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I think something a lot of people forget abt botan mikey is that he isnt doing this just to be cruel. Hes doing it because he cares so damn much. Like, the entire reason botan exsists (to me) is mikey's way of concentrating the cycle of violence on himself. Like, during the execution hes barely paying attention. Yes he shoots takemichi but i think he does it 1 bc his dark urges have so seemlessly melded with him he doesnt even hesitate to kill and 2 its a warning.
Like i feel like hes let botan become so violent and dangerous to 1) keep others from hurting those he loves and 2) to keep those he loves away from him. Like, considering draken's warning i wouldnt be surprised if he learned the hard way to not approach mikey anymore. Its a lil sad but i think mikey blames himself for starting this cycle of violence once he got a hunch abt shinichiro. So he takes the burden on himself. I mean, look at the executives of botan. Theyre scraps of tenjiku and the black dragons. Both groups that were important to Mikey's family and are both reminders about how he utterly failed them. Sanzu is also a sort of sour reminder to mikey abt what he did and turned him into.
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Like if you did wanna do a self insert, mikey would probably push you away and act like he doesnt know you at best. At worst, well, we all saw how takemichi almost ended up. At most hed probably just send ppl to check up on you every once in a while. And even if you did somehow manage to stay with him, it honestly might be worse. Like congrats, you get to watch the man you love slowly descend into a husk of what he once was. You mightve been able to be one of the people who kept his dark urges suppressed but with everything that happened + his idea that he has to take on all burdens as penance. You will at best lessen the symptoms. If anything your relationship will probably devolve into the only thing keeping you two together is the faint attachment that Mikey has towards you (i mean he still eats taiyaki) and the scraps of your love diluted by pity and grief.
Itd probably be heart breaking when mikey realizes he cant let you go and you wont let go either. Like, youre fucked. The both of you are so completely and utterly fucked and theres no escaping it. You were doomed the moment you said you would stay. Bc youre the last thing that makes him feel anything besides misery and he is painstakingly familiar with what happens to people who are like that. So I feel like Botan Mikey wouldn't be a yandere in the traditional sense where he'd keep you locked away forever. It'd be more he desperately wants to cling to you but at the same time hes just waiting for the other shoe to drop even though he desperately does not want that to happen.
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If I may ask, what do you think of the whole sea watch 3 mess? And indeed of the whole migrant situation in Italy?
Well - I have messy thoughts about that. Mostly I’m angry, disgusted, worried and pretty hopeless about the whole thing.
As a recap for people who haven’t been following this (complicated stuff ahead, so I don’t claim to be right about everything): 
1) In 1990, the EU decided on how to deal with migrants by drafting the Dublin Regulation, which came into effect in 1997. The idea was charmingly simple: people seeking refuge in Europe should ask for asylum in the first European country they got to. Optimists claim it was difficult back then to imagine any complications, since immigration was very low and European countries still had borders and everything else, but in hindsight, you have to wonder why countries like Italy agreed to this at all. You obviously can’t get to Germany or the UK without crossing through Italy or Spain first, so the Dublin Regulation was bound to cause huge problems. The other ridiculous thing is that the Italian government that signed this was headed by Andreotti, a nearly immortal ghoul princeling who’d been in politics since the 1750s and had been implicated in at least two murders.
(He’d also been found guilty of collaboration with the mafia, but was let go on a technical detail.)
2) In 2011, Muammar Gaddafi, ‘Brotherly Leader’ of Libya, was killed. We still don’t know exactly what went down - more on that in a second - but a general problem the West has in the Middle East and Africa is that we tend to support dictatorts, no matter how brutal, because it’s just easier to do business and get our way with one greedy and corrupt person than it is to deal with an entire Parliament, but the risk we overlook, time and time again, is that all-powerful dictators tend to become more and more ambitious and form their own plans, which may or may not align with Western interests. In the case of Gaddafi, Hilary’s emails (I know, I know) seem to indicate the real reason the West - and particularly France, as in former President Nicholas ‘I’m the son of an immigrant but he was the right kind of immigrant’ Sarkozy - suddenly got annoyed with Gaddafi is that Gaddafi was planning to introduce a new banking system in Africa - a thing that would rival the CFA franc. 
(That’s a currency used in fourteen African countries which is basically a leftover from French colonialism - it’s managed directly from the French Treasury, and that gives France more or less full control of those countries’ economies). 
So anyway, NATO got all tough on Libya, Gaddafi was killed, and as a result Libya is now a failed state with - if that’s possible - more human rights violations than before - particularly relevant for your question is a very harsh treatment of black Africans (down to and including literal ‘slave markets’ where people are bought and sold, also torture camps and everything in between). This happens partly because it’s lucrative af, and partly because there’s been bad blood between ethnic Arabs and black Africans for generations.
