifically the hot chicken one from ny pizza

18: Do I use sarcasm

nah fam (ofc i do im a little shit)

19: What am I listening to right now

god is a woman by ariana grande

20: First thing I notice in new person

how they look at other people when those people don’t notice it

21: Shoe size

38/39 idk the other size lol sorry 

22: Eye color

its blue but it changes with my mood (oh my god im so sorry im kidding please don’t hate me)

23: Hair color

im a blondie

24: Favorite style of clothing

sth casual but also a bit towards the punkish style, but i also rlly love looking tiny and soft and cute lol

25: Ever done a prank call?

ok so there’s this hotline for kids who have troubles with their parents and families but it was a shit hotline tbh so once i called it up with my friends pretending i was crying and the man on the phone asked me what was wrong so i told him that all my friends had fire type pokemon and i only had grass type pokemon and they kept beating me and i didnt know what to do and then man was so confused it was funny af

27: Meaning behind my URL

idk man i wanted a name that could b easy to remember and i was inspired by ridgeport tbh

28: Favorite movie

the perks of being a wallflower

29: Favorite song

Fav song atm is anything from p!atd's newest album and my fav song of all time is probably train of consequences by megadeth

30: Favorite band

megadeth lol

31: How I feel right now

pretty good but also annoyed bc i have to go to work in half an hour :(

32: Someone I love

my bf

33: My current relationship status

if u guys havent noticed by now im taken

34: My relationship with my parents

p ok

35: Favorite holiday

halloween/christmas

36: Tattoos and piercing i have

I have my ears pierced and thats it lol

37: Tattoos and piercing i want

i rlly want a few bookish related tattoos, like a tiny raven, a little lightning bolt, and the city of velaris and then i also rlly want a sleeve tbh but imma be a teacher and idk if i can :/ about piercings: i rlly want a helix or tragus and maybe get second holes in my hearlobes

38: The reason I joined Tumblr

ok so ive been on tumblr for about 5 years and initially it was bc i was Depressed™ and then about a year ago i found out about simblr and i was hooked

39: Do I and my last ex hate each other?

tbh i dont even talk to him anymore i dont rlly care about him in any way

40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts?

yes bih

41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted?

hes my bf so yea lol

42: When did I last hold hands?

wednesday

43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning?

about 45 minutes bc im lazy and i keep getting distracted

44: Have You shaved your legs in the past three days?

nope

45: Where am I right now?

in bed lol

46: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me?

either my bf or my best friend

47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level?

depends on where i am

48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad?

mom

49: Am I excited for anything?

tbh moving out but thats gonna take a few more years

50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to?

*insert bf here*

51: How often do I wear a fake smile?

every time im at work lol

52: When was the last time I hugged someone?

wednesday

53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me?

lol bye

54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not?

nope

55: What is something I disliked about today?

the fact that i have to work a day shift instead of an evening shift

56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?

my internet friends tbh it’d be cool to meet all the people from my bookish discord or from @booptherat​‘s discord

57: What do I think about most?

what book i should read next

58: What’s my strangest talent?

i can finish a book in about 4 hours

59: Do I have any strange phobias?

not rlly? i hate the whole asmr thing tho ew

60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?

behind lol

61: What was the last lie I told?

i dont remember tbh

62: Do I prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?

neither lol

63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens?

look im not saying that believing that we’re the only living species in the entire universe is narcissistic, but it is. also dont fuck with ghosts

64: Do I believe in magic?

hell yes

65: Do I believe in luck?

hell yes

66: What’s the weather like right now?

idk probably cloudy and windy

67: What was the last book I’ve read?

fahrenheit 451 by ray bradbury 

68: Do I like the smell of gasoline?

nah not rlly

69: Do I have any nicknames?

i guess mar?

70: What was the worst injury I’ve ever had?

when i was 2 i fell from sth and slammed the corner of my eye onto the corner of a table and i couldve been blind but thank god im not

71: Do I spend money or save it?

both 

72: Can I touch my nose with a tongue?

yup

73: Is there anything pink in 10 feet from me?

post it notes

74: Favorite animal?

doggg

75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM?

reading lol

76: What do I think is Satan’s last name is?

idk man

77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it?

i gotta feeling by the black eyed peas lol

78: How can you win my heart?

give me a samoyed and a 1000 books

79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone?

