#yknow I'm mad that I can't think of kms anymore without feeling guilty
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They ask why I'm always stuck on my phone, scrolling for hours and hours reading squiggly text on my phone
But they don't know it's what keeps me alive.... imagining myself in all this pain but in this phone I have people to comfort or mourn me. It gives me a glimpse of what could be....what I lost....what was never meant to be mine in this world to begin with
#my bookmarks are filled with memories of dark nights eating me alive#I'm just being dramatic cause mom is threatening to take my phone away and I'm just so tired#there has been too much screaming around me lately#never thought I'll miss the quiet of my bare room back in hostel#I've been doing it all wrong again#idk why I'm even posting this I feel like a pathetic bitch 😇#yknow I'm mad that I can't think of kms anymore without feeling guilty#this never used to happen before#why do people fucking love me
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