So, aynway, that’s the general context. What happened next is what we’ve seen for the last few years - an increase in the number of immigrants coming to Europe, therefore an increase of the number of deaths in the Mediterranean, therefore widespread panic leading to 
immoral and unethical deals with people like Erdogan (I say ‘people’, lol)
a sharp rise of the extreme right and 
a general inability to welcome those desperate enough to come here and offer them a decent life.
Most recently, Italy’s far-right Interior Minister decided to close down the harbours to prevent NGOs-operated rescue ships from docking. The Sea-Watch 3, which was carrying 42 migrants, decided to ignore this and go to Lampedusa, in Sicily - the closest and safest harbour. Now its captain has been arrested, but it’s unclear what will happen next.
If you’re asking me what do I make of all this - I don’t know. It’s a mess. 
For instance, there are studies showing that if NGO ships patrol international waters, the crossing gets more dangerous, because people smugglers don’t bother finding good ships - they know they just have to get migrants off the coast of Libya, and someone will pick them up. This means more risk for the immigrants themselves, and more money for the smugglers. But on the other hand, no rescue ships there means no help at all, so if something goes wrong, those people are doomed. The same ‘yes but’ applies to many other issues concerning migration. Like, a lot of migrants coming in (and these are people who were left with nothing, including ID) means more of them disappearing into thin air, because of the badly-organized and overcrowded camps. We know thousands of them end up exploited by criminal gangs - in Italy, a particularly brutal business is managed by the Nigerian mafia, which trafficks thousands of women into prostitution and terrifies them into obedience thanks to ‘black magic’, but there’s also agricultural workers, people forced into drug trafficking, kids who end up homeless and so on. Another major problem is that - other than the Syrians - the immigrants who got to Europe over the last decade are difficult to integrate into the legit labour market because they lack the necessary qualifications. Most of the European is now tertiary-based, which means you need some kind of post-high school diploma to do anything, and research shows about half of those coming here didn’t even finish primary school.
(To be very clear: I’m not saying this is in any way their fault, or something that can’t be fixed. But: it does encourage a battle of the have-nots, as people at the bottom - including chunks of the native population, immigrants from Eastern Europe and more recent immigrants from the rest of the world - compete for those few and miserable options open to them, like run-down housing, meagre welfare checks, and a handful of jobs you don’t need qualifications for.)
On top of that, many migrants would need a lot of support, because they escaped from horrific situations - not only those torture camps in Libya, but everything else you can think of: civil wars, political persecution, brutal rapes, whatever - that’s also something that has a cost no one wants to cover. And finally, since coming to Europe is so dangerous, most immigrants tend to be young men on their own - which is exactly the ‘worst’ group of people in any culture.
(Sorry if that sounds bad, what I mean is - we know that for whatever reason, young men everywhere tend to be more reckless than other social groups, and that increases the chance for risky behaviour - especially when the person is not ‘kept in check’ by a well-structured community. Thus, a young man without family or friends is more likely to make stupid or dangerous choices - for himself or others - than, say, a middle-aged father or a young woman.)  
All of this, as daunting as it is, could be solved - after all, this is not an invasion: it’s numbers we can manage - but probably won’t because:
1) There’s some interest in keeping the situation as it is. More migrants means more political success for right-wing and extreme right parties, not to mention huge profits for a lot of people.
2) Right now, the EU can’t agree on anything because of reasons. 
3) Nobody wants to do the right thing, ie treat Middle Eastern and African countries with a modicum of respect and actually support them and their development instead of propping up whatever strongman is convenient and robbing their citizens of whatever isn’t nailed down.
4) The countries on the EU borders have their own issues and right now it’s very hard to imagine those issues ever going away. Like, under many respects Italy’s basically a failed state that relies on the goodwill of half its citizens to keep trudging forward. It never rooted out clientelism, corruption, or tax evasion - plus, it still hasn’t defeated its own mafias, and despite an exceedingly brave and dedicated bunch of policemen and judges (plus all those ordinary citizens risking their necks every day by saying no and living an honest life), the battle against foreign mafias (like the Albanians, and more recently the Nigerians) is probably a task beyond its means.
