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lilmeowzsworld · 9 months ago

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Dearest, darling, my universe...

Part One

pairing: min yoongi x reader

summary: You've been surviving an apocalypse with your sister and three other boys. Amids the awful life that you had to adapt to, you found the love of your life. The community your group joined was under attack one night and you had to flee. Yoongi promised he would meet you at your secret spot, but even after 24 hours, he and the others don't arrive. Until Jungkook comes bearing ill news.

trigger warning: apocalypse, weapons, gunshot, jungkook red hair

a/n: This was revealed to me in a dream lol. Anyway, this was supposed to be a one-shot, however, I have gone rogue and written more than planned even before the most important part. So, there will be a part two, and if I manage to pull it off, I may write some drabbles about Yoongi and reader. So, enjoy this part for now <3

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Your heart felt like it was going to burst when a group of armed men approached your community, threatening to take it over and destroy everything you held dear. You could see the glint of the moonlight off their guns and the cold looks in their eyes – your gut never tricked you before. You were on guard duty that night and your boyfriend was supposed to join you by midnight. However, you had other visitors. The gate was the communities first line of defense; however, it was no match for their aggression as it crumbled under the force of the military vehicle they must have found abandoned. You were lucky to have gone down from the watch tower and run before they broke through.

The sound of gunshots echoed through the community, shattering any veil of peace that existed before their arrival. The first few shots were the most terrifying, signaling the beginning of chaos and end to a few lives that night. The screams of the victims pierced the air and you had to cover your ears as you ran, or you would have screamed with them.

You wanted to find your boyfriend and your sister, but all the people were in a frenzy and you couldn't make out where they could be. As the unknown men took over without mercy, claiming what was not theirs, the undead began pilling inside, drawn by the commotion. You could hear their groans almost clearly through the gunfire.

You ran as fast as your feet could carry you, the riffle thrown over your back was only getting in the way, but you didn't dare lose it. You weren't looking where you were going, so you crashed into another body. It's arms quickly encircled you, before you could crash to the ground this time, and in the heat of the moment, you tried pulling away. But the sweet scent of vanilla entered your nose and you relaxed.

"It's me, darling," your boyfriend's deep voice lulled you to relax. His mouth was buried in your hair, as you were shorter than him slightly. He was calm, which didn't surprise you, Yoongj was usually a calm person, unlike you. No, you were someone who panicked easily and quickly.

But Yoongi's presence always brought you a wave of relief, and that was the case within the chaos that night as well. His arms around you, his scent, his calming voice, reminded you that you had him, and that he would never let anything bad happen to you.

His hands went to your shoulders and he locked eyes with yours. "Go find your sister and run," before you could disagree, he shook his head, the long locks of his hair shook back and forth at the gesture. "Listen, baby, you two have to go to our arranged spot and wait. If me and the boys don't appear 24 hours later then forget about us."

At the thought, your eyes filled with tears. You swallowed hard and decided to hold back the tears for as long as you could. His heart always broke when he saw you crying and you didn't want that. The thought of leaving Yoongi behind almost broke you, and not knowing if he and the others would make it or not threatened to haunt you. But you knew he was right, you had to get your sister as far as possible.

"I love you," you whispered, knowing that if you spoke any louder, your voice would crack. You leaned in, pressing a tender kiss to his lips. You tried to slow the time down in your own head, and savor the moment, knowing it may as well be the last time you kiss him.

"I love you too, my brave girl," Yoongi murmured against your lips. His hands were cold to the touch as he cupped your face, yet his touch was gentle. He didn't want to let you go, but he had to. He and the others are going to try and protect what's theirs and if they fail, they would run.

With one last look, you turned away and ran towards your home. You didn't let the tears fall until that moment, when you no longer looked at the love of your life. Your heart felt heavier in your chest with every step you took which led you further away from him.

Your sister was waiting for you on the porch on your home, you saw her silhouette was tense. She held a pistol in her right hand and had been shooting at any undead that came near. The two boys, who were your best friends, weren't there and you assumed that they were somewhere with Yoongi. "Are you okay?" Gina asked when she saw your damp face under the moonlight.

You shook your head, another few tears slipping from your eyes. Without hesitating, your sister embraced you, despite the dangers that lurked in the shadows. You sighed in relief once more, but it was temporary as a low groan came from behind you. Gina had you behind her body in a blink of an eye, shielding you and aiming her weapon. Taking a deep breath, she pulled the trigger and the body dropped to the ground once more.

