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[17.2k] nico hischier didn't expect to go first overall. he didn't expect to become captain of the new jersey devils. he didn't expect to become a dad to twins. and he certainly didn't expect to fall in love with the twins' nanny.
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Becoming a father was one of the best things that ever happened to Nico Hischier.Â
It was one of those things that he always knew would happen in his life, something that fit with his other aspirations. It wasnât like hockey. Not when the chances of him going first overall and becoming captain and leading his team to playoffs seemed like a series of right choices made to go down the right path.Â
Becoming a father was something he kind of expected to happen in his life one day, one of those things he always saw in his future but never thought too hard about.Â
He just never expected it to happen the way it did.Â
If he was being completely honest, he assumed somewhere amongst the hectic life of being a NHL player, he would meet someone and they would fall in love and all the milestones would be reached together: anniversaries, marriage, children. It was a sweet fantasy many people had and Nico was just another one on the list.Â
The series of events that led towards Marlene and Otto Hischier becoming a part of his life were unconventional, but he wouldnât change it for the world.Â
He still remembered the day he met them, clearer than any other memory he had. Clearer than his draft day, his first NHL goal, the day he was awarded captaincy.Â
The day he met his children stood out, a mix of chaos and stress and fear. But also love and adoration and a step into a new era of his life that he welcomed, even if he was thrown into the deep end with little to no preparation.Â
Before the twins, the most experience he had with kids was the boys on the team who had children. On family skate days, at team bonding events, even the odd babysitting here and there to give the parents a break for a night.Â
But having two newborns suddenly under his care was a hurdle Nico never considered he would have to jump in his life.Â
All things considered, the timing had worked out.Â
Off-season was around the corner, he had no plans to play for Worlds and he had a few months to settle into some form of routine whilst coming to terms with the fact he was a father.Â
The days were long, the nights were longer but he made it. He was never really alone, not with the insane support system he had in his team and in his family. Whenever he felt like he was spiralling, there was someone there to hold his hand.Â
He would be lying if he said he wasnât shitting himself when preseason training came around again.Â
He would be lying if he said his parents werenât absolute saviours the first year of the twinsâ lives, practically moving in as they followed him back to Jersey.Â
It wasnât easy, far from it. He couldnât get rid of the fear that he was doing it all wrong, that he was going to somehow fuck up and ruin everything and not give his children the lives they deserved. He constantly felt on edge, wanting nothing more than to give them the best lives he could, the best childhood he could.Â
Which led them to the twinsâ belated second birthday party at his parentsâ house in Switzerland, having what had been a recurring argument with his parents since the off-season started.Â
âWhat was wrong with Mrs Holden?âÂ
Nico let out a sigh, already feeling a sense of deja vu washing over him. âShe was tooâŚtraditional. She wouldnât let Marley wear the blue dress she loves so much.âÂ
His mother hummed. âAnd that one that wanted to be a teacher, hm? Vanessa! She seemed sweet.âÂ
âYes, until she started insisting my parenting skills were wrong because I wasnât pushing the twins to learn their abcâs before they could say three words,â Nico scoffed under his breath, frowning as the memory of the woman repeated in his head.Â
âAnd that nice boy, Felix? He was Swiss too!â Rino questioned. âThe twins loved him.âÂ
âYeah, and he loved telling people the twins were his kids too,â Nico deadpanned.Â
âHe said he was an uncle,â Rino corrected.Â
âThat doesnât make it any better,â Nico muttered.Â
âFine then,â Katja sighed. âWhat about Olive? You liked her and she looked after the kids for months!âÂ
âYes but,â Nico waved his hand in some incoherent gesture. âShe wasnât right for them.âÂ
âNico,â Rino said in a heavy voice.Â
âI know you think Iâm being overprotective but I just want whatâs best for them,â Nico insisted, his fingers lightly skimming over the side of the glass in front of him. âThey are getting older and they are more impressionable. They need stability and I need someone I can trust will be a good influence on them.âÂ
âYes but itâs been months of looking and you havenât found anyone,â Rino pointed out. âWhich is fine now, you have months until preseason starts. But it only gets harder the longer you leave it.â
Nico swallowed harshly. âI know, I knowâŚâ
âWe know you care about them,â Katja spoke in a soft voice, reaching across the table to place her hand on his arm. âWe get it. Trust me, we do. But the way you care about them is the way we care about you, and we are just worried about you being left to take care of the twins all by yourself when the season starts.âÂ
âIâll find someone,â Nico said, and he hoped he sounded as determined as he did in his head. âIt will be worth it. And they will be what the twins need.âÂ
Katja smiled, though it looked a bit sad. âWe hope so.âÂ
âWhere are the twins, anyways?â Rino questioned, steering the conversation away and giving Nico a chance to relax his shoulders. âIâm surprised they havenât started demanding cake.âÂ
âAh,â Nico smiled. âThatâs because they are playing withââ
âTICKLE MONSTER IS GOING TO GET YOU!âÂ
âNo!âÂ
âYes!â
Nicoâs grin widened even more as the sounds of his childrenâs giggles sounded through the house. âTickle monster with Unkel Luca,â he finished eventually as the three of them raced into the room.Â
Marley and Otto made a beeline for him, cheeks red and smiles wide as they jumped for his lap, screeching and squealing and laughing as they tugged on their fatherâs shirt.Â
âPapa! Papa!â Marley giggled, hiding her face against his forearm as she clung onto him. âUnkel Luca is running!âÂ
âHeâs running after you?â Nico asked, watching as both nodded quickly. He stole a glance at his older brother, watching as he stood there with an innocent smile before shaking his head fondly. âThatâs not very nice of him, is it?â
âNo,â Otto giggled. âGame, Papa, game!âÂ
âOh, itâs a game,â Nico nodded in understanding.Â
âNeed to hide,â Marley explained, panting lightly. And then she blinked, big brown eyes staring up at him in a way that made him want to melt. âHelp us?âÂ
Nico couldnât help but sigh happily. âYeah, baby, Papa will help.âÂ
He lifted the edge of the tablecloth high enough for the twinsâ eyes to widen in delight at their new hiding place, both ducking their heads as they shuffled under the table and quickly planted themselves by their grandparentsâ feet with high-pitched giggles.Â
Luca grinned, waiting for Nico to drop the tablecloth before he let out an exaggerated sigh and placed his hands on his hips. âOh no! Where did they go?âÂ
Nico could feel his heart melting even more when their giggles only got louder.Â
Katjaâs expression softened as she watched the way her youngest son slip into the role of a father so well.Â
âYouâll find someone,â Katja nodded, smiling in a way only a mother looking at her child could. âAnd Iâm sure they will be perfect for the twins.âÂ
Nico returned the smile, something quite like hope twisting in his stomach.Â
âŚ
June and July and August slipped away from him before he realised what was happening.Â
He had taken the summer for granted, basking in life away from hockey and cameras and expectations. He was enjoying spending time with his kids and his family and his friends back home. He was enjoying living a normal, less-than-hectic life.Â
Then all too soon, he was herding two hyperactive toddlers onto a plane back to Jersey with the overwhelming reality that he had done exactly what his parents warned him about and left everything far too last minute.Â
âPapa?âÂ
He blinked, turning his head to find Otto slumped with his head on Nicoâs thigh, blinking as he fought to keep his eyes open.Â
âUncle Jack come in car?â Otto questioned, something quite excited in his voice despite the exhaustion.Â
âYeah, Uncle Jack is picking us up,â Nico nodded with a smile as he reached to gently push his fingers through the young boyâs hair, watching as his eyes fluttered shut. âHeâs excited to see you both.âÂ
Otto blinked. âHugs?âÂ
Nico hummed, lightly scratching his scalp in the way that always made Otto sleepyâeven as a baby. âUncle Jack is going to give you so many hugs.âÂ
âGood,â Otto murmured before slumping back down against his thigh.Â
Unsurprisingly, neither Otto nor Marley stayed awake by the time Jack arrived. It hadnât stopped Jack from cooing and smiling and muttering a âfinally back homeâ before he helped Nico settle the twins into the car seats in the back.Â
Nico hadnât even realised how exhausted he was himself until he was settled in the passenger seat, his eyes closing as he let out a deep sigh.Â
âSo,â Jack begins.Â
Nico let out a hum of acknowledgement.Â
âI had lunch at Curtisâ the other day,â he continued, doing what he did best and beating around whatever point he wanted to make because he wanted to tell a story.Â
âIs that so?â Nico muttered because he knew Jack and he knew the boy wouldnât continue unless he played along.Â
âHe mentioned you were still looking for a nanny for the twins,â Jack said, his fingers aimlessly tapping against the wheel. âSaid you asked him about any good agencies you could go through.âÂ
Nico slowly opened his eyes, turning his head to flash his friend a look. âWhere are you going with this?âÂ
âNothing,â Jack shrugged his shoulders. âJust wondering why you didnât ask me too, you know?âÂ
Nico blinked. âBecause Curtis has children, Jack.âÂ
âI could still find you a good babysitter,â Jack argued, his nose scrunching slightly. âYou havenât given me a chance.âÂ
âI donât think I want to give you a chance,â Nico retorted.Â
âRude,â Jack huffed. âIâll have you know, as the twinsâ favourite uncleââÂ
Nico made a small noise of disagreement (just to wind the younger boy up).Â
Jackâs eyes narrowed. âAs the twinsâ favourite uncle,â he repeated a little more forcefully. âYou gotta have a little faith that I would find someone suitable for the job.âÂ
Nico let out a deep sigh. âYou already have someone in mind, donât you?âÂ
Jack flashed him an innocent grin. âIn my defence, Curtis had to listen to the fifteen possible candidates I found and narrowed it down to the one he would trust with his kids too.âÂ
And maybe it was the exhaustion. Or maybe it was the desperation. Or maybeâthough he would never admit it to Jack for the sake of the boyâs ego getting biggerâhe could trust Jack to know the kind of person Nico needed around the twins.Â
And there was the added bonus he could say âI told you soâ if it went wrong.Â
âFine,â Nico said eventually. âIâll check out your nanny.âÂ
âŚ
âSo, youâre going on a date?âÂ
âStop calling it a date,â you grumbled into the phone as you walked down the street, brows furrowed as you read the names of the shops you passed. âItâs just an interview.âÂ
âBack in my day, a man took a lady to a coffee shop for a date. Interviews were in offices.âÂ
You rolled your eyes a little at your grandmotherâs words. âCoffee shop dates arenât a generational thing, people still do them.âÂ
âSo you admit itâs a date?âÂ
âOnce again, itâs an interview for a new job, Nana,â you said, a voice in the back of your mind reminding you to not give into the conversation. But it was too late.Â
âWell, excuse me for just wanting my lovely granddaughter to find someone instead of working herself to the bone.âÂ
âNana,â you said with a sigh.Â
âYou jump from family to family, I just want you to have the same thing, honey.âÂ
âI know,â you murmured, feeling a little guilty as the sincerity in her voice sounded through the phone. âWhen I go on that date, youâll be the first to know.âÂ
âActually, Bernice has this grandsonââÂ
âBye, Nana!â
You winced a little at your phone, reminding yourself to visit her in the care home this weekend to make up for the phone call. And to bring those lemon bars she loved from the bakery down the road from you. It tended to soften her bad moods when you brought her sweet treats, and denying another one of her attempted blind dates was definitely going to put you in her bad books.Â
But you pushed the thought away for now, straightening your back as you looked up at the sign above the cafe, double and triple checking it was the right place before walking in. Your eyes skimmed over the customers currently sat around the cafe, picking them apart until you paused on a man sitting alone, tucked away in the cosy book corner of the establishment.Â
It was the white beanie on his headâthe one he had mentioned he would be wearingâthat confirmed to you he was the one you were meeting.
âMr Hischier?âÂ
The man jumped a little, like his own name took him by surprise before he quickly schooled his features. Almost instinctively, he stood up from his seat before flashing you a polite and somewhat awkward smile.Â
âNico is fine,â he assured you before clearing his throat, gesturing towards the seat across from him. âPlease, sit down. Can I get you anything?âÂ
âNo, Iâm fine,â you assured him, choosing to leave out the fact your heart was beating fast enough as it was. Caffeine wouldnât help the interview jitters. âJust to make it clear from the start, your partner explained your situation and how the job might vary a bit from my previous schedulesââÂ
âPartner?â Nico repeated with a frown.Â
âYes, the one I spoke on the phone to originally for the job,â you said, keeping a polite smile on your face. âUh, Jack, I believe his name was.âÂ
âI��â Nicoâs face started to turn pink, a sheepish laugh escaping his lips. âNo, Jack isnât my partner. He is a close friend.â He paused before continuing. âNot close like that! Not that thereâs anything wrong with that. I just mean, he is a very good friend of mine because we are also teammates. Who work together. On the same team.âÂ
âRight,â you murmured, your lips twitching upwards in amusement. âIâm sorry, usually itâs the parents calling up and he seemed to know so much about your kids so I assumedââ
âNo, no, itâs fine,â Nico laughed, a little more relaxed than he was a few moments ago when you had walked into the cafe. âHe really cares about the twins.â
Your smile softened a little. âFrom our short conversation, I could tell they mean a lot to him. And you do too, he seemed really persistent in finding the right person to help you out.âÂ
Nico nodded, but there was still a light blush on his cheeks. âItâs, uh, just me and the twins. The team helps out a lot but with our job, we travel a lot and the twins are getting older and I canât always take them with me.âÂ
âYou need someone who can provide them with structure and stability,â you guessed.
âExactly,â Nico let out a short breath, his shoulders dropping a little. âI travel a lot. Sometimes gone for days at a time and I know that can be a lotââ
âJack explained,â you assured him with a polite smile. âIâm aware of the arrangement, if that is what youâre worried about. It doesnât put me off, especially with what Jack has told me. They seem like great kids.âÂ
âThey are,â Nico said, beaming a little when he did.
You smiled, settling back against your seat. âTell me more about them.â
âŚ
Nico liked to think he was a good judge of character.Â
And, though it would pain him to ever admit as much out loud, he couldnât deny that Jack had made a great choice with you. It was overwhelming to think about but he should have never doubted Jack, not when the boy loved the twins almost as much as he did. Not when he and the others on the team treated the twins like they were family.
The boys had his back and that extended to his family too.Â
After the initial interview, there was a little more back and forth between you and Nico, mostly discussing logistics and scheduling and further details. With preseason approaching, Nico preferred to have the twins established and comfortable with you before the regular season started and the long roadies began.Â
And you were so cooperative, it honestly caught Nico off guard. It wasnât like he expected you to make things difficult, but he had his fair share of babysitters and nannies who had made a point to be a bit hesitant about the schedule.Â
It was refreshing to have someone on the same page as him.Â
âOh no, I wonder where they are hiding. I might never find them!â
Nico didnât even bother to hide his smile as he stood in the middle of the living room, shaking his head fondly at the two pairs of legs peeking out from behind one of the couches. He had spent the last hour frantically cleaning the house for your arrival, wanting to make the best impression he could but the living room was a lost cause with a variety of kids' toys sprawled over the room.
With preseason starting soon, he was beginning to feel the heavy weight of the hockey season and his captain duties starting to settle in. But this was his biggest priority, his kids would always be his biggest priority.Â
âI guess they donât want me to meet our new frĂźnd who was really excited to meet them,â Nico continued, letting out a theatrically loud sigh.Â
It took seconds before Ottoâs head popped up, eyes wide and curious. âNew friend?âÂ
Nico smiled. âShe is coming to meet you both today.â
âI want a new frĂźnd!â Marley exclaimed as she popped up beside her brother, her grin matching his own and it made Nicoâs chest tightenâin a good way, of course.Â
âAnd what do we remember when we meet a new friend?â Nico asked, already crouching down as both twins ran towards him and happily tucked themselves into his arms.
âBe nice,â Otto said.
âBe kind,â Marley added.
âGood,â Nico praised, pressing quick kisses to both their cheeks as they giggled at the scratch of his beard against their skin. âBest behaviour, okay? This friend is going to be coming around a lot if you like her.â
Otto tilted his head. âLike the other friends?âÂ
Nico nodded. âOnly if you like her.â
Because at the end of the day, that was what mattered mostâthat was what made him fire babysitters and nannies in the past. Credentials and first impressions only went so far compared to the opinion of his kids. He trusted their judgement. He wanted them happy and comfortable with the person who would be with them almost as much as he would be. He wanted the twins to choose their person too.
He knew his parents and even some of the guys on the team thought he was being picky, but Nico just thought he was being fair. His kids deserved to have someone they liked and trusted, he had a duty to find that person for them.
Even if their excitement was hidden by their own shyness and hesitancy when you finally rang the doorbell.Â
âHey,â Nico breathed out, smiling a little as he opened the door. âCome on in. The twins are excited to meet you.âÂ
âIâm excited to meet them,â you smiled back, stepping in and letting your eyes wander around the apartment. âNice place.â
âWould you believe me if I said itâs never usually this clean?â Nico mused, trying to disperse the nerves bubbling in his chest.
âPotentially,â you retorted, still polite and lighthearted as your eyes continued to wander.Â
âI appreciate the honesty,â Nico huffed out with a laugh, closing the door behind you before shifting his attention to the two toddlers who had now hidden themselves back behind the couch. âOtto, Marley, I thought you wanted to meet our new friend.âÂ
Your smile became less performative and more genuine as the two heads peeked from around the couch to stare at you curiously. They slowly wandered over, keeping close to Nico until they were practically hiding behind him with just enough visibility to keep watching you.
You crouched down, smiling softly as you offered them a wave. âHi there, your dad has told me so much about you two.âÂ
Marley blinked before looking up at Nico, her little hands clinging onto the fabric of his jeans. âPapa?â
âItâs okay, baby, you can talk to her,â Nico assured, his thumb lightly smoothing over the back of her head as she tried to hide her face against his thigh.
It was Otto who tilted his head at you, looking more curious than anything. âDo you want to play mini sticks?âÂ
Nico watched your brows furrow with confusion but you kept a smile on your face. âI would love to! Is it okay if you teach me? I donât think I have played before.â
Marley gasped, no longer bothered with hiding behind her fatherâs leg as she stepped around him. âYou never play mini sticks before?â
You flashed her a sheepish smile. âI have never played any hockey before.âÂ
âWe will teach you,â she said with a confident nod that made Nico grin.
âWatch out,â Nico commented, his words teasing but his gaze for his children adoring. âThey are vicious. They are winners.â
âJust like Papa,â Otto confirmed with a nod of his head.
âWe will teach you to win,â Marley said, also nodding her head.
You smiled at the two of them. âI canât wait.âÂ
âŚ
Over the next two weeks, Nico was pretty happy to report that his judge of character was, in fact, good.Â
Despite his parentsâ concern over leaving everything so last minute, the lead up to the preseason wasnât as stressful as he imagined. As much as Jack joked about Nico being helicopter parent, he did tend to hover over the first few sessions just to make sure the twins were happy and content.Â
Marley tended to take a little longer to warm up to new people, a little shy and cautious but still eager to make new friends. Otto was a little better but he tended to always look towards Nico when he needed to ask something, like a little confidence boost to make sure he wasnât doing something he wasnât meant to. And much to everyoneâs amusement, they tended to be just as stubborn as he was.Â
He just wanted to make sure they would be okay when he eventually left for training camp.
Nico was honestly a little dumbfounded just how much the twins liked you. Even more so at how quickly you seemed to pick up on their habits, on their personalities, on their quirks that most nannies had tried to change.Â
He was glad the twins were happy but he would be lying if he said he wasnât a little thrown off guard just how well you adapted to Otto and Marley.
One of the first times he really saw it was during a not-so-surprising morning tantrum from Otto who was being fussy and difficult and very, very loud.Â
Nico had suspected he hadnât slept well, and had his theory confirmed when the young boy started fussing and trying to wake his sister up in the early hours of the morning. Nico was already awake before his alarm went off, bleary eyed and exhausted and holding onto the guilt that the jet lag was still messing with the twinsâ sleep schedule after being in Switzerland for the last few months.
You arrived at the apartment sometime just before eight in the morning, your face scrunched in sympathy as Nico opened the doorâstill dressed in whatever ratty sweatpants and thoroughly worn hoodie he threw on at five in the morning when there was barely any light in the roomâlooking like he kind of wanted his eardrums to burst already.
Nico opened his mouth, greetings and apologies ready to tumble out but you just shook your head with a sheepish smile.
âI get it,â was all you said before you slid into the apartment, closing the door before the screams could disturb the neighbours anymore than they already had.Â
Nico had watched in a cloudy daze as you kneeled down on the floor beside the couch Otto had thrown himself over, your voice patient and soothing as you waited for him to lift his head before you finally reached out to lay a comforting hand on his back, like you wanted to make sure he saw you reach out first and make the decision on whether or not he wanted you to touch him.Â
It took a while before he fully calmed down from the breakdown, still sniffly and red eyed by the time you coaxed the boy into enjoying some mini pancakes whilst some random cartoon played on the tv.Â
Nico could only mutter his thanks so many times as he handed you a generously large mug of coffee.
And it continued like that over the introductory period.Â
The twins started to pick up on the routine, and started to expect you in the house by the time they woke up. They started looking forward to you arriving, like a fun new step in their morning routine they welcomed far easier than they had with previous nannies.Â
There were still moments where their eyes would look for him, look to their father to make sure he was still there and everything was okay. But the initial shyness disappeared, replaced with a familiarity they shared with few other people in their lives, like the team or family back in Switzerland.Â
It made Nico feel a lot more settled by the time the preseason games came along.Â
Nico had left the apartment during the twinsâ afternoon nap, pressing two lingering kisses on their foreheads before he snuck out to head to the rink. He had been procrastinating, finding excuses to stay in the apartment until the last possible moment, clinging onto the last dregs of summer before the season truly started.
The game was as rough as one would expect after months without hockey. But it felt good. It felt even better when the final buzzer sounded through the Rock and the Devils came out the other end of their first preseason game of the year as the victors. It felt really good to have hockey back.Â
And it felt even better to finally get back home to his kids.Â
He knew it was past their bedtime and tried to tamper down his expectations, but it didnât change the sense of relief that washed over him as he walked through the front door and let himself drop his bags by the entryway before walking further into the apartment.Â
He was mildly surprised to find you sitting on the couch with the post game show on.Â
He was even more surprised at the two sleeping figures curled up with their heads on your lap.
âOh hey, youâre back.â
Nico stood a few feet away from the couch, staring at the scene in front of him with tired eyes.Â
âOh, right, sorry,â you laughed a little, an almost sleepy smile on your face as you looked down at the twins. âThey insisted they wanted to watch the game and promptly passed out during the first break. But every time I tried to move them, they would get fussy and insist they were awake to watch you so I just let them doze off here.âÂ
Nicoâs voice was soft when he spoke. âYou let them watch?âÂ
You gave him a weird look. âYeah? Was I not meant to? They really wanted toââÂ
âNo, itâs okay,â he assured you, a weird tightness in his chest as he wandered closer, his lips twitching when he saw Marley holding onto your ankle. âThe other nannies usually sent them to bed. They didnât want to sit and watch the games themselves.âÂ
âWell, I canât say I knew what was going on,â you admitted sheepishly. âThe twins tried explaining some of it to me but I have a feeling you donât get penalties for nap times.âÂ
Nico snorted. âJack told them once that if they get a penalty, they can take a nap in the box.âÂ
âSounds like a fun rule,â you teased with a smile.
âLet me help you get them to bed,â Nico insisted as he leaned down, slowly and carefully picking Marley up into his arms.
âYou sure?â You asked, even as you moved to pick Otto up without waking him. âYou must be tired.â
âIâm fine,â Nico said, smiling a little. âItâs only the first game. Wait until we are halfway through the season.âÂ
âI may be strong but not strong enough to drag a two hundred pound hockey player to bed,â you told him, your smile widening as Nico let out a laughâone he quickly had to muffle before he woke up the twins.Â
âYou might have to start increasing your bench press then.â
The tightness in his chest settled a little after you fondly rolled your eyes at him. It made the idea of the one day road trips on the preseason schedule a little easier to deal with. There were still a few more weeks before either of you had to deal with Nico being gone for longer roadies, but he didnât fear the idea as much as he did.
âŚ
âSo.â
Nico let out a hum of acknowledgement, his eyes focused on the drill the third line was currently running. His lungs were still trying to recover from doing it himself a few minutes ago.Â
âI was right about her, wasnât I?âÂ
Nico blinked before he turned his head to look at the way Jack was leaning against his stick, a smug expression painted on his face. âWhat?âÂ
âThe nanny,â Jack replied like it was obvious. âI was right about her, right? Sheâs perfect for the twins.âÂ
Nico resisted the urge to roll his eyes. âAre you really trying to boast in the middle of practice?âÂ
âYes,â Jack replied with no hesitation.Â
âShe is good,â Nico nodded because he wasnât going to lie, even if said lie would stop Jackâs ego inflating. âThe twins love herââÂ
âMore than me?âÂ
âOh my god,â Nico groaned, shoving the boy away with a laugh.
âIâm serious, Nico, do they love her more than me? Because then you have to fire her.âÂ
Nico didnât respond, just shaking his head before he skated towards where Jonas and Timo were standing a few feet away.Â
âNico, am I still their favourite?!âÂ
âŚ
âSo, what? You can just hit each other and no one says anything?âÂ
Nico laughed. âBasically.âÂ
âThis sport feels barbaric,â you murmured, your focus on the vegetables you were currently dicing. It took you a few moments to process your own words before your head snapped up. âIn a really cool way, obviously.âÂ
âItâs a part of the game,â Nico replied with a shrug. âAnd sometimes the fights are justified. Sometimes you are fighting for your teammateâs honour.âÂ
âHow noble,â you teased.Â
âGive it a few more games and it will be your favourite part of hockey,â Nico mused before his eyes briefly glanced over at the clock.Â
His mother always liked to joke that if there was one thing that really assured the twins were his children, it was their napping abilities. It was almost impressive how quickly they could pass out, dead to the world and happy to stay that way for two or three hours.Â
It rivalled the naps he took before games.Â
âOkay, so hitting is allowed,â you commented, gently elbowing him out the way so you could pour the diced vegetables into the pan on the stove. âOtto said helmet kisses are essential. Is that true?âÂ
Nicoâs grin widened. âYeah, they are essential,â he nodded. âLike after a win or a good goal, itâs normal to justâŚbop your helmets together.âÂ
âLike gentle rhinos,â you mused. âWho wouldâve thought hockey was such a cute and violent sport?âÂ
âYou really didnât know anything about it?â Nico questioned. He noticed the way you tended not to talk about yourself too much, nothing beyond the facts he could pick between random comments and conversations here and there. Mostly when he was listening to you talk to the twins.Â
âWe werenât really a hockey family,â you admitted sheepishly. âNana said she did have a baseball phase but only because she liked the way the boys looked in the uniforms.âÂ
Nico let out a surprised laugh. âShe told you that?âÂ
âYouâd understand if you met her,â you muttered, though it sounded fond rather than annoyed. âSheâs shameless and crude and the most honest person youâll ever meet.âÂ
âThink I could make her a hockey fan?â Nico asked, raising his brows.Â
âShe would probably love the violence,â you replied with a snort. âYou might have a new coach on your hands.âÂ
âIt would help you learn the game,â Nico teased.Â
You let out a groan. âHow was I supposed to know the twins were lying about the pancake rule?â
Nico pressed his lips together to hold back his laugh. âYou really thought there was a rule called the pancake penalty?âÂ
âWell with the amount all of you fall on the ice over nothing, it wouldnât surprise me,â you retorted.Â
âTouchĂŠ.â
âŚ
Thankfully for Nicoâs sanity, the season started with a string of home games.Â
It helped to live in the delusion of summer a little longer. He would go to practices and go to games but he would always come home to his apartment at the end, come home to the twins and to you and to the little bubble the four of you had created over the last few weeks.Â
And it was clear that the twins loved it too, loved having you around more than he had ever seen with any previous nanny.Â
âGOAL!âÂ
You let out a cheer, lifting your arms up to mimic Otto before he rushed towards you and threw his arms around your neck.Â
âWe did it, we did it!â He continued to cheer, giggling away as Nico let out a playful groan from the mini net he had set up in the living room.Â
âItâs okay, Papa,â Marley assured him, one hand placed on his cheek as she spoke to him. âYou are not a good goalie but you are a good player!âÂ
Nico huffed out a laugh, pulling Marley close to him as she squealed. âI think we will leave Uncle Marky in the goals for now, yeah?âÂ
âOtto, honey, remember what we do after a game,â you reminded the young boy in a soft voice as he happily propped himself on your lap.Â
âBe a good person,â he nodded before looking at his father with big eyes. âGood game. I like playing with you. I love you.âÂ
You grinned. âPerfect, honey.âÂ
Marley tilted her head. âWhy do you say that?âÂ
You glanced up at her, raising your brows. âWhat?âÂ
âHoney,â Marley repeated, a crease forming between her brows as she looked between you and Nico. âI thought we eat honey.â
âWe do,â you nodded. âBut sometimes you call someone honey when you care about them. Itâs like a nickname. My grandma calls me honey because she cares about me.â
Marley nodded like she understood.
âDoes that mean we call you honey?â Otto asked, tilting his head back to look up at you. âWe care about you.âÂ
Your lips twitched upwards. âYeah, you can call me honey.âÂ
âIt sounds funny,â Marley admitted with a giggle before turning back to Nico. âPapa, you have to say it too!âÂ
Nico nodded, his own smile widening when his daughter nodded in approval. âAnd do I get to call you honey?âÂ
âNo,â Marley said with a shake of her head. âItâs Honeyâs name now!âÂ
But before Nico could respond, Otto was back on his feet with a mini stick in one hand and the makeshift puck in the other.Â
âHoney, we are the winners!âÂ
âŚ
âOn a scale from one to ten, how bad was the tantrum?âÂ
âNot bad actually,â Nico admitted as Jack settled into the free seat next to him. âI think the excitement of Honey having a three day sleepover with them took away from the fact I wouldnât be there.âÂ
The bus fell silent.Â
Jack looked far too smug.
Nico could feel his cheeks burning up.
Jonas turned around in his seat to look at him. âHoney?âÂ
âItâs not like that,â Nico rushed to explain but he had a feeling none of the boys were buying what he was saying. âThe twins call her Honey and I donât want to confuse themââ
âUh huh,â Nate snorted. âBud, those two are little Einsteins. Thereâs no way that would confuse them.âÂ
Nicoâs cheeks burned hotter.Â
âSo, whenâs the wedding?â Timo asked with a grin.
âShut up,â Nico muttered out, taking the bundled up hoodie Jack had been using as a pillow to throw at the other man a few rows down.
âHey!â Jack gaped.Â
âItâs nothing, donât make it weird,â Nico said to the group, choosing to pointedly ignore the murmurs and looks of disbelief. âSheâs the twinsâ nanny.â
Nico also chose to ignore the way Jonas muttered âliarâ under his breath in Swiss German.
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The call rang through three times before you picked up.