So, well - sorry this turned into a novel. I guess what I think is - I admire people like Sea-Watch 3 captain Carola Rackete and everyone else who volunteers and fights for the most vulnerable, and I think the current government is a disgrace, but ultimately immigration is a political problem whose only solution is the usual solution to everything else: more courage, more competence, more transparency; less inequality, less greed, less corruption. More democracy, and a democracy operating without the (overt and covert) influence of powerful lobbies. Less support to dictators, fair wages for workers and fair prices for raw materials - even if that includes higher prices for Western consumers. And, above all, more regulations and less power to corporations and stakeholders.
Very few people actually want to leave their homes, but if we keep forcing them out, then they’ll keep fleeing - with all the consequences that entails.  
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marcjampole · 7 years ago
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Final tax bill not as mean-spirited as earlier versions, but still gives virtually all benefits to rich folk, while screwing everyone else. And it will still lead to another great recession or worse
In the days before Congress passed the so-called tax overhaul, better termed the “Reverse Robin Hood Plan,” some televisions news programs showed images of the protests, but for the most part the news media accepted as a fait accompli the passage and signing of one of the greatest transfers of wealth up the socioeconomic ladder in world history. Usually I would complain that the mainstream media is once again manifesting its bias towards covering conservative protests, ideas, intellectuals, primaries and candidates while ignoring the left, but in this case, it’s hard to blame the media. After all, if Republicans in Congress were ignoring all the experts saying the bill is a disaster for the economy and all the polls which show anywhere from 59% to 70% of all Americans opposed, why would they be moved by pickets and chants outside their door?
The final tax package is not as mean-spirited as the original House and Senate versions, but it’s still a bad bill that reflects the underlying greedy philosophy that has animated the Republican Party for years: government by the rich, of the rich and for the rich. True enough, gone are some of the more obnoxious aspects of the bill like making graduate students pay taxes on free tuition and ending the deduction for adoption programs and teachers’ classroom expenses. The cap (doubled!) on assets not subject to the estate tax remains.
But…
The tax overhaul still gives an enormous permanent tax reduction to the wealthy, while giving smaller temporary tax breaks to everyone else.
It still favors investors over workers and business owners over employees.
It still gives a major shaft to taxpayers in the high-tax states that pay more to the federal government than they receive already and still have enough money to provide more social programs and healthcare to their citizens.
It still increases the deficit by more than a trillion dollars over the next ten years, and that’s using optimistic estimates of future economic growth and revenue collection.
It still requires the federal government to cut non-military spending, and the Republicans still intend to use the new deficits it creates to justify cutting social welfare and insurance programs even more.
And it still is a recipe for economic disaster. It will increase both income and wealth equality. The gutting of the individual mandate will throw 13 million people off healthcare insurance rolls and jack up costs 10% for everyone else. Because it makes less money available to government, it will hamstring federal and local efforts to improve our infrastructure, conduct essential research and development in basic science, educate children, address climate change and tend to the needs of the elderly and disadvantaged. It will still take money out of active circulation because rich folk already have enough money to buy what they want and will therefore put their money into dead assets like stocks that aren’t initial public offerings, bitcoins, artwork and other collectibles, bloating the value of these assets until some asset group forms a bubble.
A lot of the Republicans are brainwashed dumb asses or unthinking greed machines, but many must know of the economic disaster that the tax bill will likely engender. At the very least, they understand that their money grab for the wealthy will end up pissing off a lot of people who will lose their job or their healthcare insurance, immediately or eventually pay more in taxes, find college, healthcare and housing costs going up, drive on pothole-infested roads and drink dirty water.
The hope of Trump and the Republicans must be that those who will temporarily receive a fatter pay check starting January will be delighted and that the asset bubble won’t burst into another full-blown recession until after the 2018 election. The optimists among them may be predicting the crash won’t come until after the 2020 election, enabling the Electoral College again to give a majority of its votes to a dangerously unqualified, ignorant buffoon and giving the Republicans the right to gerrymander voting districts into victories for another 10 years. But the crash will come, and when it does, Democrats will sweep back into office and have to deal with all the messes the Republicans have created. They will have to reinstitute regulations, restock the talent of many departments, restart oversight programs, revise language on websites, return the voting rolls to full democracy, reverse short-sighted decisions based on nonsense that went against the best interests of our citizens, renew relationships with many other countries and rededicate the country to the ideals of an open, secular, democratic society. And yes, the Dems will have to raise taxes on the wealthy, but just as the tax increases after the Reagan and Bush II tax giveaways to rich folk, probably not to the current level. Thus the trend since the 1960’s of society expecting less of the wealthy and more of everyone else will continue.
By the time the Democrats get back in control (or reason returns to the Republican Party), a lot of damage will have been done to millions of people in the United States and in the countries where we have military operations, our economy, the environment and global stability. Our reputation in the world will be in tatters and its possible our allies and adversaries may have moved on without us in trade, peace, arms, development and environmental agreements.