Gina's quick reflex to protect you both reminded you how much you depended on her. She was your younger sister, but she was a much better fighter than her. While you had killed only a handful of the dead, she became a gun wielding professional. Yoongi had been teaching you how to use a rifle as of late, but you were better off without it, and keeping it on you just in case.

„We have to go,“ Gina said, pulling you by your hand and toward an emergency exit the community had built. However, both of you knew it would be crawling with people trying to escape, so she swiftly took a turn for your own secret exit. Yoongi and the others though it best if you had one thought of, since the group was fairly new to this community and didn't trust anyone yet. It was just a precaution and now, you were forced to use it without telling anyone else. You had to survive for Yoongi.

The opening was disguised by an overgrown bush, Yoongi picked up the spot himself. Gina approached it first, being the protective person she was. Lucky for you both, the chaos hadn't reached this part of the community yet and the escape should be easy. Your sister pushed the branches to the side, revealing a narrow opening that led into the darkness. The path was barely wide enough for two people to pass through side by side, and the ground was uneven. The air inside was cool and damp, being close to a small spring that passed through the community.

Gina went through first and you made sure to pull the bush back to cover the opening before following. Your footsteps barely made any sound as you moved forward through the tunnel. The chaos outside, the gunfire and the groans of the dead, became distant as you moved further away from everything. Once you've gone through on the other end was when you could finally breathe again. The chilly night air seemed to be clearer when you reached the forest, but there wasn't time to revel in it.

„Come on,“ Gina took your hand once more and pulled you toward the agreed area – a wooden house in the middle of the forest, hidden by the nature from a naked eye. Your group had a fair number of supplies stacked in the little house as well, just in case like this one. So, you and your sister took a backpack each and packed as much stuff as you could. Once the boys join, your group will have to go back to the road again.

You had to push down the urge to cry again when memories of you and Yoongi sneaking out and coming to the tree house surfaced. It was a little something you two did every once in a while. You hadn't known each other before the apocalypse, but you met fairly early on and had developed a bond rather quickly. He had asked you to be his one night when your group had found a safe place to lay low for a while. Since then, you had missed a couple anniversaries and he wanted to make up for it, so when you first rebuilt the tree house, he suggested that you could come here and be by yourselves for a few hours.

Gina held onto a watch that your group had left there for the next 20 or so hours as you both waited. You barely spoke to each other during that time, the worry evident on both your faces. During those hours, you thought of Yoongi the whole time. The hours were getting dangerously close to the 24-hour mark and with it, your memories became even more and more painful. From happy memories, you thought of the sad ones, and the ones where both of you had cut dangerously close to losing each other at least once in the last couple of years. You wonder if this would be the same, or maybe this time, you would bury an empty grave.

The sun set again and the alarm Gina had set on the watch beeped the end of the 24-hour period. You both had to move and get away from that spot as fast as you could, which meant that Yoongi, even if he was alive, wouldn't be able to find you. Gina looked at you with sadness once she turned off the beeping. Yoongi and the others didn't make it, they were gone. You felt a lump in your throat and tears well up in your eyes. You had hoped that they would be here before the time runs out, that he would be here... Gina took your hand and squeezed it, offering her support. She didn't have to say anything and neither did you. You both knew each other well to know what each of you needed in moments like these. You weren't the only one who lost someone.

Your heads turned to the door when you heard low thumps, and it sounded like they were getting closer and closer. Someone was climbing the tree to get to the tree house. You looked at your sister and she stood up, aiming her gun at whoever was intruding. Before she would pull the trigger, a head poked through, revealing self-dyer red hair they were both familiar with.

„Jungkook!“ Gina scolded her boyfriend. „I almost shot you!“ Jungkook was also startled, not really expecting a gun in his face. In truth, he had knocked on the wooden panel they had on the ground three times – as per the agreement, but the girls hadn't heard it.

„Sorry,“ he said, docking under the doorway and stepping into the tree house. „I didn't mean to startle you.“ Jungkook took a deep breath, recovering from all the running he had done.

Gina sighed and lowered her gun. „It's okay,“ she replied. „We were just on the edge.“

Jungkook glanced between the two of you, opting not to hug his girlfriend just yet. His heart was heavy anyway. „Are you two okay?“ His voice was gentle when he asked. You noted that something was on his mind. Where were Yoongi and Namjoon? You wanted to ask, but you couldn't speak. So, you let your sister talk to him instead.

Jungkook seemed to be out of breath when he entered and you've also noticed that not only his hair was red – so were his clothes. He was soaked in blood and you didn't dare ask whose. You didn't pay much attention to what he spoke, until his words were directed at you and he mentioned Yoongi.