“a boss ass bitch”

80: What is my favorite word?

fuck?

81: My top 5 blogs on tumblr

@cubersims​ @imvikai​ @ridgeport​ @cowplant-pizza​ @bloomlet​ @tiptoptab​

82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say?

spend fiddies, pet kitties, hold tiddies

83: Do I have any relatives in jail?

not that i know of lol

84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power?

the power to choose whatever power i want at any moment

85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on?

“do you like working here?”

86: What is my current desktop picture?

its an august background from @emmastudies​

87: Had sex?

yes

88: Bought condoms?

no

89: Gotten pregnant?

no

90: Failed a class?

yes

91: Kissed a boy?

yup, i’ve been kissing my bf for about 2,5 years now lol

92: Kissed a girl?

yup, i’m living the bisexual dream lol

93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain?

yes

94: Had job?

yes, im working at a movie theater right now!!

95: Left the house without my wallet?

tbh all the time now that i can pay with my phone

96: Bullied someone on the internet?

yea i used to but that was when i was 12 and i’d like to say that i’ve grown a lot in the past 5 years

97: Had sex in public?

nope

98: Played on a sports team?

yes

99: Smoked weed?

nope, even though i live like 20 minutes away from amsterdam lol

100: Did drugs?

nope

101: Smoked cigarettes?

nope

102: Drank alcohol?

yupppp, i love me some raspberry cider

103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan?

nope

104: Been overweight?

nope

105: Been underweight?

nope

106: Been to a wedding?

yup

107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight?

lol all the time tbh

108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight?

yup

109: Been outside my home country?

yup, however never outside of europe tho

110: Gotten my heart broken?

a few times

111: Been to a professional sports game?

yess, i saw the dutch female volleyball team once!

112: Broken a bone?

nope

113: Cut myself?

yes

114: Been to prom?

we dont do prom in the netherlands lol

115: Been in airplane?

yes

116: Fly by helicopter?

nope

117: What concerts have I been to?

k3 (only dutchies and belgians remember this), one direction, megadeth, and ed sheeran

118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex?

yupp

119: Learned another language?

i mean im from the netherlands and im fluent in english thanks to myself

120: Wore make up?

yuppp

121: Lost my virginity before I was 18?

yes

122: Had oral sex?

lol yes

123: Dyed my hair?

nope

124: Voted in a presidential election?

not old enough to vote :(

125: Rode in an ambulance?

nope

126: Had a surgery?

nope

127: Met someone famous?

nope

128: Stalked someone on a social network?

nope

129: Peed outside?

a few times lol

130: Been fishing?

nope

131: Helped with charity?

yep

132: Been rejected by a crush?

a few times

133: Broken a mirror?

lol yes

134: What do I want for birthday?

some books, money, cake, more books, makeup

[tsekooh]

bet yall want yet ANOTHER post with 150 things about yours truly!!! buckle up!!!!!!!

1. Who was the last person you held hands with?

hghgkjhjsjkhkjsdghjkgs

2. Are you outgoing or shy?

shy!!! but i can be really outgoing i think? if i have One thing i want to work towards i will do it (college doesnt count shhshhshs)

3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?

MEG!!! HOLY SHIT I CANT WAIT TO SEE HER

4. Are you easy to get along with?

i.. hope so!! i dont hate anyone 

5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?

she’d do her best for being in australia

6. What kind of people are you attracted to?

do i.......have a type?

all my friends are gay 

7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?

OF COURSE

8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?

i only have like 2 o/g friends so i thought abt jace right away

9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?

only if serious/about real ppl or me

10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?

meg LOL

11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?

“SARCASM IS KEY i would know im the sarcasm queen”

12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?

eeeehhh

-shelter / porter robinson

-honey / magic man

-find a way  / safetysuit

-collect call / metric

-wildfire / marianas trench

13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?

ABSOLUTELY

14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?

YES BC I HAVE ONE RIGHT HERE (picks up meg)

15. What good thing happened this summer?

i saw rina!!!! i love them ;; 

and i met meg after that!!

