#yoon jeognhan

[painted-cherries]

despite the noise polluting the air around them, all jeonghan could do is stare at her. he would do it all day if he could. he was always mesmerized by the way the sun shone down on her at any given moment, highlighting the hidden colors in her hair and her deep eyes. glints of that made his heart flutter, and sometimes he was worried someone else would be able to hear the loud puttering in his chest; it was loud and clear to him. she turned and glanced back at him for a moment, and he immediately adverted his gaze like a child trying to cover up something they had broken. he didn't want her to see his eyes when he was staring at her. he knew she would be able to see how enamored he really is, and that would make everything come crashing down. even if she does reciprocate what he feels, the timing wasn't right for them; it hadn't been right for them for the past two years. but this worse; they were both moving forward in their lives, but those paths weren't intertwined like they had been before. she wasn't coming with him and he wasn't staying with her; the ending was so close he could almost reach out and touch it. that's why he can't risk it, even if it only lasts a month. he couldn't break her heart, and if this is as close as he could get to that life with her, intentional lingering touches and kisses they never spoke about, then he would take it.

jeonghan knew that even if he could go back in time and change his every decision, it was inevitable that they would fall in love. it had to be, and he hopes that the red string of fate keeps them intertwined even when they are miles apart. it's an old myth, but he carries it in his heart and hopes that the other end of his string is tethered to hers so that one day he gets another chance. he wants it to bring them back together so that he can say every loving thought he's ever had for her when the timing is right. but for now he gives her all the love that he can in their limited time. for now, jeonghan swallows his heart until it drops in the pit of his stomach and bites his tongue when he looks at her as he is right now in this moment. he takes this time to memorize every detail of her face. especially the way that she looks at him.

she doesn't have the same tactic as jeonghan, or at least hers isn't as good as his. she always was so bad at games that involved lying and deceit. every emotion and thought she had would flash in hey eyes, even though she always claimed to have a better poker face than him. maybe he was just that good at reading her. he detested the way she looked at him. he could see every fleck of love and adoration in her eyes. he could see the way her eyes only ever saw him, it was almost identical to watching people fall in love in a romcom. it made it that much harder for him to keep his mouth shut and not let all his declarations of love bust out of his lungs. he knows that the right day will come.

he looked back at her as soon as she turned away, but she took him surprise and looked back him one more time for that night. his eyes met hers, and he felt that invisible red string tug on his heart just the tiniest bit.

[blu-joons]

You Appear On Knowing Bros Together ~ Yoon Jeonghan

You slipped the blue suit jacket around your shoulders as several production staff members passed you by, adjusting it so that it levelled with your skirt. Beside you, Jeonghan made sure his tie was perfect before looking across at you.

“Suits you,” he proudly grinned, wiping a small piece of fluff off of your shoulder pad. “I’m so excited to finally be on this show with you, it’ll be a lot less chaotic than I’m used to.”

The night before your scheduled appearance on Knowing Bros, all of the boys had sat you down and told you what to expect. How you should watch Heechul’s sharp tongue and try and not make Youngcheol feel too bad about himself like the rest of the cast loved to do.

It was a show that you’d seen several times before however, and one that you loved too. When the invite came to promote your new music on the show, it was one that you just couldn’t turn down, especially when Jeonghan was asked to join you too.

You stayed out of the way for the most part until a member of staff waved the two of you over to the sliding door that let you into the classroom. The noise on the other side brought a smile to your face, finally feeling as if you’d really made it.

“Head in whenever you’re ready,” she told you both once you were still.

Jeonghan wrapped his arm around you, “go on, I’ll let you open up.

You stood behind the door and waited for the perfect moment for when the noise in the classroom grew, flinging the door back as everyone jumped at the sudden noise.

Cheers of your name came out instantly, leaving Jeonghan to walk glumly behind you. He knew how much the last loved their female guests a lot more than they loved their male ones, happy to let you take the attention this time around.

“I’m Y/N, and I come from the school of I’ll be your favourite guest of all time,” you introduced once the seven men had finally fallen silent.

“And I’m Jeonghan, and I come from the school of I’m your favourite member of Seventeen.”

Questions were soon fired across to you as Soogeun called your admission forms to be brought across to him, reading through your nicknames and your strengths. One particularly caught his attention as he read through them all.

“Jeonghan, do you really feel like you can tell exactly what Y/N is thinking all of the time?” He questioned him, “what’s she thinking about right now? What’s going through her mind?”

His eyes flickered to look across at you, “I think she’s feeling quite overwhelmed and excited to be on a programme that she’s spent so many years watching at the dorm with all of us.”

