#yes the song is still in my current most played on Spotify idc

[zannia]

sorry i know its over or whatever but I LOVE watching people's reaction to Meet the Grahams

[cocona]

hey! i wanna at least try to get into kpop, to see what all the fuss is abt, and youre the first blog that comes to mind abt that stuff. do you have any recs!? or comments?? anything really, i'm interested in what you have to say

i have recs!!! first of all ty for asking me abt it hdgfs !! i’ll make u a list !! i will try to stay concise but i have bolded n linked the most important stuff since i tend to blabber a lot! there r groups i purposely didnt recommend! also! i advise you to look up who did what if you want to know why idcs abt certain artists that r big in kpop (like big//ba//ng, su//ju, bl//ock//b, ma//ma//moo & so on) tl;dr: kpop basics (spotify) + @tearera (my kpop sb)

i’ll start w some RECS but jsyk kpop as u might have heard of it is mainly composed of groups! which is why i’ll start w groups then soloists! of course u can check out most of them on spotify (u can listen to their playlist of the most famous songs atm!). please notice that the kpop industry is very ‘classic’ when it comes to concepts (cute r for gorls! badass r for boys!) so um. yeah. yikes. if i had to argue abt all the things i find wrong in this industry this post would become a manifesto, u can always pm me if u want to hear me complain lmao 

GIRL GROUPS

honestly…. TWICE are the first one that came to my mind when i thought of ggs to rec. they’re a 9 member group labelled under jyp entertainment n have debuted in 2015 with the bop like ooh aah… that u can listen to! their genre is mainly cute songs but dont be fooled!! they have extremely powerful songs & lyrics as well! some good starts with their music are LIKEY (2017, a bop, great melody, great rapping, one of their ult feel good songs, played @ the olympics), TT (2016, queens of halloween!), and also their most recent song WHAT IS LOVE (2018, iconic!! gay!! bop!! sweet!! great album!!). as twice are the kind that can set you off by their cuteness and playful vibes, i recommend you to check out some of their side tracks. personality wise, the girls r very fun and sweet! they’re all angels and i love them all THIS MUCH!! if u want to know, sana & dahyun r my favourite members!         

also queens, but from sm entertainment this time, Red Velvet are a 5 member gg who have debuted in 2015 with the song Happiness (at that time they were only 4 but the youngest member, Yeri, joined later on!). some very famous songs of theirs are… basically all their title tracks but i’d mainly recommend Russian Roulette, Dumb Dumb (also my fave rv music video!!), Peek-a-boo (what’s better than lesbians witches slaying men and eating pizza), Bad Boy (honestly… one of their best songs… title track of their repackaged album…good shit if u will). of course! there are some side tracks i will recommend! i will frankly say that i listen to a lot of their music and they’re my favourite musically! some faves in no particular order are automatic, cool hot sweet love, huff n puff, something kinda crazy, about love, kingdom come, little little and talk to me! they have very versatile genres and have two main themes of music, the red and the velvet, though these mix often! rlly! their music really good. they have amazing choreographies too!!!!

the third gg i will rec are one that have not debuted yet, it’s LOONA! get ready bc they are a 12 member group with one girl for every month. each girl was revealed every month staring from 2016 with a single album composed of one song and one side track that usually features another member! as this group has yet to debut, i cannot show you anything with all twelve members but! they work with units, there are three: loona 1/3, odd eye circle, and yyxy (tune in for their debut scheduled for may!) that each have an album. 1/3 r more of a cute girly concept, while odd eye circle have played strongly on the girl crush & rnb concept. we have yet to see what yyxy has for us n im frankly v excited!!! my fave singles are Around You (hyunjin), Let Me In (haseul), Singing in the rain (jinsoul, best girl), Eclipse (kim lip), and Heart Attack (by chuu!! also best girl). they have already released a lot of music so go ahead & listen to it! their music videos have a plot and it’s one of those theories fandom (loonaverse)! the positions that all the members will have wasn’t been revealed yet!

then here’s a list of ggs that’s not as detailed bc it would be too long: clc (they r…the girls….), exid (vocals, social criticism, sexy), blackpink (5 songs out but theyre all top notch), f(x) (v good music! bring them back from the war), gfriend (cute & refreshing concepts! v tight choreographies! sweet girls!), aoa, & many more! groups i dont rec bc i dont stan but that u should know of: snsd, 2ne1; that have disbanded but shouldnt have: sistar

BOY GROUPS

ok i stan two boy groups so that’ll be quick! i’ll also rec plenty of music!

the main group i stan is BTS aka the bangtan boys and yes… they’re everywhere… they deserve it tbh… so theyre a 7 member boy group and they’re the first kpop group i ever stanned! they have released a lot of songs already but i’ll just mark something! bts are known for their cinematography and plot in their music videos as well as their politically/socially engaged songs. they debuted in 2013 with the youth-conscious song no more dream and um. forget the mv. the message is what’s important. secondly! my favourite eps & albums are DARK&WILD (forget abt war of hormone), The Most Beautiful Moment in Life pt2, WINGS, and Love Yourself 轉 Tear (which will be released on May 18th so stay tuned!). here’s a beginner’s list to bts & their music videos: spring day, blood sweat & tears, run, fire, i need u, and intros: singularity, serendipity. i cannot recommend bts songs bc i’d be unable to pick some, but here is my bangtan favourites playlist and spotify’s This Is BTS! n their most known song atm, still on charts, DNA. another thing!! they dabble in a lot of genres! there is a constant symbolism in most of their songs and music videos, which is why there are theories! also, here are my fave choreos (x x x) & non-official releases (x x x)! also! j-hope recently released a mixtape! check it out! it’s v good! the bad thing is that the fandom is massive n it is filled with young fans so a lot of fan-created content is cringey. apart from that! theyre lovely as a band n i’m not ashamed to say that they bring me most of my joy these days!

then there is… NCT. ok, let’s dive into them. nct is the acronym for Neo Culture Technology, they’re currently an 18 member boy group but hey! don’t be scared! they too work in units and have only released one song which features all 18 of them! it is likely that the band will expand later on & that the name NCT will become a brand (like akb48 u know). so far! there are three units! NCT DREAM (based on age, with the youngest members who r still minors), NCT U (the first unit to have debuted, aka nct united, a rotative unit with no fixed genre or members list) and NCT 127 (seoul based unit, fixed, with 9 members). they’re known for their experimentative and diversified sound, which goes from ballads to… this. while each unit have their distinct genre and vibe, they’re all under the same label of nct! and um, check out spotify’s nct playlist if u want! here r some songs that are basics! bolded r the faves! jsyk i hated their music & their clothes @ first bc it’s so unique so dw if u dislike them! 