It was barely dinner time in Colorado, most boys happy to get settled in their hotel rooms and enjoy the night off to relax and prepare for the early practice in the morning. But it gave Nico the perfect opportunity to check in back home, have some time on the phone before the twinsâ bedtime.Â
His stomach was twisted in knots like it usually was when he left the twins until the sight of all three of you popped up on his screen.
âPapa!âÂ
His grin widened at the excitement in his kidsâ voices. He didnât think he would ever get sick of that.
âWoah, whereâs all this energy coming from?â Nico questioned, watching fondly as the twins instantly broke into giggles, turning back to look at you before turning their attention back to their father.
âHoney said we would have dessert if we were good,â Otto told him, still grinning.
âWe had chocolate!â Marley exclaimed.
âWell, you both were very good today,â you said, propping your phone up on the coffee table before letting yourself sit back on the floor, both twins determined to sit on your lap. âGood kids get good rewards.â
âAnd chocolate is the best,â Nico added, his eyes crinkling as he smiled. âEspecially if itâs Swiss chocolate.âÂ
âSwiss chocolate is the best because Swiss is the best,â Otto nodded.
âSwitzerland, schätzli,â Nico corrected with a small huff of laughter. âThe country is called Switzerland but the people and the things are Swiss.âÂ
âOh,â Otto said before turning to look at you. âHoney, we are Swiss!âÂ
You laughed, nodding. âMy favourite Swiss people.â
âIncluding Papa?â Marley asked.
âOf course,â you nodded, shooting Nico an amused look. âAll three of you.â
The twins beamed in response. Nico felt the odd urge to do the same.
âAre you excited for your sleepover with Honey?â Nico asked, feeling a little smug when the twins did exactly what he assumed they would and instantly started babbling away about how they had spent their day since he left for the bus earlier that morning.
It was around an hour or so laterâafter Nico had stayed on the phone for a bedtime story because the twins insisted he needed to hear one tooâthat Nico found himself just looking at you over the phone as you shuffled around the living room, cleaning up the last of the twinsâ toys.
âThank you,â Nico found himself saying before he could second-guess himself.
You looked confused. âFor what?â
âJust being here this season,â Nico confessed, a lot more going unspoken.Â
He wanted to tell you that he had never felt so at ease about leaving his kids with someone as much as he did with you. He wanted to tell you that he had never seen his kids so happy and bubbly around someone that wasnât his family or his team. He wanted to tell you that he never thought he would find the person that fit the unreachable standard he made in his head when he was looking for a nanny for the twins and you seemed to go above and beyond.Â
He wanted to tell you a lot but it was late and he didnât think a facetime call during his first proper roadie of the season was the time to confess any of it.Â
âOf course,â you said with a smile that made his stomach twistâin a good way. âYou gonna win tomorrow?âÂ
Nico chuckled. âWeâll try.â
âGood,â you grinned. âYouâll have your biggest fans rooting for you back home in Jersey.â
His mouth was moving before he could even process his own thoughts. âDoes that include you?âÂ
But you laughed and something in him eased.
âYeah, I think Iâm starting to understand this whole hockey thing.â
Nico found his smile widening. âGood.âÂ
âŚ
Nico felt like he blinked when suddenly the calendar was showing November.Â
The pace of the season felt a lot faster than usual, and he was yet to work out if that was for better or for worse. But the team was feeling good, they had more wins than losses andâeven if he wouldnât say it out loud in fear of jinxing something before it happenedâhe had a really good feeling about this yearâs team.
Even as the aches and pains and bruises that usually came after weeks of non-stop hockey started to return, Nico found himself really enjoying the season in a way he hadnât really experienced in a while.
It felt good when everything was starting to click into place, even off the ice.Â
âYouâre doing it wrong!âÂ
Nico paused peeling the banana he was currently holding. âWrong?âÂ
Otto nodded, pouting up at his father.
âYouâre not doing it the Honey way,â Marley said, pressing herself against his thigh like she usually did when she was tired and barely awake and still a bit fussy from Nico waking her up.
âThe Honey way?â Nico questioned, glancing down at the banana with a pensive look. He didnât realise there were multiple ways to peel and cut a banana.Â
âShe makes the best!â Otto insisted.Â
Nico let out a sigh as he leaned down, pressing a kiss to the top of both of their heads. âHow about you both go wait on the couch and Iâll call Honey so we can make breakfast the Honey way?âÂ
âCall?â Marley repeated, blinking up at him. âI wanna talk to Honey!âÂ
âMe too!âÂ
âItâs Honeyâs day off,â Nico reminded his children in a soft voice. âWe donât want to disturb her when she is busy, yes?âÂ
His heart clenched at the way the twins both deflated.Â
âOkay, Papa.âÂ
He didnât get the chance to say much else before they rushed off into the other room, leaving him feeling sluggish and far too on edge as he reached for his phone, pressing your contact before he could let himself spiral over his childrenâs dejected faces.Â
âHey, is everything okay? Are the twins okay? Are you okay?âÂ
âIââ Nico blinked, taking a few moments to really process the words you blurted out the second the call connected. âYeah, everything is okay. Sorry to call you on your day off.âÂ
âItâs okay. I really donât mind.â
âI donât want to keep you long,â Nico started, staring down at the bananas on the counter in front of him with a frown. âJust wanted to know how you make banana pancakes the Honey way.âÂ
âThe Honey way?âÂ
âThe twins seem insistent that itâs the only way to make them,â Nico nodded, even though you couldnât see him. âApparently Iâm cutting the bananas wrong?âÂ
His chest tightened even more at the sound of your laugh.Â
âYou have to mash them in Marleyâs Spiderman bowl,â you said, and even if he couldnât see you, he swore you were smiling too. âIt makes them taste better, apparently. Helps them be big and strong for the rest of the day like a real superhero.âÂ
âOf course,â Nico huffed out a laugh, already moving to the cupboard where the bowl was kept. âThanks. And sorry for bothering you again.âÂ
âItâs really no worries. I was just heading over to visit Nana anyways. She wonât mind if Iâm a few minutes late.âÂ
âSay hi from me?âÂ
âOf course.âÂ
âBye, Honey.â
âSee you tomorrow, Nico.â
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âOh, heâs pretty.âÂ
âNana!âÂ
âWhat?â The older woman exclaimed, waving you off. âI am just calling it as it is. And heâs a pretty boy. Nice smile. Nicer bodyââ
âOh my god,â you groaned, lightly smacking her arm as Bernice from the other table looked over with a bitter look. âKeep your voice low.â
âIgnore her,â Nana commented offhandedly as she reached for her teacup. âShe is just bitter because I said you were too pretty for her grandson.â
âHow are you the same woman who scolded me about manners?â You grumbled under your breath, letting out a small hiss when she pinched your side.
âI am not saying anything wrong,â Nana insisted. âYouâre a pretty girl who deserves a handsome man. Berniceâs grandson is not that man. This one thoughââÂ
âHeâs my boss.âÂ
âYou say that like itâs an issue.âÂ
You blinked. âIt is.â
âYouths these days,â Nana huffed before she leaned back in her armchair. âFine, forget the pretty European man. Tell me, are the kids better than those brats you watched in Manhattan?âÂ
âThey werenât that bad,â you tried to start but the look you got in response made you wince. âOkay, the Smytheâs werenât the best. But, Nana, these kids areâŚperfect. The cutest kids ever, and you wouldnât believe how smart they are.â
âYouâre happy here, yes?â Nana asked, something a little more serious in her voice. âBecause I donât want you working somewhere for the sake of it if you arenâtââ
âIâm happy, I promise,â you assured her with a softer smile, placing your hand over hers. âThey are a good family.âÂ
âAs long as they are taking care of you,â she insisted.
âThey are,â you promised.
Nana hummed. âCould also let that boss of yours take care of you in other waysââ
Your cheeks burned. âNana!âÂ
âHe has dimples, honey! Dimples!âÂ
âI thought you called me here to tell me the bingo gossip.âÂ
âOh, you would not believe the stunt Janice pulledââ
âŚ
âQuick, Honey, quick!â
You grinned as you walked through the door, barely letting it shut behind you before you were crowded by two little humans. It was barely eight in the morning and you felt far from being human yourself, but the sight of both twins smiling up at you like they were waiting to jump on you the moment you walked through the door made it easy to forget the fact the sun had barely peeked through the clouds outside.
âIâm here, Iâm here,â you sang back, trying to take your jacket off and hug the twins back the best you could all at once. âYou two are very hyper this morning.âÂ
âWe are going to the park with Uncle Jack!â Otto said excitedly, his chin digging into your thigh as he looked up at you.
You raised your brows in surprise. âWe are?âÂ
âYeah,â Nico appeared from the kitchen, a sheepish expression on his face. âI meant to message you last night to come over later but I forgot.âÂ
âI can leaveââ You started but a small whine cut you off.
âBut we are going to the park with Uncle Jack,â Marley pouted. âYou canât leave!âÂ
âMarley,â Nico quickly moved to kneel beside his daughter. âHoney will come back later. But she doesnât have toââ
âBut Uncle Jack said we were all going to the park,â Otto frowned, looking between you and Nico with a wounded expression.Â
âThen we are all going,â you promised as you kneeled down too, giving the twins a smile.
Nico looked over their heads, giving you a grateful smile. âYou really donât have to.âÂ
âNonsense,â you waved him off. âItâll be fun.âÂ
âJack is basically a third kid,â Nico warned you, though his voice was playful.
âGood thing youâre not gonna have to deal with them alone,â you retorted, feeling a little more awake when he grinned back at you.Â
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âTAG, YOUâRE IT!âÂ
Nico beamed as he watched the twins running down the path, giggling and screaming as Jack chased after them. They were both bundled up, not causing as much of a fuss about the hats and gloves you coaxed them into wearing before they left the house. It probably had something to do with the twins being more excited about you meeting Jack than focusing on the extra layers.
âThey really like him,â you commented, your arm lightly brushing against his as you walked side by side.
âHe was there from day one,â Nico said, sounding nostalgic. âHeâs probably one of their favourite people in this world.â
âAnd he loves them just as much,â you noted. âThat much was clear from the questions he asked in the initial interview.âÂ
Nico laughed, turning to glance at you. âOh god, I donât think I ever asked what he asked you.âÂ
âA lot of hypotheticals,â you responded. âThey started off normal, like what if they both wanted an apple but there was only one left or if they wanted to go to the park on a rainy day. Then they got progressively more unrealistic.âÂ
Nicoâs eyes were still on you. âLike what?âÂ
âI think there was one about how I would protect the twins if the city was taken over by vampires,â you mused.
âAnd how would you?â Nico questioned, his voice serious but the expression on his face was lighthearted and teasing.
âHunt the vampires, obviously.âÂ
Nico let out a loud but sudden laugh. âYeah?âÂ
âIâve watched Buffy The Vampire Slayer,â you insisted, trying and failing to keep a serious face. âWhat more research do you need?âÂ
âThey wouldnât know whatâs coming for them,â Nico added, lightly nudging his arm against yours and silently being pleased when you didnât move away from the touch.Â
âDonât underestimate me, Hischier,â you grinned, your eyes gleaming. âI may not be any good at mini sticks but I have other skills you couldnât even begin to comprehend.âÂ
Nico could only shake his head fondly in response.Â
âHEY, LOVEBIRDS, YOUâRE THE NEW CATCHERS!â Jack called out, each hand held by one of the twins as they all giggled.Â
Nico liked to believe his cheeks were pink because of the cold weather, no other reason.
âŚ
By the time December came along, Nico had forgotten all about how stressed and helpless he had felt that summer when everyone bugged him about hiring a nanny for the twins.Â
Thankfully, his mother had not. She tended to remind him every time they spoke on the phone, in a passing but teasing comment here or there slipped into the conversation. But she did enjoy reminding him whenever the topic of you and the twins came up.
This time was no different.
âIt looks like your stubbornness paid off.âÂ
Nico rolled his eyes, only to feel guilty by the action a few moments later even if his mother couldnât see him right now. âI told you I would find the perfect person for the twins.âÂ
âAnd is she? Perfect for the twins?âÂ
âShe gets them,â Nico said like that explained it all, and it did. Because even though the past nannies he had hired were good and treated the twins well when they cared for them, there was something about you that just clicked with the twins.
You didnât just treat them like children. They were two humans in your mind, who had their own likes and dislikes and personalities, and you just seemed to understand them almost as well as Nico did. He knew from day one that the twins would constantly be placed together, that there would be many assumptions made of the two of them being the same because they were twins. But you had never treated them as such.Â
It was different to past nannies who enjoyed the job but were ultimately there for the paycheck. Sometimes, it felt like you were really there for the twins.Â
It settled something inside him that Nico had no idea he wanted until he met you, until he saw how you cared for his children.Â
âGood,â his mother hummed, and he could almost imagine the way she was nodding as she spoke. âSo we will see her at Christmas?âÂ
âIââ Nico quickly cut himself off, focusing on keeping his car from jerking into the other lane. âNo? I donât know? I canât expect her to work on Christmasââ
âSheâs a part of the family, Nico.âÂ
âYou havenât even met her,â Nico found himself saying, which was true. Beyond a few waves and general greetings in the back of some FaceTime calls, none of his family had met you.Â
But there was a voice in the back of his head that really wanted to change that.Â
âYes, but you care for her and so do the twins. And she cares for you three too. In my eyes, sheâs a part of the family.âÂ
His chest tightened at his motherâs words.Â
âIâll ask her,â he found himself saying before he could stop himself. âBut no promises.âÂ
âŚ
If there was one thing you could always rely on, it was the shitty winter weather in New Jersey.Â
The sky felt permanently grey over the last few days, dark clouds and overcast hovering over the state like a threat of the weather soon to come. The temperatures dropped and the forecasts of snow and sleet and rain started to trickle through the radio stations as you drove to and from Nicoâs place and your own apartment.Â
You thought it would be a nuisance at most.
As it would have it, you would be eating your own words mere days later when the snow only got heavier during the day and you were starting to wonder when experts could officially name it a blizzard.Â
âWill the plane drivers still be allowed to fly the planes?â Otto asked, sleepy and sluggish as he fought the urge to finally close his eyes the second you finished their bedtime story.Â
âThe pilots will still be able to fly their planes,â you assured the young boy, pushing his curls away from his face. âDonât worry, okay? They will be here for Christmas. You know how I know that?âÂ
Otto blinked slowly. âHow?âÂ
âBecause Santa will make sure your family are here for Christmas,â you whispered, watching as the boy grinned up at you.
âSanta will bring them?âÂ
âIf he must,â you nodded, slowly pushing yourself to stand up. âBut only if youâre good and go to sleep like your sister.â
Otto briefly turned his head to look at Marleyâwho was already fast asleep, cheek pressed against her pillow and small puffs of air leaving her mouthâbefore nodding to you. âI will sleep. Goodnight, Honey. Forehead kiss, please.â
âGoodnight, bud,â you grinned, leaning down to press a kiss to his forehead and then Marleyâs before you made your way to the door.Â
You slowly shut the door behind you, knowing full well that Otto would be out like a light in a few minutes. But you didnât want to test your luck, trying to keep yourself from making too much noise as you made your way into the living room.
Nico was already sitting on the couch, a few storage boxes sprawled around him. He looked as though he was lost in his own head, a scrapbook sat on his lap that he slowly flipped through with a fond smile on his face.
âReminiscing?âÂ
His head snapped up, a light blush on his cheeks from getting caught but the smile remained on his face. âUh, yeah,â he admitted, his voice low and soft. âNina said she wanted to add some pages with photos from the summer so I was just digging it out.â
You raised your brows. âMay I?âÂ
âPlease,â Nico insisted, patting the spot next to him and laying the scrapbook over your lap too. âShe started it the first summer I took the twins to Switzerland. I would do it myself but she is far better at this stuff than I am.â
âIs this them as newborns?â You asked, your heart melting at the photos of the twins as babies as you flipped to the start of the scrapbook. âOh my god, they were the cutest lilâ things ever.â
âStill are,â Nico answered proudly, puffing his chest a little.
âThey are,â you nodded in agreement, your fingers lightly skimming over the photos before your eyes caught one of Nico fast asleep on the ground beside the twinsâ crib, a Devils branded blanket thrown over him. âOh wow.â
Nicoâs cheeks darkened but his smile seemed softer. âThey were only a few weeks old and I had no idea what I was doing. I think I was running on two, maybe three hours of sleep there. Jack took that photo, said it was funny seeing all three Hischiers down for a nap.â There was a small pause before he continued. âJack took most of these photos in the first few weeks.âÂ
You turned to look at him instead of the scrapbook. âYeah?âÂ
âOh yeah,â Nico nodded. âI was a total mess the first few weeks, couldnât even begin to consider picking up my phone to capture the moment. But Jack knew I would regret it after, took it upon himself to try and capture as many early memories as he could.âÂ
âNothing can really prepare you for parenthood,â you said, lightly nudging your shoulder against his. âDonât be too hard on yourself.âÂ
âItâs harder to be prepared when you had no idea you were even having kids,â Nico added, but the joking tone fell flat. âSorry, I didnâtââ
âI mean,â you started, a sheepish smile on your face. âItâs none of my business and you donât have to say anything butââ
âBut youâre curious?â Nico finished.Â
You nodded.Â
âIt was a one night stand,â Nico admitted, his shoulders dropping a little. âShe didnât tell me anything. I didnât even know she was pregnant. I think she thought she would be fine by herself butâŚthings changed.âÂ
You didnât say anything, letting the boy get the story out but you did rest your hand on his arm, hoping the small touch would be comforting enough.
âI think we were a few games away from finishing the season,â Nico continued. âIt was clear the Devils werenât making the playoffs and I honestly wanted nothing more than to get on a plane and fly out to Switzerland to deal with the disappointing season back home. Then, child services were getting in touch and showing up at my door with these two babies and telling me they were mine andââÂ
He let out a shuddering breath.
âShe left me a letter,â he murmured. âSaying she was sorry for not reaching out sooner. Saying she didnât want any parental rights, that I had full custody. Saying that she hoped I wouldnât judge her for wanting to keep living her life, to not let kids hold her back.âÂ
You squeezed his arm.Â
âI was a wreck,â Nico confessed, almost sounding remorseful. âJack came over because we were meant to drive to the rink together for practice and I justâŚbroke down. I donât even know what happened in those first few hours, it was all a blur to me. I didnât know the first thing about being a dad, let alone to twins and neither did he. But he stayed and he helped, because thatâs the kind of friend he is.â
You smiled softly.Â
âHis mother, Ellen, was actually a huge lifesaver,â Nico said, his lips twitching upwards like he was remembering a fond memory. âShe was already in Jersey for a few games but Jack called her, explained everything that was happening and she helped, at least until my own parents could fly out. That summer wasâŚa mess. That whole year was but I wouldnât have been able to do it without any of them.â
âYou have a really good team behind you, Nico,â you said, the strongest urge to speak in a whisper and keep your voice low so you wouldnât ruin the moment. âBoth on and off the ice.âÂ
âI do,â Nico gave you a genuine smile. âYouâre a part of that team too.âÂ
You returned the smile. âI am.âÂ
âUh,â Nico cleared his throat. âAbout that.â
You raised your brows in questioning.Â
âIf you donât have any other plans, youâre invited here to join us for Christmas,â Nico said, choosing to leave out the fact his mother had been insisting you join in every phone call he has had with her. âI know the twins would love to have you here andâŚso would I.âÂ
âArenât your family flying in?â You asked, a crease forming between your brows. âI wouldnât want to imposeââ
âYouâre not,â Nico insisted. âWe want you there. I want you there.âÂ
âIâm visiting Nana in the morning but I could come after,â you said, something twisting in your stomach at the way his face brightened.Â
âYeah, perfect,â he nodded, smiling broadly. âYouâll get to experience a proper Hischier Christmas.âÂ
âShould I be worried?âÂ
âMaybe.â
You opened your mouth, a teasing reply on the tip of your tongue when the moment was broken by a deep, booming gust of wind howling and hitting against the windows of the apartment complex. It snapped the soft, whispering atmosphere as the reality of the worsening weather outside hit you.
âFuck,â you murmured, watching as the flurry of snow rushed down. âI should probably head back before the roads get worse.â
Nico turned to look through the window, frowning. âAre you sure itâs a good idea to drive so late?â
You shrugged. âIâll go slow.â
His frown deepened.
âIt will be fine,â you tried to assure him but Nico was already shaking his head.
âNonsense,â he said, turning back to look at you. âYou can stay in the spare room. I can give you some stuff to sleep in too. That weather isnât safe to drive in, especially this late.âÂ
Your instant reaction was to reject the offer but you spotted the look on his face, the genuine fear and concern written so blatantly in his expression and you found yourself nodding instead.
âIf you are sure,â you said with a nod.
âIâm sure,â he nodded, his lips twitching as he stood up from the couch. âPlus, the twins will be so excited to see you in the morning.â
And he was correct. The twins were crawling into the guest bed beside you before the sun had properly risen the second they caught wind of you staying over for the night.
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âMeeting the family, huh?â
âNana,â you groaned, ignoring the happy cackle she let out as you bundled up the scarf you were wearing moments ago and threw it in her direction. âItâs not like that.â
âBut it should be like that,â Nana insisted with a wistful sigh. âWhat is taking this man so long? Look at you!âÂ
âMaybe because he is professional and only sees me as the caretaker of his children,â you deadpanned. âYou know, that job he hired me for?âÂ
âBah!â Nana waved you off, shaking her head. âI want his eyes checked. Youâre a catch, honey.âÂ
âYou are so dramatic,â you murmured under your breath, but there was something quite fond in your voice. âHas it ever occurred to you that maybe I donât want a relationship right now?âÂ
âNo,â Nana replied bluntly. âBecause you would never deprive your sweet grandmother of seeing her favourite grandchild finally find love before she kicks the bucket.â
âSweet is not the word I would use,â you retorted, just managing to miss her fingers pinching your side. âHey, thatâs not very festive!â
âYes, yes, Merry Christmas and all that,â Nana said as she leaned forward, taking your face in her hands as she pressed a kiss to your cheek. âNow, tell me your present to me is a ring that hot European boss of yours gave you.âÂ
You could feel your face heating up. âNana!â
âI will also take a scarf, Iâm not picky.â
âŚ
If there was any doubt in your mind before (which there was not), spending Christmas with the Hischiers confirmed they were, in fact, the nicest family you had ever met.Â
You had spent the last few months with Nico and the twins, knew their mannerisms and their personalities and the way they lived their lives. You had also nannied for many families before them and you knew what a draw of luck it was to score a job with a family as sweet and wholesome as them.
You just never expected the whole family to be like that.Â
From the second you walked through the door, it was clear that that was just the way the Hischiers lived their lives.
Katja had you in a hug before you could even take your jacket off, squeezing you close and tight as she murmured something about how well you were taking care of her baby and her grandbabies. Rino had a glass of wine and a plate of finger foods in your hand before you could even think about your rumbling stomach. Even Nina and Luca had taken it upon themselves to take the seats beside you on the living room couch, happy to talk away like you had always been a part of the family.
It was heartwarming and overwhelming in the best way possible, but you were pretty sure that was just the Hischier effect.
âI wanna give Honey her present next!â Marley exclaimed, wiggling out of Rinoâs arms as she rushed towards her father with an excited smile. âPlease, Papa?âÂ
âMe too! Me too!â Otto called out, perking up from his spot on Nicoâs lap.
âHere you both go,â Nico grinned, almost looking mischievous as he handed them both a wrapped present each.Â
âOh, for me?â You gasped as they rushed over to you, both presents extended out to you as they gripped them with their little hands. âYou didnât have to.â
âYes, we do,â Marley said with a nod. âItâs Christmas!â
Your lips twitched upwards at their giggles as you carefully unwrapped the presents as quickly as you could, sensing their own childish impatience. Your surprise became a little more genuine and honest when you saw the gifts laid out on your lap.Â
There were two separate sweatersâwhich were sweet and considerate in their own right, and undoubtedly chosen by Nicoâbut your focus was on the two framed photos underneath the sweaters. Each had been drawn by one of the twins, different versions of one of the many days you three and Nico had spent together.
âHoney?âÂ
You sniffled a little, looking up to find both twins standing in front of you with little frowns on their faces. âThank you, both of you,â you said as sincerely as you could. âThis is the best present I have ever gotten.â
âBut youâre crying,â Otto pointed out with a frown.
âDo you not like it?â Marley asked, nervously playing with the hem of her dress.Â
âNo, no, I love it,â you quickly reassured the twins, carefully moving the gifts to the side as you pulled them both into a hug. âThey are happy tears! Sometimes when you feel really happy, you can cry too. Itâs not a bad thing.â
Otto looked up at you. âHappy tears?âÂ
âHappy tears,â you confirmed with a nod.
âWe like happy tears?â Marley asked.
âWe do,â you promised before leaning down to peck them both on the forehead. âThank you for the presents and the happy tears.âÂ
Both of the twins beamed, leaning up to press their own kisses to either one of your cheeks before they turned to look at their father.Â
âPapa, youâre next!â
Nicoâs gaze was already on the three of you, soft and fond, before he snapped out of his own daze. He looked a little embarrassed as he reached for a box, letting Otto and Marley happily carry it back to you. âI donât think I can compete with the twins butâŚMerry Christmas.â
You had barely ripped through the wrapping paper before the twins were squealing happily, their little hands helping remove the rest of the wrapping before pushing your present towards you.
âHoney has a jersey!âÂ
âMy own jersey?â Your smile widened as you lifted the red jersey, grinning at the Devils logo and the number thirteen on the sleeves.Â
âYour own lucky jersey,â Nico corrected, grinning back.
âJust like us!â Otto gasped happily.Â
âJust like you,â you laughed, turning the jersey to find âHISCHIERâ printed across the back. You dropped the jersey to your lap as your eyes found Nico again. âThank you, Nico.â
âAnd selfishly,â he started as he leaned over to hand you an envelope. âI am hoping the jersey will tempt you to accept this gift too.â
You shot him a confused look but accepted the envelope, quickly tearing it open and pulling out the contents to find two tickets. âGame day tickets?â
âOnly fair that the new hockey fan gets to experience a game in person,â Nico beamed. âAnd thereâs a second ticket for Nana too, if she wants to come.âÂ
âYou seem so sure she will support the Devils,â you teased, swallowing the emotion that laid thick in the back of your throat at the idea of him including Nana in your gift.
âI got her a jersey too,â Nico retorted, looking far too pleased with himself.Â
You could have sworn Luca muttered something like âass kisserâ under his breath but you werenât too sure. The slap on the back of the head from Katja was telling though.
âThank you,â you repeated, softer than before. For a moment, you almost swore Nico was blushing in response.
âMerry Christmas, Honey.â
âŚ
âTell me you and Honey got caught under some mistletoe and finally admitted your feelings for each other.â
Nico let out a heavy sigh, taking a long sip of his coffee as Jack settled into the passenger seat. âGood morning to you too.âÂ
âSo thatâs a no,â Jack huffed, shaking his head.Â
âTold you so,â Luke spoke up as he climbed into the backseat, for once in his life looking awake at seven in the morning. âYou owe me twenty bucks.â
âShut up,â Jack grumbled. âGod, Hisch, you had one fucking job.â
Nicoâs brows furrowed together. âI did?âÂ
âOh my god,â Jack groaned, leaning his head back against the rest. âItâs been ages. How much longer are you going to drag this out?â
âYou are saying too many words,â Nico replied bluntly before he pulled away, letting muscle memory mostly take over as he began driving towards the rink.
âThis is to spite me,â Jack insisted. âI find you a nanny who is perfect for the job AND for you, and this is how you repay me?âÂ
âWhat?â Nico muttered. âJack, I swear to god if this is the girlfriend thing againââ
âIt is!âÂ
ââI have other things to prioritise right now,â Nico insisted. âAnd Honey doesnât feel that way. OurâŚrelationship isnât like that.âÂ
Jack gave him a deadpan stare. âYouâre shitting me, right? Youâre just trying to wind me up, right?âÂ
âIâm telling Timo to pick you up tomorrow if this is how you are going to act,â Nico muttered as he reached for his coffee cup again.
âI would wake up for morning skates way easier if I got this entertainment every time,â Luke commented from the backseat, a shit-eating grin on his face.Â
âShut up, Luke,â they both replied at the same time.
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âYouâre joking!âÂ
âIâm not!âÂ
âOh my god,â you laughed, shaking your head as you turned to look at the boy in utter disbelief. âNico, how could youââ
âI donât know!â Nico groaned, even if he was smiling. âI just kindaâŚforgot English? And then I panicked and just found myself nodding before I even realised what I was agreeing to.âÂ
It was a cold January day when the four of you found yourselves in the park once again. The twins seemed to have more energy than usual the second they woke up that morning. They were bouncing off the walls, barely able to sit still during breakfast before they were begging to get out of the house. And after a less than satisfactory start to the season in the new year, Nico was also eager to get out and away from anything hockey related and have a day out at the park.
âSo, how was it?â You questioned, nudging your shoulder against his.
âSmelly,â Nico confessed with his nose scrunched up. âI mean, the equipment team loved me for the rest of my time there butâŚI would not recommend volunteering to clean hockey gear after a long tournament.âÂ
âGross,â you agreed.
âIt prepared me pretty nicely for changing nappies though,â Nico admitted with a laugh. âI guess nothing can be worse than a hockey locker room.â
âSurely youâre used to it by now,â you pointed out.
âYeah but doesnât mean a break every once in a while isnât nice,â Nico retorted, his eyes wandering over to where Otto and Marley were currently attempting to climb up the slide. âFebruary canât come soon enough.âÂ
You looked surprised by his words. âYou get a break in February?âÂ
âAll Stars,â Nico explained with a nod. âA few people get picked but everyone else gets a free week off to go somewhere hot and relaxing before the runup to playoffs.âÂ
You lightly elbowed him. âCome on, Captain, surely you were picked.âÂ
His cheeks burned a little but he shook his head. âNope, Iâm free this year.âÂ
âBig plans?â You questioned.Â
âI wanted to do something for the twins' birthday,â he confessed. âObviously, we will celebrate on the actual day but thereâs going to be so much around hockey and playoffs and I justâŚI want them to have a proper celebration, even if itâs a little early and even if we do another one in Switzerland with my family.â
Your face softened. âThat would be nice.âÂ
âSo,â Nico wiggled his brows. âGot any ideas where we could go?âÂ
You tilted your head. âWe?âÂ
âWhat? You thought it was just going to be me and the twins?â Nico grinned, shaking his head and nudging you back with his shoulder. âWe are a team now, Honey. The four of us.â
His words made butterflies erupt in your stomach but you quickly pushed that feeling away, focusing on the boy beside you on the bench instead.Â
âWell, in that case, I think Mexico is calling our name.âÂ
Nico only beamed in response. âI was thinking the same.â
âŚ
âYou know, your grandfather never took me to Mexico.â
You tore your eyes away from the hand of cards you were dealt, instead glancing at Nana who sat on the opposite side of the table with a certain look on her face. You couldnât quite work out whether or not it meant trouble.