“Is he right?” Janghoon asked from the back of the room as your head nodded in surprise.

The rest of the room gasped at Jeonghan’s surprising skill. It was true, he did know how you were feeling a lot of the time, but even you were surprised that he’d managed to get it so spot on when you thought you were hiding it well.

Once your profiles were finished, Jeonghan moved across to replace Youngcheol’s seat as was typical of the programme. You reached down and picked up the cards, making sure to pick up the hammer as well and bang it on the desk.

“I’ll give you some questions now. With my new album next week, what did Jeonghan do one evening that almost lost everything that I’d worked on?” You quizzed the room.

His head shook, sinking down in his chair as he picked up on what you were referring too straight away. You shrugged back at him, you always vowed that you’d get your revenge on him, and this was definitely it.

“Did he delete it?” Sangmin asked from the back of the room, “or was he looking around at all the buttons and being nosy in the studio?”

“He’s definitely nosy,” you teased, “but that wasn’t what he did that time around at the studio.”

“Was it maybe spoilers? Was he going to lose the hype around it?” Kyunghoon called out.

Your head shook at his answer, “that’s one thing he’s good at, no spoilers.”

You loved as several other guesses came out, even though they weren’t right, you were more than happy to expose several secrets of Jeonghan’s with each guess. As time continued to pass, Hodong suggested that a hint was probably needed to try and help them find the right answer.

“He thought he’d try and be smart,” you informed the room, “it involves recording, but that’s all that I can probably tell you otherwise you’ll get it.”

“I’ve got the answer!” Heechul called out, “did he replace your recordings with other things that weren’t the music that you’d been working on?”

“You’re somewhat there, he didn’t manage to replace them, and they weren’t other thingd,” you pointed out.

Janghoon instantly stood up at the back of the room, “did he record your songs with him singing them, but rather than save them separately he almost wiped the actual songs you had.”

“You’re spot on,” you cheered, raising your arms into the air, “he wasn’t careful with what buttons he was pressing and almost got rid of the whole album that I’d been working on.”

“That’s a rookie error,” Hodong teased from the seat behind Jeonghan, “you’d have an army of fans who would’ve come after you if you deleted it.”

Jeonghan nodded with red cheeks as you quickly moved onto the second question to save him anymore embarrassment over what had happened.

“This one’s a little nicer,” you smiled as you read through the second question, “what did Jeonghan buy me to celebrate finishing my new album?”

“His heart,” Heechul sniggered, “any maybe a little something else too?”

You ran over and whacked the top of his head hard with the hammer causing him to jump and rub the top of his head.

“You’ve still got to look in quite a musical direction for this one, it’s nothing really romantic, but the gesture meant a lot.”

Soogeun raised his arm up into the air, “did he maybe gift you a CD of the recordings that he’d done of your songs?”

You raced over and hit the top of his head, “I would have binned it if he even tried that.”

“Was it a piece of equipment?” Youngcheol asked from the back of the room, “maybe if a few bits in your studio are knackered, he replaced it?”

Your head nodded, trying to push him for a little bit more. “Maybe some headphones?” Hodong asked, surprised when you called out that he’d gotten the right answer.

“My old ones were all frayed with cables sticking out everywhere,” you laughed, walking around under the desk to hold them up as you’d brought them in. “I’d had these for years, to be honest you could barely hear any sound coming out of them anymore because they were that old.”

After you’d been through Jeonghan’s questions and filmed the ending segment with Shindong making an appearance too, the two of you were cleared to go and head off the set.

“I feel like I was just stitched up for your benefit today,” Jeonghan chuckled at your side.

Your head shook, “I told them the story about the headphones so that they wouldn’t hate you too much. It wasn’t all embarrassing stories, there were a couple of good things.”

His arm nudged against your shoulder gently, “I’m wondering why I ever agreed to go on this programme with you, I’m going to be teased endlessly by the guys.”

“You probably deserve it,” you continued to joke.

“I’ll get you back, you just wait.”

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Masterlist

[itadori-san]

money won is twice as sweet as money earned.

[saydaname17]

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[jihanlife]

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[eottoghe]

I’m waiting for the bold fan that asks this question. S. Coups gets a note at the fansign . Fan: How does Jeonghan’s lips feel? S.Coups: I don’t know. Ask Joshua -_-

[bijoujisoo]

Jeonghan: consoles Wonwoo Wonwoo: gives hand warmer to Jihoon Jeognhan: murder

[jihanlife]

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