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hongism · 4 years ago

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MISS CALY I JUST FINISHED 38 AND I AM HERE WITH MY ESSAY 🤩 - 🦔

DAY 129482 OF ME SCREAMING ABOUT HOW MUCH I LOVE JONGHO AND MC’S RELATIONSHIP SOBS :(

PLS JOONG’S REACTION WHEN THEY BROUGHT WOO BACK :(((

“How dare Seonghwa look so gentle and confident even while being chained and held in the brig of his own ship?” CALY I AM GENUINELY CRYING WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS

HER DREAM OH MY GOD WHAT THE FUCK????? are those supposed to be alternate realities of what would’ve happened if jongho went to fight mingi instead of hongjoong????

JWEWJSH WHAT IS HAPPENING WHY IS SHE SEEING ALL THESE THINGS IN HER DREAMS

HWA AND JOONG DYING TOGETHER LIKE THAT????? WHAT WHAT WHAT WHAT WHAT

NOOOOOOOOOOO MC SEEING EVERYONE DIE EXCEPT SAN <////3 does this mean her greatest nightmare is not even losing him but him not remembering her???? <//////3 which echoes what he said to her in ch15?? 16?????? about not wanting to have no memory of her??????????? I AM PAIN

“I feel I might lose my mind if I cannot bring him back safely soon.” IS THIS FORESHADOWING OH MY GOD

noooooo her imagining the crew living peaceful ordinary lives :((((((((((((((((((((( i genuinely cried at that :(((

wait but yunho kind of has a point but also kind of doesn’t?????? i am big confusion bc he seems like he has the right idea but something else (maybe his personal feelings towards joong) is still holding him back from making a completely unbiased/unselfish judgment but i guess that’s humanity and no one can ever be 100% objective :((

has mc put down the name for the pardon papers yet? i’m not sure if she did or has already written hyunwoo’s but i’m sure it was mentioned????? ahsjhajs so many questions

JWJDHWJFUWJDJSJKS YUNHO HONGJOONG WHDJWHJSHQJDJWIE nothing like the devil’s tango to break up the Angst and Tension i suppose 😔😔😔😔

MOC HONGJOONG CHEST TATTOOS MOC HONGJOONG CHEST TATTOOS

HWA WANTED TO TELL JISUNG THAT HE IS A W H A T 👁👁 HWA BBY NO U CANT TELL THAT TRICK ASS MF >:(

“I just… want you to know you are loved today just as you were yesterday, and you’ll be loved tomorrow as well. Whatever kind of that love is, it’s love nonetheless. These people — the family you have built and chosen yourself — will continue to love you even if you get a little lost along the way.” I AM CRYING MOC SEONGHWA (and the rest of them minus jisung) DESERVES TO HEAR THIS AND NOTHING LESS :(((((

leave it to jisung to ruin everything as usual 😀😀😀😀😀🔨🔨🔨🔨🔨🔨🔨🔨 pls let me go and give him the hammer miss caly icb i wanted them to reunite before act five started now i want him gONE 😀😀😀

SAN BBY GET BEHIND ME :(((( WTF MOC JISUNG IS REALLY STARTING TO CREEP ME OUT SOMEONE DROP HIM OUT OF THE SHIP AND INTO SPACE PLS

SO IT REALLY WAS MC WHO SAID THAT U SEXC MF :’)))))) okay when i thought she was going psycho in this chapter i really thought it was gonna be batshit crazy psycho but this silent type of crazy is just as sexc 🤩

oop nvm but jisung deserved that so 😔😔 is it bad that i kinda wanted her to kill him

“Still, his tone holds far more softness than anger” 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 hajdhwjjdjsk not me going uwu over such a serious moment 🤡🤡 but v v obsessed with sexc captain joong 😔

HI IM BACK HERE AT LAST SO FUCKING LATE BUT HERE !!!! IM HEREEEEEEEE IM SORRY FOR THE DELAY DOFGIJDFOIGJOI LET ME SCREAM WITH YOU OKAY LET'S GOOOOO

FIRST OF ALL I DONT KNOW WHOSE FAULT IT IS BUT SOMEONE GOT ME SIMPING FOR JONGHO AND I HAVE NO CONTROL OVER MYSELF WHEN IT COMES TO WRITING HIM SO IF IT POPS OUT THEN IT POPS OUT AND I CANNOT STOP IT !! IM AT RISK!