127: cherry bomb, limitless (gross hair but spectacular song), touch, back to u, 0 mile, sun & moon, angel

dream: my first and last, we young, go, dunk shot, trigger the fever, la la love

u: the 7th sense, boss, baby don’t stop, without you, yestoday

solo tracks/sm station: dream in a dream & new heroes (ten), around (taeyong)

the last group i’ll present in length n that u should know about is SEVENTEEN. they’re a 13 member boy group & work in units as well but mainly promote w all the members! they’re the fun, sweet, talented, heartfelt refreshing boys we all love tbh! so! seventeen debuted in 2015 with the bop adore u and since then it’s been great song over great song… they also have great choreos! they’re the easiest group to listen to imo bc their songs are mostly light and very similar to what you can hear on teen top radios! then, they get stuck in your head very easily! here are some songs u can listen to that will make your day! mansae, very nice, pretty u, clap, don’t wanna cry, change up, n there are many more! some of my faves are when i grow up, trauma, still lonely, rocket, crazy in love, lean on me, and uhgh rlly all of their songs tbh! three units better known as teams: hip-hop, performance and vocal, with a leader in each. they put up great performances!!

then there is shinee, mostly nicknamed the kings of kpop, i’d make a very long desc but! i suggest you to see for yourself as the fandom is v helpful!

here are some boy groups that i rec but wont go in length with: pentagon (i stan!), monsta x (edm, powerful dances), shinee, exo (great vocals, great choreos, v good music), astro (bubblegum but v heartwarming! vocals), day6 (rock band, great songs), wanna one & many more! rlly um bgs arent the thing that’s lacking in kpop! 

a bit in the middle: KARD (mixed group!!! great music & genderless, breaking the usual hardcore is for boys & cutesy is for girls concept)

SOLOISTS

more of a solo person? check out artists like hyuna (ex member of both wonder girls & 4minute), iu, heize (a personal fave!), sunmi (ex member of wonder girls), taemin (member of shinee), amber liu (current member of fx! also released a mixtape recently!) hyolyn or dean… tbh there r many! these r just the ones i can think off the top of my head! theyre honestly easy to listen to so just look up their names on yt & u should find some good things!

if u read all of this!! uhh kudos to u!! it was v long n i didnt expect it to be that long!! 

[atshinee]

92 questions tag ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ

I WAS TAGGED BY THE LOFML @sambashua ;; i’m waiting for you to text me the ok, so i’m doing this tag instead of getting ready.

ima tag the fluffs: @babycommedes ; @shupuhjuni-or ; @aegyovendingmachine; @taeismyking; @jungnoir​ ; @colorjiwoo​ do this if you want to, i’m just currently killing time *COUGH mir (i’m kidding take your time i’m just giving u a hard time, tell me how it goes).

THE LAST …

1. drink: water

2. phone call: my dad prob

3. text message: ‘morning’

4. song you listened to: ‘never be the same’ - ty dolla sign is currently playing

5. time you cried: probably while I was writing my last essay LmfaO

HAVE YOU EVER …

6. dated someone twice: no

7. been cheated on: no

8. kissed someone and regretted it: no

9. lost someone special: prob

10. been depressed: once upon a time

11. gotten drunk and thrown up: no, don’t do that kids

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS (12, 13, 14):

the whole range of pastel

the whole range of pastel

the whole range of pastel

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU …

15. made new friends: yes !!! forever shout-out to mir for talking to me when my group left me at camp, i love you so much. I’d be dead without you, literally, because you already see me lost 24/7 walking around campus. AND ofc I met kennedy, honestly you’re such a gem. i love you so much too. and a lot more, you guys are all appreciated.

16. fallen out of love: no

17. laughed until you cried: yeah fam ofc

18. found out someone was talking about you: we aren’t friends anymore, so yeah

19. met someone who changed you: yes !!!

20. found out who your true friends are: yeah

21. kissed someone on your facebook list: no ew

GENERAL STUFF

22. how many of your facebook tumblr friends do you know in real life: probably like 98% (i’m still screaming @ ur answer mir)

23. do you have any pets: i used to have four RES turtles, but i just have a fish now, his name is twinkle toes or tt for short and i love him.

24. do you want to change your name: i used to but not anymore

25. what did you do for your last birthday: nothing i don’t think, i’m not a big birthday celebrator 

26. what time did you wake up: i woke up at 6 then went back to sleep and woke up at 7 and went back to sleep and then woke up at 730 and then went back to sleep and woke up at 9.

27. what were you doing at midnight last night: sleeping prob

28. name something you cannot wait for: TO SEE XOCHITL 

29. when was the last time you saw your mom: like an hour ago or smth

30. what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: too deep

31. what are you listening to right now: a spotify ad

32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: yeah

33. something that is getting on your nerves: people

34. most visited website: instagram or tumblr 

35. elementary school: yeah

36. high school: yeah

37. college: yeah

38. hair color: black like my soul

39. long or short hair: it’s like medium length

40. do you have a crush on someone: idk, do you?

41. what do you like about yourself: everything, love yourself.