âHe isnât taking me to Mexico for the hell of it,â you reminded your grandmother, taking another card from the deck with a frown. âIâm just technically doing my job internationally.âÂ
Nana shot you a look over her cards. âYou were meant to be the smart grandchild.â
You frowned. âHey, rude.â
âHoney, one day it will hit you and I just pray that day happens in my lifetime,â Nana said, sounding wistful as she glanced down at her cards again. âGot any twoâs?âÂ
âNo, go fish,â you murmured before giving her a pensive look. âYou really think it means something that he is taking me to Mexico with the twins for a holiday?âÂ
âIs he paying for your ticket?âÂ
âYes,â you grumbled. âI insisted butââ
âThen, it means something,â Nana shrugged like it was obvious. âAnd if you share a hotel room, you owe me lunch at that nice deli.âÂ
Your cheeks burned. âNana!âÂ
âDonât be such a prude,â she waved you off. âNow, hurry up before this game bites into my afternoon nap. Iâm already feeling sleepy.âÂ
You rolled your eyes before you asked for any threeâs, even if your mind was preoccupied with three other people at that moment.
âŚ
âYou did well at All Stars, that second goal was a beauty.âÂ
âYouâre killing me here.âÂ
Nico frowned. âMost people say thank you after a compliment.â
There was a buzz in the locker room that wasnât there before the break. It was like reality was starting to sink in, the final run of regular season games ahead before playoffs had people itching to get back on the ice and prove themselves. The Devils have had quite a hot and cold season but Nico believes in his group, he knows they want this just as much as he does.Â
Everyone was walking into the locker room with a kick of motivation to show the other teams in the league just what damage they could do on the ice.
Everyone minus Jack who seemed annoyed at Nico, despite only being in his presence for thirty seconds.Â
âDude,â Jack shot him a look. âSpill about the family holiday! Did you tell her? Did you make a move? Do I need to plan a wedding?âÂ
âIââ Nico felt his heart stutter a little. âWhat? Jack, no, nothing happened.âÂ
Jack blinked. âWhat?âÂ
Nico paused. âWhat do you mean, what?âÂ
âNico,â Jack took a deep breath, his eyes fluttering shut as the rest of the locker room fell silent. âLet me get this straight. You go on vacation to Mexico with your kids and the girl who you definitely have feelings for despite what you tell us andâŚyou do nothing?â
âYes?âÂ
âThis is torture,â Jack muttered in utter disbelief, shaking his head. âYou are beyond help.âÂ
âJackââÂ
âFucking Mexico and you donât make a move?âÂ
âWellââÂ
âIâm overruling your captain title,â Jack interrupted, shaking his head. âYouâre doing bag skates today.â
Nico blinked. âYou canât do that.âÂ
âWell, I just did and Sheldon would agree with me,â Jack said in a know-it-all voice before he turned on his heel to head back to his stall.
Theatrics aside, Nico did spend the rest of the practice silently wondering if Jack had a point. He was too tired to keep lying to himself, at least. He knew whatever he felt for you was beyond platonic and professional, but that didnât change the fact he was sure those feelings werenât returned.
The two of you had a good thing going and Nico was not about to ruin that over the fact his heart sped up every time he thought about you.
It was a fleeting crush, he told himself. A fleeting crush on someone who was intertwined with his life and his kidsâ life. It was just misplaced gratitude that he was reading into. That was all. He was sure of it.
âŚ
âHoney?âÂ
You turned away from the tv, glancing down to your lap to find Ottoâs big eyes already staring up at you. âYes?âÂ
âYou are going to stay with us, right?â Otto asked, his words completely catching you off guard and leaving your chest uncomfortably tight. Suddenly, the game was the last thing on your mind.Â
âWhat do you mean?â You asked, your brows furrowing as you tried to decipher his words.Â
Otto shrugged, suddenly looking down at his own hands rather than you.Â
You turned to find Marley looking just as downcast and it instantly made the hair on the back of your neck turn up. You reached over for the remote, neither of the twins awfully bothered when you muted the commentary before your full focus was on them.Â
âIs there something you want to tell me?â You asked, urging yourself to remain calm and cautious, to not instantly freak out to the worst case scenario.Â
âAll our friends leave,â Otto eventually muttered out, a frown on his face that made him look so much like Nico in those postgame interviews you had watched. âPapa says they will stay if we like them but then they go.â He paused before he lifted his head back to look at you. âI donât want you to go, Honey.âÂ
And if that wasnât heartbreaking, you didnât know what was.Â
Nico had told you briefly about some of the past nannies he had hired for the twins. The twins had liked a majority of them, had kept asking questions about where they had gone and if they were coming back.Â
And you knew it was hard. It was hard to explain things to kids who couldnât fully comprehend what was happening, who couldnât understand their fatherâs decision to fire the previous nannies.Â
But it also meant that their young minds were left to fill the blanks.Â
âOh, baby,â you shook your head, trying your best to give them both the most reassuring smile you could. âThat has nothing to do with the two of you, I promise. You two are the best people ever. Your other friends had to leave for another reasonâbig adult things.â
Marley nuzzled herself closer to you. âAre you going to leave for big adult stuff?âÂ
Your hand was instantly smoothing the curls away from her face, watching her let out a happy sigh as your nails lightly scratched along her scalp. âNo, baby, of course not. Not unless you want me to go.â
Ottoâs grip on you tightened. âWe donât want you to go.â
âThen I wonât,â you promised, even if that was something you knew better to not promise young children who took things far too literally and personally.
âGood,â Marley murmured, even if half of her face was squished against the jersey you were currently wearing for the game.
You glanced back down when you heard a few sniffles, frowning when you saw Otto scrubbing his little hands against his watery eyes. âOtto, baby, are you okay?âÂ
He nodded, turning his head to look up at you. âJust happy you are staying.â
âHappy tears!â Marley said with a smile, like she was proud of herself for remembering it.
âYou promise they are happy tears?â You asked, your chest tightening at the thought of the young boy being genuinely upset until he quickly nodded his head and held out his pinky to you.
âPinky promise, Honey.âÂ
You hooked your pinky around his. âYou know you can tell me if you are upset, okay?âÂ
âWe know,â Otto nodded, settling his head back down on your lap with his attention on the game once again. âWe tell you or Papa and you will help.â
Your hand instantly moved to tickle his back, smiling a little at the sigh he let out when you did so. Nico had told you the tip a few weeks ago but it was endearing to see how much he loved it.Â
âYeah, we will always help you both. Pinky promise.â
For what it was worth, Nico scored less than two minutes later and the twinsâ initial moods were completely overshadowed by the excitement and cheering in their celebration around the living room.
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âOh, spit it out already!â
In all honesty, Nana had lasted a lot longer than you anticipated. It was clear from the moment you walked through the door of the care home that you were distracted. She had enough respect to not call you out on it instantly, letting you play the part of a doting granddaughter as you made two cups of tea and settled on the couch in the lounge of the care home.
However, three abysmal games of checkers later, she had reached her limit.Â
âNana, Iâm fine.âÂ
âAnd I was born last Tuesday if I believed that,â Nana scoffed, having little to no patience left as she swiped the pawns off the board and quickly ended the attempted fourth game. âThere. Game over. Now talk.â
You let out a sigh as you slumped back in your seat. âItâs nothing really,â you started before noticing Nana was opening her mouthâmost likely to complainâand quickly continued. âJust something the twins said.âÂ
Nana paused, her voice a little softer as she spoke this time. âWhat happened?âÂ
âI think Iâm the longest nanny they have ever had around and they just have this fear I am going to leave. And they were fine once I assured them I was staying, they never brought it up again so there is nothing to worry about,â you began to ramble, the memory replaying in your head over the last few days. âI guess it just made me realiseâŚâÂ
âThat you really care about these kids?â Nana finished for you.
You smiled a little. âYeah, I do.â
âAnd that you care for their father too and itâs starting to hit you that there is a possibility that there will be a day that they may not need you anymore and itâs scaring you because of how fond you have grown of the family?â Nana continued.Â
You blinked.Â
âToo on the nose?â She had the audacity of asking with an innocent smile.
âNana, what the fââ You quickly cut yourself, clearing your throat and, at least, having the decency of looking sheepish. âWhat the hell are you on about?âÂ
âHoney, please,â Nana waved you off. âI have seen you nanny for many families and kids and never once have you walked through that door and gushed about them the way that you do with the Hischiers.âÂ
You could feel your face heating up. âThey are a good family! I donâtâŚitâs not like that.â
âWould you want it to be like that?â Nana asked.
You swallowed the lump in the back of your throat. âIt doesnât matter. Iâm just the nanny. I shouldnât read into things that are never going to happen.âÂ
âThat didnât answer my question,â Nana pointed out. âIf youâre not ready to admit it, then thatâs fine. But it doesnât change the fact that you have fallen in love with the family over the last few months and that they love you back.âÂ
You stayed silent.
âYou have spent the last few years taking care of me and a dozen other families,â Nana said, her tone more gentle as she reached over to take your hand in hers. âI have seen you work yourself to the bone and put othersâ needs before your own without a second thought. I have seen you put other families ahead of yourself. All I want for you is to have that family that cares back, that loves you back, that puts you first too.âÂ
âI have you,â you rasped, blinking away the tears lining your lash line.Â
âAnd you could have them too,â Nana retorted softly. âHoney, it doesnât take a rocket scientist to realise those kids love you back. And that their father does too.âÂ
âYouâve never met Nico,â you tried to argue but Nana was having none of it.
âI know more than enough from the stories you tell me and the way he treats you,â Nana said, squeezing your hand as she spoke. âI am not saying you have to jump in straight away or ring the wedding bells. But I can see that you are happy with them and I think you could be even happier if you let yourself.âÂ
âIs it not better to appreciate what you have instead of losing it all?â You questioned, lips pressed together in a tight smile.
âMaybe,â Nana answered. âBut then youâll spend the rest of your life wondering how different things could have been if you had just taken that step out of your comfort zone. Youâll never know the answer if you never ask the question.â
You didnât have a reply for her.
âI just want what is best for you,â Nana finished off with a watery smile of her own. âAnd I think they really could be the answer to that question, at least.â
âŚ
Nanaâs words lingered in the back of your mind.
They played on a loop as the days turned into weeks and time seemed to pass far faster than you could comprehend. Before you knew it, the calendar was showing March and you were beginning to see the behind the scenes reality of what pressures Nico was under with captaining a team desperately trying to cling onto a playoff spot as the end of the season neared.Â
It was fucking awful, to put it lightly, and you didnât really understand how he was managed to be the best captain he could on the ice, just to come back home and play the role of a father so well. But you could only admire it and admire him from a distance.Â
However, it felt like Nanaâs words planted a seed in your head, letting the thought fester and grow despite how desperately you had tried to weed it out over the last few months. It had a mind of its own and it felt like everywhere you looked, you were seeing the world that Nana saw for you with the Hischiers.Â
You saw that future in the mornings when Nico left for practice, making sure to have a quick breakfast with you and the twins before he left the apartment after giving each one of you a kiss on the forehead (something the twins demanded he extend to you too because it was only fair in their eyes). And Nico did it happily every single morning.Â
You saw that future in the nights where the twins were exhausted, passed out on the couch in their own jerseys whilst you kept your eyes glued to the screen, engrossed in the result of a sport you didnât care about over a year ago.
You saw that future in the way the twins babbled about Switzerland and how excited they were to go back and all the things they wanted to show you. You didnât even know what the plan was for the offseason, when Nico would return back to Switzerland and have all his family there to help him out. You were too scared to ask.
You saw that future in the way that your life became so intertwined in theirs. They were always on your mind, even during your off days. You would be eating lunch with a friend and think about how Marley would hate the dish because the carrots were too big. You would throw on a playlist whilst cleaning your apartment and smile when a random Swiss song would start playing because Otto insisted it was better (which also meant that Nico was teaching him to say as much). You would be having tea with Nana and giggle a little to yourself at the chocolates she would offer because you knew chocolate snob Nico would not approve.Â
You saw that future in so many different ways and it made it a little hard to breathe the more you realised that you wanted it. You wanted it so fucking bad but it was March Madness and the twinsâ birthday was coming up and there were a million other things that took priority over your lives than the growing feelings you had for this little family.Â
So, you bottled it up and pretended like you couldnât hear Nanaâs disappointed sigh in the back of your mind.
âŚ
Nico had been jumpy since the start of the roadie.
Usually by this point of the year, the road trips were more of a nuisance and the boys were done with them. Everyone was bone tired, exhausted and injured in some capacity, pushing their bodies to unreal limits with a sense of urgency to just get on with playoffs. They were done with the regular season, they were done playing games that didnât matter in the lead up to the Cup. They were getting a taste of a possible Cup run and they were eager to start it.Â
And Nico got that. He was usually one of them, letting the adrenaline and excitement for playoffs motivate him through the last stretch of regular season games. The travel days would usually be the time that he let himself catch as much sleep as he could whilst being pressed up against the bus window or sprawled out on a row of plane seats.
But he had been angsty since the first flight out, constantly checking his phone for updates that werenât coming through. He was quiet and lost in his own head more often than not and it was concerning to the team. It took Jonas cornering him in the hotel lobby before he could run off for him to confess.
âThe twins are sick,â he said with his lips turned down in a frown. âItâs nasty and they are barely sleeping and I just feel guilty for leaving Honey to deal with it alone.â
The sniffling had started a few days ago but the cold really hit last night. Neither one of them were settling down for bed, just whining and crying and fussing. Otto was complaining he was too hot. Marley was complaining she was too cold. One of them puked in the living room and the other in the bathtub after a heavy dinner that didnât settle well in their sensitive stomachs.Â
It was carnage and he had to leave you completely alone with it.Â
You had reassured him multiple times that you would be fine, that you had dealt with multiple sick kids at once and this would be no different. But he couldnât help but let the guilt eat him alive over the next few days.Â
He remembered what it was like trying to deal with the twins when they were sick at the same time and it was far from enjoyable. But even then, he had his mother or someone else nearby to help. He was never taking care of them completely alone for days on end like you were.Â
Nico knew he should have been more involved in the team bonding and dinners, that he should be hyping his boys up for the playoffs but he spent more time staring at his phone like he wanted to be prepared in case you messaged or called. Not that he would have been much help on the other side of the country.
He was practically itching out of his skin to get back home to you and the twins. The plane ride was torture, the minutes passing like hours and his body far too wired to even attempt to sleep (much to Jackâs dismay since he tended to use Nico as a pillow). He was practically sprinting off the plane the second they landed, making a mental note to make it up to his teammates somehow before playoffs started after they had to deal with his irritated mood for the last few days.Â
His body was moving on muscle memory as he drove back to the apartment, urging himself to stay under the speed limit and take his time. He knew you were home. He knew the twins were home. Him getting home in two minutes or twenty wouldnât change that.Â
Nico was still running on pure adrenaline by the time he reached the front door, still panting from taking the stairs over the elevator as he pushed it open and quickly made his way inside. His bags were abandoned by the door and he opened his mouth to call out to the three of you when he froze the second he was in view of the living room.
He never really understood what people meant when they said they saw something so beautiful that they stopped in their tracks. Or at least, he never really understood until now. And he was aware that, to anyone else, there was nothing amazing or jaw dropping about the sight in front of him. But it meant everything to Nico.Â
Because it was late by the time they landed in New Jersey and he had accepted the possibility that everyone would be asleep. But here you were, sitting on his couch, waiting for him even though he could see the bags under your eyes and the way you were already starting to nod off. Because he knew the sweatpants and hoodie werenât anything groundbreaking, but it was a Devils hoodie with his number on it and some old sweats of yours that had a mysterious stain on it (probably from one of the twins) but you wanted to wait for him instead of heading straight for a shower and your bed.
Because here you were, sitting on his couch after you had probably experienced the longest few days of your life taking care of two sick toddlers (his two sick toddlers), still giving him a sleepy smile as soon as he walked through the door like you were genuinely happy to see him, and he just couldnât help but think he had never met or seen someone as beautiful as youâboth inside and out.Â
âAre you okay?â You asked when he didnât say anything, when he continued to stand in the middle of the room, looking at you with an expression you couldnât quite read.Â
And, if Nico was logical and not sleep deprived, there was probably a part of him that would have remembered that it was late and that you were both tired and his emotional epiphanies could wait until the morning.Â
But Nico was not logical and he was very sleep deprived and he had spent the better part of the last few months fighting his team and himself over his feelings for you, and he was far too fucking tired to keep fighting them now.
Because he was staring at you from across the room and felt such a rush of warmth and relief and comfort knowing that he had you by his side and he couldnât quite keep it in anymore.
âI think you look beautiful,â he blurted out without any further hesitation.Â
You paused, staring at him for a few moments as you processed his words before glancing down at yourself. âUh, thanks?â You managed to mutter out through an awkward laugh. âMaybe not as much right now butââÂ
âI mean right now,â he said, his voice genuine and sincere and serious because apparently even sleep deprived Nico understood the importance of honesty. âAnd always. But especially now. And I feel very lucky that I get to come back home to you.âÂ
Your eyes widened and your mouth was moving but no words were coming out.Â
âAnd you donât have to say anything,â he continued because he was physically unable to stop himself, even taking a few steps closer to you as he did. âBut you deserve to know.âÂ
âYou canât say that,â you whispered, shaking your head at him.
His brows furrowed together. âWhy not?âÂ
âYou canât say stuff like that when you donât mean it likeââ But you cut yourself off, swallowing harshly as your gaze dropped down to your hands.
âMean it like what?â Nico asked, his body still moving until he was kneeling on the ground in front of you, his hands on your knees as he ducked his head to catch your eye again.Â
âNico,â you said his name so softly that it made his stomach twist.Â
âI meant what I said,â Nico said, his hands squeezing your knees as he spoke. âYou look beautiful right now and every other day. I think it all the time and you deserve to hear it more. I think you are one of the best people I have ever met in my life.â
You let out a shuddering breath.Â
âAnd I think Iâm reading this right,â his voice dropped to a whisper, something cautious and vulnerable written across his face. âAnd stop me if Iâm not because the last thing I want is to make you feel uncomfortable orââ
You grabbed his face and kissed him before you could second guess yourself.Â
Despite the fact it wasnât very long, Nico sunk into the kiss. He let himself lean into the touch, to savour the feeling of your hands cupping his face and your lips on his. He let himself enjoy the way your nose nudged against his as you pulled away, as you gave yourself enough space to rest your forehead against his.
âYouâre not reading it wrong,â you assured him with a small, almost secretive smile. âBut I didnât think you would feel the same, especially with the twinsââ
âDonât worry about that just yet,â he murmured, letting his eyes fall shut as he enjoyed just how close you were to him. âThey donât have to know right away, we can take things slow. But IâŚI want to do this. I want to give us a try.â
You tried to bite back the grin threatening to take over your face. âYeah?âÂ
âYeah,â Nico grinned. âI want to see where this goes.â
âAnd if it goes wrong?â You dared yourself to ask.
But Nico didnât seem particularly worried, twisting his hand so he could intertwine it with your own. âI donât know if youâve noticed, Honey, but we make a pretty good team. Best of the league. No doubts about us.â
You huffed out a laugh. âDoes that make me your A?âÂ
Nico snorted. âNo way. We are co-captains. Equals.â
âCo-captains,â you agreed, nodding a little.Â
And there was still a lot more that needed to be discussed. Both of you knew that. But it was late and you were both tired and there was no rush to figure everything out just yet.Â
Becoming a father was one of the best things that happened to Nico Hischier. Meeting you was second. And maybe this year, he would add hoisting the Cup with his team as the third but only time would tell.
And, in the meantime, Nico was pretty damn happy with you and Otto and Marleyâhis perfect little family of four.
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Take it off
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pairing: stripper!felix x afab!reader
genre: smut
word count: 2.9k
warnings: sub!felix, grinding, humping, fingering (m receiving), handjob, nipple play, edging, oral (f receiving), spanking, degradation for a sec, felix is called slut once, dacryphilia (lmk if i missed something), reader is older than felix
a/n: i'm writing a longer seungmin fic but felix just had to be a slut so this happened
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This isn't your regular weekend night, where you curl up with a book and a blanket, some quiet music playing in the background.
No, your perfect peace was shattered as your friends begged, no made you finally go out to a club with them, going as far as also making you put on a short tight dress and heels.
You feel ridiculous, being almost in your 30s, too old to party like some horny teenager but your friends were adamant that you need to get out of your house and stop decomposing.
You wanted to argue but they shut down any excuse you had and you whined dramatically the whole ride to the club about a 'ruined weekend' and 'disturbed peace'.
When you finally walked inside the club, and saw how fancy it was and all the half naked men walking around, only then you realized what kind of club it was.
"Y'all. This is a strip club?"- your mouth fell open as one of the men walked by and threw you a wink.
"Yes. And they also provide some more intimate services."- one of your friends wiggles their eyebrows.
You groan loudly as they take you to a booth they reserved for the four of you.
"I can't believe you tricked me! I don't want some weird oiled up man to grind on me!"- you whine, your face scrunched up in disgust, making your friends laugh.
"Look around, y/n. These men are beyond beautiful. And everything is done with consent. Like we've been here multiple times and we always had a great time. You'll love it, I'm sure."
You sigh as your friend keeps trying to convince you that tonight will somehow change your life.
Some music starts playing which makes everyone cheer and scream, all eyes turned towards the stage.
"It's him!"- one of your friend giggles.
"Who?"- you ask curiously, wondering what's got all these people in a hold.
"The star of the show, Felix. He's like the prettiest man ever."- your friend swoons and you scoff.
How pretty can he be to put the whole room in a trance even before he steps out on stage?
You get your answer as soon as finally emerges from behind the curtain, your mouth falls open in shock, your eyes wide as you stare at the man smirking and walking sensually to the music.
You've never seen someone who looks so angelic, moving so sinfully at the same time, his body supple, every single movement purposeful as he strips the flimsy little shirt he had on.
Your eyes are glued to his chest and perky nipples, his abs and the barely noticeable happy trail and everyone around you cheers but your focus is on him.
His eyes land on you and he gives you a devilish smirk before his eyes change completely, they narrow and darken, staring deep into your soul as he dances and looks only at you.
Your friends are estatic, grabbing at you and saying things like 'Felix likes you', 'he's looking at you', they're freaking out and you're sitting there stunned and with arousal pooling on your panties.
He looks like a hunter and you feel like an animal that he's got his eyes on. It's obvious why he's the star of the show when he can take someone in his hold so quickly, before you even know it you're under his spell.
The performance ends too soon for everyone's liking and the pretty boy slowly makes his way towards you.
"He's coming here, oh my god!"- your friend screams as they grab at you and shake you.
"Calm down!"- you smack their arm, trying to calm your heart too.
"Well, hello there beautiful."- his deep voice shocks you and as he leans in closer, you can see his freckles and the glittery make up on his eyes, and the sweat trickling down his skin making him shine like the prettiest diamond.
"You finally brought your friend that hates going out?"- he looks at your friends and you scold them under your breath. Just how many times have they been here without you?
"Yep, we tricked her into coming out."
"Tsk. Sneaky, sneaky."- he snickers. "What's your name, sweetheart?"
"Y/n."- your voice is shaky as he stands in your personal space.
"That's a beautiful name, for a beautiful woman. My name is Felix, but you can call me whatever you like."- he flirts and you want to roll your eyes, but you don't even have time to think.
"You seem tense. How about I help you relax? Put on a little show for you?"- he asks, his hand on your chin and your eyes scan around to look at your friends, and all of them give you encouraging looks and nudges.
Oh what the hell, you think. You're a little buzzed and you're already here so might as well make the best of it.
"Do your best, pretty boy."- you smirk, shocking yourself and your friends at your sudden boldness.
That only seems to spur Felix on as he smirks back at you and starts dancing, moving his hips and ass tentatively in front of your face.
You feel hotness surge through your body, the way he moves is delicious, making you feel so hungry to touch him.
It's like he senses that, and suddenly his knees are on either side of your thighs and you gasp as he looks at you through his eyelashes as if asking if he should continue. You give a quiet nod and suddenly he's grinding on you, his hands running on his own body as he touches himself, fingertips brushing his cute pink nipples.
Your friends are screaming your ears off but you're drowning them out, only focusing on the beautiful man who's grinding on your bare thighs.
"You can touch if you'd like."- his voice is even lower as he says it quietly, only for you to hear. His hands are on yours and he brings them to his waist.
You wrap your fingers around him, his skin is smooth and slippery from the sheen of sweat on it and your pussy throbs for more.
His chest is in your face, his ass on your thighs and you can see and feel his erection growing in his pants.
"How about we move this to one of the private rooms?"- Felix smirks, a little out of breath.
You don't know what possessed you but you nod quickly.
"Let's go."- you say and he stands up immediately, reaching his hand to take yours.
Your friends cheer behind you as he leads you away to one of the rooms, the doors closing as you walk in.
It seems like different music is playing in there, more sensual and there's even a little bar in the corner. There's a couch and a bed and you gulp as you stare at it.
"Do you want a drink, beautiful?"- Felix's deep voice snaps you out of your thoughts.
"No, thanks."- you feel a little awkward suddenly as Felix pours himself a drink and chugs on it.
"Now, where were we? You're tense again, sweetheart. We can't have that."- he shakes his head with a smile as he gently pushes you to sit on the couch.
He stands in front of you as you look up at him, shivering in anticipation.
"You want me to take these off?"- he bats his eyelashes innocently, his fingers hooking into the leather pants he still had on.
You nod quietly, your mouth dry suddenly, wishing you actually had something to drink earlier.
Felix smirks as he unzips his pants, slowly sliding them down, making a show of it and you almost moan out loud when you see what he has underneath.
He's almost practically naked, the little black lacy panties revealing everything to you, his semi-hard cock tucked inside them straining almost painfully to come out, his balls cupped by the lace and a pretty little bush above his erection.
"See something you like?"- he says cockily and you look up at the prideful smirk on his face. Something stirs within you, you want to wipe that smirk off of his face and make this man cry and beg on his knees for you.
"Hm. Maybe."- you return a smirk before reaching out for him and grabbing his hips, yanking him down into your lap. Felix gasps from the sudden change from your shy demeanor, and you can see his Adam's apple bob up and down as he looks at you with a glazed over look.
You grip his hips, bringing him down on your thighs, his cock pressing into your flesh. A little moan escapes his pretty plump lips and your hands slide behind to grab a handful of his ass.
"Oh!"- he gasps, rutting against you.
"Tell me pretty boy. What do you want me to do with you?"- you smirk, flipping the figurative card on him and he looks at you hazily as you massage his plushy asscheeks.
"W-whatever you want. I-I'm here to please you."- he's become a stuttering mess suddenly and you're beyond turned on and sick of all the teasing.
You grip his face with one of your hands and crash your lips into his and he kisses you back eagerly and desperately, his cock popping out of it's confines and leaking onto your bare flesh.
"Eager, are we?"- you chuckle against his lips and he whines.
"Mm, yes."- he chases your lips but your hand tangles in his hair, gripping and pulling his head back. A broken moan falls from his lips as you attach yours on his skin, kissing and nipping at him.
Your hands are now on his chest as you run your palms on his nipples and he keens, arching into you, his chubby cock rutting in the spot where your thighs are pressed together.
You lick at his neck before sinking your teeth in his skin and sucking on it, your fingers pulling and pinching on his aroused nipples.
"Oh-h my- ah- please!"- he whines incoherently and you smirk against him.
You've never felt this kind of power over someone and it made you feel so turned on, your panties now soaked with arousal.
"You're so sensitive."- you say as you blow air on the red bruise you sucked onto his neck.
"Y-yes! Please touch me! Please!"- he begs and you have no idea if he's taking on a role or if he's usually like that but you don't care in that moment, any thoughts are thrown in the back of your mind as you grab his leaky cock in your hand.
He whimpers, hips lifting up into your touch immediately as he grips at your shoulders to steady himself.
Your lips kiss and bite wherever you can reach, his neck, his collarbone and finally his nipples as you run your tongue on the sensitive bud, your hand working his pretty cock that's leaking so much and throbbing in your hand.
"Ah!"- he whimpers when you bite down on his nipple before flicking it with your tongue harshly.
He's sputtering nonsense as he grips at you hard, his fingertips digging into your shoulders.
You detach from his nipples when they're red and swollen, slowing your hand down any time his cock twitches, edging him as you dangle the promise of cumming in front of his face before snatching it away from him constantly.
"P-please!"- he cries, tears framing his pretty face as he looks at you with desperate eyes, his hips dragging against you the whole time you play with his cock.
You only smirk, your other hand lifting up before you land a smack on his ass. Felix yelps, burying his face in your shoulder immediately.
"Ah shit! Please, please do that a-again!"- he moans and you chuckle as your hand speeds up on his length again, the flick of your wrist driving him crazy as you smack his ass once more.
"Mm, y/n!"- your name rolls out of his lips so prettily that you just have to smack him again.
"Fuck!"- his cock twitches hard in your hand as you keep the onslaught on his ass.
Your name keeps spilling out of his lips as he shakes on top of you, crying and whimpering as he holds onto you for dear life.
Another thought crosses your mind and you stop all movement only to have him cry out desperately.
"W-why'd you stop?!"- he cries, tears sliding down his cheeks as he looks at you.
"You look so pretty when you cry."- you smirk, gathering the pre cum on your fingertips before your hand reaches behind him.
"P-please let me cum. Please. I'll do anything!"- he really looks desperate and you almost feel bad.
Almost.
Felix gasps and jolts when he feels your fingertips slide under his panties and press against his little hole.
"Is that okay?"- you whisper and he nods quickly.
"Yes, yes!"- he moans as you circle your fingers, smearing the pre cum on him.
Your other hand grabs a hold of his cock again and this time you decide to finally let him cum as you sink your finger inside his fluttering hole, meeting a little resistance as he leans forward on you, grabbing onto your upper back and whimpering.
You start fucking your finger in and out of him, hitting his sweet spot as your other hand matches the pace on his cock.
Felix is falling apart in your lap, his mind cloudy, the only wish his body has right now is to cum for you.
He grinds into your touch, matching the movements of your hands and it doesn't take long for that familiar feeling to blossom inside him.
"Please, please, please-" - he mutters desperately and you chuckle, teeth nipping at a sensitive spot beneath his ear.
"Cum for me, pretty."- you say and Felix keens, his cock twitching before he explodes, spurts of hot white cum painting your black dress, his hole clenching around your finger like it doesn't want to let go.
You keep fucking into his prostate as you milk him dry and he cries and begs for you to stop.
You finally move your hands away when his cock goes completely limp against you.
You grab his face and kiss his lips, you can taste the saltiness of his tears on them and you push your tongue inside his mouth, circling it around his. You swallow all his moans before grabbing a hold of his hair and leaning him back.
"Get on your knees."- you tell him and his eyes widden a little before he scrambles to get up.
"You're getting a little reward for being such a good boy for me."- you smirk, caressing his cheek with your thumb as Felix looks at you dumbly, his mind completely gone from the pleasure he feels.
You lift up your ruined dress, and Felix moans at the sight of your soaked panties.
"Take them off."- you say and he does so, the sight of your glistening pussy makes his spent cock twitch miserably against his thigh.
"What are you waiting for?"- you grip his head and bring him closer to you as you spread your legs more.