Also by that time, however, the current stock of Republican congressional representatives and senators will have secured cozy and lucrative sinecures with lobbyists, law firms, businesses or rightwing think tanks. Of course, the possibility exists that large numbers of white people will continue to channel their rage and frustration at their personal hard times into racial tribalism and thus continue to vote for right-wing candidates who speak in code and pander to their worst instincts. As the Alabama special Senate election proved, the call of racism is still strong.
But Doug Jones’s upset of Roy Moore also proved the power of getting out the vote, which nowadays depends to a large extend on organized efforts to overcome the many barriers that Republican-controlled states have erected to voting since 2010. The Alabama turnout, while only 32%, was considered heavy for a special election, which is shameful but also points out how many potential voters are out there. Surveys almost always demonstrate that Americans are much more liberal on economic, foreign policy and social issues than our politicians are. We like to blame big money for the current gang of deplorables running Congress and the White House, but big money does not elect people. It only funds their campaigns. Voters elect, and for far too long, too few of them have made their voices known. The result is the abomination of a tax bill which will end up crippling the U.S. economy.
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Jaebeom added gently, “I’m not going to traumatize you.”
“I appreciate that,” you said, relaxing your shoulders. “Have you had a lot of practice?”
Jaebeom froze in place, wondering if there was an ulterior motive to you asking that particular question. After finding nothing but curiosity in your gaze, he replied with a firm, “Yes.”
Part of you already knew that. “Girlfriend?”
“No,” he said, wrinkling his nose at the idea. “Escorts. But don’t worry, I’m clean.”
Both admissions made you feel better, but you pressed, “Have you… ever been in love?”
Jaebeom stared into your eyes and almost - almost - told you the truth. But he couldn’t bring himself to be that vulnerable, to allow you to see that you held a piece of his heart and always had. Eventually, he whispered, “Never. Have you?”
“No,” you sighed with finality, though you swiftly avoided his eyes. “Love is weak.”
“Finally, we agree on something,” Jaebeom retorted with a chuckle, discarding his shirt and tossing it onto the nearby chair.
You snickered, realizing his silky tone was putting you more at ease. As you crawled backwards on the bed until you felt a mound of pillows, you murmured, “Please, keep talking.”
Jaebeom reached behind his shoulders, grasping his undershirt and yanking it over his head. “Does it make you feel less nervous?” he asked, though he knew the answer.
You swallowed the lump in your throat at the sight of his now half-naked body coming toward you. His arms were bulging with taut muscles and his chest was so broad, you suddenly felt very small and at his mercy. Nodding shyly, you moved to begin unfastening your pants.
Jaebeom shook his head, brushing your fingers away, and quickly said, “Don’t. I’ll do it.”
You let your hands fall, settling into the pillows and wondering if he could hear how hard your heart was pounding. As far as you were concerned, the entire hotel could hear it.
Jaebeom propped himself on hands and knees over you, hovering closer until you could feel his breath on your face.
“I’ve never been with a virgin before,” he mulled, more to himself. “You need to be vocal with me. I’m not a mind reader.”
“You’re not, huh?” you smarted, earning yourself a sharp yet playful glance. With a hard swallow, you asked, “Do you... ever think about that night... at the party?”
Jaebeom slowly lowered until you could feel the weight of his body on your own, his hips fitting between your thighs. Before you could let yourself be consumed by nerves, Jaebeom cupped your cheek, whispered, “I think about it all the time,” and kissed you.
Humming softly in surprise, you let yourself sink further into the mattress with him draping heavily over you. His lips connected with yours in gentle passes and you did your best to keep up with his fervor. You knew he was trying to distract you and you appreciated the way your mind began to race with excitement rather than anxiety.
Kisses became wetter and louder, and a smirk tugged at the corner of your mouth. It was overwhelming, how hungry he was for you, and yet he wasn’t rough or domineering though you knew he was more than capable of both. When his tongue slipped past your teeth, you didn’t hesitate to pull him closer. The chemistry was there; some would argue it always had been. Sliding your hands up his arms to cradle his face, you hummed longingly into his mouth.
A shaky breath left your lips as Jaebeom began kissing his way down your neck and chest, his hands slowly stripping you down to nakedness beneath him. Each time he proceeded to remove an article of clothing, his gaze met yours and you offered a nod for him to continue. His eyes were ravenous over your bared body, lingering on your perky nipples and the swell of your hips.