16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?

no

17. Do you think there is life on other planets?

yes

18. Do you still talk to your first crush?

LMAO NO i thought i was straight 

but if we’re talking abt an actual crush then ... rarely?

19. Do you like bubble baths?

yes!!

20. Do you like your neighbors?

dont know them

21. What are you bad habits?

nail biting

22. Where would you like to travel?

australia...

japan w meg ccoUGH

23. Do you have trust issues?

EHHHHHHHH only w ppl i have a reason not to trust?

24. Favorite part of your daily routine?

saying good morning to meg

playing games!! drawing!! talking 2 people

25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?

stomach

26. What do you do when you wake up?

-turn alarm off and brightness down bc its 11pm and fucking blinds me

-skim notifications to make a mental note of who i need 2 reply 2

-unlock phone and say good morning to meg

-shower / eat

27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?

my skin tone is so awkward....its hard 2 say cause anything doesnt match my hair

28. Who are you most comfortable around?

meg/jace/toby/ren

29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?

i dont have like...........any real exes LOL

30. Do you ever want to get married?

LMAO I CANT IMAGINE IT only bc if i introduced my wife 2 someone i would literally say “this is my girlfriend- i mean wife”

idc abt marriage like id be down but its not like........Essential 2 a rs

31. Is your hair long enough for a pony tail?

yep

32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?

sasuke

33. Spell your name with your chin.

im too lazy to move my head

34. Do you play sports? What sports?

im exercise my stress level in splatoon

35. Would you rather live without TV or music?

tv

36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?

yep

37. What do you say during awkward silences?

nothingsfhdsghjk

38. Describe your dream girl/guy?

shes cute and plays video games with me and she loves me and never lets me forget that also her name is meg

39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?

i love. target. 

40. What do you want to do after high school?

LMAO so ive been out of school for a year so... i did want to go to college bt my mom wont let me so im just gonna move countries

Bye Bich

41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?

yes..........at least if the harm was done to me.....

unless ur my mom/step dad/dad

42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?

im dissociating/have nothing 2 say

43. Do you smile at strangers?

i try not to look at ppl 

44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?

OCEAN

45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?

meg

46. What are you paranoid about?

(:

47. Have you ever been high?

barely secondhand

48. Have you ever been drunk?

L O L

49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?

i have no secrets

50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?

green

51. Ever wished you were someone else?

sometimes but then i think i might be straight and im happy w who i am

52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?

my disgusting social skills

53. Favourite makeup brand?

eyeliner idc abt brand

54. Favourite store?

amiami .. or target

55. Favourite blog?

softsuke is like my fave mutual theyre p chill 

56. Favourite colour?

PINK

57. Favourite food?

SPAGHETTI or chicken

58. Last thing you ate?

...spaghetti

59. First thing you ate this morning?

.........spaghetti

60. Ever won a competition? For what?

i never win

61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?

nope tho im surprised

62. Been arrested? For what?

nope!

63. Ever been in love?

yeah... (looks @ meg) (coughs)

64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?

idr i think it was spin the bottle and i kissed 2 people and i was like 16?

anyway that was my first and last HGJKSGHDUIFJAL

65. Are you hungry right now?

nah

66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?

all my friends r my real friends

67. Facebook or Twitter?

twitter

68. Twitter or Tumblr?

both

69. Are you watching tv right now?

nope

70. Names of your bestfriends?

meg / jace / laura / ren / toby / rina 

71. Craving something? What?

2 be w meg gggghhj

72. What colour are your towels?

orange! 

72. How many pillows do you sleep with?

2/3 maybe 4

73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?

yea

74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?

AT LEAST 40

75. Favourite animal?

HYENA

76. What colour is your underwear?

pink

dont say anything

77. Chocolate or Vanilla?

vanilla

78. Favourite ice cream flavour?

.........vanilla

79. What colour shirt are you wearing?

green jacket

80. What colour pants?

pink plaid pj pants (so rn i look like a fucking disaster)

81. Favourite tv show?

NARUTO

82. Favourite movie?

mmmm... the road to eldorado!