Felix's eyes flutter and he wastes no more time as he buries his face between your legs. His plump lips leave kisses all around your throbbing pussy before he presses them into your clit.
Your breath hitches in your throat when he pushes the tip of his tongue into your clit and starts flicking it slowly, pressing into it.
"Mm"- you moan, hands gripping his hair. He grabs at your thighs and runs his tongue on your folds, moaning at the sweet taste of you.
You don't let him lift up as you slowly start grinding on his face while he laps at you greedily, his tongue fucking in and out of your cunt, he's drooling and making a mess out of you.
You smirk when you feel his hips push into your leg, his cock against your skin as he starts rutting against you like a dog in heat.
"What a desperate little slut you are."- you chuckle as you pull on his hair and grip his head with your plushy thighs.
He moans into your pussy, the vibrations making your core throb and you're close.
"Keep going. Make me cum."- you say as he keeps eating you out and humping against you.
You grind against him, dragging your pussy on his face before the coil finally snaps and you spill your release on his tongue and chin.
Felix mewls, his hips jolting as he cums untouched, his cum spilling on the floor right between the heels on your feet, a few drops landing on the straps.
He licks around his lips and looks at you, his eyes still glazed over and not a single thought in his head.
"Look what a mess you made."- you lean in closer to look at his face.
"Y/n..."- he whimpers your name, seemingly the only thing he knows right now.
"Came untouched."- you click your tongue. "You really are pathetic. But I'd still like to take you home. What do you think about that?"- you grip his chin.
He whines a little, his tongue darting out to lick at his bottom lip as he leans into your touch.
"I'd love to. My shift ended anyways."
"Right."- you lean back suddenly. "How much do I-"
"No"- he shakes his head. "This was for my pleasure too."- he says, seemingly coming to his senses.
He stands up suddenly and the cocky smirk on his face is back.
"Take me home then. I'd like for us to get more acquainted with each other."
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Neon Heat
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Felix x fem!reader
Warnings : drinking, making out MDNI
Genre: strangers to lovers, fluff, suggestive
Summary: You are at the pub with your friends, and you're confused by the signs on the bathroom doors. But a sexy stranger helps you out, and then you go on to become more than strangers.
Ok, so this is a problem.
Your bladder is so close to bursting, the two beers you had with your friends demanding an immediate release. You don't understand how your friends have already started on the third one already.Â
But now staring at the bathroom doors, you are trying to comprehend which is which. Obviously you've seen those signs before - in your biology textbooks.
But seeing it on bathroom doors? You're confused. And being tipsy isn't helping your situation either.Â
One had a circle-and-line (âď¸) symbol and the other had some kind of arrow sticking up (âď¸).
Which was which?
Your brain tries to connect the dots through the haze of your tipsy buzz. Circle⌠arrow⌠wait, what? Who thought this was a good idea? You tilt your head, narrowing your eyes as if staring harder would magically give you clarity.
âNeed some help there, love?â
The voice startles you, deep and smooth with a hint of teasing.Â
You turn to see the owner of the said voice. He's tall and leaning casually against the wall with his dark hair framing his face neatly. He was dressed in all black - looking way too classy and sexy to be standing here with you.Â
His brown eyes sparkle like he knows exactly what kind of effect he is having on you. And even under the dim lighting of the rest area, you can see a dusting of freckles over his skin. And it made him look even more hot somehow.Â
You blink, momentarily forgetting how to function as a human being.
âUh - what?â you stammer, trying not to look as affected as you feel.
He grins and says, âThe one with the arrow sticking up? Thatâs the menâs room. Think of it as aâŚyou know...easier to remember.â
His eyebrows raise suggestively as he point upwards, and then he winks.
He winks.
You blush instantly, and you could feel the heat creeping down your neck.
âOh. Right. Arrow. Up. Got it.â You nod like an idiot, still staring at him like heâd just descended from the heavens. âThanks for that. Um.. I gotta-â
âOf course, glad to be of help,â He says, and you bolt into the right bathroom, internally screaming because that did not just happen!!
By the time you calm yourself (and your bladder) down and get back to your table, your friends immediately notice your flustered state.
âWhat happened?â Jennie asks, eyes sparkling with curiosity.
âAre you ok?â Jisoo adds, leaning in conspiratorially.
You take a sip of your drink, trying to play it cool as you tell them you're just tispy. Of course the playing cool part doesn't last long because Mr. Freckles was sitting at a table right across from yours, laughing with some other (hot) guys.Â
You look away quickly, and try not to glance his way after that. Also failing, because the next time you do, he's already looking at you.
Oh yes, he is.Â
The night rolls on, your friends chatting and laughing, but you are only half-listening now. Because his gaze is searing, heavy with intent, and you could feel it in your core.
He looks ethereal under the neon lights and honestly, it was starting to get to you now.
At one point, he leans back in his chair, stretching lazily, and tilts his head toward the exit.
The message was clear: Meet me outside. You watch as he stands up, and walks out, your eyes following him all the way to the exit.Â
Your pulse skyrockets. Is this really happening?
This isn't something you do. You don't like casual relationships or hook ups. Hell, you didn't even know his name. But there was something about him that made you want to follow him out.Â
Ok, so if this is how you die, then what a pity, because you are already on your feet.Â
The girls look up at you, and Jisoo, the always the sharpest says, âIf you're going home with him, I'm gonna be so mad.â
âOh my God! I won't!â You hiss, cheeks heating up.Â
âDon't have too much fun!!â Jennie sings as as you make a beeline for the exit.Â
The cool night air hits your face as you step out into the dimly lit garden behind the pub. It is quiet except for the muffled bass of music thumping from inside. You barely have time to wonder where he is when you spot him.Â
âThought you might leave me hanging.â Â
Bathed in the soft glow of fairy lights, he looks gorgeous. His hands are shoved into his pockets, his posture relaxed, but the intensity in his eyes was anything but relaxed. It doesn't look like he is here to play around.
âI wasnât sure if you were-â you admit, your voice quieter than you intended. âI don't do one night stands or hookups or whatever.â
âOh, I wasn't looking for one.â He steps closer, his smile returning. âYouâve been driving me insane all night. So I wanted to know if it was just me, or if you felt it too.â
Your breath hitches as he closes the distance between you. Â
âWhat exactly did you have in mind?â you asked, trying to sound confident (your body is betraying you in more ways than you can count right now).
âI would take you out first. You know, buy you some flowers, take you out to dinner. Talk. If you're interested, of course.â
âOh.â Loss of vocabulary - you couldn't think of a sentence to say.Â
He reaches out, his fingers brushing against yours, sending a jolt of electricity up your arm.
âIn our case, I think we'll have to shuffle it up a bitâŚâ He says, before his lips meet yours soft yet firm, and yes. You're gone. Completely.Â
His hand cups your jaw, tilting your face up as he deepened the kiss. You canât help the soft moan that escapes your lips as his tongue teases yours.Â
And he responds with a low hum that vibrates against your mouth.Â
The kiss turns heated quickly, his hands sliding down to grip your waist and pull you flush against him. Your fingers tangle in his hair, earning a groan from him that sends a shiver down your spine.Â
âGod,â he murmurs against your lips, his voice thick with desire. âYouâre going to be the death of me.â Â
âYou started it,â you tease, your voice breathless as you nipped at his bottom lip. Â
He chuckles, but it quickly turns into a sharp intake of breath as you tug him closer. His hands slip down the curve of your hips, and he presses you gently against the brick wall of the pub.Â
âWhat's your name, sweetheart?â he whispers, his lips trailing down your jaw to your neck, leaving open-mouthed kisses that have your knees buckling.Â
âY/N,â you say, pulling him back up to your lips. âAnd yours?â
âFelix,â Â
You lost track of time as the two of you melted into each other, the kisses getting more heated, and the feeling of his hands on your body getting more familiar.
Eventually you both pull back, panting and disheveled, and exchange soft smiles.
âSo, about that dinner⌠does tomorrow sound good? I don't want to waitâŚâ Felix asks, moving a strand of hair off your face.
You nod happily, and say, âSounds perfect.â
âGood. I'll pick you up at 7?âÂ
âOk,â
âAnd come prepared? âCos I'm taking you home,â He says, his teasing grin back on again. âMaybe teach you a little about the signsâŚâ
âOh my God, Felix!â You laugh, and he laughs with you.Â
After exchanging numbers, and one kiss too many, you two walk back to your own tables where your respective friends tease you endlessly for this.Â
Jennie and Jisoo are on you for the juicy details and you give in, dying of happiness and also embarrassment - because honestly, this isn't how you pictured finding love.
As the boys start getting ready to leave, Felix glances at you, and you smile. That seems to have snapped something in him because he comes over to press a quick kiss to your cheek (making the boys go feral with laughter), and your own friends watched in amusement as you both said your goodbyes.Â
âSee you tomorrow,â Felix whispers.Â
âSee you,â You say, and watch him leave.Â
And you squeal in joy making Jennie and Jisoo laugh. Because this feels great.Â
Like it's meant to be.Â
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kinks i think skz would have (pt. 1)
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warnings: smut MINORS DNI!! read sub headers for warnings ig?
(some include: degrading, slapping, dumbification) let me know if iâve missed anything xx
youtiful was playing whilst i wrote this lol help
part 2, part 3
chan â mirror sex
because seeing you underneath him breathless and begging for more isnât enough, he needs to see ALLLL of you all at once
would grab your hair whilst telling you to look at yourself, his âbeautiful girlâ
NECK KISSES. OMG SO MANY NECK KISSES
âmost gorgeous girl in the world arenât you baby?â he would make you agree by rutting quicker into you when you mewl a yes
grabbing your thighs, ass, tits. pretty much groping you all over
lee know â breathe play
no because heâs actually OBSESSED with watching your eyes roll back into your head from bliss
heâs so degrading with his words too?! âpathetic little slut gone all dumb on my cock?â, âbe quiet whoreâ etc
would ask you if you want to breathe but would just laugh at you when you choke out âyes sirâ like haha you actually thought?
FACE. SLAPPING.
would let go of your throat for like 3 seconds just to hear you gasp for breath and then his hand is around your neck AGAIN damn
âonly good girls get to breathe babyâ
changbin â gagging
would deadass SHOVE your head down onto his cock just to hear you choke on it, youâre heaving and everything
oml the amount of spit falling down your chin and onto your thighs is CRAZY
âfuck yesss baby girl. such a good girl taking my cock. shit-â whilst youâre literally suffocating on his dick
yanks at your hair, tugging you off him just to force you to look up at him with mascara running down your face and bloodshot eyes
he will NOT stop rutting his hips tryna get his cock further down your throat even though itâs allllll the way in man?
âlove seeing you this much of a mess doll. fuck-â
hyunjin â breeding
i swear you and hyunjin have the most beautiful, loving sex ever !!!
like, he will cup your face with both hands whilst planting kisses everywhere on your face and calling you beautiful names
âmy angel, youâre so prettyâ
will practically BEG you to let him come inside you. âjust wanna feel you around me babyâ
WHIMPERING HYUNE FR
would tuck your hair behind your ears so the sweat on your forehead doesnât make it stick to you :â(
âyouâre just too beautiful sweetheart, please let me come inside your pretty little pussy?â
jisung â squirting
literally the most pussy drunk member of the group?!
as in, he would quite happily eat you out for hours but his FAVOURITE sight is you squirting (like, heâs actually obsessed)
literally BEGS for you squirt on his face because he wants to âtaste youâ
his chin would be such a mess from being allllll over your pussy but heâs the happiest heâs ever been seeing you moan uncontrollably from his fingers inside you
âwant you to squirt all over my fingers baby, thatâs it, thereeee you goâ
KISSES KISSES KISSES EVERYWHERE
felix â dress up
you wanna rile felix up? wear a maid outfit and watch that guy FOLD
would deadass blush so hard when you ask him if you look pretty like duh, the man has a tent in his pants?
âdid you dress up for me baby?â
SO MANY COMPLIMENTS !!
âyou look incredible baby girl, can i touch you?â and how could you say no when he asked so politely aww :â(
âyou drive me crazy y/n wowâ
seungmin â orgasm control
he. is. filthy. with his dirty talk and loves degrading you whilst edging you over and over again omg
would actually laugh in your face when you beg him to let you cum
âwho says i will even let you cum tonight baby? bad girls donât get to cum do they?â
the way he speaks to you like he would speak to an actual dog gets you HORNY. âdo you think you deserve to cum doll? have you been a good puppy? i donât think you haveâ
and on the nights he would let you cum, he would force you to do it over and over again whilst laughing at your pleas because your pussy is RAW
âisnât this what you wanted pup?â
jeongin â voyeurism
no because innie loves NOTHING more than to watch you pleasure yourself oml
like, youâd forbid him from touching himself just to see him get so worked up from the scene in front of him and heâs such a whimpering MESS omg
âplease please let me touch myself baby, your pussy is so prettyâ
SO. WHINEY. !!
like, heâs practically on the verge of tears from being so horny and not being able to touch his cock :(
when you finally let him touch himself over you, he would thank god and omg his whimpers when he comes are so subby omg omg omg
#iâm so delusional#skz smut#stray kids#stray kids smut#bang chan smut#leeknow smut#changbin smut#hyunjin smut#han jisung smut#felix smut#seungmin smut#jeongin smut#stray kids x y/n#skz
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Hi! I just saw youâre taking requests and Iâm so excited!
I have two ideas if youâre feeling them both ot8 x reader of course!
1. Is reader moving in with the boys , I think it would be real cute
2. The reader finding out sheâs pregnant and then having to tell the boys
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Warning: comfort/fluff
Summary: Request!
A/N: This was kind of rushed so i'm going to turn it into a mini series because i really do have a-lot to add when it comes to everything that has to do with their relationships, the baby itself and Y/n. If you would like to be added to this separate taglist comment down below!
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âBaby, your tummy feels weird,â I.N said, a frown knitting his brows together as he tilted his head slightly to look up at her.
They were cuddled together on the couch, enjoying a lazy day at home. I.Nâs head rested on Y/Nâs lap while she absentmindedly stroked the back of his head, something he always adored. But today, he didnât seem quite right.
âWhat do you mean, love?â Y/N giggled, leaning down to plant a soft kiss on his frown, hoping to erase it.
âI donât know⌠it just feels hard and strange,â he replied, poking at her abdomen gently, causing her to flinch.
âBaby, stop that!â she laughed, swatting his finger away playfully.
âSeriously! Itâs so hard and not squishy like it usually is,â he said, shrugging his shoulders with concern. âAre you on your period?â
âNo, my love, not yet. Maybe itâs just because Iâve eaten too much?â she suggested, trying to lighten the mood.
âHmm, maybe,â he agreed, resting his head back on her lap. They spent the rest of the afternoon watching movies, snuggled under a cozy blanket. But when Chan called, asking if they could pick up some groceries for dinner, they reluctantly decided to get dressed and head out.
âI like having you home,â Y/N said, intertwining their fingers as they walked to the store.
âI like being home with you,â I.N replied, planting a gentle kiss on her temple. The walk was short, but Y/N felt every step weighing her down.
âAre you okay?â I.N chuckled, noticing her panting slightly as they reached the store. âYou look a little out of breath.â
âYes, just a bit winded! Damn, how long has it been since we walked to the store?â she gasped for air, trying to play it off.
âWe were just here last week for shampoo, babe,â I.N teased, a grin spreading across his face.
âOh my God, maybe Iâm just getting fat because that felt like a workout,â she sighed dramatically, rolling her eyes. I.N laughed softly and grabbed the shopping basket like the gentleman he was, following her as she picked out everything they neededâand a few treats for Felixâs baking cabinet.
Once they got home and put away the groceries, Y/N flopped onto the couch. âCan we take a nap?â she asked, her voice slightly muffled against the cushions.
âBabe, we just woke up from one!â I.N said, furrowing his brows in confusion.
âI know, but I still feel really tired. That was a workout, and my back aches,â she huffed, stretching out on the couch.
âYour back aches?â His tone shifted from playful to worried in an instant. âHow bad is it?â
âJust a little bit. Itâs nothing serious,â she reassured him with a pout, pulling him toward his room. âCuddle me, please.â
âAlright, but let me grab some cream for your back first. Remove your shirt,â he instructed, and she nodded, slipping off her shirt and lying down comfortably.
When I.N returned with the cream, he lay beside her, his warm hands gently starting to massage the area where her back ached. She let out soft whimpers of relief, her eyes fluttering shut as he worked his magic.
âIs that better?â he asked, his voice low and soothing.
âMmm, much better,â she sighed contentedly, feeling her body relax beneath his touch. Before long, she succumbed to sleep, her breathing steady and peaceful. Satisfied, I.N tidied up the room and put everything away, glancing back at her with a smile before heading downstairs to await the others.
When the boys finally made it home, the sound of laughter filled the air. Chan peeked into I.N's room, raising an eyebrow when he saw Y/N still asleep, a content smile on her face.
âDid you take good care of her?â Chan asked, crossing his arms with a smirk.
âYeah, she took another nap. She said she was tired,â I.N replied casually as he flipped through the channels on the TV.
âTired again?â Leeknow asked, raising an eyebrow in confusion.
âYeah, we went to the store, and she said her back ached, so I gave her a massage and put her to sleep,â I.N explained, a hint of pride in his voice.
âMaybe her period is about to come. Iâll check the app later,â Leeknow suggested. He leaned in to give I.N a quick kiss before heading up to his room, making sure to check in on Y/N before disappearing to take a shower.
âHow was your day, guys?â I.N asked as the rest of the boys slowly started to filter into the room.
âMissed you,â Han said automatically, crawling onto I.Nâs lap and snuggling in without a second thought.
âI missed you too, baby,â I.N replied with a smile, wrapping his arms around Han.
âIâll go check on Y/N,â Felix announced, hopping up and making his way to I.Nâs room. Once inside, he climbed onto the bed, instantly cuddling up against her.
Y/N stirred slightly, opening her eyes to see Felixâs tousled blonde hair in her face. She let out a soft giggle before speaking. âHey, bub,â she said, pressing a gentle kiss to his forehead.
âHi, hi, hi!â Felix cheered, showering her with light kisses. Knowing how much he loved to be the little spoon, she turned and held him close.
âMissed you,â she murmured, running her fingers through his hair.
âMissed you too,â he replied, wrapping his leg around her waist and burying his head against her chest. She let out a soft groan as his head nestled right on her sore breasts.
What the hell was going on with her body?
âYouâre cuddly today,â she chuckled, continuing to play with his hair.
âYou smell nice and feel soft,â he said dreamily, slowly drifting off to sleep. Y/N smiled, allowing him to relax, knowing how exhausting practice could be. She grabbed her phone, curious to check her flow app.
As she scrolled, her jaw dropped in shock. âOh noâŚâ she gasped, causing Felix to stir slightly but not wake up.
The app showed that she had missed her period. But how? She was always on top of tracking it!
Panic flooded her thoughts as she glanced at the timeâit was still only 7 in the evening. She needed to get pregnancy tests. Quickly but quietly, she wiggled out of Felixâs grip and rushed downstairs.
âWoah, woah, woah! Hey there!â Hyunjin chuckled as she nearly knocked into him.
âHey, bye!â she called over her shoulder, slipping her hand from his grip as she hurried to put on her slippers.
âAre we not getting a welcome home?â Chan yelled, but she was already out the door and in her car, heart racing.
The drive was short, but her mind was racing with negative thoughts. What if? Could she really be� She shook her head, trying to clear her thoughts as she parked.
Taking a deep breath, she stepped out and headed into the store, her heart pounding in her chest. The fluorescent lights felt almost too bright, but she pushed through, grabbing a couple of pregnancy tests and making her way to the self-checkout.
âCome on, come onâŚâ she muttered under her breath, scanning the items quickly and hoping no one was judging her for the sudden purchase. After paying, she hurried back to her car, clutching the small bag tightly.
As she drove home, every worst-case scenario flooded her mind. What if she was pregnant? How would the boys react? Would they be supportive? Or would they panic?
Pulling into the driveway, she took a moment to collect herself. She couldnât let them see her like this, all frazzled and scared. She had to stay calm.
With a deep breath, she walked inside, trying to put on a brave face. As she entered the living room, she was met with the warm chaos of her boyfriends, laughter filling the air.
"Hey, everyone!" Y/N managed to say, forcing a smile as she stepped into the living room. She hoped they wouldn't pry too much about what was in the bag she clutched tightly to her chest.
"Hey, baby!" Leeknow greeted her, the warmth in his voice putting her at ease for a moment. "I'm going to start on dinner, okay?" He leaned in and gave her a quick, reassuring kiss before heading to the kitchen.
"Where did you run off too?" Hyunjin asked, not missing a beat as he continued playing video games with Changbin. His eyes flicked to her, curiosity evident in his gaze.
"I went to get some⌠pads," she lied, her heart racing. She felt like she was about to pass out from the weight of the truth.
"You could've just asked me to run to the store, babe," Chan chimed in, looking up from his phone. "At least we know you've been feeling down lately because of your period."
"Yeah, I guess so," she replied, her voice slightly shaky. "I'm going to go put some on, then I'll come say hi properly."
"Wake up Felix for me! I don't want him sleeping too much," Leeknow called from the kitchen.
"Alright!" she responded, her mind already racing as she dashed upstairs to her room. Once inside the bathroom, she locked the door behind her, hands trembling as she read the instructions on the pregnancy test.
With each step, her anxiety spiked. "What am I going to do?" she whispered to herself, burying her head in her hands. It felt like the walls were closing in, and tears threatened to spill as she watched the timer tick down agonizingly slow. When it finally went off, she felt like she wasn't ready at all.
"Just rip it off like a band-aid. Don't be scared, Y/N," she encouraged herself, her voice barely above a whisper. She took a deep breath and turned over one of the tests.
"Oh no, no, noâŚ" she gasped, her heart plummeting as she checked the other two. They all said the same thing-positive.
That was it...it was official, she was carrying a baby.
After taking a cold shower to calm down, Y/N made her way to I.N's room to wake up Felix. He was deep in sleep, snoring softly, looking utterly peaceful.
"Baby, you have to wash up and come down for dinner," she said gently, brushing her fingers through his hair. He groaned in response and rubbed his eyes, reluctantly stirring.
Once he was up, they went their opposite ways: Y/N heading downstairs to join the rest of the boys, who were chattering and playing games. She tiptoed over to Han, who was engrossed in his phone. Leaning down, she showered him with soft kisses until his cheeks flushed a deep tomato red.
"Okay, moving on!" she giggled, moving to the next person. She made sure to repeat this with all the boys, leaving a trail of smiles in her wake, before finally settling down next to Chan, who was the only one available.
"Did you have a good day today?" Chan asked, rubbing her back lightly. "Any cramps?"
"Um, no⌠I just stayed with Innie the whole day, watching movies. What about you?" She felt a wave of uncertainty wash over her-was this the right time to tell them?
âOh, you know, the usual,â he replied, rolling his eyes playfully. She decided to give him a quick massage on his shoulder as they waited for Leeknow to finish dinner.
A few minutes later, Felix came bounding down the stairs, a bag in hand. Y/Nâs eyes widened in panic as she shot up from her seat. No way he found them!
âY/Nnie!â Felix squealed, his voice piercing through the room. Everyone turned to look at him, curiosity written on their faces.
âY/Nnie, youâre pregnant?!â Felix practically shouted, his excitement making everyoneâs jaws drop.
âWhat is he talking about?â Chan asked, looking at her with wide eyes. Y/N was in shock, quickly snatching the bag out of Felix's hand.
âFelix, how many times do I have to tell you not to go through my stuff?â she snapped, her heart racing.
âI was just grabbing my moisturizer from your bathroomâŚâ he said, taking a step back, frowning.
âWait, hold on. Why are you getting mad at him?â Changbin stood up, his brows furrowing. âAre you pregnant?â
I.N grabbed the bag from her, ripping it open to pull out the pregnancy tests. âHoly shit⌠s-sheâs actually pregnantâŚâ His eyes widened in disbelief as he lost his balance, falling back into his seat, while Chan snatched the tests from his hands.
"You didn't tell us?" Chan looked at her, disappointment etched on his face.
"I took three tests, and they all say the same thing," she replied, feeling tears welling up again. "I don't know what to do!"
Chan immediately wrapped his arms around her, pulling her into a comforting embrace.
"What's all the commotion?" Leeknow asked, walking into the room, a knife in hand.
"Y/N's pregnant," Seungmin repeated, almost in disbelief.
"What? I thought⌠wait, hold onâŚ" Leeknow huffed, scanning the room for a seat as if he needed to process this news.
"I-I⌠I'm sorry, okay? I just took the test. I was going to tell you guys."
"When?" Han pouted, crossing his arms.
"I don't know! I freaked out! This is a lot, okay?" she huffed, wrapping her arms around herself.
"Is that why you ran out of the house?" Hyunjin asked, and she nodded, looking away.
"Holy shi- a baby? A whole babyâŚ" Chan gasped, glancing around the room as if the walls were closing in on them.
"Is that why your stomach feels weird noona?" I.N asked looking at her curiously.
"That's probably one of the reasons yeah," she replied.
"Wah.." he gasped looking amazed. He knew something was off earlier on. He had felt it.
"I never knew it would be this soon," Seungmin said. He was honestly confused and didn't know how to feel about the situation. He just felt bad for her because she was probably scared shitless.
"okay.." Leeknow finally spoke, "we need to have a conversation about condoms and how to use them because obviously one of you slipped up," he rolled his eyes looking at the boys. They all laugh but try to hide it making it even more funnier.
Chan on the other hand looked stressed as fuck.
"Chan say something please.." She begged looking at him.
"oh baby girl, i'm just in shock thats all," he sighed wiping away her stray tears. "I can⌠I can abort itâ"
âNO!â they all shouted in unison, causing her to flinch.
âYou actually want me to keep it?â It was her turn to sit down, the weight of the situation crashing over her. Was this actually happening?
âI mean⌠yeah?â Changbin shrugged. âI donât mind it.â
âI wouldnât mind having a kid running around,â Felix added, his face lighting up at the thought.
"That would actually be sick, imagine a baby coming with us on tour!" Hyunjin hyped up the situation even more.
"What if there twins?!" Seungmin claps his hands in excitement.
"or Quadtruplets?!" Han gasps.
"Those do run in my family," I.N says smirking.
Y/n couldnt help but smile at the fact that they where excited for this. It made her feel a little better now although she still wasn't sure about the whole situation.
"Plus, we're all financially stable to take care of one. I don't see why not," Han chimed in, nodding in agreement
"Okay, woah, woah, woah, guys. Let's slow down for a second and ask the person who's actually carrying the baby if they're okay with it," Chan said, raising his hands to calm the excitement.
Everyone's eyes landed on her, anticipation hanging thick in the air. Y/N took a deep breath, her heart racing. She really wasnt expecting this at all and although she felt like she wasnt ready, the way the boys looked at her with hope was the only answer she needed.
"Oh⌠I guess⌠let's have a baby? I just-what if I'm not ready for this? What if it changes everything?"
"Life is full of surprises," Chan said gently, kissing her forehead. "But we'll face whatever comes next together. You're strong, and we're all in this with you."
"I⌠I guess it's just a lot to take in," she admitted, wiping away a few more stray tears. "I wasn't expecting this."
"None of us were," Felix said, a small smile breaking through his breaking through his worry. "But we'll make it work. We're a family, right?"
"Right," Y/N replied, feeling a flicker of hope. "I just need some time to process it all.â
"Take all the time you need jagi," Hyunjin reassured her.
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dating him | lee felix
â if you win this round, iâll give you a kiss â
chan | lee know | changbin | hyunjin | han | FELIX | seungmin | jeongin
lee felix
the pda king that u are
sorry to get straight to the point but
heâs always touching u in some way đ
obsessed iâm telling u
whether thatâs a hand on ur back pocket, maybe ur intertwined hands in his hoodie pocket, his legs over urs on the couch
he just wants to be touching u all the time bc he is just a lovestruck boy at the end of the day
and there is no feeling more blissful than having you so close to him
i 100% stand by the idea that he would be so insufferable if circumstances were to separate u for a moment
would send u 91837473 texts
calls u too if u arenât busy
most preferably facetime so he can see u
the boys end up gifting him a pillow with ur face on it bc he just would not shut up about missing u
he is also the saw this n thought of u texts
yes thatâs why u receive a million texts
bc a million things remind him of u
he sees a spoon?
hey! u use a spoon too!
the weather is nice?
he has to tell you that! he knows u love when the weather is nice!
speaking of texts, good morning and good evening texts at the most abnormal hours
(sent at 3:24pm) good morning princess â¤ď¸
(sent at 5:11pm) goodnight my love
moving on
u two actually dated bc of hyunjin
look i know felix is extremely good looking and handsome and could pull 92848 girls
but he is honestly just such a shy boy
âhi, felix lost his number. can u give him yours instead?â
âdid u just hit on me for him?â
đđđđđ
TEARSSSSS like hyunjin is shameless
but whatever, it worked
sometimes felix sends him a gift too on ur anniversary bc itâs all thanks to him
one of his favorite memories of u two dating is when u taught him how to braid his hair
who knew it could be so convenient
and look THAT good too
u catch his hair braided while gaming when u surprise visit once
it isnât as neat as it wouldâve been if u were the one who did it
but u could recognize that technique anywhere
itâs the one uâd taught him noooooo đ
love language: physical touch and baking sessions and teaching u to game
physical touch done
next up .. baking sessions
u could either make the best batch of brownies or almost burn the kitchen down bc u two were too busy making out
uâd also get into a mini food fight
would 100% put red icing on ur lips and blue on his and say u two should make purple
he thinks heâs so cool and smooth
whoâs gonna tell him
heâs a LEWSERRRRR but your loser
felix just honestly is happy he gets to combine two of his favorites: baking and u
and then thereâs him teaching u to game
he would be so patient with u
and if u were playing, heâd be by ur side the whole time and coaching u
heâd take videos and photos for sure
if heâs the one playing, best believe youâre on his lap if the game isnât all that competitive
âboooooo! hyung!â â jeongin 2024
he says that bc while felix was communicating, he heard u
felix also strikes me as the type to build u a world in minecraft
heâd make you a cute little house with cherry blossoms around and a garden and a pet
and he calls you just to RAMBLE excitedly about it
man heâs just too cute what the hell đđđđ
his dates are actually kind of expensive
and his gifts too
heâd be like âno no no i swear it isnât expensiveâ
and itâs a louis vitton necklace or smthn
u have so many cute dresses
he especially loves picnics with wine and fresh fruits and carefully made sandwiches in a basket
and FRUIT PICKING
he would love that so much
i think felix would also love if u helped him dye his hair
bc again .. he loves having u close
so i said changbin fails at legos right
felix is too good
he LOVES legos
he even buys u those flower ones
he would do anything to spend time w u
including legos
he particularly loves that it takes kind of a long time so u two would be together the whole time
anyways felix is honestly just such a sweetheart
very very very green flag behavior
he respects ur needs
listens to u without judgement
u have such a healthy relationship with his family
like his mom calls you
âhi! felix isnât home rnâ
âoh no no, i called to say hi to youâ
oh they love you
gagged felix
u have dates with his sisters
and it confuses him too like
u would come over their house and heâd tell his family like oh! my gf is allergic to this!
his mom replies âi knowâ
LIKE WDYM YOU KNOW
felix couldnât be any more happy anyway
itâs great
congratulations â¤ď¸
note. credits to user @.luvknow for the layout of this post! let me know what you think! please discuss these with me iâm crazy
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I Don't Want You Like a Best Friend - Lee Felix
Pairing: Felix x fem!reader
Warnings: smut!!, fluff (like so much), angst (if you squint), felix and readers being oblivious idiots in love.