42. piercings: ears

43. blood type: probably O

44. nickname: kat

45. relationship status: in a complicated relationship w SHINee

46. zodiac sign: cancer

47. pronouns: she/her

48. favorite tv show: house

49. tattoos: no

50. righty or lefty: righty

FIRST …

51. surgery: no

52. piercing: ears

53. best friend: i don’t like the term best friend, but prob sixth grade

54. sport: it was probably table tennis or badminton

55. vacation: prob to my grandparent’s house

56. pair of sneakers: probably some knock-off

right now …

57. eating: nothing

58. drinking: water

59. i’m about to: change

60. listening to: “coffee” - miguel ft. wale ; ‘lot to learn’ - luke christopher just started playing

61. waiting for: mir to text me 

62. do you want kids: maybe

63. do you want to get married: not really, but who knows

64: what career do you want: n u r s i n g

WHICH IS BETTER …

65. hugs or kisses: hugs

66. lips or eyes: eyes

67. shorter or taller: idrc

68. older or younger: doesn’t matter, but if you’re immature as shit, bye

70. nice arms or nice stomach: idc

71. sensitive or loud: what

72. hook up or relationship: relationship 

73. troublemaker or hesitant: best of both worlds

HAVE YOU EVER …

74. kissed a stranger: i don’t think so

75. drank hard liquor: no

76. lost glasses/lenses: like forever? no

77. turned someone down: merp

78. had sex on the first date: no

79. broken someone’s heart: i hope not

80. had your heart broken: ofc

81. been arrested: no

82. cried when someone died: ofc, i’m a cry baby

83. fallen for a friend: yeh

DO YOU BELIEVE IN …

84. yourself: yes!

85. miracles: yeh

86. love at first sight: no

87. santa claus: 

88. kiss on the first date: no

89. angels: yes? 

OTHER …

90. current best friends name: xoch & mir

91. eye color: dark brown

92. favorite movie: idk, finding dory LMFAo, i don’t really watch movies

[demonialex]

1-100 😘

omfg ok under the cut cuz yeah long af

Spotify, SoundCloud, or Pandora? Spotify!

is your room messy or clean? uhhh it’s in the middle i guess lmao a little messy but not complete chaos imo?

what color are your eyes? dark brown

do you like your name? why? i hate my given name so instead i named myself alex and now i rly like it ay B) 

what is your relationship status? single

describe your personality in 3 words or less caring, impatient, lazy

what color hair do you have? brown

what kind of car do you drive? color? i dont have a car

where do you shop? uhhhhh i dont really shop much cuz im broke? but sometimes in various stores it depends on what im getting?

how would you describe your style? “i don’t have enough money to dress in the style i actualyl like so this will have to do”

favorite social media account ngl it’s probably this hellsite

what size bed do you have? queen

any siblings? nah, only child

if you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why? hmmmm probably canada? cause they seem rly chill with lgbtq ppl and they are rather safe? plus i speak the language sooo

favorite snapchat filter? ...the dog one (well out of the current ones cuz i rly miss the “greek goddess” or whatever the hell was the name of that one)

favorite makeup brand(s) kinda rly dont care tbh? i kinda of go with whats cheaper lmao and also it varies on what it is (foundation, eye shadow, etc)

how many times a week do you shower? usually every day tho im ngl today i was so exhausted (im super sick) that i forgot to shower

favorite tv show? currently? probably the magicians

shoe size? varies between 7~8 US

how tall are you? 162cm

sandals or sneakers? sneakers

do you go to the gym? ok i tried going this year but then i got drowned in homework and now i have the flu dont judge me

describe your dream date honestly i have no idea? as long as im with someone i actually like and am attracted to, and that the conversation flows, im good.

how much money do you have in your wallet at the moment? my go-to wallet? 0. my savings wallet? i think around 1k or 1.5k i cant remember for sure? as i said, it’s a /savings/ wallet 

what color socks are you wearing? im not wearing socks

how many pillows do you sleep with? one under my bed and one on each side of me so i can throw my leg over it when i roll

do you have a job? what do you do? nah, not allowed to work ;-; 

how many friends do you have? uhhhhh... 3? 4? idk mate i lost A LOT of friends in the past few years :/ I have quite a few “acquaintances” now and ppl i wish were my friends but who dont seem to want the same, but actual friends i think probably just 4

whats the worst thing you have ever done? depends on who u ask, on ur morals, etc

whats your favorite candle scent? i like too many, i cant pick!! D:

3 favorite boy names guilherme, alex, leonardo ? i guess? idk

3 favorite girl names carolina, camila, alex. again, i guess lmao idk

favorite actor? dont rly have one

favorite actress? again dont rly have one oops im boring

who is your celebrity crush? fck i have way too many tbh

favorite movie? probably DEBS tbh

do you read a lot? whats your favorite book?not rly... it’s not that i dont /want to/ it’s just that i constantly forget to read. my fave is probably little brother or my girlfriend is a geek

money or brains? for myself? money! on a potential partner? brains tho idc that much abt academically smart yadda yadda

do you have a nickname? what is it? Zu

how many times have you been to the hospital? uhhhh for actual important shit and not just casual check ups probably.... 4 or 5 times? i cant remember. i had pneumonia and i fractured bones quite a few times

top 10 favorite songs !!! i cant choose fam

do you take any medications daily?ye anti depressant and anti anxiety

what is your skin type? (oily, dry, etc) always thought it was oily but apparently it’s mixed/combination

what is your biggest fear? ooo boy i have too many fears idk if i can choose a main biggest one

how many kids do you want? none thanks

whats your go to hair style?  “i woke up and was too lazy to brush my hair plus if i dont brush it it looks extra fluffy and slightly curled”

what type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc) small-ish apartment

who is your role model? dont have one tbh

what was the last compliment you received? deadass cant remember

what was the last text you sent? “thank you~”

how old were you when you found out santa wasn’t real? no clue tbh i was still a child haha 

what is your dream car? I rly dont wanna drive tbh but i find lamborghinis so fckin gorgeous

opinion on smoking? idc as long as u dont do it next to me cause it tends to make me cough a lot. tho depend on what ur smoking and the brand and if we are in an open space for some reason i dont smoke so ye

do you go to college? yup!!