83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?

mean girls

84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?

never watched 21js

85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?

i lov the goth girl and the gay guy i forget names

86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?

dory

87. First person you talked to today?

meg

88. Last person you talked to today?

meg

89. Name a person you hate?

mom

90. Name a person you love?

meg

91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?

mom

92. In a fight with someone?

nope

93. How many sweatpants do you have?

idk LOL

94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?

A LOT

95. Last movie you watched?

UHH.. digimon movie i think?

96. Favourite actress?

emma watson is sooooooooooooooooooooo pretty

97. Favourite actor?

idk (spins a wheel) chris pratt

98. Do you tan a lot?

never

99. Have any pets?

my gma has a bunch of cats

100. How are you feeling?

TIRED I REGRET DOING THIS

101. Do you type fast?

NOT FAST ENOUGH

102. Do you regret anything from your past?

LOL YEAH

103. Can you spell well?

most of the time

104. Do you miss anyone from your past?

:3

105. Ever been to a bonfire party?

i burned a wacom tablet once

106. Ever broken someone’s heart?

i hope not

107. Have you ever been on a horse?

yes

108. What should you be doing?

uhhh... nothing that i know of

109. Is something irritating you right now?

nope

110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?

haaehuhsghsu

111. Do you have trust issues?

I ALREADY ANSWERED THIS

112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?

grandma/sister one of the two

.......DAMN THAT WAS RLY LONG AGO 

113. What was your childhood nickname?

no

114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?

yes

115. Do you play the Wii?

SPLATOON BABY

116. Are you listening to music right now?

im listening to shiny rn.......from moana......(quiet cough)

117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?

eh

118. Do you like Chinese food?

ehh

119. Favourite book?

my name is riley, im 19, and i dont know how to fucking read

120. Are you afraid of the dark?

not if i know where i am

121. Are you mean?

i hope not

122. Is cheating ever okay?

stop

123. Can you keep white shoes clean?

NO

124. Do you believe in love at first sight?

shrugs

125. Do you believe in true love?

YES

126. Are you currently bored?

lil bit

127. What makes you happy?

meg and all my friends i love u all

and games

128. Would you change your name?

legally, yes,

im working on that

129. What your zodiac sign?

capricorn

130. Do you like subway?

not rly but sometimes i crave it for some stupid reason

131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

THIS WOULDNT HAPPEN 

132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?

ALREADY ANSWERED THIS

133. Favourite lyrics right now?

my brain cannot process this question right now

134. Can you count to one million?

no

135. Dumbest lie you ever told?

fk if i know

136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?

CLOSED

137. How tall are you?

5′4′’

138. Curly or Straight hair?

straight

139. Brunette or Blonde?

brunette

140. Summer or Winter?

winter

141. Night or Day?

night

142. Favourite month?

december

143. Are you a vegetarian?

semi

the only meat i eat is poultry

144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?

milk

145. Tea or Coffee?

coffee

146. Was today a good day?

so far!! yea

147. Mars or Snickers?

neither

148. What’s your favourite quote?

dont look back youre not going that way

149. Do you believe in ghosts?

lil bit

150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?

NO FK THAT IM DONE BYE

[darke15]

Helloooooo Anna!!!!!!!!!!!! @itsarussian

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

I MISSED THIS SO MUCH IM SO EXCITEDDDDAAAAAAAAAAAAA

AHHHHHHHHHHH I MISSED YOU SO MUCH ANNA!!!!! 🖤🖤🖤

walsh brought even more files??? at least you gotta give kudos.. he trying really hard eheh

He really is tho 😂  

"even then something didnt feel right" YOU CAN DO IT BUCK WE BELIEVE IN YOU CMONN

He’s so clooossseeeeee 😭

Nat and Sam going from "i dont trust her, shes not telling the truth" in the early chapters, to searching for clues that could make ghost innocent makes me smile so much, i love this sharlock and watson duo

Natlock and Samson at your service 

they really be working their brain, damn thats actually clever lol

They’re trying their best 😂

"might as well be the asshole that brought the hydra agent that killed his girlfriend into his life" DAMN..

Oof 😬

i missed aftermath so much, them being cozy (even tho with some angst from ghost bc duh) is what i needed.. after one hell of a week, the update couldnt come at a better time, comfort fic to the rescue literally.