When you instinctively tried to cover your breasts, Jaebeom grabbed your hands and moved them to his waist. He was patient and gentle, which you were eternally grateful for, and every brush of his skin on yours made you shiver. For someone who had never been touched, you were incredibly sensitive to every move he made against you. Your breaths became faster and louder as he kissed aimlessly across your body. Your ears were pounding and you couldn’t help but squirm underneath him.
“Listen, I know how to help you relax. If you want me to do it,” Jaebeom started, his eyes fixated on yours as his lips were a mere inch from your nose. “Just tell me when to stop.”
“Okay,” you spoke your consent.
Jaebeom nodded and shifted his weight on the mattress. One minute he was kissing and nipping at your lips, the next his head was between your naked thighs.
Choking back your moans made your head spin as you held your breath. Your fingers were lost in Jaebeom’s hair, your legs moving restlessly on his broad shoulders. Your lower body shuddered as his warm hands roamed your thighs and hips hungrily, his mouth moving slowly and carefully against your bundle of nerves.
A whimper escaped your throat and your eyes rolled back. As he picked up speed and intensity, your back was beginning to curve off the mattress, your hips undulating beneath him.
Jaebeom broke from your core with a loud smack of his lips and teased, “Someone is quiet.”
His voice had dropped much lower than you were accustomed to and was husky with desire. “Fuck,” you moaned the moment his tongue was back on your clit and you could feel a lascivious smile against your sex.
Glancing down, you could see Jaebeom had begun grinding his hips into the mattress, trying to get some friction for the aching erection in his pants. The sight had your mouth watering and your body catching on fire. Especially since he was clearly focused on your pleasure and not his own.
Jaebeom snickered against your folds as you began chanting his name with a mix of profanity, your hips bucking into his face, and he pressed his hands deep into your hips to keep you in place. With a final cry, release washed over you and your thighs clamped on his head with a vengeance. You immediately pushed your hands toward your husband, trying to shove him away as the movements of his mouth became too much, your body trembling with sensitivity.
“Stop... please! Oh, god,” you cried out, shuddering involuntarily with the last few waves of orgasm. Jaebeom obliged you, wiping his lips roughly with the back of his hand. He gazed down at your glistening entrance and shaking thighs, and smirked at his handiwork.
“You’re beautiful,” Jaebeom growled in a whisper, crawling up to kiss and lap at your neck.
Trembling, you sank your nails into his biceps, scraping across his skin and tugging him closer to you. Your hips still shuddered involuntarily from the last of your climax ebbing away. You could feel a pool of liquid heat between your thighs and you were relieved, because it would make accommodating him easier.
Jaebeom had the same thought and his mouth watered. As he distracted you with his kisses, his palms were on your thighs, spreading you farther apart in his grasp. Fueled by his touch and how much you liked it and craved more, your hands were roaming his flesh and your breaths were rapid and laden with whimpers.
“I trust you,” you whispered meekly.
Jaebeom was ravenous at that and desired nothing more than to claim you for himself in every way possible. Everything about you was intoxicating him in that moment and his head felt hazy. He could feel your grasp on his skin, restlessly massaging him with your fingertips. The lust in your eyes was evident; pupils blown wide and Jaebeom wouldn’t take you any other way.
It was clear your husband tried to distract you, sucking rather insistently on the base of your neck to leave his mark as he pushed down his pants. His chest rubbed against your breasts while he guided himself to meet your folds, slowly but surely coaxing himself inside.
You sucked in a hard breath and met his eyes, a sensation of burning seizing your attention as you stretched to accept him. He stroked back and forth shallowly, almost tentatively. Whimpering, you sank your nails into his back until he released a groan on your shoulder and you rasped, “Keep going.”
Jaebeom gripped your thigh and pushed the rest of himself into you until he could go no further. A distressed sound fell from your lips as you adjusted and Jaebeom repeated his apologies into your neck over and over. You shuddered beneath him, winding your fingers in his hair and brushing your lips over his cheek. Jaebeom lifted his head, biting down on his lip as a groan resonated in his chest at how tight you were around him. The sight did something to you; made something in the pit of your stomach flare with pleasure.
With a shake of his head to toss the hair out of his eyes, Jaebeom glanced down at you and whispered, “You’re mine.”
That was your undoing as his words punctuated the increasing movements of his hips. You winched your eyes closed, cried out his name, and locked your ankles behind his back. Staring down at you, Jaebeom pressed a gentle kiss to your lips and knew hell would freeze over before he let anyone separate you from him again.
And in that moment, as the two of you became a tangle of bodies and an endless melody of soft moans and pants, you embraced the tears that fell from your lashes when ecstasy inevitably consumed you both together.
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