Summary: You have been in love with Felix, your best friend, since the first time you laid your eyes on him. But you never said anything about it, too afraid to ruin your friendship that you treasured so much. So, when a pretty boy asks you out on a date, you accept, figuring it is the best way to get over your stupid crush. But your best friend doesn't seem so happy about it. Based on "Dress" by Taylor Swift.
Word Count: 6k
PS: I uploaded this on AO3 and thought it'd be fun to post it here as well!
MASTERLIST // my Ko-Fi
Thereâs an indentation in the shape of you
âAnd? What do you think?âÂ
Felix lifted his head up as he heard you walking inside the room once again wearing the dress. His eyes widened and his heart started beating faster and louder. His gaze raked your body up and down a couple of times and he tried to play nonchalant.
âU-uh, you look very pretty, Y/N. Heâll love itâ Felix smile.
Yes. Heâll love it.Â
Truth is, you had met this cute guy at the coffee shop you and Felix frequently visit before you drop him at the studio every day. His name was Ashton. He had a charming smile and he had been brave enough to ask you for your phone number while complimenting your looks. You were almost a stuttering mess while you typed in your number in his phone, then he winked and left the coffee shop, leaving you with a slight blush in your cheeks.Â
Felix had returned to you with both of your orders with a smile. You told him about Ashton and he had promised he would help you with him. Later that day, he asked you out on a date. Todayâs date.Â
You turned around and looked at yourself in the mirror, you liked the dress. It was a pretty cream colour with little flowers on it, a heart-like cleavage and lace on the pretty top.Â
You were oblivious to Felixâs adoring eyes behind you. He was trying to memorize every single detail of your beautiful form. The heavy stone in his stomach was a bother, it was pure jealousy. And sadness too.Â
He wouldâve given anything to be the one who takes you on dates.Â
âThank you, Lixâ you smiled at him. âCould you pass me those earrings please?â
âOf course, darlingâ he said, standing up and walking towards your nightstand. He came back with the earrings and gave them to you, as you smiled and thanked him.Â
As you put the earrings on your earlobes, you started thinking. How would you like for Felix to be the one who is taking you on this date. You would love to be with him. Itâs the only thing youâve yearned and craved for years. Youâd give up anything for Felix to crumble into his knees and beg you not to go.Â
To stay with him. To be with him.Â
You sighed as you looked at yourself in the mirror. You noticed that he hadnât stopped staring at you. Why doesnât he say something?
You turned to look at him and your gazes met. His breathing turned a little choppy, from the nervousness. He pressed his lips together, like he was about to say something and your eyebrows arched in desperation.Â
âI-â
And then your phone started ringing. You clenched your eyelids and grabbed your phone that was sitting face up on the bed, making Felix catch who was calling: Ashton.Â
âHeyâ you said after clearing your throat.Â
âHey, Y/Nâ Ashton said. Felix frowned. No âprettyâ, no âbeautifulâ, just Y/N. âIâm right outside, would you mind coming down?â
âOf course. Give me a couple of minutesâ you faked a smile. He caught it.Â
All of this silence and patience,
pining and anticipation
You got to the door and grabbed the keys. âI donât even know why Iâm nervousâ you tried to shake off the anxiety lurking in your head.Â
But Felix could read you like a fucking book.Â
You werenât nervous.Â
You were aching. He knew you didnât want to go. But why couldnât he just say something?
âI- Y/N-â he stammered.Â
You looked into his eyes. âYes?â
âI- I just-â
Ashtonâs honk made you both startle. âWhatâs up?â you said impatiently.Â
âN-nothing. Have a great time. Ashtonâs really luckyâ he said, giving you his signature tight-lipped smile and walking towards his room.Â
You sighed as soon as he was out of view and pressed your eyes shut tightly, praying not to cry or else you would ruin your makeup. Or give yourself away. You opened the door and walked the steps of the stairs down.Â
Felix locked himself in his room, his fists clenched against his sides as his back pressed itself to the door. He was so angry at himself.Â
When did he become such a coward?
He heard commotion outside, from the open window of the balcony. He walked outside, and looked down. He saw Ashton, who had dark black hair, was big and bulky and was wearing formal clothes.Â
Ashton was the total opposite as him. Felix had blonde hair, brown eyes and he liked to use beanies and wear baggy clothes with jewelry.Â
Felix noticed that Ashtonâs hands were empty. No flowers.Â
He rolled his eyes. He just wished you would notice that he wasnât right for you. Because what was right for you, was standing right above you.Â
Staring hopelessly as you drove away.
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You arrived at the restaurant and Ashton led you towards the table he had reserved.Â
âYou like pizza, right?â he asked with a smile, as he sat down on his seat.Â
With a blink of your eyes, you just stood staring at him. You were waiting for him to pull your chair out and help you in. Felix does that. You mentally rolled your eyes and smiled at him. âYes, yes, I doâ you slightly lied as you took a seat. Itâs not that you didnât like pizza⌠itâs just that it wouldâve been nice if heâd ask you what you like. Felix wouldâve- STOP.Â
You scolded yourself mentally and tried to focus on the man in front of you.Â
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âSo, what music do you like?â Ashton asked.Â
You put your glass down and smiled. âOh, well, Iâm into pop music, mostly. I like k-pop, too. A lotâ you nodded. âMy best friendâs in-â you stopped yourself.Â
âHeâsâŚ?â he trailed off waiting for you to continue.Â
âHeâs in a bandâ
âA k-pop band?â he asked, his eyebrows furrowing with a smile.
âYeah. Theyâre great, actuallyâ you smiled. âWhat do you listen to?â
Ashton sighed. âWell, Iâm into country musicâ
âOh, like⌠what? Taylor Swift, Shania Twain, Little Big Town?â you asked, remembering a couple of bands and singers you liked.
âNah, they sound too pop for meâ he nodded with a shrug. âIâm more into Morgan Wallenâ
Yikes.
âRightâ you trailed off.Â
âHeâs great. You should listen to his music, actuallyâÂ
I pass. âYeah, sure. Iâll listen to some of his stuffâ you faked a promise.Â
You couldnât stop thinking about him. Every little thing he said or did, you compared it to what Felix did. He was so different from him.
Ashton kept talking and you couldnât help but wander your eyes around his features. He was so different. He wasnât ugly. Not at all. He was very handsome. You knew that you could easily date this guy. He was sweet. But he was nothing like him. He wasnât Felix.Â
âHey, you okay?â Ashton woke you up from your daydreaming by putting his palm on top of the back of your hand. âYou look like you were gone for a couple of secondsâ he chuckled.Â
You smiled slightly at him and then shook your head. âY-yeah, itâs just uh-â
âHere you go, guysâ the waiter came with their order. âA margherita with garlicâ he said and placed the pizza in the middle of the table.Â
âThank youâ Ashton nodded.Â
Once the waiter was gone, Ashton smiled.
âShall we?âÂ
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Felix was staring at his phone.Â
He was busy texting Chan, who was the only person that he had confessed his feelings towards you. The other band members were aware, because Felix made it too obvious, but the blonde hadnât said anything to them.Â
Felix: I donât know what to do, man.
Chan: Why didnât you try to stop her?
Exactly. Why didnât he try to stop her?
The answer was pretty simple.
Felix: Because Iâm a coward.
Felix: Thatâs why.
He sighed, staring at the ceiling. It was eating him up.Â
Chan: Youâre not. But seriously, you need to tell her, man.Â
Heâs right.Â
Chan: Or else, when will you do it? What if Y/N really likes the guy and decides to pursue a romantic relationship with him?
Shit.Â
What if you really liked this dude?
Chan: Think about it.Â
He really needed you home.Â
He needed to tell you.
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You chewed on the pizza while Ashton was telling you an anecdote from one of his friends. You had lost the storyâs thread a long time ago and at this point, you were just staring at his forehead with only one thing in mind: getting home to Felix.Â
âY/N?â he asked with a frown.Â
Shit. This was like the third time you had zoned out.Â
âHey, are you okay? I promise I wonât get mad, but is there something going on?â
You bit your lip and then released it. âNo- I mean, yesâ you stammered.Â
âWhat is it? Do you feel okay, do you-â
âNo, Ashton, just-â you cut yourself off with a huff. âI need to go homeâ
âOh-â
âBy myselfâ you clarified when you saw him start to grab his stuff. âIâm so sorry, really. You seem like a very good guy but-â
âYou like someone else, am I right?â Ashton smiled sadly.
You pressed your lips together. âNo.â
Ashton nodded. âYou love someone elseâ
He wasnât asking. It was a statement.
And then you nodded.Â
âI get it. I do, tooâ Ashton said, his face red. âI- Iâm sorry too. I used this excuse of a date to get over someone. And Iâve been trying so hard but-â
âYou just canât get them out of your headâ you completed.
âExactlyâ Ashton said with a chuckle.
âI knowâ you smiled. âIâm sorryâ
âNo, donât apologise. I figuredâ he shrugged.Â
âAt least let me pay. I mean, you really tried to be nice and I just kept zoning outâ You tried.
âItâs okay, Y/N, I promiseâ
âNo, itâs not. Reallyâ you pleaded.
Ashton smiled. âAlright. But only if we split the check⌠and I get to take the pizza homeâ he smirked.
You chuckled. âYou got yourself a deal, misterâ
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Felix opened the kitchen cabinet and took out the brownie jar, leaving it on the counter. He then stared at it.Â
You made your mark on me,
a golden tattoo
You were everywhere. Including in that stupid jar of brownies. It reminded him how he had made them for you. Because he knew you absolutely loved his baking.Â
A key digging into the keyhole startled him and he put the jar away, choosing not to eat due to the heavy anxiety sitting at the pit of his tummy.Â
You got inside the apartment, panting heavily.Â
His eyebrows furrowed as he saw you close the door quickly and throw your stuff on the couch. âHey, youâre home early. Everything okay?â he asked, getting worried.Â
âI know⌠Iâm fineâ you said, getting nervous all of a sudden.Â
Felix nodded, leaning against the counter. âHow did it go?â he asked shyly.Â
You sighed and looked away. âUm⌠terribleâ you chuckled to yourself.
Felix felt ashamed, but he was kind of glad to hear that. âOh. Iâm- Iâm sorry to hear that, darlingâ he told you, lying.Â
âWell, Iâm notâ you said, feeling your heartbeat getting louder and faster by the second.
His eyebrows furrowed. âWhyâs that? Did he do something to you?â he asked, getting angry.Â
âNo, no, noâ you quickly shook your head. âHe was nice, and⌠polite. But he wasnât⌠he just wasnâtâŚâ you stammered.Â
Felix started walking towards you. âHey⌠tell meâ he said, putting his hands on your bare shoulders. âHe wasnât what?â
You swallowed, feeling your throat getting dry, like sandpaper. âHe just wasnât youâ you whispered.
But he caught it. He felt his heart drop. You couldnât have just said that, did you?. âWhat?â he asked, confused.Â
You looked away and took in a deep breath. âI was just dressing up for someone that I wish that it was you⌠I wished you wouldâve told me not to go on that date. To stop me. I wish the date I went on today⌠I wish my date had been you, Felixâ you confessed.Â
He blinked a couple of times, trying to let the new information sink in, while his hands on your shoulders dropped to rest by his sides.Â
âI kept⌠comparing him to youâ you told him. âEvery single thing he did, I just kept thinking what you wouldâve done. Or said. Or the things he didnât do, and how I know you wouldâve done. Like- fuck, like pulling my chair for me to sit inâ you chuckled slightly. âCause youâre in my mind all the time. Youâre all I think about, Lix. And it drives me crazyâ
Felix shook his head. âY/N-â
âI know. Iâm sorryâ you apologized. âThis is a lot. I know. And I get it if you donât feel the same, I do-â
Your rambling was cut short when a pair of hands grabbed your cheeks and pulled you into the most magical kiss of your entire life. He was holding your head still, angling it so he could kiss you as he liked, pushing his tongue into your mouth, while it curled with yours. His kiss had swallowed your surprised gasp, turning into a moan that vibrated against his lips.Â
Felix pulled away from your mouth and pressed his forehead against yours, your breaths mingling together as you panted from the intensity of your first kiss.Â
âY/NâŚâ he mumbled in a desperate hush.
Say my name and everything just stops,
I donât want you like a best friend
âI love youâ he whispered, making you gasp internally. âIâve always loved you, in fact. I was just- just so fucking terrified of you rejecting me and I didnât wanna ruin our friendshipâÂ
You smiled, shaking your head. âFelix⌠how is it possible that you didnât notice how head over heels in love I am with you?â you asked him, with a chuckle.
Felix pressed a long kiss to your lips. âI love youâ he said, looking into your eyes. âI-â kiss. âlove-â kiss. âyou-â kiss. âso-â kiss. âmuchâ he finished with an open-mouthed kiss that made your knees wobble.Â
His kiss made you warm inside⌠and another place. You shifted, pressing your thighs together as he continued kissing the life out of you.Â
With a pant, you pulled away slightly, your noses rubbing against each otherâs. âLixâŚâ
âYeah?â he asked, pressing a kiss to your nose.Â
âTake me to bedâ you whispered.
He pulled his face back with a pained groan. âY/N, I want to, I swear but⌠I wanna do this right. I want to take you out on a date and-â
âMe too, I know, but I need you right now. So badâ you pleaded, your eyes searching his.Â
Felix was only human. He couldnât resist such temptation, and the fact that you were literally begging him to fuck you. He saw it in your eyes.Â
He took you by surprise by crouching down slightly, placing his palms on the back of your thighs and hoisting you up, making you squeal in surprise. You crossed your legs behind his back and pressed your lips against his as he walked with you in his arms towards his bedroom.Â
You didnât know how he managed to walk with you in his arms while kissing him without bumping into anything. He kicked the door open and walked towards the bed, throwing you into the center of it. You bounced on the mattress with a surprised gasp and stared at him with doe eyes as his hand went to the back of the neck from his shirt, pulling it over his head, and throwing it on the floor.Â
Felix decided to give you a show and clenched his stomach, showcasing his very defined abs.Â
That motherfucker, you thought to yourself.Â
âSee something you like?â he teased you, with a smirk, as he watched you stare deeply at his stomach.
Your eyes met his and you let your head fall onto your shoulder. âOh, yeah, pretty much everythingâ you said, letting your eyes dance over his figure.Â
Felix smirked and moved his hand to the belt of his jeans, unfastening it torturously slow and throwing it where he had thrown the shirt before. He then crawled up to your shivering frame and put his hands on each side of your head, dipping his head to catch your lips into a drugging kiss.Â
Your hands grabbed at his back, trying to pull him to drop his weight on top of you and he obeyed, pressing his hips first so that his bulge was pressing against your crotch, making both of you groan. Your nails dug into his back as you continued kissing, definitely marking him up.Â
His hands traveled to the edge of your dress, his hands dipping under it and caressing your soft skin. His kisses drifted to your neck, biting your soft flesh, making you gasp.Â
âYouâre so beautifulâ he mumbled against your skin. He licked at a certain spot in your neck and then bit it, making your arch your back. âSo, so beautifulâÂ
Suddenly, he pulled away completely, grabbing your arms to sit you up. He turned you around softly, making you kneel on the bed, facing the wall. His soft fingers caressed the zip of your dress, grabbing at it and slowly pulling it down all the way. His hands dipped inside of the dress and pulled it off, and he stared at your braless back. The dress was pooling at your waist by now and you swallowed, trying to find the courage to turn around and reveal yourself.Â
He dropped a kiss to the side of your neck, sensing your nervousness.Â
You turned around slowly, looking into his eyes, as his dropped down immediately to your chest, noticing how they were black at this point from lust.Â
You felt nervous under his gaze and you couldnât help but say something.
âItâs for youâŚâ you breathed out.Â
His eyes fluttered a couple of times and looked at you. âWhat?â he mumbled, confused.Â
âI bought it for you. The dressâŚâ you said, licking your lips and trying to find the words that were threatening to die on your throat. âI wanted you to see me in it⌠I wanted you to take it off from meâÂ
Only bought this dress so you could take it off.Â
Felix let out a ragged breath out, cupping your face and bringing you into another drugging kiss. His hot breath hitting your upper lip and the way his hands slid from your cheeks to your back, made you arch your back and press your bare chest against his. The skin to skin contact made you shiver and you both groaned.Â
Your hands were gripping his wrists, as he continued kissing you as he liked.Â
His hands drifted to where your dress was sitting, bunched on your waist, and he grabbed it, pulling it off.Â
The action made you stumble on the bed slowly on your back as you lifted your hips up so he could take off the dress completely.
Once he got it out, he chucked it on the floor and got on top of you once again. He dug his face into your neck, kissing and nipping at your skin, and his mouth started to drift further down your body. At this point, he was leaving dark purple marks on your skin, but you didnât mind. Not one bit.Â
His hot mouth stopped at the valley of your breasts, his hands enveloping each one and letting his thumb run across your nipple, making you shudder and let out a whine.Â
Felix bit into your skin and then pressed your breasts together, burying his head into your chest, letting his lips suckle and bite at your nipples. Your hands carded through his hair and held him in place as his ministrations made you moan.Â
âLix, pleaseâ you whined, pressing the back of your head against the pillow.Â
He suckled once and lifted his head to stare at you. âWhat? What do you want, baby?â he asked in a whisper.Â
âI- I justâŚâ
âUse your wordsâ he urged.
You swallowed and propped yourself on your elbows, staring at him with a soft panting. âI want you to go lowerâ you told him, trembling and slightly scared of his reaction.Â
You had asked him to do something that no one had done to you before.Â
He smirked and pressed a soft kiss to your lips, then pulled away to continue kissing his way down to your stomach. He bit at the skin close to your navel as his hands caressed your skin down to your thighs, opening them up.Â
Felix pressed a kiss to your pubic bone, over your panties, and then his fingers curled on the band of the lace, tugging them down your long legs torturously slow.Â
You got shy and nervous all of a sudden and pressed your thighs together. You felt a little stupid, knowing that you were the one that had asked him to do that. His hands grabbed your thighs and gently pulled them apart, sending you a wink and a little smile, reassuring you it was okay.Â
His gaze settled on your core and you blushed, feeling your face turn hot. Felix let his fingers dance your slit, collecting the wetness pooling there. He then pressed his fingers to his mouth, sucking them clean with a groan.Â
With an animalistic groan, he dove his face into your core, dipping his fingers inside of you and sucking on your clit. Your back arched violently as your fingers gripped on his hair, pressing his head into your heat. You moaned in surprise and tugged on Felixâs hair, making him groan against your flesh. He liked that.
He scissored his fingers, dragging them against your walls.Â
âYeah, just like that, Lix. Fuckâ you moaned breathily.Â
His free hand caressed and gripped your thigh as he continued his ministrations. He pulled out his fingers and licked them clean, once again. Then, his tongue licked over your hole and pressed the tip of it inside of you.Â
âFuck, Iâm close, Lixâ you said, continuing to grip his hair tightly, pressing him against your cunt.Â
His thumb rubbed tight circles on your clit, making your back arch and release your orgasm on his tongue with a long moan. You laid gasping, with your hands on your stomach as he pressed kisses on your shaking thighs and caressing your skin. âYou okay, beautiful?â he asked, crawling towards you to press a kiss on your cheek.Â
You nodded, curling your arms around his neck and bringing him closer. His mouth went to kiss your neck once again, laying half of his weight on top of you.
âThis is all Iâve wantedâ he whispered against your neck, his deep voice vibrating against your skin making you shiver. Your fingers caressed the back of his neck, his words were making your heart beat louder. âAll Iâve dreamed aboutâ he whispered, kissing your flesh.
âGod, me tooâ you whispered back. âYouâre all I wantâ
Felix lifted his head and pressed his forehead against yours. âI love youâÂ
âI love youâ you said to him with a smile and kissed him, trying to show him all the love you held in your heart for him.Â
Inescapable, Iâm not even going to try
And if I get burned, at least we were electrified
One of his hands made its way to your head, holding you in place while the other drew patterns on the skin of your waist, gripping it a little. He pulled away from the kiss, stared at your mouth and pressed two more kisses.
Your hands that were on his neck, made their way down to his jeans, unbuttoning them. âTake them offâ you whispered against his mouth, kissing him again.Â
He pressed two more kisses to your mouth and lifted himself from on top of you to take his jeans, letting them drop on the floor as he stepped out of them.Â
The bulge in his boxers made you whimper and bit your lip. He saw your face and smirked, hooking his fingers in the waistband and pulling them down his legs, standing naked in front of you.Â
He crawled back on top of you, claiming your mouth in a kiss full of tongue and heavy breathing. You moaned, grabbing his arm with one hand and the other one pressed against his chest.Â
The hand on his chest drifted down to his pelvis, curling around his erection, making him groan and bite your lip.Â
âWhat- what are you doing?â he asked, pulling away from your mouth, his eyebrows furrowing and twisting in pleasure as your hand started moving up and down over his shaft, his thumb wiping his tip.Â
You smirked, sticking your tongue out and licking his lips sensually. âReturning the favorâ you whispered hotly against his lips.Â
He let you continue for a few seconds before grabbing your wrist and pulling it away from his shaft. âNext time, okay? I wanna come inside of youâ he said, kissing your cheek.Â
You nodded and smiled when he pressed more kisses to your cheeks. âDo you have a condom?â you asked.Â
He pulled away and stuck his arm out to his nightstand, pulling out a condom from the first drawer. Felix lifted himself up slightly, rolling the condom on his cock and then went back to his last position on top of you.Â
The head of his cock nudged your entrance, making you gasp and dig your nails on his shoulders. His nose brushed against yours as he slid inside of you, swallowing your gasp with a kiss.Â
He bottomed out, giving you a couple of seconds to adjust to his thick length. His hands were gripping the sheets tightly, trying to refrain from driving into you at a wild pace.Â
âAre you okay?â he asked, sounding kind of strangled.Â
âYeah, yeahâ you nodded breathily. âYou can moveâ
âFuckâ he whispered, pressing his face against your neck and started to snap his hips against yours. âFuck, youâre so tight, babyâ he groaned.Â
You moaned with every thrust, your nails raking his back. âOh, God, Lixâ you gasped in a whine, feeling full and overwhelmed, in the best kind of way possible.
His hips were moving steadily as his mouth enveloped yours, trying to hold the urge to slam his hips against yours. One of his hands went to one of your breasts, gripping it tightly, his thumb sliding over your nipple, making you cry out.Â
âLix, faster⌠pleaseâ you pleaded, and it was enough for him to grab your thigh, pulling it over his waist and fucking you deeper and faster, the sinful sound of skin slapping on skin invading the room in a constant echo. âGod! Just like thatâ you continued whispering his name over and over, like a prayer.
âYouâre so beautifulâ he whispered against your lips before claiming your mouth with a kiss. âI love you. Youâre the love of my life, Y/N. Itâs always been youâ he continued whispering against your lips, getting closer to the edge with every thrust.Â
âIâm yours⌠yours. All yoursâ you gasped when you felt his fingers starting to rub circles on your clit, trying to get you closer to your orgasm. âLix- Lix, Iâm close, so fucking closeâ
âGood, come with me, baby. I need you to comeâ he said, sticking his tongue out and licking your throat and then biting your skin, making you clench around him, finding the action super hot. âGod, youâre so tightâ he babbled.
You arched your back as you felt your orgasm rush through you in a hot wave across your body, making you moan and curl your fingers on his bicep, digging his nails against the skin.Â
Felixâs face fell to your neck as he thrust hard a couple of times before spilling inside the condom with a moan muffled against your skin. His body shook with aftershocks from the earth-shattering orgasm he just had as he felt his body go limp and fall against yours.
You wrapped your limbs around him, holding him tightly against you as you both tried to regain your breathing. Your hands caressed his back while your nose nuzzled against the shell of his ear.Â
Felix lifted his head up and looked down at her, his eyes searching yours. He then smiled, pressing his mouth against yours, his hand caressing your hair.Â
He pulled away and you saw the love in his eyes. How lucky you were.
You could live like this, knowing that there was so much love inside of him. For you. He loved you.Â
Yes, you were so lucky.Â
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You threw your head back in laughter, holding your glass of wine as Felix made you laugh, telling some stupidity as you both felt the effects from the alcohol running through your veins.Â
You both decided to jump into the bath after two more rounds of passionate sex and treat yourselves with some wine.Â
âGod, I donât know how you dated herâ you laughed. âShe was so dumbâ
âYeah, I knowâ he nodded, looking away. âShe- truth is, and Iâm gonna sound like an asshole, but⌠I dated her because she looked like youâ he said.Â
You pulled your face back in surprise. Felix had dated this bimbo named Julia a couple of months ago, and now that you recall her face, she did look like you.Â
âWowâ you giggled. âYeah⌠she didâÂ
Felix groaned, burying his face into the palm of his hand.Â
âDonât be embarrassedâ you told him, getting closer to him, placing your palm on his cheek, urging him to look at you with a nudge. âHey, look at meâ you said, and Felix slowly looked at you and you noticed the pretty blush sitting on his cheeks, giving his freckles a colorful background. âItâs alright, weâve all had our moments to forget about someone. I mean, I cannot blame you. I literally just came from a date hours ago, one that I went to forget about youâ
âYeah, and look how that wentâ Felix said with a smirk.
âOh, it went goodâ you smirked, climbing on top of him, with the glass in your hand. Your knee slid a little, making you stumble a bit and he grabbed your waist to steady you, the movement causing to make you spill some of the red liquid on the water.Â
âNo! Carefulâ Felix laughed, making you laugh back.
âI almost slipped, Iâm sorryâ you chuckled, leaving the glass on the floor and curling your arms around his neck.Â
You two stared at each other and you felt his wet, warm hands sliding over your back in a sweet caress. âYouâre so beautiful, you know that?â he said, pressing kisses on your face. âEthereal, I swear to Godâ he whispered, making you bite your lip.
âAre you even real?â you whispered. âI think Iâm just imagining youâÂ
Felix made a movement with his pelvis, making his hard on nudge against your core. âDo you think thatâs fake?â he asked, his deep voice making you clench around nothing.
You gasped, your nails digging into his back. âNo⌠no, thatâs definitely realâ you gasped.Â
Iâm spilling wine in the bathtub
You kiss my face and weâre both drunk
Everyone thinks that they know us, but they know nothing
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You looked at yourself in the mirror after finishing the last touches of blush on your cheeks. Your fingers glided over the pretty dress that you had bought. For him. For the right person.Â
Your person.
A vibration made you look down to the phone laying on the bathroom counter.Â
Felix: You ready, my love?
You giggled at the message, feeling like a little kid. You quickly replied, telling him that you were going and left the bathroom, putting your stuff inside your purse.Â
Sliding your shoes on your feet, you felt your heart starting to beat faster in nervousness, but in excitement as well.Â
This was going to be the best date ever. Not because of what you were doing. But because of who you were going with.Â
You opened the door of your bedroom and saw him standing there with a nervous smile and a bouquet of flowers in his hands. Your favourite flowers.Â
With a gasp, your hands flew to cover your mouth.Â
âBabyâ you whispered, extending your hands to grab the bouquet. âOh my God, I donât know what to say. Theyâre so beautifulâ
Felix smiled in pride, seeing your face and how it lit up when you saw the flowers. âDo you like them?â he asked, getting a little shy.
âLike them?â you gasped with a smile. âI love them, honey. I love youâ you said, curling your free arm around his neck and bringing him into a passionate kiss.Â
HIs hands fell to your waist, pulling you closer against him.Â
âI love youâ you whispered again into his lips.
âI love youâ he whispered back. âSo, so muchâÂ
As he continued to press kisses into your mouth, you started to wonder: how were you deserving of such a wonderful man? So attentive, so caring and thoughtful.Â
âI donât deserve youâ you let it slip up.
Felixâs eyebrows furrowed, pulling his face back, getting serious out of a sudden. âDonât say thatâ he whispered. âOf course you do. We deserve each other. We deserve to be with each other after so much waiting. After so much piningâ he said, caressing your cheek with the back of his fingers.
You looked at him, tears pooling in your eyes.
âHey, no, donât cryâ he said with a smile, making you mirror his expression, letting out a laugh as a single tear rolled down your cheek and he caught it, brushing it away. âCome on, as much as Iâd like to stare at your pretty face all day⌠we have a date going onâ he smirked.
You bit your lip and you kissed him. âLetâs goâ you smiled at him.
⌠. ăâş ă . ⌠. ăâş ă . âŚ
And I woke up just in time,Â
now I wake up by your side.
With a content sigh, your eyes fluttered open and stretched your limbs, feeling your cheek squished against your loverâs chest. You cranked your neck to stare at his pretty face, still asleep.Â
Hoisting yourself on your elbows, you admired all his facial features. His beautiful nose.
His perfect lips.Â
His lashes.
His freckles.
God, his freckles. Did they made you weak in the knees.Â
You bit your lip, wondering how the hell was this man yours. He had seen you at your worst. And he still stayed.Â
Even in my worst times, you could see the best in me
Flashback to my mistakes,
my rebounds,
my earthquakes
Even in my worst lies, you saw the truth in me
He was everything to you. He had you, in the palm of his hand. He could crush you, in any second, he could do anything he wanted with you. And he chose to cherish you. Love you. Worship you.Â
He was your angel. And your sunshine.Â
His eyes fluttered open and smiled when he caught your face.Â
âHello handsomeâ you whispered, placing your hand on his cheek, caressing his supple skin.Â
He let out a breath, out of content. âHello, beautifulâ
Yeah, he was your everything.
My one and only,
my lifeline.
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SUMMER DAYS
synopsis. ęŠ what itâs like to spend your summer days at Saltburn.
authorâs note. âż this was supposed to be a drabble/headcannon but i canât write anything short it seems; allusions to smut, fluff.
at breakfast
you sat next in between Venetia and Farleigh, across from your lover, Felix. Sir James would ask you if you slept well and had a good night, a kind and common courtesy for any guest heâs hosting at his home. Everyone turned to you as you nodded, recalling the night before. It was spent in Felixâs room, his hand over your mouth as you moaned, careful not to wake anyone up.
âYes, I slept well,â You answered. Everyone probably noted that your hair indicated other wise, just slightly messier and unkempt than itâs usually been in the morning. But you wondered if everyone could see the cheeky smile on the boy across from you at the table.
in the pool
You swam after breakfast with Venetia while the boys sat in the lounge chairs. Youâd asked Felix to swim with you but he insisted he'd finish the book he was reading. While Farleigh got into the pool after a few splashes from Venetia, it seemed as though Felix needed more convincing.