That’s one thing I really wanted with this chapter. After everything we’ve been through the past couple chapters, we need a breather and to just chill with the team for a bit.

seeing melina and yelena is so strange but so cool, and them having such a coordinated safehouse with all the blackwidows is such a badass thing

I always figured that if they had a network of finding and freeing Widows they’d also have something to help them after and I thought a ballet theatre would be a cool thing to set them in 

uhhh, she is not liking the name ghost?? 🧐🤨

It’s kinda like Bucky with the Soldier, it’s a part of them they’re not quite proud of and something they don’t really want out in the open

"she wanted to get her hands dirty. you wanted to get your handsa dirty" im howling, these descriptions are hyping me up so freaking much I LOVE THIS I MISSED THIS SO MUCH IM SNDING YOU BUCKETS AND BUCKETS OF LOVE

Thank you Anna! I’ve missed you all so much!!! 🖤🖤🖤

but also ghost broding at her own reflection is kinda funny lol

She’s going through her emo phase leave her alone

of course our beloved welsh is back with his shit

Of course 😈

....fuck... i forgot about Turner ajgshkadsgaodg im such a bad person IM SORRY J

😂😂😂

she doesnt like any more the names gjost and wraith, she wants to come out 100% clean, isnt she?

That might be a part of it 😏

AHAHAHAH HE REALLY DOESNT KNW HOW TO LIE

He’s trying his best 😂

ahahahgahgjsa how many plans does he have damn ahahah

As Boone says, “A bullshit plan for every eventuality that way they never see you comin'.”

jeeesus bucky if this was all real saying " blew up you girlfriend" isnt very comforting AHAHAHAH    steve:

😂😂😂

damn, going all the way back to the og c-17. OOF

We’re going back to the beginning 😈

AHAHAHAHAHA YELENA

I love her so much 🖤

EVERY BODY CHILL OUT, NOBODY IS GONNA LOSE ANYBODY. JACK IS FINE, NEW YORK IS MAD IN LOVE WITH MONTANA SO OUT OF QUESTION, WE LOST ALREADY TOO MANY PEOPLE SO HELP ME GOD PLS DONT LET DARKE KILL ANYMORE PEOPLE thank you.

Okay, I won’t kill nobody for a while… 😈

LETS GO WANDAAAAA DAJE AMO TOCCA A TEEE

yahhhhhhhssssssssssssssssss

AHAHAH AM I GONNA BE A SUPERHERO he looks so sad AHAHAH

He was so heartbroken… 

YEAS CLINT YOU SMARTDUMBASS you're gonna crack it, im betting money on you, dont let me down

😂😂😂

THIS IS SO COOL THIS IS SO COOL, MARVEL TAKE NOTES PLS

🖤🖤🖤

steve connecting it all by him self... BUCKY THATS HOW ITS DONE OKAY also.. steve swearing.. damn.. oof.. im not saying it, but i kinda am

He just needed one last piece of the puzzle and everything came together

"and you lied to us?" "obviously" DAMN RIGHT

yuuuppppppppp

I MISSED THIS SO MUCH i think i havent said it yet did i? AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA IM SO NOT READY FOR EVERYTHING YOU'RE GONNA VIOLENTLY THROW AT USSS

I missed you so much Anna! And I’m so happy to be back and I’ve bringing all the chaos with me 🖤

Chapter 74 // WIDOW’S NEST

To all my live reactors,

Please, please, please, hide your reactions under a Read More cut. I don’t want any spoilers floating around. 

&

To all my Anonymous Avengers, 

If you want to react in my asks, feel free. However, I won’t be answering any of them until at least Wednesday if they contain spoilers. 

Thank you,

Darke

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No. That wasn’t right. 

No. You weren’t fine.

You were definitely not fine. 

You were the opposite of fine. 

Sure, you may have managed to shove Ghost back down into the dark hole of your subconscious, for your team’s sake, but you could feel her manically clawing her way back out. She wasn’t going down without a fight and, if she was going down, she was going to drag Wraith down with her. 

You were going to drag him down with you. 

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Chapter 74 // WIDOW’S NEST

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Only at Night

Summery- Dean and You hook up at night, you deal with memories of a case. NSFW. Written for @deanwanddamons 500 follower challenge. Congrats! Prompt is in bold italiacs

Word Count- 1858

Y/N, why didnt you do more? 