what is your dream job? no clue

would you rather live in rural areas or the suburbs? suburbs. the more things to do the better

do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels? i usually forget but my mom always takes them for me so :^)

do you have freckles? not the standard “a bunch of tiny ones around ur face”, but i have the classic brown ones here and there. does that make sense? :v (i hate that u guys have the same word for both kind of freckles smh)

do you smile for pictures? not usually? at most a close mouthed smile more like a smirk lmao

how many pictures do you have on your phone? i dont wanna do the math but over 1k

have you ever peed in the woods? who hasnt??

do you still watch cartoons? if animes are considered cartoons then sometimes, if not then not really

do you prefer chicken nuggets from Wendy’s or McDonalds? cant remember how the wendy’s ones taste like so i will go with mcdonalds

Favorite dipping sauce? depends on what im eating. usually blue cheese, if not then bbq

what do you wear to bed? depends on how hot it is lol

have you ever won a spelling bee? never even been to one

what are your hobbies? watching tv shows? idk mate

can you draw? kinda i guess

do you play an instrument? nah :(

what was the last concert you saw? i think it was demi lovato lmao

tea or coffee? i dont really drink either tbh. loved the tea my friend made me, and loved the coffee my grandma used to make me. alas both live too far away now

Starbucks or Dunkin Donuts? i deadass think i only went to dunkin donuts ONCE and i dont remember shit abt it so i will go with starbucks

do you want to get married? hmmm idc either way

what is your crush’s first and last initial? dont rly have a /major/ crush rn, just smol ones

are you going to change your last name when you get married? if their name is cooler maybe

what color looks best on you? black

do you miss anyone right now? i constantly miss too many ppl but i try to avoid thinking abt it

do you sleep with your door open or closed? closed!! i hate sleeping with open doors

do you believe in ghosts? i guess?

what is your biggest pet peeve? idk fam i have too many haha im blanking rn

last person you called` probably my mom or my grandma. i hate calloing ppl so i usually just call them lmao

favorite ice cream flavor? hmm probably half baked from B&J. in general i like peanut, chocolate, vanilla, bubblegum... i have a rly sweet toothe lol

regular oreos or golden oreos? regular!

chocolate or rainbow sprinkles? chocolate!! the rainbow ones taste like plastic imo

what shirt are you wearing? it’s not rly a shirt? it’s a.. camisole? i think that’s how u say it? my mom got it for me, it’s from that the despicable movie or whatever it was called

what is your phone background? lock screen is julia wicker, home screen is julia and marina

are you outgoing or shy? generally shy but id depends on who i am with i guess

do you like it when people play with your hair? if i like the person (even as friends, just as long as im comfortable with them) then hell yes i love it! if it’s a stranger or someone i rly dont like then no obvs

do you like your neighbors? i dont rly know them tbh

do you wash your face? at night? in the morning? ye usually once when i wake up and once before going to bed.

have you ever been high? nah i was able to take like 2 drags and then i died coughing

have you ever been drunk? nope:( not from lack of trying lol but the taste is so gross it makes me feel a bit nauseous

last thing you ate? bread with requeijao

favorite lyrics right now the lyrics of “trem bala”. deadss considering getting part of it tattooed cause it’s so... deep? and good? and it’s sigh it’s rly good if anyone is interested i can translate is lol 

summer or winter? winter

day or night? night

dark, milk, or white chocolate? white tho milk is a close second

favorite month? hmmm idk? maybe november cause mah bday?

what is your zodiac sign scorpio

who was the last person you cried in front of? i rarely cry and even more rarely cry in front of others so i dont rly remember but if i had to guess probably my mom?

[charmerofbees]

im bored at lunch and doing this bye

WHAT IS YOUR FULL NAME? Elaine ******* ********* who tf puts their whole name on the internet??

2. WHAT IS YOUR NICKNAME? Laine, Lainey, Eli

3. BIRTHDAY? Feb 27

4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE BOOK SERIES?  Um Lady of the rivers/white queen/red queen/white princess by phillipa gregory

5. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ALIENS OR GHOSTS? both absolutely

6. WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE AUTHOR? tom robbins and david sedaris and toni morrison. a lot more but those are top three that are drastically different

7. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE RADIO STATION? the only one i listen to is a local alt rock, other than that i listen to my own perfectly curated spotify playlists 

8. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FLAVOR OF ANYTHING? uhhh lavender or salt n vinegar lmao

9. WHAT WORD WOULD YOU USE OFTEN TO DESCRIBE SOMETHING GREAT OR WONDERFUL? abso fab

10. WHAT IS YOUR CURRENT FAVORITE SONG? deadcrush by alt j

11. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE WORD? reveille

12. WHAT WAS THE LAST SONG YOU LISTENED TO? cornflake girl - florence and the machine cover

13. WHAT TV SHOW WOULD YOU RECOMMEND FOR EVERYBODY TO WATCH?

MAD MEN even tho matthew weiner die, schitts creek, the office only bc you wont get any memes if you dont, SHARP OBJECTS SHARP OBJECTS SHARP OBJECTS and also the sinner season 1

14. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE MOVIE TO WATCH WHEN YOU’RE FEELING DOWN?  when harry met sally

15. DO YOU PLAY VIDEO GAMES? just the sims and when im with my friends ill play what they play

16. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR? a stranger breaking in to my house or like a ghost idk

17. WHAT IS YOUR BEST QUALITY, IN YOUR OPINION? i dont judge anyone bc i just dont care what other people do as long as its not harming others. so ive been told im a good person to confide in