"Don't you wanna get in the pool?" You asked Felix, crawling up his body on the chair. "The water's nice, it'll cool you down-" he started tickling you before you could finish your argument, trying to get your wet body away from his.
"Christ, you're cold!" He laughed as you attempted to fight back, pushing away his arms with yours.
"Fine, you want me to go in?" He caved, picking your body up from on top of him and walking over to the ledge of the pool. "You first."
You screamed as Felix threw you from his arms into the hair, hitting the water with a splash. Felix followed suit, diving in right after.
"Is this what you wanted, darling?" He said swimming over to you and you wrapped your legs around his frame underwater, bringing him closer to you.
"Exactly." You answered, locking your lips with him only for your kiss to be interrupted by Farleigh's fake gags.
"Get a room!"
on the court
you were invited for a match of tennis. You changed from your bathing suit attire into a silk dress, a pair of sunglasses and heels, which is not necessarily ideal for the sport but you wanted to follow formalities. You and Felix were paired together for the doubles game against Farleigh and Venetia.
It was nonchalant the way you all played, slightly lethargic from the champagne youâd been drinking. Still, Felix managed to keep the score and in the final game of the second set you scored the winning point for your team. And to celebrate Felix lifted you off the ground, throwing you over his shoulder.
âFantastic job, love!â He laughed, spinning you around.
âFelix, put me down!â You exclaimed, slapping his back playfully in between giggles.
âDid you guys see that?â He taunted the other team. âWe have a new Wimbledon star over here,â He beamed jokingly and Farleigh was quick to flash him the finger, watching Felix pop another bottle of Champagne.
in the field
You laid bare on your stomach, a cigarette hanging out the side of your mouth as you read one of the few books you packed with you.
"There you are," Felix said, stripping off his suit from earlier's tennis match. "You like what you see?" He asked as he watched you stare intently and he shot you a coy wink.
"You know it, baby," You replied, lifting the sunglasses to rest on your head so you could see Felix in all his glory.
"They say it's rude to stare," he declared, walking over to you and sitting down on the ground next to you.
"Then I guess I'm the meanest bitch alive," You smiled and he plucked the cigarette from your mouth. You gasped, (jokingly) jaw dropped.
"They also say it's rude to take things that aren't yours."
He raised his eyebrow playfully as he took a drag, teasing you. You rolled your eyes and he laid down next to you.
"They also say sharing is caring," He exhaled.
You scoffed with a chuckle. "Shut up. Who is 'theyâ anyway?" You questioned and he shrugged, offering you your own smoke back. Nonetheless you accepted it as he kept it steady while you took a drag. Your head rested on his shoulder as you puffed out the grey odor, and he watched in admiration. He observed how the sunlight pooled in your eyes and the way your lips curved as you breathed out the stench in clouds. Sure, Saltburn was his house, but the weight of your head on his shoulder made you feel like home, and he appreciated every moment of it.
at dinner
you felt intimated by the sophisticated customs at Saltburn and dinner was no different. You sat at the large dining table next to Felix, his hand on your thigh.
"You look beautiful, my love," He told you as he passed you a bottle of wine, which you gladly accepted. You were dressed in an evening gown to match the black tie attire everyone else had shown up in, yet you still felt out of place like a sore thumb. You poured a glass of wine, hoping it would ease your anxiety.
"Not too much, darling," Felix warned, giving a slight squeeze to your leg. He could sense your nervousness, having been watching you toy with your jewelry for the past five minutes. But, he didn't want you falling over yourself by the end of the night either. You looked around and everybody seemed to be occupied with conversation of the company around them so it seemed like you were in clear to have a side conversation with your lover.
"I know, I just feel like I don't belong here."
Felix grabbed the hand that was fidgeting with your necklace and brought it to his mouth, his lips leaving a delicate kiss on your skin.
"You of all people deserve to be here. There's nothing to worry about." You didn't say anything, only huffed as you bit your lip. "And if you don't believe me and you still feel nervous, just squeeze my hand alright?"
You nodded, accepting his offer and holding his hand in yours as the woman next to him dragged him into another conversation. Still, when you squeezed his hand, it was always reciprocated, Felix unable to ignore you.
at the lake
you and Felix giggled, arms linked together as you headed towards the body of water. You excused yourselves from dinner earlyâdragging on with meaningless conversation you began to zone out from, and Felix was just as bored as you. Dinner wasn't usually like this but the additive guests, the Henry's, seemed to dull the excitement with their own stories solely for the purpose of one-upping the Cattons it seemed. So, Felix came up with an excuse for the both of you, something along the lines of 'you weren't feeling well' and he 'needed to take care of you' which wasn't entirely untrue. Boredom is an uncomfortable feeling which Felix needed to take care of by something more fun.
"Thank you for that but why did you have to make me the damsel in distress? They're going to think I'm a snob," You whined.
"They would never. But me on the other hand? Yeah I think you're a snob. Making me carry your heels is outrageous," He teased with your shoes in his hand and you shook your head unable to hide your soft giggles.
"But they do love you y'know."
"Whatever," You mumbled and you felt your feet lift off the ground as Felix threw you over his shoulder. You watched him put your heels down and the ground started to move below you.
"Felix! Put me down! Where are you-" You saw the edge of the lake and it clicked. "You are not throwing me in without a bathing suit! Felix, please!" You screamed, resorting to slapping his back.
"Quiet, love, you're gonna get us in trouble."
"I don't have another dress, put me down!" You demanded.
"You can borrow one, its fine." With that he threw you into the lake, your body sinking into the cold water.
"Felix!" You cried as you resurfaced, watching him stand at the lake's edge completely dressed and completely dry. "It's cold!" What am I supposed to wear after this?"
"You can take my jacket," He reassured you after he stripped himself of his suit, jumping into the lake after you, only clad in boxers.
He swam towards you. "You poor baby."
"It's cold."
"How 'bout I warm you up then?" His hands were at your sides, pulling up your dress under water, his mouth hot against your neck as he began to mark his territory. You knew now that the night would end with you in his bed like it had for the past week, and you would be asked about it all over again at breakfastâbut there's no other way you'd want to spend your nights and summer days.
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Useless
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Stray Kids x reader
Requested by anonymous: Hi, my love!! How are you? May I please request an ot8 stray kids x 9th member!reader (I love the ones you already made so much!!!) in which she gets in an argument with one of the members and the others take said member's side? Then maybe it could be angst + comfort because she feels hurt and betrayed that they wouldn't listen to her. She tries acting like everything is fine, but she's sort of unconsciously distancing herself because being around them still hurts. And the boys desperately try to make amends. I hope this isn't too much and that it's understandable đ English isn't my first language. Ily take care!!
Just as a heads up, reader has some thoughts debating how needed she really is. Nothing too intense, and nothing happens from it, but heads up regardless.
Everyone has defined parts in the group,â the interviewer says. She holds the microphone up to your mouth. âAnything to say about that?â
âEveryone is really talented.â You ignore the flashing of cameras and the crowd calling your name. âBang Chan is such a great leader and weâre so lucky to have him.â
âAnd the others?â she presses.Â
âOh, well, Han and Changbin are great rappers. Weâre lucky to have them with us. Not to mention that Seungmin and Lee Knowâs vocals are amazing.â You look past the interviewer to see Chan and Jisung watching you carefully.Â
You were great with reporters and very level-headed, but incidents happened. Plus, they just like to support the other members.Â
âHyunjin is so good at dancing, as are Felix and-â
âAnd you?â she prompts. She raises an eyebrow and purses her lips slightly. âWhat do you bring to the group?â
You hesitate. âPardon?â
âAll of the categories are pretty well covered by the others. What do you do?â
Your mouth goes dry. You hadnât thought of this before.
What did you do?
You werenât the best rapper. You couldnât hit the high notes like the others. You stumbled sometimes in dances.
âUhâŚâ You smooth your hands down the dress you are in. âIâm a good mix of everything. I balance out the group well.â
âBut⌠Isnât that useless?âÂ
âI- I guess so.â Your voice cracks and you swallow the lump in your throat down.
Chan steps in front of you with his signature time to fix this smile. âHello, everyone!â
The crowd surges forward and the cameras flash faster and brighter. People are screaming out questions now, and he pointedly ignores them all.
âOur lovely member here,â Chan says, âdoesnât have to be special.â
What?
âSheâs just herself.â Chan smiles down at you, unaware of the turmoil rolling through you.Â
You force a smile and hope itâs as natural-looking as his.Â
âWe need to go for practise,â Chan tells you, loud enough for others to hear. Itâs an obvious exit strategy. Security comes to clear a crowd, and Chan walks by your side through it.
His words echoed through your head. Did he really think that little of you? Were you nothing more than just another body?
You climb into the van, popping your ear buds into your ears. You press play on your music and tune the others out. They jostle each other and finally someone falls into you.
âSorry.â Felix laughs as he turns around to poke Hyunjinâs cheek.
You hum and scroll through your feed. Everything is about how youâre useless. People are posting about how even Chan doesnât want you around.
Jisung mumbles something to you that you donât catch. You remove your ear buds to hear him ask, âYou good?â
âYes,â you curtly say. You turn your phone off and place it in your lap.
âAre you sure?â Jeongin cuts in, forehead creased with concern. He reaches out to put a comforting hand on your shoulder, but you shrug it off.
âJust leave it, okay?â you snap. You lean away from him and to the window youâre next to. âItâs fine.â
âIt doesnât seem fine.â Chanâs expression is concerned, but he hides it quickly. âCome on, maybe I can fix it.â
âMaybe you canât,â you sharply say. âMaybe youâre not as great a leader as you think you are.â
âHey, I donât think Iâm that great of a leader.â Chan chuckles lightly, but itâs a choked sound. âAnd does that have something to do with this?â
âNo.â You move to return to your music, but Minho wraps his hand around your wrist.
âSeriously, whatâs up?â Minho applies gentle pressure, but not enough to hurt. âTell us before we have to force it out of you.â
âNot by torture,â Jisung clarifies. He frowns at Minho. âIâm pretty sure, at least.â
âOh.â Hyunjin raises his phone screen for the others. âI think itâs this.â
The all read some of the comments on the video he had found before facing you. Seungmin is the first to speak.
âHeâs not wrong. Chan told the truth.âÂ
You tug the dress down to cover more of your legs. âWhat?â
âYouâre special because youâre you.â Felix pats Chanâs back and gives you a disapproving look. âYou didnât have to hurt his feelings like this. Youâre overreacting to just a couple of people.â
âJust a couple?â you rasp. You cough to clear your throat. âEveryoneâs demanding that I leave the group now!â
âDonât be dramatic.â Changbin scoffs as he crosses his arms. âChan was trying to help.â
âBut he didnât!â You wrench yourself from Minhoâs grip and end up hitting your head on the side of the van. You bite down the cry that threatens to escape.
âAre you okay?â Chan unbuckles himself and shoots across the vehicle. He wobbles in place before cupping your face. âOh my- Does she have a concussion?â
âNo, sheâs fine.â Hyunjin rolls his eyes. âThis is why youâre a good leader. You worry about nothing.â
Chan sighs and settles back in his seat, stretching the belt across his body before clipping it in. âI guess youâre right.â
You rub the tears off your face. âI think Iâm gonna skip movie night. I- I wanna practise for the comeback.â
You donât want there to be any mistakes that could be picked out.
Jeongin suddenly gasps. âOh! We should watch that new action movie! It has that actor we like! The funny one!âÂ
âIt got good reviews.â Seungmin glances around the others, taking in their faces. âI like the idea.â
You wanted to see it, but it was fine. You could wait to watch it later.
âHave fun,â Jisung cheerily says as youâre dropped off at the studio. Minho slides the door shut before you can respond.
You run through all the routines about ten times each before taking a break. You debate it for a moment before picking your phone up and scrolling.
Everyone has been clipping your mistakes and compiling videos comparing you to the other members. All Stays alike have united to declare you the most useless member- even those with different biases.
Actually, when had you ever heard someone say you were their bias? Others heard it all the time, yet those words had never met your ears.
Did everyone hate you? How long had this been going on?
And maybe you cry as you think about it, but thatâs between you and the empty building.Â
So you pick yourself up and you to make yourself better. If Hyunjin can nail these dances, so can you. If Minho can radiate confidence, so can you.
Even if no one cares enough to notice it.
Itâs difficult to master, but you eventually can run through it smoothly without fumbling. Youâre proud of yourself, enough so that you shut the music off and curl up in the corner. You flick your phone on to see Felix is live.
âWhat do I think about what Chan said today?â Felix pauses to consider it, tilting his head. Strands of hair flop into his head. âI think words just were misinterpreted.â
You set the phone down and lay on your stanch to watch. You want to see where he goes with this.
âWhat he meant is that she doesnât have to be able to bend her elbows backwards or something to be special. Sheâs just great the way she is.â Felix taps his chin. âHonestly, what I think makes her such an awesome member is that sheâs here to support us at all times.â
You watch as his freckles scrunch up as he grins.
âShe puts so much effort into making sure that weâre doing well, that we just do better.â Felix reads the comments before humming.
People are all talking about you. Theyâre bringing up moments where youâve cared for the others. Like when you reminded Chan to get sleep. When you went out of your way to speak English with Felix. That time you surprised Jisung with merch after his favourite anime character died.
âI remember this one time I was really nervous, and she-â Felix cuts himself off, the colour draining from his face. He rushes through his goodbyes before the live ends, and youâre left confused.
What just happened?
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âShit, guys!â Felix exclaims as he bursts into the living room. âSheâs out at the studio by herself!â
âYeah, and?â Seungmin props himself up on the couch. âShe said she wanted to practise.â
âItâs almost midnight!â Felix hisses, gesturing out the window. âSheâs all by herself! What if she walked home and got kidnapped and thereâs a ransom-â
âSheâll just phone if she needs someone to pick her up,â Jeongin casually says. He hangs his head off the couch so his hair dangles.
âExcept she thinks weâre mad at her!â Changbin snaps to attention and jumps to his feet. âMinho! Call her!â
Minho stops whatever it was he was doing on his phone and brings up your contact. He presses the dial button and it rings twice before you pick up.
âHello?â Your voice meets their ears when he switches it to speaker.Â
âWhere are you?â Chan demands. He scrubs his hands over his face.
âAt the studio?âÂ
Everyone lets out a sigh of relief.
âAnyways, Iâm about to head homeâŚâ
âNuh-uh! Weâll come get you!â Hyunjin grabs his keys and chucks them at Chan. It bounces off his chest due to him not paying attention.Â
âGuys, Iâm fine.â You sound tired and weary and Felix is filled with guilt. âIâll just order a car to pick me up. I have a mask and everything. And itâs not like Iâm special enough for anyone to recognize me.â
Jisung winces. âYou sure?â
âYup,â you say before ending the call. It beeps before Minho turns it off.
âWhat did I do?â Chan groans. He sinks onto the couch. âThis is all my fault!â
âNo, we were the ones who made it worse,â Changbin says firmly. âWeâll deal with this together.â
They sit in silence, occasionally murmuring an idea on how to get you to forgive them. All of them seem measly and not enough.
Then you walk through the door, still in your outfit from the press meeting. Your skin is slick with sweat and you have no jacket.
âItâs cold out!â Chan immediately says before he can stop himself. âYouâll get a cold and- and-â
âShut up,â Minho mutters to him.
âHow did it go?â Hyunjin warily asks. They all scrutinize your expression.
âGood.â You discard your mask before looking up at them all. âIâm gonna go shower.â
âWe appreciate you,â Jeongin blurts out. âYouâre amazing and great and-â
âYou donât have to say that.â You walk around the group and to the stairs, going up without another word. They hear the water start up before bursting into conversation.
Various insults and accusations are being thrown around until Chan stands up.
âEnough!â He spreads his arms and glowers at them all. They shut up instantly as he radiates leader-mode energy. âWe need to deal with this before it blows out of hand!â
âWhat if we all tell her something we like about her?â Jisung suggests.
Seungmin scowls. âThatâs nice and all, but weâre going to run out of ideas since thereâs eight of us.â
âSo youâre saying you canât think of at least eight nice things about her?â Hyunjin scoffs and shakes his head.
âNo, Iâm saying that someone is going to panic and say her ass.â Seungmin stretches out on the couch.Â
Felix flicks his forehead. âMaybe just donât think about her ass then.â
âI donât! But someone,â Seungmin shoots a pointed look at Jisung, âstruggles with intrusive thoughts.â
âI can control them,â Jisung weakly says.
âLetâs just scratch that idea.â Chan pinches the bridge of his nose tiredly. âWhats another idea?â
âWhat about candy?â Jeongin snaps his fingers. âBribing works!â
âSheâs emotionally hurt, not a child who just got a shot,â Minho scolds. He slowly turns to stare at the stairs. âWhat ifâŚâ
âI donât like that look.â Changbin narrows his eyes suspiciously. âWhat is it?â
âRemember that song she likes and tried to teach us the dance to?â Minho arches an eyebrow as the tips of his ears turn red.
Felix buries his face in his hands. âNot that!â
âI will not degrade myself for her,â Hyunjin announces. âNo way am I humiliating myself for-â
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âWe have a surprise for you!â Chan declares once you step out of your room. Your hair is still damp as you adjust the hem of your pyjamas.
âWhat?â You lean against the doorframe.
âFirst of all, weâre so sorry for-â Chan begins.
You hold up a hand. âI forgive you. Iâm just a little mad, but itâs better than before. Felixâs live helped clear some stuff up.âÂ
âJisung.â Chan nods to the man, who presses his phone. Music starts playing, and your eyes widen.
âYou guys did this for me?â You gasp and cover your mouth as BeyoncĂŠ starts blasting.
They donât respond, too concentrated on the âSingle Ladiesâ dance. You watch in giddy delight as they go through the movements.
When they finish, you clap as loudly as you can.
âYouâre forgiven,â you say. You brandish a finger at them threateningly. âBut donât do anything like this again. Or else.â
You walk away, hearing them whisper about what it is your vengeance could possibly consist of.
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â â Baby Fever (Hyunjin) â â
Pairings : Hyunjin x f reader
Genre/warnings : Just fluff! Mentions of pregnancies and giving birth (no graphic/explicit)
Summary : One of your best friends just had a baby, so you and your longtime boyfriend Hyunjin go see the new family, ending the day with unexpected plans.
Word count : 3.3 k
A/n : Damn this turned out long. I truly can't help it apologies (lol). Anyways this is something that I would've wrote regardless I think, but the inspiration definitely came from the recent video of Hyune, Felix and Innie with the baby. They got baby fever and so did I, what can I say :')
ps: There could be errors. Do NOT repost on other socials. Leave feedback if you feel like it, otherwise enjoy! âĄď¸
Part two and Three are out!
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As soon as you got the call from your best friend's husband, you were overjoyed. The couple had been married for some years by now and really wished to start a family. They encountered some issues along the way, but finally their baby boy was here!
After waiting a day for her to rest a bit, you managed to make arrangements for you and Hyunjin to go see them and the baby and make your congratulations in person. You were both so happy and excited for your friends, knowing for how long they've been wanting to have children.
Around five pm you got dressed, got into the car and headed for the hospital.
"Did you text him already?" your boyfriend asked, placing his free hand on your thigh an softly stroking the clothed skin. You smiled, looking up from your phone and then at him.
"Yes, right now. He told me the floor and room number." you replied, placing your own hand on his, intertwining your fingers. "I'm so happy for them, Hyune. They're gonna be such good parents, don't you think?" a hint of emotion in your voice.
He gazed at you for a second then went back to look at the road ahead, an endearing smile on his face.
"Yes they will. That child really got lucky, he's gonna be so loved." you couldn't help but smile wider and squeeze his hand slightly at his words.
After that, the ride remained in a comfortable silence, the radio softly playing in the background. It was a beautiful day, sunny and warm but not overwhelmingly so. Just perfect.
After about fifteen minutes you reached the hospital and Hyunjin took his hand off you to put them both back on the steering wheel to park. You got out of the car and started walking towards the entrance.
You felt his hand search for yours, so you intertwined your fingers and gave him a small smile that he reciprocated. You entered the building and headed for the elevators, reaching the maternity ward in a few minutes.
"This place is a maze, gosh" you commented quietly and he hummed in agreement. Just at that moment you looked around and found the room's number.
"There it is!" you said excitedly, dragging Hyunjin's hand slightly. He chuckled at your smiley face and stood beside you as you knocked gently on the door. A couple of seconds later the door opened, revealing an older woman that you didn't recognize.
You were a bit taken aback but she quickly smiled politely and moved to the side to let you two enter the room.
"Good afternoon, ma'am" Hyunjin bowed his head respectfully and you did the same, offering a polite smile. Before you could even ask, the lady introduced herself as your friend's husband mother and let you inside, closing the door again behind you.
"It's a pleasure to meet you ma'am, congratulations" you said smiling. She nodded with a happy expression as if to accept the greeting, and then extended her arm towards the other end of the room where you saw your friend laying in bed, a glass of water in her hands.
She was looking over to the side with a smile, towards what you recognized to be her mother and her own husband, whom was gently cradling a small bundle in his arms.
"Your friends are here" the lady next to you announced, reclaiming their attention. Everyone looked in your direction, saying hi to you and Hyunjin and inviting you to come closer. You did, firstly greeting your friend's mother quickly and then bending down to give the new mom a hug.
"Congratulations, I'm so proud of you" you said softly, seeing her eyes a little glassy when you retreated from the hug.
"Thank you, honey. And stop with that face, don't make me cry now!" she exclaimed, pointing at you jokingly. You didn't quite understand which face exactly you were making, but quickly realized that you must've been a little moved too from the little sniffle that you let out. Hyunjin titled his head slightly to see your face at her words.
"Sorry!" you laughed it off casually and circled the bed, getting closer to the new dad whom just smiled as if to invite you to get closer. At the same time, you faintly heard Hyunjin greeting and congratulating your friend too.
"Can I hold him?" you asked quietly, almost timidly. The man nodded with a faint chuckle at your uncertainty and responded "Of course, come here auntie" you smiled and prepared yourself to welcome the baby in your arms as gently as possible.
As soon as he was in your arms you looked down; He was sleeping peacefully, only fussing and moving a little every now and then. The conversations were still going on in the background, but you were completely concentrated on the little guy in your arms.
Suddenly you felt a hand on your shoulder, which made you look up to see Hyunjin standing behind you, towering over you both. He had a small smile and was also looking down at the baby. You didn't even notice your friend's husband moving on the other side of the room to talk with his mother.
"He has cute chubby cheeks." he commented, a hint of humor in his voice but still endeared. You let out a faint laugh, trying to not move too much. That must've woken him up though, because his little eyelids fluttered revealing his cute eyes. You both smiled at the child.
"Oh, hello there. Did you sleep well, mh?" you cooed, lulling him gently. He blinked a few times, looking curiously at the two of you that clearly weren't his mom and dad. Hyunjin raised his and and slowly extended his fingertip to touch the baby's hand.
"Hi, little one. How are you- ...oh!" he gasped softly when he wrapped his little hand around his pointer finger. You chuckled and awed at the same time, looking up at your boyfriend's face that had a cute shocked expression on his face.
"You're already friends with uncle Hyune!" you joked, smiling down at your new nephew. Hyunjin moved the finger gently up and down to make him play a bit.
"Of course we are! See, he's also smiling at her auntie y/n" he chuckled lovingly when the baby did actually smile at you. It was a shy one at first but seeing you both so excited must've convinced him to allow you a bigger one, his eyes turning into crescents.
"He's so cute!" you whined overwhelmed by the sweetness of the moment. "You want to hold him?" he looked at you, a little uncertain.
"I mean, uh..can I?" his gaze searching for one of the parents. At that point you started to feel your cheeks heat up a bit. You forgot that other people were even in the room!
"Sure, go ahead Y/n." your best friend responded with a knowing smile on her face. Still a little embarrassed for forgetting yourself, you gently passed the bundle in Hyunjin's arms. He fixed his position and put him against his chest. He was glad to be wearing a comfortable hoodie in that moment. You didn't say anything for a while, just exchanging silent looks with your boyfriend. The energy between you felt quite intense, but comfortable at the same time.
"See, you guys are already pros at this." you both turned your attention towards the voice. It was your best friend's, which currently had a pretty amused expression on her face. She sipped some juice from her straw and raised an eyebrow at you specifically. You took the hint and shrugged it off with a "Don't be silly, we've been here for five minutes and he was sleeping." you replied, choosing to keep it on the humorous side.
Hyunjin on the other hand was still happily and comfortably cradling the baby, whom seemed to have fallen back asleep in the meantime. You could tell that he started to feel an extra pair of eyes watching him so he decided that it was time to give the kid back to his own parents.
He carefully walked to the opposite end of the bed and with and awkward smile placed the baby back into his father's arms, exchanging a polite nod. He then stepped back again and joined your side, circling your waist with one hand.
"You are a very beautiful couple" one of the two older women commented, with the other jumping in quickly with "How long have you been together?" and "Are you married yet?".
You were a bit shocked at the sudden questions that the two women were throwing at you like dart to a target. You and Hyunjin exchanged a look, both unsure on how to answer. But gladly your friend's husband intervened in your place.
"Mom, stop being nosy. They've only been together for two years, they have plenty of time to think about these things, right?" you both nodded awkwardly.
"All right, all right. The grandmothers have been here all day, I think this our opportunity to say our goodbyes." one said, kissing her daughter on the head and then going towards the father and child to also plant a kiss on his cheek and the little one's head softly.
"Yes I agree, your father has already been waiting for me to get home for an hour. We'll come back tomorrow, my darling." the other lady got on her tippy toes to kiss her son and grandson on the cheek, and then quickly turning to bend down and hug the mom.
"It was a pleasure to meet you both." they got closer, jackets and handbags in hand ready to go. You and Hyunjin bowed your heads again politely. "For us too, ma'ams" your boyfriend replied, before you added a "Have a safe trip home, and good evening".
After that the two older ladies waved goodbye one more time and exited the room, closing the door behind them. You turned to your friend, slightly more comfortable now that you could talk more freely.
"How are you doing? How's the pain?" you reached the side of the bed, sitting opposite to her. She huffed and took another sip of water before replying "Well I mean, my vagina is in shambles right about now, if we want to get into the specifics" everyone laughed except Hyunjin that offered a tight lipped smile, being a little taken aback by your friend's bluntness.
"I am on good stuff now so I'm feeling pretty decently, God help me when the medication wear out though." she kept going. You laughed a bit and then looked up at her husband who was still lulling their son.
"It was worth it though, wasn't it?" you replied, more as a rethorical question than anything. She sighed deeply and reached out to hold the little baby's hand gently.
"Of course it was. He was worth everything." she said, love in her eyes and voice. She exchanged a look with her husband, whom was clearly silently agreeing. You decided to switch your own gaze to Hyunjin, leaving them their private moment.
But what you found was maybe even more intense: your boyfriend whom was now leaning against the wall opposite to you with his arms crossed, head slightly tilted to the side, and an intense expression on his face. You could never mistake the love in Hyunjin's eyes.
You felt your eyes getting teary again so you decided to stand back up and move around a bit, trying to shift the energy in the room.
"In any case, one thing is for sure, this baby boy will be his auntie's best friend. Isn't that right, sweetcheeks?" you smiled at the child that actually did smile back, and even let out a small chuckle.
"Oh wow! I fear that you may be right!" your friend joked, sending funny expressions towards her own baby. "But I don't want auntie y/n to steal you away!" she kept going, making you laugh carelessly, until she added another phrase that made you freeze.
"Hyune, when are you going to give her one of her own?" all the eyes were pointed at him. Your mouth slightly agape, not sure how to respond, but surprisingly his answer was quick and left everyone speechless for a moment.
"Whenever she wants." he replied nonchalant. After a few seconds he detached himself from the wall and calmly walked over the rest of them, caressing the baby's head one more time and then nodding in acknowledgment to both the mom and the dad. "Thank you for allowing us to meet your beautiful son, again, congrats".
He then walked over to you with a small smile,"I have to make a call now so I'll get going to the car. Y/n, you can come when you're ready." he placed a kiss on your mouth, caressed your cheek swiftly and then exited the room. A couple of moments of silence followed, everyone was speechless.
"Damn that was..." the husband began, "Hot." your friend finished the sentence. You picked up your jacket and got ready to say your goodbyes.
"Uh, I think I should go now." you said a little awkwardly, but all you got in return were amused smiles.
"Yes sure y/n, thank you for coming." the man said, leaning forward a bit to peck your cheek. You nodded in acknowledgement at him and waved a bit to the small baby. "Bye little one, let's meet soon" you cooed as he looked up at you with big eyes.
"Thank you for letting us come, and again congrats." you reached down to give your friend a quick hug.
"Yeah yeah of course. Now go to your man, he's waiting for you." then she made the phone sign mouthing at you to call her later. You rolled your eyes and said bye one more time before exiting the room and back to the path for the exit of the hospital.
Your mind was full of questions. You and Hyunjin have been together for about two years now, almost three, and yes you've had those casual questions that one usually asks in the first stages of dating. The ones that go "So are you searching for a serious commitment or do you just want to hook up for a couple of months and that's it?"
Those kind of selective, honest questions. In your case, you had both been clear from the beginning that you were searching for something important, that if evolved in the right direction may end up with some more stable future plans. But you never explicitly talked about getting married nor having a family together.
If you were to be honest, you wouldn't think about it twice. If he proposed to you tonight you would say yes, immediately. If he asked you to have a baby with him, you would immediately say yes. That's the level of love, affection and trust that you had in your relationship, you knew it and he did too. But everything always went on so...smoothly that you didn't even had to bring it up. But maybe tonight was the night.
Those were the thoughts that ran through your mind as you approached the car. Hyunjin was still outside, leaned on it and peacefully scrolling through his phone. His face illuminated by the artificial light in contrast to the reddish, pinkish and orange shades that were in the sky. The sun was setting.
As soon as he noticed your arrival he put the phone in his jeans' backpocket and offered you a sweet smile and a gentle kiss on the lips. You melted into it for a couple of seconds, when he retreated.
"Shall we go?" he asked, making you nod. Always the gentlemen, he opened the car door for you and closed it once you were inside. Then he circled the car and got into his own driver's seat. In a couple of minutes he got out of the parking lot and then started driving.
You were in a comfortable silence, as you often were, but you could feel something lingering in the air, almost as if you were both waiting for the other to speak first. In the end you decided to at least start the conversation with something random, just to break the silence.
"Can I turn on the aircon?" his head turned quickly for a second towards you, then he extended his hand himself turning on the fresh air.
"Are you feeling hot?" he asked. His hand moved to rest on your thigh. It was a habit of his when you two were in the car. You were glad that he did that, lifting a bit of pressure from the situation. Or maybe it was you? Did you read too much into what he said?
"Y/n?" his voice reclaimed your attention making you realize that you forgot to respond to him.
"Uh, sorry honey. Yes, just a little." he side eyed you, squeezing your leg just slightly.
"Is something wrong?" his tone was confused but still gentle. You shook your head, taking the hand that was on your thigh and stroking it a little to reassure him.
"No no...I was just lost in thought." you answered, waiting a couple of seconds to continue, "I was very glad to see her doing so well, And the baby, too. So cute, isn't he?" He nodded, smiling softly while keeping his eyes on the road.