Please, help us.... 

 Im scared....

why!?

Y?N!!!!

You shoot up in bed suddenly, gasping as your eyes look wildly around the room and you could feel a shift next to you as Dean rolled over from one side to another, his arm moving from under the pillow he was using and leaned on his elbow, green eyes sharp between sleepy half closed lids. “Again?” he grunted slightly as he moved to half sit up, his hand reaching to cup your face and turn you to look at him. Your heart was still hammering in your chest, and you gave a slight nod to him. “Son of a bitch.... “ He muttered while he moved to sit up and wrap an arm around you, pulling you in close. You rubbed your face in against his shoulder and chuckled. This might be a friends with benefits situation you two shared, but it was simply ingrained in the man to take care of you. 

“I hear the voices when I’m dreaming, I can hear them say my name.” You sigh softly, confessing against the column of his neck. If anyone understood how a job could stay with you, it was Dean. He hummed softly in agreement, his hand soothing up and down your back, and already you could feel the remnants of tension ebbing away under his hand. “Been fucken two years, and still... “ You drift off and pull back enough to look at him, smiling. “Cant win them all, right?” He shrugged at his, shaking his head. “No sweetheart we cant, but fuck if we dont try, do you want to tell me about it?” He tipped his head to look down, shifting his hand from your back to brush the hair from your face so he could see you. 

He asked you this every time, and you could feel your throat close when you would normally share them. One of these days maybe, but not this time, just like the last time you two had met up in a no name motel on the cheaper side of town. Instead you would use him other ways, twisting further to face him, you press your lips against his neck, right at that spot you know he liked, rewarded when you heard him take a sharp breath, your hands smoothing against the spanse of his chest. No, you didnt want to talk about it, you wanted to fuck it out for now. 

Of course Dean was willing to give that as well, his hands sweeping along your arms and cupping your face to drag your face up to his, teasing your lips with nipping kisses to open for for him, and at first you resist but his fingers trail down to the back of your neck and tip your head just right, and there it is. Taking over, his tongue sweeps past lips and teeth to swipe around your own, pulling you further into it, and fuck... he can kiss. Your head is swarming with the heady taste of liqor and man, one youve come to associate with him. Your hands they slide into his hair and fist into it, arching your body into his chest. 

Rubbing yourself against him, purring right into the kiss, his hand grasped the globes of your ass and just palmed them, fingers digging in while he pushed you into straddle his lap, moving from kissing your lips to ghost nips down your neck, tracing the line of your collarbone down, catching spots that made you breath in raspy, your breasts jutting forward when you tip your head back, hands guiding his head where you want those soft bites and laps of the tip of his tongue. A fogging of your mind, wasnt there something you were upset about? 

And right there he did it again, his lips sucking on a nipple and the sharpness of his teeth rolling the tip enough to pinch, tug and arouse. Soft moans escaped from you as he pulled away, turning to the other and kissing around your chest, but never hitting that spot not yet. “Dean.... “ you ground out, knowing he was teasing on purpose when you glance down, the pupils of his eyes blown, but those slits of green... Oh yes, you could see the amusement of your dilemma all right there, the way they sparked and his brows arched, a smile playing on his lips now that you were focusing on him, he to drew that nipple in and you arched at the jolt of his hot mouth just teasing you, grinding your hips so your pussy ground into his thigh. “Had to make sure you were paying attention Baby.” He mummered just before his tongue swiped through the valley between your breasts. 

“You have my full attention Dean.” You chuckled, rotating your hips to feel that rush of arousal glide you against him smoother, needy for him. Your slide your hands from his hair against his chest and push back enough for him to lean back, dipping your head to kiss on his chest, looking up at him from hooded eyes. “And I can feel I have yours to.” Arching your ass back, his erection pressing against your ass. 

“There would be something wrong if I wasnt at attention right now.” He joked, his hand dipping in your thighs to touch you, fingers sliding between slick folds and brush along that bundle of nerves that illicit ripples to course through your body. As good as he was with his mouth, he was with his hands, and soon he was having you ride his fingers, your channel fluttering around him and your hips circling, speeding up the more, encouraging you to get there. “So fucking beautiful riding my hand, I cant wait to see you on my cock.” 