i personally really adored the lil nuances to joong's reaction when they brought woo back i think it was v downplayed for purposeful reasons BUT also v underrated bc !!! UGH !!! jJUSTUISHiu yeah ;-;

PLS WHY ARE U CRYING ITS OKAY PLS

the DREAM areofigjodifjg are they alternate realities what are they hmm hmmh mhmhmhmhm mysterious mysterious im sorry i legit sobbed while writing the hwa and joong part that was so hard to get thru it hurt SO BAD and it wasn't even REAL just :') yeah :')

ur onto something there with her greatest nightmare I WONT SAY MORE but i'll just say ur onto something BIG !!!! and it does echo back to lots of their conversations from acts two and three !! T-T PAIN!

there's actually something V IMPORTANT TO NOTE about that line too the 'i feel i might lose my mind if i cannot bring him back safely soon' and it ties to yn's convo with jisung and the last line of the chapter as well 🥰

genuinely CRYING AT THE PEACEFUL LIVES PLS !!!! it was supposed to be a gentle moment no tears ;-;

yunho was very much playing the devil's advocate as well as acting on personal feelings himself since we've seen that tension between him and seonghwa before but it truly IS humanity, no one can be 100% objective without any bias and that's something that's hard to work around and work with ;-;

she has nOT put a name down on the pardon papers, for now it's just alluded to that she plans to put hyunwoo's name down ONE DAY but those papers will become important again sooooooooon

U KNOW I HAD TO DO IT smack smack tension breaker sexcie times i had to okay it was getting TOO INTENSE!!

MOC HONGJOONG CHEST TATTOOS MOC HONGJOONG CHEST TATTOOS MOC HONGJOONG CHEST TATTOOS MOC HONGJOONG CHEST TATTOOS you know i had to do it there too okay i couldn't resist

our DEAREST HWA DESERVES TO HEAR IT he needs the encouragement and love he NEEDS IT he truly deserves it too pls i cried there too ;-;

that's a LOT OF HAMMERS AND SMILES BLS UR SCARIER THAN JISUNG IS GOD DAMN i'll allow it u are welcome to take the hammer to his noggin oki oki u have my permission 😳

dONT WORRY SAN HAS HIS LOVELY LADY YN TO PROTECT HIM she'll DEFEND she PROTECC she ATTACC (and most important she love san bacc?)

OFC IT WAS MC WHO SAID IT HELL YEAH I WASNT TEASING THAT TIME silent crazy with an edge of psycho truly beautiful <3 jisung deserved the splat right then but sadly </3 he's still necessary </3

when joong pulls on the sexc captain pants 😫 if u liked that then i think u will ADORE the beginning scene of the next chapter <3

#moc: spoilers #mists of celeste #🦔 anon #anon #asks

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personher · 4 years ago

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Ateez based fluff and angst. Sorry it took so long to post. My tumbler wasn't working for the longest time. Anyways, enjoy! Also, near the middle to end, it gets a little suggestive. Nothing happens though, so don't worry!😁 Enjoy. This is the first two parts so, yeah. There will be a few parts. I don't know how many tho. Bye

Ateez-

I woke up to the sunlight hitting my eyes.

"Good Morning Y/N ." I hear Jong-ho say in a groggy voice. "You okay? You've been twisting and turning all night." "I'm fine." I said.

I got up to go to the bathroom. As soon as I stand up I feel a sharp pain in my top right abdomen. I whinced. "Aw shirt!"

"Are you okay!?!?" Jong-ho yelled. "Just fine." I lied, trying to hide the pain I was in. I go to the bathroom. I felt like throwing up, not to mention, I had been constipated.

Later, during breakfast, I wasn't even hungry. Everything hurt. This has been happening lately. My best friend, Jong-ho finally had a break from Ateez. He chose to spend some time with me so I didn't want to ruin it. My best friend deserved a great vacation and I was going to provide!

He came over last night to watch movies. I made him some dinner too. Today, we were gonna go to the pool and swim a little. Later we will go out for lunch at a restaurant. Then we will cuddle and watch more movies. Next, we have board and card games.