18. WHAT IS YOUR WORST QUALITY, IN YOUR OPINION? for sureeeee my need to be right at all times

19. DO YOU LIKE CATS OR DOGS BETTER? my cat is the best living creature, but other than him, dogs

20. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON? summer i need to feel the sun radiating my bones to feel alive

21. ARE YOU IN A RELATIONSHIP? abso not

22. WHAT IS SOMETHING YOU MISS FROM YOUR CHILDHOOD? my childood dog and no bills

23. WHO IS YOUR BEST FRIEND? her name is hailey, my sister and i met her when i was 5 and they were 6 and we’ve been inseparable ever since

24. WHAT IS YOUR EYE COLOR? blue

25. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR? ash blonde

26. WHO IS SOMEONE YOU LOVE? my sister

27. WHO IS SOMEONE YOU TRUST? my sister and all of my friends

28. WHO IS SOMEONE YOU THINK ABOUT OFTEN? my 12 year old half brother

29. ARE YOU CURRENTLY EXCITED ABOUT/FOR SOMETHING? get to go to baltimore this weekend for a museum trip

30. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST OBSESSION? honestly rn sims 4...its like therapy for me lmao. and my cat. 

31. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW AS A CHILD? i barely watched tv as a child....probs the wild thornberries

32. WHO OF THE OPPOSITE GENDER CAN YOU TELL ANYTHING TO, IF ANYONE? my other best friends john and tyler. we’ve been friends for 16 years 

33. ARE YOU SUPERSTITIOUS? yeah catch me practicing all safeguards 

34. DO YOU HAVE ANY UNUSUAL PHOBIAS? misophobia/phonia

35. DO YOU PREFER TO BE IN FRONT OF THE CAMERA OR BEHIND IT? either idc

36. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE HOBBY? not really a hobbie but im v passionate about tarot cards. and i do yoga every morning

37. WHAT WAS THE LAST BOOK YOU READ? their eyes were watching god

38. WHAT WAS THE LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? when harry met sally 

39. WHAT MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS DO YOU PLAY, IF ANY? used to play piano but i stopped in high school

40. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ANIMAL? dogs

41. WHAT ARE YOUR TOP 5 FAVORITE TUMBLR BLOGS THAT YOU FOLLOW? thestateonmtv, theocseason4, thehauntedmansion2003....idk any more i check those 3 a lot bc theyre good comic relief

42. WHAT SUPERPOWER DO YOU WISH YOU HAD? invisibility

43. WHEN AND WHERE DO YOU FEEL MOST AT PEACE? i loooove my room. also a small abandoned beach called claiborne.

44. WHAT MAKES YOU SMILE? anything my idiot cat does, tv shows, when i mreally depressed i listen to my brother my brother and me because its mindless

45. WHAT SPORTS DO YOU PLAY, IF ANY? i mean i played volleyball for 3 years BUT i did ballet and modern dance (w some jazz sometimes) for 16 years so that took up almost all of my free time

46. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE DRINK? water, green apple kombucha, an oatmilk latte

47. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WROTE A HAND-WRITTEN LETTER OR NOTE TO SOMEBODY? today on a birthday card

48. ARE YOU AFRAID OF HEIGHTS? a little

49. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST PET PEEVE? when ppl chew loud it makes me wanna die. 

50. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN TO A CONCERT? omg tons are you for real lmao

51. ARE YOU VEGAN/VEGETARIAN? uhhh a weird mix of no dairy and no meat but i eat seafood? bc im on the east coast in maryland so you basically have to here

52. WHEN YOU WERE LITTLE, WHAT DID YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GREW UP? a lot of things

53. WHAT FICTIONAL WORLD WOULD YOU LIKE TO LIVE IN? shiiiit idk

54. WHAT IS SOMETHING YOU WORRY ABOUT? the future

55. ARE YOU SCARED OF THE DARK? yep

56. DO YOU LIKE TO SING? yes but im not great at it despite having like 10 years training lmao

57. HAVE YOU EVER SKIPPED SCHOOL? in high school i skipped like 50 days a year lmao. in college i was better but def used all of my sick days

58. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PLACE ON THE PLANET? the beach, or st andrews by the sea in new brunswick

59. WHERE WOULD YOU LIKE TO LIVE? summer in st andrews by the sea, somewhere warm and beachy the rest of the time

60. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS? my cat, and at my moms house another cat and a dog, my dad has a dog a horse and a raccoon (?) but i dont go there alot

61. ARE YOU MORE OF AN EARLY BIRD OR A NIGHT OWL? i guess early bird but i love sleep

62. DO YOU LIKE SUNRISES OR SUNSETS BETTER? sunsets

63. DO YOU KNOW HOW TO DRIVE? yes 

64. DO YOU PREFER EARBUDS OR HEADPHONES? earbuds

65. HAVE YOU EVER HAD BRACES? for six years i hated my life

66. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE GENRE OF MUSIC? alternative and classic rock. also i love jazz and blues

67. WHO IS YOUR HERO? i dont have one

68. DO YOU READ COMIC BOOKS? i loved the archie comics as a child...thats why i unabashadly love riverdale

69. WHAT MAKES YOU THE MOST ANGRY? close minded people

70. DO YOU PREFER TO READ ON AN ELECTRONIC DEVICE OR WITH A REAL BOOK? a real book

71. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SUBJECT IN SCHOOL? art history in college, english in high school

72. DO YOU HAVE ANY SIBLINGS? 2 step brothers, 2 ex step brothers (Were still close), a full sister, and a half brother

73. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT? a latte maker and hair dye

74. HOW TALL ARE YOU? 5’ 9″

75. CAN YOU COOK? yes but i hate cleaning pots

76. WHAT ARE THREE FOUR THINGS THAT YOU LOVE? my cat, lattes, music, my bed

77. WHAT ARE THREE THINGS THAT YOU HATE? uhhhh idk 

78. DO YOU HAVE MORE FEMALE FRIENDS OR MORE MALE FRIENDS? almost an even split

79. WHAT IS YOUR SEXUAL ORIENTATION? i dont really label myself but its definitely fluid

80. WHERE DO YOU CURRENTLY LIVE? maryland

81. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TEXTED? one of my group chats

82. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? ugh on monday in therapy

83. WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE YOUTUBER? i dont really have one

84. DO YOU LIKE TO TAKE SELFIES? almost never

85. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE APP? uhhh instagram and huji

86. WHAT IS YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH YOUR PARENT(S) LIKE? yikes lets not lol

87. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FOREIGN ACCENT? mmmm spanish or like...portugese

88. WHAT IS A PLACE THAT YOU’VE NEVER BEEN TO, BUT YOU WANT TO VISIT? mykonos 

89. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NUMBER? 86

90. CAN YOU JUGGLE? no

91. ARE YOU RELIGIOUS? no

92. DO YOU FIND OUTER SPACE OR THE DEEP OCEAN TO BE MORE INTERESTING? deep ocean bc its like... right there

93. DO YOU CONSIDER YOURSELF TO BE A DAREDEVIL? for like 2 years i would accept any dare anyone gave me....until i jumped off a bridge and cracked my ankle. so not anymore haha

94. ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO ANYTHING? an ingredient in contacts and pink eye medication

95. CAN YOU CURL YOUR TONGUE? no

96. CAN YOU WIGGLE YOUR EARS? no

97. HOW OFTEN DO YOU ADMIT THAT YOU WERE WRONG ABOUT SOMETHING? if im actually wrong i will

98. DO YOU PREFER THE FOREST OR THE BEACH? Beach

99. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIECE OF ADVICE THAT ANYONE HAS EVER GIVEN YOU? no one is thinking about/judging you as much as you think they are

100. ARE YOU A GOOD LIAR? yes but i dont use it often

101. WHAT IS YOUR HOGWARTS HOUSE? uh idk or care tbh 

102. DO YOU TALK TO YOURSELF? very infrequently

103. ARE YOU AN INTROVERT OR AN EXTROVERT? god the most introverted

104. DO YOU KEEP A JOURNAL/DIARY? i loosely keep a tarot journal

105. DO YOU BELIEVE IN SECOND CHANCES? depends on the situation but almost always, no

106. IF YOU FOUND A WALLET FULL OF MONEY ON THE GROUND, WHAT WOULD YOU DO? return it

107. DO YOU BELIEVE THAT PEOPLE ARE CAPABLE OF CHANGE? sure

108. ARE YOU TICKLISH? yes

109. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON A PLANE? yeah its so weird to me that some people have been haha

110. DO YOU HAVE ANY PIERCINGS? SO when i turned 18 i got lik 7 extra piercings on my ears...they all closed up so now i have my OG two

111. WHAT FICTIONAL CHARACTER DO YOU WISH WAS REAL? anna karenina i think wed be friends

112. DO YOU HAVE ANY TATTOOS? no

113. WHAT IS THE BEST DECISION THAT YOU’VE MADE IN YOUR LIFE SO FAR? staying home for a year and going to community college when my step dad was dying

114. DO YOU BELIEVE IN KARMA? yes totally

115. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES OR CONTACTS? glasses

116. DO YOU WANT CHILDREN? yes 3 girls

117. WHO IS THE SMARTEST PERSON YOU KNOW? my friend kenna

118. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING MEMORY? why the fuck would i say it here

119. HAVE YOU EVER PULLED AN ALL-NIGHTER? yes bc of anxiety

120. WHAT COLOR ARE MOST OF YOU CLOTHES? black

121. DO YOU LIKE ADVENTURES? love ‘em

122. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON TV? yes 

123. HOW OLD ARE YOU? 23

124. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE QUOTE?  “unable to perceive the shape of you, i find you all around me. your presence fills my eyes with your love. it humbles my heart, for you are everywhere” from the shape of water

125. DO YOU PREFER SWEET OR SAVORY FOODS? savory but i love a good fruit

[aineisnotokay15]

Jacob told me to do this, and my stupid ass listened so here this shit is.