Your head snapped in his direction immediately. „Yoongi needs you, he's been hurt pretty badly,“ your heart skipped a beat at his words. You stumbled to get on your feet and approached Jungkook. Yoongi was hurt? How badly? Where was he now?

Your voice trembled as you struggled to form coherent words. „Where is he? Is he okay?“ You reached out and grabbed onto Jungkook's arms, desperate for any reassurance he could offer to you at that moment.

Jungkook's expression grew somber, even more so than he was when he arrived, as he took in your distress. He didn't want to be the barer of bad news, but he knew you had to know the truth. „We've been found by an old farmer and his family,“ he began, keeping a steady voice but full of emotion. „They're taking care of him, but he's in critical condition.“

The words hit you like a freight train, and you felt as if all the air had been knocked out of your lungs. Yoongi was the one person who promised to never leave your side, and now he was lying God knows there, surrounded by unknown people, fighting for his life. And you weren't there with him. You couldn't believe this was happening. Your chest tightened with pain as if Jungkook reached into it and squeezed your heart.

You looked at him, your eyes pleading with him to give you more information about your boyfriend. „What happened?“

Jungkook sighed, hesitating for a moment. „When we were running away, he got shot,“ he said. „He's lost a lot of blood and he's still losing it. The old farmer is a vet and he's doing everything he can to help him.“

You couldn't lose Yoongi, not now and not ever. Not after everything you've been through. He was your life, your everything. He was the reason why you keep fighting every day and why you keep pushing forward. The news about his injury felt like someone hit you with a sledgehammer.

„I have to go to him,“ you wiped the tears from your face. „I have to be there with him, Jungkook.“

The boy nodded. „I'll take you.“

Jungkook had taken you both toward the road a few miles away, claiming that he had left a car there. According to him, the vehicle is running on fumes and it will only take you all so far. Before you arrived at the community, which was destroyed by now, your sister, Yoongi, Jungkook, Namjoon and you, were on the road. However, you've never used a car to transport you from a place to place, opting to walk and make as little noise as possible. But, since it would get you to your boyfriend faster, you decided not to complain about the choice of transportation.

The scenery changed as you drove down the desolate road. The tension was almost suffocating. Or was it your anxiety that was suffocating you? The car sputtered as it struggled to maintain the speed which Jungkook wished for. The engine was straining against the fumes of the gas, not having enough to go with, but still serving its purpose.

Gina sat in the passenger seat; her eyes fixed on the road head. She hasn't said a word, Yoongi was her friend as well. Jungkook was behind the wheel and you noticed how his knuckles turned white as he gripped the wheel tightly. You didn't know, but he was praying for the car to keep going just for a few more miles in his head. And you sat in the backseat. Your hand was gripping the necklace Yoongi had found one day and gifted it to you. Jungkook silently cursed every time the car rattled, but thanked the heavens that it wasn't giving up. You did too, the further the car took you, the faster you would reach your boyfriend.

To your dismay, the car couldn't take it anymore. Jungkook cursed out loud as the vehicle slowed down, coming to a halt in the middle of the open road. You and Gina exchanged glances as Jungkook tried restarting the engine, but he gave up after a few failed attempts. „We're all out,“ he finally sighed. „We'll have to continue on foot. It's not far from here, I promise.“ You nodded and stepped out of the car, your sister and Jungkook following. The air was heavy with the smell of exhaust after Jungkook tried to start the car again, but the further you walked, it faded, replaced by the smell of decay that you were used to by now.

You had walked for at least 40-ish minutes until you noticed something in the distance. Turning to Jungkook, you silently questioned him. His only response was a nod, letting you know that you were approaching the right place. He directed you to a dirt road, which led to the farmhouse in sight. If the things were normal, like before the dead roamed, you would have stopped to take in the beauty of the place. The farmhouse looked to be isolated from the rest of the world, and untouched by the foul fate that was brought upon your lives.

But you had no time to dwell on the beauty of the scenery, Yoongi was just a few steps away from you, and you had to get to him as quickly as possible. Jungkook led you to the front door, and went to open it. But his hand hovered over the doorknob and you raised your eyebrow at his hesitation. He turned to you. „You ready?“

You nodded, but you knew you weren't. You didn't know what to expect once inside, and how bad it was. But that didn't stop you from wanting to be next to him. You felt Gina's hand on your shoulder, a silent attempt to comfort you, which you appreciated. With that, Jungkook pushed the door open, and together, the three of you stepped inside.

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