After skipping breakfast (witch I rarely skip) Jong-ho started to raise his suspicion. I figured I must just have a weird case of food poisoning. Not that big of a deal, right?

We got to the pool and just sat on the chairs for a while. It was nice for a while, until a full but fierce pain hit my top right abdomen. I won't say anything, I thought to myself, I'm not going to ruin this for him. We got into the pool, well, he got into the pool. I started to get up but It hurt waaaaaaaaaay to much.

"I'll just stay here. I don't want to get in just yet"

"But you said you couldn't wait to get in earlier!"

"That was earlier!" I fake laughed, trying to sound as convincing as possible. Trying to pass as fine was hard.

After and hour of just laying on the chairs, I finally got in the pool. It was almost 11 o'clock already and I didn't want to leave without taking a dip.

Jong-ho being the playful baby he is decided the he was gonna dunk me. His intentions were good but I was in a lot of pain so him moving me around wasn't the best. He came up behind me and ouch d my shoulders down. I started to say ow but was quickly underwater. I didn't hold my breath so now I was freaking out. He saw me panicking and pulled me out. Me trying to laugh between coughs so he thought I was having fun.

I told him that I was okay and that he didn't harm me. He looked his suspicious eye past me for now thinking it won't be that big of a deal.

We got out and dried ourselves, changing into our clothes. I drove us to this fancy new restaurant that opened up last month. I had made a reservation in advance.

As we were driving, I felt so nauseous. Probably just motion sickness, right? When we got there, we were shown to our seats in a private area of the restaurant. Not.many people were there that day.

After ordering food, we made some small talk. We talked about our future and how we hope to stay friends for life. We talked about how we had crushes and how we wanted to have crushes. We talked about the dating ban as well. He liked this girl but he won't say who.

"This girl is gorgeous and smart and brave." He is whipped for this girl, I swear! "And I love this girl because she sooooo smart and brave and stuff!" I said in a mocking way. "Don't worry, I'm just teasing!" I giggled.

The food finally arrived. Jong-ho finished his food in thirty minutes where as I had barley even started. "Aren't you hungry?" He asked me. "No, I had some food when you were in the pool." I replied hoping he would bye my lie.

"Really, I didn't see you. Are you afraid to eat around me or something?"

"No, no, nothing like that. I just wasn't hungry till then. I'll eat this later."

"O.. okay, if you say so. But I don't want you to just watch me eat. I want you to eat." He said. Jong-ho is the sweetest. I'm such a simp for him.

I asked the server to pack up our food and left with Jong-ho back to my apartment. We watched movies, played games, and talked to each other.

Funny, time for bed. My aching body can rest for a while. "You can take a shower first, as long as you don't hit all the hot water."

"Okay if you say so. I promise I won't."

He went off to the shower. How hot do you think that is? Jong-ho, in the steamy shower. Soap running down his body. What would he wash first? And how would he wash it?

Wait, I should not be daydreaming about him like this! This is not ok! I snapped out of it just in time. That's when I heard the door click. He came out of my room, wet hair dripping onto the towel in his shoulders. This much hottness in one person should not be allowed!

"Hey, your turn. Are you feeling well y/n? Your face is red." Jong-ho spoke

"I'm okay, just feeling a little hot. I'll take my showered now. Maybe I'll cool down." I proceed to go inside my shower, turning on the water, getting the soap, rinsing my hair out. So on and so fourth. It hit me again. This pain in my side. It hurt so bad, I almost fell.

"Aaah!" I yelled. I don't know what Jonho assumed, but when I walked out of the shower, his face was red. I sat down next to him and laid on his shoulder. He seemed so uncomfortable and I didn't know why.

"Are you okay Jong-ho?"

"Yeah." His voice said in a wearily way.

"You sure? Because your face is really red and your voice sounds kinda weird.

"Yeah I just didn't expect you to, well, do stuff in the shower." His face now red as a tomato.

"What do you think I did in the shower?"

"Well, you know, you sounded like you were… well…."

"Well what? What did you think?"

"Well, maybe your were *mumbles* touching yourself." He mumbled the last part so I didn't hear.