Spotify, SoundCloud, or Pandora? Spotify.  is your room messy or clean? Clean, except for my overflowing laundry basket that is starting to look like a small mountain. what color are your eyes?  I think my eyes are blue. do you like your name? why? I like my name only when other people tell me it’s pretty. I hate hearing people fuck up the pronunciation. what is your relationship status? I’m fucking single because men like to play too many damn games. describe your personality in 3 words or less: Eccentric angry humor. what color hair do you have? Brown  what kind of car do you drive? color? Don’t drive. Invisible, because that bitch don’t exist. where do you shop? I shop mainly at Forever 21. They really get me with that free shipping on orders $50 and up. how would you describe your style? I would describe my style as Ariana Grande got lost in a Goodwill. favorite social media account? Instagram what size bed do you have? Twin bed any siblings? 2 siblings, younger sister and older brother. if you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why? I’m not really sure where I’d live because there are so many places I’ve never seen, but I think I’d like to live for some time in LA. Also New Orleans and Portland, because I think those places are so interesting and I love the houses there and I think I could discover new things about myself there. I’d maybe even want to live for some time in Florida. favorite snapchat filter? It’s so hard to choose, but probably that overused animal surgical mask one. favorite makeup brand(s)? I’m a makeup free lady.  how many times a week do you shower? If it’s a week when I’m on my regular gym schedule, then 5-6 times. favorite tv show? Favorite show of all time is My So Called Life, but my fave show that’s on rn is probably Stranger Things. shoe size? Size 10 shoe how tall are you? I believe I’m 5’6’’. sandals or sneakers? Sneakers do you go to the gym? Yes, I try to go to the gym five times a week. describe your dream date: Oh my god my dream date would probably be going rollerskating on a night when they play 80s music and after we go a small pizza joint and each get a slice to go and then we go on a walk in the city or something while we eat the pizza and talk, then we go back to whoever’s place and we put on a movie like Shrek and we make jokes the whole time while cuddling and we fall asleep on the couch together. It would be a good date as long as we were laughing the whole time and he actually made me feel like he completely wanted to be there with me the whole time. how much money do you have in your wallet at the moment? No cash in my wallet currently. what color socks are you wearing? Surprisingly, I’m not wearing socks to bed tonight. how many pillows do you sleep with? I sleep with two pillows. do you have a job? what do you do? I technically still work at F.Y.E., but tomorrow I have my second interview to be a hostess at the Ninety Nine Restaurant so I think that will be my new job. how many friends do you have? I would say that total, I have about 9 friends. whats the worst thing you have ever done? Can’t decide. whats your favorite candle scent? Vanilla scented candles fuck me up. 3 favorite boy names:  Christopher, Cameron, James 3 favorite girl names: Mary, Evvy, Alice favorite actor? Woody Harrelson/Bill Murray favorite actress? Emma Stone who is your celebrity crush? I have so many, buy my current celebrity crush is probably Sebastian Stan/Harry Styles. favorite movie? The Lost Boys do you read a lot? whats your favorite book? I read a good amount, but I’d like to read a lot more. Cell by Stephen King. money or brains? Brains do you have a nickname? what is it? My nickname is Aga.  how many times have you been to the hospital? I’ve been to the hospital several times, but never for myself. top 10 favorite songs: As The World Falls Down by David Bowie, Everybody Wants To Rule The World by Tears For Fears, Settle Down by The 1975, Candles by Daughter, Tom’s Diner by Suzanne Vega, Faith by George Michael, Stand By Me by Ben E. King, Kiss Me by Sixpence None The Richer, Everything by Michale Bublé, Hungry Heart by Bruce Springsteen.  do you take any medications daily? I take birth control. what is your skin type? (oily, dry, etc) I have olive skin. what is your biggest fear? My biggest fear is anyone in my immediate family dying before me and my friends not actually liking/caring about me.  how many kids do you want? I’d like 3 kids. whats your go to hair style? My hairstyle is not having hair.  what type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc) I live in a big house.  who is your role model? Chris Farley in my role model. what was the last compliment you received? Jacob told me that an image of myself I sent him made him “jazz” himself.  what was the last text you sent?  “My fave”, referring to Hercules. how old were you when you found out santa wasn’t real? I think I was in Elementary school when I found out about Santa.  what is your dream car? I’d love an old pickup truck. opinion on smoking?  I don’t smoke, idc if my friends smoke weed but I get upset if they smoke cigarettes.  do you go to college? I go to Emerson College. what is your dream job? I think it’s still secretly to be an actress. would you rather live in rural areas or the suburbs? I’d like to live in both a rural area at some point as well as the suburbs.  do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels? Yes, I always take hotel shampoos and then never use them.  do you have freckles? No freckles.  do you smile for pictures? Yes  how many pictures do you have on your phone? 144 pics on my phone. have you ever peed in the woods? Yes do you still watch cartoons? I love cartoons. do you prefer chicken nuggets from Wendy’s or McDonalds? FUCK they are both so good I can’t choose. Favorite dipping sauce? Ketchup. what do you wear to bed? I wear shorts, a t-shirt, and usually fuzzy socks. have you ever won a spelling bee? Been in the spelling bee twice, but got out both times in the second round. what are your hobbies? I like to write, listen to music and make up music videos for them, watch other people play scary video games, and do research on weird shit like abandoned amusement parks.  can you draw? I’m decent at drawing.  do you play an instrument? I play no instruments, but I briefly took guitar lessons when I was younger, at which I made up a song called “Chunky Monkey.” what was the last concert you saw? One Direction with my sister. tea or coffee? I don’t like tea or coffee. Starbucks or Dunkin Donuts? Dunkin Donuts do you want to get married? I’d love to get married what is your crush’s first and last initial? I’m not sure I have a crush anymore, but I’ll say SR. are you going to change your last name when you get married? Yes what color looks best on you? Black do you miss anyone right now? Yes, I miss Jacob, Mary, my mentor Kevin Ruane, my entire high school english department, the people I used to work with at F.Y.E., and my old friend Letian I don’t talk to anymore. do you sleep with your door open or closed?  Sleep with the door closed.  do you believe in ghosts? I most definitely believe in ghosts. what is your biggest pet peeve? I hate when people tell me to calm down or stop being over dramatic when I’m obviously doing it for a humorous effect. last person you called? I called my friend Mikeisha so I could find her at the mall. favorite ice cream flavor? Cookie Dough regular oreos or golden oreos? Double Stuffed Regular Oreos chocolate or rainbow sprinkles? Rainbow Sprinkles what shirt are you wearing? I’m wearing my “Summer Camp” crop top what is your phone background? My phone lock screen is Mark and I on a beach in NH, and my home screen is Mary and I in Beacon Hill in Boston.  are you outgoing or shy? I’m reserved when you first meet me, but if I get to know you and like you then I’m very outgoing. do you like it when people play with your hair? I love when people rub my head like I’m a dog. do you like your neighbors? I used to like my neighbors when I was little and we all got together to play tag and wiffle ball outside.  do you wash your face? at night? in the morning? I don’t really have a routine where I wash my face, I only do it if I feel like I really need to.  have you ever been high? No have you ever been drunk? Never had a drink.  last thing you ate? Last thing I ate was cookie dough ice-cream.  favorite lyrics right now? “Time is money, so don’t fuck with mine.” summer or winter? Summer day or night? Night  dark, milk, or white chocolate? Milk chocolate favorite month? October what is your zodiac sign? Aries who was the last person you cried in front of? Jacob was the last person who saw me cry.

[grubby-socks]

Rules: once you're tagged you have to write 93 truths about yourself.