"Yeah. I expected some crying though" he laughed softly and you joined him.
"Well, you were very good. He even smiled at you! You're already friends." you joked, still keeping your tone lighthearted. His smile was a bit more serious though. His gaze landed on you for a few seconds.
"You also did very well." he said with sincerity, "We'll do very well." you head snapped in his direction when he said that. He noticed for sure but chose to play it off. You didn't realize that you were already home.
"What do you mean?" you blurted out. He cleared his throat, a blush starting to creep on his cheeks. He maneuvered the car and parked in front of the building. He waited until the car was off and in place to talk. Then he finally turned his body to you,
"I just mean...you know-" he seemed to struggle a bit with his words but you waited patiently. Deep inside you, you already knew where this conversation was going but the amount of emotions that came with it weren't easy to handle.
"I mean that we would probably do a good job in a situation like this. That is of course if you'll want to be with me to experience it." he finally said, a little quickly maybe, but each and every word sank in perfectly in your mind.
"Yes" the response was immediate, "Of course I want to be with you. Of course I would love to have a family with you. I love you so much, Hyunjin. Like I've never loved anyone, ever" you were getting a little choked up, but he just smiled brightly and then leaned in to kiss you softly. Both of his hands going up to cup your cheeks.
"So, if I supposedly asked you to marry me right now..." his eyes, so sweet and hopeful, looking into yours. You smiled, laughing both in happiness and at the absolute absurdity of the situation.
"Yes! Of course I'll marry you!" you both laughed and kissed again. His eyes were also getting shiny with emotion.
"I'm going to ask you again properly, ring and everything, I promise." he said, making you chuckle. "I just think that the moment was right." you nodded in agreement, also cupping his cheek.
"I know, I love you" Hyunjin kissed you one more time, lingering for a couple more seconds, then rested his forehead against yours.
"I love you too, so much."
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Too soon.
Summary: Michael invites the woman of his dream on a date and things take a turn for the best.
Pairing: Michael Gavey x reader
Warnings: smut
Pt. 2 here!
a/n: i hope this is to everyoneâs liking, comments, likes and reblogs are very much appreciated, thank you so much for reading, if you have any ideas on what you would like to see next, please let me know! inbox and asks are always open, hope you enjoy!
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Today was the day. Michael was going to ask her out.
He got to the class that he shared with her earlier than usual, to mentally prepare as to what he was going to say when asking her out, he would be smooth and casual, but also confident and sure of himself, he spent some time preparing his speech âweâve been friend for a while now, and i really like you, would you like to go on a date with me?â yes, thatâs exactly what heâs going to say.
He sat down in one of the middle rows as usual and put his stuff in the chair next to his right to save her seat, he wanted to talk to her for a bit before class started but immediately notice that wouldnât be possible since she arrived with the professor following right behind her, it made him disappointed but immediately forgot about it as soon as he saw what she was wearing, a pink and red dress that showed enough cleavage to have him tightening in his trousers, he shook his head to clear himself of such thoughts.
She went to the seat that was saved for her and greeted him with a small wave of her hand, sort of like the same he gave to Oliver when he ditched him for Felixâs friends.
Thatâs how they met, she saw the interaction play out and thought it was cruel what Oliver did to him so she decided to invite Michael to her table since she was by herself, they then realised that they shared some of the same classes so they would get together to study, they became good and close friends and the rest is history.
When the class ended and they were putting their things back into their bags, Michael decided to to speak
âY/n?â his voice came out a bit shaky and unsure
âYes, Michael?â she said while gazing up at him for a moment before going back to putting her things back, they walked out of the classroom together.
âI- i was um, wonderingâ he was stuttering, he never stutters, God he was making a fool of himself and was sure y/n noticed, if she did she gave no indication of it, instead waiting for him to finish his sentence.
âSince weâve been erm, friends for⌠for a whileâ he started to sweat and his face showed a flush of red on his cheeks, this wasnât supposed to happen, nevertheless y/n just looks at him with her big doe eyes that only contribute to his nerves.
âAnd iâve liked you for someâŚsome time now, i- i was wondering if you would um if you would like to, or if youâre free, to um to go on a date? with me?â he clarifies.
She looks at him before a big smile breaks out on her face.
âI would really love thatâ
âReally?â
âReallyâ she said with all the confidence he was supposed to have
âTomorrow at the pub? seven pm?â
âSeven pm, iâll be thereâ
When they go to part y/n gives him a kiss on the cheek and then leaves, Michael is left there standing in the middle of the hall, he touches his cheek with a featherlight touch, afraid that if he pressed any harder the tingling there would vanish, a tiny smile appears then on his lips.
Itâs the weekend and Michael is preparing for his very first date,
to say he was nervous was an understatement, but this was y/n he was talking about, the same y/n that showed him only but compassion and understanding, surely if this ended badly she would forgive him and carry on as if nothing happened, and besides, what could go wrong?
When he got there y/n was already waiting for him and he mentally cursed himself for not getting there earlier like he wanted, he looked at his watch 6:54 pm, maybe she was more nervous than him, if that was even possible.
She sees him and gives him a big smile, he instead gives her a wave and goes to the table to sit down.
âYou waited here long?â
âNo, i actually just got hereâ
âWell, let me get you something to drinkâ
They spent their afternoon together, with a couple of pints, and a light and easygoing conversation that distracted them from this being their first date, they decided to call it a night.
âDo you want me to walk you to your dorm?â
âThat would be niceâ she said in a small voice, almost bashful, As she went to stand Michael could finally see her full outfit, a denim dress that stopped mid thigh, he stared but only briefly as he didnât want y/n to catch him in the act, how he wanted to run his hand against the softness of her thighs, but that would have to wait, perhaps on the third date if y/n decides thereâs going to be another.
They walked together to y/nâs dorm.
âThis was niceâ y/n breaks the silence
âYes it was, would you perhaps, um like to go on another one?â Michael replies unsure
âYeah, i would very much like thatâ
Y/n brushed her hand against his hoping he would get the hint, and thankfully he did, he intertwined their hand together, his being a bit clammy but she paid it no mind, God he couldnât be more excited, his first time holding a girlâs hand, and the hand of the woman of his dream nonetheless.
When they got to y/nâs building they hesitated before saying anything.
âWould you like to come up?â she asked with a tilt of her head
âUm⌠y-yeahâ
When they arrived, Michael takes in the whole of y/nâs room, never having been there before since they mostly gathered either at the pub, library or Michaelâs dorm, he didnât know what to expect, but her room was almost an extension of herself, with posters on the walls of her favourite bands and movies, it was cozy and welcoming, neither messy or overly tidied as if she didnât expect anyone here, and that only excited Michael more, that means something, right? maybe the date went so well that she wanted more time with him alone, just the two of them with his full attention towards her. What she didnât know was that she always had his attention all for herself from the moment they met.
Michael debates as to where to sit, he think the chair next to the desk might give her the idea that he wants some distance between them but the bed might be too straightforward, before he can make the choice himself y/n decides for him, patting the spot to her right on the bed signalling for him to sit, so he does just that.
He looks down at his hand on his lap fidgeting, something he rarely does and does not go unnoticed by y/n. She looks at him, admiring his side profile, his sharp pointed nose, his soft lips, she couldnât resist. So with her left hand she goes to softly grab the right side of Michaelâs face to make him look at him, their eyes connect, and for a brief second his eyes goes to her lips and she does the same to him
âKiss me⌠pleaseâ Michael pleads
So she obeys, their lips connect. Itâs soft at first, tentatively exploring each other. Michael couldnât believe what was happening, the woman he fantasied so much about is kissing him, on her bed. He has his hands on either side of her face softly rubbing her cheeks, while hers are resting on his neck, simply resting.
The kisses grew in intensity, while it started soft and delicate it was now desperate and sloppy, y/n sat on Michaelâs lap and he froze
âShit, im sorry, is this okay?â
âY-yeahâ
âYou sure?â
âI-i just have never done this beforeâŚâ
âWe can go stop if you wantâ
âNo!â Said Michael with urgency, the lash thing he wanted was for this to end. âPlease, continueâ
So with that they carried on kissing, Michael was in heaven, he never thought he would be kissing the most beautiful girl in the world, let alone have her grinding on his lap.
âLay downâ she commanded in a soft tone.
Michael did as told, not one to ever want to displease her, now on his back y/n positioned her core right on top of his bulge and started grinding more effervescently but still holding herself back as to not make him more nervous.
âG-godâ Michael knew that he wasnât going to last long but was trying his hardest not to cum just so he could watch y/nâs pretty face scrunch up in pleasure for longer. He felt amazing, as he softly and slowly started caressing the outside of her thighs where her dress had ridden up, but not daring to go any where else.
They stopped kissing to catch their breathes, each one heavy breathing, Michaelâs glasses where now resting low on his nose and were foggy, y/n gives a small giggle at that and fixes his glasses, only to then continue with their making out. His hands were resting on her hips trying to slow her down, but to no avail since it had been less than five minutes when Michaelâs hip stilted as he came with her name on his lips like many times before when all he had was his hand, y/n swears her name has never sounded so good on the lips of another person.
âShitâ he groans ��y/n, im so sorry, i- i didnât mean to-â
y/n is astonished, she had never thought herself one to make a man cum almost untouched, yet here they were. She kisses him again in means to silence his apology
âThat was the hottest thing iâve have ever seenâ
âAre you serious?â She gives him a nod but Michael canât believe what he just heard, surely she was lying. How could a man cumming in his trousers in less than five minutes was hot? In what world was underperforming an arousing experience? But there she was with a big smile on her face and lust in her eyes. Thatâs when Michael realised something. She hadnât cum yet.
âDo you want me to help you?â
âIâm okayâ
âBut i want you to cumâ
âTonight isnât about me, you can make me cum another timeâ
Another time? Michael is incredulous, surely this must be a prank, he wants to start looking for cameras but then saw the sincerity in her eyes and knew that she could never be cruel to him, at least not like that.
Y/n goes to get up from his lap, Michael takes a few seconds to recover and then decides he should go back to his dorm since the hour is late and he most likely would be masturbating to this experience before going to sleep.
âI should goâ he gets up from the bed, feeling uncomfortable when the sticky, wet patch on his front makes contact with his skin.
âWait!â she exclaims, and with that her hands go underneath her dress as she starts to take her underwear off, Michael is confused by this but then she explains âFor if you miss me tonightâ
She would be the death of him.
He goes to take her underwear from her hand but not briefly appreciating the fact that theyâre as soaked as his underwear probably is, and safely tucks in one of the many pockets from his cargo pants.
When he goes to the door they say goodbye to each other with a gentle kiss and Michael goes back to his dorm with a huge grin on his face, despite the wet patch on his pants that he was pretty sure was noticeable, but he couldnât care less, he was the happiest man on earth as far as he knew. And he had a little souvenir that would surely make him even happier later that night.
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Yes, master
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pairing: lee felix x afab!reader
word count: 3k
description: you and your boyfriend are youtubers who share cute prank videos on youtube. one day you decide to prank him with a maid outfit, and it ends just how you intended.
genre: smut, fluff
warning/s: use of master, spanking, lots of dirty talk, degradation & praising, reader is called slut, unprotected p in v (don't do it)
a/n: inspired by renjie&binbin on yt, go check them out, they're adorable. also yes another felix scenario, what can i say he inspires me hehe
Your outfit was finally here. You had ordered it on the internet 2 weeks ago when you planned out the next prank for your dear boyfriend. You couldn't be more excited.
Both of you loved playing harmless jokes on each other, and most of the pranks you did had the goal of riling each other up for later. Every time you turned off the camera, you would be all over each other, sometimes you'd even leave it on and later watch the footage together, careful to cut out the sexual part before posting the video online. You kept all the spicy parts to yourselves, it was somewhat of a private collection of yours.
You had quite a good following of loyal fans who watched you grow with each other through the last 6 years of your relationship. Everything was filmed, not only the pranks, but vlogs of your travel adventures, your move to a bigger apartment, you getting a promotion at your work etc. Both of you loved having sort of an online diary of your memories and loved sharing your good vibes with other people.
People always viewed you two as two cutie pies, yes, your pranks were suggestive but no one could guess how freaky both of you actually are. Felix especially was seen as this sweet innocent sunshine boy but you knew better. And that's why you couldn't wait to provoke him with that maid outfit you ordered.
The next morning, you quietly slipped out of bed, having to cautiously roll out of Felix's arms cause he always clung onto you like a koala while you slept. His brows furrowed and you gently pushed your pillow between his arms so it would replace you. You tiptoed to the bathroom, after grabbing the maid dress you hid in the closet last night. You got ready and hurried downstairs to make breakfast before your boyfriend wakes up.
When you were done, you ofcourse went to set up the cameras. One was above the bed, and you had to basically do gymnastics quietly just so you can set it up without waking Felix up. You also set up two other ones in different corners of the room.
"Hi guys! It's morning and Felix is still sleeping."- you say to the one of the cameras in the corner, moving your body as you scrunch your face up and point at your boyfriend's sleeping form behind you. "Sleepy head."- you giggle quietly.
"As you can see, I'm wearing a maid outfit. I'm going to prank him or rather surprise him today with serving him dressed like this all day."- you announce. "I'm also gonna call him master. Let's see how he reacts."
Satisfied with the intro, you go back downstairs to grab the tray with breakfast that you prepared. You set it aside on the night stand, and sit on the bed next to Felix.
"Lixie, wake up."- you whisper quietly, caressing his hair and winking at the camera above you.
"Mhm."- he grunts, eyes still closed.
"Lixieeeee. Baby. I have something for you."- you giggle as you continue carding your fingers through his soft hair.
"Mm. What?"- he turns to you and finally blinks his eyes open. He squints at first, the expression on his face that of confusion. He didn't register your outfit yet. You wait for him to rub the sleepiness out of his eyes.
"Oh."- his eyes widden when he takes in your appearance. You were sitting back on your feet, a skimpy maid dress revealing your plush thighs and giving you the perfect amount of cleavage.
"What're you wearing?"- he asks, blood rushing downwards, but then he notices the camera placed perfectly above his face, he groans and starts chuckling.
"I'm here to serve you, master. I made you breakfast."- you say and start giggling with him because that coming out of your mouth at this moment is funny to the both of you.
"Oh my god, you're crazy."- he laughs, his face red as he pulls the blanket up to his neck. "Wait."- he adds, his hand sneaking out from under the blanket and landing on your thigh.
"Are you wearing anything under this?"- he smirks, lifting up on his elbows and sliding his hand towards the hem of your dress.
"Felix!"- you squeal pointing at the camera and he laughs.
"What? We can cut it out later."- he chuckles, making a motion towards the camera.
"Stop it."- you laugh slapping his hands away. He groans again, smacking his head on the pillow.
"Come on, eat your breakfast."- you say. He sits up and looks right between your legs, wiggling his eyebrows at you suggestively.
"The food I made. With love. For my master."- you bat your eyelashes at him, you've never called him that before today but even though he was laughing at it because of the camera, you could see how it affected him.
"Ask nicely, hm?"- he says and there's a shiver running down your spine.
"Please, master?"- you bite your lip.
"Alright, when my baby put in such an effort."- he smirks and you chuckle at him. He grabs the tray but before he can put any food in his mouth, you grab the fork and bring it to his lips.
"Are you gonna feed me?"- he chuckles.
"Well yes. My master doesn't have to do anything. Today is the day I serve you master."- as you keep talking, his eyes are getting darker and your cunt is getting wetter. For some reason, you liked calling him that and liked seeing his reactions. You caught even the smallest ones, like his eyebrow twitching every time you said the word 'master'.
His hands kept wandering to your thighs as you fed him and you had to constantly remind him that the cameras were on even though you were pressing your thighs together. And he knew. You were getting needy too but he wanted to tease you too, it was one of his favorite things to do anyways.
So when you moved to the bathroom, carrying a camera with you, you grabbed his toothbrush and he chuckled again. He looked a bit flustered when he realized you actually wanted to brush his teeth.
"Y/n, that's sweet of you but I can do it on my own."- he chuckled, his hands coming up to hug himself as his face got redder. He glanced at the camera and you laughed, feeling shy suddenly.
"Please, let me do it. Master."
He couldn't say no. Both of you were trying not to burst out into laughter as you attempted to brush his teeth. It got too messy so he just grabbed the toothbrush and continued on his own as you playfully pouted at him.
"I'll help you wash your hair. Please, master?"- you ask when he's done.
"Sure, that'd be nice."- he chuckles.
You adjust the camera so the viewers can look at you both from the side. You put a towel on the sink so he can lean his head down, and he chuckles again, eyes trailing to the camera. You start getting his hair wet and Felix looks at the viewfinder, finding a blind spot where no one could see his wandering hand.
You almost jump out of your skin when you feel his hand on the back of your thigh but you opt to act like nothing is happening. Felix looks up at you innocently as you grab the shampoo. His hand slowly travels up, fingertips tickling your sensitive skin. His fingers come into contact with a wet patch that formed on the thin lacy panties you wore under your maid dress.
Your hands tremble and you almost drop the bottle of shampoo on his head, but for the sake of entertainment you ignore his hand and start joking around. He jokes back with you, but you can feel his fingertips pressing into your cunt, teasing you as he slowly runs them over it then to your clit, making little circular motions into it before sliding his fingers down your lips again. You let out a shaky breath and clear your throat to cover it up.
You start rinsing his hair out, and he decides to move your panties to the side just enough to uncover your hole before he pushes one finger between your folds. Your knees buckle but you chuckle nervously as he eyes you, his eyes darkened with lust but there's still an innocent smile on his face. If only the viewers knew.
You stay perfectly still, only spreading your legs a bit so he can fuck into you deeper. He's moving slow, torturing you but you know you brought that on yourself. As you grab another towel to dry his hair, he presses his thumb into your clit and pushes his middle finger deeper into you making you gasp.
"What's wrong, darling?"- Felix grins at you.
"N-nothing."- you shake your head glancing at the camera as you dry his hair. He pulls his finger out, moving his hand away from you much to your disappointment but you had to go get the hair dryer. You still need some content for your video. So you stand between his legs and dry his hair, his hands running up and down the back of your knees and thighs as you both continue chuckling and talking like he didn't just pull his finger out of your cunt. You're becoming desperate now and you can't wait to film the outro so you can turn off the camera and let your boyfriend fuck you.
But Felix had other plans for you. As soon as you walk back into the room, you put the camera down so you can film an outro together but before you can even start talking your boyfriend grabs your face and crashes his lips into yours.
"Lix-" - your voice is muffled as he kisses you harder and forces his tongue inside, making you moan into his lips. You grip onto his arms and try to pry him away from you.
"L-Lixie we didn't film an outro."- you heave, trying to catch a breath after he stole it from you.
"Oh we're filming it now, sweets."- he smirks at the camera and then looks back at you.
"You said you'd serve me all day. As far as I know it's not even noon so you're not done yet."- Felix says and he's rarely so dominant with you. It makes you tingle with anticipation.
"Get on your knees and serve me then."- he says, his voice low.
You look at him for a moment but there's nothing but dark lust in his eyes so you know better than to not obey. You slowly fall down to your knees as he pulls his pants and boxers down.
"And it's master for you, not Lixie, okay?"- he adds, his cock now inches away from your face, you lick your lips and nod fast.
"Words."- he warns, slapping your cheek with his hard cock and you whimper.
"Mm yes master."- you say and he smirks again.
"Open your pretty mouth for me."- he orders and you do as you're told, opening wide for him and he slowly pushes his cock in. You glance at the camera and see yourself in the viewfinder, your mouth stuffed full of your boyfriend's pretty cock.
You moan around him and Felix tangles his fingers in your hair.
"You look so pretty like this. Come on darling, show everyone how desperate you are for my cock."- he grips your hair pushing in deeper and you choke a little, tears forming in your eyes and arousal pooling on your panties. You start bobbing your head, taking as much as you can and jerking off the rest with your hand. Felix keeps grunting and holding your head in place so you don't dare lift off of him.
"Mm everyone will know how you're such a slut for me, darling."- your boyfriend coos at you and you feel like people are actually watching you do this live even though you know they aren't. It makes you feel so embarassed but so aroused at the same time, the thought of people knowing who you belonged to and whose cock you were drunk on. Your throat relaxed a little and you breathed deep through your nose as you slid down on Felix's cock, his tip hitting the back of your throat and your nose touching his navel.
"Fuck baby!"- he grips your hair hard, his legs shaking. "You're gonna make me come"- he hisses and pulls you off, a string of saliva between you and his hard cock.
He smirks at your expression, turning your face to the camera.
"She looks so fucked out and I haven't even touched her pussy"- Felix talks like he's talking to your viewers and a wave of hotness washes over you.
"Please."- you whimper.
"Please what?"- he looks down at you darkly.
"I need you inside me. Please master! I'll do anything!"- you beg on the verge of tears, your pussy aching for him.
"Anything?"- he lifts his eyebrow and you nod fervently.
"Oh, we'll explore that."- he smirks. "Face the camera."- he adds and you do as you're told, your heart beating fast in anticipation.
"Get on all fours, darling."- Felix orders and you do so, leaning down on your hands, your ass up in the air and legs spread for him. Usually, he takes his time with you especially with his tongue and fingers, he enjoys eating you out maybe even more than you do. But, today he's had enough of your teasing, the maid dress driving him more insane than anything you've ever worn for him.
You feel him massage your wet pussy with the tip of his rock hard cock and you melt instantly, leaning back to feel him more.
"Is this what you want, hm?"- he teases a little more.
"Please please please!"- you whine, pushing your ass into him.
"Fuck!"- he curses as he pushes his length in, his eyes rolling back as your cunt sucks him in fast, since you were so wet and needy.
You moan loudly at the familiar stretch, your boyfriend's cock fitting snuggly inside the space made only for him.
"So tight for me."- Felix whimpers.
He grips your hips and starts fucking you semi-fast and you start moaning immediately, scratching at the wooden floor beneath you.
"You want a good outro baby? How about this, hm? Letting everyone see how dumb you are on my cock."- Felix growls, pounding harder into you.
"M-master"- you moan, unable to form any coherent sentence with the force of his hips on your ass and his thick cock splitting you apart.
"Look at you."- he coos grabbing your hair and pulling your head back harshly so you can see yourself in the viewfinder.
"Taking it so well. Such a good girl. Made to be fucked like this."- he says lowly. Your mind buzzes along with your whole body and you think you've never came this fast or this hard.
Felix whines at the feeling of your pussy clenching around him.
"You came already? So desperate. So pathetic." - he chuckles at you, spanking your ass. You whimper and bite down on your arm to stop yourself from screaming at his words and his relentless hips.
"You like when I talk to you like this?"- he asks and you whimper and nod fast.
"Use your words!"- your boyfriend spanks you harder.
"Yes, yes master!"
"You like when I tell you that you were made just for this? To be fucked dumb on my cock. Just my little play toy."- he talks as he fucks you harder, the tip of his cock hitting that sweet spot inside you every time he pushes in.
"Mm yes master"- you whine, your mind cloudy.
"Made to please me. My little slut"- he chuckles darkly pulling on your hair and you explode all over his cock again.
"M-master!"- you cry out as he helps you ride your high. "I can't take anymore."
"Yes you can. One more. For me. Come on baby, you can come for me one more time."- Felix coos at you, hovering over you and caressing your hair, his hips less brutal but still moving deep inside you, abusing that sweet spot.
"I- I can't master please"- you whimper, but you know you're close and you want to obey him.
His hand is between your legs, fingers pressing into your clit as he flicks it and starts fucking you faster again.
"Oh my god"- you whimper, pushing back into him, the pleasure in the pain of overstimulation driving you wild.
"Yeah just like that baby. Fuck yourself on my cock."- Felix moans behind you, his hips stuttering and you know he's close too.
You keep pushing back into him in the same pace he's fucking you in, and it doesn't take long for you to be on the edge again. He knows when your pussy clenches around him deliciously.
"Come for me darling"- he says, gripping your hair and you do. But this time you squirt making him pull out and whimper as you coat him with your juices. Felix watches it slide down your thighs as he jerks off once, twice before he explodes, hot spurts of cum painting your ass and the back of your thighs, mixing with your arousal.
"Fuck"- he groans as you breathe hard. He hovers over you, moving your hair out of your face gently.
"Are you okay, baby?"- he asks, a sweet smile on his face, contrast to the dark look he was giving you just a few moments ago.
"More than okay. That was really hot."- you turn a little and he scoops you up in his arms, pulling you into his lap, not caring about the mess you both made.
"I agree. How about next time I wear the maid dress for you?"- he looks at you with big innocent eyes, the look everyone's familiar with but only you know the meaning of.
"I think that's a wonderful idea."- you chuckle and lean in to kiss his pretty lips.
"Mhm. But since I'm not done with you yet... how about you lay down on the bed and spread your legs for me?"
"Yes, master."
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The Sunshine Princesses
Pairing:Â Soft Dom female reader x Sub Felix x Sub Jisung
Summary: Felix loves to dress up for you in layers and layers of lace and fabric. He wants to be all pretty for you, so he steals your make-up and powders his face, applies blush to create rosy cheeks and lipstick to give him a delicious look. He knows you like to play with him like this.
or, You come back to your quarters to find your little Lixie has hidden a young man in the wardrobe.
Word Count: 5k
Setting:Â French historical palace vibes, but absolutely not historically accurate. Refer to photos/vision board above for inspiration on the feel I was going for with this story.
a/n: this is a re upload of a previously posted work.
CW below the cut.
CW: feminisation (reader refers to them as princesses), cross dressing, mommy kink, reader refers to herself as âmommyâ and calls Felix and Jisung âbaby boysâ etc but they are 22 approx in age with reader older (you decide her age as itâs not specified), spanking, oral sex, p in v unprotected intercourse, cream pie, orgasms, anal fingering (m rec). Cum swapping, voyeurism, praise kink.
TW: the following is in reference to Jisungâs situation prior to this story: mentions of physical abuse, Jisung has bruises, reference to sex trafficking, selling, implied potential sexual abuse (no characters were sexually abused).
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Felix loves to dress up for you in layers and layers of lace and fabric. He wants to be all pretty for you, so he steals your make-up and powders his face, applies blush to create rosy cheeks and lipstick to give him a delicious look. He knows you like to play with him like this.
You will be arriving at your quarters any minute now and Felix adjusts himself on the plush bed, ensuring his garments are positioned just right. He is hard, his cock is leaking from the tip. The anticipation of whatâs to come is almost too much for him to handle. But he is also hiding something from you, and heâs not sure how you will react.
He hears the door, signaling your arrival.
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âOh my beautiful baby boy. All dressed up pretty for me, hmm?â you purr as you climb up onto the bed, hovering above Felix.
He looks stunning. Ethereal. Like an angel. An angel you want to ruin.
âLetâs see what state youâre in, shall we?â you shuffle down the bed enough to start lifting the layers of fabric. No undergarments. Just his neglected erection, painfully hard, pink at the tip and leaking pre-cum. So fucking delicious, you think to yourself.
âLet me take care of you sweetie.â you reassure him as you grip his cock in your hand, ready to sink your mouth down over it.
âMommy. Yes⌠Iâve been a good boy for you. All pretty and waiting.â he pants.Â
âShh. Itâs okay. Mommyâs got you.â You lick the underside of his shaft from balls to tip and then swirl your tongue around the slit, before starting again. âYou look so pretty, Lixie.âÂ
You love him like this, waiting for you to make him feel good. Such a precious boy. You take his balls into your mouth and hum whilst pumping his cock excruciatingly slowly, eliciting a deep groan from the boy on the bed. âYouâre good enough to eat.â you smirk up at him and sink down over his shaft again and open your throat for him. Your lips meet his pelvis, his lips part with a sigh and his eyes roll back into his head. He tries his hardest not to buck his hips upward. You can tell heâs using all his self control from the way heâs gripping the sheets with white knuckle fists.
You love nothing more than pleasuring your Lixie, especially when heâs made such an effort for you tonight. Your eyes water as you bob your head up and down his length and saliva dribbles down making a mess around the base. Just the way he likes it. Messy boy.
Felixâs moans become louder and louder as he nears his climax, and you release him from your mouth just long enough to say âCome on baby, feed Mommy your sweet cumâ and dive back down his cock just in time for him to shoot his load into your mouth. You carefully hold the cum on your tongue as you make your way up to kiss him. He parts his lips for you, allowing you to push it into his mouth. âWas so good I had to share it with you my darling boy.â and you lean down to kiss him again.
You groan into Felixâs mouth and he hums back. And then a whimper.
AÂ whimper? But it was neither from yourself or Felix. You open your eyes and snap your head around to your wardrobe cupboard suspiciously. A clunk from inside has you climbing off your bed to investigate. âMommy,â Felix begs âPlease donât-â
Cautiously, you open the wardrobe door to find a boy of about twenty years old crouching inside with the most scared expression youâve ever seen. His wide eyes, open mouth, and positively chubby cheeks has you melting, and you feel a tug at your chest. You love to take care of little Princes.
âOh deary me. What are you doing in here? Why donât you come on out you poor frightened little thing.â You say gently, holding out your hand to the boy. He hesitates momentarily before reaching for you, standing and climbing out of the wardrobe.
âThatâs it. Come on out. There you go, donât be afraid.â you say encouragingly and usher him over to sit on the end of the bed with his cute little legs dangling off the side of your high set mattress.
âFelix!â You stay sternly to the sheepish young man on the bed. His face is still flushed and fucked out. âDid you know about this? Did you hide this poor boy in my room?â
Felix sits up and leans on his elbows. âS-sorry, Mommy,â he stutters. âHe was being mistreated in the kitchens⌠I⌠I had to help him.â he pleads.
âHmm.â you scoff and turn your attention back to the cutest little squirrel you ever laid your eyes on. âWhatâs your name, sweetheart?â you ask gently cupping his cheek. He looks up at you like a lost puppy. His big bambi eyes on the brink of tears.
âJi-Jisung.â he replies.Â
âJisung. Thatâs a pretty name.â you stroke his cheek and he visibly quivers. You stand and step back to take him in. Brown shaggy hair, big brown eyes, chubby cheeks, the most delectable pink lips. He was pretty. Absolutely pretty, and you are almost certain what Felix means by him being mistreated. The boy is ravishing. His clothes are another story entirely. Drab, beige common clothes. Who is this boy? Possibly a servant?Â
Jisung opens his mouth as if he wants to say something, but then quickly closes it again, remaining silent.Â
âSungie? Can I call you that?â you ask kneeling on the floor at his feet. He doesnât meet your eyes but nods. âHave people hurt you Sungie?â you press. Jisung flinches and his eyes flicker up to meet yours. âYou can tell me.â you place an encouraging hand on his knee.
âYes.â He whispers. âThey beat me.âÂ
âJisung,â Felix speaks. âShow Mommy your bruises.â and is at Jisungâs side wrapping an arm around him and holding him close for a moment.
âFelix, please go fetch washing up supplies and something for Jisung to sleep in.â Felix nods and immediately springs into action and exits your room in search of supplies, leaving you and Jisung alone.