Twisting his fingers to brush the tips along that sweet spot, you dig your nails into his biceps, speeding yourself up, your lips falling open into that sweet “o”, you were so close... so close and a rush snapped you, shaking arms held yourself up, as you rode started to slow down, panting slightly. His hand withdrew, and he smirked at just how wet you were from it, coating him, he sucked his fingers clean and moaned himself. “and just as good as always.” Tapping your thigh to lift slightly, he grasped his erection and slid it between your folds, teasing your entrance, his cocks head thicker then his fingers and you know it was burn and stretch you in the most satisfied way.

"Dean..." You whimper, almost with impatience and definitely with need, you just want to sink down. Licking your lips, you lean forward and suck on his earlobe, your his good girl, you promised in your kisses and soft whimpers. When he rewarded you, thrusting himself in slowly, you gasp and pull back to glide him in, deep and full, your channel clenching and stretching to adjust. That.... That was exactly what you needed. "Fuck baby, your so god damn tight" he grounded out from gritted teeth.

Oh you knew, your channel gripping and flexing around him, even the drag of his cock going deeper made you moan out. And this was just what you needed to forget that one fucken case that followed you around. A roll of your hips just changed his angle.”I know, now fuck me like this is the last time.” You ground out and his hands dig into your ass cheeks, spreading them as he jerked you and and back down to meet his thrusts, you arching your body above him and rotating yourself back and forth while he dragged you along his cock. Fuck yes, you moan under your breath, bouncing harder and harder, the coil of heat pulsing through you like a start of a lit match to gasoline, small but intense. It settled in your stomach, tightening the muscles there. 

Falling forward once more, your fingers scrapping down his chest, leaving what you will call in the morning love marks, you can feel him underneath your hands responding in the same way, and his head lifted to catch your mouth, your lips tangling together heatedly, fisting a hand in the spiky hair of his, gasping into the kiss, Fuck, he knew how to hit the spot. Panting as his tongue lashed along your neck, and down to bite the top of one of your bouncing breasts. So fucken close, you grasp one of his hands on your hip and make it dip between you, right above where your full of him. Ahhh, yes... Dean got the hint, twisting and slicking his fingers, circling your nerves. 

Fuck fuck fuck, your head drops, screaming out his name as you slam yourself back hard, sure to hit your g-spot, flood yourself around him and get lost in the wave after wave of bliss blanking your ever fucking loving mind, your body sliding down to lean on him as he chased his own ending, His bite on your shoulder stings as a series of curses fall from him, one, two, three thrusts and he slows down, panting as his head falls back into the pillows, the blankets a tangle half hanging off the bed, your bodies sweaty sex satisfied. 

You were content just to lay there, but you knew he would need to dispose of the condom, clean up a bit, so you slid off his chest, onto your back, your arm raised above your head, and catching your breath, staring up at the ceiling. He moved to lean over you, kissing your lips that were still swollen from the last kiss before going to the bathroom to clean up. You wiggled enough to reach the blankets and fixed them when he came back out of the bathroom, smirking. “Ready for another round Sweet Cheeks?” 

Laughing hard, you put on your best ‘come on over baby’ look and crook a finger at him “Bring it hot stuff....”

Next morning you two arrive at a diner, taking a booth and ordering coffee, Dean got the full breakfast, extra bacon on the side, you settle for a short stack, picking at the sugar and pouring a touch in your coffee. “Sam meeting you up here?” 

“Yea, he should be here any minute, where you heading to after breakfast?” Dean asked, leaning back in the booth, and watching you. You shrug and shake your head. “I guarantee you the opposite of you Winchester.” The night of intimacy was over, back in the day it was all friendship and business. 

“Oh come on, I let you piggy back on one of our cases. I bet you can teach Sammy a thing or two.” You smirk at this

“Probably teach you a thing or two Dean.” Your phone dings, and you look at the article. “Well looks like Im headed for Vegas Baby.... And no, you cant come along on this one. I called. it.”

Like you said, intimacy is only for in the dark, when you have no other choice cause the voices say your name in your dreams