"You might wanna mumble softer." I said

"I thought you were touching yourself!" He practically yelled

Now my fave is bright red

"It just sounded like you were doing stuff and maybe got a bit loud. I didn't think you were gonna do that with me here. Not that I'm shaming or anything but like I didn't know you were really like THAT needy or whatever and-"

"Woah there, I was not doing THAT! A shampoo bottle just fell on my foot. Okay, jeez, wow Jong-ho, and I thought you were inocent. You know you just openly admitted to being a bit dirty minded!" I laughed. Laughing hurt as well.

We tuck ourselves into bed and cuddle after that weird conversation.

The next morning I wake up in so much pain. I'm crying it hurts so much. Luckily Jong-ho isn't up yet. I stumbled my way to the bathroom, almost throwing up. "J, j.. Jonho "sniff* I'm sorry." I wisper. I cans till hear his small snores. They warm my heart as sitting next to the toilet, throwing up anything I could.

*Knock knock* "y/n? Are you okay?"

"Yeah, I'm fine." I said with a wavery voice and in-between sniffles.

"No your not, I'm coming in now."

"No, stop, I'm fine. I'll be out soon!" I said just a little bit too late. As he walked in, I tried to clean myself up. His eyes were wide, "y..y/n? What happened? Are you okay? Why didn't you tell me you were sick? We could've stayed home yesterday."

"No, it's fine. Just probably ate something bad."

" You didn't really eat anything yesterday." He said in a worried tone. Coming over to me with arms open, he hugs me and rubs my head before saying, "Y/n, your burning up!"

Another really big wave of pain hits my side making me tear up. Jong-ho's worries expression only get more intense. "Y/n, how long has this been going on?"

"A few days now." I said

"Maybe we should take you to the emergency room."

"But I don't wanna ruin this for you."

"You can't because I'm with you. When I'm with you, I'm happy."

He drove me to the emergency room, bring a bucket with so that I don't puke in his car. Once we got there, I told them my story. They got me a room immediately, saying it might be my appendix witch was very serious.

They checked me out and confirmed that it was my appendix. I had to go through surgery almost immediately. "Hey Jong-ho, don't worry too much. I'll be alright."

"I know, but I just,..... Your my best friend! I just hope it goes well. I really….. value you!"

"Jong-ho, your being weird. What did the doctor say?"

"Nothing, just worried about you. I've known you for what, 5 years now? I'm not gonna be okay if your not." He said as he started to tear up.

"Miss. Y/n, are you ready?" The doctor said

"Yeah, bye Jong-ho. Go home and rest. See you soon."

"Bye, I'll miss you." Jong-ho replied and with haste, made his way out of my room in the hospital.

~~~~~~~~~~~~three hours later~~~~~~~~~~

"Y/n, are you okay?!?!?" I heard a frantic but familiar voice say.

"What time is it?" I say, finally opening my eyes.

"It's Jong-ho, the rest of Ateez is here too."

"Ah, why are they here, I look horrible!" I said while I heard a few people laugh.

"Nice to see you again y/n. It's been a few weeks. We all miss you coming to our practices and such." Hongjoon said.

"Really, you just miss the free food." I said while laughing. Someone snickered along with me. Laughing kind hurt.

Later, still in the hospital, I ordered some ice cream. Everybody exept of Jong-ho, Yunho, and Hong-joon had left. It was quite. Nobody really talked. They were all occupied with their phones and a book.

"Hey, I'm bored. Do you wanna play a game?" I said, breaking the silence.

"Yeah, I have some uno cards in my pocket." Yunho spoke.

"Why?" Hongjoon said

"Don't know, I just had them."

So we started playing uno. It was fun. It passed three hours of my time. Three hours of uno only felt like five minutes to me. That's when the doctor came in to check up on me. The others had to leave the room so that the doctor could check me out. You're going to have to stay here for a few more days. We have to monitor you." He said in a surprisingly calm way.

He left and the others came back in.

"So, what did he say?" Jong-ho asked.

"I'm going to stay here for like three more days so they can monitor me and stuff. Fun." I said sarcastically.

"Oh, more cards?" Yunho suggested.

"No, I'm good. You should probably get going. You still have to go to dance practice and voice lessons, right?" I said.

They nodded yes and we said our goodbyes. It was quite again. I decided to take a nap.

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