âWill you show me Sungie? Show me what they did.â
Jisung slowly slips off the bed and removes his garments, deciding to take off absolutely everything and standing stark naked in the middle of the room.
You pull in a sharp gasp at the number of bruises, of all shades of blue and purple, that cover his upper body where his skin should be the same delicious honey colour of the rest of his body.
You continue to scan your eyes over him. His shoulders are broad, and his toned torso tapers off into the tiniest waist youâve ever seen. You ignore the feeling in your core as best as humanly possible, but when your eyes drop a little further you see the most delicious cock youâve ever laid eyes on, you feel yourself grow wet. His dick isnât hard but you know that when it is itâll be spectacular.Â
âAhem.â Felix scurries back into the room with supplies ready to wash Sungie to make him feel fresh, clean and safe.
âDid they touch you, Sungie?â You ask as you sit him down in a chair and begin his sponge bath.
âNoâŚnot like thatâŚÂ not yet anyway.âÂ
âNot yet?â you pause. Jisung doesnât elaborate.
âMommy,â Felix speaks up beside you. âJisung was going to be given away from the people running the kitchens to a lord forâŚÂ entertainment. I had to help.â
âItâs okay, Lixie. You did good, baby.â you reassure him.
âYouâre not mad?â
Oh you are mad. But not at Felix. Your mind runs through all the evil, degrading treatment that would be awaiting Jisung if Felix didnât take him in.Â
But arenât you just as bad with Felix? A voice in your head pipes up. But you remember you gave Felix free choice. He could stay with you if he wanted, and he could leave if he wanted. It was his idea to dress up pretty for you. It was his request for you to treat him like a little whore. He bravely approached you with his kinks and fantasies. You were happy to have him just bring your dinner and help you into your poofy dresses. You didnât intend for him to be getting you out of them, or have him wear them himself. It was Felix who ignited this in you. He doesnât have to do anything he doesnât feel like and heâs free to stop at any time.
But this Jisung might not be interested in that sort of thing, and that is okay. But if he is interested?
âJisung? Were you watching us through the crack in the wardrobe door?â you ask. Jisung squeezes his eyes tight and nods. âHmm. And what did you think, Sungie?âÂ
âI liked it.â He whispers and looks at the ground.
You arch an eyebrow. Interesting.âYou did?â
âYes.â he nods. âIâve never seen it likeâŚlike that before.â he looks wide eyed at you and Felix.
âWhat do you mean, my love?â you inquire, washing over his bruises carefully.
âWell, it looked so caring and gentle. Iâve only ever seen it rough and brutalâŚand the person whose face is beingâŚâ he swallowed. âis never actually enjoying it.â
âMommy likes to make me feel goodâŚand feel prettyâŚand feel loved.â Felix smiles, drying off Jisung where youâd washed him already.Â
âSungie. I love to take care of Felix. Anything he wants I want to give to him.â you look to Felix and then back to Jisung. âAnd he loves to be my beautiful princess.â
âOh I do. I really do.â gushes Felix.
âBut what do you get in return?â Jisung asks you, watching your hand wiping down his forearm.
âOh, Lixie takes care of Mommy too.â you reply matter of fact.
âBut how?â He presses.
âCan I show him, Mommy?â Felix says excitedly.
âWould you like that, Sungie? Would you like to see?â you cup his jaw and turn his face to yours.
âYes⌠yes please.â There is silence for a moment. âM-mommy?â he whispers quietly. âWill you look after me too?â
You look down to see his cock is hard and there is a bead of precum on the tip. Fuck you want nothing more than to kitten lick it right off him. What does he taste like?
âSorry⌠umâŚÂ Mommy?â He says shyly when he sees you notice his arousal.
âThatâs okay, baby boy. But you do have a rather pretty one.â
âI knew heâd have a pretty one.â Felix sighs, staring longingly at Jisungâs cock.
âIâm glad that Felix brought you here and those bad, despicable men wonât be able to touch you.â You place your hands on both his cheeks and squish them. Adorable. âOf course Iâll take care of you in whatever way you need, Sungie. But for tonight, I feel itâs best if you just watch, okay? But you can sleep in bed with us after. Would that be okay?â
Jisung considers your proposal and nods.
You finish washing and drying Jisung and help him into the pretty nightie Felix brought in. Fresh white linen down to his calves and a simple little bow around the neckline and usher him to the bed.
You spend the next hour or so showing Jisung how Felix takes care of you. You get him comfortable on the bed, sitting up against the mountain of pillows, and you lay down beside him, completely naked. âSungie,â you pant in anticipation as Felix nestles his head between your legs. âWatch.â
Felix begins to pepper kisses along your inner thigh and pushes your legs wider and presses them against the mattress. Your Lixie is strong even if he enjoys being dainty and helpless.Â
âDonât tease Mommy, Lixie. You know what I need you to do. Show Sungie how you take care of me.â
Felix presses his tongue flat against your aching pussy and you buck your hips up automatically. âYes. Yes, my baby boy, myâŚfuck me with your tongue.â Your fingers thread through his blond hair. âYesâŚjust like that.â You say breathlessly.
You pull his hair forcing his face to press up hard against your cunt and continue to rock your hips against his face. He hums and moans, enjoying himself immensely. He enures he gives your entire pussy attention, spending time on your clit, then moving down your entrance and fucking you with his tongue. He moves lower still and presses his tongue against your asshole, teasing it until it lets him breach the ring of muscle and fuck you there too. Your little Lixie canât get enough of your pussy or your ass. Desperate, needy little boy. Making you feel. So. Fucking. âGod Lixie Iâm cum-â you shake and tremble around Felixâs face as your back lifts off the mattress and you are seeing stars.
You sink back down into the bed and let go of his hair, allowing him to finally come up for air. âIt tastes so good. Mommyâs pussyâs so pretty.â He cooes and runs a finger through your sopping folds. âCan I share some with Sungie, Mommy?âÂ
You hesitate momentarily, catching your breath, but eventually nod, giving him permission. You are cautious, worrying that Jisung might not be ready to be involved.
You turn to the boy next to you. âYou want a taste, Sungie?â You ask softly, and Felix offers his slicked finger to him.Â
The boyâs eyes nearly pop out of his head at the offering and he shuffles onto his knees to allow Felix to slip his finger into his mouth.Â
Jisung groans and closes his eyes while sucking Felixâs digit completely clean. He lets out a shaky breath as he opens his eyes slowly and locks eyes on your pussy.
âFuck.â He squeaks and flops back into the mattress and looks at the ceiling like he was questioning his lifeâs existence. His nightie drapes over his erection and you bite your lip imagining all the things he could do with it.
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After Felix has cleaned himself up and removed his makeup, he climbs into bed and snuggles up behind you. Youâre facing Jisung, simply holding him in an embrace.
âSungie. Youâre welcome to stay here as long as you want, and you can leave at any time too. I need you to understand that.â
âThank youâŚÂ Mommy?â He seems unsure of what he should call you.
âIs that what you want to call me?â you stroke his hair and feel him shift on the mattress.Â
âI think I do.â he sighs and drifts off to sleep.Â
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At some point in the night you wake up rather abruptly when you feel a hard erection pressing against your ass. Jisung. The only barrier between your bodies is yours and Jisungâs nighties rubbing together as he grinds against you seeking relief. Then you hear a stifled whimper followed by a wetness seeping through the fabric of your nightgown and sticking to your back.
You say nothing about it.
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Over the next few days Felix helps Jisung settle in, lends him clothes, teaches him your schedule and important names of the court. Jisung eagerly takes it all in. In the afternoons Felix reads poetry to him, and Jisung teaches Felix songs.
Every night for the next week you and Felix demonstrate for Jisung something intimate and naughty. Then you put on your nightwear and snuggle into bed.
Each night Jisung gets a little bolder with his antics. On the second night you can tell heâs lifted his nightie up when he grinds against your back, and he lets himself moan just a little bit louder as he comes. Your core aches, desperate to be fucked, as you feel his cum on your nightie again, causing it to cling to your skin. You pretend not to notice but fuck you want to touch yourself so badly.
The third night he gets a little bolder still and tries to nestle his length right between your ass cheeks, trapping his bare cock between the fabric of your nightie and his stomach. You stay still, allowing Jisung to do what he needs to for his own pleasure and release. As usual, you say nothing.
On the fourth night he does the same thing except this time you have shimmied your own nightie up around your waist, leaving yourself bare and exposed. You feel him scooch up behind you and, yes there it is, his bare cock pressing against your exposed ass. Jisung gasps at the unexpected unobstructed contact. But when you donât move he assumes youâre asleep and so he holds onto his cock and runs the sensitive tip along your ass crack, up and down, over and over. His breath is shallow and ragged.Â
âSungie?â You say low and firm. Jisung halts his movements.
âIâŚIâm⌠so-sorry⌠Mommy.â He chokes and pulls away. âYouâre just so prettyâŚand you make me soâŚsoâŚso hard.â
âHmm.â Is all you reply.
âMommy? Are you mad? Am IâŚare you going to punish me?â He whispers desperately. The corners of your mouth curl up. Baby Sungie wants to be punished, hmm?
âKeep that up and yes⌠you will be punished.â You sigh, feigning annoyance. âBut if you stop right now, then I will let it slide and pretend nothing happened.â
âThank you, Mommy.â He whispers and you immediately feel his cock return to rest against your bare skin. He runs the tip down between your cheeks and squeezes it between your thighs. You lift your top leg ever so slightly to give him access to nestle his velvety smooth cock between your thighs and the length of his shaft against your dripping core. You squeeze your thighs back together, encasing Jisungâs cock entirely with your soft body.Â
âMommy!â He tries to keep his cries down. âMommy⌠feels so good.â He begins to fuck your thighs, the friction of his cock against your cunt causes a knot in your stomach to quickly tighten. You want to play with yourself, play with him, so bad, but you remain strong and let Jisung chase his pleasure.
âHmm, you really do want to be punished donât you Sungie? Such a naughty little boy.â Jisungâs hips speed up âYes, Mommy⌠please. Sungieâs been bad.â
âAnd how does Sungie need to be punished?â you squeeze your thighs together even harder.
âNngnhâŚSungieâŚneedsâŚaarghâŚfeels sâgood MommyâŚSungie needs spanking.â with a little grunt Jisung coats your inner thighs with thick hot cum and slips out from between your legs, spent.
Sungie needs spanking? This will be fun.Â
You roll over and hold Jisung and he falls asleep almost instantly. Your legs are sticky, but you donât care, and you reach down to finish yourself off while thinking about spanking little Sungieâs cute ass.
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The next day sees you outside of your chambers for most of the day, attending court matters, functions, and other mind numbing activities, and isnât until late afternoon that you return to your room.
You smile with delight when you enter finding Felix and Jisung at your vanity dresser. Jisung sitting on your little stool while Felix fusses over him applying makeup to his face. Both are dressed up pretty in your puffy, lace dresses and Felix has already painted his own face with your blush and rouge lipstick. They turn when they notice your presence.Â
âOh Mommy, youâre home. We thought weâd surprise you.â Felix beams.
Your hands come up to cover your mouth in surprise. âOh my beautiful boys, have you dressed up just for me?â You approach the two young men and stroke their cheeks affectionately. âMy pretty little princesses.â you whisper lovingly. The pair of them look back at you with innocent expressions, so desperate for your approval. âYouâve done so good.â you plant a small peck on their cheeks before moving to sit in one of your chairs.
âCome. Kneel in front of me.â you instruct, and they eagerly do as you ask. âNow. I must know. What kind of games are you wanting Mommy to play? Lift your skirts.â
Felix and Jisung reach for the hem of their dresses and simultaneously lift the front of their skirts to their waist, revealing their matching thigh high white stockings and their bare, erect cocks. You immediately feel your cunt pulsate. Such pretty cocks to play with. You bite your lower lip and cross your legs. Fuck, youâre turned on.
âTsks tskâŚI see. You boys want to play naughty, filthy games. Donât you?â you muse. âStand up, but keep your skirts lifted.â you drop down off your chair onto your knees in front of them and let your hands trail up their stockings. You gently let your fingers caress their inner thigh, taking your time before turning your attention to their obscene erections.
 âOh dear. These look so painful. Do they hurt?â you coo as you take a cock in each hand and inspect them. The boys hiss at your touch, their cute little legs trembling.Â
âSo painful, Mommy.â Felix whispers.
âItâs so swollen.â Jisung whimpers.
âNaww. Lucky Mommyâs here to help make you better.â You swirl your tongue around Felixâs tip before swapping to Jisungâs. Youâve been dying to taste Jisungâs cock for a week and you close your eyes and take him deeper into your mouth. You groan. Jisung groans. Felix groans too as you pump his cock. You alternate between the two delicious penises until they are on the brink of exploding. Much to their dismay, you let go and return to your chair, leaving them sobbing for release.
âItâs okay my poor babies. I promise we will play very soon. But first, Jisung. Your punishment. Come.â you curl your finger ushering him forward. Jisungâs eyes widen enthusiastically and he practically falls over his feet to get to you and kneels in front of you.Â
âIâm going to take care of you okay? Now, are you sure you want me to spank you?â you ask in a soft tone and hold his face in your hands. âIâm going to give you a word to remember. If at any time you are not enjoying anything at all, use the word and everything stops. Okay? Do you understand?â Jisung nods. âGood. Your word is âpoodleâ. You can remember that, yes?â
âPoodle.â Jisung echoes.
âGood boy. I need you to lay across my lap. Thatâs it.â Jisung complies eagerly, laying over you as directed. You lift his skirt up to expose his perfect, honey toned ass, and rub your palm over his cheek, squeezing and kneading the flesh.
âOkay. Iâm going to start your punishment now.â You raise your hand and land a firm smack to Jisungâs ass. He whimpers and tries not to squirm. âOnly nine more baby, and then Mommy will make you feel good.â
You continue to spank Jisung. Not too hard, but enough to leave red marks. The last thing you want to do is cause any trauma, especially after knowing that heâs been beaten in the past. You come down with the final smack and rub your hand over his skin soothingly. âGood boy, Sungie. Lixie,â you look up to where Felix is sitting on the floor gazing at Jisung. âLixie, please. The oil.â you say.
Felix passes you the bottle of oil from your vanity and you drizzle some of the liquid onto Jisungâs ass cheeks, and then a little at the top of his crack. He wriggles beneath you at the sensation of the oil siding down to his balls. âSuch a good boy for me.â you massage the oil into his reddened skin. âSweet sweet boy.â You pull his cheeks apart and gasp at the sight of his perfect, tight little hole, and you just have to touch it. Slowly, as not to scare the poor boy, you run your finger over it. Jisung whimpers. âDo you need to use your word, Sungie?â He shakes his head. âFeels nice.â Good. You circle his slippery rim several times until Jisung is trying to wriggle back against your finger, signaling he needs more. And then your finger is pressing inside.Â
âM-mommy!â Jisung gasps.Â
âFuck.â Felix mutters from the side.Â
You slowly pump your finger in and out of Jisung until you can feel he is ready for a second digit. He lets out the cutest, most desperate little noises as you loosen him up.
âCan I kiss him, Mommy.â Felix whispers.Â
âSungie, honey. You hear that? Felix would love to help take care of you too. Is that okay?â
Jisung nods his head. âYesâŚÂ please, Lixie. Need Lixie.â Jisung is coming undone. Felix crouches down by Jisungâs head and lifts it up to meet him. âYouâre so pretty Sungie.â Felix smiles and takes Jisung into a slow, deep kiss while you slip in a third finger. Jisung writhes beneath you and then heâs coming hard, squealing into Felixâs mouth and spurting cum all over his inner thighs and carpet.Â
Felix helps Jisung over to the bed and makes quick work of cleaning him up, praising him the entire time. âLetâs get ready for Mommy now.â He settles himself down next to Jisung so they are laying side by side, dresses lifted up for you to see.
It is a magnificent sight, having your two princes, or princesses rather, laying there ready for you, pretending theyâre innocent, when all they want is for you to do naughty things to them.
You strip off entirely and climb onto the bed and begin with touching your own body. You caress your breasts and pinch your nipples, slowly taking your hand down the front of your body and between your legs. Your breath becomes shallow and your skin heats up as you watch your lovers watch you pleasure yourself.
âPlease, Mommy. Stop teasing. Lixie wonât last.â Felix sobs.
âItâs alright, my Lixie. Iâll take care of you first.â You crawl close to him and straddle his lap and slide your slick pussy over his hardness. His cock is more than ready. Propping yourself up onto your knees, you guide yourself down over Felixâs length. Thick, hard as stone, and stretching you out deliciously. âIâm going to start fucking myself on you now.â you say and begin to bounce up and down his shaft. âMommy, itâs tooâŚslow downâŚplea-ease!â Felix whines and you know itâs because heâs been on the verge of coming untouched for the last little while. You lean down and kiss his lips, smearing rouge lipstick across his mouth. You love it when he looks like a messy little slut.Â
You donât slow down, determined to free him from the agony of his hard on, and it doesnât take long until you feel him cumming deep inside you. He fills you up with so much cum that it seeps out almost immediately. You donât orgasm, youâre saving it for Sungie. Oh god, poor Sungie. You rake your eyes over his body. His face is fucked out already and he is so fucking hard again. Exactly the way you want him.
You carefully slide off Felixâs softening cock and cover him up with his skirt. You give him a little kiss and tell him heâs a good boy before climbing onto Jisung and straddling his hips.
You can barely contain your excitement. âHey Sungie.â you smile down at him. âYou ready? You want to be inside Mommy? Fill her up with your cum?âÂ
âYesâŚso bad. Want you⌠to play with me.â he says in a tiny voice. You feel Felixâs cum still leaking out of your body and dribbling onto Jisungâs length.
âOkay, sweet sweet Sungie.â you whisper as you lower yourself onto his cock, taking him in one motion. Your gaze doesnât leave his beautiful face, as you begin to roll your hips slowly, undulating on top of him. He tries to keep his eyes open, but everytime you sink back down to completely engulf him he canât help but squeeze his eyes shut and moan.
âThatâs it, Sungie. Filling Mommy up so fucking good.â you purr. âDoes it feel good for you sweetie?âÂ
âMmmhâŚfeels..soâ he chokes as you rock harder on his cock. âSo tightâŚslipperyâŚwarm.âÂ
He opens his eyes and they land on your tits. Your cunt squeezes at the thought of his plush red lips around your nipple, and Sungie cries out at the contraction of your walls. Heâs close. But so are you.Â
âSungie, help MommyâŚCome, sit up. Suck my tits.â you pull him up desperately, and he immediately wraps his lip around your breast and sucks the nipple into his mouth. It makes you fuck yourself harder on his cock, you need your release. So fucking bad. Youâre panting and practically growling as your cunt clenches around him, and when he bites down on your nipple hard you explode. You throw your head back, and cry out his name. Youâre not given a chance to come back down, before Jisung starts to thrust up into you uncontrollably and makes a high pitched whine. At the same time you feel him release his load deep inside you.Â
âFuck, Sungie. Jisung.â you hold him to your chest, breathing heavily, trying to calm your heart rate.
âWas I good?â he looks up at you with tears threatening to spill from his eyes. You push away the damp hair that is stuck to his forehead and place a tiny, soft kiss to his skin. âSo good. You made Mommy cum so hard on your pretty cock. Such a clever boy.â
He beams up at you and snuggles close. You climb off of Jisung and lay between the two young men. The three of you feel blissed out and content.
âMommy?â Felix eventually breaks the silence. âIâm a clever boy too. Look! I got it hard again!â
It seems your boys arenât finished playing.
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gag reflex â felix catton áŻâ
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âšââ warnings â nsfw, pretty much no plot, oral (f. & m. receiving), lmk if i missed anything
âšââ pairing â felix catton x fem!reader
âšââ a/n â sorry for the disappearance! schools been kicking my ass lately but im working on some coryo stuff rn
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you had wandered around for a while, looking for felix at his halloween party, intoxicated and stumbling aroundÂ
you couldn't really differentiate the many people since everyone was dressed up in their own costumes, including yourself
most of the time if you ever lost felix in a crowd, you would just look up and see his head since he was so fucking tall
but your eyes felt heavy and you couldn't really look up, the feeling of all those sleepless nights of studying finally catching up to you at the worst time possible
you stumbled up the stairs to felix's room, getting lost a few times before finding his room and face planting on his bed, ready to let sleep overtake youÂ
until you hear a tsk tsk sound and look over to see felix coming in the room, adored in a police jacket along with a police hat
âwhat are you doing here?â you ask, confused that he wasn't downstairs and being the life of the party
âwhat am i doing here?â he laughed, shaking his head, âbunny this is my room remember? or are you too drunk to even remember my name?â
you groan as he collapses on top of your body, attacking your neck with kisses, the liquor still present in his breath
âoh my fucking god you weigh a shit ton!â you yell, trying to push him off but your attempts were useless as he continued to linger on your back, leaving marks and bruises that you were going to have to cover up tomorrow
he eventually goes limp, or so you think, but then he slides down your back, getting on his knees and yanks your panties down
you gasp, trying to move away from him in panic but he pulls you right down, flipping you over and silencing your protests with a messy kiss full of teeth and tongueÂ
he moves down, licking a stripe up your pussy, eliciting a loud moan from you as you grasp onto his hair
he takes that as the green light, not caring about how loud you are now as he devours your cunt, your juices wetting his whole chin as you moan and grip his hair, it's amazing how you haven't pulled it out yetÂ
his tongue fucks into you, his nose brushing your clit everytime his tongue goes in fully, adding an extra pressure to bring you over the edge faster
âyou close love?â felix asked, his words creating vibrations that echoed in your pussy and that was it for you, you were pushed over the edge, moaning out his name loudly as he licked up all of your cum, praising you for being such a good girl for him
you breathed heavily , catching your breath after that orgasm, and then looked down, spotting the huge bulge in felix's pants
âcan i take care of thatâŚ?â you ask him, looking up with big eyes in hopes that he'll be more likely to say yes
âgo ahead dollâ he says, swapping positions with you so that you were now on the ground on your knees and he was on the bed, his legs caging you in between themÂ
he pulled off his pants and boxers, realizing his painfully hard cock leaking precum
you stared it in amazement until felix tapped your cheek, a reminder that you were not on your knees to stare at his cock
âc'mon doll, suck my dick or i can always just shove it down your throat, which one sounds better hm?â he asks, playing with your hair as he waits for your answer
you're snapped back into reality at his words as you hesitantly start to take his cock in your mouth, licking and sucking it
you had only gave him a blowjob once and you had no idea what your were doing the whole time, so felix took control that time but you wanted to show him that you could figure it out on your own this time
his cock hits the back of your throat and you gag, forgetting about that pesky gag reflex of yours as you pulled off of him, gasping for breath
âlet me just take the lead loveâ felix coos, wiping away your tears from the lack of oxygen
you shake your head but he shushes you, pulling your hair into a makeshift ponytail and shoving his cock down your throat, making you gag again as you try to gasp for air
your attempts remain fruitless as he continues to slam his cock down your throat with no remorse, disregarding your tears that have fallen down onto your legs now
he groans loudly, praising you for taking him in your mouth so well, hissing once or twice because you've accidentally put your teeth on his cock
ââm so close, you gonna be my good doll and take all of it?â felix asks, opening his eyes and looking down at you
you're almost in a daze but he yanks on your ponytail, bringing you back to reality as your frantically nod, not even sure why you're nodding
he groans, reaching his climax and spilling his cum down your throat as you gag not only from his cock but from the amount of cum you're being forced to swallowÂ
once felix is sure that you've swallowed all of it, he removes his cock from your mouth, pulling on a pair of boxers and dressing you in a shirt he has laying around in his dorm and pulling you up on the bed next to you
âi wasn't too harsh, right?â he asks, pulling you in his arms and kissing your neck
you shake your head and he sighs in relief, stroking your thigh with one hand as the other holds you close
he smiles into your hair, and you slowly feel the effects of your activities overtake you until you open your eyes because felix is now muttering things into your hair. they're incoherent but this sentence is loud and clear, as if he wants you to hear,
ânow all we need to do is get rid of that pesky gag reflex of yoursâ
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Watching Close By
Pairing: Reader x Oliver Quick
Warnings: NSFW 18+ MDNI, there is smut and sex in this so ye have been warned, there is unprotected sex, minor spanking, minor choking, mention of voyeurism, implied threesome
Summary: Ollie has you all to himself finally, or at least thatâs what you think
Authors note: I hope you guys enjoyed this one! Please let me know in the comments and donât forget to reblog if you did! My tag list is open so please donât hesitate to ask! Thank you everyone so much XOXO
Tag list for Oliver Quick/Barry Keoghan: @hahahafucku @fedyascoffin
Hall Of Hunks
"Such a good girl." His voice echoing in your ear as he was thrusting into you from behind. "Takin my cock so perfectly."
Hands gripping your hips so tightly as he was controlling your body. Pulling you back into his thrusts so he was drilling even deeper inside of you. Hands reaching forward in front of you gripping onto the sheets tightly between your fingers.
"Fuck I've missed this little cunt." A hand coming down on your ass cheek making you scream with a giggle at the end.
If there was one thing Oliver was an ass man. He always had his hands on you playing with your cheeks. Smacking them, grabbing them and sometimes even biting them. Especially if you wore tight pants or dresses to accentuate your curves.
"Thought about this cunt so much."
"Oh fuck oh fuck oh shiiit." Whining as you tossed your head back and forth feeling yourself going absolutely crazy.
"You look so beautiful right now." He was humming to himself as he watched your body writhing underneath him. "Fuck could watch you all day."
"God I wanna hear you scream for me sweetheart." Oliver watching as your pussy swallowed him whole then coated his cock when he pulled out. "Want the whole world to know whose fucking you so good."
Oliver was never shy when it came to anything sexual between you two. If someone wanted to watch he surely wasn't going to stop for them. It was almost like a thrill for him knowing someone would watch with envy. Even if you had no idea someone was watching it still wouldn't stop him as you both were in the throes of ecstasy.
Only reason the two of you were this animalistic is because his best mate Felix was gone. Soon as he heard that door shut he was on you so quickly you didn't even have a chance to think. He was craving you all day, and wanted a little bit of privacy this time.
"Just so dripping wet for me sweetheart." His words making you feel flushed as you felt a certain heat take over your body. "Always wet for my cock aren't you?"
"I love your cock so much Ollie." Biting down on the blanket as he started pounding his cock so deep you felt him all the way in your stomach. "Fucking me so good."
"Oh yeah?" His tone mocking as he chuckled slowing his thrusting down while rubbing a hand sensually down your back. "Beg for my cock then."
Little whimpers left your mouth when he would pull out only to then thrust sharply back inside of you. Turning your head to look at him mouth partly open as your eyes glazed over. His eyes locked on yours a smirk on his face.
"Come on darling beg for it." His tone condescending as his hand came down on your ass a couple more times feeling the sting.
A part of you suddenly felt shy and intimidated. Almost like you were nervous to say anything especially to beg. Ollie liked hearing such filthy words leave your lips. He craved to hear how you would talk just for him.
"God fuck Ollie please fuck me so hard I can't walk for a week." Crying out as you pushed your hips back hoping he would pick up his movements. "Fuck me so hard."
Your words were like music to his ears, and he could listen to you talk like that to him all day. Those words were enough for him to explode right there on the spot.
Thrusting with all his strength so hard you felt him reach your sweet spot. A hard curling up to your neck lightly squeezing making you moan. Pulling you up against him so your back was pressed tightly to his chest feeling the heat of his skin radiating on yours.
"Wanna feel you cum around my cock." Growling into your ear as his lips sucked on the flesh of your neck.
Feeling his left hand reaching up to grab your breast palming it with a tight squeeze. Moving it up towards your neck again wrapping his fingers around your neck. Whispering absolute filth in your ear making your eyes roll into the back of your head.
It was as if Oliver felt someone was watching the two of you. Feeling eyes on your naked bodies dripped in sweat and arousal. Turning his focus on the cracked door seeing a dark figure standing on the entryway.
He knew exactly who it was and he couldn't help the grin plastered across his face. A part of him said to stop for you, but the dirty side of him said let the person watch. He wanted the person on the other side to see what he was doing to you.
Oliver watching as his eyes wondered up and down your body licking his lips. Eyes wide in amazement as his cock disappeared inside of you with ease. Rubbing himself through his pants as he tried to relieve the pressure between his legs.
It turned Oliver on at the thought of someone else lusting you. To know someone else wanted you, and that he was the one who did. It definitely stroked his ego a little bit. He wanted to put on a show now for sure.
"God just like that Ollie." Grabbing onto his hand bringing his attention back to you as you felt your orgasm quickly burning in your stomach.
"Oh yes that's a good little cock hungry whore." Biting down lightly on your earlobe as his hands moved back down to your hips. "Squeezin my cock so desperately."
Feeling your legs shaking and trembling as he never slowed down. By now there was probably a puddle of your sweat mixed with juices that were coating the sheets. The smell of sex and lust filled the room and entered into your nostrils.
âIâm almost there I just want to feel that cunt cream around me so tightly.â His voice strained almost like he was in pain.
Your body was moving all over the place your legs feeling sore from the position they were in. Your entire body felt like it was in flames, and you knew you were close. The room was filled with your whimper and his groans.
"Cum for me Y/N." Whispering so seductively into your neck making you scream as your release hit you hard all the way into your toes.
Your orgasm smacking you in the face as your entire body clenched, and your pussy tightening around him. Gripping onto his wrists as you tried to control your breathing. Your chest heaving up and down as you were coming down from your intense orgasm.
Leaning your body forward on your hands as you felt sweat dripping down your neck. His hands massaging your skin so delicately and in a comforting way. Feeling his cock twitching as he pumped the last of his load in you.
"God Ollie that was amazing." Complimenting him as you felt him lean forward to kiss your shoulder.
"Hope you enjoyed the show Felix." His words and breathy chuckle had your head snapping over to the door in shock. "Come on in mate donât be shy."
"Ollie." Sneering through your teeth as you grabbed the blanket covering your exposed body to his roommates eyes.
âHeâs me best mate.â Oliver reassured you that he trusted him and would make sure youâre comfortable.
âYouâre so fucking beautiful Y/N I really couldnât help myself.â Felix said both hands behind his back like a timid little boy.
"What do you say sweetheart?" Oliver stood up his cock still hard as he looked between you and his roommate with excitement.
âI donât know Ollie.â A hint of hesitation in your voice.
âI promise I wonât bite. Too hard.â Felix spoke up giving a sly wink as Oliver chuckled.
âCome on darling it could be so much fun.â Ollie pleaded with you.
Placing his hands on his hips as the two of them waited for your answer. Your heart was racing as you felt two sets of eyes staring at you so intensely you felt you might pass out. Never did you expect something like this to ever occur. You didn't know what to say right now, but you know you had to go with your gut.
âAlright.â You spoke softly as you consented to both men.
âFuck yes.â Felix clapped his hands excitedly as you just took a big gulp a lump in your throat.
Both men stood next to each other both excitement in their faces. Oliver looked at your covered body and looked at you almost like he was saying he wanted to see your body.
"So." You started off as you sat up letting the blanket fall down exposing your chest. "How do you want me then?"
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