I was tagged by the ever lovely @iswearimartsy this is gonna take ages thanks Meghan ;-; 🌸 LAST…
[1] drink: green tea[2] phone call: one of the parentals 
[3] text message: Teddy [4] song you listened to: Its ok I wouldn’t remember me either by Crywank (a tuuune but not a bop) 
[5] time you cried: yesterday lol 🌸 HAVE YOU EVER…
[6] dated someone twice: nope 
[7] been cheated on: again, nope [8] kissed someone and regretted it: I played the points game at pride… So yes[9] lost someone special: yep [10] been depressed: Zoloft is my best friend 
[11] gotten drunk and thrown up: I made myself sick because I felt guilty about the amount of calories in vodka. Does that count? 🌸 LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLORS…
[12] sunny yellow
[13] pastel blues and pinks
[14] burgundy 🌸 IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU…
[15] made new friends: SO MANY !!
[16] fallen out of love: does it count if its platonic[17] laughed until you cried: yep its bizarre 
[18] found out someone was talking about you: a whole fucking form class
[19] met someone who changed you: not to sound sappy but like yeah [20] found out who your true friends are: i could find out who was and I’d still think they secretly hate me
[21] kissed someone on your Facebook list: mhm mhm 🌸 GENERAL…
[22] how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: I’m super picky about who I add ao yeah
[23] do you have any pets: two fish, pickles and fluffy. They are nibbles whilst I was away
[24] do you want to change your name: so much. I’d probably go with Charlie but I’m really liking Bea atm[25] what did you do for your last birthday: went stationary shopping with Lisa and then we went for Korean food with my family! [26] what time did you wake up: in and around 7:50 [27] what were you doing at midnight last night: watching Harry Bakers Ted talks and fangirling about him to teddy… I’m sad I know 
[28] name something you cannot wait for: the leaving cert to END [29] when was the last time you saw your mother: couple of hours ago [30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: to no be on five types of meds lol
[31] what are you listening to right now: outside sounds, spotify crashed 
[32] have you ever talked to a person named Tom: yes 
[33] something that is getting on your nerves: my maths teacher
[34] most visited website: like actual sites not including apps? Probably the CAO site ;-; or imdb 
[35] elementary: I went to three 
[36] high school: aaaaaa STRESS [37] college: I’m planning on studying in cork so like fingers crossed [38] hair colour: super faded purple
[39] long or short hair: long ish hasn’t been this long since I was a kid jeepers 
[40] do you have a crush on someone: my brain is like ?¿ 
[41] what do you like about yourself: the teensy bit of vitiligo I have is p cute 
[42] piercings: none, I guess you could say I’m UNHOLY 
[43] blood type: glitter apparently 
[44] nickname: oh boy there’s a few. Eeme, beemer/bee, the tiny lesbian, glitter fairy, eems. I was Mollser for awhile as well…
[45] relationship status: single pringle 
[46] zodiac sign: Virgo [47] pronouns: she/her
[48] fav TV show: hmmm TOO MANY OPTIONS. More people should watch Ku'Damm 56 though its fantastic
[49] tattoos: I’m not gonna get one but I’d love a sprig of lavender on my wrist 
[50] right or left handed: right 🌸 FIRST…
[51] surgery: I had a cataract removed last summer 
[52] piercing: none [53] best friend: probably some kid in London [54] sport: ballet, if you don’t think ballets a sport you can fucking fight me and I’ll kick you in the face with an elegant arabesque  
[55] vacation: I was born in London so probably either visiting Irish or German family 
[56] pair of trainers: I used to be so proud of my dunks but idk what my first were 🌸RIGHT NOW…
[57] eating: nothing 
[58] drinking: same tea as earlier but its now cold ;-;
[59] I’m about to: study and probably watch Harry Bakers Ted talks again THEYRE GREAT OK
[60] listening to: outside sounds 
[61] waiting for: the radiator to come on my feet are v cold
[62] want: to be warm
[63] get married: I can legally do that now so that’s p cool. Thanks Ireland! Apart from roscommon fuck you roscommon
[64] career: I babysit does that count? I wanna do something biotech-y related to immunology when I’m older though 🌸WHICH IS BETTER…
[65] hugs or kisses: hugs but I’m bad with physical contact
[66] lips or eyes:eyes [67] shorter or taller: taller its p hard to be shorter than me 
[68] older or younger: as long it’s within the grounds of the two year rule idm but I’d be inclined to go older 
[69] romantic or spontaneous: romantic is gross 
[70] nice arms or nice stomach: idk dude 
[71] sensitive or loud: sensitive, me and loud noises don’t go well together 
[72] hook up or relationship: relationship. Hooking up sounds terrifying
[73] troublemaker or hesitant: as long as they don’t do anything they know would freak me out idc 🌸HAVE YOU EVER…
[74] kissed a stranger: quick peck but not shift
[75] drank hard liquor: I’ve tried rum and vodka mixed with cider as a mixer lol 
[76] lost glasses/contact lenses: turns out I was already wearing them 
[77] turned someone down: I once replied to “I like you” with “OH DEAR” I’m a bad person I know
[78] sex on first date: no thank! 
[79] broken someone’s heart: I’m clearly a heart breaker 
[80] had your own heart broken: ?¿ feelings are a lie [81] been arrested: nope 
[82] cried when someone died: yep 
[83] fallen for a friend: yep whoops it was ages ago tho 🌸DO YOU BELIEVE IN…
[84] yourself: hahaha next question? 
[85] miracles: I exist so like
[86] love at first sight: THAT’S NOT LOVE JULIET STOP THIS [87] santa claus: nah [88] kiss on the first date: on the cheek maybe? I’m not a prude just physical contact is scary and ants [89] angels: again, I exist 🌸OTHER…
[90] current best friend’s name: I have lots of favourite noodles
[91] eye colour: brown ish?
[92] favourite movie: STOP MAKING ME PICK MY FAVOURITE CHILD. I’m lazy so I’m only gonna tag 3 people: @luke-the-dumbass @aspartameme and @nerdyfangs